My Break-Up and Depression

[Uzbekkiller96]

we will support whatever you do man,and you should stay positive and believe in good things that will happen to u in future.And chin up man forget about her

[XxGamerDenxX]

Taylor, you can talk about this kind of thing, were pretty nice

[martialarts132]

I hope this dosnt happen to Muzza

[underclass29]

Everyone has to go through this kind of thing, it's what makes you a person, well done for sharing, if anyone berates you for it, they have the problem.

[230theyo]

it's alright bro it's only as bad as you make it! chin up bro!

[v2Breez]

Murkah, ive gone through this before and ill tell you what got me through it. i told myself "focus on the great things" and dont dwell on the things that are wrong.

[DrStabbyPhD]

I'm so sorry, Murkah... I couldn't imagine life without my lover, and I'm not even depressed. Full support, friend. :'3

[TheMrWizardx]

Chin up

[songfrog89]

Loved it.

[loco67647]

i understand my girl friend brocke up with me because her friends didnt like me so...

[v2Breez]

@loco67647 happened to me too. it sucks alot

[xkxcaliforlifexkx]

You are amazing. You make us happy! And pfffpppttt... Who the hell needs a GF (at your age)? You got you're whole life ahead of you. Enjoy it now. :D. Stay strong! Lookin forward to seeing all your vids :D

[jacesaces15]

this is the very first video i saw from Murkah, i got super attached to his content after this heart felt commentary.



[steveyrocks11]

things change, people change i love this types of vids u do because it shows your not just a joker that just makes people laugh your a person with a life with emotions n i want to know wat happens in your life , people care taylor dont think bad of us hehe we love you !!!

[HUGGIZ]

I'm 19 turning 20 and me and girlfriend have been together since we were 14, I don't mind telling you that I'd cry like a little girl if we finished.

[SaltMyCrackers]

The advertisement had 'If you havin gurl problems dan merry me sun' playing in the background. Classic.

[eonshadowhawk1]

hope u feel better

[VHZii13east]

m8 USAD BRO

[chriss541]

THIS VIDEO SUCKS!!!

Just kidding im sorry man but like i always say life goes on

[809munker13]

i've soon have been with a girl for 3 years:) im 12:P

[SfrontPubPlayer]

@809munker13 stfu bro... ill be laughing when u break up with her!

[flappers18]

Dude, it's ok. I'm still a teenager and have went through this a few times. I know it sucks, but I KNOW that it's more her loss than yours. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Maybe she just wasn't the one. That's what I always tell myself. ;)

[donkeyfight927]

Dang dude that's how I felt but all of us have to get threw it one way or another

[SuperMrRoxas]

Wow that was deep, I felt the same a few months ago. Is it ok to discuss a motive Taylor, or is it personal?

[tito1rocks]

i have anhedonia too... i just get it sometimes when i wake up. and everyone asks me whats wrong and i just say i'm tired.. i hate it...

[supermario12351]

you made me cry :(

[Gammerboy226]

dont worry man crap like that happens you judt gotta take it in go through it reassusre yourself that your fine and throw it out just dont worry about it she wasnt the one she'll probably regret it just don't worry

[Snakevelocity]

Dude i totally feel u man i'v been with best/girlfriend for the pass 3 or 4 years and she broke up with me with another guy so i feel u man and it surprize me too and which got me deprees for a whole week or a month

[dgusset]

I've had some problems with depression in the past but eventually i got over it, but i think you'll get over it too, dont worry because stress is a huge reason of depression so try to not stress yourself about school and stuff. :)

[Asderfy1cmbtarms]

That's what you get for using the 74U

[thePURPLEdinosaur00]

@Asderfy1cmbtarms dick.

[generation12ify]

@Asderfy1cmbtarms ur a real prick who suffers from being dropped as a baby

[stridegum1000]

haha 88k people only care about him being funny 5k like these vids

[DoPeFroZt]

i know how u feel..cod helps me too aloot dude.

[212paintballmaster]

Dude im so sorry

[the1maxify]

I'm so sorry you had to go thru that ;(

[honuary10thprestige]

dude make a facebook add me ethan hilyard love to talk to u this is my third post on this video and i completely know how u feel and if there gonna be trolls on this comment from wat im about to say u have no life then alright so here it is taylor ive been struggling with depression and axiety freshy in college was suicidal for awhile so id just like to talk wit ya ik ur doing better but i care about everyone and love ur vids keep up the good work

[honuary10thprestige]

hey man already told u whats up awhile ago been subcribed to you for about 3 years two years been looking at everyones videos been goin through some more shit love to talk to ya unless youre doing better hope life works out

[jaysson54]

I know this is really late but I have only subed for a little while and I know how hard it can be to break up with the love of your life... just went through it myself (well two months ago) and it sucks... everyday gets a little easier and I am happy to have happy Taylor back on the channel! Hope things are on the up and up!

[Mordred496]

88 people dont have hearts

[5551skeleton]

feel bad for you

[jackalpwn42]

im 14 and im a freshman, never been in a relationship so i cant relate in most ways. however i know how you feel when you wake up in the morning and you just feel down and sad in every way....... its good to see people like your subscribers that really care for you. we are kinda like a second family :D

[Mu5icArti5t]

I feel you dog. I would type out my relationship probs. but im just not feelin it right now. I have that same dissorder you do..... It sucks. Like this is you want me to post a comment on whats going on.

[ensw2]

My Uncle had depression and shot himself in the heart and it brings me to tears when I think about it. Please Nvr think about suicide don't put everyone who loves u through that

[crazyboyz223]

sucks bro lol im only 13 so i dont know where yur coming from but have fun with life...play sports..stuff

[gituxplezto]

2 1/2 years is a fraking life time, the most I spent with a girl was 13 moths, maybe even less.

[wigg231]

I feel sorry for you man but everyone goes through it so dont feel bad =]

[tuckert07]

Dude, i so hear where u come from. I honestly do suffer from BOTH conditions, One day last weak my grandmother , who was diagnosed as having dangerously low iron, has made a full recovery, and i just flat out didnt give a crap. Whatsoever.

I still wake up and stare at my dresser, there being a knife and there, and just sit and think. And that's all i have to say....

[MELLONcholly1]

i know its been about a year, but im sorry man

[browse195]

sorry dude

[ost11forfaen]

@FinnHale bro if that's the case try taking like a break or soemthin before you break up fro real, you might regret it later on, i made that mistake once, i was lucky enough to get her back but holy shit my life was a living hell...

[ZorchyCinema]

Bro, if you need any help, drop me a message, I care so much <3

[schloopy100]

88 people can now

[blackopsrulz26]

HOPE you get through this bad moment dude!

[trevor2414]

87 people can go f*ck themselves!

[FinnHale]

I've been struggling with a relationship problem. I've been dating with my gf for 1,5 years. Problem is, I haven't been feeling like dating her for too long. Months. She wants me to be with her all the time and she's just a little... well... obsessed. I do not feel much love towards her anymore. I really need to break up, even though it will certainly break her heart. It's difficult alright

[QsXlxvizzualZzx]

hey guys im jus tryin to get the guts to ask this girl out i luv her so much but im worried she doesnt fell the same some1 plz give me advice and talk to me inbox me plz anytime u can tryin to b 1 less lonley guy vizzualzz *(

[1297qwerty1297]

@QsXlxvizzualZzx Talk to her first. Dont just ask someone who doesn't know you out. Talk to her, become friends with her. THEN ask her out

[firedude1431]

were here for u

[noobssuckboobs]

Why did you guys break up?

[OmGiTzSantaa]

i have major depression disorder too. yea but at night ill will randomly get depressed for no reason at all. but im not on medication for it but i feel sorry for ya and im typin this late so you probaly wont read it or u are probably over it but i dont care. Have Fun makin vids please subscribe!

[LIAMJAZZ5497]

im very sorry for you :(

[thehockeykid7979]

@NgJackal1990 I find it funny how you say that murkah is a 20 year old that needs to get out of the house, yet (judging by your name) your 21 and your sitting on YouTube ya prick.

[TDIReloaded]

SRRY IM A NEW FAN I SUBBED BUT DID U EVER FIND A NEW GF

[gayboy298]

sorry man, my girlfriend just broke up with me too, thats life i guess huh?

[TheKidNamedRoland]

This is the 1st video if watched from you and i know completly how you feel

[BIGnotoriousBIG]

@TheComandoplayer haha, he got told.

[TheComandoplayer]

@fireball080901 it happened 6 months ago

[fireball080901]

im sorry to here that just keep your mind off it and just keep playing and soon youll feel better again its happened to me before

[lethalnub12]

My girlfriend dumped me recently I was depressed for a while. After she dumped me I just went to my room and blasted deathcore and just let loose. It helped but I wasn't better. So I started just telling myself "I dont care" over and over again.

[TheDurtyd97]

hell ya fazemm like da damb button

[frazemm]

This vid deserves the like button raped and subs lots and lots of subs nice vid keep them up murkadurkah :) <3

[xxthebeastdemonxx]

why did you and sarah breakup?

[ma675]

That sucks Murka. Hope you have gotten over her. Good thing i'll never know the feeling of rejection, i can't love.

[TheReesProject]

hope u  feel better murkadurka

[kangaroofart1983]

i know that feling man its sad i hate it when we guys and gals are like this

[ImCaleb19]

same

[B3nd3r0123]

My Gf broke up with me and asked out my best friend the next day

[DGKALLDAY84]

To the people who disliked this, you are complete fucking dicks

[MrKuhrazyyy]

<~Is sad now....

[CPTMarine]

I get random spikes of depression also. Thankfully it's not bad enough to where I need medication, but I understand your situation. God bless you man.

[12rjdj]

@CPTMarine same

[tf2kidd]

86 people have no souls

[BigBallMenShow]

hey there more than just 1 girl out there ull find a new 1

[improidiot]

breaking up is one of the sadis thing t ever happen =[

[walkerscoots]

Dude sorry to hear this all stay strong and u can make it thru the depression!

[MrSuperGamerz]

why did u break up

[PostalRaid]

Just Tell Her How You Feel

[MacTheMacable]

Dudeeee, that's shallow man, did she break up with you?

[fingerVI2010]

86 people dont have feelings

[snipingmushroom]

snowcat is rite :P

[SnowcatMTV]

@snipingmushroom u werent supposed 2 c that hahahaha now i have 2 remove it darn haha

[thejarood10]

srry man that happen bout 2 days ago so yeah

[NgJackal1990]

@brassmonkeyFTW Stupid people always posted stupid break-ups why don't they just go ...

[Bobblibert]

I fell for you man. I struggle with depression too. I had a relationship for 5 years, we got engaged. a week before the wedding, I found out she had been fooling around with guys ever since we got engaged, which had been about 6 months. I couldnt understand why she would do that. I didnt eat or sleep for 5 days, and i never left my room. I thought about killing myself many many times. I have extreme depression disorder and i hate it, but im getting over it. youre right tho the medication no work

[MrRyderHo]

lads at the end of the day some of us aint the best with girls/women. but this guy here to me is a good guy and i really feel for him. i hope everything works out mate.

[reids4]

Im so sorry why did she break up with you.

[DesertFawkes]

Some may think it's funny, but playing CoD is helping me with this.  Its keeping my mind occupied. Because when I have quiet time to think, here comes the sadness and depression.

[mrhalo635]

@DesertFawkes you should not play violent games it CAN provoke angry and bad things will lead you to do bad things to her or her new boyfriend i am just trying to HELP

[DesertFawkes]

I know what you felt. I'm currently going through the same thing. I've had been with my girlfriend for 6 years, known her for 12. We live together still, although separate rooms, bank accounts, ect. I feel the depression big time.

[thunderspyxx]

I am so mad! She sounded awesome live vicariously through you. This is devastating. Jk. But serioulsy she sounded nice

[GRENNKILL]

I feel bad for you dude i have had the same promblem

[Revengetoa2]

86 people have never had a girlfriend

[ivanniggha]

dude ur awesome. stay strong

[brawlerXD18]

my gf and i broke up not to long ago and ive always wanted her back :( she has a new bf now :( :( :( :( :(

[alcapone832262]

how did u guys break up thats sad dude im subbin to u

[NgJackal1990]

You guys are so queer! Feeling sorry for a 20 years old guy who came back looking for his mama is terrible and awkard. And 20 years old douche here's advice for you: stop playing games and get out get a new bitch! Jeez sounds like you are really mature now aren't you.

[MsBobeesha]

@NgJackal1990 Fuck you insecure douche bag!

[NgJackal1990]

@MsBobeesha Well I do not feel sorry for those who are broke up. I would tell them: Get your sorry ass out of Youtube LOL

[MsBobeesha]

@NgJackal1990 I would say to you "Fuck off".

[NgJackal1990]

@MsBobeesha Thank you dear haha

[Unaaa9]

@NgJackal1990 That is probably the most pathetic thing i have read on youtube, douchebag medal for you!

[NgJackal1990]

@Unaaa9 Thanks :)

[NgJackal1990]

She broke up with you because she couldn't stand the way you keep playing game and ignore her lol don't worry I will take good look at her ;)

[xInsaneJuggernautx]

Dude im crying right now :<

[death12955]

i just subscribed and im so sorry for you dude.i know it sucks so bad.i feel for you man

[xN1CH1T4x]

i also have both things lol

[Batmangreen123]

I feel the same way me and my gf broke up about a month ago (we broke up right after first kiss :,( ) and she was cheating on me its really hard to get over something like that

[cashmoneyNWA]

sorry i feel your pain im 14 and me and my gf just broke up and we have been goin out for 4 years

[KiDVENoMzHD]

@cashmoneyNWA since you where 10?!!???!?

[cashmoneyNWA]

@KiDVENoMzHD yea we went out for 4 years and it was good while it lasted

[redscarf11]

@starwarsnerdatheart L...M..F...A...O to a whole new level! when i read i fucking lol'd irl so harddd

[KungFuPanda024]

sorry bro

[gtboy4lyfe9573]

Broo i feel the same way right now with my girlfriend btw your going to get over it just keep her close if its love she would be there for you .

[22Shadowsky]

Dude I feel really bad for you man

[suicidesilencehess3]

wow dude sorry for ur breakup mabye it was ment to b e dude

[garrettstringfellow]

@starwarsnerdatheart lol good comment but gingers do have souls its k though i know its a joke

[CODlover7766]

sry to hear about tht dude she seemed nice in the commentaries

[howdur]

I've gone through all your videos from the beginning and so far, this is my favorite. I can relate with the depression. I wonder if you'll actually read these..

[SuperPyropuncher]

Quoting Def Leppard Love is like a Bomb

[TnBroBroProductions]

We all love ya Murkah

[killian98murphy]

i kno howya feel a 15 yr old in my skool killed himself over a break up he also suffered from depression

[LifetimeRc]

My gf just broke up with me 20 mins ago, I did nothing, now she's flirting with guys in Facebook already to make me jealous.... I never did one thing bad to her, I treated her like gold. I don't know what to do anymore, anyone wanna talk, inbox... :(

[call0fdutyvids]

@LifetimeRc unlucky man, just flirt to a different girl to make her jelly?

[winnietheshitLOL]

@LifetimeRc know how ya feel man

it's fucked up

ive lost like five kilos in four days and ive hardly got any weight to lose :(

[NgJackal1990]

@LifetimeRc You should pay the bitch back!

[nileisthebestband]

@LifetimeRc what a fucking bitch dude, thats gotta suck :(

[Revengetoa2]

@LifetimeRc bro, it means shes just a bitch and you can look for someone else

[nutter10555]

@LifetimeRc best thing to do is just go along with it happend to me so i went on with it and she just pis*ed off so i would just go along with it

[rudolphtherednosej]

@LifetimeRc dude same thing with me man it sucks dude but we just have to solder through it and good luck man

[haugenscotty]

@LifetimeRc I feel for you man, my girlfriend just broke up with me (for the 3rd time now) yesterday because she said she couldn't take the stress of being with me when I treated her like a princess.. All I ever did was show her so much love and support and she just threw it all away.. Sucks man.

[carlstendo94]

@LifetimeRc Then shes to stupid to realize whats good,

[DaBearz234]

@LifetimeRc if she started talkin shit wouldnt you know reach back like a pimp than slap the hoe. man i love reciting songs

[MrFloatingrock]

@LifetimeRc she's a whore

[POOPONASTICK481]

@LifetimeRc im srry to hear that man :(

[Mazzah96]

@LifetimeRc Im sorry to hear about that, my gf did the same thing, broke up with me at school, my closest friend showed me on facebook, that she was flirting with guys for a bout a month and half in from when we were together, we were for around 4 months. And how she was talking to my closest friend, who is a girl, about how im trash, and not good looking. It makes you feel like shit, things have been edgy since.

[MoSockra]

@LifetimeRc It's okay, just know that i love you, i swear i'm not a creep..

[MrMarket24]

Sorry I fucked her ;/

[TheDabest54321]

@MrMarket24

what a fag

[TTGOrgan]

I don't know what I find more awesome. Your courage to pour your heart out to so many people on the Internet, or your gameplay while you're depressed. Hope everything's gotten or getting better Taylor.

[TheHopgop1]

I suffer from depression like you do (I think) and I just wanna kill myself sometimes for no reason. I hope you get better soon and remember there's plenty of fish in the sea.

[oGabe97]

@TheHopgop1 I went through that tryed to kill my self twice did alot of stuff I regret and I wanna tell you that it gets better dont give up

[GetSavedD00d]

play black ops and just get your mind off of things untill you find another hotter girl

[TheGreenArcher1]

sorry man. :( i hope you find a better girl in the future. if you're worried bout' breakin' up again, just stay single. dont let this take over your life man.

[InfuseGaming]

Im a first time viewer. I have depression as well as my gf dumping me. My dad died cuz he was a drunk, my grandma died in 9 11..Life sucks. Medication doesnt work. I put all of my time into a girl and it goes

down the drain. So much effort to make her happy.. But then when youre done and over with.. Its bad. I dont eat, sleep, etc. Ik this is 6 months late but Taylor if u have any questions talk to me ive been through severe depression. Mayb we can do a dual commentary :)

[LUK3SYboy]

xx

[Psycho36912]

:( sorry dude. i know this is well 6 months late but i'm sorry about you and your GF.

[12simmonsj]

unlucky dude dont worry there is someone for everyone out there you will find the right one keep your chin up and look towards the future :)

[BaseballGuy2211]

I'm sorry you talyor, feel better

[AF45x]

Stay strong, I went through 2 break-ups so far. Just keep working through the depression and don't give up. Hope you might be a little better now since it's been a few months. :) Just stay strong

[Oriqinuhl]

Dude im sorry ive dated this girl for 9 years since i was 5 and i kno how it feels

[Blood11162]

So srry dude I havnt had a gf yet but I was bullied like crap cause in kinda small 4 17 I almost took my life but I realized I needed to fight through hope u get better dude

[callofdutymaster362]

dude im sorry if i your you i wouldent be able to do anything but probley just sit and say whate did i do wrong

[UNKNOWN9373]

i watched ur other videos ; i feel 4 u :(

[winnietheshitLOL]

dude much respect to you

if anything happened with me and my girl i wouldnt be able to talk for a week

i'm sorry to hear wat happened

[wsparkes]

my dad has deppression, i see how hard it can be

Keep Up The Good Vids

[videogamemaster8]

84 people have no lifes and no feelings....