Dir en grey - [a knot] only Despair in the womb DVD - Higeki

[aminasasa]

at the end he sings: ikite kudasai which means please live

But I really don't believe in rumors :/ I know that ppl like it to make everything more dramatic than it is

great live anyway!! <3

[Harunai09]

Ah, this is a good song to listen to when you're having trouble sleeping. (^_^)

[BlackAbyss]

OMG its been YEARS since I listened to dir en grey....LOLOL

[glittery2]

the lyrics are a bit different??

[tokyopop1818]

*Just to clear things up* I know many of you are concerned over the "Fan suicide" and are wonder what it is, well, , Kyo got a letter from a fan asking how she should die . Kyo didn't take it seriously. and ended up tossing the letter.The kid end up killing herself and kyo was horrified when he found out that the fan was serious. So he wrote this song about that it. Now he doesn't read fanmail anymore in fear of getting another letter like that, and the guilt that he ignored it.

[inetkiddy]

just amazing

[KyreRealstroven]

Oh come on, because the man cries from an emotional song, that makes a rumor true?

[FoochaChan]

You can tell that the fan suicide story is true if you watch the "it withers and withers" dvd. Kyo starts crying while singing this. Apparently he feels the same way i do when he hears about a suicide.

[xDirxEnxGreyx]

Kyo's acapella at the end is beautiful.

Such a sad song <3

[MaliceMizer16yoselin]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

ke triste

siepre estare enamorada de el y su voz

[eve2601]

perfect. nuff said.

[NoFuture6666]

from which festival is this video?

[yummiecupcakes123]

my playcount for this song on my ipod

is i swear like 1000

beautiful song and preformace

[kawaiiapple666]

they can do and have done any and every style they want. this song is a perfect example of that.

[kawaiiapple666]

name one thing thats mainstream about dir en grey you fucking blasphemous cocksucker

if you dont like em you can change the song or leave. nobody wants ur shit talking retarded ass here anyways

theyre japanese. they dont need english. for all u know they could be making fun of english

and american fuckshits like urself

ps i hope you die

[masamune413]

I agree, I dont think the "cock sucker" in question doenst know what theyre talking about,

the story about the fan is very true.

[KYOU91]

;____; this song is really beautiful...I cry when I listen to this .____.

but really? is the lyrics changed? o.O?

I didn't know .____.

[seizethedayxx]

awesome performance...I really felt the emotion.

Thanks for uploading

[Haze666]

I'm pretty sure that fan suicide story is just a rumor. I don't think it's what the song is about...

[Blitzkrieg6661]

no its not a rumor

[Haze666]

Well, there's no proof, is all I'm saying. You know how Kyo is with his lyrics and how personal he is.

But yeah, there's no need to get deep into it. It's best to just enjoy the song.

[skyoro]

O_o" OMG!

Fan's suicide?!!

Is that true?! I've never heard about this before!

Where can i find the information about this incident?

[TheKewashii]

wow..

[FummyMimoki]

Light show is amazing.

[Blitzkrieg6661]

beautiful song

makes me sleepy

[yorichilova1]

kyo looks so good in this. so handsome lol

[GhostsINtheSnoW]

does anyone have the translation for this performance? He changed the lyrics again D<

[tabithascobra]

someone earlier translated the last part.

[aNinjaScene]

yea, i heard about that "fan issue" and i automatically thought thats why he wont answer any fan letters anymore.

[amvworld]

a gaijin is a foreigner

[crystallinebabydoll]

Kyo wrote this song for a fan. He doesn't read fanmail and someone wrote asking what to do with their life and he never read it and the kid commit suicide.

So it's a song for that fan, very depressing.

[KittyCat7860]

...wow that's pretty hardcore

[crystallinebabydoll]

Yeah, I suppose so. It's difficult with bands like Dir en grey who are main stream and the morons who know two words of Japanese like 'YEAH BITCH I know everything.'

There are a few stories like that, simply people make up what they think they know, like Kyo has never really read fan man since before the thing with that fan.

[WristCutShow27]

wow....this got me all teary-eyed..

kyo is just so wonderful..

[PsychoNoYoru]

selftranslated end of the song (is posted below): "goodbye, right now; goodbye, my voice; goodbye, my own self....soon to disappear

even the weak heart can be saved someday

i hoped so much....the nights are cold

the tears dry up...melting into the pain

by all means, inside this chest....if only for now please live..."

hope this makes at least a little bit sense...oh well...freestyle....

[PsychoNoYoru]

oh wait i think i got the very end: "sayonara ima yo, sayonara koe wo, sayonara jibun (...) ima ni tokete yo

yowai kokoro sae itsuka sukuware,

negatta ikutsu mono....yoru wa tsumetai

namida wa karete...itami ni tokete

douka kono mune no naka de ima wo ikite kudasai..."

but there's still something missing i think...

oh well..i hope i got it right....

(maybe i'm gonna translate these few lines....we'll see)

[PsychoNoYoru]

hey could anyone post the lyrics to this version please...i'm really interested in what he's singing about, though i get a few phrases i'd like to have the lyrics...so if anyone got them it would be nice to send me a link...the ending was great "if only for now, please live" (ima wo ikite kudasai)

[FummyMimoki]

Ahh lightshow <33.

Sometimes I wish we could be part of the Aknot club. If not Aknot, then why not give us a fanclub -.-

[BloodofAbsinthe]

Try not to be an ignorant asshole =D

If it makes them teary eyed don't make fun of them T__T

On a lighter note: The stage is beautiful. I love the FX. So pretty.

[Kumanosuke]

i didnt say diru suck XD

diru/ japanese dont like "gaijins"...

and we are gaijins...thats the reason for not giving us a fan club :<

[LifeisaGlitch]

Too bad that Kaoru said they might be opening an overseas fanclub.

[Kumanosuke]

but actually we dont have one now

[dazed7and7confused]

why is that bad!?

[yoshikihammett]

why is bad?hah?!

[dazed7and7confused]

whats a gaijin

[GhostsINtheSnoW]

bollocks they don't like 'gaijin' a majority of their fans are gaijin

[SlipKnoTMaggoTXX]

wow...i this was great, i wish it was like this in america, i barely paid attention because of the lights

[ogremaru]

Yes they are different lyrics.

They did many version of the other songs with different melody and lyrics :D

[LifeisaGlitch]

These words sound different from the ones on the CD.

[JUJUBEAN88]

is that what really happened

[dazed7and7confused]

I believe skyscrapers is right at least thats mosty what I got out of the issue

[skyscrapers]

I've heard this was for a fan..

Kyo got a fanmail from a kid asking how a fan should end his life. Kyo didn't take it seriously. and ended up ignoring the letter all together.The kid end up killing himself and kyo was horrified when he found out that the kid wasn't joking. So he wrote this song about that kid. And from then on he doesn't read fanmail anymore in fear of getting another letter like that, and the guilt that he ignored it." so sad eh?

[skyscrapers]

I LOVE THIS SONG..

[SocialNumberXxX]

0.0

Kyo...sounds so beautiful. God, even without the music I wanted to tackle him and call him "Kawaii"

[menzo86]

its very beautiful. i got the dvd.

but to bad kyo singing different words then on the album version.

i cant speak japanese so i dont know if it means the same of something different

[berazumie]

is it me or he realy changed the lyrics? O.o'

[masamune413]

so beautiful...my fav DEG song

(I still think the one they did in Paris was better, look it up if you dont agree, still good though)

[DaRkHIZUMiRay]

the last part is amazing

DEG are wonderfull!!!

kyo voice beautifull!!!

[CandleLitSorrow]

I was wait for someone to upload this. ;-; Thank you very much!

[HauntedRose]

Augh! I cant get over how intoxicating his voice is! Even without music, he is still a powerful singer!! Its absolutely gorgeous! *brushes away tears* Beautiful!

[deppestmazohyst]

It's not their best performance for this song but it's still oddly compelling.

[Clownrazorblade]

Oh my god..

I can't say anything..i'm wordless...

it kills my heart...

[Zitroshinken]

OMG! Thanks! that was beautiful!!! I love how Kyo looks like he looked in the Ryoujoku no Ame PV.

Hey can someone, please upload the Agitated Screams of Maggots live video? not the video with the live clips and the studio song, I say their live perfomance of Despair in the Womb.