yeah, i AM getting back up. and if i fall, i'll get back up again .. and again .. and again .. and again .. .as long as it takes. thanx for this video, ANT!
Wonderful. You should see and hear this guys whole testimony! He has been at several churches I know...He is a great testimony that "Tomorrow is another day...stop driving your car of live, lookin in the rear view mirror!"
Oh Ant... I love and appreciate you so much, more than you'll ever know. I've fallen down more times than I care to admit. Thanks for reminding me to get back up. I really needed to hear this today. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!!!
Very Powerful! Now I have tears in my life, because I feel like I had fallen, & now my life is back up & I know that I am where I am suppose to be. Thanks ANT for showing this. It had me in tears. Hugs, Lesha
OK this video makes sense to me. I guess I'm visual learner or something...
In response to your question "are you getting up?" my answer is yes I am indeed getting up. I am constantly trying to improve myself and although I don't fully understand the concept of LOA I do find myself subconsciously living as if I was a healthier person. True I have had a few slip ups but after my little bitch sessions I tend to pick myself up and keep moving.
this video was awesome! A colony member that disappeared for a while reconnected with me yesterday. I had to break the news of Richard to them. wow was that hard. You are looking like you are on the way back! ;) I even said that to them without seeing yesterdays video.
Ant, you have my deepest sympathies at the loss of your partner. I know how it feels to lose someone so important in your life. Five years ago, I lost my love to cancer. It was incredibly hard to go through, the loss of him, but I did get back up. I found strength in the oddest places, but the point is, I got back up. I do hope the pain eases some what for you very soon. My deepest blessings. Mel1218
and feeling kind of down with several friends losing their fight with cancer and I needed this video to remind me. This young man is a true inspiration and I am ashamed of my own piddling problems. Sorry to have gone on so long..that's what happens when you are too emotional :-)Thank you and God bless you. I will keep this video in my heart as I head out for doctor's appointments this more and you will always be in my heart and prayers. Thank you!
*hugs* you don't have to be strong all the time. You are human. let the shield down and be yourself. thanks for the mail! Know that I am around if you need to vent. I thought I had it bad with 1 surgery with ecoli infections from it last year... that was nothing compared to what you are going through. *hugs* take care of yourself!
You are so sweet! The thing you have tokeep in mind is that EVERYONE has a story and there will always be someone better off but there will always be someone worse of and there are lessons in it all. The thing I have found hardest to learn is that I don't have to do it alone. It is okay to ask for help and let someone else carry the load for a while. We are here to help each other through. Doctor's appointments today went well. 3 more to go tmorrow and Friday. I'm here for you too!
I have really tried to stay upbeat but it isn't always easy and then my dear friends tell me how proud they are of me and I feel guilty because on the inside I know I am not as strong as they thing so I am an imposter. But I believe things happen for a reason..I have too. I should have died a half dozen time this past year but made it through and even though I am losing an occasional battle I am winning the war. I say all of this because I have been a little battle fatigued lately ...
Ant, I've had a pretty rough year...had a 10 pound tumor which hemoraghed and I neary bled to death, surgery to remove the tumor, a cancer verdict, more surgery, a diabetes diagnosis in the midst of it, severe osteo arthritis, a stroke 2 days after the second surgery, a stent put in my brain, 2 hospitalizations for serious infections, a family that ws outof my life for 30 years, came back when they thought I was dying and have since walked out again and...go figire a little depression...
Ant, it is 4:00am (getting ready for work) and i am bawling! this is one of the MOST inspirational things that i've ever seen. wow! when we think we have difficulties, everyone should re-watch this video. i know i will. thank you for showing this to us. xoxo-vicki
I am in tears just like the students....Unquestionable that in some way or another EVERYONE can relate to the message. ANT- Just know we are here for ya and always will be and look forward to noticing random signs (songs, feelings, dreams, memories etc etc)from him letting u know he IS still around....xoxo--Justice
yeah, i AM getting back up. and if i fall, i'll get back up again .. and again .. and again .. and again .. .as long as it takes. thanx for this video, ANT!
rbtobi 9 months ago
amazing video
crazycracka71 1 year ago
That was very lovely Ant, thank you so much for this. This is really inspired to never give up on myself.
FrederickVirus 1 year ago
Wow so inspiring. Thank you
00bb00bb00 1 year ago
you know your special too....
baref1959 1 year ago
My heart goes out to you. I lost my partner to suicide 5 years ago. It's rough, but you go on. Prayers sent your way!!
SplinterG66 1 year ago
ssss
cobolsaurus 1 year ago
I have seen Nick's videos.... he is unique.
cobolsaurus 1 year ago
wouuuu so wonderfully....
isael34 1 year ago
ANT = <3
n00bm3ist3r 2 years ago
Thank you Ant for this Video...you will never know how much I needed it!
fibrofighters 2 years ago
man that made me cry thanks ant i really needed that i am going through financial problems right now and that made my day thanks man
adrianmtz25 2 years ago
Thanks dude... i needed that.... n thx God.. for of all days, u showed me this today!
patricksoo 2 years ago
Thank you
notinhk 2 years ago
I really appriciate you sharing that with everyone Ant. thats is very touching and so true. THanks again
Vladi
superhotkicks 2 years ago 5
That made me cry... Thanx
vikipace 3 years ago 6
Thank you, Ant. Their isn't a soul who doesn't need to hear and see the message in this video.
-QUICHEPIE
QUICHEPIE 3 years ago 3
how inspirational. this was a message i can take and use. thanks Ant!
jungleb0i 3 years ago 3
does anyone know the speakers name?
SupaFly008 3 years ago
Wonderful. You should see and hear this guys whole testimony! He has been at several churches I know...He is a great testimony that "Tomorrow is another day...stop driving your car of live, lookin in the rear view mirror!"
rboggs1 3 years ago 3
I haven't cried like that since my great grandmother died...It was very inspirational. And starting now, I am gonna quit smoking
Ch3rLuv3r 3 years ago 2
AWESOME video, Ant. Even brought a tear to me eye. Hang in there and don't be afraid to fall. We'll be here to help you back up. (big hug)
ILuvEthnicGuys 3 years ago 3
Oh Ant... I love and appreciate you so much, more than you'll ever know. I've fallen down more times than I care to admit. Thanks for reminding me to get back up. I really needed to hear this today. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!!!
KelM
kelm67 3 years ago 2
I found you on Ross's talky blog. Sorry to hear of the passing of your partner. You are a great guy so you will be fine.
dsalab 3 years ago
That was awesome Tony- I'm checking out that guys website! Powerful stuff!
RandullBull 3 years ago
Very Powerful! Now I have tears in my life, because I feel like I had fallen, & now my life is back up & I know that I am where I am suppose to be. Thanks ANT for showing this. It had me in tears. Hugs, Lesha
WalkAlongMyPath 3 years ago
Ant...I needed to see this....from the bottom of my heart I thank you.
SupaFly008 3 years ago 2
Thats powerful
isegoria1 3 years ago
you should have him on the colony :)
CharlesLazaruz 3 years ago
Oh man...I love that clip! What a fantastic man!!
hallbe 3 years ago
OK this video makes sense to me. I guess I'm visual learner or something...
In response to your question "are you getting up?" my answer is yes I am indeed getting up. I am constantly trying to improve myself and although I don't fully understand the concept of LOA I do find myself subconsciously living as if I was a healthier person. True I have had a few slip ups but after my little bitch sessions I tend to pick myself up and keep moving.
EmeraldFlame69 3 years ago
Yup--I am getting back up. New Year--new joys to be had. 2008 went out with sadness, but 2009 is just starting :)
katalina2007 3 years ago
this video was awesome! A colony member that disappeared for a while reconnected with me yesterday. I had to break the news of Richard to them. wow was that hard. You are looking like you are on the way back! ;) I even said that to them without seeing yesterdays video.
me luvs,
Jeanne
dreamerjs 3 years ago
WOW! Thanks!!!
droscom 3 years ago
Ant, you have my deepest sympathies at the loss of your partner. I know how it feels to lose someone so important in your life. Five years ago, I lost my love to cancer. It was incredibly hard to go through, the loss of him, but I did get back up. I found strength in the oddest places, but the point is, I got back up. I do hope the pain eases some what for you very soon. My deepest blessings. Mel1218
StormyGoddess 3 years ago
and feeling kind of down with several friends losing their fight with cancer and I needed this video to remind me. This young man is a true inspiration and I am ashamed of my own piddling problems. Sorry to have gone on so long..that's what happens when you are too emotional :-)Thank you and God bless you. I will keep this video in my heart as I head out for doctor's appointments this more and you will always be in my heart and prayers. Thank you!
rainyjane10 3 years ago
*hugs* you don't have to be strong all the time. You are human. let the shield down and be yourself. thanks for the mail! Know that I am around if you need to vent. I thought I had it bad with 1 surgery with ecoli infections from it last year... that was nothing compared to what you are going through. *hugs* take care of yourself!
dreamerjs 3 years ago
You are so sweet! The thing you have tokeep in mind is that EVERYONE has a story and there will always be someone better off but there will always be someone worse of and there are lessons in it all. The thing I have found hardest to learn is that I don't have to do it alone. It is okay to ask for help and let someone else carry the load for a while. We are here to help each other through. Doctor's appointments today went well. 3 more to go tmorrow and Friday. I'm here for you too!
rainyjane10 3 years ago 2
I have really tried to stay upbeat but it isn't always easy and then my dear friends tell me how proud they are of me and I feel guilty because on the inside I know I am not as strong as they thing so I am an imposter. But I believe things happen for a reason..I have too. I should have died a half dozen time this past year but made it through and even though I am losing an occasional battle I am winning the war. I say all of this because I have been a little battle fatigued lately ...
rainyjane10 3 years ago
Ant, I've had a pretty rough year...had a 10 pound tumor which hemoraghed and I neary bled to death, surgery to remove the tumor, a cancer verdict, more surgery, a diabetes diagnosis in the midst of it, severe osteo arthritis, a stroke 2 days after the second surgery, a stent put in my brain, 2 hospitalizations for serious infections, a family that ws outof my life for 30 years, came back when they thought I was dying and have since walked out again and...go figire a little depression...
rainyjane10 3 years ago
Ant, it is 4:00am (getting ready for work) and i am bawling! this is one of the MOST inspirational things that i've ever seen. wow! when we think we have difficulties, everyone should re-watch this video. i know i will. thank you for showing this to us. xoxo-vicki
VLPRESL 3 years ago
I am in tears just like the students....Unquestionable that in some way or another EVERYONE can relate to the message. ANT- Just know we are here for ya and always will be and look forward to noticing random signs (songs, feelings, dreams, memories etc etc)from him letting u know he IS still around....xoxo--Justice
gapboinsac 3 years ago
That was wonderful!!!
:-)
Nope, I'm not up.
I'm so down that there is ONLY up and I pray that my up is tomorrow!
tarynactress 3 years ago
wow that was awesome. Thank you!!!!!
flynlizard 3 years ago