BPD 72: Low Self Appreciation of Good Qualities

[composer63]

@IvanNells okay. :)

[composer63]

@IvanNells what fat bitch?

[IvanNells]

@composer63 LOL that first one I told you about that I hated. The one that is not so easy on the eye.

[composer63]

@IvanNells Okay. : )

[composer63]

@ilovetoshi7 k ;)

[composer63]

@ilovetoshi7 whatever you want it to be. but do not think I'm gonna do anything like that.

[RZEEJOKERRS1000]

yeah, makes great sense..... actually it does. that thing you described about being grumpy because someone disagree's reminds me of a word

[composer63]

@RZEEJOKERRS1000 whats the word?

[RZEEJOKERRS1000]

@composer63 butthurt

[composer63]

@RZEEJOKERRS1000 and why's that?

[RZEEJOKERRS1000]

@composer63 because thats it's definition, that basically sums it all up

[composer63]

@RZEEJOKERRS1000 idk about that. tell me in more detail?

[RZEEJOKERRS1000]

@composer63 ok then, lets say for example a fan boy of a famous runner. He see's his favorite/idol runner get beat in a race. The he becomes butthurt (meaning he does'nt like it or finds it hard to accept it and the reality OF it). Another example would be lets say a christian or any strong god believer, then it some how gets proven by science that a god could and does in no way exist. Then that god believer would be butthurt

[composer63]

@RZEEJOKERRS1000 umb, well I don't think thats the right word. read atrasblog's comment at the bottom there.

[RZEEJOKERRS1000]

@composer63 i did, his comment has nothing to do with the definition of butthurt. His comment is just video related thats all.

[composer63]

@RZEEJOKERRS1000 i'm just saying hwe describes it better then butthurt.

[RZEEJOKERRS1000]

@composer63 yeah, but he's describing BPD or something else about your video. What i was talking about was something you described in your video not about it

[composer63]

@RZEEJOKERRS1000 what did I describe in my video?

[RZEEJOKERRS1000]

@composer63 the definition of butthurt.

[composer63]

@RZEEJOKERRS1000 nvrmd. I don't even watch my own vids.

[RZEEJOKERRS1000]

@composer63 LOL !!

[AtarasBlog]

actually to me it makes great and perfect sense. i guess i am afraid of actually being good at something. ha ha i always am like i am shit. it makes me feel better when i know i am doing a shitty job at something then a good job. i hate telling my therapist about good things about me. they just don't seem right to me, or fake.

[composer63]

@AtarasBlog nailed it : )