Why I Chose Life, TAG

[Fiskarfred]

VAD GÖR NI? DET ÄR FEST HOS MANGE!!!!

[MrSupertonsky]

Dude, you didn't even have the choice hence you didn't really choose life. Your parents did the choosing for you.

[lookit87]

I too have had a fascination of death but I recognize that it is only a romanticization of my deepest narcissistic inclinations. I've always that if I were to die that I do it with honor, in front of people, with my head held up high, that sort of crap. However I never understood the concept of Honor and something about it never sits well with me.

[Hannahcanz]

:/ randomm :/

[4jonah]

@Hannahcanz

Not quite. I was tagged. This is a reply.

[LemonZeppelin]

Interesting video. I chose life over death because I don't see a point in suicide. And even though I feel so far away from everyone, and always felt like I didn't fit in or belong anywhere, and still do, to some extent, I just carry on, on the off chance that life might get better one day. It's like that guy said: "Life might not be worth living but what else can you do with it?" You might as well live your life, while you're still alive and here on this earth.

[EmperorSmith]

Idealism is what precedes experience, cynicism is what follows. David Wolf - 1881

[poweredxbyxhope]

Wow. I can't believe someone finally said it!

Life blows! If you disagree, go voice your objection to the babies who are born without any skin.

[4jonah]

@poweredxbyxhope

Thanks man. I am kicking myself though because there was alot I didnt say I wanted to. Its hard to say what you want when you are on the spot, but I have so much more to say on the topic. I express myself better through natural conversation...not talking to myself. As I get less shy, I will be better at this.

[flaze3]

I don't see the point in having a death-wish. You might as well get over the fact that you're alive and try to enjoy what life can offer. You'll have plenty of time for death when you're dead.

And if you think that death can only be truly savoured as a concept when you're alive, I think that, though you may be right, there are far more interesting concepts to occupy yourself with.

[4jonah]

@flaze3

I guess what I neglected to say in the video, since Im too shy, and all the things I tend to forget to say come out once Im done is that even when things are going well, Im always compelled to worry about something else. My other vid called What? Me Worry! Explains this a little better.

[flaze3]

To be honest, it's when things--outside events-- are going well, that one has the time to worry about other stuff. It's silly really, but when there is lots going on to preoccupy myself with, I never think about god, death, religion etc.--I'm too bound up in the current events. Perhaps you should take up a new hobby, lol.

[GentleSavage1]

one could have a death wish if one is disgusted by "the world" or what humans are,

and is anything but sure that it could really be helped.

[XxDEBUGxX]

You may want to send a thank you pm to somegreybloke for the advertising.

Your video was also fairly well presented, so points for that.

[4jonah]

@XxDEBUGxX

Thank you. I just woke up from a nappie-poo. So I shot him a Thanks. This turned out alot better than I had anticipated.

[XxDEBUGxX]

Christ, while it's admirable that you want to reply to all your comments you're going to kill your fingers.^_^".

[4jonah]

@XxDEBUGxX

Eh, its okay. Ill worry about it in 20 years when I have 300 subscribers. I got a small push over the last week, but Ill never reach 1,000. Thats not my goal, but its weird. Now that people are listening, I find it harder to say what I have been saying in my solitude all along.

[AeroWolfling]

I liked watching this. Because it's so true. =) You're a wise insightful guy.

[4jonah]

@AeroWolfling

Thank you. I appreciate that. Its compliments like that that put a dent in my modesty.

[kronoix]

You were wrong, somegreybloke DID respond :)

[4jonah]

@kronoix

Yeah, I just woke up to find a nice surprise. Amazing, huh? Im super happy about that.

[ad627]

You're a part of something infinitely great. what is pain really? It's creative, that's for sure. I'm glad I can feel it. I hope you can find peace in a chaotic mind.

[oojamaflipper]

woah. 5* subbed.

"apIthis?..." lol!

[4jonah]

@oojamaflipper

Thanks man!

I just uploaded another vid an hour or so ago on my perpetual nervousness you may find interesting if you liked this:)

Thanks

[4jonah]

@variablast

Yeah, its weird. But I don't get excited about shit. Its like theres something wrong with me. Im also tremendously afraid of just relaxing and enjoying things because when I do, bad shit happens. I forgot to mention that in the vid, so Im always on my toes.

And the passive curiosity (not hope) keeps me, but the disdain and discomfort with society make me want to leave. Maybe I should make a followup...And yeah, gustation was def a gift of evolution.

[4jonah]

@variablast

Thanks man

I did edit it quite a bit. Alot of dead air and a long ramble on suicide that I decided to delete. But I get hurr-durr retarded in front of the camera. I have a hard time being coherent in the spotlight, but in person I think more clearly.

Glad you liked it. Thanks for the tag and allowing me to participate.

[4jonah]

Still uploading...give it a few:)

[Sn0wGl0b3]

it's not playing.... >.>