personally i could go into a long point of view but i'll just say, there are a million good reasons to carry on living and not a single one to suicide, live life have fun
I've been depressed forever, my sister attempted suicide && Failed. I wanted to commited suicide, but everytime i tried to do it, i either get distracted or interupted. my best friend goes through the same thing too, i can never get it through her head that she is worth it, i even give her advice,, but i never listen to my advice, I'm depressed everyday, i go to counseling but doesnt help, :/
@AllGoober96 You have to want to get better. It's hard and doesn't happen over night, but it's possible if you keep an optimistic mind and make positive changes in your life. Do more of what makes you happy.
@28ablericky Or maybe because I've never interacted with you, I haven't built a friendship with you, and because I know absolutely nothing about you including your name? Oh and the fact that I have a boyfriend already. Looks don't matter as much as you think they do. A little confidence goes a long way, don't put yourself down like that. But besides that, I don't know what your comment had to do with this suicide video, but yeah ._.
@drenkeeg aahhh you got me. i am studing psychology and that's the answer i was expecting. thank you for your cooperation. you are awsome and doing so well thank you...i did my homework
Its not often I cry over a YouTube video, but today you have made it happen. Last month my best friend killed himself, but I respect him for it, he could no longer live a happy life, he couldn't go on and he had the courage to do it. I'm not angry just disappointed I never said a proper goodbye.
@drenkeeg yeah I've thought about attempting suicide im telling you because you made me cry i tried attempting suicide by drinking clorox ,pinsol ,and tried hanging myself i just keep thinking what are you alive well i dont know why im alive. i have a boyfriend that i miss so much and im so far away from him i cant live another minute without him plz help
@drenkeeg will you be my Internet friend please? I keep everything bottled up so I'm going to try to talk to you, the person who told me not to bottle things up.
this is a Hard topic because I've tried twice and both times i failed and I realized now through nearly dying 2 times life is so much more important then we realize and you are and extreamely inspiring person
And to the people who are putting Kurt down try having a personality disorder,depression and a serious heroin habit as well as all the problems celebrity brings before you put him down.Never Judge a man until you have walked a mile in his shoes & Haters only Hate.
And to the people who are putting Kurt down try having a personality disorder,depression and a serious heroin habit as well as all the problems celebrity brings before you put him down.Never Judge a man until you have walked a mile in his shoes & Haters only Hate.
And to the people who are putting Kurt down try having a personality disorder,depression and a serious heroin habit as well as all the problems celebrity brings before you put him down.Never Judge a man until you have walked a mile in his shoes & Haters only Hate.
And to the people who are putting Kurt down try having a personality disorder,depression and a serious heroin habit as well as all the problems celebrity brings before you put him down.Never Judge a man until you have walked a mile in his shoes & Haters only Hate.
Please anyone who feels Suicidal seek help. Surely you should try help before you try suicide. I have nursed many suicidal people & you must take into account you may fail & make your life alot worse. I knew one patient who threw themselves from a high building & ended up with the same problems but in a wheelchair. Added to that whilst you are alive you always have the choice to die...but when you are dead you will never have the choice to be alive again.
-3 you've brought me to tears.. The fact of who would find me is one of the reasons I am still breathing. Along with SixBillionSecrets(which you mention in another video), my friend, and other things... I'm better than before.. You've given me some hope here. -3 I seriously love your videos-3
One thing I can say, what I learned from wanting to die is that I have something I can hold on to, whet really keeps me from commiting suicide. That's knowing that my parents and grand parents will be so broken that they will blame them self everyday that they didn't do enough for me. It keeps me from going over the edge, anyone who's on the edge should think about their guardian in that place or their friend. Even though I still want to die sometimes, it keeps me from doing it.
i love this video i know i think about killing but watching this and thinking about it i really dont what to put my friends and family though that but still i think i might need more people to help me and get this thought out of my head i am like crying right now i need your help
@rxt472634 If you mean happy, definitely not. If you mean homosexual, also definitely not. If you're a fucking moron and are using "gay" as in a form of insult toward the music not meaning homosexual, that's you're oinion. But to be honest, their lyrics were given awards for being as good as they are and just because you're too stupid to understand their lyrics, you should be deeply ashamed and also shut the fuck up about them if you don't like them..
My 2 best friends attempted suicide 4 months ago and failed. I saved them ... I was the only one who knew where they were hiding,and I was at school when one of my close friend told me that they were planning on doing this and she knew I could do someting.They were in the hoods and I found them with the educators.They called th police and the hospital...they are WAY bettter now but I will NEVER forgive the feeling I had when I was running in to save them....Just thinking about it ..
thankyou for ur video. It really got to me and made me feel emotional. You have given me faith that their are still decent human beings out there who care for other people. God bless you and I hope ur message will save a life! x
.... but anyway, that's some hard details to explain to someone who hasn't felt these overwhelming feelings. It's great that you are such a young person with such a positive mind. I would suggest that you volunteer to any suicide prevention center in your area. It seems like it'd be a great experience for you and that you could make a real difference in peoples' lives. :) Stay positive.
@duckydeeznutz Don't do suicide man, you've got stuff to do & places to go. There's stuff you still got to do in this world. Go travelling to new places, that's what I like to do & helps keeps me going.
Hello, Drenkeeg. I just wanted to say that I admire you for taking the time to make this video. Most people only well-wish in their mind or do not understand the condition that suicide is, but you are making the jump to bridge that gap and it is very commendable. I also wanted to note that I am a 24 yr old diagnosed with massive/major depression disorder, among other mental illness, and suicide can't always be approached logically. It's something that can really take over your life quickly...
@AGrimmDemise Hey fuck you, faggot. You don't know that that's true, and I couldn't give a fuck about some whiny faggot that cashed in on a genre and turned it to shit in the process. A glorified emo is what Kurt was. What are you, 13?
@rxt472634 Alot of ppl in every corner of the music industry have said that if Cobain didn't create Grunge he definately exploded it. In interviews and specials etc. executives and producers compared his impact to J.Lennon, I have 1or2 CD's it was a decent band. I'm older than u guys I remember the day he died & not long after that ppl started thinking she did it, her own father says it. A strong point is he had too much dope in him to even pick up a gun. IDK, it is what it is now.
What happens when your thoughts cant change? No matter who you talk to. No matter what you do. I could go on and on but its not something you willingly talk about with people, talking about it can make it worse do to the fact your talking about it and thinking of it. Has it occurred to anyone that if a person wants to commit suicide its because they dont want to be here, and you keeping them here is like torturing them. Sadly. But that's how it is.
What happens when your thoughts cant change? No matter who you talk to. No matter what you do. I could go on and on but its not something you willingly talk about with people, talking about it can make it worse do to the fact your talking about it and thinking of it. Has it occurred to anyone that if a person wants to commit suicide its because they dont want to be here, and you keeping them here is like torturing them. Sadly. But that's how it is.
You gave me hope. Thank you,no one never stood up to me ever at school, some of my friends didn't even want me to talk to them anymore, I started to fail in my classes and I thought of killing people or killing myself, thank for giving me hope again
I just stumbled across this video on Youtube. But I couldn't stop watching. Want to say a really big thank-you for putting this up, it's people like you who help others and are there for other people that make life worth living. Thank-you :) x
@crazymiles well at least shes trying to make a difference unlike you you dont know what your talking about cause it really does help people to know that there is prople out there that does care unlike yourself. so why dont you take your own advice, not everyone has a happy go lucky life like you. ive been dealing with depression since i was 9 and im bout to be 31 now, and yes i do know what im talking about cause i was one of those people who has thought of suicide many times
Contrary to a popular believe, people don't want to be depressed. Nor do they want to be rejected all through their life. But when life gets unbearable, and every minute starts to seem like ages, it seems like, why do I need to bear this any more when I have a much easier escape? And then something happens. And then your family and your friends come to know about it. If you tell them you have suicidal tendencies, I don't think it is going to help. You will be pitied and condescended upon.
Contrary to a popular believe, people don't want to be depressed. Nor do they want to be rejected all through their life. But when life gets unbearable, and every minute starts to seem like ages, it seems like, why do I need to bear this any more when I have a much easier escape? And then something happens. And then your family and your friends come to know about it. If you tell them you have suicidal tendencies, I don't think it is going to help. You will be pitied and condescended upon.
Personally I don't think you'll ever understand it unless you try it. This was very inspiring and whatever, but sometimes people want to die for reasons they don't even understand.
Like me. I have friends, a supportive family, and I go to a good school. But I'm so sick of living.
@TheLadyRedx A lot of teenagers want to die and have suicidal thoughts. I think everyone does at some point throughout their life, especially during your teenage years. Living is worth it though, for every reason you have for dying there's 10 more for living. As you get older and have a healthier mind, you'll finally realize that your life is precious and that you're very lucky to be alive in this world.
@TheLadyRedx Hey.. I just wanted you to know that you're not alone.. I've been in the EXACT same position you're in right now. Struggled with the dark thoughts and negativity..I sometimes, just waiting for the bus or tram, get sudden thoughts of jumping in front of it.. but I don't, and haven't yet for so many years. I still get these thoughts, but you know what..? Life is SO worth living when you got loving friends and family!! I used to think I wouldn't live after 15.. I'm 21 now.
@TheLadyRedx I've had suicidal thoughts for 10 years now..they come and go, but just hang in there. THINGS GET BETTER =) Always! and God loves you. Remember that.
you can pm me here, if you want to talk further more. - Alex.
@TheLadyRedx As complicated and unknown your reasons are for dying at the moment,if you give yourself a chance and allow yourself to reflect you will likely find why you are unhappy and what you would be better off doing to change those thoughts,of course this wont work overnite for most,so you will need to be patient with yourself so you can better understand YOU.Life is tough so dont make it any tougher beatingup on yourself.
@TheLadyRedx I'm not a doctor, but that sounds like a hormonal imbalance....Make an appointment with your doctor and tell them how you feel. They might prescribe you something to help with your mood and refer you to a counselor to talk about your feelings. That's what I did.
@TheLadyRedx omg i had tehse fellings when i was 13 too but they get better when u get 16 but not to be mean they stay sadly but the good thing it keeps you down to earth seriously
@TheLadyRedx LadyRedx, if I could only do something - ANYTHING - to convince you that no matter what you are thinking or feeling right now - things ARE going to change. Please, please, PLEASE take the word of someone who was there and chose NOT to do it - and now, years later, I am glad I didn't go through with it - because life changes SO much, it's impossible to describe, you can't imagine how much your life WILL change... please don't do it.
I understand. My sister also has friends, good parents, good school, but I read your journal and write things suicidal self-injure and have eating disorders, but she is trying his best not to have a sad ending as suicide, no one is wrong because if a minimum there must be reason, I asked help, talk to your parents. Do not value your life? are too small may be that. if you die now, I'll be forever, for better not try to find life? if others can because you do not?
You're a great a person, your love really does show and I love your line ,"Life is beautiful and good things happen..." This is true, life is good <--- a quote from a teacher. Life is good! It does breake my heart too because everyone is special! ^^ You are loved! ^^
Truer Words Have Never Been Spoken and this actually made start thinking bout all the times i have thought of it and i have total respect for you keep being the amazing person you are <3
my take on suicide to all you that donot understand y....... as thay say..life`s like a box of chocolate`s..you never no what your going to get.....some of us get no chocolate`s..some have chocolate`s and have them tuck away.and some have all the chocolat`s. if you dont understand suicide you must of had all the chocolats`s...(hopefully not) but one day you mite understand if your chocolate`s get tuck away....sorry for the spelling!!and p.s to the rest one day someone mite give you chocolate`s
Your right... but some suiciders want to get even. And murdering themselves is the best way to get even. It's a selfish act. The rest of us, the survivors: parents, family and friends, live with the murder the rest our their lives. Police and paramedics that have to clean you up. Selfishness. more like GREED. There is always a way out.... try it.
A lot of these comments are coming from a lot of younger viewers(y'know, ages 11-14). I have to tell you guys, as a person who has wanted to commit suicide... It's not worth it. I always thought(and sometimes still think) That no matter how hospitable I am, I could never find love... But I learned to tell myself that there are plenty of things out there still worth holding on to and to throw that all away when you're not even in highschool. Honestly, you have a lot to experience still... Don't
JewishJewFace's comment demonstrates how some people truely are cold-blooded. I have made no friends while living in Pensacola, Florida and had fleeting thoughts of suicide about 90% of the time. I even got to the point on searching the Internet for painless ways to die and then posted it on facebook. I ended up having to spend 24 hours in a closed unit psych ward and two more days in an open unit psych ward. All this because I feel people dislike me for beiing socialy inept.
Your video is amazing! I never watch a serious video. I know some people which commit suicide and yeah i had suicide thoughts but you make me some much clear!
There are people with way worse situations than you o so u have no friends well there are kids in africa who's friends are all dead, you dont have a girlfriend? There are people in the middle east who's girdriends have been stoned for trying to run away to b with them....every day people suffer through unimaginable hardship...no food, little water, sickness, aids(not funny), homeless, and this list goes on....i used to think my life didnt have a purpose...but i gave it one and i also have an a
@Gothic1Lolita re intelligent even, your misunderstood. You have your whole life ahead of you, a blank canvas that can be as beautiful as you want it to be! Contact me on youtube if you ever want to talk. Im not a robot, or even a psycologist, just a fellow teenager who wants to help : )
@Gothic1Lolita hello. Im not going to say that I know exactly how you feel but i can definetly say i have an idea. I go o an all guys school where ive managed about two good friends. I would wake up some days and wish i could just run away. As a matter a fact, i have a few times. I m really not that social and i felt like i was in a place that wasnt made for me. Ive bren through some tough times, but i promise you it gets better. Your perfect the way you are, your different from other people,mo
I'm not tryna be an asshole and I understand what your saying but once you slip into the realm of depression nothing matters, as if nothing exists to you, just you and your conscious of life or death.
whats up with these people trying to understand suicide, until you actually feel what it feels like then shut up, oh GET HELP! DONT KEEP IT BOTTLED UP!, shut the fuck up. the feeling of wanting to really kill yourself drowns out everything that matters in life, you dont care about your family, your friends, or anything cuz your mind is so far down that shithole that all you can think about is why am I alive right now, whats the point, I don't want help, I don't want to talk about it, god damn
[CONT] justified by taking their own life. If I'm going to just stay homeless for the rest of my life have no job no loved ones nothign to look foward to then there is no reason to live.
[CONT] I have no family no child no loved ones no friends I'm homless with stomach cancer with no money or any kind of way of treating it and i lost the two people I loved more then anyone my girl and the baby she held inside her. I'm not saying i'm going to commit suicide becasue I believe I deserve to suffer after all the shit that went down. But you can't tell me that someone like me that has nothig to look foward to in life anymore and knows they are probably going to die woudlnt' be
fall out, lossing teeth, shit odre and no muscles. Mind you I don't do any drugs or drink or anything so all the negative stuff isnt' coming from any of that. I got rid of all my friends for good reason that I don't really feel like getting into, I lost other friends becasue after the abortion I changed and couldn't recover and lost every person in my family because I choose to try and commit suicide a few times and they said i was to much of a danger to be around because of the abortion
[CONT] stomach cancer. And I became homeless and have been homeless since two weeks after our break up because I could get up to get a job or return to the job I was doing. Now i sale half of my EBT every month which for all you people that's had it easy in life is basically a food stamp card just so i can pay for a phone and have some entertainment by looking at youtube all day. Ever since i've been homeless i've been shot at, mugged, went from being a fit personal trainer to having my hair
[CONT] got her pregnant and she couldn't keep it although she wanted it. And I resented her for killing a human being that had every right to live, never done anythign wrong or hurt anyone. Her and I broke up May 23 of this year because we stopped being able to get along because of what happened. She would be graduating at the end of this winter and now she dropped out and became a junkie becasue of the regret she holds about the whole situation. Right after we broke up i found out I have
[CONT] have. She said if she had the baby it would destroy our relationship becasue we wouldn't have been able to see each other and be a family for at least a year if not more. She had the abortion. I gave up my dream job as a personal trainer which I was doing fairly well at money wise because i couldn't go to work anymore. i couldn't get out of bed for months because almost every day i would cry till i fell asleep again. After that my relationship fell apart because she resented me because i
October of last year my girlfriend got an abortion becasue she was in college and she felt that it wasn't the right time for our relationship to have a child and her parents threatened to stop paying for her college if she had the kid and I did everythign I could to keep her from aborting it. Something changed in me when i saw that child inside her, I wanted to be a better person and succeed and do everythign in my power to be the best father and partner i could for the family I was going to
I understand how your friend and you feel... because I recently experienced a friend of my best friends death... She shot herself in the head, and none of us that know are over it yet, and it have been almost 5months... And everynight I picture her smile, and her upbeat personality, and I miss it... If I could bring her back, I think that I would ask her if she is okay... Anyways.... Your video touched me.... thank you for it
hi, i am the victim of a real life horror story. and so are so so many children across the world. the horror im talking about is feeling as if no body is there to stick up for you when you want to just honestly cry. recently, a person i knew pushed me out of a doorway and my back god slammed into a corner of a large stone. i laid on the ice and snow in pain while someone i thought was a good friend of mine stood 5 feet away and laughed at me. people reading this may have similar stories of betr
Guys who are taking the piss out of this vid will you gtfo and for the people who are upset or depressed or anything and can't talk to anyone you can message over YouTube and I can try and help you as much as I can ok? I know how you feel I know what your going through but it gets better I promise so just message me and I'll help you as much as I can
@g13andersonl The times I've tried to reach out to people on YuToob to help them I've run into pranksters (oh yeah, what a big laugh),or scammers (one just needed my debit card numbers so she could cash her check/buy baby food/pay rent, ect.)I'm still ready to help,so my kind friend g13andersonI,count me as another whom is as yourself, willing to bare my soul, willing to hold somebody's hand, understanding before and after,willing to fight for a strangers life.Know you have brothers at arms.
.......I get bullied and feel like everyone hates me...I have one person that cares a little about what I think she's my best friend but when i get upset about this stuff no one is there...
please, help me. i'm eleven years old and i just don't feel like i want to go on. people hate me and try to hurt me. i need help. please respond soon.
Thank you. Suicide-survivor, lost a son. He has hadsome, very popular, athletic, and happy. He'd decided when he was nine he didn't want to be a grownup. He meant it. We always thought he was kidding. He wasn't. two weeks before his 21st birthday a Remmington took the top of his head off. No life problems, never sad, always happy and loving. Twelve years later the pain is still here. Think about it? Talk about it. Stay.
Thankyouu soo much I have finally reached out and im getting help I was dignosed with bipoler but I'm on my pills to help Thankyouu once again I love u soo much -3 sorry my spelling is really bad
@cd1299 Like right now? Some games are cool. Trolling on the net may be a game, but in this instance paints you as an uncool wanker. You want monsters? Jack with enough people, you'll get em. you need to update your profile to something that looks 12 and 64lbs, you look more like 15 and 145.
Black belt huh?
What happened when you attempted suicide? Toilet back up? I hate that for you.
Nah, you ain't all bad. Just the parts that matter.
I have attempted suicide and I'm 12 but weigh 64 pounds. People think I'm gay because I hang out with him, because EVERYONE bullies me. I am a first degree black belt but I'm scared to hurt someone because I break 3 inch wood without trying... I play video games to be a little bit happy but no... Guess what. IM SCARED OF MONSTERS. Think that out
@JaredKiel After rain there always comes sunshine. Even if it looks dark for you now, someday you will be alright and feel that you have something worth fighting for.
@dadikiuz no i literaly won't..in the end it doesn't matter what i do i am dead..that's it..truth is, it won't get better.. just false illusions of happiness. how can anyone be happy in this fucked up world..i don't even know..
@JaredKiel maybe you need to move to another country and just start over your life. Yeah i know, this world is fucked up but it has alot of good things too
@JaredKiel then live on hope, one day you will be able to do whatever you want. Get plans that you can do when the time has come. My plans are to move from piece of shit Sweden to USA and that keeps me going.
@dadikiuz eh. i'm dead and i won't remember anything in the end so there is no point to doing anything it seams right now really, but why would you want to come here?
@JaredKiel try to find something you like then, i like to skate, play video games, watch movies, play guitar and drink beer, all those things makes it fun to live, i'm sure you can find some things too. Because darkness is depressing, Sweden has depressing weather 3/4 of the year, to be more specific i want to go to California because there are such nice weather there.
@JaredKiel if that's what you really like to do then do it, but i seriously believe that you like doing it. Try different sports, play video games, watch movies with Jim Carrey (he's awesome at making you smile) and stuff like that, there must be something that you find funny in this life.
I swear, I am crying. These words mean so much to me. Thank you so much...
JuliaTheSaviour 44 minutes ago
this vidd is so trigering like just the way she is talking
KNIFEREVIEWS1000 23 hours ago
What everything you love is gone? Then what shall you live for?
megant1021 1 day ago
personally i could go into a long point of view but i'll just say, there are a million good reasons to carry on living and not a single one to suicide, live life have fun
Anime2GW 2 days ago
I've been depressed forever, my sister attempted suicide && Failed. I wanted to commited suicide, but everytime i tried to do it, i either get distracted or interupted. my best friend goes through the same thing too, i can never get it through her head that she is worth it, i even give her advice,, but i never listen to my advice, I'm depressed everyday, i go to counseling but doesnt help, :/
AllGoober96 3 days ago
@AllGoober96 You have to want to get better. It's hard and doesn't happen over night, but it's possible if you keep an optimistic mind and make positive changes in your life. Do more of what makes you happy.
drenkeeg 2 days ago
you`re cute and kind
yynnoopp 3 days ago
Hey... nice bed... got room for one more :S?
RedgiePaxton 3 days ago
@RedgiePaxton thinking the same thing
yynnoopp 3 days ago
yeah..you say so cuz your pretty but would you be my girlfriend? of course no because i am ugly. welcome to the real world.
28ablericky 4 days ago
@28ablericky Or maybe because I've never interacted with you, I haven't built a friendship with you, and because I know absolutely nothing about you including your name? Oh and the fact that I have a boyfriend already. Looks don't matter as much as you think they do. A little confidence goes a long way, don't put yourself down like that. But besides that, I don't know what your comment had to do with this suicide video, but yeah ._.
drenkeeg 2 days ago
@drenkeeg aahhh you got me. i am studing psychology and that's the answer i was expecting. thank you for your cooperation. you are awsome and doing so well thank you...i did my homework
28ablericky 2 days ago
That is some powerful words
Love it
gaaralove0321 4 days ago
No offense, but Iv never had suicide thoughts, I just saw a pretty girl and said NOOOO! she didnt!
1ronFistsCinema 5 days ago
Its not often I cry over a YouTube video, but today you have made it happen. Last month my best friend killed himself, but I respect him for it, he could no longer live a happy life, he couldn't go on and he had the courage to do it. I'm not angry just disappointed I never said a proper goodbye.
BIGDEC10 5 days ago
@drenkeeg yeah I've thought about attempting suicide im telling you because you made me cry i tried attempting suicide by drinking clorox ,pinsol ,and tried hanging myself i just keep thinking what are you alive well i dont know why im alive. i have a boyfriend that i miss so much and im so far away from him i cant live another minute without him plz help
monstababii 5 days ago
@drenkeeg will you be my Internet friend please? I keep everything bottled up so I'm going to try to talk to you, the person who told me not to bottle things up.
Swimmingstar14 1 week ago
Thank you you have renewed my chance of living. I am grateful and God bless you
thecenter66onrs 1 week ago
this is a Hard topic because I've tried twice and both times i failed and I realized now through nearly dying 2 times life is so much more important then we realize and you are and extreamely inspiring person
hungryman238 1 week ago
Thank you for spreading this video, may the lord lead those who seek him. his love is everlasting
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And to the people who are putting Kurt down try having a personality disorder,depression and a serious heroin habit as well as all the problems celebrity brings before you put him down.Never Judge a man until you have walked a mile in his shoes & Haters only Hate.
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And to the people who are putting Kurt down try having a personality disorder,depression and a serious heroin habit as well as all the problems celebrity brings before you put him down.Never Judge a man until you have walked a mile in his shoes & Haters only Hate.
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And to the people who are putting Kurt down try having a personality disorder,depression and a serious heroin habit as well as all the problems celebrity brings before you put him down.Never Judge a man until you have walked a mile in his shoes & Haters only Hate.
HarveyPriceFTW 1 week ago
And to the people who are putting Kurt down try having a personality disorder,depression and a serious heroin habit as well as all the problems celebrity brings before you put him down.Never Judge a man until you have walked a mile in his shoes & Haters only Hate.
HarveyPriceFTW 1 week ago
Please anyone who feels Suicidal seek help. Surely you should try help before you try suicide. I have nursed many suicidal people & you must take into account you may fail & make your life alot worse. I knew one patient who threw themselves from a high building & ended up with the same problems but in a wheelchair. Added to that whilst you are alive you always have the choice to die...but when you are dead you will never have the choice to be alive again.
HarveyPriceFTW 1 week ago
Your video touches me... I see how hard this is for you to talk about
LindsayFamilyGuy 1 week ago
-3 you've brought me to tears.. The fact of who would find me is one of the reasons I am still breathing. Along with SixBillionSecrets(which you mention in another video), my friend, and other things... I'm better than before.. You've given me some hope here. -3 I seriously love your videos-3
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a like your youtube u got email privatejenandash@gmail.com plz get in touch x
PeytonMadison1993 1 week ago
One thing I can say, what I learned from wanting to die is that I have something I can hold on to, whet really keeps me from commiting suicide. That's knowing that my parents and grand parents will be so broken that they will blame them self everyday that they didn't do enough for me. It keeps me from going over the edge, anyone who's on the edge should think about their guardian in that place or their friend. Even though I still want to die sometimes, it keeps me from doing it.
Yennsing 1 week ago
i love this video i know i think about killing but watching this and thinking about it i really dont what to put my friends and family though that but still i think i might need more people to help me and get this thought out of my head i am like crying right now i need your help
gaaralove0321 2 weeks ago
@drenkeeg Nirvana = greatest band alive. How could someone not know this?
AGrimmDemise 2 weeks ago
@AGrimmDemise most of their songs have gay lyrics..
rxt472634 2 weeks ago
@rxt472634 If you mean happy, definitely not. If you mean homosexual, also definitely not. If you're a fucking moron and are using "gay" as in a form of insult toward the music not meaning homosexual, that's you're oinion. But to be honest, their lyrics were given awards for being as good as they are and just because you're too stupid to understand their lyrics, you should be deeply ashamed and also shut the fuck up about them if you don't like them..
AGrimmDemise 2 weeks ago
My 2 best friends attempted suicide 4 months ago and failed. I saved them ... I was the only one who knew where they were hiding,and I was at school when one of my close friend told me that they were planning on doing this and she knew I could do someting.They were in the hoods and I found them with the educators.They called th police and the hospital...they are WAY bettter now but I will NEVER forgive the feeling I had when I was running in to save them....Just thinking about it ..
true story.
XxKemeeWolfxX 2 weeks ago
thankyou for ur video. It really got to me and made me feel emotional. You have given me faith that their are still decent human beings out there who care for other people. God bless you and I hope ur message will save a life! x
kinchou23 3 weeks ago
Thanks.
superlilivanilli 3 weeks ago
This kid in my school committed suicide (he succeeded) My school said if anyone started posting his name they may get expelled.
akaash431 3 weeks ago
youre so pretty
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bankss4 3 weeks ago
ThankYouu <3
Xxkitkat2012xX 3 weeks ago
People die. Attempting to die is BS... Either it is or it ain't. I hope everyone can feel OK.
ih8ustupid1 3 weeks ago 3
@drenkeeg Nirvana was a band with lead singer Kurt Cobain. Very Famous Musician in the early 90's. He killed himself in 1994.
jerwar68 3 weeks ago
@jerwar68 murdered
AGrimmDemise 2 weeks ago
@AGrimmDemise Who do you think did that then? Courtney Love?
jerwar68 2 weeks ago
.... but anyway, that's some hard details to explain to someone who hasn't felt these overwhelming feelings. It's great that you are such a young person with such a positive mind. I would suggest that you volunteer to any suicide prevention center in your area. It seems like it'd be a great experience for you and that you could make a real difference in peoples' lives. :) Stay positive.
duckydeeznutz 3 weeks ago
@duckydeeznutz Don't do suicide man, you've got stuff to do & places to go. There's stuff you still got to do in this world. Go travelling to new places, that's what I like to do & helps keeps me going.
ThePacmanClassic 3 weeks ago
Hello, Drenkeeg. I just wanted to say that I admire you for taking the time to make this video. Most people only well-wish in their mind or do not understand the condition that suicide is, but you are making the jump to bridge that gap and it is very commendable. I also wanted to note that I am a 24 yr old diagnosed with massive/major depression disorder, among other mental illness, and suicide can't always be approached logically. It's something that can really take over your life quickly...
duckydeeznutz 3 weeks ago
@drenkeeg the best band in the world..... jeez
iLiveForNirvana1992 3 weeks ago
nirvana vids had links to this
iLiveForNirvana1992 3 weeks ago 11
@iLiveForNirvana1992 probably because kurt killed himself rofl
rxt472634 2 weeks ago
@rxt472634 Dumbass, he was murdered by his wife, Courtney Love. Don't say shit based on what you hear from others unless you know it's true.
AGrimmDemise 2 weeks ago
@AGrimmDemise Hey fuck you, faggot. You don't know that that's true, and I couldn't give a fuck about some whiny faggot that cashed in on a genre and turned it to shit in the process. A glorified emo is what Kurt was. What are you, 13?
rxt472634 2 weeks ago
@rxt472634 Dumbass, I'm 16. And he wasn't fucking emo. Kurt was a beautiful, talented, and amazing musician and person. Fuck off.
AGrimmDemise 2 weeks ago
@AGrimmDemise Kurt did to grunge what Skrillex did to dubstep. Rofl.
rxt472634 2 weeks ago
@rxt472634 Alot of ppl in every corner of the music industry have said that if Cobain didn't create Grunge he definately exploded it. In interviews and specials etc. executives and producers compared his impact to J.Lennon, I have 1or2 CD's it was a decent band. I'm older than u guys I remember the day he died & not long after that ppl started thinking she did it, her own father says it. A strong point is he had too much dope in him to even pick up a gun. IDK, it is what it is now.
NOBSstandup 1 week ago
@NOBSstandup That's crazy, man. I never heard that.
rxt472634 1 week ago
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What happens when your thoughts cant change? No matter who you talk to. No matter what you do. I could go on and on but its not something you willingly talk about with people, talking about it can make it worse do to the fact your talking about it and thinking of it. Has it occurred to anyone that if a person wants to commit suicide its because they dont want to be here, and you keeping them here is like torturing them. Sadly. But that's how it is.
WickedLadyLette23 3 weeks ago
What happens when your thoughts cant change? No matter who you talk to. No matter what you do. I could go on and on but its not something you willingly talk about with people, talking about it can make it worse do to the fact your talking about it and thinking of it. Has it occurred to anyone that if a person wants to commit suicide its because they dont want to be here, and you keeping them here is like torturing them. Sadly. But that's how it is.
WickedLadyLette23 3 weeks ago
You have no idea
matrixrules222 3 weeks ago
We need more people like u in the world
jamesseelinger 3 weeks ago
.. i watchin this cause i need to get over my sucide thoughts..
jasonmason0 4 weeks ago
This video is so sad :( , Well done though it would really open peoples eyes :)
Tiegzxx 4 weeks ago
You really made me cry at the 4-5 minute mark,(in a good way)this is very inspiring.
luisbcful 4 weeks ago
You gave me hope. Thank you,no one never stood up to me ever at school, some of my friends didn't even want me to talk to them anymore, I started to fail in my classes and I thought of killing people or killing myself, thank for giving me hope again
debbie3112000 4 weeks ago
Omg u made me cry I can't believe someone in this wonderful world will do something like that
amy12345621 4 weeks ago
I just stumbled across this video on Youtube. But I couldn't stop watching. Want to say a really big thank-you for putting this up, it's people like you who help others and are there for other people that make life worth living. Thank-you :) x
JackHelmOfficial 1 month ago
@crazymiles well at least shes trying to make a difference unlike you you dont know what your talking about cause it really does help people to know that there is prople out there that does care unlike yourself. so why dont you take your own advice, not everyone has a happy go lucky life like you. ive been dealing with depression since i was 9 and im bout to be 31 now, and yes i do know what im talking about cause i was one of those people who has thought of suicide many times
lostwolf29 1 month ago
I have taken more then 7 Internet tests on depression and the all say I have maderate-severe depression
ReallyRandom82 1 month ago
wel in some weird test project it shows teenagers who sleep after 12 pm have more thoughts of killing themselfs thant teens going to bed at 10
Dutchsnakegaming 1 month ago
you are a very sweet, compassionate, empathetic girl...you are going to help so many people in your life...PeAcE&LoVe to you sweetie....
tinakaye43 1 month ago
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Contrary to a popular believe, people don't want to be depressed. Nor do they want to be rejected all through their life. But when life gets unbearable, and every minute starts to seem like ages, it seems like, why do I need to bear this any more when I have a much easier escape? And then something happens. And then your family and your friends come to know about it. If you tell them you have suicidal tendencies, I don't think it is going to help. You will be pitied and condescended upon.
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rahulgaurav08 1 month ago
Contrary to a popular believe, people don't want to be depressed. Nor do they want to be rejected all through their life. But when life gets unbearable, and every minute starts to seem like ages, it seems like, why do I need to bear this any more when I have a much easier escape? And then something happens. And then your family and your friends come to know about it. If you tell them you have suicidal tendencies, I don't think it is going to help. You will be pitied and condescended upon.
rahulgaurav08 1 month ago
What if a persons parents are the problem to begin with? How is that individual supposed to have anyone to support them?
LordMalice6d9 1 month ago
Personally I don't think you'll ever understand it unless you try it. This was very inspiring and whatever, but sometimes people want to die for reasons they don't even understand.
Like me. I have friends, a supportive family, and I go to a good school. But I'm so sick of living.
I'm only 13 and I want to die.
TheLadyRedx 1 month ago
@TheLadyRedx A lot of teenagers want to die and have suicidal thoughts. I think everyone does at some point throughout their life, especially during your teenage years. Living is worth it though, for every reason you have for dying there's 10 more for living. As you get older and have a healthier mind, you'll finally realize that your life is precious and that you're very lucky to be alive in this world.
drenkeeg 1 month ago 4
@TheLadyRedx
why do you want to die stay strong
CWardrope19 1 month ago
@TheLadyRedx Hey.. I just wanted you to know that you're not alone.. I've been in the EXACT same position you're in right now. Struggled with the dark thoughts and negativity..I sometimes, just waiting for the bus or tram, get sudden thoughts of jumping in front of it.. but I don't, and haven't yet for so many years. I still get these thoughts, but you know what..? Life is SO worth living when you got loving friends and family!! I used to think I wouldn't live after 15.. I'm 21 now.
alex2410 1 month ago
@TheLadyRedx I've had suicidal thoughts for 10 years now..they come and go, but just hang in there. THINGS GET BETTER =) Always! and God loves you. Remember that.
you can pm me here, if you want to talk further more. - Alex.
alex2410 1 month ago
@TheLadyRedx As complicated and unknown your reasons are for dying at the moment,if you give yourself a chance and allow yourself to reflect you will likely find why you are unhappy and what you would be better off doing to change those thoughts,of course this wont work overnite for most,so you will need to be patient with yourself so you can better understand YOU.Life is tough so dont make it any tougher beatingup on yourself.
VoiceInBlackness 1 month ago
@TheLadyRedx I'm not a doctor, but that sounds like a hormonal imbalance....Make an appointment with your doctor and tell them how you feel. They might prescribe you something to help with your mood and refer you to a counselor to talk about your feelings. That's what I did.
CydneyCulligan 1 month ago
@TheLadyRedx omg i had tehse fellings when i was 13 too but they get better when u get 16 but not to be mean they stay sadly but the good thing it keeps you down to earth seriously
Dutchsnakegaming 1 month ago
@TheLadyRedx LadyRedx, if I could only do something - ANYTHING - to convince you that no matter what you are thinking or feeling right now - things ARE going to change. Please, please, PLEASE take the word of someone who was there and chose NOT to do it - and now, years later, I am glad I didn't go through with it - because life changes SO much, it's impossible to describe, you can't imagine how much your life WILL change... please don't do it.
jjobie 4 weeks ago
@TheLadyRedx please don't kill yourself! I know I don't know you,but other people love you and will miss you
kinadog123 4 weeks ago
@TheLadyRedx (((hugs)))
kinchou23 3 weeks ago
I understand. My sister also has friends, good parents, good school, but I read your journal and write things suicidal self-injure and have eating disorders, but she is trying his best not to have a sad ending as suicide, no one is wrong because if a minimum there must be reason, I asked help, talk to your parents. Do not value your life? are too small may be that. if you die now, I'll be forever, for better not try to find life? if others can because you do not?
sabracadabra27 1 week ago
ive never thought of suicide but dang ur fine
ZEPPLIN20 1 month ago
You just stopped me from killing myself. Thankyou.
missashleexo 1 month ago
i dont normally get emotional, but this video moved me, thanks so much @drenkeeg xxx
rydhwan 1 month ago
You're a great a person, your love really does show and I love your line ,"Life is beautiful and good things happen..." This is true, life is good <--- a quote from a teacher. Life is good! It does breake my heart too because everyone is special! ^^ You are loved! ^^
sasukevsorochimaru 1 month ago
You're so inspirational, this is an incredible video and it made me cry! I think you're amazing, keep your head up :) xx
NewRomanticWay13 1 month ago
You're a wonderful person! I hope you'll have a wonderful life :D
FiresplitterX 1 month ago
Truer Words Have Never Been Spoken and this actually made start thinking bout all the times i have thought of it and i have total respect for you keep being the amazing person you are <3
andt1994 1 month ago
wow respect really.
qwcful1 1 month ago
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Aiming a gun on my fuckin head gives me an awesome feeling like smoking weed !, yes i tried to suicide but i failed coz im a fuckin coward
ANGEL99638 1 month ago
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ANGEL99638 1 month ago
Amazing video and really helpful but i was picking my nose when you held up the sign that said " you are beautiful" XD
Henry12340987 1 month ago
thanks drenkeeg!
61kingsize 1 month ago
you are a very beautiful girl, thanks for making this video. im sure it helped alot of people.
ARTISTofPORTRAIT 1 month ago
your voice would be awesome for a futuristic documentary
TheTechController 1 month ago
@TheTechController sorry I should have considered a bit more the context of discussion on this video... but yeah, good, good and more good.
as the pretty lady in the video says.. keep the minds positive kids! physical exercise really helps also.
TheTechController 1 month ago
my take on suicide to all you that donot understand y....... as thay say..life`s like a box of chocolate`s..you never no what your going to get.....some of us get no chocolate`s..some have chocolate`s and have them tuck away.and some have all the chocolat`s. if you dont understand suicide you must of had all the chocolats`s...(hopefully not) but one day you mite understand if your chocolate`s get tuck away....sorry for the spelling!!and p.s to the rest one day someone mite give you chocolate`s
TheTilemaster123999 1 month ago
Why do some people kill them self. Its better to cry for 80 years them kill youre self end spend for ever in hurt
HardcoreNature 1 month ago
true
triplexconsoles 1 month ago
Your right... but some suiciders want to get even. And murdering themselves is the best way to get even. It's a selfish act. The rest of us, the survivors: parents, family and friends, live with the murder the rest our their lives. Police and paramedics that have to clean you up. Selfishness. more like GREED. There is always a way out.... try it.
ironx00 1 month ago
@ironx00 ........ Us survivors... are not .. Resting in peace.
ironx00 1 month ago
Give up so soon.
Noonxy20k 1 month ago
A lot of these comments are coming from a lot of younger viewers(y'know, ages 11-14). I have to tell you guys, as a person who has wanted to commit suicide... It's not worth it. I always thought(and sometimes still think) That no matter how hospitable I am, I could never find love... But I learned to tell myself that there are plenty of things out there still worth holding on to and to throw that all away when you're not even in highschool. Honestly, you have a lot to experience still... Don't
Noonxy20k 1 month ago
JewishJewFace's comment demonstrates how some people truely are cold-blooded. I have made no friends while living in Pensacola, Florida and had fleeting thoughts of suicide about 90% of the time. I even got to the point on searching the Internet for painless ways to die and then posted it on facebook. I ended up having to spend 24 hours in a closed unit psych ward and two more days in an open unit psych ward. All this because I feel people dislike me for beiing socialy inept.
RB902050 1 month ago
Your video is amazing! I never watch a serious video. I know some people which commit suicide and yeah i had suicide thoughts but you make me some much clear!
palousaproduction 1 month ago
1 open a new tab
2 search on youtube : sad violin
3 play both videos at the same time
EQUALS maybe youll cry
Quentin1o2 1 month ago
There are people with way worse situations than you o so u have no friends well there are kids in africa who's friends are all dead, you dont have a girlfriend? There are people in the middle east who's girdriends have been stoned for trying to run away to b with them....every day people suffer through unimaginable hardship...no food, little water, sickness, aids(not funny), homeless, and this list goes on....i used to think my life didnt have a purpose...but i gave it one and i also have an a
Explosive221 1 month ago
@Gothic1Lolita Don't \
it's will get better
Abercrombieand1Bitch 1 month ago
Can you tell me a way to privately contact you since I don't have a tumblr?
LittleMissBossyCrew 1 month ago
@LittleMissBossyCrew You can always message me on Youtube <3 c:
drenkeeg 1 month ago
We've all done it.
mattxthexkiller 1 month ago
OMG! So sad that her friend was tyring to kill her self!
Frenchiey1 1 month ago
She is hot, and smart, sounds like a winner to me.... O ya suicide that is bad, don't do it bc you die!!!
LightsOutZzzz 1 month ago
@Gothic1Lolita re intelligent even, your misunderstood. You have your whole life ahead of you, a blank canvas that can be as beautiful as you want it to be! Contact me on youtube if you ever want to talk. Im not a robot, or even a psycologist, just a fellow teenager who wants to help : )
aceofclubskid 1 month ago
@Gothic1Lolita hello. Im not going to say that I know exactly how you feel but i can definetly say i have an idea. I go o an all guys school where ive managed about two good friends. I would wake up some days and wish i could just run away. As a matter a fact, i have a few times. I m really not that social and i felt like i was in a place that wasnt made for me. Ive bren through some tough times, but i promise you it gets better. Your perfect the way you are, your different from other people,mo
aceofclubskid 1 month ago
I'm not tryna be an asshole and I understand what your saying but once you slip into the realm of depression nothing matters, as if nothing exists to you, just you and your conscious of life or death.
RaWbxXxSwAGGa 1 month ago
whats up with these people trying to understand suicide, until you actually feel what it feels like then shut up, oh GET HELP! DONT KEEP IT BOTTLED UP!, shut the fuck up. the feeling of wanting to really kill yourself drowns out everything that matters in life, you dont care about your family, your friends, or anything cuz your mind is so far down that shithole that all you can think about is why am I alive right now, whats the point, I don't want help, I don't want to talk about it, god damn
RaWbxXxSwAGGa 1 month ago
[CONT] justified by taking their own life. If I'm going to just stay homeless for the rest of my life have no job no loved ones nothign to look foward to then there is no reason to live.
Thebuttsinferno 1 month ago
[CONT] I have no family no child no loved ones no friends I'm homless with stomach cancer with no money or any kind of way of treating it and i lost the two people I loved more then anyone my girl and the baby she held inside her. I'm not saying i'm going to commit suicide becasue I believe I deserve to suffer after all the shit that went down. But you can't tell me that someone like me that has nothig to look foward to in life anymore and knows they are probably going to die woudlnt' be
Thebuttsinferno 1 month ago
fall out, lossing teeth, shit odre and no muscles. Mind you I don't do any drugs or drink or anything so all the negative stuff isnt' coming from any of that. I got rid of all my friends for good reason that I don't really feel like getting into, I lost other friends becasue after the abortion I changed and couldn't recover and lost every person in my family because I choose to try and commit suicide a few times and they said i was to much of a danger to be around because of the abortion
Thebuttsinferno 1 month ago
[CONT] stomach cancer. And I became homeless and have been homeless since two weeks after our break up because I could get up to get a job or return to the job I was doing. Now i sale half of my EBT every month which for all you people that's had it easy in life is basically a food stamp card just so i can pay for a phone and have some entertainment by looking at youtube all day. Ever since i've been homeless i've been shot at, mugged, went from being a fit personal trainer to having my hair
Thebuttsinferno 1 month ago
[CONT] got her pregnant and she couldn't keep it although she wanted it. And I resented her for killing a human being that had every right to live, never done anythign wrong or hurt anyone. Her and I broke up May 23 of this year because we stopped being able to get along because of what happened. She would be graduating at the end of this winter and now she dropped out and became a junkie becasue of the regret she holds about the whole situation. Right after we broke up i found out I have
Thebuttsinferno 1 month ago
[CONT] have. She said if she had the baby it would destroy our relationship becasue we wouldn't have been able to see each other and be a family for at least a year if not more. She had the abortion. I gave up my dream job as a personal trainer which I was doing fairly well at money wise because i couldn't go to work anymore. i couldn't get out of bed for months because almost every day i would cry till i fell asleep again. After that my relationship fell apart because she resented me because i
Thebuttsinferno 1 month ago
You're an inspiration, i've watched a few of your videos but this is by far my favourite <3
AurorasVlogs 1 month ago
October of last year my girlfriend got an abortion becasue she was in college and she felt that it wasn't the right time for our relationship to have a child and her parents threatened to stop paying for her college if she had the kid and I did everythign I could to keep her from aborting it. Something changed in me when i saw that child inside her, I wanted to be a better person and succeed and do everythign in my power to be the best father and partner i could for the family I was going to
Thebuttsinferno 1 month ago
I love this girl.
cacccaacacccaa 1 month ago
Wow.
Qinglong35 1 month ago
I understand how your friend and you feel... because I recently experienced a friend of my best friends death... She shot herself in the head, and none of us that know are over it yet, and it have been almost 5months... And everynight I picture her smile, and her upbeat personality, and I miss it... If I could bring her back, I think that I would ask her if she is okay... Anyways.... Your video touched me.... thank you for it
alvingirly66 1 month ago
hi, i am the victim of a real life horror story. and so are so so many children across the world. the horror im talking about is feeling as if no body is there to stick up for you when you want to just honestly cry. recently, a person i knew pushed me out of a doorway and my back god slammed into a corner of a large stone. i laid on the ice and snow in pain while someone i thought was a good friend of mine stood 5 feet away and laughed at me. people reading this may have similar stories of betr
ZylinOne 1 month ago
People won't tell you before they do it and you won't know. If they want to leave this world that bad. Why would they allow someone to stop them?
rayjustin12 1 month ago
R.I.P Jess Noble :'( 2 years she passed and i only recently got told she committed suicide xx <3
reflectoessis3 1 month ago
Guys who are taking the piss out of this vid will you gtfo and for the people who are upset or depressed or anything and can't talk to anyone you can message over YouTube and I can try and help you as much as I can ok? I know how you feel I know what your going through but it gets better I promise so just message me and I'll help you as much as I can
g13andersonl 1 month ago
@g13andersonl The times I've tried to reach out to people on YuToob to help them I've run into pranksters (oh yeah, what a big laugh),or scammers (one just needed my debit card numbers so she could cash her check/buy baby food/pay rent, ect.)I'm still ready to help,so my kind friend g13andersonI,count me as another whom is as yourself, willing to bare my soul, willing to hold somebody's hand, understanding before and after,willing to fight for a strangers life.Know you have brothers at arms.
fatwang 1 month ago
ill risk my life to save you and if i survive will you f me? wait but if i die do you consider that as suiside??
eatableshit 1 month ago
wow your hot oohh wait what were you talking about dont worry ill be there for you bb im 13 but age doesnt matter im boned to the max ;)
eatableshit 1 month ago
Can You Message Me..?/;
xMeghanmakeupx 1 month ago
i used to have suicidal tendencies until one day i took an arrow to the kneeeeeeeeeeeeeee
joumaali 1 month ago
.......I get bullied and feel like everyone hates me...I have one person that cares a little about what I think she's my best friend but when i get upset about this stuff no one is there...
imtheawesomeness1 1 month ago
please, help me. i'm eleven years old and i just don't feel like i want to go on. people hate me and try to hurt me. i need help. please respond soon.
omnitrix2009 1 month ago
Thank you. Suicide-survivor, lost a son. He has hadsome, very popular, athletic, and happy. He'd decided when he was nine he didn't want to be a grownup. He meant it. We always thought he was kidding. He wasn't. two weeks before his 21st birthday a Remmington took the top of his head off. No life problems, never sad, always happy and loving. Twelve years later the pain is still here. Think about it? Talk about it. Stay.
Love: returned unbroken.
Fat Wang
fatwang 1 month ago
Thankyouu soo much I have finally reached out and im getting help I was dignosed with bipoler but I'm on my pills to help Thankyouu once again I love u soo much -3 sorry my spelling is really bad
1997ilovepringles 1 month ago
you feel alone no matter what happens it all still hurts
cchap91 1 month ago
But I play games to escape this world to be happy
cd1299 1 month ago
@cd1299 Like right now? Some games are cool. Trolling on the net may be a game, but in this instance paints you as an uncool wanker. You want monsters? Jack with enough people, you'll get em. you need to update your profile to something that looks 12 and 64lbs, you look more like 15 and 145.
Black belt huh?
What happened when you attempted suicide? Toilet back up? I hate that for you.
Nah, you ain't all bad. Just the parts that matter.
Why not just karate chop your head off?
Have Fun!
fatwang 1 month ago
My parents have called me crazy. They bully me because I play games
cd1299 1 month ago
I have attempted suicide and I'm 12 but weigh 64 pounds. People think I'm gay because I hang out with him, because EVERYONE bullies me. I am a first degree black belt but I'm scared to hurt someone because I break 3 inch wood without trying... I play video games to be a little bit happy but no... Guess what. IM SCARED OF MONSTERS. Think that out
cd1299 1 month ago
I would've pulled suicide... Until I took an arrow to the knee
AdmiralDugalleofUED 1 month ago 2
it takes courage to commit suicide, it takes strength to keep standing back up.. i don't see an honest point in life anymore..no point to go on...
JaredKiel 1 month ago
@JaredKiel You're just depressed and need to get help my dear. Reach out to someone.
drenkeeg 1 month ago
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JaredKiel 1 month ago
@drenkeeg i have, kinda
JaredKiel 1 month ago
@drenkeeg I think they were just reaching out to you.
jesus0is0gay 1 month ago
@JaredKiel After rain there always comes sunshine. Even if it looks dark for you now, someday you will be alright and feel that you have something worth fighting for.
dadikiuz 1 month ago
@dadikiuz no i literaly won't..in the end it doesn't matter what i do i am dead..that's it..truth is, it won't get better.. just false illusions of happiness. how can anyone be happy in this fucked up world..i don't even know..
JaredKiel 1 month ago
@JaredKiel maybe you need to move to another country and just start over your life. Yeah i know, this world is fucked up but it has alot of good things too
dadikiuz 1 month ago
@dadikiuz I am 16...i won't be going that far...the farthest i could go is 6 feet under..
JaredKiel 1 month ago
@JaredKiel then live on hope, one day you will be able to do whatever you want. Get plans that you can do when the time has come. My plans are to move from piece of shit Sweden to USA and that keeps me going.
dadikiuz 1 month ago
@dadikiuz eh. i'm dead and i won't remember anything in the end so there is no point to doing anything it seams right now really, but why would you want to come here?
JaredKiel 1 month ago
@JaredKiel try to find something you like then, i like to skate, play video games, watch movies, play guitar and drink beer, all those things makes it fun to live, i'm sure you can find some things too. Because darkness is depressing, Sweden has depressing weather 3/4 of the year, to be more specific i want to go to California because there are such nice weather there.
dadikiuz 1 month ago
@dadikiuz ah ok, that's cool. but i have one thing..that's playing with my knives..
JaredKiel 1 month ago
@JaredKiel if that's what you really like to do then do it, but i seriously believe that you like doing it. Try different sports, play video games, watch movies with Jim Carrey (he's awesome at making you smile) and stuff like that, there must be something that you find funny in this life.
dadikiuz 1 month ago