What to Expect?

[requiem64]

holy crap you look good! sorry you had to go through this

[sophiegirl1]

Thanks, it's nice to hear someone thinks I look good & about my dad, um, I will deal with his ass soon! Mother fucker! (my dad is the mofo) LMAO!

[lolitadollxx]

It's not that your dad doesn't love you so much as the fact he loves himself too fucking much to be any kind of selfless. Im in a very similar situation with my father- you didn't do anything wrong hunny, there are some people who excuse themeselves from responsibility because they are just too god damn insecure to deal with it. X

[bilbo376]

Hi Jill my friend, I'm so sorry that I haven't kept in touch lately, I've missed you so freaking much. ((((hugs)))) I'm glad that your grandma is okay. It's good to see you Jill.

[glamourizedtinkerbel]

Jill I'm sorry you had this go on. First, I'm glad to hear your grandma will be alright. Honestly, I'd call your father out on his shit. Even if you're talking to his answering machine. I'd demand to know why he couldn't contact you and tell you this. If he's a real man he'll provide you with an answer to your question.

[sophiegirl1]

I thought about that & my husband said the same thing, but I want to ask him to his face. I want him to see the rage & hurt that he made me feel. It would be too easy for him to just hang up the phone on me or to just let the answering machine pick up. I will be patient & wait, and wait, and wait, and wait.....until the time I do see him! THEN, I will fucking EXPLODE!

[xLluviax]

Your dad is unbelievable. Just...believable. Please remember to concentrate your energies on the family you made for yourself and deserves the love that you're giving them. I know it hurts every time - but your dad will never change.

[lovelyllu]

Please don't let your parents be the ones from whom you determine your worth. Parents like that are fuck ups. You see what a mistake it is to judge someone by their appearance. Looks don't make a person who they are, it's their actions and character. If you're dad can't see what an awesome and beautiful person you are, he can fuck off. You deserve better anyway.

[theheadsgirl]

Honey about your dad, you didn't do anything wrong and neither did my son, He hasn't seen his dad in 6 years and his dad lives 7 minutes away from our house. If he runs into us at the store he turns the other way and acts like he didn't see us. My son is 9 years old now and frankly he could care less. Honey you don't deserve to feel bad. Your a wonderful mom just concentrate on the positive in your life. You can't change anyone no matter how hard you try. ~ Roberta ~

[pinkstar413]

i know it hurts sweetheart, but the important thing right now is that ur grandma is okay. Just thank God for that.

[sophiegirl1]

Yes, your so right!

[pixiechik02]

Oh Sweetie~ It's nothting you did, it's your father that has the problems. Many of us blame ourselves when our parents don't love and accept us like we want them to. We want so much for them to acknowledge us and give us affirmation but some parents just don't have what it takes to love their children. Be kind to yourself.

[sophiegirl1]

I see him loving my sister & giving her attention and the affirmation that she wants. He is holding a grudge. Thanks girl, I really needed to hear what you said. It reminds me how I want to treat Isaac, with love & respect.

[InsideOut127]

I will make a video and show you what the hell Awful looks like.. Just face it! You're a pretty girl!!!

w/love

lady

[sophiegirl1]

You must have forgotten that I watch your videos & I know your ass ain't one bit awful! LOL! Seriously, I think you are VERY beautiful! You keep reminding me & I'll do the same for you!

[LisaLuluFufu]

I'm glad your Granny will be ok! I'm sorry though for the family drama... that makes things so much worse... :-| Let me know if ya need to vent!!

[notroubleatall]

My husband went through that with his own dad. He finally got up the courage to talk to him about the abuse he suffered as a child. He poured his heart out about it and his dad responded with "I was a good father." and that was it. Now we hear from him infrequently and see him once a year if that. He lives 20 minutes away.

I'm sorry, I know it's painful. I hope he comes around some day.

[sophiegirl1]

Your father-in-law sounds like a piece of work himself!

[Laurafettig02]

I know it hurts you but I wish you would stop blaming yourself. Understand it's not you. Take some pride in knowing that your the bigger person in this situation. Be thankful you do not have a heart of stone like them. Also take pride in knowing that you are beautiful and you've worked so hard to look that way. Its a huge accomplishment and stick it in their faces.

[singpentecostal]

OMG we so think alike. Three years ago my grandfather on my dads side had colon cancer and I didn't talk to my dad he didn't even call me and tell me he was sick they called me the day after he died and told me. I am so sorry about your grandma but I am glad she is doing ok. Take care of yourself!

[seh97001]

you're pretty!

[kixeewixeespider]

love the hairstyle, dearie. feel better.

[SoulFlava141]

girl i love you the way that you are and i think u look so different and surprising.You look like out of a soap opera actually:-)i like ur hair it looks wavy full and beautiful.I understand your hate tho.ur face looks so much more attractive not that u were ugly before but u LOOK AWESOME TO ME.i hope ur family issues soon can be solved a bit or well at least that u can deal with it without too much painxoxoxo