I am extremely sorry for your loss. May God make it easy for you and your family. These psychotic diseases...they work in extremely mysterious ways. Their etiology is unknown.
God is the All Mighty, the All Knowing. He planned this for your brother and for you and your family to bear before the earth was created. It was His plan.
My dad was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia, he was born in 52 and died in 2007 mysteriously when he did not awake from sleep one day. He was always talking about how the government was corrupt, he looked a lot like your brother in some of those pictures. You never get over these types of things, only learn how to deal with them. Best of luck to you all.
Watched it 4 times. In tears by the end. Praise the LORD!!!! Praise the Lord... Lord knows we need Him. Faith!!! There is nothing with out faith but darkness and fear; the hand of the devil. God Bless your brother.
The sadness is the beauty, and the beauty sadness, because he didn't lose his life, he gained his life. He's alive brother. And I can even see in the photos that he had a beautiful soul. I'm not normally so soft, but this touched me.
I usually don't like gay dramatic stuff, but this a beautiful song and a beautiful tribute. God bless your brothers soul and give him rest. God is great. Very touching....I'm dealing with a few mental issues and paranoia lately, well over the past two years... I wont get diagnosed, I'll either over come it or overcome myself. This is beautiful. God Bless you both. I hope your brother has peace now. 2 years I have dealt with what is similar;'they' are everywhere. I hope my faith can kill my fear.
waow so sorry for your loss......the hardest part i think is standing by and watching it happen,feeling so powerless....because there really isnt much that can be done..... =C
I'm so sorry you had to suffer through watching your brother's downfall into the hellish world of schizophrenia. it's an absolutely horrendous illness. I think there should be more public awareness of it, like cancer.
I have this it's pretty tough I tried to kill myself. They say people with this are between reality and being a psycho. I think they have the most potential. We are all strong and no matter how hard it is we must believe in ourselves. We have a different view on life we believe we are being watched or plotted against by loved ones. We believe that we can't make it, but that's where were wrong, we have to push ourselves no matter how hard life is at the moment.
@narrowgatevisions You HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT !!! I was raised by someone with this illness.. my mom.. and you dont have a clue of what you are talking about .. PERIOD you make me sick to my stomic.. My mom was very close to God.. and when she isnt on med is when she is out of her mind... YOU Need to spend a long time with someone with this illness.. then you might understand it even a little .>>
@narrowgatevisions dude you are a total D bag blaming sick people for not loving god enough and thats why they are ill. you'll be in hell way before they are for the way you treat people who desperately need help
I'm sorry, my uncle took his own life from paranoid schizophrenia. He wasn't even a bad guy we didn't think he would commit suicide... but it just happened. He was sick of dealing with it I guess. A great guy.
Very touching video. I am also diagnosed with the same disease. Theres a lot of stigma out there regarding schizophrenia, not many people think of you the same when you explain that you don't always see, hear, and feel the same things they do.
What a beautiful, touching tribute to your beloved brother! Thank you for sharing with us. Many Blessings to you, your family and your brother, Bill. Now that Bill is where we all go when we leave the earth..it's most likely, he now understands what Schizophrenia is!
Info we all need to know about Schizophrenia...especially if you have friends or loved ones dealing with Schizophrenia, find/read this article...
THE NAME OF THE DEMON, Schizophrenia-Demonic Possession-Exorcism
I am 17 years old. I have been ditching skool everyday and I hate having this feeling of paranoia and i havent told any1 yet I'm too young for this :(
I am sorry to hear about your brother. My father has paranoid schizophrenia, he was diagnosed when he was 16. He self medicated for years. Now that he is in his 50s things have gotten to the point where we can no longer help him and he refuses to seek any help or ask for it. I know most persons with PS aren't violent but my father has become violent, making it even harder to bear. There have been 5 generations in my dad's family with PS, all of them took their own lives before they turned 60...
...so i know without help he will do the same. It's hard to know someone is going through something we can never understand. To see the world the way they see it is impossible. It's even harder to know that you cannot stop them from doing something to harm themselves. Your video made me bawl because all I can do is think of my dad. We don't get along very well, but your video made me rethink my approach to his illness. Thank you and bless your family. I can feel the same pain you do. Bless you.
Hi, I am sorry for your family's loss. My sister also has this illness. She was diagnosed 4 years ago. It has been a difficult time since then. She has been in and out of mental institutions for the last 4 years, because she doesn't want to take her medicine. She hates her family and don't think she needs the medication. I just hope that there is some solution. May God be with you and your family and may God heal all your wounds in time.
Hi, 7 years ago my brother was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia at the age 23, he overdosed 2 years after as he couldnt take the voices and threats anymore.
It has been the hardest thing that my family has gone through, -he hadnt been the same after being diagnosed, what made him, him almost felt like it had been lost.
I Love my brother and miss him.
Doctors just need to learn the right care and support to give people.
I just recently lost my brother a few months ago from Paranoid Schizophrenia. I miss him so much. He was a sweet, loving and extremely gifted person. He was 23 and was to be 24 a few weeks after. I feel your sadness and don't know how to go on sometimes. It saddens me to see my mother lose her only son
@bjoneal1 Medication is NOT a cure. Medication is to be used as an aid with therapy. Medication cannot cure disorders. The doctor's purpose is to teach you how to live with your illness. Not attempt to mask it through more pills.
I am currently in nursing school and in my psych rotation at a local state psychiatric hospital. My patient I get to meet with tomorrow is Diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia so I was researching and watching videos and this video touched my heart. "I can only imagine" what it must be like!!!!
I saw this video about 2 years ago after we found out my brother was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia from his most deadly psychotic break. My family fell to their knees what he did to himself. He was given less than 1% just to survive. In my quest to understand and cope I joined NAMI ~ National Alliance on Mental Illness. There is much more help and information out there for all affected. What a beautiful and moving tribute you made for him. God Bless you.
May God continue to comfort you and your family. I have a brother who was diagnosed with paranoial schizophrenia and it torments me to see him being tormented. He was my role model, growin up, and to see him suffering mentally as he does breaks my heart. But one thing I've learned is to never charge God foolish.
Even an illness is a vehicle... know this. For all of the times the human man gives up, he begines again... with new tools and insperation... language becomes more pure, more close to the singularity, and eternity watches with open eyes while the past is put to bed, and the future is awoken.
Give up as you will human man... I will awaken you again, even from deaths conditions... there is only one eternity.
ive had paranoid schizophrenia since i was 9, im now 17 and have attempted suicide twice because of my illness
the first time i took an overdose because i thought i was being controlled and when i realised what i done i was too scared to tell my mum so i lay down and went to sleep then my mum found me the 2nd time i was in the secure psyc unit and i tied a ligature as the voices were scaring me and i thought i was going to act apon them so i tried to kill myself so i wldnt hurt any one
Thank you, our family will never get over the loss, the pain just gets easier with time...I hope medical science moves forward quickly and enables other victims of this disease to lead a normal life as possible.
Someone I love , I believe may have this illness. I am so sorry for your lost. May your brother be comforted in the Comforters arms. No more suffering..
this is a lovely rememberance to bill, what a lovely man he was, and still is in heaven now. i also was born again and belive in god. but i need to be a much better christian than i am. bill would of been proud that u put this on for his memory! Godbless u, have the amazing knowledge that u will meet again one day xxxx
Hello. I also have a case of this disease in my family. My brother was diagnosed with this .. illness.. Can someone tell me what kind of histories and/or plots do they say when they suffer from this strange disorder??.. My brother use to tell me histories about the end of the world and this like that (with him as a important piece).
I know for many sources that this disorder is often related with religion issues. I also suspect that some ppl thinks that sometimes religion is kind of the cause
@invisiblecosa Religion is only a trigger because it is something important to them, Something that they care about deeply family is a trigger too, theres alot.
the hardest thing about people with Schizo is that they are totally unaware that there is something wrong with them, esp. paranoid Schizo's, they sincerely believe people or things are out to get them, and unfortunately most clinics won't accept patients unless they themselves agree to seek help, this was te case with my brother who's been dealing with this for over 6 yrs. he now lives with my dad, isolating himself from society
Thanks for sharing. I have a brother, my only brother who is suffering with this illness. It is almost impossible to reason with him and get some help for him. I feel so helpless.
People probably don't wanna hear this, but schizophrenia has been cured in hundreds if not thousands of patients by Orthomolecular Medicine, which is a combination of proper nutrition and large (sometimes 4g daily) doses of certain vitamins (especially B3, niacin), eventually getting patients off their drugs very gradually. Search for videos of Dr. Abram Hoffer and also the documentary 'Masks of Madness' to see what all this 'nutritional nonsense' is about. Oh, and do try to have an open mind.
My mother had this. She died from illnesses which in a non-schizophrenic would have been manageable. Diabetes, hypothyroidism, etc. It ruined her life while she lived.
The year before i was gonna marry my first love. She was diagnosed with this horrible illness. I do miss her still It has been well over 30 years since this had happened and since i've last seen her. She is still alive physically but mentally gone. I feel that,, that girl i was gonna marry died the day she was diagnosed. From one day to the next she was like night and day . totally different person. So all of my heart goes out to those people dealing with it ,trying to find a cure.
Im so sorry man :( I have this illness as well and it is difficult to deal with.. but its weird because i have never tried suicide and i can't because that's one of my delusions.. Im horrified of death and i always feel as though im about to die and it scares me
My father was diagnosed w/ Paranoid Schizophrenia when i was 6. He passed away this March. I have to just accept that even though i couldn't fully understand him, I still loved him. This is a horrible disease, you just have to reach out to those who suffer.
I was diagnosed with this illness about about a year ago, though it is thought I had the disease for at least 15 years, and am now on 20mg of olanzapine a night. I feel so sorry for you. I have attempted suicide several times, though most have been cries for help.
this was an awesome video to watch and those who are suffering through pain of their love ones do not be discouraged and put it in the hands of God and trust in Him. God has a plan with every life so do not worry God is with you and your love ones have faith in God because the Bible says that there is nothing impossible for Him...
Oh, Brenda - thank you for this lovely video. I hate schizophrenia - I'm a psychologist and it's so hard to see beautiful people like your brother suffer and disappear due to this terrible illness. This is a lovely tribute to him.
Today, there is little disagreement about the cause. We know it's genetic and there are triggers causing the expression of the genes - mostly prenatal, such as being ill with the flu. One thing for sure - it's NO ONE's fault! Everyone is a victim.
None of you have to live with this anymore. I know the frustration, embarrassment and fear that is involved. Please go to my site. You dont need to buy anything, I promise you its already been paid for fuentesevangelism-.-c-o-m-
This made me cry. I'm 18 years old and my mom was diagnosed when I was 16. I'm in love with Jesus. Do you think there is anyway she could love him too? Before it's too late.
I am human man... waited for so long for an angel to hear the language that even the closest ones to me could not... I never understood the way they looked at me when I spoke. If someone could tell me who I really am... I might just let go of this dieing brain.
Illness is what they say of my body... and those of who I have shared my attempt at eternity, no longer hear me.
A king upon his thrown of illness... not even his angel could save him...
Complete sadness when i saw this. My husband died, he had Paranoid Schizophrenia also. Only 35 years old, I miss him, and Wish to God that I could have saved him. May God cradle them and those who have suffered Paranoid Schizophrenia, AND my they find absolute PEACE in heaven. RIP
I'm very sorry about your brother but am glad he was surrounded by such love while alive.
I'd also like to thank you. Usually when someone asks others to support research for the mentally ill, it's coming from us patients or someone in the mental health industry. I think the tendency is that, once we're gone, our loved ones prefer to pretend it never happened. Maybe they want to save us the embarrassment or their own, but I wish more would do like you've done.
my dee;pest sympthy i have a brother who was diagnosed w/ bipolar paranoid schizophrenia, its not easy but we keep him in prayer and show him much love
Rose, I have empathy for you. I too Lost my husband, this illness changed everything about us.I was with my husband for 10 years, but I couldn't save him....I miss him everyday......
I have an uncle who served in Desert Storm. When he came home, he wasn't the same at all. About a few years later, when I turned 15, he was diagnosed with the same illness.
He's still doing well. Thanks for posting this video. :)
God bless you have a heart of gold to make a beautiful montage for his happy times in life celebrate life when people die it will give you tears of joy instead of tears of sorrow
Such a loving and beautiful tribute. So sorry you lost him. No one understands as well as those who have experienced this cruel illness first-hand. My sister has suffered with this same illness since late 60's. Almost lost her a few times. Thank the Lord she is on meds now but it's a constant struggle because when they "feel fine" they think they can stop the meds...only lands them back in the hospital, or worse. Prisoners of the mind and they know it. My heart is with you and your family.
my deepest sorrow for all of you. my brother too passed...miss him terribly. i believe he may have suffered many things none of us will ever know. God Bless us all!
I am a mother of a 33 year ols son who too suffers from the cruelest thing I have seen, I've seen a lot...I have buried one son and another lost an eye to cancer he is well, Patrick is with the Lord but Stephen, My God I pray unceasingly for him...Thank you for sharing you caring and may god bless You and yours not to sure how much more this mother can take may I be so bold as to ask you to pray for my son... Kathleen
Kathleen, your are not bold at all to ask for prayer. I hope that others will pray for Stephen as well. This video is to honor my brother who believed in God even as a child long before schizophrenia took over his mind. Bill would have wanted to reach out to help others with this illness, he had a very caring heart.
Paranoid Schizophrenia took my father's life when I was 14 :( I never got to meet him. Anyway bjoneal1 I sent you a personal message with a curious question.
@duckfart77 I suffer frorm this ilness but I do follow Jesus Christ. He died for our sins on the cross and he rose again from the dead the third day he can take the heaviness of grief and the pain isaiah 53 . the Lord Jesus is the great shepherd of the sheep and he is the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world- and he knows what you are going through
im so sorry..my best friend had this.. and cannot be the same ever again.. its hard to see someone slip into another personality..God has your brother-free of the illness.
My heart breaks for you and your family. This brain disorder is terrifying and confusing for those who have it and their families. You feel so helpless and wonder if there is anything you can do or could have done. My son has this diagnosis and I pray everyday that I will not lose him.
I'm sorry that paranoid schizophrenia took you brother. It's not easy watching your own brother lose their mind and sense of reality. I'm not sure whats worse watching it or the guilt that comes from not being able to save him.
I fear one day soon paranoid schizophrenia will take my brothers life as well. I'm so scared ..
I sorry for your loss! <3 The part showing bill hugging jesus has helped me with my own paranoia, letting me know that Jesus will be there to hug me as well. . .
I am sorry your brother had to live with such a cruel disease. You did him proud with your video and just the fact that you made it shows what a wonderful sister you were and are to Bill. From the looks of it, you were both lucky to have eachother for as long as you did. Thanks for sharing him with us.
Hi it was a nice video but why don't u right more about how/when this illness occured, I realise it can happen to anyone but maybe there was something that triggered it, cheers
I am truely sorry for your loss. I too lost my brother ( my only sibling almost 5 yrs ago...not to Schizophrenia, but to a massive heart attack). Just know I feel your loss. God bless you all. I work with people with special needs ( mental disorders included). It is very challenging as that often times the hallucinations are so real that there is no recognition from reality to make belief. I too, hope that more research goes into Schizophrenia. God bless you all.
we as the schzo no what it like of the time we all have lost brother i find him as my own as well cos we have the gift two talk two the dead it not a right or magic from the sky but i can say god does care and has holp take care
wow, wonderful tribute. I didn't know him but the music and the pix make you feel like you knew him. so sorry you lost your brother. I wish there was more research on cmi(chronic mental illness)and not just from the meds but from other sources as well.
I enjoyed this video.....well thought out, he must have been a great guy and much loved.
to anyone affected by mental illness. let God fill any empty spaces in your life and let your doctor do his best for you, and for f**k sake keep takin th god damm tablets!!!!!
PS check out MADNESS by johnnyboyquango, He's a bit mad!!
if u'll have ne person in ur family whuz havin schizophrenia,u have to try to undrstand dem,and believe dem
and treat dem wid love and a sencere advice.stay away from shock therapy..itz realy painful..and agonising,d person may even die afta dat..im sayin dis coz i have a basic knowledge abt schizophrnia as a medical student..
i would advice u'll to switch a homeopathic mode of treatment if possible,coz datz reali effective..i hav seen many schizophrenic cases being cured..all d best..tc
please don't misunderstand, i pray because i believe in God, but know it was i who took her to the emergency room to seek medical help.
because she is 34, and has not posed a 'threat to herself and/or others', the federal prohibits forcing her to take medication, as it also prohibits mental health professionals from discussing her case with me without her approval.
I pray because I believe in God, and that if He did not want us to have medical care, He would not have enlightened us to have it.
That is good to hear, wish her luck for me :) and I hope she's doing what she can. As I said I have suspicions of a beginning to the disorder and need to get diagnosed myself.
I do, however, have a final question to ask you and hope you don't take it personal. Why are you praying when god could have prevented the disorder in the first place? Doesn't this mean, in your beliefs, that he wanted this to happen in the first place?
God gives us free-will. The ability to make decisions on our own. That is not to state that my daughter 'willed' this on herself. It is, I believe possible that some of her life choices may have lead to the manifestation of this illness. However, my layman's research has revealed that this is a in its simplicity, a deteroration of the cognitive part of the brain that leads the victim to believe they are rational, when they are not.
The causes of Schizophrenia are not fully understood but it has been suggested genetics, prenatal development, early environment, neurobiology and psychological and social processes are important contributory factors. Chances are, you're born with it. I just hope they find a cure for it soon.
I would encourage anyone who reads this to help pray for this young lady of 34 yrs. of age. and also for medical breakthroughs to help in dealing with schizophrenia. Don't be discouraged momieharriett, just pray, pray for your daughter.
@momieharriett all you can do is hope or do something about it. For every action there is a reaction, prayer is not an action therefore your daughter will not get better by a prayer. You that are a mother of a 34 years old, should know by now how things are, you been on this earth for a long time. Fantasy and reality, so just hope for the best.
If were seeing a doctor that told you to talk to the voices, please see another. You need to be able to tell what is real and what isn't. Please seek out another doctor to get counseling and medication if you need it. I will pray for that you live a productive and happy life.
just relax, and say FUCK IT ALL. next time you get paranoid and have some sort of stupid racing though, just be like "fuck you" and make that the end of it. its easier said than done but u can do it if you try, i do.
This is a beautiful video! I am very sorry for your loss. The video made me cry because I have a younger brother who has also been diagnosed. Thank you so much for sharing the light of your brother's life with the world :)
Im deeply sorry for your lost of your brother . I can understand ;9:((( sometimes when IM Depressed ill hate everything around me;(((( God please help these people because they are suffering a lot;:((((((xxxx God Bless And Peace!!!!
That is great the meds are working for you, and remember anyone who leaves you when you are sick or in a time of need is not a true friend. We all find out who are true friends are in our time of need, for we all go through hard times in this life.
This is a great tribute to your brother. I recently lost my brother to paranoid schizophrenia. There needs to be more awareness brought to this illness to try and save the ones affected.
Are you a true believer of Jesus? Do you accept him as Christ? The Redeemer? The Holy One? Whoever believes in him will live forever. Do not fear those who can kill the body, instead fear the ones who can kill the body and destroy the soul, in hell.
the hospitals dont help the 1 i was in was trying to poison me and becuase i wouldnt eat and got away theres people after me now
those people controlled me and made me take an over dose and they've implanted a computer chip in my brain and r trying to get me to hurt/kill myself
when i told the doctor this he said i was sick and al that is part of the illness and if im not any better by monday i'l be gettin put in the secure unit Y_Y
I loved this video, it made me cry. I have a brother that has PS and it's a battle, especially when he's off his meds like right now. My prayers are with you and a wonderful video of memories.
i am very close to someone who has schizophrenia... and it hurts so much to see what he has to go through... i just think its the most unfair thing in this world... why won't he ever get to have a normal life?
Lovely tribute. I have schizoaffective disorder. God gets me through it though. Even when I'm not conscious enough to even know that there is a God and I only believe the there are crazy aliens, or demons and such. He's with me and waits for me to come out of it.
Truly a wonderful tribute. My adult son has schiz and I know that I could lose him any day. I try to cherish and love as much as I can. And, anyone that has a loved one with schiz will know how difficult that can be at times.
I have schizophrenia.
peterdanid1 5 days ago
Day 23: still looking for @narrowgatevisions comment with no success. have resorted to eating my crap and drinking my piss o.O. send help
drjj10 1 week ago
that's a shame. that is a shame.
300pzl 3 weeks ago
My brother committed suicide. I think he had bipolar disorder.
swiyyahnm 1 month ago
my uncle passed away due to paranoid schizophrenia, it is surely a very sad story, R.I.P. Mike Richardson you will be missed
zPengwahz 2 months ago
I am extremely sorry for your loss. May God make it easy for you and your family. These psychotic diseases...they work in extremely mysterious ways. Their etiology is unknown.
God is the All Mighty, the All Knowing. He planned this for your brother and for you and your family to bear before the earth was created. It was His plan.
may you find strength
spazcrunch 2 months ago
My dad was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia, he was born in 52 and died in 2007 mysteriously when he did not awake from sleep one day. He was always talking about how the government was corrupt, he looked a lot like your brother in some of those pictures. You never get over these types of things, only learn how to deal with them. Best of luck to you all.
Yaknaw 3 months ago
Watched it 4 times. In tears by the end. Praise the LORD!!!! Praise the Lord... Lord knows we need Him. Faith!!! There is nothing with out faith but darkness and fear; the hand of the devil. God Bless your brother.
The sadness is the beauty, and the beauty sadness, because he didn't lose his life, he gained his life. He's alive brother. And I can even see in the photos that he had a beautiful soul. I'm not normally so soft, but this touched me.
TheDmashisno 4 months ago
I usually don't like gay dramatic stuff, but this a beautiful song and a beautiful tribute. God bless your brothers soul and give him rest. God is great. Very touching....I'm dealing with a few mental issues and paranoia lately, well over the past two years... I wont get diagnosed, I'll either over come it or overcome myself. This is beautiful. God Bless you both. I hope your brother has peace now. 2 years I have dealt with what is similar;'they' are everywhere. I hope my faith can kill my fear.
TheDmashisno 4 months ago
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TheDmashisno 4 months ago
I'm Paranoid Schizophrenia To :)
ivietalism 4 months ago
*salutes*
infamousshadow92 4 months ago
I cries so hard to this video. I'm also on the verge of losing myself to paranoid schizophrenia. I see hardly any road ahead of me. I'm 19 years old.
TheBadboy4lyf 4 months ago
waow so sorry for your loss......the hardest part i think is standing by and watching it happen,feeling so powerless....because there really isnt much that can be done..... =C
infamousshadow92 5 months ago
I got schizophrenia i feel so lost, i lost my job and everything. I don't know what to do now. i wish it will end
nonocia 5 months ago
@nonocia i am sorry to hear that. i know this was 3 months ago, but how are you keeping up nowadays? take care
spazcrunch 2 months ago
WHAT HAPPENED? SORRY FOR THE LOSS. I
Jimmyp6255 6 months ago
I'm so sorry you had to suffer through watching your brother's downfall into the hellish world of schizophrenia. it's an absolutely horrendous illness. I think there should be more public awareness of it, like cancer.
TheMunkRocker 6 months ago
the plight of humans....god have mercy.....
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Diane9773 8 months ago
our holy father shall bless you and your family.
TheHamsterlover1234 8 months ago
I have this it's pretty tough I tried to kill myself. They say people with this are between reality and being a psycho. I think they have the most potential. We are all strong and no matter how hard it is we must believe in ourselves. We have a different view on life we believe we are being watched or plotted against by loved ones. We believe that we can't make it, but that's where were wrong, we have to push ourselves no matter how hard life is at the moment.
1owlcity 8 months ago
Beautiful tribute! sorry for your loss !!!!! God bless!!!
queensonna22 8 months ago
@narrowgatevisions You HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT !!! I was raised by someone with this illness.. my mom.. and you dont have a clue of what you are talking about .. PERIOD you make me sick to my stomic.. My mom was very close to God.. and when she isnt on med is when she is out of her mind... YOU Need to spend a long time with someone with this illness.. then you might understand it even a little .>>
stina8236 8 months ago
I'm sorry. I know what mental illness is like, not to this extent of course. May he rest in peace.
crumpledpaper409 8 months ago
A Beautiful Video A Beautiful Person
12hourshiftworker 9 months ago
@narrowgatevisions dude you are a total D bag blaming sick people for not loving god enough and thats why they are ill. you'll be in hell way before they are for the way you treat people who desperately need help
8peregrint8 9 months ago
I'm sorry, my uncle took his own life from paranoid schizophrenia. He wasn't even a bad guy we didn't think he would commit suicide... but it just happened. He was sick of dealing with it I guess. A great guy.
RIP William Schiedinger.
Killermolls44 9 months ago
Very touching video. I am also diagnosed with the same disease. Theres a lot of stigma out there regarding schizophrenia, not many people think of you the same when you explain that you don't always see, hear, and feel the same things they do.
16210537 10 months ago 2
god bless your brother <3
izzadfaisal 10 months ago
A moving wonderful tribute to your brother!. the horrible mental disorder is a curse to everyone! the family the victim and society!
It has touched my family with devastating effects: Loss of a life!
What can I say! very sad
schveety5644 10 months ago
What a beautiful, touching tribute to your beloved brother! Thank you for sharing with us. Many Blessings to you, your family and your brother, Bill. Now that Bill is where we all go when we leave the earth..it's most likely, he now understands what Schizophrenia is!
Info we all need to know about Schizophrenia...especially if you have friends or loved ones dealing with Schizophrenia, find/read this article...
THE NAME OF THE DEMON, Schizophrenia-Demonic Possession-Exorcism
Arissasbel 11 months ago
sorry 4 ur loss may god be with you and may god bless you my prayers are with you
lashelle2390 11 months ago
Link in description did not work. May God bless you and your family!
spitfireatme 1 year ago
i have this :( i'm so sorry for your loss
yourteendreamgirl15 1 year ago
@narrowgatevisions
No offense, but if that website is yours, i wouldn't say that you are cured at all.
Chulacker 1 year ago 4
very moving video. one day we'll all be reunited with our loved ones
netbetset 1 year ago
I am 17 years old. I have been ditching skool everyday and I hate having this feeling of paranoia and i havent told any1 yet I'm too young for this :(
duecepitbull 1 year ago
I am 17 years ol. I have been ditching skool everyday and I hate having this feeling I'm too young for this :(
duecepitbull 1 year ago
I am sorry to hear about your brother. My father has paranoid schizophrenia, he was diagnosed when he was 16. He self medicated for years. Now that he is in his 50s things have gotten to the point where we can no longer help him and he refuses to seek any help or ask for it. I know most persons with PS aren't violent but my father has become violent, making it even harder to bear. There have been 5 generations in my dad's family with PS, all of them took their own lives before they turned 60...
Asphikenna 1 year ago
...so i know without help he will do the same. It's hard to know someone is going through something we can never understand. To see the world the way they see it is impossible. It's even harder to know that you cannot stop them from doing something to harm themselves. Your video made me bawl because all I can do is think of my dad. We don't get along very well, but your video made me rethink my approach to his illness. Thank you and bless your family. I can feel the same pain you do. Bless you.
Asphikenna 1 year ago
@Asphikenna
im sorry about your brother, i also have this illness. Your video helped me realize that I may be
gone...my sister, my twin will be sad....i havent been well since i have this. I have gotten worse.
I know the real info to why people really hear voices, and there is more than just hearing voices.
princessjean28 9 months ago
@Asphikenna
im sorry about your brother. i also have this illness. Your video made me realize that i will be gone.
my twin , my sister will be sad. I know the real truth to why people really hear voices. but there isnt anything people can help.
princessjean28 9 months ago
Hi, I am sorry for your family's loss. My sister also has this illness. She was diagnosed 4 years ago. It has been a difficult time since then. She has been in and out of mental institutions for the last 4 years, because she doesn't want to take her medicine. She hates her family and don't think she needs the medication. I just hope that there is some solution. May God be with you and your family and may God heal all your wounds in time.
Cornelia607 1 year ago
wow! so sorry for your loss.as the song says....i can only imagine.god bless you...
112972gh 1 year ago
also, there is a book which came a little too late into our hands
"the day the voices stopped". Its worth reading. People can overcome schizophrenia with the right support.
also, your brother holds resemblance to my brother. same look in his eyes.
togism 1 year ago
Hi, 7 years ago my brother was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia at the age 23, he overdosed 2 years after as he couldnt take the voices and threats anymore.
It has been the hardest thing that my family has gone through, -he hadnt been the same after being diagnosed, what made him, him almost felt like it had been lost.
I Love my brother and miss him.
Doctors just need to learn the right care and support to give people.
togism 1 year ago
I just recently lost my brother a few months ago from Paranoid Schizophrenia. I miss him so much. He was a sweet, loving and extremely gifted person. He was 23 and was to be 24 a few weeks after. I feel your sadness and don't know how to go on sometimes. It saddens me to see my mother lose her only son
amandalombard22 1 year ago
Looks like he was pretty bad ass, you were fortunate to have him as a brother.
smzavala10 1 year ago
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2pacz1996 1 year ago
@2pacz1996 - No, & Don't listen to a-holes that tell you people can't recover becouse they do
IronicallyVague 1 year ago
No. See a doctor and you can live a pretty normal life if you take medication and see a therapist.
bjoneal1 1 year ago
@bjoneal1 Medication is NOT a cure. Medication is to be used as an aid with therapy. Medication cannot cure disorders. The doctor's purpose is to teach you how to live with your illness. Not attempt to mask it through more pills.
Mikraken23 1 year ago
hey i know this is extreamly random, but were did you find the 3rd background picture.
thanks.
smile1more 1 year ago
I am currently in nursing school and in my psych rotation at a local state psychiatric hospital. My patient I get to meet with tomorrow is Diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia so I was researching and watching videos and this video touched my heart. "I can only imagine" what it must be like!!!!
2SheRa 1 year ago
I saw this video about 2 years ago after we found out my brother was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia from his most deadly psychotic break. My family fell to their knees what he did to himself. He was given less than 1% just to survive. In my quest to understand and cope I joined NAMI ~ National Alliance on Mental Illness. There is much more help and information out there for all affected. What a beautiful and moving tribute you made for him. God Bless you.
ygragnola 1 year ago
May God continue to comfort you and your family. I have a brother who was diagnosed with paranoial schizophrenia and it torments me to see him being tormented. He was my role model, growin up, and to see him suffering mentally as he does breaks my heart. But one thing I've learned is to never charge God foolish.
Dmatt83 1 year ago
Even an illness is a vehicle... know this. For all of the times the human man gives up, he begines again... with new tools and insperation... language becomes more pure, more close to the singularity, and eternity watches with open eyes while the past is put to bed, and the future is awoken.
Give up as you will human man... I will awaken you again, even from deaths conditions... there is only one eternity.
If you would only imagine... nothing ever dies.
Quiethoof 1 year ago
ive had paranoid schizophrenia since i was 9, im now 17 and have attempted suicide twice because of my illness
the first time i took an overdose because i thought i was being controlled and when i realised what i done i was too scared to tell my mum so i lay down and went to sleep then my mum found me the 2nd time i was in the secure psyc unit and i tied a ligature as the voices were scaring me and i thought i was going to act apon them so i tried to kill myself so i wldnt hurt any one
DylanJamesAkaSavD 1 year ago
A moving tribute: so sorry for your family's loss.
sheenathecat 1 year ago
Thank you, our family will never get over the loss, the pain just gets easier with time...I hope medical science moves forward quickly and enables other victims of this disease to lead a normal life as possible.
bjoneal1 1 year ago 5
awsome
swanky911 1 year ago
Someone I love , I believe may have this illness. I am so sorry for your lost. May your brother be comforted in the Comforters arms. No more suffering..
Lionessroars11 1 year ago
this is a lovely rememberance to bill, what a lovely man he was, and still is in heaven now. i also was born again and belive in god. but i need to be a much better christian than i am. bill would of been proud that u put this on for his memory! Godbless u, have the amazing knowledge that u will meet again one day xxxx
lizzykiss441 1 year ago
it took my boyfriends life, its a tradgedy what happened as he took his own life as things got too much for him. r.i.p dave, ile always love you.
lizzykiss441 1 year ago
Hello. I also have a case of this disease in my family. My brother was diagnosed with this .. illness.. Can someone tell me what kind of histories and/or plots do they say when they suffer from this strange disorder??.. My brother use to tell me histories about the end of the world and this like that (with him as a important piece).
I know for many sources that this disorder is often related with religion issues. I also suspect that some ppl thinks that sometimes religion is kind of the cause
invisiblecosa 1 year ago
@invisiblecosa Religion is only a trigger because it is something important to them, Something that they care about deeply family is a trigger too, theres alot.
b52goats 1 year ago
@invisiblecosa so does my brother he is nine. it is so hard on my life. he dosend have any friends it is so sad. :'(
lizzyqazxdr151 1 year ago
the hardest thing about people with Schizo is that they are totally unaware that there is something wrong with them, esp. paranoid Schizo's, they sincerely believe people or things are out to get them, and unfortunately most clinics won't accept patients unless they themselves agree to seek help, this was te case with my brother who's been dealing with this for over 6 yrs. he now lives with my dad, isolating himself from society
theiveslikeus 1 year ago
@theiveslikeus if everyone thought you were dangerous and unpleasant to be around wouldn't you want to isolate yourself from society too?
Bloodstryke 1 year ago
it seems like his death was a good thing. And no, that's not how I see it btw.
nakallo 1 year ago
Thanks for sharing. I have a brother, my only brother who is suffering with this illness. It is almost impossible to reason with him and get some help for him. I feel so helpless.
davebigs 1 year ago
So beautiful tribute, it makes me crying... Rest in peace, Bill
PsykoTenchu 1 year ago
People probably don't wanna hear this, but schizophrenia has been cured in hundreds if not thousands of patients by Orthomolecular Medicine, which is a combination of proper nutrition and large (sometimes 4g daily) doses of certain vitamins (especially B3, niacin), eventually getting patients off their drugs very gradually. Search for videos of Dr. Abram Hoffer and also the documentary 'Masks of Madness' to see what all this 'nutritional nonsense' is about. Oh, and do try to have an open mind.
themanofthepast 1 year ago
My mother had this. She died from illnesses which in a non-schizophrenic would have been manageable. Diabetes, hypothyroidism, etc. It ruined her life while she lived.
nephthysuk 1 year ago
god bless you my friend
joelperronful 1 year ago
@kevykev38 OMG thats so saaaad! :"(
crammiddleschool 1 year ago
The year before i was gonna marry my first love. She was diagnosed with this horrible illness. I do miss her still It has been well over 30 years since this had happened and since i've last seen her. She is still alive physically but mentally gone. I feel that,, that girl i was gonna marry died the day she was diagnosed. From one day to the next she was like night and day . totally different person. So all of my heart goes out to those people dealing with it ,trying to find a cure.
kevykev38 1 year ago
Im so sorry man :( I have this illness as well and it is difficult to deal with.. but its weird because i have never tried suicide and i can't because that's one of my delusions.. Im horrified of death and i always feel as though im about to die and it scares me
crammiddleschool 1 year ago
my mom has schizophrenia and is bipolar. its really hard.....
L0VELYBONES 1 year ago
My father was diagnosed w/ Paranoid Schizophrenia when i was 6. He passed away this March. I have to just accept that even though i couldn't fully understand him, I still loved him. This is a horrible disease, you just have to reach out to those who suffer.
peanutfly22 1 year ago
I am truly sorry for your loss. We are working to try and help people understand schizophrenia. It's hard to get past the stigma.
petercmatthews 1 year ago
I was diagnosed with this illness about about a year ago, though it is thought I had the disease for at least 15 years, and am now on 20mg of olanzapine a night. I feel so sorry for you. I have attempted suicide several times, though most have been cries for help.
dlzoidberg 1 year ago
I have this... Sadly..
crazymegatron 1 year ago
this was an awesome video to watch and those who are suffering through pain of their love ones do not be discouraged and put it in the hands of God and trust in Him. God has a plan with every life so do not worry God is with you and your love ones have faith in God because the Bible says that there is nothing impossible for Him...
HijoDeDios18 1 year ago 3
Oh, Brenda - thank you for this lovely video. I hate schizophrenia - I'm a psychologist and it's so hard to see beautiful people like your brother suffer and disappear due to this terrible illness. This is a lovely tribute to him.
Today, there is little disagreement about the cause. We know it's genetic and there are triggers causing the expression of the genes - mostly prenatal, such as being ill with the flu. One thing for sure - it's NO ONE's fault! Everyone is a victim.
Again, thank you.
ProfessorAlice 1 year ago
If some one want to talk about schizophrenia and OCD plz contact me
I had it since many years and some how i believe i have found a technique which helps.
I am not saying i have found a cure for it(seems stupid) but all you have to do is just follow some simple rules in your own life.......
roy4joy@yahoo
gforce007@gmail
May be what worked for me can give some peace to others........
007gforce 1 year ago
I can understand your brothers sufferings, I had schizophrenia also. but i m living with it and some how i have found peace in my mind.
Between 2000 to 2007 it got worst and i almost killed my self.
But now i am fine and i have found a way to battle this beast.
May God help all who have this stupid disease.
Take care all schizophernians.
007gforce 1 year ago
None of you have to live with this anymore. I know the frustration, embarrassment and fear that is involved. Please go to my site. You dont need to buy anything, I promise you its already been paid for fuentesevangelism-.-c-o-m-
fathersonnholyspirit 1 year ago
One day I will to. I'm just scared I wont make it and I don't know how. I feel like shit and I look like a retard...
Nikoslol 1 year ago
This made me cry. I'm 18 years old and my mom was diagnosed when I was 16. I'm in love with Jesus. Do you think there is anyway she could love him too? Before it's too late.
BeautifulRepublic 1 year ago 3
Can some1 please help me...i'm 15 years old and I need to talk to some1 with certain expertise with schizofrenia. Please send back
deanvella69 1 year ago
@deanvella69 , You can talk with me about schizophrenia.
its a daemon don't let it ruin your life.
Take care,
A fellow schizophrenic.
007gforce 1 year ago
huhu, ich bin paraniod schizophren, aber total glücklich grad!!!
iguddiingo 1 year ago
I suffered from severe paranoia a while ago, and it truly is horrible.
xXforever16Xx 1 year ago
it suffered from paranoia, and it surely is debilitating
xXforever16Xx 1 year ago
Beautiful video...by the way what song is this?
depzaidi 1 year ago
@depzaidi the song is I can only imagine by Mercy Me
Bloodstryke 1 year ago
hear Yourself, understand yourself. And, Know your enemy
MystSilverDragon 1 year ago
I am human man... waited for so long for an angel to hear the language that even the closest ones to me could not... I never understood the way they looked at me when I spoke. If someone could tell me who I really am... I might just let go of this dieing brain.
Illness is what they say of my body... and those of who I have shared my attempt at eternity, no longer hear me.
A king upon his thrown of illness... not even his angel could save him...
Quiethoof 1 year ago 5
MORE research into this illness is so important. The suffering imposed to those living with this illness is devastating..
more more research to Help ALL Suffering from this illness, May you be at peace,
2010raindrops 1 year ago 2
ahora conosco esta enfermadad y lo siento mucho por esta persona.
66tilin 1 year ago
Complete sadness when i saw this. My husband died, he had Paranoid Schizophrenia also. Only 35 years old, I miss him, and Wish to God that I could have saved him. May God cradle them and those who have suffered Paranoid Schizophrenia, AND my they find absolute PEACE in heaven. RIP
2010raindrops 1 year ago 2
R.I.P god bless him.
My mum and Dad has it.
My mum also Died .
Missvamp2010 2 years ago 2
Tears runnin´ down on my Face.
You had a good Brother.
God bless you and your Family.
Soerven 2 years ago 16
Amen to that!
Totothemonkey 2 years ago
I'm very sorry about your brother but am glad he was surrounded by such love while alive.
I'd also like to thank you. Usually when someone asks others to support research for the mentally ill, it's coming from us patients or someone in the mental health industry. I think the tendency is that, once we're gone, our loved ones prefer to pretend it never happened. Maybe they want to save us the embarrassment or their own, but I wish more would do like you've done.
May your god bless you.
pandarsson 2 years ago
Truely a lovely man, God Bless him.
spiritspeakscouk 2 years ago
my dee;pest sympthy i have a brother who was diagnosed w/ bipolar paranoid schizophrenia, its not easy but we keep him in prayer and show him much love
five409 2 years ago
I cried when I saw this. You have a beautiful brother.
MNBrant 2 years ago
God Bless You
RIP
caseynalagonbanks 2 years ago 2
my name is Rose Mary Smith and i am billy joe smith wife i want to thank my sisterinlaw for this video
ThePurecountry4 2 years ago
really?
PurelyObsessionalOCD 2 years ago
@ThePurecountry4
Rose, I have empathy for you. I too Lost my husband, this illness changed everything about us.I was with my husband for 10 years, but I couldn't save him....I miss him everyday......
2010raindrops 1 year ago
thank you
doctorsuperbill 2 years ago
I have an uncle who served in Desert Storm. When he came home, he wasn't the same at all. About a few years later, when I turned 15, he was diagnosed with the same illness.
He's still doing well. Thanks for posting this video. :)
LoveMeNots 2 years ago
God bless you have a heart of gold to make a beautiful montage for his happy times in life celebrate life when people die it will give you tears of joy instead of tears of sorrow
sidewaysjsideways 2 years ago
Such a loving and beautiful tribute. So sorry you lost him. No one understands as well as those who have experienced this cruel illness first-hand. My sister has suffered with this same illness since late 60's. Almost lost her a few times. Thank the Lord she is on meds now but it's a constant struggle because when they "feel fine" they think they can stop the meds...only lands them back in the hospital, or worse. Prisoners of the mind and they know it. My heart is with you and your family.
hmw2390 2 years ago
my deepest sorrow for all of you. my brother too passed...miss him terribly. i believe he may have suffered many things none of us will ever know. God Bless us all!
babb001 2 years ago
I am a mother of a 33 year ols son who too suffers from the cruelest thing I have seen, I've seen a lot...I have buried one son and another lost an eye to cancer he is well, Patrick is with the Lord but Stephen, My God I pray unceasingly for him...Thank you for sharing you caring and may god bless You and yours not to sure how much more this mother can take may I be so bold as to ask you to pray for my son... Kathleen
Kathleenwasrobinson6 2 years ago 4
Kathleen, your are not bold at all to ask for prayer. I hope that others will pray for Stephen as well. This video is to honor my brother who believed in God even as a child long before schizophrenia took over his mind. Bill would have wanted to reach out to help others with this illness, he had a very caring heart.
bjoneal1 2 years ago 4
Paranoid Schizophrenia took my father's life when I was 14 :( I never got to meet him. Anyway bjoneal1 I sent you a personal message with a curious question.
duckfart77 2 years ago 3
Thanks for the personal email, I am answering.
bjoneal1 2 years ago
@duckfart77 I suffer frorm this ilness but I do follow Jesus Christ. He died for our sins on the cross and he rose again from the dead the third day he can take the heaviness of grief and the pain isaiah 53 . the Lord Jesus is the great shepherd of the sheep and he is the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world- and he knows what you are going through
tgillspy 1 year ago 2
i pray God reveals the cure to someone..my heart is broken.
onegreeneye 2 years ago
im so sorry..my best friend had this.. and cannot be the same ever again.. its hard to see someone slip into another personality..God has your brother-free of the illness.
onegreeneye 2 years ago
My heart breaks for you and your family. This brain disorder is terrifying and confusing for those who have it and their families. You feel so helpless and wonder if there is anything you can do or could have done. My son has this diagnosis and I pray everyday that I will not lose him.
tookagain 2 years ago
I'm sorry that paranoid schizophrenia took you brother. It's not easy watching your own brother lose their mind and sense of reality. I'm not sure whats worse watching it or the guilt that comes from not being able to save him.
I fear one day soon paranoid schizophrenia will take my brothers life as well. I'm so scared ..
QueerDerk 2 years ago
I am sorry for your loss! He looked like a nice young man! He is with the Lord and he understands him!!
LYNXVAL 2 years ago
I sorry for your loss! <3 The part showing bill hugging jesus has helped me with my own paranoia, letting me know that Jesus will be there to hug me as well. . .
Dem0nakuma 2 years ago
I am sorry your brother had to live with such a cruel disease. You did him proud with your video and just the fact that you made it shows what a wonderful sister you were and are to Bill. From the looks of it, you were both lucky to have eachother for as long as you did. Thanks for sharing him with us.
EllieKirch 2 years ago
Hi it was a nice video but why don't u right more about how/when this illness occured, I realise it can happen to anyone but maybe there was something that triggered it, cheers
whatthemadaz 2 years ago
I am truely sorry for your loss. I too lost my brother ( my only sibling almost 5 yrs ago...not to Schizophrenia, but to a massive heart attack). Just know I feel your loss. God bless you all. I work with people with special needs ( mental disorders included). It is very challenging as that often times the hallucinations are so real that there is no recognition from reality to make belief. I too, hope that more research goes into Schizophrenia. God bless you all.
Lots of love always,
Isa.
isa051978 2 years ago
I am a Disabled Veteran due to paranoid schizophrenia. I must say this. Your brother is a hero.
romaringco 2 years ago
Yes, "Transcentity"!!!!! I agree!!!!!! We need less misspelled, grammatically-incorrect, religious, comments and more intelligent ones like yours!
GutaiS 2 years ago
"sari781"....You are a medical student and you write like THAT?!?!
GutaiS 2 years ago
we as the schzo no what it like of the time we all have lost brother i find him as my own as well cos we have the gift two talk two the dead it not a right or magic from the sky but i can say god does care and has holp take care
protest911 2 years ago
The lord called him home.
jmfigone209 2 years ago
I just want you to know that I have the same illness as him and this video gives me hope :)
Serenityblu23 2 years ago 2
what happened to him?
Duvmasta 2 years ago
wow, wonderful tribute. I didn't know him but the music and the pix make you feel like you knew him. so sorry you lost your brother. I wish there was more research on cmi(chronic mental illness)and not just from the meds but from other sources as well.
ojewel 2 years ago
I enjoyed this video.....well thought out, he must have been a great guy and much loved.
to anyone affected by mental illness. let God fill any empty spaces in your life and let your doctor do his best for you, and for f**k sake keep takin th god damm tablets!!!!!
PS check out MADNESS by johnnyboyquango, He's a bit mad!!
johnnyboyquango 2 years ago
if u'll have ne person in ur family whuz havin schizophrenia,u have to try to undrstand dem,and believe dem
and treat dem wid love and a sencere advice.stay away from shock therapy..itz realy painful..and agonising,d person may even die afta dat..im sayin dis coz i have a basic knowledge abt schizophrnia as a medical student..
i would advice u'll to switch a homeopathic mode of treatment if possible,coz datz reali effective..i hav seen many schizophrenic cases being cured..all d best..tc
sari781 2 years ago
please don't misunderstand, i pray because i believe in God, but know it was i who took her to the emergency room to seek medical help.
because she is 34, and has not posed a 'threat to herself and/or others', the federal prohibits forcing her to take medication, as it also prohibits mental health professionals from discussing her case with me without her approval.
I pray because I believe in God, and that if He did not want us to have medical care, He would not have enlightened us to have it.
momieharriett 2 years ago
That is good to hear, wish her luck for me :) and I hope she's doing what she can. As I said I have suspicions of a beginning to the disorder and need to get diagnosed myself.
I do, however, have a final question to ask you and hope you don't take it personal. Why are you praying when god could have prevented the disorder in the first place? Doesn't this mean, in your beliefs, that he wanted this to happen in the first place?
Transcentity 2 years ago
God gives us free-will. The ability to make decisions on our own. That is not to state that my daughter 'willed' this on herself. It is, I believe possible that some of her life choices may have lead to the manifestation of this illness. However, my layman's research has revealed that this is a in its simplicity, a deteroration of the cognitive part of the brain that leads the victim to believe they are rational, when they are not.
momieharriett 2 years ago 2
The causes of Schizophrenia are not fully understood but it has been suggested genetics, prenatal development, early environment, neurobiology and psychological and social processes are important contributory factors. Chances are, you're born with it. I just hope they find a cure for it soon.
Take care and good luck :)
Transcentity 2 years ago
in april of this year, 2009, i learned my daughter of 34 years is a paranoid schizophrenic.
i don't klnow what to do for her.
i feel so loss.
i;ve questioned God while praying for her healing.l but i know in my heart this prayer will not be answered.
someone, please pray for her and her 10 year old daughter.
i ask God to heal her for her dayghter who needs a healthy momie.
my prayers are with those who endure this horrible illness both directly and indirectly
momieharriett 2 years ago
I would encourage anyone who reads this to help pray for this young lady of 34 yrs. of age. and also for medical breakthroughs to help in dealing with schizophrenia. Don't be discouraged momieharriett, just pray, pray for your daughter.
bjoneal1 2 years ago
@momieharriett all you can do is hope or do something about it. For every action there is a reaction, prayer is not an action therefore your daughter will not get better by a prayer. You that are a mother of a 34 years old, should know by now how things are, you been on this earth for a long time. Fantasy and reality, so just hope for the best.
nakallo 1 year ago
i'm not sure if i'm getting it.
ever since i was 14 i heard things that were not there.
An expert said that if your hear voices you should talk to them
for those who have it don't lose hope there may not be a cure but sometimes chemical balances change in you brain and it can go away.
lordofpepsi 2 years ago
If were seeing a doctor that told you to talk to the voices, please see another. You need to be able to tell what is real and what isn't. Please seek out another doctor to get counseling and medication if you need it. I will pray for that you live a productive and happy life.
bjoneal1 2 years ago
im very sorry for your loss
gullz 2 years ago 2
its probably gonna take mines, its to damn suvier, im fucking paranoid i can't think. i need major help im scared as fuck
MMOchamp9 2 years ago
just relax, and say FUCK IT ALL. next time you get paranoid and have some sort of stupid racing though, just be like "fuck you" and make that the end of it. its easier said than done but u can do it if you try, i do.
imjus1rockinout2 2 years ago
This is a beautiful video! I am very sorry for your loss. The video made me cry because I have a younger brother who has also been diagnosed. Thank you so much for sharing the light of your brother's life with the world :)
eventualee 2 years ago
Im deeply sorry for your lost of your brother . I can understand ;9:((( sometimes when IM Depressed ill hate everything around me;(((( God please help these people because they are suffering a lot;:((((((xxxx God Bless And Peace!!!!
getfunky79 2 years ago
I'm so sorry, to say the least
dlots1714 2 years ago
This is a beautiful tribute, May your brother rest in peace and happiness.
tempelton 2 years ago
I get by spiritually, Im on hi meds which I always take, I have not been admitted since 1984 a Police recommendation for a week.
People in institutions are just normal people, some are going through a tough tiime but generally mental health has a bad label.
They used to say mine was chronic, but the Docs over react and have the ability to write all sorts of stuff about you.
Your old friends leave quite quick if you are diagnosd.
28October1961 2 years ago
That is great the meds are working for you, and remember anyone who leaves you when you are sick or in a time of need is not a true friend. We all find out who are true friends are in our time of need, for we all go through hard times in this life.
bjoneal1 2 years ago
i have schizophrenia too, but i still fighting, god bless your brother, you and your family
raulishoogallagher 2 years ago
This is a great tribute to your brother. I recently lost my brother to paranoid schizophrenia. There needs to be more awareness brought to this illness to try and save the ones affected.
lilbobkat 2 years ago 2
Are you a true believer of Jesus? Do you accept him as Christ? The Redeemer? The Holy One? Whoever believes in him will live forever. Do not fear those who can kill the body, instead fear the ones who can kill the body and destroy the soul, in hell.
MangaArt145 2 years ago
the hospitals dont help the 1 i was in was trying to poison me and becuase i wouldnt eat and got away theres people after me now
those people controlled me and made me take an over dose and they've implanted a computer chip in my brain and r trying to get me to hurt/kill myself
when i told the doctor this he said i was sick and al that is part of the illness and if im not any better by monday i'l be gettin put in the secure unit Y_Y
NeonSav 2 years ago
I loved this video, it made me cry. I have a brother that has PS and it's a battle, especially when he's off his meds like right now. My prayers are with you and a wonderful video of memories.
christinaison 2 years ago
ok... if u have it... uve always had it. u just show symptoms or ur brain doesnt start reacting until early or mid 20s
KaraLuvzYou 2 years ago
you can have the gene for it but never have it activated, i once swallowed man meat
TheBestGuitarSoloEVR 2 years ago
being sad wont help lets try to be happy when your life ends there wont be time to be happy so be happy while you still can
1holybladex 2 years ago
ya i know but i mean what causes it?
Kriss310 2 years ago
rip...
cyne87x 2 years ago
RIP from a SZ friend...
kaltenbach16 2 years ago
i am very close to someone who has schizophrenia... and it hurts so much to see what he has to go through... i just think its the most unfair thing in this world... why won't he ever get to have a normal life?
fqshah 2 years ago
Lovely tribute. I have schizoaffective disorder. God gets me through it though. Even when I'm not conscious enough to even know that there is a God and I only believe the there are crazy aliens, or demons and such. He's with me and waits for me to come out of it.
MsNewgirl 2 years ago
wow 12 years with Parnoid schizophrenia and it's been like a up and down roller coaster.
JDOGFTW 2 years ago
Truly a wonderful tribute. My adult son has schiz and I know that I could lose him any day. I try to cherish and love as much as I can. And, anyone that has a loved one with schiz will know how difficult that can be at times.
God Bless You and your brother.
davidm1952 2 years ago