Rain In My Heart (4 of 10)

[SethHesio]

Such an important documentary.

[reiseRi]

happens after, that mental torture is like most horrible thing in the world, and i have to go with it every single or second day. the only thing i get away from it, is to get that buzz all over and over and over again until im so fed up that i feel so shit that i dont want to go out from my appartment, only to go out to buy more booze so i can remove the reality again and again. i need help and i need it quick...

[SethHesio]

@reiseRi The mental terror is very difficult to describe to people... Have you seen the film The Lost Weekend?

[reiseRi]

holy shit that man... i can see myself in him. oh my god and his story and daily drinking sounds just like mine, i drink 3/4 of his amount that he does and way to describe why i do drink... its really hard for non-drinker and non-alcoholic to understand.. it is like i have to get away from the reality, but after that buzz what i get from the vodka and whiskey, the fucking horror begings, every fucking single time and i dont understand why i really have to get that buzz again even tho i know what

[drepmore]

@snowskate Thanks for uploading this. Very very powerful. Terrifying to think that this was made 6 years ago and the problem with alcohol has only got worse since then. Yet no-one seems to take it seriously......

[forestskog]

I like the doctor. Some pple might be offended by some of his comments like when he said he can lose interest in some patients and get fed up with them. I think he's allowed to be authentic he has the right to get fed up too. Still I have a lot of sympathy for the patients.

[cockbroker]

ill back up snowskate there, i only ever drank 5% lager, problem was i drank at least 12 cans a day, well over 100 units a week

[Srength4life]

5:30 It's alcohol!!!! haha

[snowskate]

Not true badsign, wine and beer ruin lives just as much as hard alcohol. An alcoholic is an alcoholic, it doesn't matter what you drink.. beer.. wine.. liquor.. mouth wash.. it all does the same damage. A lot of people try to rationalize their drinking by saying they only drink beer so "I don't have a problem"... they only hurt themselves by thinking that way.

[badsign1980]

if ppl just drink wine and beer they wont get like this, this is because of more then 20% ALC for 75cl

[forestskog]

@badsign1980 you must be joking right? Ive workled in the bar scene trust me it makes zero difference what the drinkers drink of choice is

[CraigOxley]

This video would be credible if the BBC hadn't produced it. The BBC are the socialist propaganda unit of the LibLabCon-trick 'governement'.

On the other hand... yes... alcholism is a big problem... but we don't need the stazi BBC to sensationalize it like the Daily Mail/The Sun/The Guardian/The Express/The Observer... etc. etc. et[mainstream media]a.

[NickToznost]

@CraigOxley

How is this sensationalised? how could it be? It's about as plain and truthful as it gets, in fact I've never seen a more sensitive programme on the subject. I don't read the newspapers you've listed for the reasons you state but this could hardly be described as media propaganda.

[Lauripops]

Thankyou much for posting this doc. It has really opened my eyes. I am questioning a family members relationship with alcohol and this has helped me understand. Rest in Peace Toni. She was just a year older than I am. Tragic.

[heal2012]

Insanity.. repeating the same thing and expecting a different result

[scumgod13]

What meeting ya hear that at~ let go and let God~it dont get any better out there~

I have a choice today~ keep coming back~These 4 walls saved my life~I know I got a drunk left in me but I dont have a recovery left in me~