As an OAPP prevention and post counselor... There are many factors to contracting HIV. First thing is your own immune system. Secondly is the person's viral load. Then there are your risk factors in behavior. If you took a scale from one to ten, 10 being the highes risk. Anything with blood would be a high risk, then anal intercourse and down the line. It might surprise you to know there are many positive/negative couples. Education is everything.
Just saw the Wonderland movie on HBO. Interesting story for sure. I know there are a lot of different perspectives on what really happened... I was wondering if there was any truth to Sharon's statement about John coming to her house the night of the murders covered in blood and somewhat confessing about being at the scene of the crimes. It was said that she made this statement after his passing... is this at all true?
@schitbrik I don't believe that is true. I believe that he may have showed up with blood and all but the confession statement she made didn't come until much later and after his death. You have to remember, John was at the house, all this is explained in his autobiography. But I don't believe he killed anyone and neither did a Jury or the FBI. You should read Porn King, The Autobiography of John C. Holmes
@laurieholmes1 Lol and yeah I agree...David Lind was a career criminal, a racist, and a rapist, funny also how in the movie the FBI agent says "David Lind lost the love of his life" lol Barbara Richardson was 22 years old and they were nothing more than just casual sex...in my opinion she was just young and at the wrong place at the wrong time...deffinetly didnt deserve what she got but the rest knew full well the lifestyle they were into and the consequenses of it...
Hi Laurie, Thanks for uploading this....I was wondering if you knew what year these audio recordings were done. Also I was wondering what you thought of the movie Wonderland.
hi laurie. thanks for this upload and your comments.do you know if "porn king" will be reprinted and available again? i really would like to read that book.
@kadane7777777 Yes! Porn King, The autobiography of John Holmes is being re-published. It has been updated and revised and with more photos. It is set for release sometime in the spring and will be available through amazon. com
john wasnt loyal to nash nor the wonderland-gang john was loyal to being street-smart and knowing how to make others loyal too him wich are tools you need too survior in the streets! if john was a rat and just a has been ex-porn-star junkie then why didnt he make a death-bed confession and dime on nash? cause off the drugs john was just a country-boy at heart a decent guy who got lost in a place were others are still lost today and that place is HOLLYWEIRD!
Thanks for the upload! Too bad John couldn't have kept it to just weed. The coke seemed to be the root of alot of his troubles. The guy had potential outside of porn, but it seems like he didn't notice it. Imo if he worked on his acting chops a bit more, he coulda easily done some action/cop flicks. He had charisma and the natural ability. It woulda been cool to see him have a role in something like Carlito's Way or Colors. I know it's HARD to cross over from porn, which is a shame. RIP John.
@dustinmarksthe1 That just happend to be the song playing in the background as that song was popular at the time this tape was made. Do the math.... I think the music enhances their authenticity.
@laurieholmes1 What is the record? BTW, any idea what the album is in the Wonderland House?, it is at the murder scene. The LP cover is clear, but what is it?
@laurieholmes1 Sorry, if you look at the crime scene video part 1, at 2.30. The record is behind victim Barbara Richardsons(?) head. You can see the photo on the cover on the record, but what was it?
@laurieholmes1 Thats fine , thanks for the reply, I am curious about random stuff I come across on the net, and I saw the album cover on the the police video, and I was curious if anyone knew what record it was, thats all.
@BlueEyedM1819 Wonderland Movie isn't in these tapes. Wonderland Movie was nothing more than Dawn Schillers "side of the story" which was more than questionable. Actually it was Dawns chance to cash in on John Holmes and she did just that. The Wonderland Movie was highly innacurate as to the integrety of John's story or the facts about the Wonderland Murders.
DRUGS-DONT-DISCRIMINATE and in johns days were widley used in porn busniess and across the world! there was over 20 unsolved homicides in sacramento wich police suspected mr launius and mr deverall in these cases wich were drug-related and mr lind played both sides of the fence and john admitts what happened but the wonderland crew new there would be pay back since they let dials and nash live that was there demise not john holmes! we all have too decide how much sin we can live with!
I saw a few Porn star interviews...and when asked about John Holmes...the word LIAR came up alot.. the bottom line is John got off easy, compared to how he COULDA wound up...and cuz of it.. 4 people were brutally murdered..
@snapmode5 John did like to spin stories, but the stories that he would spend were basically harmless. 4 people ended up dead because of their own sins. They were junkies, dealers, theives etc. The fact is they were stepping all over more then one's toes in a territory that was prime in that time. (The Hollywood Hills) Live by the sword - die by the sword. It's part of life. If John ever regreted anything it was getting messed up with those people.
@laurieholmes1 Any body that has lived around drugged addicted people will tell you that this probably did happen just as John said.He might lessen his culpability but so would anyone else.What john is saying is so typical of people that are on drugs that are especially physically addicted there is no doubt in my mind that they just wanted to get better and Eddy Nash took advantage of them with not giving them a fair price for the stolen guns.Then as soon as they got well they started building
Respond to this video... Resentments against Eddy Nash for taking advantage of them being dope sick.But I guarantee that they had taken advantage of many people too in this way and that is why they were so mad for allowing him to do it to them.They knew full well he was getting the better deal.Then for the days that they shot that dope they stewed until it was gone and really had no other option left to them to get well again and gain back some pride.And john was clearly in the middle
Respond to this video... I can probably even tell you what exact role he played in this without even knowing.The drug world is like the twilight zone the same exact stories just different characters playing the roles and they are all the same basic plots.So I agree totally with you that he is telling the truth just making his culpability a little less.I also believe if John swung that pipe it was in total self preservence.He was a survivor and knew they would kill him too.
@laurieholmes1@laurieholmes1 He had 2 sets of killers he was trying to please and each side believed they were right in what they did.I actually think he played the role of his life that week and managed to stay alive.I know what people think of him but the truth is the truth.He was a junky just trying to survive and feed his habit in the process.Both sides knew that he was playing the middle.I just think Eddy Nash must have really liked him or was keepin him alive to take the fall for the murd
Respond to this video... And another thing that makes me believe him is because he is still alive and Eddy did not kill him too.Because John showed him loyalty and did keep telling him they were going to rob him.But Eddy probably did not think anyone was stupid enough to mess with him.They both underestimated how viscous the others were.But Ron's gang had no idea what it means to be an Arab.They have to save face no matter what.
@TheRalphus666 Well, I guess that's why you shouldn't believe every thing that comes out of Hollywood. It was at John's request that John be cremated and it was John that did not wish to see anyone when he was dying, especially the Amerson's. I only carried out John's last wishes and have no regrets in doing so as that is how he wanted it. He had been a member of the California Cremation Society for over 20 years as well.
@TheRalphus666 Wadd - For Example:A statement was made about me that I used to leave the set and hitchhike and prostitue, they showed you a clip of me hitchhiking, what they failed to tell the audience is that the clip was from a movie scene. Behind every media is an agenda, There was definately an agenda behind Wadd and his name was Bill Amerson. There is so much more to that story and it's always wise not to hold too much value in a piece of work, especially when you look at it's source.
Wow! Misty Dawn Herself! I saw your interviews in the Wadd documentary and you seem like such an interesting human being. John must have been a fascinating character study... especially from as close as you were to him. Thank you for putting this out here. You had terrific courage and compassion... caring for a dying man at the age of 24. Rock on Laurie.
@knightsxc06 Thank you for your kind words. So often, I find myself and John attacked by ignorant and hateful people. It's nice when I get a message such as yours. My story is very fascinating too as I have been through more life then anyone could imagine. My story is also an extention of John. 23 yrs ago I was just trying to do the right thing. I had no idea the course of my destiny. John used to tell me that we he saw in me was himself. When he died I took on his battles as well as my own.
This is one of many tapes that John had made while working on his autobiography which later became "Porn King", The Autobiography. In 2000 these tapes were ceased by the FBI after Eddie Nash was served a 42 page indictment in reference to the murders where John's name was listed once again. After analyging these tapes, The FBI cleared John's name AGAIN of any participation with the murders.
@TheWCWite John and a ghost writter by the name of Fred Basten recorded these audio tapes while working on his autobiography that later became "Porn King", The Autobiography of John C. Holmes.
It's really sad to see john get involved with a bunch of scum like the wonderland gang but I know myself that drugs make good people do bad things and hang with bad crowds just because of the drugs
thank-you for responding mrs.holmes! he cancelled his health insurance now thats in-humane and he should be ashamed for john was the king of porn but was also a human-being! my take on dawn she left and came back right before the wonderland-fiasco and did so cause she loved him but blamed him for all the wrong in her life but that was then and now in 1photo she is wearing a wonderland-tee-shirt with a smile and has profited from the movie/books/interviews/should she still blame him or thank him?
drugs was the problem. did he have kids? how did he die im not into porn and if i was i would not admit to it lol. but i dont put other people down for it either his wife must of loved him alot to stick by him she must be a very strong women
@94donnacone Drugs were not a problem the last five years of John's life, during the time I was with him. I helped John to get off drugs in the early part of that five years and we lived a quite normal life with my little boy. John was one of the first of a long line of many in porn who died off AIDS. I wouldn't reccommend ANYONE to live the life of porn, although I did myself, I was very lucky I never caught any diseases.
the amersons claim john loved you for a variety of things and they were not allowed at the hospital nor funneral but there is always 2-sides to every story and john didnt marry you cause he was high or cause of youre performer name misty dawn no cause he did love you or like his 1st wife sharon why didnt he divorce you i mean dawn was on drugs and john pimped her and abused her wich was horrible but peolpe by her books and believe her so why should others doubt you i believe you j.h loved you!
@SuperNicobellic4 Bill Amerson has proven over again not to be a reliable source. Many people that knew Bill won't even talk to him anymore. The God Children were very young and influenced by their father. Nobody was allowed at the hospital as per John's own request. John was very bitter toward Bill as Bill had incorporated John right out of their partnership company and the canceled John's health insurance knowing he was dying of AIDS. John and I were very much in love. continued:
@SuperNicobellic4 As for Dawn Schiller and John's X-wife, Sharon. Nobody made Dawn do drugs, she did them because she wanted to be with John. She needs to take responsibility for her own actions, instead, she jumped on the John Holmes ban wagon for profit and continues to do so. As for Sharon, simply a marriage that didn't work out. They divorced in 1984 but had been seperated for many years before. I'v heard that Sharon won't even talk to Dawn today because Dawn munipulated Sharon in the movie
The tapes are unavailable to the public as they are copywrite material owned by The Estate. There are many more tapes I just havn't had the time to upload.
@laurieholmes1 laurie who is john being interviewed by? and who was the girl that intoduced john to the wonderland-gang and i know unsolved murders no matter how many years never come off the book including the wonderland-1 so if you cant i understand and yes johnny-wadd was cleared and is right nash let him go before and after the killings and like john said he was always at that house so if anything he went back i mean 1.2mill in $-drugs-jewels? stash was in billys bathroom pannels?
how would I be able to get one of these tapes....fuller more clearly understandable versions even? I'm a real fan.........You seem like a very dedicated widow after all these years...that's nice to see.......
These tapes are authentic are not only authentic but have also been anayzed by the FBI back in 2000 after Eddie Nash had been served a 42 page indictment in which John's name was mentioned. After the FBI analyzed these tapes, they cleared John's name once again of the murders. I will not remove, I own these audio tapes, I am John's widow and The Executor of his Estate.
@laurieholmes1 laurie my take on it was that john was the 1 the cops went after knowing that he was on drugs and thinking he was weak when he was very smart and always 10-steps ahead and maybe tried to have nash and diles turn on 1-another but nash at that time was mr teflon and diles was feared and lind knew of john but in the end had no proof john was there the night of the murders! who was the king of l.a johnny-wadd wilt chamberlain or magic johnson? please post more videos thank you!
@taytoman1 These tapes are not only authentic but were also analyzed and used in Court by the FBI in 2000 after Eddie Nash had been served a 42 page indictment in which John's named was mentioned again in connection to the murders. These tapes are copywritten and owned by The Estate of John Holmes (me). I will not take them down and I don't appreciate your threats.
Hey laurie thanks for the info love the decade love the wild life of it all i know there is a human side to all this wildness though !were you in love with him or was he to distant?
@spinners123 Yes, John and I loved each other very much and I spent the last 5 years of his life with him. Might I reccommend a good book for you? "John Holmes Inches" You may find it on amazon. I think you will find it to be a fascinating read.
These are the same audio files authenticated by the FBI in 2000 after Eddie Nash was served a 47 page indictment concerning The Wonderland Murders once again.
@laurieholmes1 Glad to see these interview clips uploaded, Laurie! With so many claims made over the years about the Wonderland story (true and false) it's relevant to hear John tell his perspective.
@laurieholmes1 I am so facsinated by this story the era the drugs the darkness I dont know why but i wish i would have been there!Not to harm anyone but to party on the edge even though I havent been down that road its a diffrent time!Laurie when did you come into the picture?love to talk sometime!
@spinners123 I met John on a set in San Francisco not long after he was realesed from Jail and was with John the last 5 years of his life. These audio tapes were made during that time in his attempt to write his autobiography. The book (Porn King, The autobiography of John Holmes was released in 1998 and has been out of print for sometime.
@laurieholmes1, wow, thank you for educating me. Haha. Take care.
mrstuchawan 2 weeks ago
As an OAPP prevention and post counselor... There are many factors to contracting HIV. First thing is your own immune system. Secondly is the person's viral load. Then there are your risk factors in behavior. If you took a scale from one to ten, 10 being the highes risk. Anything with blood would be a high risk, then anal intercourse and down the line. It might surprise you to know there are many positive/negative couples. Education is everything.
laurieholmes1 2 weeks ago
@laurieholmes1, sorry for asking, but how did you not get HIV?
wanchastu 2 weeks ago
Just saw the Wonderland movie on HBO. Interesting story for sure. I know there are a lot of different perspectives on what really happened... I was wondering if there was any truth to Sharon's statement about John coming to her house the night of the murders covered in blood and somewhat confessing about being at the scene of the crimes. It was said that she made this statement after his passing... is this at all true?
schitbrik 3 weeks ago
@schitbrik I don't believe that is true. I believe that he may have showed up with blood and all but the confession statement she made didn't come until much later and after his death. You have to remember, John was at the house, all this is explained in his autobiography. But I don't believe he killed anyone and neither did a Jury or the FBI. You should read Porn King, The Autobiography of John C. Holmes
laurieholmes1 2 weeks ago
I bet John didn't give a shit about this broad!
hollygirl1975 3 weeks ago
@hollygirl1975 Which broad are you referring to?
laurieholmes1 3 weeks ago
@laurieholmes1 Lol and yeah I agree...David Lind was a career criminal, a racist, and a rapist, funny also how in the movie the FBI agent says "David Lind lost the love of his life" lol Barbara Richardson was 22 years old and they were nothing more than just casual sex...in my opinion she was just young and at the wrong place at the wrong time...deffinetly didnt deserve what she got but the rest knew full well the lifestyle they were into and the consequenses of it...
areyouserious83 2 months ago
Hi Laurie, Thanks for uploading this....I was wondering if you knew what year these audio recordings were done. Also I was wondering what you thought of the movie Wonderland.
areyouserious83 2 months ago
hi laurie. thanks for this upload and your comments.do you know if "porn king" will be reprinted and available again? i really would like to read that book.
kadane7777777 2 months ago
@kadane7777777 Yes! Porn King, The autobiography of John Holmes is being re-published. It has been updated and revised and with more photos. It is set for release sometime in the spring and will be available through amazon. com
laurieholmes1 2 months ago
john wasnt loyal to nash nor the wonderland-gang john was loyal to being street-smart and knowing how to make others loyal too him wich are tools you need too survior in the streets! if john was a rat and just a has been ex-porn-star junkie then why didnt he make a death-bed confession and dime on nash? cause off the drugs john was just a country-boy at heart a decent guy who got lost in a place were others are still lost today and that place is HOLLYWEIRD!
SuperNicobellic4 3 months ago
Thanks for the upload! Too bad John couldn't have kept it to just weed. The coke seemed to be the root of alot of his troubles. The guy had potential outside of porn, but it seems like he didn't notice it. Imo if he worked on his acting chops a bit more, he coulda easily done some action/cop flicks. He had charisma and the natural ability. It woulda been cool to see him have a role in something like Carlito's Way or Colors. I know it's HARD to cross over from porn, which is a shame. RIP John.
SuperStrik9 3 months ago
do the math? hahahahah
dustinmarksthe1 3 months ago
"whats love got to do, got to do, with it?" appropriate song for a john holmes interview
dustinmarksthe1 3 months ago
@dustinmarksthe1 That just happend to be the song playing in the background as that song was popular at the time this tape was made. Do the math.... I think the music enhances their authenticity.
laurieholmes1 3 months ago
@laurieholmes1 What is the record? BTW, any idea what the album is in the Wonderland House?, it is at the murder scene. The LP cover is clear, but what is it?
1965guitarboy 3 weeks ago
@1965guitarboy What exactly are you reffering to and where did you see it?
laurieholmes1 3 weeks ago
@laurieholmes1 Sorry, if you look at the crime scene video part 1, at 2.30. The record is behind victim Barbara Richardsons(?) head. You can see the photo on the cover on the record, but what was it?
1965guitarboy 3 weeks ago
@1965guitarboy Sorry, honestly I don't know...I wasn't at Wonderland.
laurieholmes1 2 weeks ago
@laurieholmes1 Thats fine , thanks for the reply, I am curious about random stuff I come across on the net, and I saw the album cover on the the police video, and I was curious if anyone knew what record it was, thats all.
1965guitarboy 2 weeks ago
@laurieholmes1 ... Its interesting to know what music these people were into.
1965guitarboy 3 weeks ago
@BlueEyedM1819 Wonderland Movie isn't in these tapes. Wonderland Movie was nothing more than Dawn Schillers "side of the story" which was more than questionable. Actually it was Dawns chance to cash in on John Holmes and she did just that. The Wonderland Movie was highly innacurate as to the integrety of John's story or the facts about the Wonderland Murders.
laurieholmes1 3 months ago
Very interesting stuff. Thanks for taking the time to post this, Laurie.
RIP John.
haroof 3 months ago
DRUGS-DONT-DISCRIMINATE and in johns days were widley used in porn busniess and across the world! there was over 20 unsolved homicides in sacramento wich police suspected mr launius and mr deverall in these cases wich were drug-related and mr lind played both sides of the fence and john admitts what happened but the wonderland crew new there would be pay back since they let dials and nash live that was there demise not john holmes! we all have too decide how much sin we can live with!
SuperNicobellic4 4 months ago
laurie when assholes come in here and mess with you just delte their ass.peace
grimreaper33462 4 months ago
I saw a few Porn star interviews...and when asked about John Holmes...the word LIAR came up alot.. the bottom line is John got off easy, compared to how he COULDA wound up...and cuz of it.. 4 people were brutally murdered..
snapmode5 4 months ago
@snapmode5 John did like to spin stories, but the stories that he would spend were basically harmless. 4 people ended up dead because of their own sins. They were junkies, dealers, theives etc. The fact is they were stepping all over more then one's toes in a territory that was prime in that time. (The Hollywood Hills) Live by the sword - die by the sword. It's part of life. If John ever regreted anything it was getting messed up with those people.
laurieholmes1 4 months ago
@laurieholmes1 very well put, maam.. and ty for the nonhostile reply =D
snapmode5 4 months ago
@laurieholmes1 Any body that has lived around drugged addicted people will tell you that this probably did happen just as John said.He might lessen his culpability but so would anyone else.What john is saying is so typical of people that are on drugs that are especially physically addicted there is no doubt in my mind that they just wanted to get better and Eddy Nash took advantage of them with not giving them a fair price for the stolen guns.Then as soon as they got well they started building
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Respond to this video... Resentments against Eddy Nash for taking advantage of them being dope sick.But I guarantee that they had taken advantage of many people too in this way and that is why they were so mad for allowing him to do it to them.They knew full well he was getting the better deal.Then for the days that they shot that dope they stewed until it was gone and really had no other option left to them to get well again and gain back some pride.And john was clearly in the middle
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Respond to this video... I can probably even tell you what exact role he played in this without even knowing.The drug world is like the twilight zone the same exact stories just different characters playing the roles and they are all the same basic plots.So I agree totally with you that he is telling the truth just making his culpability a little less.I also believe if John swung that pipe it was in total self preservence.He was a survivor and knew they would kill him too.
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@laurieholmes1 @laurieholmes1 He had 2 sets of killers he was trying to please and each side believed they were right in what they did.I actually think he played the role of his life that week and managed to stay alive.I know what people think of him but the truth is the truth.He was a junky just trying to survive and feed his habit in the process.Both sides knew that he was playing the middle.I just think Eddy Nash must have really liked him or was keepin him alive to take the fall for the murd
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Respond to this video... And another thing that makes me believe him is because he is still alive and Eddy did not kill him too.Because John showed him loyalty and did keep telling him they were going to rob him.But Eddy probably did not think anyone was stupid enough to mess with him.They both underestimated how viscous the others were.But Ron's gang had no idea what it means to be an Arab.They have to save face no matter what.
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Removed and Blocked TheRalphus666 for IGNORANT and hateful comments and profanity.
laurieholmes1 4 months ago
@TheRalphus666 Well, I guess that's why you shouldn't believe every thing that comes out of Hollywood. It was at John's request that John be cremated and it was John that did not wish to see anyone when he was dying, especially the Amerson's. I only carried out John's last wishes and have no regrets in doing so as that is how he wanted it. He had been a member of the California Cremation Society for over 20 years as well.
laurieholmes1 4 months ago
@TheRalphus666 Wadd - For Example:A statement was made about me that I used to leave the set and hitchhike and prostitue, they showed you a clip of me hitchhiking, what they failed to tell the audience is that the clip was from a movie scene. Behind every media is an agenda, There was definately an agenda behind Wadd and his name was Bill Amerson. There is so much more to that story and it's always wise not to hold too much value in a piece of work, especially when you look at it's source.
laurieholmes1 4 months ago
Wow! Misty Dawn Herself! I saw your interviews in the Wadd documentary and you seem like such an interesting human being. John must have been a fascinating character study... especially from as close as you were to him. Thank you for putting this out here. You had terrific courage and compassion... caring for a dying man at the age of 24. Rock on Laurie.
knightsxc06 5 months ago
@knightsxc06 Thank you for your kind words. So often, I find myself and John attacked by ignorant and hateful people. It's nice when I get a message such as yours. My story is very fascinating too as I have been through more life then anyone could imagine. My story is also an extention of John. 23 yrs ago I was just trying to do the right thing. I had no idea the course of my destiny. John used to tell me that we he saw in me was himself. When he died I took on his battles as well as my own.
laurieholmes1 5 months ago
This is one of many tapes that John had made while working on his autobiography which later became "Porn King", The Autobiography. In 2000 these tapes were ceased by the FBI after Eddie Nash was served a 42 page indictment in reference to the murders where John's name was listed once again. After analyging these tapes, The FBI cleared John's name AGAIN of any participation with the murders.
laurieholmes1 6 months ago
How did you get this tape? Who recorded him?
TheWCWite 6 months ago
@TheWCWite John and a ghost writter by the name of Fred Basten recorded these audio tapes while working on his autobiography that later became "Porn King", The Autobiography of John C. Holmes.
laurieholmes1 5 months ago
It's really sad to see john get involved with a bunch of scum like the wonderland gang but I know myself that drugs make good people do bad things and hang with bad crowds just because of the drugs
79tazman 6 months ago
thank-you for responding mrs.holmes! he cancelled his health insurance now thats in-humane and he should be ashamed for john was the king of porn but was also a human-being! my take on dawn she left and came back right before the wonderland-fiasco and did so cause she loved him but blamed him for all the wrong in her life but that was then and now in 1photo she is wearing a wonderland-tee-shirt with a smile and has profited from the movie/books/interviews/should she still blame him or thank him?
SuperNicobellic4 6 months ago
Is the movie really alike to wat happend.the the partying coke?
69mexicanpride 7 months ago
@69mexicanpride No! Neither Boogie Nights or Wonderland have any resemblence to The real John or his life.
laurieholmes1 6 months ago
John Holmes = #1 badass
ContraCommando 7 months ago
drugs was the problem. did he have kids? how did he die im not into porn and if i was i would not admit to it lol. but i dont put other people down for it either his wife must of loved him alot to stick by him she must be a very strong women
94donnacone 7 months ago
@94donnacone Drugs were not a problem the last five years of John's life, during the time I was with him. I helped John to get off drugs in the early part of that five years and we lived a quite normal life with my little boy. John was one of the first of a long line of many in porn who died off AIDS. I wouldn't reccommend ANYONE to live the life of porn, although I did myself, I was very lucky I never caught any diseases.
laurieholmes1 6 months ago
@laurieholmes1 no way i would love to know more about John crazie story.
HatesStupidPeople194 6 months ago
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SuperNicobellic4 8 months ago
the amersons claim john loved you for a variety of things and they were not allowed at the hospital nor funneral but there is always 2-sides to every story and john didnt marry you cause he was high or cause of youre performer name misty dawn no cause he did love you or like his 1st wife sharon why didnt he divorce you i mean dawn was on drugs and john pimped her and abused her wich was horrible but peolpe by her books and believe her so why should others doubt you i believe you j.h loved you!
SuperNicobellic4 8 months ago
@SuperNicobellic4 Bill Amerson has proven over again not to be a reliable source. Many people that knew Bill won't even talk to him anymore. The God Children were very young and influenced by their father. Nobody was allowed at the hospital as per John's own request. John was very bitter toward Bill as Bill had incorporated John right out of their partnership company and the canceled John's health insurance knowing he was dying of AIDS. John and I were very much in love. continued:
laurieholmes1 6 months ago
@SuperNicobellic4 As for Dawn Schiller and John's X-wife, Sharon. Nobody made Dawn do drugs, she did them because she wanted to be with John. She needs to take responsibility for her own actions, instead, she jumped on the John Holmes ban wagon for profit and continues to do so. As for Sharon, simply a marriage that didn't work out. They divorced in 1984 but had been seperated for many years before. I'v heard that Sharon won't even talk to Dawn today because Dawn munipulated Sharon in the movie
laurieholmes1 6 months ago
what a time period
lots of excitement
cheap rent
what you could get away with
MichaelHansenFUN 8 months ago
Interesting!
ToddieBender 8 months ago
thank you very much for uploading this
Tron9222 9 months ago
The tapes are unavailable to the public as they are copywrite material owned by The Estate. There are many more tapes I just havn't had the time to upload.
Sincerely,
Laurie Holmes
laurieholmes1 9 months ago
@laurieholmes1 laurie who is john being interviewed by? and who was the girl that intoduced john to the wonderland-gang and i know unsolved murders no matter how many years never come off the book including the wonderland-1 so if you cant i understand and yes johnny-wadd was cleared and is right nash let him go before and after the killings and like john said he was always at that house so if anything he went back i mean 1.2mill in $-drugs-jewels? stash was in billys bathroom pannels?
SuperNicobellic4 8 months ago
how would I be able to get one of these tapes....fuller more clearly understandable versions even? I'm a real fan.........You seem like a very dedicated widow after all these years...that's nice to see.......
opheliajade1986 9 months ago
These tapes are authentic are not only authentic but have also been anayzed by the FBI back in 2000 after Eddie Nash had been served a 42 page indictment in which John's name was mentioned. After the FBI analyzed these tapes, they cleared John's name once again of the murders. I will not remove, I own these audio tapes, I am John's widow and The Executor of his Estate.
laurieholmes1 9 months ago
@laurieholmes1 laurie my take on it was that john was the 1 the cops went after knowing that he was on drugs and thinking he was weak when he was very smart and always 10-steps ahead and maybe tried to have nash and diles turn on 1-another but nash at that time was mr teflon and diles was feared and lind knew of john but in the end had no proof john was there the night of the murders! who was the king of l.a johnny-wadd wilt chamberlain or magic johnson? please post more videos thank you!
SuperNicobellic4 8 months ago
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taytoman1 9 months ago
@taytoman1 These tapes are not only authentic but were also analyzed and used in Court by the FBI in 2000 after Eddie Nash had been served a 42 page indictment in which John's named was mentioned again in connection to the murders. These tapes are copywritten and owned by The Estate of John Holmes (me). I will not take them down and I don't appreciate your threats.
laurieholmes1 9 months ago
Hey laurie thanks for the info love the decade love the wild life of it all i know there is a human side to all this wildness though !were you in love with him or was he to distant?
spinners123 1 year ago
@spinners123 Yes, John and I loved each other very much and I spent the last 5 years of his life with him. Might I reccommend a good book for you? "John Holmes Inches" You may find it on amazon. I think you will find it to be a fascinating read.
laurieholmes1 1 year ago
wow this is exelent! wish it was abit louder hard to hear
floppyjim5 1 year ago
These are the same audio files authenticated by the FBI in 2000 after Eddie Nash was served a 47 page indictment concerning The Wonderland Murders once again.
Laurie Holmes, Executor
John Holmes Estate
laurieholmes1 1 year ago
@laurieholmes1 Glad to see these interview clips uploaded, Laurie! With so many claims made over the years about the Wonderland story (true and false) it's relevant to hear John tell his perspective.
alifemeasuredinches 1 year ago
@laurieholmes1 I am so facsinated by this story the era the drugs the darkness I dont know why but i wish i would have been there!Not to harm anyone but to party on the edge even though I havent been down that road its a diffrent time!Laurie when did you come into the picture?love to talk sometime!
spinners123 1 year ago
@spinners123 I met John on a set in San Francisco not long after he was realesed from Jail and was with John the last 5 years of his life. These audio tapes were made during that time in his attempt to write his autobiography. The book (Porn King, The autobiography of John Holmes was released in 1998 and has been out of print for sometime.
laurieholmes1 1 year ago