Soon sorry about ur mom but u were there with her an that's all that matter..she didn't die lonely she had u there.i saw my father last before he died he had an infection i couldn't touch or kiss him bit i told him i loved him an he heard me. Things will get better god bless .
i'm so sorry for the loss of your mother, she is in a much better place looking down on you and with you in spirit, i also just wanna say thank you for this video, i just loss my grandfather this past sunday and i took a picture of his hand in mine before he passed also, it is really hard to say goodbye to their body but they are always with you
Im so sorry for your loss. you stayed strong for your mom and your family. its good to see that the two of you were able to reconnect before you lost her. i lost my dad and it was hard on me so i know how heart breaking it is to loss a parent, you just have to stay strong and keep her in your heart and soul. with god by your side time will heal the pain. i know you have been through a lot and even though im a stranger contact me if you EVER need me. please talk to me im always willing to listen,
I swear you are so strong I wasn't able to keep track that week of what happened to your mom because my husband had his leg amputated on the 15th and it was really scary and tough emotionally to go through then in rehab he had coded twice I was a wreck but we are much stronger now and I am so thankful that he is doing alot better I was down lower than I ever been but God uplifted me he held us up. I never would have made it without prayer and people praying for us. God Bless Brian.
nothing anyone can do or say can take the hurt and pain away. only think that heals is time and i dont know if the pain ever completely goes away. .. i want to say this to you. i know it doesnt matter what anyone thinks of you but I absolutely adore you. You make me smile and warm my heart with your uniqueness, personality and smile. im also a cancer so yoru behavior is much like my own and im constantly ridiculed for it. I love your I dont give a crap attitude. I could learn some things from U
you got me crying like a baby that just came out the womb here. i feel your hurt to a certain degree. my momma got killed by her b/f. and we had the worst relationship up till a year b4 her murder. I recall the beatiings with the wire dog brush and constantly trying to be accepted and loved by her. But i miss the hell out of her now. your hand picture got me the worst cuz for some very odd reason i struggle to picture my mommas hands. your videos really touched home and my heart.
You have a picture of you and your Mother now. It may only be your hands, but to me that is one of the most beautiful photos I have ever seen. I am sobbing because I still miss my Mother every day. It is the hardest journey to go on, but I have seen how strong you are, you will get through it. ~hugs~
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I lost my mom on June 26th and she just turned 62 on May 8th. I so feel your pain and can relate. It's the hardest thing to ever have to deal with. The lost of a loved one, especially a parent. Each day is hard, but she would have wanted you to be happy and go on with life. We have our mothers forever in our hearts and mind and that is what will help us to move on. Take care and stay strong.
@Passionate4Nails We have to love and respect our parents even if your father raped you? was molesting you since you were a baby? murdered your brother? beat your mom? beat you? Not that this happened to me.
The music in this video is very beautiful. I especially adore the photo of you holding your mothers hand so innocent and brave got me emotional. Peace and Blessings Brian. One love
My dad died. When my dad died, things happened. Things that couldn't be explained.
We started driving his car, for a year till his anniversary the radio would be on in the morning in his car, but the battery was never flat or low so it was never on all night - that never happened before.
My TV kept turning off.
I heard my dad's cough, no one was home and he had a distinctive cough.
Brian, look for those signs from your mom. No matter how small.
I'd say sorry, but you've heard that enough. It so sad to see her go, but now shes in a better place and you can rest easy knowing that. It's much harder to see someone in such bad health than it is to greave their death. My grandfather recently died and i watched him disappear as quickly as you saw your mom. But it showed me to appreciate what i have, and i know it has taught you the same. I send love your way, and may your mother rest in peace <3
I am so so sorry for the loss of your mother. I cant even imagine the pain and hardship it must have brought you. Just wanted you to know that you a so loved, by so many people, including me:) and that you and your mom are in my thoughts and prayers. Keep your head up sweetie, time heals all pain. xoxoxoxoxo
I just have one thing to say... You still got that arbor mist? lol. I this is a hard time for you but i thought that i would crack a joke to make you feel bettersince you used to love that stuff. Stay strong.
I just arrived home from our family vacation and I came here to check on you first thing! I am so sorry for the pain you're going through. I am praying for your heart to feel at peace and for your healing to begin. Blessings be with your mother's soul as she is finally no longer in pain. I am in the midst of a similar agony as my grandmother is dying and I am trying to help her and my mom to reconcile before it's too late. Please know, you are the true epitome of a beautiful & precious son!
My friend, my prayers and love go out to you and yours. May G-d give you the strength to get through your loss. But think of the "blessing" you have bestowed to your mother...when you were born, it was she who got to first hold you and touch your little hand...now at the time of her final hours, it was "you" who saw her take her last breath, and "you" who lovingly held her hand as she passed from this earth.
Let not your heart be sad for too long...you brought your mama a great joy.
In 36 days, you resolved the issues of the past that haunted you, you found out how much you mother loved you and everything that happened wasn’t to hurt you. I believe we go through some life experiences to make us stronger. Everything that happened to you is why you were able to carry the emotional weight of all the siblings during your mothers transition. Be proud you were there for her. As time go by, you will feel good about this ending. Through it all, you made a stand for Christ.
I did pray for your mother, and now I'll pray for you and your family to get pass this hard time of your mother passing. keep your head up and life will get easier as time goes on
Brian she lasted for you. Your relationship wasn't perfect but she loved you and you loved her. You got time to speak to her and spend time with her, I am very happy that you did.
my deepest condolences 2u brian,im so sorry it came to this to bring you both together,but God works in mysterious ways,&i am happy that both you and your mother found peace,at the end of her days,her body may have been in pain,but by u being by her side,u must've eased all the yrs of hurt&pain in both of ur hearts,may she find happiness & peace now-& i wish the same for u, i remeber just a yr ago how u felt- im glad love has filled ur heart,&may this dark night b over4u,&a new dawn begin amenxx
Im very sorry for your loss Brian. We're here for you if you need anybody to talk to. Im glad you had a chance to be there for your mom regardless of the past. She's no longer in pain. May she rest in peace...We love you Brian, and my prayers goes out to you and your family during this hard time...♥
so sorry 4 ur lost...but she is at peace now...and u as well...god bless u 4 being wit her even though ur relationship with her was difficult...god will bless u 4 that.....take care and god bless....
I am so sorry for your loss, sP. Sending my sincerest condolences and continued prayers for your entire family. It was amazing that you were able to forgive before she passed....I did the same before my Father passed and it's something I will never, EVER regret! Much love to you....and even though we don't truly "know" one another, I went through a similar experience and if you ever need to talk, I will be here for you. XXOO
Even though I don't know you or your family I can say with everything in my heart that I love you and I do send my prayers and strength to you and your family in this very very hurtful time my she rest in peace with your father she is not alone and neither are you my brother
I am so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. May she forever rest in peace, watching down on you smiling.
I hurt for you Brian but I see your strength. You have overcame so much and you were being prepared for this moment. I lost my father in 2006, so I understand what you're going through. If you ever need to chat, just send me a message. Our pasts are similar as I also had a bad relationship with my mom when I was young. God bless you honey!
Sorry for your loss, I know exactly what you are going thru. I went thru the same thing with my grandma in 2004. She is in a far more better place than we are..
Brian, I'm so sorry for your loss, I too have lost my mother and that has been the hardest thing to deal with, but through prayer it gets easier. Keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Oh Sweetie, I am so sorry for your loss. Believe me, I know how you feel, but holding your loved one's hand at the end is the best and bravest thing you could have done. The fact that you were there for her for the last 36 days, despite your history, is the biggest gift you could have given her or yourself. Your Mom is in a better place. My thoughts are with you. Stay strong and know you have a community here that supports you.
I'm very sorry for your loss... but SO glad that you were able to make it to your mom in her last moments of this life. Just know that there are a bunch of us who haven't met you personally but care for you. You are not alone. My prayers are with you. Hang in there, babe. Better days are coming.
I'm sorry for your loss. It was a reason she lasted longer than what the doctors expected. God told her she needed to make peace with her son. Even though you didn't have as much time as you wanted. You did have time to give her peace or mind and spirit. You may not know but you have truly helped her take her place by God. So don't hold to angry or grudges because that will only hurt you. Go out love life, love others and most importantly. Love and forgive yourself.
im so sorry for you loss, its never easy losing someone close to you, believe i know, if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, a ear to listen to or just have someone to talk to im here for you, i'm talking about a real friend, if your interested send me a personal message here and i will provide you with my personal email and number and we can chit chat, get to know each other, i think you are an incredible funny and deep person and i would like to offer my friendship and heart to you, staystrong
So sorry sweetie ... what a beautiful tribute to your mother and thank god you were there .... may she R.I.P. and God provides you and your family with the much needed strength we here at Team Nation are here for you no matter what.... Peace and Blessings,,, Chyna
That was so beautifully done....thank you for being so open with your viewers about this...it's such a very private and delicate time. My heart is so sad for you...but happy that you got to be with her...no more pain...just peace. Be blessed....
I am so so sorry Brian, my prayers are with you as well as your family during this time of bittersweet darkness, thankful she's no longer sick or in pain, sad because of the obvious. Stay strong, you have a lot of people who love and care about you <3
Brian. I lost my mom 10 months ago. i wont tell u it gets better bc it doesnt... which sounds horrible but u just learn to live in a new world... a world where ur mother is not. i will 4ever be missing a piece of my heart now that she isnt here with me. but im hanging in there & i know u will too... my mom died the day before her 52 bday. u touched me so much bc i too took pictures of my mothers hands & will treausre them for the rest of my life & i am glad im not weird & that im not alone. <3
My prayers are with you and your family! I'm glad you were able to be around your mom even for the short period of time. She is no longer hurting and you definitely gained a wonderful angel! God Bless!
my prayers and with you and your family, i cant help but to think of what your going through, this made me cry this video was a beautiful thing that you have made, your mama will be looking down at you smiling everyday, im glad you got to spend her last seconds on this earth
all your fans and subscribers are here for you and all the messages will make you aprestiate the love me can give to you
i want your heart to heal asap because nobody deserves this xxxxxx
I'm sorry for your loss :'( I think no matter what kind of words I speak, your pain won't go away, but please, know that I believe that she is watching over you, with your father. I strongly believe they both want you to be happy. Of course, the pain won't go away completely, but it will hurt less with the pass of time. Stay strong! <3
I am so sorry Brian. I hope you are taking time now to reflect on your time with her. I am sure she is looking down from Heaven watching over you and gently hugging you. When you feel a gentle breeze think of her and know she is with you. Much love and many hugs. -GP
Im so sorry for your loss, but im glad you and your mom did reconciled your relationship. She passed on knowing you forgave her for all the pain she caused you, and that you loved her. thats really all that matters Brian, in the end thats all that matters.
so sorry for your loss my deepest condolences... i just recently lost my cuzzin a few weeks ago so i kno how u feel... just kno she is livin in paradise wit your father and is no longer in pain... she will always watch over u and is proud of u... stay strong and always keep your head up things will get better... n kno u have thousands of ppl who are with u and praying for u ... we all love u and wish nothin but the best for u and that your heart may heal as quickly as possible.
AWWWWWWWWWWWW WOW I AM SO SORRY FOR UR LOST SWEETIE I KNOW THIS IS HARD BUT HUNNI U WILL BE ALRIGHT AND SHE IS AT PEASE I LOVE U SOOOOO MUCH BRIAN MUCH LOVE * MONNIEE *
My condolences to you and your family. I am praying for you all. I think its beautiful that you two spent time together. It seems like she was waiting for you. She wanted you to know she was sorry and that she loves you. I know your heart is hurting right now, but you have gained someone special watching over you. Both of your parents. My heart goes out to you love.
No words can be spoken, no amout of comfort can take away what you are feeling right now. I empathizied with you, Brian, I was once there loosing my Mom at the age of 54. It's has been 16 yr on Christmas Day and I still feel the same. So, you go ahead and grief the way you want to, cry if you want, laugh if you want, there's no right or wrong way. This is your loss, you grief your way! Know that you are loved more than you may ever know. I love you, kiddo. Just Stand!!!!!!
My condolences to you and your family. I will continue to pray for you. Those photos were the most precious ones I have seen in a long time. God Bless
God bless you and your Mom. I lost my step-Dad a few years back to cancer. My Mom always said the only blessing of cancer is you get to say everything you want to the person who is going to pass. I'm glad you made it. As I've told you before and always will I will be your Mama too. I have three sons and would love to have four. Love you Brian.
Brian, I send my most heartfelt condolences and prayers. My husband had to go through the same thing with his mother as an only child. This was back in 2005. My heart STILL breaks because I can not ease his pain of an unresolved relationship with so many questions left unanswered. Please stay in prayer!
I know there are no perfect words at moments like these, but know you are loved and cared for by more than you may even be aware of right now. My heart breaks for you and your loss. Much love sent your way!
Brian, those we love remain with us for love itself lives on, and cherished memories never fade because a loved one’s gone. Those we love can never be more that a thought apart. For as long there is a memory, they’ll live on in our hearts.
God bless you and your family and I will keep you all in my prayers.
So Sorry for your loss Brian. Keep your head and stay strong and know that your mother loves you just as much as you love her. And be very greatful that you and your mother parted on good terms. Much love Brian, and BIG BIG BIG hugs from me to you.
I pray for you always B! I spent hours meditating, crying and mourning your lost, I have also lost my mother when I was 21 and it's just a fresh today as it was 11 yrs ago. It is better now, the pain I feel is of just missing her. I know that she is in a better place....and I'm sure now that your mom is there with all of the beautiful angels of the world. Luv ya to pieces Brian!
Oh Brian...I got through your last video (barely) but this one....I cry with you! You got the chance to do just as you wished...hold your mom's hand during her last minutes and breaths. That's a special moment...thanks for sharing it with us! More hugs from Ga!
My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. This video touched me soooo deeply. I lost my Mother to cancer in 07 and we had to make the decision to take her off the machines that were keeping her alive. I believe she was ready, she was tired ot the needles, chemo, etc. It was soooo hard to see her looking into my eyes like she was studing my face and then the next moment, she was gone. I felt her spirit leave her body as I hugged her and felt her last breath. I truly understand ur pain
I am so very sorry for your loss, but overjoyed that you were able to spend the time you did with her before it was too late. She's in no more pain. You're in my prayers.
im happy you where with her its just soo cruel that your time together was short but alteast you got to be with her god bless you and all ur family xx
My deepest condolences to you and your family Brian. I am so happy that you had the chance to reconcile and spend time together in her final days. I truly hope that she finds everlasting peace in your fathers arms and that you find peace and closure in your heart and soul.
@ThesPNation You are always in my prayers. As i watch your video, I'm crying for your loss but I'm glad your mom is in Paradise. God loves and forgives all who ask and she did. Thank you for sharing an intimate moment with you holding your mom's hand ... i'll never forget that. Wish i could hug you in person *tight hug and kiss on the cheek* ~Cam
My condolences Brian. I am praying for a safe journey for your mother's passing and reunion with your father. You have your earthly creators and family as your guardian angels now, who are PROUD and in PEACE watching over you. Be strong B, you will persevere and be become stronger. Lastly, i just want to mention that you are a leading voice and spirit of thespnation and i'm sure others as well, those who lead always endure some of the worst hardships to inspire themselves and others.
So sorry for your loss Brian but at least your mother is no longer in anymore pain. I'm glad you were able to spend some time together and that you made peace with your past xx
Brian there are no words that any of us could say to make you feel better about this situation, but know that you are so loved by thousands and we are all praying for you in your time of berivement . Loosing your mother is the hardest thing anyone has to go through, but like you said she is no longer suffering and you got to be with her as she made her journey. I am giving you a huge cyber hug right now from GA. I love you and my Daughter loves you and so does many others. Stay encouraged <3
I'm sorry for your loss Brian, tears are still pouring down my face from the moment you showed the pic of you holding her hand, now she is a better place with your dad. Team nation loves you very much <3
I am so sorry for your loss :( this made me burst in tears because I don't know what I would do without my mother,, I hope time makes it a little better for you!! You will be in my prayers...
Soon sorry about ur mom but u were there with her an that's all that matter..she didn't die lonely she had u there.i saw my father last before he died he had an infection i couldn't touch or kiss him bit i told him i loved him an he heard me. Things will get better god bless .
ESBEAUTII 4 months ago
i'm so sorry for the loss of your mother, she is in a much better place looking down on you and with you in spirit, i also just wanna say thank you for this video, i just loss my grandfather this past sunday and i took a picture of his hand in mine before he passed also, it is really hard to say goodbye to their body but they are always with you
glamykiss8209 5 months ago
Thank you for your video....I am hurting with the potential loss of my mom. I hope you make me feel better.
I am very. very sorry for your loss....God Bless
stacyqueen10 5 months ago
I am so sorry for your loss, You and your family will be in my prayers
macluvr22 6 months ago
Im so sorry for your loss. you stayed strong for your mom and your family. its good to see that the two of you were able to reconnect before you lost her. i lost my dad and it was hard on me so i know how heart breaking it is to loss a parent, you just have to stay strong and keep her in your heart and soul. with god by your side time will heal the pain. i know you have been through a lot and even though im a stranger contact me if you EVER need me. please talk to me im always willing to listen,
missmeika2u 6 months ago
I swear you are so strong I wasn't able to keep track that week of what happened to your mom because my husband had his leg amputated on the 15th and it was really scary and tough emotionally to go through then in rehab he had coded twice I was a wreck but we are much stronger now and I am so thankful that he is doing alot better I was down lower than I ever been but God uplifted me he held us up. I never would have made it without prayer and people praying for us. God Bless Brian.
xxxynghot1xxx 7 months ago
nothing anyone can do or say can take the hurt and pain away. only think that heals is time and i dont know if the pain ever completely goes away. .. i want to say this to you. i know it doesnt matter what anyone thinks of you but I absolutely adore you. You make me smile and warm my heart with your uniqueness, personality and smile. im also a cancer so yoru behavior is much like my own and im constantly ridiculed for it. I love your I dont give a crap attitude. I could learn some things from U
brandishoogy 7 months ago
you got me crying like a baby that just came out the womb here. i feel your hurt to a certain degree. my momma got killed by her b/f. and we had the worst relationship up till a year b4 her murder. I recall the beatiings with the wire dog brush and constantly trying to be accepted and loved by her. But i miss the hell out of her now. your hand picture got me the worst cuz for some very odd reason i struggle to picture my mommas hands. your videos really touched home and my heart.
brandishoogy 7 months ago
You have a picture of you and your Mother now. It may only be your hands, but to me that is one of the most beautiful photos I have ever seen. I am sobbing because I still miss my Mother every day. It is the hardest journey to go on, but I have seen how strong you are, you will get through it. ~hugs~
Kat71 7 months ago
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I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I lost my mom on June 26th and she just turned 62 on May 8th. I so feel your pain and can relate. It's the hardest thing to ever have to deal with. The lost of a loved one, especially a parent. Each day is hard, but she would have wanted you to be happy and go on with life. We have our mothers forever in our hearts and mind and that is what will help us to move on. Take care and stay strong.
rochelle2627 7 months ago
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rochelle2627 7 months ago
@Passionate4Nails We have to love and respect our parents even if your father raped you? was molesting you since you were a baby? murdered your brother? beat your mom? beat you? Not that this happened to me.
MunchieCrunchie4E 7 months ago 2
The music in this video is very beautiful. I especially adore the photo of you holding your mothers hand so innocent and brave got me emotional. Peace and Blessings Brian. One love
108locs 7 months ago
My prayerw with you...
daisyfuentes1 7 months ago
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May your mothers soul rest in eternity. my prayers go out to you :[
TheAlikaki 7 months ago
So sad to hear of your mother's home going, my heart goes out to you. Love you.
GODSPRINZES2 7 months ago
My dad died. When my dad died, things happened. Things that couldn't be explained.
We started driving his car, for a year till his anniversary the radio would be on in the morning in his car, but the battery was never flat or low so it was never on all night - that never happened before.
My TV kept turning off.
I heard my dad's cough, no one was home and he had a distinctive cough.
Brian, look for those signs from your mom. No matter how small.
She's saying hi.
Once you look, you'll see them.
envygeeksgirl 7 months ago
Peace be with you Brian. Love Vanessa
vanessam8652 7 months ago
I'd say sorry, but you've heard that enough. It so sad to see her go, but now shes in a better place and you can rest easy knowing that. It's much harder to see someone in such bad health than it is to greave their death. My grandfather recently died and i watched him disappear as quickly as you saw your mom. But it showed me to appreciate what i have, and i know it has taught you the same. I send love your way, and may your mother rest in peace <3
fAshoo0 7 months ago
I am so so sorry for the loss of your mother. I cant even imagine the pain and hardship it must have brought you. Just wanted you to know that you a so loved, by so many people, including me:) and that you and your mom are in my thoughts and prayers. Keep your head up sweetie, time heals all pain. xoxoxoxoxo
beckybrite09 7 months ago
:( Im So Sorry... Just Know That She Will Be watching And Taking Care Of You, I Know She is Your Guardian Angel 0 :)
tawnya07 7 months ago
Im sorry sweetie. May your mothers soul rest in eternity. my prayers go out to you.
18YunaYubi18 7 months ago
I just have one thing to say... You still got that arbor mist? lol. I this is a hard time for you but i thought that i would crack a joke to make you feel bettersince you used to love that stuff. Stay strong.
GisGforreal14 7 months ago
You have my deepest sympathy,may your grief be short,and your life be long and full.Take care.
pineapplecrush357202 7 months ago
i love you and i am going to pray for you and your strength to go on. take care, hope to hear from you soon.
m0sas 7 months ago
Thank you for sharing such a turbulent time with us
Azurewinged 7 months ago
My deepest condolences, I will be praying for you and your family. Be strong.
saRob0304 7 months ago
Deepest sympathy : *
Saed11212 7 months ago
I'm praying for your strength
TheFemmgurl 7 months ago
I am sorry for your mom's passing.
paintingsbycr 7 months ago
i'm in tears...be strong..she'll be forever watching over you... =)
MIJA97 7 months ago
Im so sorry for your loss and I will be praying for you sweetheat, I love you
maxxnout 7 months ago
So sorry for your loss!! My thoughts and prayers are with you!
honeygirl1104 7 months ago
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My deepest sympathy.
LakiaTribie 7 months ago
im very sorry for your loss sp
dessssssi 7 months ago
what a beautiful tribute to your mother. i am so sorry for your loss. you and your family are in my prayers.
MrsToe 7 months ago
Sending love and light your way. Bless.
whoissugar 7 months ago
MAY GOD BLESS YOU IN THIS SAD TRYN TIME>>R.I.P SP MOM
nicksbabe22 7 months ago
I just arrived home from our family vacation and I came here to check on you first thing! I am so sorry for the pain you're going through. I am praying for your heart to feel at peace and for your healing to begin. Blessings be with your mother's soul as she is finally no longer in pain. I am in the midst of a similar agony as my grandmother is dying and I am trying to help her and my mom to reconcile before it's too late. Please know, you are the true epitome of a beautiful & precious son!
jonsgurl92 7 months ago
MAY "GOD" BE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT TIME IN YOUR LIFE. I WILL DEFFINITELY INCLUDE YOU IN MY PRAYERS. LOVE & PEACE
FabolousAndFierce 7 months ago
I'm sorry for your loss. You are a good son. This is a beautiful video. Thank you for sharing such a personal moment with is.
missladygray 7 months ago
I am thinking of you tonight, I wish you peace in your heart.
T.
allbuteverything 7 months ago
My friend, my prayers and love go out to you and yours. May G-d give you the strength to get through your loss. But think of the "blessing" you have bestowed to your mother...when you were born, it was she who got to first hold you and touch your little hand...now at the time of her final hours, it was "you" who saw her take her last breath, and "you" who lovingly held her hand as she passed from this earth.
Let not your heart be sad for too long...you brought your mama a great joy.
BellaPeninah 7 months ago
In 36 days, you resolved the issues of the past that haunted you, you found out how much you mother loved you and everything that happened wasn’t to hurt you. I believe we go through some life experiences to make us stronger. Everything that happened to you is why you were able to carry the emotional weight of all the siblings during your mothers transition. Be proud you were there for her. As time go by, you will feel good about this ending. Through it all, you made a stand for Christ.
desirim 7 months ago
I did pray for your mother, and now I'll pray for you and your family to get pass this hard time of your mother passing. keep your head up and life will get easier as time goes on
trixieaunt 7 months ago
Brian she lasted for you. Your relationship wasn't perfect but she loved you and you loved her. You got time to speak to her and spend time with her, I am very happy that you did.
RIP to your mom and dad.
LovingWhoIReallyAm 7 months ago
My condolences. Take care of yourself.
basbleupeaunoire 7 months ago
My thoughts and prayers are with your family at this time of your lost. May God Bless You and keep you.
kladstone34 7 months ago
my deepest condolences 2u brian,im so sorry it came to this to bring you both together,but God works in mysterious ways,&i am happy that both you and your mother found peace,at the end of her days,her body may have been in pain,but by u being by her side,u must've eased all the yrs of hurt&pain in both of ur hearts,may she find happiness & peace now-& i wish the same for u, i remeber just a yr ago how u felt- im glad love has filled ur heart,&may this dark night b over4u,&a new dawn begin amenxx
TheSmiley84 7 months ago
Im very sorry for your loss Brian. We're here for you if you need anybody to talk to. Im glad you had a chance to be there for your mom regardless of the past. She's no longer in pain. May she rest in peace...We love you Brian, and my prayers goes out to you and your family during this hard time...♥
XxRaevynBloodxX 7 months ago
So sorry for your loss Brian. My prayers are with you and your family.
BelindaCampbellBeaut 7 months ago
brian I am sorry for your loss. I will say a prayer for you, your mother and your family. God Bless!
xoxsupersxox 7 months ago
my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. so deeply sorry to hear about your loss.
tonantzinm 7 months ago
so sorry 4 ur lost...but she is at peace now...and u as well...god bless u 4 being wit her even though ur relationship with her was difficult...god will bless u 4 that.....take care and god bless....
AblessedQueen 7 months ago
You are a very strong and loving person...God Bless and I am praying for you!!!
iloveblack101 7 months ago
Praying for you
Romney87 7 months ago
So sorry for ur loss!! I'm glad to hear u guys made peace b4 she passed!!
lucylu583 7 months ago
my condolences to you!
missredgal84 7 months ago
Sorry 4ur loss,so glad u got 2 spend time 2gether.
brownbusybee 7 months ago
there aren't enough words.............so sorry for your loss
1queensny 7 months ago
I am truly sorry for your lost. Remember that If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them.
brandon0800 7 months ago
I am so sorry for your loss, sP. Sending my sincerest condolences and continued prayers for your entire family. It was amazing that you were able to forgive before she passed....I did the same before my Father passed and it's something I will never, EVER regret! Much love to you....and even though we don't truly "know" one another, I went through a similar experience and if you ever need to talk, I will be here for you. XXOO
watchmeshrinkwithhcg 7 months ago
This reminded me so much of losing my father to cancer. He was 60 years old. *Hugs to you Brian*
jasetraber 7 months ago
Even though I don't know you or your family I can say with everything in my heart that I love you and I do send my prayers and strength to you and your family in this very very hurtful time my she rest in peace with your father she is not alone and neither are you my brother
Gfancybeauty 7 months ago
i am so sorry for your lost sweetie.
i love you and may God rest her in peace.amiin
Hugss with all my heart.
Much Love.
Sallyakerti 7 months ago
My condolences for your loss. *hugs*
TahneeShay 7 months ago
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this trying time.
wjewelr111 7 months ago 4
I am so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. May she forever rest in peace, watching down on you smiling.
CrespinMinPin 7 months ago
I hurt for you Brian but I see your strength. You have overcame so much and you were being prepared for this moment. I lost my father in 2006, so I understand what you're going through. If you ever need to chat, just send me a message. Our pasts are similar as I also had a bad relationship with my mom when I was young. God bless you honey!
PiscesSquareBear 7 months ago
Sorry for your loss..This made me cry..I lost my daughter in 2007...keep your head up..much love Linderpink
LinderPink 7 months ago
Sorry for your loss, I know exactly what you are going thru. I went thru the same thing with my grandma in 2004. She is in a far more better place than we are..
shebad10 7 months ago
She is now resting peacefully without any pain and suffering. My heart goes out to you at this time hugs from me to you. God Bless you.
GettingmyMACon 7 months ago
I am so sorry for your loss Brian
pammyglo1 7 months ago
Wow, I am so sorry for your loss. <3
MeganLouiseVuitton 7 months ago
Brian, I'm so sorry for your loss, I too have lost my mother and that has been the hardest thing to deal with, but through prayer it gets easier. Keeping you and your family in my prayers.
God Bless
TrinaRed919 7 months ago
The pictures of you holding your mother's hand are priceless; how beautiful. I'm glad you made it there in time.
simpkins18 7 months ago
Oh Sweetie, I am so sorry for your loss. Believe me, I know how you feel, but holding your loved one's hand at the end is the best and bravest thing you could have done. The fact that you were there for her for the last 36 days, despite your history, is the biggest gift you could have given her or yourself. Your Mom is in a better place. My thoughts are with you. Stay strong and know you have a community here that supports you.
wavy2525 7 months ago
I'm so sorry. Sending love, prayers, and hugs.
sweetsillyme 7 months ago
I'm very sorry for your loss... but SO glad that you were able to make it to your mom in her last moments of this life. Just know that there are a bunch of us who haven't met you personally but care for you. You are not alone. My prayers are with you. Hang in there, babe. Better days are coming.
chokolatgurl 7 months ago
I'm sorry for your loss. It was a reason she lasted longer than what the doctors expected. God told her she needed to make peace with her son. Even though you didn't have as much time as you wanted. You did have time to give her peace or mind and spirit. You may not know but you have truly helped her take her place by God. So don't hold to angry or grudges because that will only hurt you. Go out love life, love others and most importantly. Love and forgive yourself.
goodec323 7 months ago
im so sorry for you loss, its never easy losing someone close to you, believe i know, if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, a ear to listen to or just have someone to talk to im here for you, i'm talking about a real friend, if your interested send me a personal message here and i will provide you with my personal email and number and we can chit chat, get to know each other, i think you are an incredible funny and deep person and i would like to offer my friendship and heart to you, staystrong
tasema34 7 months ago
So sorry sweetie ... what a beautiful tribute to your mother and thank god you were there .... may she R.I.P. and God provides you and your family with the much needed strength we here at Team Nation are here for you no matter what.... Peace and Blessings,,, Chyna
chyna2038 7 months ago
That was so beautifully done....thank you for being so open with your viewers about this...it's such a very private and delicate time. My heart is so sad for you...but happy that you got to be with her...no more pain...just peace. Be blessed....
njoyelife 7 months ago
God Bless you Brian and your family at this time of need. Sorry to hear about your mother.
beautifuldisaste2011 7 months ago
<3
MissPinkySparkles 7 months ago
God bless you Brian and May your Mom rest in peace.
sheabutterr 7 months ago
I am so so sorry Brian, my prayers are with you as well as your family during this time of bittersweet darkness, thankful she's no longer sick or in pain, sad because of the obvious. Stay strong, you have a lot of people who love and care about you <3
Jestersmaiden102710 7 months ago
So sorry for your loss.
dms0110 7 months ago
Brian, may God bless you and may your Mom rest in peace.
stargazer0727 7 months ago
God bless you&ur family at this time of need.
Atiram21276 7 months ago
Brian. I lost my mom 10 months ago. i wont tell u it gets better bc it doesnt... which sounds horrible but u just learn to live in a new world... a world where ur mother is not. i will 4ever be missing a piece of my heart now that she isnt here with me. but im hanging in there & i know u will too... my mom died the day before her 52 bday. u touched me so much bc i too took pictures of my mothers hands & will treausre them for the rest of my life & i am glad im not weird & that im not alone. <3
astounded85 7 months ago
My prayers go out to you Brian. I will continue to keep you in prayer. God Bless
taheerah79 7 months ago
My prayers are with you and your family! I'm glad you were able to be around your mom even for the short period of time. She is no longer hurting and you definitely gained a wonderful angel! God Bless!
mrsnise 7 months ago
Prayers are going up for you. I've been where you're @ and just know that God will take care of you. God bless :)
11zeaky 7 months ago
my prayers and with you and your family, i cant help but to think of what your going through, this made me cry this video was a beautiful thing that you have made, your mama will be looking down at you smiling everyday, im glad you got to spend her last seconds on this earth
all your fans and subscribers are here for you and all the messages will make you aprestiate the love me can give to you
i want your heart to heal asap because nobody deserves this xxxxxx
abbiepayne2010 7 months ago
So sorry for your loss. May God give you and your family comfort.
divatude314 7 months ago
I'm sorry for your loss :'( I think no matter what kind of words I speak, your pain won't go away, but please, know that I believe that she is watching over you, with your father. I strongly believe they both want you to be happy. Of course, the pain won't go away completely, but it will hurt less with the pass of time. Stay strong! <3
xVanillaDotsx 7 months ago
Im deeply sorry about your loss. May she rest in peach...
oreonshadow 7 months ago
So sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family. Love u Brian.
dkfeo 7 months ago
now that she's not in pain anymore, make sure you're not either. Spread love, light, and happiness :-) God Bless.
87browngurl 7 months ago
I am so sorry Brian. I hope you are taking time now to reflect on your time with her. I am sure she is looking down from Heaven watching over you and gently hugging you. When you feel a gentle breeze think of her and know she is with you. Much love and many hugs. -GP
Gloria7433 7 months ago
I'm so sorry Bryan :''( You and your family are in my prayers.
cesiah631 7 months ago
I'm sorry for your lost , be strong... I love you :'(
05Sileyram30 7 months ago
I'm so sorry .
Ashlelyblog 7 months ago
my prayers re with you and your family!
blazeme2 7 months ago
I am very sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.
redsydee 7 months ago
Brian, so sorry to hear about your mother. You will someday see her in heaven:) (((hugs)))
CMB5454 7 months ago
Im so sorry for your loss, but im glad you and your mom did reconciled your relationship. She passed on knowing you forgave her for all the pain she caused you, and that you loved her. thats really all that matters Brian, in the end thats all that matters.
pumkinpie27 7 months ago
so sorry for your loss my deepest condolences... i just recently lost my cuzzin a few weeks ago so i kno how u feel... just kno she is livin in paradise wit your father and is no longer in pain... she will always watch over u and is proud of u... stay strong and always keep your head up things will get better... n kno u have thousands of ppl who are with u and praying for u ... we all love u and wish nothin but the best for u and that your heart may heal as quickly as possible.
zeleyna2700 7 months ago
AWWWWWWWWWWWW WOW I AM SO SORRY FOR UR LOST SWEETIE I KNOW THIS IS HARD BUT HUNNI U WILL BE ALRIGHT AND SHE IS AT PEASE I LOVE U SOOOOO MUCH BRIAN MUCH LOVE * MONNIEE *
MSMONNIEE42 7 months ago
I am so sorry for your loss Brian.
TheMACFanatic 7 months ago
You have my sincerest condolences, Brian. May God bless you and keep you as you deal with the loss of your mother.
brownshuga24 7 months ago
I am so sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your family. :(
jnellegirl 7 months ago
My condolences to you and your family. I am praying for you all. I think its beautiful that you two spent time together. It seems like she was waiting for you. She wanted you to know she was sorry and that she loves you. I know your heart is hurting right now, but you have gained someone special watching over you. Both of your parents. My heart goes out to you love.
wickedxwednesday 7 months ago
sorry for your loss brian :(
xoxo,
Carol
ToothfairyCarol 7 months ago
No words can be spoken, no amout of comfort can take away what you are feeling right now. I empathizied with you, Brian, I was once there loosing my Mom at the age of 54. It's has been 16 yr on Christmas Day and I still feel the same. So, you go ahead and grief the way you want to, cry if you want, laugh if you want, there's no right or wrong way. This is your loss, you grief your way! Know that you are loved more than you may ever know. I love you, kiddo. Just Stand!!!!!!
DivaD2913 7 months ago
My sincere condolences to you and your family.
LadyDay1976 7 months ago
My condolences to you and your family. I will continue to pray for you. Those photos were the most precious ones I have seen in a long time. God Bless
prfroggy69 7 months ago
god bless you and your mom.
vonniedun 7 months ago
You are such a strong person Brian. I'm so glad she lived so that you two could mend your relationship the way you did. I'm sorry for your pain.
wowhornby 7 months ago
God bless you and your Mom. I lost my step-Dad a few years back to cancer. My Mom always said the only blessing of cancer is you get to say everything you want to the person who is going to pass. I'm glad you made it. As I've told you before and always will I will be your Mama too. I have three sons and would love to have four. Love you Brian.
julykasa 7 months ago
God Bless her and you!!
Tonks1967 7 months ago
Brian, I send my most heartfelt condolences and prayers. My husband had to go through the same thing with his mother as an only child. This was back in 2005. My heart STILL breaks because I can not ease his pain of an unresolved relationship with so many questions left unanswered. Please stay in prayer!
CurlyKye 7 months ago
Very sweet. She is no longer in pain! Smile b/c she is looking down on you!!! Sorry for your loss
almondbrown09 7 months ago
I know there are no perfect words at moments like these, but know you are loved and cared for by more than you may even be aware of right now. My heart breaks for you and your loss. Much love sent your way!
stacielynn52577 7 months ago
Oh Brian, I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you. Stay strong, we love you. <3
scruz18 7 months ago
Brian, those we love remain with us for love itself lives on, and cherished memories never fade because a loved one’s gone. Those we love can never be more that a thought apart. For as long there is a memory, they’ll live on in our hearts.
God bless you and your family and I will keep you all in my prayers.
ansbach74 7 months ago
So sorry for your loss.
ambersaurus 7 months ago
So Sorry for your loss Brian. Keep your head and stay strong and know that your mother loves you just as much as you love her. And be very greatful that you and your mother parted on good terms. Much love Brian, and BIG BIG BIG hugs from me to you.
etoshalopez1 7 months ago
I pray for you always B! I spent hours meditating, crying and mourning your lost, I have also lost my mother when I was 21 and it's just a fresh today as it was 11 yrs ago. It is better now, the pain I feel is of just missing her. I know that she is in a better place....and I'm sure now that your mom is there with all of the beautiful angels of the world. Luv ya to pieces Brian!
sexymomwithdivatude 7 months ago
Oh Brian...I got through your last video (barely) but this one....I cry with you! You got the chance to do just as you wished...hold your mom's hand during her last minutes and breaths. That's a special moment...thanks for sharing it with us! More hugs from Ga!
~kOkO~
kokofemme 7 months ago
Much love and support goes to you Brian! We love you...those pictures are beautiful.
AfroMohawkable 7 months ago
@AfroMohawkable same here xoxo
mamameisa 7 months ago
Sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family.
kXXXh 7 months ago
I am sorry for you loss.... Please take of yourself.
love
Shirl
shirl100000 7 months ago
My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. This video touched me soooo deeply. I lost my Mother to cancer in 07 and we had to make the decision to take her off the machines that were keeping her alive. I believe she was ready, she was tired ot the needles, chemo, etc. It was soooo hard to see her looking into my eyes like she was studing my face and then the next moment, she was gone. I felt her spirit leave her body as I hugged her and felt her last breath. I truly understand ur pain
BookerTWashington96 7 months ago
I am so very sorry for your loss, but overjoyed that you were able to spend the time you did with her before it was too late. She's in no more pain. You're in my prayers.
foxycleopatra2271 7 months ago
im happy you where with her its just soo cruel that your time together was short but alteast you got to be with her god bless you and all ur family xx
Achloeproduction 7 months ago
I'm soo very sorry for your loss!
jamalee84 7 months ago
My condolences to You.. and ironically; congratulations, I'm really happy, that You have made it to the hospital and had Your last good bye.
UnionShen 7 months ago
Glad you were able to spend time with your mother before she went home. My prayers are with you Brian...always
2damnfunny 7 months ago
God Bless You baby
LadyDawn1001 7 months ago
My deepest condolences to you and your family Brian. I am so happy that you had the chance to reconcile and spend time together in her final days. I truly hope that she finds everlasting peace in your fathers arms and that you find peace and closure in your heart and soul.
My prayers are with you.
Dollface22772 7 months ago
My condolences are with u and your family. May your mother rest in internal peace. My thoughts and prayers are with u.
neenee0929 7 months ago
@ThesPNation You are always in my prayers. As i watch your video, I'm crying for your loss but I'm glad your mom is in Paradise. God loves and forgives all who ask and she did. Thank you for sharing an intimate moment with you holding your mom's hand ... i'll never forget that. Wish i could hug you in person *tight hug and kiss on the cheek* ~Cam
thecurlycamshow 7 months ago
My condolences Brian. I am praying for a safe journey for your mother's passing and reunion with your father. You have your earthly creators and family as your guardian angels now, who are PROUD and in PEACE watching over you. Be strong B, you will persevere and be become stronger. Lastly, i just want to mention that you are a leading voice and spirit of thespnation and i'm sure others as well, those who lead always endure some of the worst hardships to inspire themselves and others.
thecupcakeconspiracy 7 months ago
may she rest in peace, no more suffering she has to endure..keeping you in my prayers Brian.
sahara182000 7 months ago
Im so sorry for your lost. Im glad to see you did spend some time with your mother to mend yall problems from the past
I love your spirit Thank you so much for sharing
I going to call my mother now
lalei77728 7 months ago
Sorry for your loss
2mariebl 7 months ago
So beautiful, praying for you and your family
jst4roz 7 months ago
So sorry for your loss. Love, hugs, prayers and everything inbetween are winging their way to you from Scotland xx
klub1uk 7 months ago
I'm praying for you Brian, I am glad she is no longer in pain!
missptv9090 7 months ago
my condolences to you sweetie...
PhillyDiva19154 7 months ago
I give you the warmest, longest, softest hug.
I recognize so much. I watched my father pass away on July 9, 2008, two years ago. I also have pictures of me holding his hand.
You have a very, very good heart.
I wish you so much strength and love in your grieving proces, although that will probably last a lifetime, for me as well.
<3
KiwisHouseOfRock 7 months ago
So sorry for your loss Brian but at least your mother is no longer in anymore pain. I'm glad you were able to spend some time together and that you made peace with your past xx
lozzapie1 7 months ago
aw hunnie. My heart goes out to you.
i wish i could hug you
much love x
MegaSparkleshine 7 months ago
sorry about your loss
Clariposita 7 months ago
Omg im almost cryin'.
I got goosebumps through the whole video.
R.I.P.
xoxoxo.
CactusScreamO 7 months ago
So sorry for your loss
eapleasant 7 months ago
i will like to offer you and your family my Condolences. will be thinking of you lots. love from the UK. hugs xx
allybruce08 7 months ago
The pain shall pass in time. No more pain no more sorrow. God Bless Love...
niteterrors2 7 months ago
Truly sorry on your passing
Houston sends many blessings & prayers
for you and your family. May God be with you
lisaanndiaz 7 months ago
At the very least you got to tell her youl ove her. Prayers and Blessings
Sheshe416 7 months ago
Brian there are no words that any of us could say to make you feel better about this situation, but know that you are so loved by thousands and we are all praying for you in your time of berivement . Loosing your mother is the hardest thing anyone has to go through, but like you said she is no longer suffering and you got to be with her as she made her journey. I am giving you a huge cyber hug right now from GA. I love you and my Daughter loves you and so does many others. Stay encouraged <3
niekitta 7 months ago
Brian, i'm so sorry for your loss but at least you got to be with her before she went "home". May God be with you and continue to bless you!!!
NykiLuv 7 months ago
courage B
Almaz89 7 months ago
I am so so sorry for your loss but try to take comfort in knowing she's in a much better place and know God is with you
Nu2makeup1 7 months ago
I'm sorry for your loss Brian, tears are still pouring down my face from the moment you showed the pic of you holding her hand, now she is a better place with your dad. Team nation loves you very much <3
sutoritoenzeru 7 months ago
You and your family is in my prayers SP.
bktrinigurl 7 months ago
I am so sorry for your loss :( this made me burst in tears because I don't know what I would do without my mother,, I hope time makes it a little better for you!! You will be in my prayers...
SourChick4 7 months ago
:( i`m so sorry for your loss, be strong, time will make it better
maruka2123 7 months ago
You made me cry Sp..Be brave..The team nation is here for you in the entire world <3
MakeupAddict57 7 months ago