I am so very sorry for your loss of your beautiful wife ..thank you for trying to make a difference if anyone should have to live with the aftermath they would understand the unbearable pain it leaves behind .....I lost my daughter to suicide July 22 2008 ..
I lost my husband in 2007 to suicide after a brief struggle with Clinical Depression. This is a beautiful tribute to your Mary...thank you for speaking out and helping educate everyone to the brain disease we so flippantly call "depression"...you are truly making a difference!!
I am so very sorry for your loss....no family should have to live with the aftermath of losing a loved one to suicide your family and your precious Mary are in my prayers ...thank you for sharing your story
I am so very sorry for your loss....no family should have to live with the aftermath of losing a loved one to suicide your family and your precious Mary are in my prayers ...thank you for sharing your story
hey guys I have just started a teenage depression weblog where you do not need to feel alone anymore ! the sites just got started so help get it going ! xanga. com/ undiscoveredgirl1
And people who care. I know with me a lot of people don't understand it so I get yelled at a lot of times which it's probrably them frustrated because they can't help me but that to me feel like they're shunning me so at times I wish I could just fall asleep and not wake up and feel like I'm doing the world a favor. If it weren't for my three beautiful nieces and God I would have been gone years ago. I hope that they eventually find a cure for this curse which is excactly what it is :(
Speaking from personal experience of someone who's bipolar/depressed it's like an emotional hell/rollercoaster and it takes a toll on the mind and body not knowing from day to day what the mood is. I feel really bad for this family and hope that I don't follow suit with my aunt's mistake. When you're deep in depression it's like being in quick sand you keep sinking and nobody can see through the smiles how much you are sinking so it's hard for us to see there's help out there and people
Mary's depression was treated with 6 different kinds of medication, alternative therapy (breath work, meditation, etc.), peer support groups, a psychologist, a psychiatrist, a social worker, hospitalization, out-patient care, electro-convulsive therapy (ECT), etc., etc., etc.
goodness, poor lady. it must have been very, very hard on you. Not simply the suicide, but living with the depression. Medication didn't work? I'm not a big believer in therapy, especially for depression. Poor lady, she suffered so much...I know from personal experience that she thought she was probably doing everyone a favor...she couldn't see the heartache it would cause.
Sorry for your loss. Unfortunatly mental illness (Bi polar especially) is on both sides of my family. My favorite aunt committed suicide after a long battle with bi polar in 1991. It still stings and I find myself slowly acting more and more like her which I find disturbing. After watching this it encourages me to seek help so I can avoid my nieces from ever feeling the same emptyness I feel with my loss. Thanks for sharing.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I have suicide thoughts all the time, and I have tried , but I'm never brave enough to do it. I want to live. And I see how much it would hurt my husband if I died. The same as it would hurt me if he died. I feel your pain. I'm so sorry.
I am so sorry for the loss of ur beautiful wife my mom is severly depressed but she is slowley recovering also my uncle comited suicide because od depression but may she live in ur hearts everyday
I just lost my father to suicide. It's the most gut wrenching, horrible thing to survive. There is always a brighter side to tomorrow... even when you don't believe it, if you can hold on to that hope long enough to get hope.... do it! For yourself, and for those who love you!!
Thank you for this video and for raising awareness. As a depression sufferer myself, it's an everday struggle even when being managed by medication. More people need to be aware and I applaud you for doing this and I am sorry for your loss.
I am sorry for your loss, this illness is not taken seriously enough for people to accept they need help or for the professionals who need to step in before a tragic end to one's life! May God keep you and family strong!
This is a beautiful video. I'm trying to hang on for my own family, really not for myself at all anymore. Thanks for sharing your deepest moments in life. Maybe this will help me to stay alive.
Do not let the Devil steal your joy! You are covered by the blood of Jesus, and he gave you life to live it abundantly, tomorrow thank the sun, breath deep and take on your day, you are the keeper of the family, they honor and cherish you, you are loved even by this stranger!!!
I am so very sorry for your loss of your beautiful wife ..thank you for trying to make a difference if anyone should have to live with the aftermath they would understand the unbearable pain it leaves behind .....I lost my daughter to suicide July 22 2008 ..
ritaapplegate 18 hours ago
I lost my husband in 2007 to suicide after a brief struggle with Clinical Depression. This is a beautiful tribute to your Mary...thank you for speaking out and helping educate everyone to the brain disease we so flippantly call "depression"...you are truly making a difference!!
floridasfunnylady 1 year ago
I am so very sorry for your loss....no family should have to live with the aftermath of losing a loved one to suicide your family and your precious Mary are in my prayers ...thank you for sharing your story
ritaapplegate 1 year ago
I am so very sorry for your loss....no family should have to live with the aftermath of losing a loved one to suicide your family and your precious Mary are in my prayers ...thank you for sharing your story
ritaapplegate 1 year ago
If our brains did not decrease in dopamine as we get older this would not happen.
darthspeaks 1 year ago
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lauradavis1 1 year ago
she was beautiful.
rhiannurrrn 1 year ago
My boyfriend kill himself 2 years ago he had bipolar I get depressed too. depressions suck..
256tulip 1 year ago
And people who care. I know with me a lot of people don't understand it so I get yelled at a lot of times which it's probrably them frustrated because they can't help me but that to me feel like they're shunning me so at times I wish I could just fall asleep and not wake up and feel like I'm doing the world a favor. If it weren't for my three beautiful nieces and God I would have been gone years ago. I hope that they eventually find a cure for this curse which is excactly what it is :(
GeminiAuntie 1 year ago
Speaking from personal experience of someone who's bipolar/depressed it's like an emotional hell/rollercoaster and it takes a toll on the mind and body not knowing from day to day what the mood is. I feel really bad for this family and hope that I don't follow suit with my aunt's mistake. When you're deep in depression it's like being in quick sand you keep sinking and nobody can see through the smiles how much you are sinking so it's hard for us to see there's help out there and people
GeminiAuntie 1 year ago
I am terribly sorry for your loss. Was her depression not treated.
googooshpugoo 2 years ago
Mary's depression was treated with 6 different kinds of medication, alternative therapy (breath work, meditation, etc.), peer support groups, a psychologist, a psychiatrist, a social worker, hospitalization, out-patient care, electro-convulsive therapy (ECT), etc., etc., etc.
cgcaulkins 2 years ago
goodness, poor lady. it must have been very, very hard on you. Not simply the suicide, but living with the depression. Medication didn't work? I'm not a big believer in therapy, especially for depression. Poor lady, she suffered so much...I know from personal experience that she thought she was probably doing everyone a favor...she couldn't see the heartache it would cause.
googooshpugoo 2 years ago
I heard that some types of severe depression they have done operations, but I'm sure its still experimental.
googooshpugoo 2 years ago
Sorry for your loss. Unfortunatly mental illness (Bi polar especially) is on both sides of my family. My favorite aunt committed suicide after a long battle with bi polar in 1991. It still stings and I find myself slowly acting more and more like her which I find disturbing. After watching this it encourages me to seek help so I can avoid my nieces from ever feeling the same emptyness I feel with my loss. Thanks for sharing.
GeminiAuntie 2 years ago 2
I'm so sorry for your loss. I have suicide thoughts all the time, and I have tried , but I'm never brave enough to do it. I want to live. And I see how much it would hurt my husband if I died. The same as it would hurt me if he died. I feel your pain. I'm so sorry.
ylvira 2 years ago
I am so sorry for the loss of ur beautiful wife my mom is severly depressed but she is slowley recovering also my uncle comited suicide because od depression but may she live in ur hearts everyday
PhantomAngel69 2 years ago
I just lost my father to suicide. It's the most gut wrenching, horrible thing to survive. There is always a brighter side to tomorrow... even when you don't believe it, if you can hold on to that hope long enough to get hope.... do it! For yourself, and for those who love you!!
seczj 2 years ago
Thank you for this video and for raising awareness. As a depression sufferer myself, it's an everday struggle even when being managed by medication. More people need to be aware and I applaud you for doing this and I am sorry for your loss.
abbikelley 2 years ago
I am sorry for your loss, this illness is not taken seriously enough for people to accept they need help or for the professionals who need to step in before a tragic end to one's life! May God keep you and family strong!
lovingthis07 3 years ago
Thank you for your effort. God bless you and your late wife, and your brother, may you all find peace, and one day, each other...
harimaugoblok 3 years ago
This is a beautiful video. I'm trying to hang on for my own family, really not for myself at all anymore. Thanks for sharing your deepest moments in life. Maybe this will help me to stay alive.
DzyDaz 3 years ago 2
Do not let the Devil steal your joy! You are covered by the blood of Jesus, and he gave you life to live it abundantly, tomorrow thank the sun, breath deep and take on your day, you are the keeper of the family, they honor and cherish you, you are loved even by this stranger!!!
lovingthis07 3 years ago
I think he passed away. His account was closed :-(
Winter077 2 years ago