My Testimony (from abuse, occult, suicide, murder fantasies, to CHRIST)(christian testimony)

[asylumDAYS]

only god will be done your own life you dont need to do it

[asylumDAYS]

!..!_

[asylumDAYS]

GOD BLESS!

[asylumDAYS]

if you try to gone away and start a new live is a good solution i did it and this work i had the same life but i didn´t have a dog and brother or sister

[asylumDAYS]

you are rigth

[Cameragirl1399]

@benvey God's will be done.

[Dimmuborgir132000]

@Cameragirl1399 Amen to this! I tried all man-made ways to heal myself: therapy, medication, psychiatric evaluation, etc. I even tried to self-medicate by focusing on positive things BUT IT WASN'T UNTIL I GAVE MY LIFE TO CHRIST, that the TRUE peace came in and the wish for death faded away. It was our Heavenly Father who helped me through my pain and gave me the hope to keep on living

[Shizo211]

I'm happy that I've found and watched this video.

[JaredKiel]

God isn't there..i don't want to seam like i'm just messing around on here, but God isn't there..he never was and never will be..and even if he was, God would just be a fucked up owner of people..i don't talk about it on youtube or anything usualy, but i have a lot of problems and i just want everything to end..but God was never there..

[gst00128]

I will always keep faith in the lord even though what I practice is complete opisite to gods principals

That u may be blessed always. Continue doing amazing things for the lord and u will be rewarded with a fulfilmemt in life that only belongs to u andevery one u come across

[benvey]

i respect religion, but you can't rely on an invisible man to heal your pain. It's your own will that is to be done, not gods

[gennyxox10]

Amazing. Do you go to church? Which  state or city do you live in?

[Dimmuborgir132000]

@gennyxox10 yeah! i do go to church when i can :) I live in Maine

[gennyxox10]

@Dimmuborgir132000 That's great :) LOL I wish you lived in Jersey city Nj :( I'm actually trying to be more christian. Well from the looks of it you seem happy :) P.S I'm 13 xDD

[Dimmuborgir132000]

@gennyxox10 aww man, that's awesome!! I encourage you, definitely go to church! And in my experience, it wasn't the church that changed me, IT WAS A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH CHRIST!!! I talk to the Lord about anything and everything. And each time you ask Him to use you, each time you ask Him to help you change, YOU WILL BECOME A NEW PERSON! You will WANT to live your life to please the Lord. Jesus is your example, now follow in His footsteps! :) God bless!!

[gennyxox10]

@Dimmuborgir132000 Sorry, I forgot to reply :( Watch my new video ! :) And Thank you so much I <3 God and right now I am very distant but I'm trying and I just need the encouragement to forgive and move on he's doing great things for me. Meryy Christmas and hopefuly one day I can see you to invite you to my church :D I love you and ecourage as welll have merry christmas and God bless ! <3 :) xD