Part 1 BorderLine In My Life Part 1 0321 001320

[AnybodykillaNL]

Ik heb dezelfde pet aaight! Speedcore 4 Life!

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@carnivore92

paranoid personality disorder is something else then borderline

i have intravert borderline, most people have extravert borderline

intravert means that you keep it to yourself, dont let others see it & all, extravert is that others see it & is pretty mutch obvious & all

borderline is regarding relationships & all

you can't trust people & all

i just stopped talking to women & all, that solves a lot

maybe you should do the same

relationships sux anyways

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@carnivore92

waarom zou je me wijvuh pratuh? die mond van hun is uitgevonduh voor andere doeleinduh

parfum & die shit is voor wijvuh en homos

je moe zo denkuh van wa is mannelijk en wa is vrouwelijk enzo en waarom zou ik zo levuh zoals vrouwuh willuh da ik zo leef enzo waarvoor?

voor effe zon korte tijd van superhappy en dan weet ik hoeveel jaruh van ergernis depresiviteit en ga zo ma door enzo?

ik zie de logica daar ech nie van in hoor

je kunt veel beter n huisdier nemuh.

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@carnivore92

da bedoel ik maar :)

ze zijn lief, trouw, gaan nooit bij je weg, ze hebbuh altijd tijd voor je etc. etc. etc.

en je hoef nie bang te zijn ofzo da ze me n ander aan het neukuh ofzo zijn etc.

check filmpies ma van Lucky onze jack russel hond, dies wel zo lief echt schattig :)

[DocRaver1976]

i only have difficulty in relationships, for the rest its not very apparant that i have something and all, as long as im not in love or in relationship nothing is the matter, i get sometimes ackward & stuff but im passive so i just go away and all avoid situation(s) and everything or from distance or something or as i usually do camouflage emotions/feelings etc. under jokes, most commen and well known camouflaging pain is like when you get dumped and you say like ' yeah but she was ugly & all '

[oneworldonehope]

@DocRaver1976 I totally understand what you are saying and wish I would be capable of doing what you did posting this video. You are not alone bro thank you for being so brave and give us your experience.

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@oneworldonehope

i saw a movie from somebody else too before i made 1 of my own, it really helps, if your a bit afraid or something that others will recognise or talk to you about it or whatever something like that then just turn out the lights and do it at night for example or with some programm distort your voice or both or whatever, but talking about it to a camera and all it really helps and if you got a problem or something burn it on dvd and give it to that person i did too it helps !

[blondje36]

respect for you from me !

het heet lef om zoiets op film te zetten.

and weird? no !!! not for me,i hope the other people will see who you really are !

for me your still a "normal"person

i'm glad you made this video and lifting your mask a little bit. so much respect from me for you !

[DocRaver1976]

my english sux in this movie :| but that's cause this is the 1st time i talked out loud about it, and extreme shy and nervous and all that & all, thinking like how will people react? respond? will they make fun of me? will they laugh me out? will they look at me different now & all? etc. all thoughts going constant through my head & everything, try to talk, think etc. then and tell your story in language other then your native... its difficult, but afterwards glad i did, relieved me and stuff .

[xBionix]

Wow, is respect u very much. My english is not as well as yours, but i understand it, mostly. U're a very nice person. I feel with u. Then, have a nice time. bye. ;)

[DocRaver1976]

tis moeilijk da te zegguh enzo iwan

ook vanwege masker enzo sommiguh willuh gewoon nie gelovuh of kunnuh nie gelovuh omda ze alleen masker van mij zien enzo

maar als meidjes enzo nou wa willuh enzo hopelijk als ik hun dit nou laat zien enzo dan rottuh ze eerder op enzo

ik ga ook nog wel van paranoia enzo xtje makuh van mij enzo

maar heleboel man wetuh da toch al van mij enzo dus da gaat wa makkelijker om te vertelluh enzo dan denk ik enzo

[iwiwan]

R-E-S-P-E-C-T HOOR :)