Anorexia Update-- Mead's//Sister//WeightPart2

[ellie1289]

I have had anorexia since summer '06, when i was 13. I have been in the hospital... but I kinda "faked recovery" as you mention in another video. And you prob. made that one after this one lol. but anyway your videos are really encouraging and I love watching them! It's nice to see that someone like totally random can feel the same things i do! I hope you continue doing well!

[OSnapski]

hey ellie! thanks, all ive wanted to do is help. and thats funny, it was in that year of summer that i started my ED too, but I was 12. turning 13 in the fall of that year. yah just remember you are never truly alone in ur struggle, even tho u may feel like you are and that no one else is gng through such a struggle. but thats not true, ive learned that.

stay strong <3

[lillypeac]

you reminde me of Miley cyres hahaha

[OSnapski]

lmaoo xDD

wow thats a first! =)

[dogsredsmcdonalds]

hahahahahaha!.....ur r cool ! lol

[Soccerwin785]

So I was like 58 seconds into yer video & i totally heard something! So I stopped the vid & was like listening closely & i hear something again so I go out of my room to find my brother had the tv on & was asleep! It's like 3 in the morning (crazy i know) but thankfully it was only the tv! I totally believe my house has ghosts also! So yer not alone on that craziness

[chandra00michelle]

haha oh geez. thess 2 videos cracked me up!! i have no idea why. they were hilarious. (minus the more serious/not so hilairous stuff) but yeah. i think dr mead seems like a pretty sweet doctor to have. like he DEF knows his shit. i reallyy wish i had someone like that. maybe i wouldnt be so confused all the time.

[OSnapski]

yah theres times i HATE him but i know i love him. no matter how much i may love this disease or hate it, hes always there for me. i hope you find your own dr mead =)

[AMFlover]

and then i have this other math class and well i'm no good at math so it is no fun :[. the math tutor sounds really kind of triggering but funny to.

[kaate36]

Dear Beatrice,watched all ur vids.needed some time to let them sink in.responded to this one be4 but can't find my response so i'll try again(500words is 2little!):i'm halfway around the world&more than twice ur age,yet ur words touched me.some made me worry,others inspired.i've been struggling with anorexia,on&off 4 over 20years,so i know about recovery&relapse.please don't give up&go on fighting!change comes 2 those who try,so keep trying!if u'd like my support,i'd love 2 be there 4 u!love,k

[OSnapski]

heyy kate =) thanks for your input i appreciate it so much. 20yrs is a very long time to be struggling, and all i can say is i wish you the best... i try not to giveup, i really try. some days im strong, other days i let this disease step all over me...

im really lucky to have viewers like you, thank you kate. and please keep on watching and commenting <33

[kaate36]

hello again!thanks for answering me.i know u try ur soks of!i applaude u 4 that!having good&bad days is totally normal when ur recovering(but it sucks all the same).when ur having one of those "step all over me" days,please contact me(i'm "online" most of the time)or someone else!that'll make it a little easier to stay on the right track.for sure i'll keep watching and commenting,anything i can do to help..(&it helps me 2!)looking forward 2 ur next message,hang in there..love,k

[sdloser45]

Grill your sooo funny.. i LOVEE people with good/funny personalities ;) like me!!

"Aww your hair looks soo good that way"-the way you said that "" HILARIOUSS :) and cute!! ehehe

[MissNo1Ana]

girl you are hilarious.

good to know that you don't have borderline personality disorder and i totally know that waterthing...hope you will be able to not use it.

kiss.

[ChicagoBandTheL]

thanks hon!! <3

[ChicagoBandTheL]

by the way, its bea im on an old account for a moment lol

[Ophelia9184]

That is so awkward to be put on the spot like that.

[ChicagoBandTheL]

haah chyeaa i was just like nervously laughing the entire time haha

[ChicagoBandTheL]

btw its bea im on an old account for a minute

[bsc15dancer]

no freak to me...I too love school; so much so that I take summer school in college. I embrace the geek within me :)

[gundokitty4]

haha this video is amazing and soo was the first one cause it like has you talking about being haunted lol...its good to hear you don't have bpd and hope to talk to you soon. Hopefully new video on Monday but don't hold me to it

[ChicagoBandTheL]

haha! i kept hearing things and it was like after 10 pm so it was kinda creepy lmao!

okay ill be looking for the video hon =)

[ChicagoBandTheL]

^^its bea btw, old account for a minute lol i forgot i was on it

[mousiehousie13]

i'm from chicago too. ee.

[ChicagoBandTheL]

o really? niice! im on the south side in Beverly =)

[ChicagoBandTheL]

^^ its me, bea, i forgot i was on an old account when i replied to youlol