You should not accept the disorder, you should fight against it not against your weight. People with eating-disorders are perfectionists and obsessed with details. Try to change your attention to something else, something more healthy.
Its been 60 hours since I binged... Everything aches and im freezing n its summer... N I look at food and just walk away because im not even hungry now... Im addicted to the willpower ana brings... And terrified it will never stop, but I dont want it to stop...
@caitlinkolba I hope that one day you find the stregnth, the resources, to help you stop this...you are worth so much more than the binging, and purging, and starving.....and you do NOT deserve this pain. If I can help in any way, let me know. Stay Strong <3
It's a loud voice in your head drowning out the truth. Shouting over you with lies.
Shes a jealous friend, shes destroying you, because she has no control, she controls you. When you fight her, she dies. And you can finally hear the truth.
This is sick. Seriously. Everybody is beautifull in their way.. I simply can't understand that you hurt yourself to be thin, while it's very ugly to be thin..
I started feeling threatened, like ana was closing on me....
Then I said in my head ''Listen you fucked up disease, I aint turning into some poor skinny shit cause of you!! One of my BFF died cause of you, so FUCK THE HELL OFF SKINNY BITCH!!!''
And then the voice went away xD
:( Its so sad that its not as easy for some ppl TT^TT
I'm scared. I feel thretened. I feel like I'm being watched. She convinced me. She wants me to dye, to take over my body. I have to eat but I won't ..
@sheidaluvbill and when Ana becomes your murderer, think about me honney :) think about your family and everyone who wanted to help you get out of it ...
@FyreBalletDancer Believe me, I wish I could just lose this curse but I am trying my best, even if I still have an eating disorder I want to make the best out of it. Doing my best at school and such.
@sheidaluvbill good for you, glad to hear that your not ruining 100% of your life (although without health, being good at school is useless) . if you're conscious that it's a disorder and that it's bad for you and you WANT to "lose this curse" why not go see a specialist ? you can make it happen
I dont know... I so badly am lookin to lose weight, but i love food too much n there's just nothin that can get thru to me to actually be strong enough to starve. I hope this helps me.. am goin to look for the pro ana site.. but i cant guarantee this can ever get to my head. Sorry ana... u gotta try harder.. i might be ur toughest customer.
@elibeth121 : I am not encouraging eating disorder.. I just so badly need some way to control my apetite for food. I dont eat a whole bunch at 1 time.. infact i eat as is recommended except i eat bits n pieces about 30 times thru-out the day instead of 5 meals. but i dont think i need to worry now. My now ex has really made me feel worthless so i dont have much apetite now. am doin the cleanse diet. thank tho.
@elibeth121 : just fine, am not starving yet. am doin the recomended eating n exercise but i'd like to get the eating out the way slowly.. maybe just a cabbage soup n eat carrot sticks diet. we'll see. Thanks for the concern tho. no need to worry. Am good :-)
@TaylaPerfection I guess.. I feel horrible, even though I don't know you personally, that I can't help you and others like you :'( It breaks my heart. I hope you survive this sick and awful thing. You are beautiful, girl.
@TaylaPerfection sweetie, there is no such thing as perfection. No one is perfect. My dear, you are a good human being deserving of love, you deserve happiness and tell yourself in your mind all the way to your gut that you are a good person. Everyone deserves recovery, happiness, peace and love and you can obtain it. Take care of yourself, nurture, believe, respect yourself and work through feelings of doubt. Empower yourself to believe in yourself. Having an ED does not make your perfect.
@lalalalblablabla So well that it almost brings tears to my eyes. Denying reality, I keep thinking I'll live the fairy tale soon enough, and this mapping made me truly realise it is in fact a tragic nightmare...
Don't you get it? This is about how hard it is to resist anorexia, not saying it's a good thing, but using subtlety to show that it is, as this metaphor goes, like a witch from a childrens film, poisoned apples and trickery.. all that crap. But this time the witch wins. Also "an" comes before words with vowels or 'h's for the first letter you fucktard..
@svenietjuu yes you idiot I know I could die. But I would rather die thin than live fat, ugly and disgusting!!! I wanted a pro anna buddy, but I was so completely by myself. And it was how I coped. I can't stand getting on the scales because it's never light enough. but I will never stopped weighing. Food actually becomes repulsive. And it feels excellent. If you don't have it you will not understand how it feels to throw up how good it feels to succeed.
It really is a love hate relationship...
KalmaOneNine 21 hours ago
Thank you so much Ana for trying to perfect me. Working my hardest.
NightmareNikki911 3 days ago
so true i have felt all of those situations
The666eric666 6 days ago
I love this video. It keeps me on the right track.
XXAnaMiaAngelXX 1 week ago
this gets me through the day..
JessisAhhmazing1031 2 weeks ago
THIS IS TRIGGERINGGGGGG!!!!!!
dreapcg 1 month ago
People say ana is horrible but really she's trying to help your confidence. Make you be skinny and petite aka PERFECTION.
MegBaybiixx 1 month ago
I'm sorry
Prettyperfect14 2 months ago
I love you ana-3
justdeny1 2 months ago
zieke zieke shit O.o
Qachica 2 months ago
I think this gave me goosebumps. Eerily true.
meganmariemckee 3 months ago
Ana thank you for all what you did for me!
x
Ciskaxxxx 5 months ago
You should not accept the disorder, you should fight against it not against your weight. People with eating-disorders are perfectionists and obsessed with details. Try to change your attention to something else, something more healthy.
AmauryPenseur 6 months ago
4:02 - 4:07 oO !
SchokoBanane06 6 months ago
Ana, please love me.
CupCakeAddicted 6 months ago
Its been 60 hours since I binged... Everything aches and im freezing n its summer... N I look at food and just walk away because im not even hungry now... Im addicted to the willpower ana brings... And terrified it will never stop, but I dont want it to stop...
caitlinkolba 7 months ago
@caitlinkolba I hope that one day you find the stregnth, the resources, to help you stop this...you are worth so much more than the binging, and purging, and starving.....and you do NOT deserve this pain. If I can help in any way, let me know. Stay Strong <3
NOTperfect4ever 6 months ago
Ana is my only friend.
JustinBieberFanilu 7 months ago in playlist ANA
You should add a trigger warning, just in case.
BittersweetMoonlight 7 months ago
I lobe you Ana stay with me keep me light as a feather and thin as a rail
Macbarbie515 7 months ago
I hate you ana
Strawberrybeautys 7 months ago
I Love this Video
ashleyolsenfan11 8 months ago
wtf cult grope
LOSTxRipper1 8 months ago
i wish ana was my friend but im stuck with mia an its hard i see i look the same i need some1 to help me become ana
MizzTaken4 8 months ago
This has been flagged as spam show
thanks ana, thanks for your fucking shit help and for destroying my life.
eatingdisorded 8 months ago
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eatingdisorded 8 months ago
The definition of anorexia.
It's a loud voice in your head drowning out the truth. Shouting over you with lies.
Shes a jealous friend, shes destroying you, because she has no control, she controls you. When you fight her, she dies. And you can finally hear the truth.
onlyattention101 8 months ago 3
woooow!
Boostilicious 8 months ago
the binge part made me cry :'(
aoffor12 8 months ago
perfect
lofeeme 9 months ago 2
This is sick. Seriously. Everybody is beautifull in their way.. I simply can't understand that you hurt yourself to be thin, while it's very ugly to be thin..
fabienneesmee 10 months ago
@fabienneesmee Everybody likes something else.. we think this is beauty, while you think something else is beauty...
XxAnaAmbxX 9 months ago
Turn your back on Ana if you wanna live.
chilluminaughty 10 months ago
Trigger warning?
Borritoful 11 months ago 3
Very well done video,
Jessalyn7ate9 11 months ago
I started feeling threatened, like ana was closing on me....
Then I said in my head ''Listen you fucked up disease, I aint turning into some poor skinny shit cause of you!! One of my BFF died cause of you, so FUCK THE HELL OFF SKINNY BITCH!!!''
And then the voice went away xD
:( Its so sad that its not as easy for some ppl TT^TT
EmmaHughesezz 1 year ago
I'm scared. I feel thretened. I feel like I'm being watched. She convinced me. She wants me to dye, to take over my body. I have to eat but I won't ..
RandomAwesomePplTv 1 year ago
scary.. poor girl.. they are dyeing
blackninjaangel 1 year ago
So perfect. So true. Thank you.
TVCriticAmy 1 year ago
It's good, it just motivates you to be thinner
Greatings Laura
TheLauralautje 1 year ago
Ana is my friend
Ana is my enemy
Ana is my life ...
sheidaluvbill 1 year ago 38
@sheidaluvbill and when Ana becomes your murderer, think about me honney :) think about your family and everyone who wanted to help you get out of it ...
FyreBalletDancer 6 months ago
@FyreBalletDancer Believe me, I wish I could just lose this curse but I am trying my best, even if I still have an eating disorder I want to make the best out of it. Doing my best at school and such.
sheidaluvbill 6 months ago
@sheidaluvbill good for you, glad to hear that your not ruining 100% of your life (although without health, being good at school is useless) . if you're conscious that it's a disorder and that it's bad for you and you WANT to "lose this curse" why not go see a specialist ? you can make it happen
FyreBalletDancer 6 months ago
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dilkaa 1 year ago
Ana for-ever. (L)
LOVExMEISJE 1 year ago 4
breath-taking
MsPrettythin 1 year ago
my ED is not as bad as it use to be..
its like going away bc of the therapy and meds...
i dont think i want to lose it....
melanielovex 1 year ago
this is scary
Kyleigh8364 1 year ago
I dont know... I so badly am lookin to lose weight, but i love food too much n there's just nothin that can get thru to me to actually be strong enough to starve. I hope this helps me.. am goin to look for the pro ana site.. but i cant guarantee this can ever get to my head. Sorry ana... u gotta try harder.. i might be ur toughest customer.
One4theworld 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 : I am not encouraging eating disorder.. I just so badly need some way to control my apetite for food. I dont eat a whole bunch at 1 time.. infact i eat as is recommended except i eat bits n pieces about 30 times thru-out the day instead of 5 meals. but i dont think i need to worry now. My now ex has really made me feel worthless so i dont have much apetite now. am doin the cleanse diet. thank tho.
One4theworld 1 year ago
@One4theworld How are you doing sweetie? I just wanted to check in on you and see how you were doing. Please write back, if you have the time.
elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121 : just fine, am not starving yet. am doin the recomended eating n exercise but i'd like to get the eating out the way slowly.. maybe just a cabbage soup n eat carrot sticks diet. we'll see. Thanks for the concern tho. no need to worry. Am good :-)
One4theworld 1 year ago
I agree this scares the shit out of me too...
LylaGirl3 1 year ago 8
this scares the shit out of me.
xlxaxlxax 1 year ago 2
disgusting how anorexia works! i wish people would realize this. I wish I could help those people
zusjeszondernaam 1 year ago
@zusjeszondernaam
I wish you could too hun, but its a fucked up cycle...
:( I would have loved anyone to help me but im not good enough. I never will be.
I need to be perfect...I need perfection.
TaylaPerfection 1 year ago
@TaylaPerfection I guess.. I feel horrible, even though I don't know you personally, that I can't help you and others like you :'( It breaks my heart. I hope you survive this sick and awful thing. You are beautiful, girl.
zusjeszondernaam 1 year ago 3
@zusjeszondernaam
Dont feel horrible hunny ! x Not your fault at all :( x
You are beautiful too, & i would never wish this on anyone :( x
Take Care :) xxx
TaylaPerfection 1 year ago
@TaylaPerfection sweetie, there is no such thing as perfection. No one is perfect. My dear, you are a good human being deserving of love, you deserve happiness and tell yourself in your mind all the way to your gut that you are a good person. Everyone deserves recovery, happiness, peace and love and you can obtain it. Take care of yourself, nurture, believe, respect yourself and work through feelings of doubt. Empower yourself to believe in yourself. Having an ED does not make your perfect.
elibeth121 1 year ago
@elibeth121
I know it doesnt,
ya know the thoughts tho? x They kinda take you over & make you think :
"90lbs is perfect....not eatin makes you perfect, perfection is found through hard work..."
The voices are always there... its freaky stuff, but thanks hun ! x
You guys are really helpful :)
Thank you for the little boost of confidence....
TaylaPerfection 1 year ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago
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TaylaPerfection 1 year ago
It explains everything so good...
lalalalblablabla 1 year ago 32
@lalalalblablabla So well that it almost brings tears to my eyes. Denying reality, I keep thinking I'll live the fairy tale soon enough, and this mapping made me truly realise it is in fact a tragic nightmare...
Howgooditcanbe 1 year ago
@lalalalblablabla It explains everything so well. Not so good.
LyndieLovesFashion 4 months ago
great advice.
musiclvr103 1 year ago
What an bullshit =)
Humans need fat as an reserve for survival.
People who starve themselves are insecure and by this crap, they want to be thinner than a lightmatch.
And mostly, people don't understand or don't realise that you can die by this nonsence
But you understand me when you're lying in the hospital with an IV with soluble food on you ;)
svenietjuu 1 year ago
Don't you get it? This is about how hard it is to resist anorexia, not saying it's a good thing, but using subtlety to show that it is, as this metaphor goes, like a witch from a childrens film, poisoned apples and trickery.. all that crap. But this time the witch wins. Also "an" comes before words with vowels or 'h's for the first letter you fucktard..
cameron0s 1 year ago
@cameron0s
This ain't about how hard it is to resist ana, this is about how it feels if you have it you fucktard :)
But i ain't English ;)
So my English ain't perfect.
You can't espect that everyone speaks perfectly English, can you
svenietjuu 1 year ago
@svenietjuu yes you idiot I know I could die. But I would rather die thin than live fat, ugly and disgusting!!! I wanted a pro anna buddy, but I was so completely by myself. And it was how I coped. I can't stand getting on the scales because it's never light enough. but I will never stopped weighing. Food actually becomes repulsive. And it feels excellent. If you don't have it you will not understand how it feels to throw up how good it feels to succeed.
And I still want a pro anna buddy.
TokioDanyelleHotel 1 year ago
@TokioDanyelleHotel me too
1150kaylamichelle 1 year ago
I need one to cherrypie294 wanna send me a email ? X
567bimbo 1 year ago
i need a pro ana buddy email me please
cherrypie294 2 years ago
it explains everything. its dead on. wonderful video
BelinderrrBeyBey 2 years ago
This is ABSOLUTELEY the beat video I've seen so far and it explains evrything so well.
Dinoninja95 2 years ago
this is a good one.
mihoshi09 2 years ago
great vid i cant live without ana (L)
AnaisArt1 2 years ago
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elibeth121 1 year ago