i have been visited by this being or one just like it, (i mean exactly like this one) since i was 4 years old, anybody who has some real answers about this being please contact me. People say he looks like the "modern" alien greys but they got it wrong, this being - the eyes are so different, they are more like a humans eyes not the huge round ones. why would this being appear to a human? what is its place? please, somebody must know...
Hmmmm LAM kinda looks like a muppet.....so friendly and cuddley! I wish they made a plush doll of LAM...that would be really sweet! I'd use it as my teddy bear! How can ya not look at LAM and get a rush of positive emotions! :) Yay! Happy, Happy Fun Time, Joy, Joy, Joy! ıpunɯ ɐıɹolƃ ʇısuɐɹʇ ɔıs
@frankensteinmoneymac I can assure you it is a much different emotion then happy. If you have seen LAM in person please tell me about it. I am seeking answers to this being and any information would help. I have seen this being since age 4, I never looked into it, i tried to ignore it and go on with my life. about 2 months ago I saw this image of LAM on the internet, I am sure that is the being I am visited by. the face is so right, the eyes... I need information about this being.
SEE WHAT POWER CROWLEY REALLY HAD - HE SAID HE WOULD RETURN AS THE ANTICHRIST AFTER HIS DEATH - SEE MY VIDEOS 'SINNER,' TRUCULENTUS,' MONETA' AND B;ACK MAGICK' TO GET A REAL LOOK AT WHAT 'POWER' CROWLEY ACTUALLY DID HAVE~!
very good, to toss around these thelemites and their fanatical behaviour over things. thlemetis nowadays are worst than satanists from laveyan cult and christians of the roman decadent vatican
* Just as the blessed in heaven are free from all pain, so, on the other hand, the damned never experience even the least real pleasure. In hell separation from the blissful influence of Divine love has reached its consummation.
* The reprobate must live in the midst of the damned; and their outbursts of hatred or of reproach as they gloat over his sufferings, and their hideous presence, are an ever fresh source of torment.
@Gjallarhorn7 You used to hear forest creatures saying "drop out" through an echo machine?!?! ......Just my opinion, but maybe that was the glue talking?!?!
LAM is a preaterhuman entity which Aleister Crowly encountered while pathworking the Enochian Ayres. LAM affected much of Crowley's magickal universe ever after first contact.
To refer to LAM as a djin or a demon is really somewhat shortsighted and limiting.
Two issues at hand. 1. You asked "who" is Lam. The other you raise is; 2. Was Aliester Crowley under the influence of any mind altering substance as a means of reaching Lam.
The answer is that Crowley documented in his journal nearly every drug trip. Also all Magickal operations.
Nothing documented indicates that anything (besides Enochian Magick) was used to open his mind to the involved and dramatic introduction to Lam.
Crowley was the quintessential Satanist. So it is quite possible that Lam is a jin or demon. & Crowley opened a portal using Enochian Magick through which Lam came. Crowley had the power 2 close the portal & open it again. L. Ron Hubbard then used magick 2 bring forth Lam & didn't have the power 2 close it again, UFO's then started 2 B seen about a year later. If UFOs R related to Lam, then they R not from outer space, they are from a different plain of consciousness and are likely evil, IMO.
No, I am not making this up. Google Aleister Crowley, then go down to the search within results at the bottom of the google page, then put in "L. Ron Hubbard" +lam, just like I put here and it should come up.
Ron hubbard did continue the work of Aleister Crowley it's wide soread info/......Obviously you have done NO research what so ever, being you have said nothing factual......AC was a self admitted satanist that longed to be Satans "cheif of staff" his own words do some research man! its all out there they continued AC's work yet ripped the portal open beyond closure which directly after resulted in the first ufo and alien sightings.....
"Ron hubbard did continue the work of Aleister Crowley" hahahaha, in what way? by duping idiots into paying to find the secrets of the universe? yes, i suppose so.
@chrisn9ne He didn't continue it, he probably ran off with it. Ron had a way with words and was a very arrogant person concerning his magickal powers, and Crowley wouldn't be above turning folks over to do his dirty work. My main issue with Crowley is he writes his instructions backwards so much, i don't know when to take his words literally, which is a design he has to kill people apparently.
Lam is not the occult name for aliens. Lam was an entity called forth by Aleister Crowley using magick in 1918. The first "valid" reports of a UFOs were in the 1940's and the first "valid" sightings of aliens were in the 1960's. Yes, he does look shockingly like a grey, but since Crowley was a Satanist, Lam likely is a demon or at least something nefarious, if of course Lam even exists.
He didn't even believe there was a Satan, and he only called himself one to get attention.
Oh and there have been drawings of aliens since the 19th century, so he could have drawn Lam based on those drawings.
Also, you do realize that there is no genuine existence that Lam exists right? Anyone can draw a picture and say it was something. In Crowley's case, it was Lam.
U can believe what U want concerning Crowley Bing a Satanist.Just like U asked me unless U can come up with sources 4 there being drawings of aliens since the 1800's, I won't believe it,any1 can make a drawing& say it came from the 1800's.I doubt Crowley would draw Lam based on alleged alien drawings Bcause he didn't think Lam was an alien.All this Lam alien stuff is new, not from the 60's when more "valid" alien encounters occured, if U believe in aliens.I did say, if of course Lam even exists.
Crowley said this about Satan, the devil: "I was not content to believe in a personal devil and serve him, in the ordinary sense of the word. I wanted to get hold of him personally and become his chief of staff."
Bleev what U want about AC Bing a Satanist, he followed the left hand path. Enochian magick is based on secret names of angels, SPIRITS & DEMONS. AC used Amalantrah Workings 2 OPEN a PORTAL thru which Lam manifested. I'm not the 1 making the connection Btween Lam & ET consns & since AC wasn't a good man, & did many rituals 2 invoke evil entities, I don't think there is anything angelic about Lam, aside from the fact he wasn't called 4th using Enchn magick, & AC did not use angelic Enchn magick
@WakeUpBe4itz2late and its all bullshit. Look, just because the human species has spent an obscene amount of time and resources trying to tap the super-natural, does not change the fact that this has been a futile, wasted effort. We are living in the first time ever where a significant number (and growing) of people are able to speak out and say "ITS ALL BULLSHIT AND IT WONT WORK!!!". It wont stop people from trying, but we'll be able to tell them exactly why what they where doing was worthless.
and from then on we have been conditioned to believe that Aleins exist and that they seak out our planet in the infiniteness of space....the odds that lifewould find our planet in space are worse than 1 in 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 get it....these beings are fallen angels or demons that were banished to earth but on a differnt dimension, plain, or realm then the human dimension! Research Nephilim
You cannot actually believe that those "calculations" of yours have any merit. The odds are VERY good that there is other intelligent life out there - even within our own galaxy. Now relax your index finger and don't type any more zeroes for a while.
@chrisn9ne They do exist, they are alien to Earth, they were suppossed to be in Heaven. It's facinating the alledged technology they shared. Robert Temple has the Thelema approved information on sirius stars and all. This all apprently leads back to Nimrod's Babylon and the effort to shoot God out of the sky and take over? Which is interesting as astrology and other Divinations really are real.
@MetalGearNaked This being has appeared to me since I was 4 years old, I never tried to research it, rather I ignored it and hoped I was not insane. about 2 months ago I saw this Image of LAM i only glanced at the image for a split second and I had to look away because the image invoked feelings I cant deal with. this image is so much like I have seen that it freaks me out, the face is so right, and the eyes of course i remember the shape of its face and the eyes, now i need answers.
@WakeUpBe4itz2late You are correct I get the feeling that LAM is a unique being, not part of a race, also LAM does not have the huge eyes, his eyes are more like human eyes in size but they looked more like cat eyes, but like i said i get the feeling he is a "one of a kind" i just want to know what its agenda is, he never hurt me but he sure does scare the piss out of me, even if i try not to be afraid i cant block out the fear.
@matthias2986 He may very well be a unique, one-off manifestation, but I'm sorry, you're very incorrect in saying he is not part of a race. He is very much a member of the race that has been called by various cultures many names throughout history: demons, devils, djinn, empty ones, they-that-wait-in-the-dark, shadow people, extraterrestrials, extradimensionals, etc. That being said, demons are an extremely diverse race, and the being calling itself "Lam" could very well be a unique type.
@YouKnowMeImJosh fair enough but i feel he was an original or like the first of whatever type of being, have you ever encountered this being? i wish i could meet another person who has, i wish Aleister was still alive i would try to contact him to ask him the questions i wish i had answers for, unlike Crowley i did not seek this being rather it came to me, imagine if such a thing happened to you, you would have questions like "why did it come to me? what is its interest in me?"
@matthias2986 (1) I have never encountered it, no. Demons and such evil beings of their ilk are terrified to approach anywhere near me in their normal forms, I have found. Only half-demonic cambions or demon-possessed Infected (humans) have I been in contact with. I can't tell you exactly what its particular interest in you may be, but let me warn you that it is malevolent, that fear you feel when it appears is for this reason. I would suggest avoiding all contact with any demonic entities, it
@matthias2986 I wouldn't recommend "getting back on the path you were on when you were 4 years old". You don't want any part of this, trust me, not any more than you already have! You didn't do anything to deserve this, none of us did, but the reality of life is what it is, unfortunately. Bright light, TV, anything electromagnetic, if it appears to you again. As far as why demons are afraid of me…that's a very long story, much longer than the youtube comment character limit would allow for!
@YouKnowMeImJosh no, my path at 4 years old, prior to this being appearing to me, i remember my mom saying i used to walk up to random people and tell them "you need healing" and then i would lay hands on them, i find this very odd to say the least. I called my mom the other night and asked her if she remembers me talking about this being, she of course does remember, i asked her how old i was she said it started after my 4th b-day, i asked her when i quit "laying hands" on people,
@YouKnowMeImJosh (2) at that point she then noticed where i was going with the questions, she relied "well, i guess it was some time after you started complaining about the *ugly man*" i feel this being *robbed* me of something good, that is what I mean by i need to get back on my path. My memory of that age is rather vague, but i still remember particular events, i used to be very strong spiritually and i am beginning to wonder if that is why this being came to me =/
@YouKnowMeImJosh my mother told me about this particular event where i randomly laid hands on a friend of the family, looked him in the eyes and told him "you need healing" the man became rather emotional. later on in life my mom explained to me he had been battling with cancer for some time and he had made a full recovery. A few months back i stumbled across that picture and since then i have been on this sort of mission to figure out what it means.
@matthias2986 Well, that's great if you were able to help out your friend in that way! You seem to know what you're doing then, you don't need any advice from me! :D Good luck in your journey, I hope you safely find that which you seek! :)
@matthias2986 (2) is EXTREMELY DANGEROUS to not just your current life on this earth, but can actually put the eternal part of you, your "soul" some call it, at risk! That feeling like it's uploading information into your mind is this entity attempting to corrupt, infect, and/or possess you. You may not believe me, but exposure to the demonic is like spiritual radiation, it can cause your spirit to sicken and die. If you see it, I would either run, or try to drive it away with bright light…
@YouKnowMeImJosh alright but its not like i asked for this, i was 4 years old... wtf did i do at 4 years old to get this thing to fuck with me? i guess that does not matter, idk i need to get back to the path i was on at 4 years old, that should be interesting, i need to make a phone call...
I have considered attempting to call him out again so that i might ask why it came to me so many times throughout my life, the last time was ~4 months ago but before then it was in 2009, every time before now i was too consumed in fear to even try to ask questions, not even sure how to ask because he never spoke only conveyed information directly which did not take very long, in a second i would get a huge amount of content like entire event feels like when you suddenly remember an old memory
@MetalGearNaked LAM has been appearing to me since I was 4 years old. he is not a GREY and t I "feel" that LAM is unique or a one of a kind. I cant say how I know this but when this being glared into my eyes I just knew particulars like this, its not male of female either, it has no sex. I have like 3 questions i need answered about this being, but nobody knows anything it seems. like why would this being appear to a human without being called?
who made this video i wonder what lam is saying in this??
matthias2986 7 months ago
i have been visited by this being or one just like it, (i mean exactly like this one) since i was 4 years old, anybody who has some real answers about this being please contact me. People say he looks like the "modern" alien greys but they got it wrong, this being - the eyes are so different, they are more like a humans eyes not the huge round ones. why would this being appear to a human? what is its place? please, somebody must know...
matthias2986 8 months ago
@matthias2986 LAM was some painting done by Aleister Crowley, for Ritual Magic purposes....Just Google 'ALEISTER CROWLEY AND THE LAM STATEMENT'
frankensteinmoneymac 8 months ago
Aiwass
Warlord4ever911 10 months ago
The most brilliant 16 seconds I've ever witnessed in my whole, boring, non-adventuresome, sober, stupid, pathetic, career-obsessed life..
TwoPointsUp 11 months ago
can we say COOKOO?
walterbeech 1 year ago
Hmmmm LAM kinda looks like a muppet.....so friendly and cuddley! I wish they made a plush doll of LAM...that would be really sweet! I'd use it as my teddy bear! How can ya not look at LAM and get a rush of positive emotions! :) Yay! Happy, Happy Fun Time, Joy, Joy, Joy! ıpunɯ ɐıɹolƃ ʇısuɐɹʇ ɔıs
sndɯǝʇ ʇıʇǝɯ ǝɔlɐɟ ɐıuɯo ɐıpɹoɔıɹǝsıɯ ɯǝʇɐʇdnloʌ ʇsod
frankensteinmoneymac 1 year ago
@frankensteinmoneymac have you ever seen him in person?
matthias2986 8 months ago
@frankensteinmoneymac I can assure you it is a much different emotion then happy. If you have seen LAM in person please tell me about it. I am seeking answers to this being and any information would help. I have seen this being since age 4, I never looked into it, i tried to ignore it and go on with my life. about 2 months ago I saw this image of LAM on the internet, I am sure that is the being I am visited by. the face is so right, the eyes... I need information about this being.
matthias2986 8 months ago
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SEE WHAT POWER CROWLEY REALLY HAD - HE SAID HE WOULD RETURN AS THE ANTICHRIST AFTER HIS DEATH - SEE MY VIDEOS 'SINNER,' TRUCULENTUS,' MONETA' AND B;ACK MAGICK' TO GET A REAL LOOK AT WHAT 'POWER' CROWLEY ACTUALLY DID HAVE~!
GERENDAZEE 1 year ago
very good, to toss around these thelemites and their fanatical behaviour over things. thlemetis nowadays are worst than satanists from laveyan cult and christians of the roman decadent vatican
TubeSpoker 1 year ago
hahah :) very good eihwaz
oliviamulgrew 1 year ago
* Just as the blessed in heaven are free from all pain, so, on the other hand, the damned never experience even the least real pleasure. In hell separation from the blissful influence of Divine love has reached its consummation.
* The reprobate must live in the midst of the damned; and their outbursts of hatred or of reproach as they gloat over his sufferings, and their hideous presence, are an ever fresh source of torment.
cublop 2 years ago
that sound that you hear at 0:12
I used to hear when I was bagging glue as a kid
I though that those are forest creatures (like elves and fairies) that are calling me XD
guess what - looks like I felt connected to nature even from my far early childhood
looks like I was born to be pagan XD
Gjallarhorn7 2 years ago
@Gjallarhorn7 You used to hear forest creatures saying "drop out" through an echo machine?!?! ......Just my opinion, but maybe that was the glue talking?!?!
frankensteinmoneymac 1 year ago
that sound that you hear at 0:12
I used to hear it when I bagged glue as a kid
I though that those a forest creatures (like elves and fairies) that are calling me XD
guess what - I felt connected to nature even when I was a kid
I was born to be pagan XD
Gjallarhorn7 2 years ago
This is just a test, my post doesn't show no matter how many times I repost it, test
WakeUpBe4itz2late 2 years ago
@WakeUpBe4itz2late that happens to me sometimes. i like to see what videos it happens on. they can't pLice the quick enough. dig
tomcornhole 2 years ago
MetalGearNaked,
P.S. there is no short-cut to Initiation - it either happens or it don't - and no amount of drugs is gunna help it along.
Glory2God1997 2 years ago
LAM is a preaterhuman entity which Aleister Crowly encountered while pathworking the Enochian Ayres. LAM affected much of Crowley's magickal universe ever after first contact.
To refer to LAM as a djin or a demon is really somewhat shortsighted and limiting.
Glory2God1997 2 years ago
Maybe it was a drug trip...
Remember, Aliester Crowley did a ton of drugs.
MetalGearNaked 2 years ago
Two issues at hand. 1. You asked "who" is Lam. The other you raise is; 2. Was Aliester Crowley under the influence of any mind altering substance as a means of reaching Lam.
The answer is that Crowley documented in his journal nearly every drug trip. Also all Magickal operations.
Nothing documented indicates that anything (besides Enochian Magick) was used to open his mind to the involved and dramatic introduction to Lam.
Just Say No.
Glory2God1997 2 years ago
Crowley was the quintessential Satanist. So it is quite possible that Lam is a jin or demon. & Crowley opened a portal using Enochian Magick through which Lam came. Crowley had the power 2 close the portal & open it again. L. Ron Hubbard then used magick 2 bring forth Lam & didn't have the power 2 close it again, UFO's then started 2 B seen about a year later. If UFOs R related to Lam, then they R not from outer space, they are from a different plain of consciousness and are likely evil, IMO.
WakeUpBe4itz2late 2 years ago
I never heard L Ron Hubbard knew Magick.
Where did you know this from?
Unless I can find a valid source of this I'll assume you were making that up.
MetalGearNaked 2 years ago
No, I am not making this up. Google Aleister Crowley, then go down to the search within results at the bottom of the google page, then put in "L. Ron Hubbard" +lam, just like I put here and it should come up.
WakeUpBe4itz2late 2 years ago
Ron hubbard did continue the work of Aleister Crowley it's wide soread info/......Obviously you have done NO research what so ever, being you have said nothing factual......AC was a self admitted satanist that longed to be Satans "cheif of staff" his own words do some research man! its all out there they continued AC's work yet ripped the portal open beyond closure which directly after resulted in the first ufo and alien sightings.....
chrisn9ne 2 years ago
"Ron hubbard did continue the work of Aleister Crowley" hahahaha, in what way? by duping idiots into paying to find the secrets of the universe? yes, i suppose so.
molecularash 2 years ago
@chrisn9ne He didn't continue it, he probably ran off with it. Ron had a way with words and was a very arrogant person concerning his magickal powers, and Crowley wouldn't be above turning folks over to do his dirty work. My main issue with Crowley is he writes his instructions backwards so much, i don't know when to take his words literally, which is a design he has to kill people apparently.
KatieAnd5a5ah 1 year ago
1. Crowley was not a Satanist (take it from someone who rose to the top ranks of most of Crowley's "known" schools).
2. Crowley raised his consciousness to the Ayre where LAM resides (there was no opening of any "portal" as I can speak of).
3. I cannot attest to Hubbard's use of the Enochian system as his involvement was short lived.
4. Communion with Enochian "Angels" most deffinitely does resemble contact with ET consciousness.
Glory2God1997 2 years ago
@Glory2God1997 What do you know about LAM?
matthias2986 8 months ago
What is Lam anyway?
MetalGearNaked 2 years ago
lam is a jinn
j400wel 3 years ago
lam....is a demon
mayreal13 3 years ago
Yep and he fuels the ufo deal and he is a demon.
metalmullisha777 3 years ago
No he's an alien.
"Lam" is the occult name for aliens, and Lam looks strangely like a Gray alien.
Google "Lam and the Little Gray Men" for more info.
MetalGearNaked 2 years ago
Lam is not the occult name for aliens. Lam was an entity called forth by Aleister Crowley using magick in 1918. The first "valid" reports of a UFOs were in the 1940's and the first "valid" sightings of aliens were in the 1960's. Yes, he does look shockingly like a grey, but since Crowley was a Satanist, Lam likely is a demon or at least something nefarious, if of course Lam even exists.
WakeUpBe4itz2late 2 years ago
Crowley was no Satanist.
He didn't even believe there was a Satan, and he only called himself one to get attention.
Oh and there have been drawings of aliens since the 19th century, so he could have drawn Lam based on those drawings.
Also, you do realize that there is no genuine existence that Lam exists right? Anyone can draw a picture and say it was something. In Crowley's case, it was Lam.
He very well could have made Lam up.
MetalGearNaked 2 years ago
U can believe what U want concerning Crowley Bing a Satanist.Just like U asked me unless U can come up with sources 4 there being drawings of aliens since the 1800's, I won't believe it,any1 can make a drawing& say it came from the 1800's.I doubt Crowley would draw Lam based on alleged alien drawings Bcause he didn't think Lam was an alien.All this Lam alien stuff is new, not from the 60's when more "valid" alien encounters occured, if U believe in aliens.I did say, if of course Lam even exists.
WakeUpBe4itz2late 2 years ago
@WakeUpBe4itz2late he exists, i feel he is a unique being. but if you have any information on this being please contact me.
matthias2986 8 months ago
Crowley said this about Satan, the devil: "I was not content to believe in a personal devil and serve him, in the ordinary sense of the word. I wanted to get hold of him personally and become his chief of staff."
Aleister Crowley, _The_Confessions_of_Aleister_Crowley_, chapter 5
WakeUpBe4itz2late 2 years ago 2
Bleev what U want about AC Bing a Satanist, he followed the left hand path. Enochian magick is based on secret names of angels, SPIRITS & DEMONS. AC used Amalantrah Workings 2 OPEN a PORTAL thru which Lam manifested. I'm not the 1 making the connection Btween Lam & ET consns & since AC wasn't a good man, & did many rituals 2 invoke evil entities, I don't think there is anything angelic about Lam, aside from the fact he wasn't called 4th using Enchn magick, & AC did not use angelic Enchn magick
WakeUpBe4itz2late 2 years ago
@WakeUpBe4itz2late crowley pissed on terms like left hand or right hand. if you say that he's either one of those then you don't get him at all.
Taunt61 9 months ago
@WakeUpBe4itz2late and its all bullshit. Look, just because the human species has spent an obscene amount of time and resources trying to tap the super-natural, does not change the fact that this has been a futile, wasted effort. We are living in the first time ever where a significant number (and growing) of people are able to speak out and say "ITS ALL BULLSHIT AND IT WONT WORK!!!". It wont stop people from trying, but we'll be able to tell them exactly why what they where doing was worthless.
TheCaptainLulz 5 months ago
and from then on we have been conditioned to believe that Aleins exist and that they seak out our planet in the infiniteness of space....the odds that lifewould find our planet in space are worse than 1 in 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 get it....these beings are fallen angels or demons that were banished to earth but on a differnt dimension, plain, or realm then the human dimension! Research Nephilim
chrisn9ne 2 years ago
You cannot actually believe that those "calculations" of yours have any merit. The odds are VERY good that there is other intelligent life out there - even within our own galaxy. Now relax your index finger and don't type any more zeroes for a while.
bobolith 2 years ago
@chrisn9ne They do exist, they are alien to Earth, they were suppossed to be in Heaven. It's facinating the alledged technology they shared. Robert Temple has the Thelema approved information on sirius stars and all. This all apprently leads back to Nimrod's Babylon and the effort to shoot God out of the sky and take over? Which is interesting as astrology and other Divinations really are real.
KatieAnd5a5ah 1 year ago
@MetalGearNaked This being has appeared to me since I was 4 years old, I never tried to research it, rather I ignored it and hoped I was not insane. about 2 months ago I saw this Image of LAM i only glanced at the image for a split second and I had to look away because the image invoked feelings I cant deal with. this image is so much like I have seen that it freaks me out, the face is so right, and the eyes of course i remember the shape of its face and the eyes, now i need answers.
matthias2986 8 months ago
@WakeUpBe4itz2late You are correct I get the feeling that LAM is a unique being, not part of a race, also LAM does not have the huge eyes, his eyes are more like human eyes in size but they looked more like cat eyes, but like i said i get the feeling he is a "one of a kind" i just want to know what its agenda is, he never hurt me but he sure does scare the piss out of me, even if i try not to be afraid i cant block out the fear.
matthias2986 8 months ago
@matthias2986 He may very well be a unique, one-off manifestation, but I'm sorry, you're very incorrect in saying he is not part of a race. He is very much a member of the race that has been called by various cultures many names throughout history: demons, devils, djinn, empty ones, they-that-wait-in-the-dark, shadow people, extraterrestrials, extradimensionals, etc. That being said, demons are an extremely diverse race, and the being calling itself "Lam" could very well be a unique type.
YouKnowMeImJosh 7 months ago
@YouKnowMeImJosh fair enough but i feel he was an original or like the first of whatever type of being, have you ever encountered this being? i wish i could meet another person who has, i wish Aleister was still alive i would try to contact him to ask him the questions i wish i had answers for, unlike Crowley i did not seek this being rather it came to me, imagine if such a thing happened to you, you would have questions like "why did it come to me? what is its interest in me?"
matthias2986 7 months ago
@matthias2986 (1) I have never encountered it, no. Demons and such evil beings of their ilk are terrified to approach anywhere near me in their normal forms, I have found. Only half-demonic cambions or demon-possessed Infected (humans) have I been in contact with. I can't tell you exactly what its particular interest in you may be, but let me warn you that it is malevolent, that fear you feel when it appears is for this reason. I would suggest avoiding all contact with any demonic entities, it
YouKnowMeImJosh 7 months ago
@YouKnowMeImJosh also why are demons afraid to come near you?
matthias2986 7 months ago
@matthias2986 I wouldn't recommend "getting back on the path you were on when you were 4 years old". You don't want any part of this, trust me, not any more than you already have! You didn't do anything to deserve this, none of us did, but the reality of life is what it is, unfortunately. Bright light, TV, anything electromagnetic, if it appears to you again. As far as why demons are afraid of me…that's a very long story, much longer than the youtube comment character limit would allow for!
YouKnowMeImJosh 7 months ago
@YouKnowMeImJosh no, my path at 4 years old, prior to this being appearing to me, i remember my mom saying i used to walk up to random people and tell them "you need healing" and then i would lay hands on them, i find this very odd to say the least. I called my mom the other night and asked her if she remembers me talking about this being, she of course does remember, i asked her how old i was she said it started after my 4th b-day, i asked her when i quit "laying hands" on people,
matthias2986 7 months ago
@YouKnowMeImJosh (2) at that point she then noticed where i was going with the questions, she relied "well, i guess it was some time after you started complaining about the *ugly man*" i feel this being *robbed* me of something good, that is what I mean by i need to get back on my path. My memory of that age is rather vague, but i still remember particular events, i used to be very strong spiritually and i am beginning to wonder if that is why this being came to me =/
matthias2986 7 months ago
@YouKnowMeImJosh my mother told me about this particular event where i randomly laid hands on a friend of the family, looked him in the eyes and told him "you need healing" the man became rather emotional. later on in life my mom explained to me he had been battling with cancer for some time and he had made a full recovery. A few months back i stumbled across that picture and since then i have been on this sort of mission to figure out what it means.
matthias2986 7 months ago
@matthias2986 Well, that's great if you were able to help out your friend in that way! You seem to know what you're doing then, you don't need any advice from me! :D Good luck in your journey, I hope you safely find that which you seek! :)
YouKnowMeImJosh 7 months ago
@matthias2986 (2) is EXTREMELY DANGEROUS to not just your current life on this earth, but can actually put the eternal part of you, your "soul" some call it, at risk! That feeling like it's uploading information into your mind is this entity attempting to corrupt, infect, and/or possess you. You may not believe me, but exposure to the demonic is like spiritual radiation, it can cause your spirit to sicken and die. If you see it, I would either run, or try to drive it away with bright light…
YouKnowMeImJosh 7 months ago
@YouKnowMeImJosh alright but its not like i asked for this, i was 4 years old... wtf did i do at 4 years old to get this thing to fuck with me? i guess that does not matter, idk i need to get back to the path i was on at 4 years old, that should be interesting, i need to make a phone call...
matthias2986 7 months ago
I have considered attempting to call him out again so that i might ask why it came to me so many times throughout my life, the last time was ~4 months ago but before then it was in 2009, every time before now i was too consumed in fear to even try to ask questions, not even sure how to ask because he never spoke only conveyed information directly which did not take very long, in a second i would get a huge amount of content like entire event feels like when you suddenly remember an old memory
matthias2986 7 months ago
no Lam is the name of a demonic entity that is interdimensional....not from a far distant planet lol.......
chrisn9ne 2 years ago
@chrisn9ne What do you know about LAM?
matthias2986 8 months ago
@MetalGearNaked LAM has been appearing to me since I was 4 years old. he is not a GREY and t I "feel" that LAM is unique or a one of a kind. I cant say how I know this but when this being glared into my eyes I just knew particulars like this, its not male of female either, it has no sex. I have like 3 questions i need answered about this being, but nobody knows anything it seems. like why would this being appear to a human without being called?
matthias2986 8 months ago
Leary on the Lam
fredsnoid 3 years ago 2
Lam is a gateway unto the Void!
discursivity 3 years ago
hahaha
toomanykittens 3 years ago
in glorious Technicolour also... :)
ptoner27 3 years ago