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  • Some people just want to look troubled, or like they have problems or something... I don't know. I suppose they think it will make them seem deep or strong or mysterious.

    But bragging about scars is ridiculous and sad

    Great video. Thanks

  • Just gotta say, I loved that squeak you made after you said yellow puss. I don't know why.

    Anyway, I agree with you about how the scars and wounds are uncool but becoming a fad. I self harmed for years when I was younger due to a number of reasons (particularly, masochism. Not too proud of it). Rather young girls at my school are cutting because their boyfriends and friends are and because they heard that I had the nickname "Stripes" because of my scars. They think they're fitting in. Eugh.

  • Guys, she's being sarcastic. Clearly self-injury isn't a good way of coping, nevertheless, some people have turned to it in order to deal. In fact she's trying to point out that it ISNT a good way, and that comparing scars, too is a strange and not cool thing. Another point being you can be COOL (or whatever) without doing hurtful things to your body, and in fact that you should find another way.

  • I have not cut in about 10 months now but i dont think i can take it anymore i have a burning feeling that i dont matter and that if i feel pain its better then feeling noting. I need help.

  • @FallenAngelsUnited

    Do you have a counselor you can turn to?

    You are free to send me a PM and vent whenever you need.

  • @idranktheseawater No i dont have a counselor i can turn to and i wish i did but i cant really talk about my si to my family.

  • I dont see where you say its a good thing or cool to cut. All I see is you talking about things in your life, and how you deal with them. If someone cuts because they know you do , its on them. You can't control what stupid people do. Sorry stupid or mental or whatever their issue are. Also with some peoples comments , some people are just mean and are a -holes. If they haven't been there , they can't understand why someone cuts themselves . A lot of us wish only the best to you.

  • lol yeah why is this a trend its more like a fricken compulsion once you start

  • attention is about being the best a lot of the time, so a

    unplanned competition created by a spiral-focused mind who may be stuck on u, with no other interests or sees u as the answer to her world... but her mind

    was ill... or uneducated...herbs are the great... like

    st johns wort tea... I have seen it work wonders

  • do people have to injur themself to be like you. i punish myself for what others do. i hate it. i am going to punish others for how they inconvenience my style, my life and the pain i am in. today on my way home i threw all my pennies at people walking down the street, people sitting eating coffee, whats next for me, self cutting another person.

    sorry to have caused you confusion with a previous post. i talk like that sometimes, it means your not telling everyone the whole story. i do it too

  • love ur vid

  • your not telling us everything are you. your honesty is preventing what you want us to think about what your not saying. this is a tactic that you not conciously use but i am in understanding of how it comes about in many ways. i can see through you. what it is that you wish to tell is less than that of what your doctor needs to know. i for one realized after the fact that what i told people around me if they were to collacorate together than they could put together the whole story of me.

  • @tboy221

    I'm really trying to understand what you wrote. Your wording is kinda mixed and unclear. Can you word this differently? Thanks.

  • @idranktheseawater tboy means that your hiding somthing or your lieing i agree

  • @AwesomItalen48

    interesting

    I just watched the vid to see what you are referring to. I guess it's possible I was hiding something, but looking back I cant think of anything, so I dont know.

    I will say though that I really dont like this video. I've changed a lot since then and I find this vid irritating. Maybe I'll take it down. It's not useful in any way.

  • It sounds like you are bragging. People say "your videos are amazing". Wtf do you think people are going to think or do? You have just made it worse with this one, and IMO, you SHOULD feel guilty. You need to stop making it seem "cool" because it is far from that! Nobody is ever going to want to be with someone that makes a mess of themselves this way... this is what you need to tell people, not be glorifying it by telling people how to wear wigs and make "arm scarves" or whatnot.

  • @carpenoctem81

    Im not sure I understand what u r hostile about.

    I dont think SI is a good thing. Those who imitated my behavior never heard me speak positively about SI. Only one of them heard me speak about it & that was when I was saying how awful it was.

    I dont just tell people how to wear arm warmers. I mostly give advice on how 2 keep from hurting themselves & give them someone 2 relate 2. This helped a lot of people. I dont C a problem with that.

    I think u missed the point of my vids.

  • @carpenoctem81

    (part 2)

    Also, I apologize if it seemed that I was glorifying SI. That was not my intention.

  • @carpenoctem81 fuck off and get a life what was the point in watching it if you were only going to hate

  • Hey,

    I think all of your videos are absolutely amazing!

    I mean you talk about all this so honest! You are saying all these things I wanted to say people since I was very young but never had the courage to. Or maybe I didn't find the right words.

    Doesn't matter because you do!

    I showed your videos to some people and they began to understand my problem.

    I hurt myself since I was 6 or 7. And I am a cutter since I was 14.

    Just wanted to say thank you :) Great videos!

    (Excuse my english, I'm german)

  • @chickensista

    What a wonderful thing for you to say. ;)

    I'm sorry for whatever drove you to hurt yourself, but I'm glad you have a better understanding from your friends.

    Thank you and I wish you well.

  • Haha. This was freaking great. I NEVER thought you thought SI was a GOOD thing. And that girl who talked about her scars is awkward. I don't even talk to people about mine. I just wish that people would learn that NOTHING about this is cool or glamerous or fun. It's just so hard and it's an addiction. I don't know when people will learn.

  • u shouldnt cut cus its cool or awesome.. us cutters have reasons why we do it

  • It seems to be that way. As soon as someone finds out about your SI, someone else almost always pulls the same thing... I hid my cuts, I hid my scars from everyone. I still hide the ones on my legs and stomach. I never wanted attention, but it came, unwanted, and led others to follow. Fucking stupid what people will do.

  • I don't get why someone should be so proud about self injury O.O

    I love this video :D !

  • why the fuck would she act like that? its nuthing to be proud of.i self harm and i dont brag about it. that is retarded.

  • so weird people think when someone's scars are less worse..that your selfharm doesn't mean that much or something...

    I have scars on both arms, not deep or something..but still selfharm is and stays selfharm no matter how bad of how deep you go. anyone who does it needs to get help

    and it's still something you can fight, anorexia is a thing you can fight..it won't be easy but it's worth so much..

    loved this vid!

    take care <3

    xx

  • so after i was cutting for a while, my best friend saw them and i tried to lie, but she knew they were accedents. so i explained to her why because she asked.then, a few days later i saw cuts on her arm, which she didnt even trying to hide!and then a whole bunch of people saw and said oh my gosh i feel so bad for you! and when they asked her why, she used my words to explain to them how it felt. so she goes around acting like they are awards...if thats not messed up, i dont know what is.

  • I think people think it's cool because they hate themselves and feel they need to improve. Fuck, I started cutting because I thought that I wasn't worthy of attention unless I hurt myself. I didn't outright tell people, because I still felt weak. Turns out I had to make them deeper to make me worthy of love in my mind; they were never good enough.

    It's not your fault, by the way. If a persun hates themselves that much, they are going to find something distructive to do to themselves.

  • faster you stop self harming beter your recovery will be trust me

  • I don't blame you. She was the retard for committing to it, and experiment with a dangerous act. Feel bad for her, but don't show to much pity. You didn't influence her in anyway, so let her deal with her idiocy.

    Hopefully she got the help she needed.

  • no one should be proud of their scars...well thats just my opinion...i know i'm not proud of mine.

    that little scenario does sound very confusing... what was that person trying to get across...

  • I know I take pride in my scars, but I'm aware of how dangerous and horrible that is, so I don't talk about it (I don't self harm anymore either).

  • I si and when my step parents found out everyone in the family seemed to kno :/ and like a week I found out my cousin was cutting cause he thought it was cool :(

  • what! that is crazy, who would even do that?

    also, the size of a cut or scar doesn't determin the size of the problem. I have people...'emos' at school that compare cuts and sizes of them =/ and i'm like 'what?!', you make my fucking sick. cutting isn't cool, or 'emo'

    you made me laugh so much, i love your facial expressions and all of your videos! keep them coming! :)

  • Aww that is so dumb! I had a friend like that who found out about me and went around showing people scratches that she did and wrote the word "cutter" on the outside of her arm. I was like hey what's the deal? Your sending mixed messages here, and she said what do you mean? I'm a cutter and it's time I got it out in the open.... Like if your a self injurer you don't tell everybody, a main part of it is secrecy! I just couldn't believe it.... Some people hey?

  • My boyfriend is actually doing this at the moment, glamorizing self injury, same as one of my friends, I'm thinking of doing a video about this, im also thinking of doing a video with my friends about self injury. I don't know if I should ask them though.

  • Your sarcasm from the beginning made my entire day better. It's like what I do.

  • God cutting isent a compertiton :@

  • I really appreciate you making these videos! It is really brave for you to do that. I know that i cant put my face out there and talk about my problems on that subject

  • i dont even know what to say to this

  • dam those who harm themself for fun should get help

  • You need help, seriously... not a "wow" look.. or "awesome" NOT!

  • ur so pretty :)

  • message to all men: don't watch this with the sound off!!!!!

    pmsl hahahaha

    good video

  • im 13 and last year i took to cutting the bottom of my foot. that way, the thicker skin allowed me to cut deeper and not bleed as much. and when i walked i could feel the cuts. i just stopped a few months ago. i was watching tv and i felt the urge to cut myself. i cut from the tip of my big toe to my heel. VERY SHALLOW. barely bleeding. after that, i stopped. i just stopped. I havent cut my self since.

  • No Michelle, I'm going to make you pay for some of the things you have said. Moderate your forum, do it now. It's going to be a pleasure making your life more of a hell than it already is.

  • In my opinion people tend to compare scars out of morbid curiosity as well. I know I've dont that once or twice. It's not really... "comparing" for competition, per say. I think most self-injurers are so in the dark, finding another who is willing to show their scars is.... interesting? overwhelming? tempting?

  • how do u stay anorexic? how does it affect you, good and bad? I struggle with my weight and i just want it to be easy for me to not eat. ive gotten to the point were i sometimes find food repulsive. im16 and most girls my age just can eat and eat and eat without gaining a pound i wish i could do that. pshh dont we all.

  • There's nothing good about anorexia

    It ruins your body and your mind. 1 out of 10 die.

    There are safer ways to lose weight.

  • @soccerqueen2011 Anorexia is an actual disease. Not eating becomes an addiction, and it makes it so that you cannot stomach food after awhile.

    I remember a day when I only ate before nine o'clock in the morning, and came home, sat on my bed... And could not get up. I pace A LOT. But I couldn't. It isn't COOL, and it SUCKS. People who say 'I wish I could be anorexic!' are ignorant to what anorexia really is. A disease.

  • @soccerqueen2011 You don't need to lose weight at all. Yes, I'm sure you get this a lot, but it's true. Regardless of what society tells you, THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOUR BODY! If you feel the need to have control over your life, try talking to someone.

    Wish you the best hun.

  • and also if u love self harm videos check out cupcake horrors how. she knows how to do it ;)

  • ur gay lololol

  • me and my friend used to compare scars and cuts and wear armwarmers under our school jumpers, we make fun of ourselves now, bad thing was though in dance we had to wear short sleeves, once, lucky for me i had done about 20 cuts the day before..craaapp lol

    that was 2 years ago, seems like such distant past

  • u remind me off my best friend lauren:]

  • the girls taht cut themselves because you do are retarded

    apparently they don't understand exactly what you are trying to say to non-self injurers (and recovering self injurers) in your video's which is "don't do the same thing I am, because this is shameful"

    I'm the same way, I've had people start hurting themselves after they figured out that I did and I was like "wtf? I don't like to do this you know"

    some people sre stupid...

  • u actually look fucking amazing on this video

  • That was my fav part.

  • I make long semi shallow cuts on my forearm and I don't think they are "cooler" than yours..lol..people actually think that???

    who ever that girl was,she is fucking crazy...

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  • if your just going to be rude then why are you watching this video?

  • Maybe if she was forced every time she visited the psycologist/psychiatrist to show her arms and checked for new cuts she wouldn't be so smart its not how deep they are or how long they are it's what your doing to yourself, the pain you inflict on yourself

  • got the same problem on my side but they are all said they dont do it no more..but we are not guilty of this and yur right..please i hope u didn't done it again..please dont do it again..

  • I love french people ROFL!!!!

  • ROFL!!! love the intro Fuckign hilarious Hilarious AWWSOOMMMEEE. Infection??? RAAADDD/??? YELLOW PUSS?OOHHHHHHH LOl sexy voice

  • ur a fucking retard. know that?

    go kill yourself so that people dont have to see your fucking face around.

  • y dnt u leave her alone nd stop comenting if ur gonna b a twat spezzate

  • god your a joker, loving the way you have to use the word "fucking" to offend her. 2 tips

    1) get a brain, if you want to insult people at least be smart about it

    2) if this is how you feel then dont watch these videos

  • Wow, people who are boasting about their scars are...I don`t really know what they are.

    It is not something I will go out and show everyone......

    You made a good point with this vid...I kind of like the way you explain it.... much better to hear it from someone who has actually been there than from a doctor....

    About the girl who said that her scar is longer...I am trying to keep them smaller....just like da blood..... : D that was a weird thing to say, but the truth...

    : D

  • The need to blame someone is allways there. In a society like ours not being normal forces you to hide everything that might set you in contrast. If people only knew about the scars we don't need to hide for they are nothing but memories, but ...

  • U r never the cause of someone else's si. It pisses me off. My friend told her mother and she basically said "I am a bad influence." I still chill with her, but her mother can't know and she blames me for her actions...she doesn't evev si!!! wtf man. I hear ya

  • I know this is random but I'm wondering how many people have ever actually tried to tear down the wall someone was hiding behind. Try it you never know you can make a really good friend for life!

  • with the scars on my wrist to proof il try again,try to die again

  • I hope that isnt true

    The fight to stay alive is worth it in the end.

    See the person you can become.

  • shes alright man

  • I'm sorry

    I would be scared if one of my friends stared because they found out about me...

  • It is totally NOT your fault that someone else started self-injuring! It's such a cop out to blame someone else for that. It was her choice and it had NOTHING to do with you. She makes it sound like she'd never heard of self injury before she knew you....and I highly doubt that! You shouldn't feel guilty, you didn't do anything wrong!

  • It was her psychiatrist that blamed me. And many of the hospital staff.

  • i'm very confused why this girl blamed you. she cut because she wanted to. if in fact she did cut because she knows you do than she shouldn't watch the videos if she's that triggered. Not you're fault.

  • I think its possible that the "my scar is deeper" attitude is a big cry for help as this person obviously has an abusive past that wont surface without force...maybe they need an aggressive base to purge from.

  • um, not pissed. More like frustrated and baffled.

    I dont like feeling responsible for bad things. Or being accused of being responsible.

    Cutting is cutting no matter what. The size of the wound doesnt determine the amount of pain that drove a person to cause it.

    The ridiculous thing is that my cuts are far from minor, so I dont know what she was talking about.

  • its your not your fault. they made the choice themselves.

  • how did that girl get that it was cool and blam you No its not your falt that was her falt she started i started at age 15 and im 19 now i dident no no one that did it and longer you could have a cut small and vary deep , i can tell your pissed off in the video

  • i know what u mean about the people who almost seem to be proud of it. Like i hate it when i see people call others "pussy cutters" thats just stupid.

  • Yeah, I read that a person is more likely to cut if they have a friend that does it.

  • that would suck!! one of my friends was doing it and i saw their cuts and the next day i did my first SI where i acuctally bled

  • don't get it either.. BTW u have really beautiful eyes...

  • Thank you Slushpuppy for being so sweet.

    I tried to answer your comment yesterday, but for some reason the thing wouldn't go through.

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