This was intense.. My dad was almost taken away from me on October of 2011. He suffered a heart attack and was out on life support because he could not breathe by himself. He got an open heart surgery because his heart was working 15%, that time was the hardest I've ever been through. Thankfully he is by my side for a long time I hope. When I think about him leaving I burst into tears. But he is a strong man and I'll stick with him forever. Thank you for opening up with the world because it jus
You are incredible. One of the most down to earth person I have ever seen. That was powerful and thank you for sharing another side of you with us. <3
Dear Ingrid. Today was a very sad day for me. I had a big discussion was with my father. I follow your videos since October, so I had never seen this video until today. Thank you, thank you for helping me understand how I have to appreciate my father and forgive things futile.
Dear Ingrid! I love you and your videos! You are inspiring and such a good person. I started crying during this video because it was just so beautiful and meaningful. I really look up to you! You are my idol and you make me smile. Thank you for sharing this with us. I know that this will help me some day and its helping me now. Again, thank you!
Also your lucky to have a dad like that my dad was a horrible man and just a week ago I woke up from the sound of my mom screaming for help when he was beating her I can never get that scream out of my head I will never love him but that god now they are getting a divorce ... Its for its on good
This made me cry so hard I feel so horrible my brother almost died and I felt horrible when I found out that he was injured and he was probably going to die I was brief but he lived and I feel so blessed to have him r.i.p ingrids dad
Ingrid, thank you for making this video. You seem like such a lovely person and it's so inspiring to hear what you have been through and how much you have achieved along the way. You have reminded me that hard times don't last forever and that happier times always follow. Thank you xxx
wow that was beautiful. seriously i got choked up. i never knew about the struggle you went through. you really are a trooper ingrid. losing a parent is the hardest thing anyone can go through. i fear the day my parents leave me. i'm proud of you for being strong enough to share your personal struggle with us cause i know i wouldnt be able to. you're a light that shines on us, ingrid. love you <3 <3<3<3
my dad is the most evil person on this earth, unimaginably/unrealistically evil, you couldn't even think the things he does, and then some people get their lovely dads taken from them. this choked me up.
Ingrid, I needed to respond even though I found this a bit late. I lost my Mom 4 years ago, and she too was my light. And I too, have found that light again, within myself. This was heartfelt, honest and beautiful, and brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for this. Your light shines so very brightly for all of us to see! <3
I am sobbing. I admire your honesty,kindness, and vulnerability Ingrid. I can't even describe how many things you've said we're so relatable and inspirational . I only hope and wish you the utmost happiness in your future!!!! You da best miss pandeeb!!!
Continued.... Tight i love him and i always have and i will remember and cherish that he was mine every single day! I remember times where i just felt that i needed to die just to let myself free from the world! Those are the times you find out who your real friends are! I love my friends and i am thankful for them too they helped me through some very rough times in my life! Thankyou for showing me im not alone 3
This is such an inspiriational video! I lost my dad when i was 8 years old and im 13 now and i can hardly remember him. I just remember that one day when i was feeling down as people were bullying me at school, i was laid on my bed and he saw me laying their and immediatly came over to me to ask what was wrong and to cheer me up... To this day i still remember that. I also remember the christmas before he passed away he was just sat their he hardly had enough energy to lift me up and hug me tigh
Ingrid has to see all these comments. They're all really nice, and caring, I hope this inspires Ingrid like she inspires us. ;) We all love you Ingrid~ <3
Thank u so much! U were so incredibly brave to share that! I'm so inspired now.. Your such an amazing person and u do so much for other people ! Love you so much!! Thanks again Ingrid -333
Ingrid, I thought at some points of my life, everybody was out to get me, even my mom and dad, and after this video, I realized that I should capture every moment that I can get with friends, family, everyone. Because any moment they could be gone forever. I cant relate to much to your loss,I havent had too many, and not one that I remember or knew well, but I can say sorry, without trying to make it more devistating or rude. We love you Ingrid,
Alright Ingrid. You got me crying. I never knew we had so much in common. My father died when I was 17, too. My mother has battled cancer too. I too did a year abroad, after which I rediscovered myself, but I came back to find a lot of my friends were not the people I thought they were. I had to find new contacts, needed to surround myself with people and passions that fit with the person that I had become.
I am happy for the both of us that we're on the right path! <3 Love you!
You're such a sweetheart. I lost my father too, when I was 5. You're lucky you got to spend many quality years with him but it doesn't make up for that loss, and I'm sorry. However, you send such a positive message and I thank you for that. You're inspirational in many ways. Nice video, hun.
sitting here crying . im so sorry for everything you have lost and i am so proud of the amazing woman you have become. you are a big role model of mine
Ingrid, you really are an inspiration to me. I always had this inner battle in me, being insecure about the way I looked. This video made so much sense. Thank you. :')
You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen. Not ontly from the outside, but also from the inside. You've grown so much, and I honestly have to say that, even though you don't even know me, I'm so proud of you. You are my biggest inspiration and my role model. I hope to be such an amazing person as you are when I grow up. I lost my mom 3 years ago and still miss her everyday, but you made me believe that there is still hope for me. so thank YOU. <3 ~ Laura, 13 yrs.
i needed this video, i have watched all your new ones and i came across this one today, when I really needed it. You give me hope, that life can be better. You are a truly amazing person, i wish you all the best of luck in your life, but I dont think you will need it. Thank you for this video and sharing with all of us, it not an easy to share the "bad" with people, so thank you Ingrid.
I cried. I've never met my grandmother. (my mother's mum) She past away 12 years before I was born. It's so sad that people you love is suddenly taken away from you. :( Thank you.<3
No one is perfect. All we can do is try to be our best under sometimes difficult circumstances. You seem to be doing just that. And I hope that the young man waiting for you at the altar will be as wonderful as the man who couldn't be there.
It's not fair that father's like mine can sit around and forget their daughters but good fathers like yours are taken from you. It just shouldn't be that way.
Oh Ingrid this was such an amazing video to watch, I can totally relate to you as I lost my Mum suddenly when i was 16. Your Father will be SO proud of the person you are turning into as you always hold yourself with such poise and dignity. I hope you and Luke have many many years of happines together. Thank you for sharing this with us (and making me cry!) x
I related to this so much Ingrid. And you really made me feel more in touch with my feelings and emotions. Thank you so much. You are a beautiful individual, inside and out.
I decided to watch this video again, and when you started talking about your dad, I LOST it! I can't stop crying! I love you so much Ingrid! And your dad would be SOOO proud!
Ingrid, thank you so much for opening up like this. You are a strong, and inspiring sweet-hearted woman, with a great sense of humor. If your father could see you now he would be the proudest papa around. This was a very tough thing to share, but this letter has helped me and many others to see that there is a light still, and a chance for greatness even when the light is beginning to dim, or when that light has been stolen. I just want you to know that sharing this has helped me to not give up.
I was going through older videos and saw this. I was welling up from 3.30, your story is sad but you should know that we all love you so much! And you are such an inspiration to us all :)
Hello Ingrid, I've only recently discovered your videos on YouTube and discovering you has helped me to discover myself, seeing an emotional video like this helps us to see a different see to your usual self, I feel like I know you and you are an intelligent beautiful comical and inspirational young women, I didn't know your father but I know he would be extremely proud of the lady you have grown to be! You hold your self so well and any body who spends time in your presents should feel privile
Ingrid, you are an amazing person. You are so inspirational and you know what? You give us hope. You show us - every time you let us into your life, what it is to be a strong, decent, humble, genuine person. You show us that it is not only OK to be ourselves, but a great thing to be who we want to be and stand out from the crowd; stand up for what we believe in. You are a Hero to hundreds of thousands of people and through your daily vlogs I have fallen in love with you as a person. Thank you xx
Ingrid I came across this again and it makes me cry every time and makes me apprchaite my parents more even if we do argue sometimes I am only 13 and you have become one of my biggest role models and i look up to you for that even though I do only see a small part of your life each day it makes me feel better and I know that you proubley won't see this but on the off chance you do thank you :)
I would honestly feel blessed and honoured to ever meet you, you mean so much to us, we truly appreciate you opening up so much to us.. Lots of love, your loyal subscribers :)
I have watched every video since your benefit eye bright rave, it's not ur very first but it's pretty close, I've seen every video since then, on this channel and main channel, and I just have to tell you, that u have not changed one bit through out it, obviously now u are more comfortable and open with us, but u still remain the humble, genuine, caring, intelligent, confident beautiful woman that we all love, we are so proud of u, and we wish u the best ever in the future, I can honestly say i
never watched this before and ive followed ingrid for a couple of months and oh my gosh you are such a brave brave girl and have turned out such an amazing person god bless your paretns for creating you!
Wow! Ingrid, thank you for sharing your story with us. I'm sorry to hear about your dad! When you started reading the letter, I cried! Thank you for sharing your words of wisdom and encouragement! Best of luck to you n everything you do!
I.. Dont really know what to say but, youre story is sad but still you have grown so mutch! I really look up to you, the person that I get to se heare on youtube, eaven more now after this video is a girl that I look up to! To keep motivation and be strong! I started crying after the second time whatshing this.. Back when you posted this.. My life was complitly diffrent and now looking back I do get what you say more and more! You are an incredible person with so mutch motivation!
Ingrid you are my favorite youtuber ever, I could so see you as a really good friend if I was a few years older, I don't think many people here on YouTube would have the guts to do what you did. I'm sooo sorry you lost your dad and after seeing the vid of you and your mom I just feel so sorry. But someday in heaven you'll see him again n you can introduce your children to him :)
A beautifully done vlog by an equally beautiful young, wise woman. You're father is so proud of hi daughter and it's an amazing thing to see. We all have good, bad, awful, momentous, tragic and awesome days/moments in our lives. Yet never say its with regrets. Every single one of them is a lesson needing to be learned, this includes people in/out of our lives. I'm so very grateful to have found your channels here on YT. They're wonderful and enlightening. We do love our special light that is yo
wow i think you're amazing ingrid. that was so inspiring i know if i tried doing something like this i wouldn't be able to and my voice would crack two minutes in. I admire you a lot ingrid because you're so funny and you're like the type of person i would love to be friends with <3
im watching this for the second time, and im already crying. ingrid, you are such an inspiration. i love you and all that you do! never stop being yourself, quircks and all!!
Standing at 6'2 and being one of the roughest guys on the ice in my hockey league, I am proud to say I wept. For any of you who believe crying portrays weakness, I guarantee several hundreds-thousands of "tough" individuals watching were secretly in tears.
I cried all along this video… And you made me realize that what I have right now is more than enough and I couldn't be more thankful for everything. I love you Ingrid so much! And you really did inspire me. I wish you nothing but happiness and success xoxo
You are so brave Ingrid for puting your self out here. My name is Madison and I am 12 years old. You are my favorite makeup guru on youtube. I look up to people like you. Please write me back thanks.
I cant even tell you how much this meant to me, not only your personal struggles, but your inspirational words... I think alot of us needed that. Just thank you.
You definitely are a very strong person, I what happened to you happened to me, I don't think I could have stayed strong like you did. Thanks for sharing with us, I know it's hard talking about that kind of stuff. I'm so happy you're doing better now, you are definitely one of my role models. Love your videos!!!!!
dam like im glad you did this video it shown a side of you that i guess no one expected you are strong and god always chooses the people that are strong in life to deal with problems like the one you have faced cus other people would have crumbled im glad you found your light and always remember your dad is there right next to you because the way you describe him he sounds lik an amazing person and he passed all his wisdom to you :)
This is my first ever comment in youtube and this vlog really deserves it!!! Congratulations Ingrid for being who you are. Tumbs up for this video. I watched it yesterday and I am still crying. You are a really nice, strong and inteligent person. My best wishes for you, and your family and friends this Christmas. Regards from Mexico City!!!
Sounds kinda like me. I'm always looked down on by everyone, is there for them when they need it but never return the favour. I've always been unliked at school, and I don't even know why. :( :( you're so inspirational, Ingrid. Thanks for this video
I'm seventeen and have a similar relationship with my dad and what you went through, what you're going through is simply unimaginable. You're so strong and come across as such a self assured, confident and fun person. Its amazing to discover these things about people it adds a whole new dimension to you. I wish you all the best and a very merry christmas :)
Oh my gosh Ingrid. This made me cry so much! I have the biggest lump in my throat from trying to hold back the tears. I love all of your videos and you inspire me every time I watch one. You come across as such a self-assured, strong, independent person and it's obviously because of how strong you have been through all of the hard times in your life. I think you are a wonderful person. Hope you have a lovely Christmas! xxx
Ingrid you are so inspirational to me like u I am always looked down at by the popular kids and I now know that even through the tough times even when u think all hope is lost.... It isn't so this video literally made me cry and now made me stronger so thank you so much
You are amazing. So inspirational. I love watching your videos. For you to take the time to make this video and sharing all of this information with us was so sweet. You are such a sweet person. This is the best video on YouTube.
This is like the first time i cried watching a youtube video. Thank you for your honesty and your wise words. I don't know you but i love your videos, because they always teach me things, make me laugh, or like today make me cry but this is in the right way! Thank you Ingrid :)
The most beautiful video on youtube. Thank you, Ingrid for putting things in focus for us and giving us your words of wisdom. Keep goin girl. :) We love you!
I've recently been watching your Vlogmas videos and never got the chance to watch your vlogust videos. I relate to what you have gone through. I'm 18 and on April 4, 2011 my mom passed away. She went before my prom, before my graduation and like you said with your dad, they wont be there when we walk down the aisle. I support you every step of the way, I'd love to meet you one day.
thank you for being here Ingrid :)
MelodyJuice 3 hours ago
I can't believe you didn't tear up that much. Just listening to it, I teared up!! lol, thanks for sharing that with us, I really appreciate it -3
YoHobo244 10 hours ago
This was intense.. My dad was almost taken away from me on October of 2011. He suffered a heart attack and was out on life support because he could not breathe by himself. He got an open heart surgery because his heart was working 15%, that time was the hardest I've ever been through. Thankfully he is by my side for a long time I hope. When I think about him leaving I burst into tears. But he is a strong man and I'll stick with him forever. Thank you for opening up with the world because it jus
lore0928 1 day ago
You are incredible. One of the most down to earth person I have ever seen. That was powerful and thank you for sharing another side of you with us. <3
StrawberryGalore 1 day ago
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StrawberryGalore 1 day ago
Dear Ingrid. Today was a very sad day for me. I had a big discussion was with my father. I follow your videos since October, so I had never seen this video until today. Thank you, thank you for helping me understand how I have to appreciate my father and forgive things futile.
thank you for once again highlight my day ...
rosamagalhaes1994 2 days ago
Its been 5 months since you posted this video but it still gives me hope and the insperation to keep fighting another day :)
KatieFailsAtComedy 3 days ago
holy crap your the female version of me! except the boys still don't think I'm pretty rofl 2:50
UMSLdragon 3 days ago
Um so 75 people don't have a heart...
MsSephoraAddict 4 days ago
I also have similar struggles like you. My dad passed away when I was 1
hellogoodbye760 5 days ago
That just made me burst into tears. That was absolutely beautiful. You are just the perfect role model :)
hellogoodbye760 5 days ago 3
Dear Ingrid! I love you and your videos! You are inspiring and such a good person. I started crying during this video because it was just so beautiful and meaningful. I really look up to you! You are my idol and you make me smile. Thank you for sharing this with us. I know that this will help me some day and its helping me now. Again, thank you!
ActaullymeHelene 6 days ago
Also your lucky to have a dad like that my dad was a horrible man and just a week ago I woke up from the sound of my mom screaming for help when he was beating her I can never get that scream out of my head I will never love him but that god now they are getting a divorce ... Its for its on good
beautyaddictedxo 6 days ago
This made me cry so hard I feel so horrible my brother almost died and I felt horrible when I found out that he was injured and he was probably going to die I was brief but he lived and I feel so blessed to have him r.i.p ingrids dad
beautyaddictedxo 6 days ago
Ingrid, thank you for making this video. You seem like such a lovely person and it's so inspiring to hear what you have been through and how much you have achieved along the way. You have reminded me that hard times don't last forever and that happier times always follow. Thank you xxx
pinkynbaby 1 week ago
wow that was beautiful. seriously i got choked up. i never knew about the struggle you went through. you really are a trooper ingrid. losing a parent is the hardest thing anyone can go through. i fear the day my parents leave me. i'm proud of you for being strong enough to share your personal struggle with us cause i know i wouldnt be able to. you're a light that shines on us, ingrid. love you <3 <3<3<3
keleic 1 week ago
That was really beautiful.
PeaceLoveHipsters 1 week ago
my dad is the most evil person on this earth, unimaginably/unrealistically evil, you couldn't even think the things he does, and then some people get their lovely dads taken from them. this choked me up.
x
englishgirl1988 1 week ago
Being 17 and losing your dad and having a sick mom must've been really difficult, you're a one tough cookie.
TheSweetDream 1 week ago
thanks for sharing this with us
15ladybird 2 weeks ago
Amazing
Brooklynn255 2 weeks ago
This is the side to Ingrid that we dont normally see :(
MegT1231 2 weeks ago
Thumbs Up if you want to thank Ingrid for her videos
MegT1231 2 weeks ago 28
Aww you're such an Inspirational & Strong person Ingrid =) xxx
MegT1231 2 weeks ago
Ingrid, I needed to respond even though I found this a bit late. I lost my Mom 4 years ago, and she too was my light. And I too, have found that light again, within myself. This was heartfelt, honest and beautiful, and brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for this. Your light shines so very brightly for all of us to see! <3
LadySelene1 2 weeks ago
thank YOU for making videos =)
LunaDobby 2 weeks ago
Very powerful video! Thankyou :)
aussiejules77 2 weeks ago
Were*
gracekim111 2 weeks ago
I am sobbing. I admire your honesty,kindness, and vulnerability Ingrid. I can't even describe how many things you've said we're so relatable and inspirational . I only hope and wish you the utmost happiness in your future!!!! You da best miss pandeeb!!!
gracekim111 2 weeks ago
by 7:50 i was crying and wailing in my office chair. oh lord.
Meli4Love 2 weeks ago
Continued.... Tight i love him and i always have and i will remember and cherish that he was mine every single day! I remember times where i just felt that i needed to die just to let myself free from the world! Those are the times you find out who your real friends are! I love my friends and i am thankful for them too they helped me through some very rough times in my life! Thankyou for showing me im not alone 3
eleanorcou69 2 weeks ago
This is such an inspiriational video! I lost my dad when i was 8 years old and im 13 now and i can hardly remember him. I just remember that one day when i was feeling down as people were bullying me at school, i was laid on my bed and he saw me laying their and immediatly came over to me to ask what was wrong and to cheer me up... To this day i still remember that. I also remember the christmas before he passed away he was just sat their he hardly had enough energy to lift me up and hug me tigh
eleanorcou69 2 weeks ago
seriously how can you dislike this video? ingrid you are such an inspiration <3
EmmaErdbeereis 2 weeks ago
I admire you so much Ingrid. <3
rsheeran23 2 weeks ago
Ingrid has to see all these comments. They're all really nice, and caring, I hope this inspires Ingrid like she inspires us. ;) We all love you Ingrid~ <3
emilicious23 2 weeks ago
you made me very emotional in this video, very emotional... you are so amazing, and you give me so much strenght you have no idea. <3
pinkyglam11 2 weeks ago
72 people are just heartless
camilove95 2 weeks ago
<3
LaFondaBHH 3 weeks ago
ingrid you have such an amazing character. thank youu. i think i love you. <3
jennnnilee 3 weeks ago
I'm crying. You have such a beautiful way with words. Your daddy would be proud!
SnoWhiteSally 3 weeks ago
Thank u so much! U were so incredibly brave to share that! I'm so inspired now.. Your such an amazing person and u do so much for other people ! Love you so much!! Thanks again Ingrid -333
kmbeautybaby 3 weeks ago
Ingrid, I thought at some points of my life, everybody was out to get me, even my mom and dad, and after this video, I realized that I should capture every moment that I can get with friends, family, everyone. Because any moment they could be gone forever. I cant relate to much to your loss,I havent had too many, and not one that I remember or knew well, but I can say sorry, without trying to make it more devistating or rude. We love you Ingrid,
XXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOO <3 :):):):) <3
SuperFashionBunny 3 weeks ago
I had to cry, Ingrid. You're inspirational <3
Me28Just 3 weeks ago 2
thanks you Ingrid
seaquest2011 3 weeks ago
Thank you so much Ingrid!! This will be a video i will continually refer back to during times i feel lost and broken
Bianca86938 3 weeks ago
Alright Ingrid. You got me crying. I never knew we had so much in common. My father died when I was 17, too. My mother has battled cancer too. I too did a year abroad, after which I rediscovered myself, but I came back to find a lot of my friends were not the people I thought they were. I had to find new contacts, needed to surround myself with people and passions that fit with the person that I had become.
I am happy for the both of us that we're on the right path! <3 Love you!
Jazzabelle85 3 weeks ago
@Jazzabelle85 It is so brave of you to share that! <3 :)
SuperFashionBunny 3 weeks ago
study abroad? where??
this is so touching, thankyou for this video!!! thankyou so much! you are amazing!
loriecious 3 weeks ago
@loriecious She was in France, Belgium, Italy and England! I think that's it :)
Me28Just 3 weeks ago
You're such a sweetheart. I lost my father too, when I was 5. You're lucky you got to spend many quality years with him but it doesn't make up for that loss, and I'm sorry. However, you send such a positive message and I thank you for that. You're inspirational in many ways. Nice video, hun.
starstuff007 3 weeks ago
Thank you for sharing Ingrid. You're so brave and an inspiration. What a beautiful person you are :)
carlalovesyou2 3 weeks ago
sitting here crying . im so sorry for everything you have lost and i am so proud of the amazing woman you have become. you are a big role model of mine
chocobunnyluv 3 weeks ago
I like you Ingrid. I am happy to say we very nearly share a birthday. I'm the day after yours and I am few years older. Go Aquarian Love!
nicobeing 3 weeks ago
@nicobeing Hey! When's her/your birthday? I'm also Aquarius feb 11 :)
carlalovesyou2 3 weeks ago
@carlalovesyou2 Feb 3rd. Happy Early Birthday to you!
nicobeing 3 weeks ago
@nicobeing And Ingrid was born Feb 2nd 1989. She'll be turning 23.
nicobeing 3 weeks ago
From 7:00 onwards I always cry...
RIPhappyland 3 weeks ago
thank you very much for sharing this with us Ingrid. xoxo
johoheneenflesmetrum 3 weeks ago
Ingrid, you really are an inspiration to me. I always had this inner battle in me, being insecure about the way I looked. This video made so much sense. Thank you. :')
oneglamlollipop 3 weeks ago
You are such a beautiful person Ingrid you are such an inspiration to thousands of people hope that one day I can meet you, love you so much! xxxx
SazzaBee004 4 weeks ago
You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen. Not ontly from the outside, but also from the inside. You've grown so much, and I honestly have to say that, even though you don't even know me, I'm so proud of you. You are my biggest inspiration and my role model. I hope to be such an amazing person as you are when I grow up. I lost my mom 3 years ago and still miss her everyday, but you made me believe that there is still hope for me. so thank YOU. <3 ~ Laura, 13 yrs.
itsmelauraaaa 4 weeks ago
This is why your're my favorite guru.
Lilypad791 4 weeks ago
i needed this video, i have watched all your new ones and i came across this one today, when I really needed it. You give me hope, that life can be better. You are a truly amazing person, i wish you all the best of luck in your life, but I dont think you will need it. Thank you for this video and sharing with all of us, it not an easy to share the "bad" with people, so thank you Ingrid.
lindseyc0827 4 weeks ago
I cried. I've never met my grandmother. (my mother's mum) She past away 12 years before I was born. It's so sad that people you love is suddenly taken away from you. :( Thank you.<3
Glambabenr1 4 weeks ago
Inspirational. Subscribed!
apyme1 4 weeks ago
Yep. I cried.
DeliverTheDemon 4 weeks ago
This made my cry, i lost my Dad to cancer. Your Dad would be so proud of you, Ingrid.
ThatGirl10199 4 weeks ago
No one is perfect. All we can do is try to be our best under sometimes difficult circumstances. You seem to be doing just that. And I hope that the young man waiting for you at the altar will be as wonderful as the man who couldn't be there.
Missmarymac012 4 weeks ago
I was crying so much I had to stop and pause the video to breathe so that i could hear you talk (':
sunflowerkisses13 4 weeks ago in playlist More videos from TheGridMonster
It's not fair that father's like mine can sit around and forget their daughters but good fathers like yours are taken from you. It just shouldn't be that way.
mrsgalab920 4 weeks ago 64
@mrsgalab920 Please, be THANKFUL for what you have. You never know what you have until it is gone.
dhmabr 3 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
@mrsgalab920 Amen.
blahxblahh1 5 days ago
how did her dad pass??
630bush 1 month ago
stay strong Ingrid
BeesInTheCity 1 month ago
Oh Ingrid this was such an amazing video to watch, I can totally relate to you as I lost my Mum suddenly when i was 16. Your Father will be SO proud of the person you are turning into as you always hold yourself with such poise and dignity. I hope you and Luke have many many years of happines together. Thank you for sharing this with us (and making me cry!) x
karanjones 1 month ago
OH LORD!!!! You got me cryin'!!!!!! So beautiful, you are very powerful with your words!
yummyappleslova 1 month ago
Your father is still with you <3
JessicaRaeT 1 month ago
I related to this so much Ingrid. And you really made me feel more in touch with my feelings and emotions. Thank you so much. You are a beautiful individual, inside and out.
JessicaRaeT 1 month ago
This is like the most emotional and beautiful video I've ever seen, everytime I watch it I start crying...
tainacastroliveira 1 month ago
I decided to watch this video again, and when you started talking about your dad, I LOST it! I can't stop crying! I love you so much Ingrid! And your dad would be SOOO proud!
CatZoo28 1 month ago
Ingrid, thank you so much for opening up like this. You are a strong, and inspiring sweet-hearted woman, with a great sense of humor. If your father could see you now he would be the proudest papa around. This was a very tough thing to share, but this letter has helped me and many others to see that there is a light still, and a chance for greatness even when the light is beginning to dim, or when that light has been stolen. I just want you to know that sharing this has helped me to not give up.
marieclass92 1 month ago
I had to pause this video so I could cry,Ingrid your an intelligent beautiful person who is a role model to many young girls like me,thankyou.
Love from a 13 year old girl in England x
Sophstlye 1 month ago
I was going through older videos and saw this. I was welling up from 3.30, your story is sad but you should know that we all love you so much! And you are such an inspiration to us all :)
clojoeyy 1 month ago 2
this video made me so emotional! Ingrid you are truly a wonderful person and my role model! <3
warmvanillasugar1 1 month ago 3
Hello Ingrid, I've only recently discovered your videos on YouTube and discovering you has helped me to discover myself, seeing an emotional video like this helps us to see a different see to your usual self, I feel like I know you and you are an intelligent beautiful comical and inspirational young women, I didn't know your father but I know he would be extremely proud of the lady you have grown to be! You hold your self so well and any body who spends time in your presents should feel privile
MissFraz16 1 month ago 3
Thank you so much for this.
AlwaysWithYou0417 1 month ago
Ingrid, you are an amazing person. You are so inspirational and you know what? You give us hope. You show us - every time you let us into your life, what it is to be a strong, decent, humble, genuine person. You show us that it is not only OK to be ourselves, but a great thing to be who we want to be and stand out from the crowd; stand up for what we believe in. You are a Hero to hundreds of thousands of people and through your daily vlogs I have fallen in love with you as a person. Thank you xx
jessica190590 1 month ago 65
Anyone please tell me what she's saying here... 02:43
"You may not know who I am, amongst the … people in videos"
ourzmusic 1 month ago
@ourzmusic "You may not know who I am amongst the abyss of people on Youtube"
rayytizzle 1 month ago
@ourzmusic abyss
jasmineluvswwe 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
Ingrid I came across this again and it makes me cry every time and makes me apprchaite my parents more even if we do argue sometimes I am only 13 and you have become one of my biggest role models and i look up to you for that even though I do only see a small part of your life each day it makes me feel better and I know that you proubley won't see this but on the off chance you do thank you :)
sgabb20 1 month ago
I was just going through some old videos and I came across this again. You are such a great person Ingrid. :) love you!!
HannahJeannemusic 1 month ago
I still cry every time I see this.
GlossyLips22 1 month ago
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I would honestly feel blessed and honoured to ever meet you, you mean so much to us, we truly appreciate you opening up so much to us.. Lots of love, your loyal subscribers :)
CocoLily06 1 month ago
I have watched every video since your benefit eye bright rave, it's not ur very first but it's pretty close, I've seen every video since then, on this channel and main channel, and I just have to tell you, that u have not changed one bit through out it, obviously now u are more comfortable and open with us, but u still remain the humble, genuine, caring, intelligent, confident beautiful woman that we all love, we are so proud of u, and we wish u the best ever in the future, I can honestly say i
CocoLily06 1 month ago
I love ya girl!! favorite YouTube guru and vlogger!!!
CurlyMaiah97 1 month ago
I love you Ingrid you're such an inspiration..
Tammyygirl 1 month ago
You are such an inspiration. I would feel so blessed to know you personally in real life. You are a beautiful person.
bjacjohnson 1 month ago
Made me so sad, but so amazed by your strength! <3
NearlyHeadlessLaura 1 month ago
I'm crying I keep on watching this. You're amazing ingrid
faith2392 1 month ago 2
I'm ballin my eyes out. ): your such am amazing person ingidm
strawberrymelonful 1 month ago
<3 love you ingrid
Sayurii92 1 month ago
<3
chocoholic2050 1 month ago
I showed this to my brother and he even cried and he's not that type of person! Ingrid your the best!
akanikola 1 month ago
never watched this before and ive followed ingrid for a couple of months and oh my gosh you are such a brave brave girl and have turned out such an amazing person god bless your paretns for creating you!
JadoreleBeauty14 1 month ago
we love you ingrid
JadoreleBeauty14 1 month ago
Wow! Ingrid, thank you for sharing your story with us. I'm sorry to hear about your dad! When you started reading the letter, I cried! Thank you for sharing your words of wisdom and encouragement! Best of luck to you n everything you do!
mickeystar1777 1 month ago
I'm so sorry Ingrid I love the way you are now and I'm so glad you found your self!(as I'm crying!). <3
Megabrookieb 1 month ago
I'm crying as i watch this. You are so loved, Ingrid! Ahh, i just wanna give you a BIG hug!
justannah 1 month ago
wow. inspirational.. i love you Ingrid..stay strong.. you are an inspiration
kaykayzee1123 1 month ago
I.. Dont really know what to say but, youre story is sad but still you have grown so mutch! I really look up to you, the person that I get to se heare on youtube, eaven more now after this video is a girl that I look up to! To keep motivation and be strong! I started crying after the second time whatshing this.. Back when you posted this.. My life was complitly diffrent and now looking back I do get what you say more and more! You are an incredible person with so mutch motivation!
Hopparpastolar1 1 month ago
I cried... My Dad died 4 years ago...
kristasah 1 month ago
i just started tearing up when she was talking about her dad D:
lemonsquares42 1 month ago
Ingrid you are my favorite youtuber ever, I could so see you as a really good friend if I was a few years older, I don't think many people here on YouTube would have the guts to do what you did. I'm sooo sorry you lost your dad and after seeing the vid of you and your mom I just feel so sorry. But someday in heaven you'll see him again n you can introduce your children to him :)
xoGlamCandiexo 1 month ago
you are beautiful.. inside and outside :)
nataliedjuhandi1798 1 month ago
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you're beautiful - inside & outside! we love you - and all the best for your relationship with luke :)
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TanjaxsmiLe 1 month ago
ingrid, you are such a beautiful person.
ImaKickYuh 1 month ago
I loved your videos till now Ingrid, but after seeing this one I love and appreciate you as a person. You're a light to us all :} <3
TheKjuti 1 month ago
A beautifully done vlog by an equally beautiful young, wise woman. You're father is so proud of hi daughter and it's an amazing thing to see. We all have good, bad, awful, momentous, tragic and awesome days/moments in our lives. Yet never say its with regrets. Every single one of them is a lesson needing to be learned, this includes people in/out of our lives. I'm so very grateful to have found your channels here on YT. They're wonderful and enlightening. We do love our special light that is yo
Lbj76 1 month ago
Whenever I feel alone and like crap, I know I can come back to this video and remember what you told me:
"No one's life is perfect...we all have our own struggles that we have to go through."
"If you are ever in a place where you feel like there's no hope and you've lost everything, you havent...there's always hope.
"Keep fighting and you will find your light again.When you do, you will be stronger than ever."
Thank you, Ingrid.
omnomnomn00bs 1 month ago 5
wow i think you're amazing ingrid. that was so inspiring i know if i tried doing something like this i wouldn't be able to and my voice would crack two minutes in. I admire you a lot ingrid because you're so funny and you're like the type of person i would love to be friends with <3
bettyboopandgir 1 month ago in playlist More videos from TheGridMonster
I've come back to this video a few times, and I cry everytime.
shshsharan 1 month ago 2
this is my favorite video on youtube.
underweartalks2 1 month ago
aw ingrid we all love you :)
Gabbybruzzese 1 month ago
You're the best Ingrid! :D We all love you.
rakuuba615 1 month ago
im watching this for the second time, and im already crying. ingrid, you are such an inspiration. i love you and all that you do! never stop being yourself, quircks and all!!
KysDawn 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
Standing at 6'2 and being one of the roughest guys on the ice in my hockey league, I am proud to say I wept. For any of you who believe crying portrays weakness, I guarantee several hundreds-thousands of "tough" individuals watching were secretly in tears.
TeamAbsoluteZero 2 months ago 24
Ingrid u made me cry!! I love u soooo much and I now have a new appreciation for u and love u!!! Thanks for everything!!
membership8991 2 months ago
@CDSStevenson you do realize he is not alive?
random1234567ish 2 months ago in playlist More videos from TheGridMonster
@random1234567ish im pretty sure they meant it by his spirit will be there not his body...
iturtlefrog23 2 months ago
Ingrid your such a brave and strong women for sharing this with us <3
ThereJustMe 2 months ago
You're super pretty in this video :)
mouseandpie 2 months ago
I cried all along this video… And you made me realize that what I have right now is more than enough and I couldn't be more thankful for everything. I love you Ingrid so much! And you really did inspire me. I wish you nothing but happiness and success xoxo
CatyR11 2 months ago
You are so brave Ingrid for puting your self out here. My name is Madison and I am 12 years old. You are my favorite makeup guru on youtube. I look up to people like you. Please write me back thanks.
Cherrytree1999 2 months ago
yup i cried.
hollaber16 2 months ago
I cried <3. im so glad to know that you have reached happiness again. I really enjoy all of your vlogs and you seem like such a strong person <3
ohlookitsabunny 2 months ago
I cant even tell you how much this meant to me, not only your personal struggles, but your inspirational words... I think alot of us needed that. Just thank you.
GabrielleGrey 2 months ago
You definitely are a very strong person, I what happened to you happened to me, I don't think I could have stayed strong like you did. Thanks for sharing with us, I know it's hard talking about that kind of stuff. I'm so happy you're doing better now, you are definitely one of my role models. Love your videos!!!!!
stellapeacehg13 2 months ago
We all cried <3
Macy1798 2 months ago
OMG this vlog touched me , i cried!!!
ChillllPillll 2 months ago
dam like im glad you did this video it shown a side of you that i guess no one expected you are strong and god always chooses the people that are strong in life to deal with problems like the one you have faced cus other people would have crumbled im glad you found your light and always remember your dad is there right next to you because the way you describe him he sounds lik an amazing person and he passed all his wisdom to you :)
smilepinkbeauty 2 months ago
Who knew I could cry that much. Thank you Ingrid for trusting us enough to open up.
iamprocrastination 2 months ago
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This is my first ever comment in youtube and this vlog really deserves it!!! Congratulations Ingrid for being who you are. Tumbs up for this video. I watched it yesterday and I am still crying. You are a really nice, strong and inteligent person. My best wishes for you, and your family and friends this Christmas. Regards from Mexico City!!!
Pijamina1 2 months ago
I cried watching this.
chinesegirliee 2 months ago
Sounds kinda like me. I'm always looked down on by everyone, is there for them when they need it but never return the favour. I've always been unliked at school, and I don't even know why. :( :( you're so inspirational, Ingrid. Thanks for this video
younggrasshoppa14 2 months ago
aw, how did her dad die?
animalLuva97 2 months ago
I'm seventeen and have a similar relationship with my dad and what you went through, what you're going through is simply unimaginable. You're so strong and come across as such a self assured, confident and fun person. Its amazing to discover these things about people it adds a whole new dimension to you. I wish you all the best and a very merry christmas :)
tallaine 2 months ago
omg xx that is soo sad i cryedxx
coreynm1 2 months ago
Oh my gosh Ingrid. This made me cry so much! I have the biggest lump in my throat from trying to hold back the tears. I love all of your videos and you inspire me every time I watch one. You come across as such a self-assured, strong, independent person and it's obviously because of how strong you have been through all of the hard times in your life. I think you are a wonderful person. Hope you have a lovely Christmas! xxx
xoxocharxoxo 2 months ago 4
70 people have no emotion and are cold hearted.
CrazyisAmy 2 months ago 19
tumbs up to this coment if you love ingrid and you cried
Makeupbarbie110 2 months ago in playlist Favorite videos 143
This made me cry :'(
cyndisalvatore 2 months ago
Ingrid you are so inspirational to me like u I am always looked down at by the popular kids and I now know that even through the tough times even when u think all hope is lost.... It isn't so this video literally made me cry and now made me stronger so thank you so much
KelseytheDog1 2 months ago
You are amazing. So inspirational. I love watching your videos. For you to take the time to make this video and sharing all of this information with us was so sweet. You are such a sweet person. This is the best video on YouTube.
MsTaylorswift13love 2 months ago
Ingrid, you are a beautiful person, inside and outside!
annlovessephora 2 months ago
This reminds me so much of myself. If I can grow up to be as amazing and as beautiful as you, I would be the happiest girl alive.
Quesnelle23 2 months ago 2
I cried... Wish you all the best. You're strong
grebnevaN 2 months ago
69 People meant to hit the like button, but they couldn't see from crying too hard and hit the dislike by mistake.
BlondeGlambition 2 months ago 69
This is like the first time i cried watching a youtube video. Thank you for your honesty and your wise words. I don't know you but i love your videos, because they always teach me things, make me laugh, or like today make me cry but this is in the right way! Thank you Ingrid :)
SuperTish88 2 months ago 5
The most beautiful video on youtube. Thank you, Ingrid for putting things in focus for us and giving us your words of wisdom. Keep goin girl. :) We love you!
missazindie 2 months ago 3
You are an amazing writer and a truly beautiful human being.
Sharon27ify 2 months ago 6
Dear Ingrid,
I've recently been watching your Vlogmas videos and never got the chance to watch your vlogust videos. I relate to what you have gone through. I'm 18 and on April 4, 2011 my mom passed away. She went before my prom, before my graduation and like you said with your dad, they wont be there when we walk down the aisle. I support you every step of the way, I'd love to meet you one day.
Xo - Amber
Amberjeanriley 2 months ago 10
I'm so happy you found your light again!! Thanks for sharing Ingrid, you made me cry!! =)
Klutzyduncan 2 months ago
if ur dad saw u now he would be proud of u ingrid ur one of the most amazing and mature girls/women and he did a good job of bringing u up <3
julia250100 2 months ago 3
omg this is so emotional i think ur the only guru who would do this sort of video beacause ur real and amazing <3 btw ur an amzing writer <3
julia250100 2 months ago
I burst into tears from this -33 im glad you found your light, i havent found mine yet but its not the end yet and i believe in happy endings
Girlie5859 2 months ago
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i wish i had dad like u. too bad mine doesn't care about me :(
maaayUs 2 months ago
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i wish i had dad like u .. too bad mine doesn't care about me :(
maaayUs 2 months ago
i wish i had dad like u .. too bad mine doesn't care about me :(
maaayUs 2 months ago
soo i really just cried..
Mizzbarbie88 2 months ago