Talk about procrastinating...it's taken me 4 days to get around to watching this video! haha
I like your new word! ;)
I think we all tend to want to put things off...and yes, I can relate to doing things at the last minute and getting angry at myself, too. I really try to stay on top of things, but sometimes I just don't feel like it, ya know?? *grins*
Oh Cam. You're not pathetic. I hope you're feeling better and getting out of your funk. You're asking yourself good questions. Hang in there! :)
Oh, Cameron, if I could just FOCUS on my daydreams about you, I wouldn't be stuck wallowing in this self-sabotage crap. ;-)
Lack of motivation is a problem. I'll get slightly interested in something, make some (minor) plans, but then the motivation evaporates before much of the "implementation" phase happens.
Do I lack motivation because I'm depressed or am I depressed because of my lack of motivation/drive? Ugh... just thinking about it puts my brain in "Spinning Beachball" mode.
Talk about procrastinating...it's taken me 4 days to get around to watching this video! haha
I like your new word! ;)
I think we all tend to want to put things off...and yes, I can relate to doing things at the last minute and getting angry at myself, too. I really try to stay on top of things, but sometimes I just don't feel like it, ya know?? *grins*
Oh Cam. You're not pathetic. I hope you're feeling better and getting out of your funk. You're asking yourself good questions. Hang in there! :)
spirit2dance 2 years ago
ONLY 4 days? That's actually pretty good. :-)
(YouTube is one of the things I "screw around with" when I should be doing other more "productive" things. Haha)
whatevercm 2 years ago
Oh, Cameron, if I could just FOCUS on my daydreams about you, I wouldn't be stuck wallowing in this self-sabotage crap. ;-)
Lack of motivation is a problem. I'll get slightly interested in something, make some (minor) plans, but then the motivation evaporates before much of the "implementation" phase happens.
Do I lack motivation because I'm depressed or am I depressed because of my lack of motivation/drive? Ugh... just thinking about it puts my brain in "Spinning Beachball" mode.
whatevercm 2 years ago
Oh Lord. I am the king of "putofterbate"
spiderdj82 2 years ago
Well, I really admire the strength you've shown recently and your willingness to make some major changes to make things better for yourself.
If the self-crowned "King of putoffterbate" can do that, maybe there's hope for me after all?
whatevercm 2 years ago