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  • Meowy is a kitty.

  • I think petting the cat is also a comforting thing for her when talking about something so difficult

  • the cat is as talkative as my cat xD absolutely precious, she's really interesting =)

  • incredible

  • That cat is SO DISTRACTING lol

  • Wow, I have the same disorder, and I learned to walk at 8 months. Interesting.

  • Its not a mental dissorder, shut up. I could ahve done the same thing.

  • THE CAT! :)

  • That cat is just the cutest thing!

  • Did anyone consider the fact that these memories probably came to the surface when she was hypnotized or in therapy? Maybe the memory isn't real but that dosen't mean she is lying, she could nave dreamed it or m

  • Behavioral Sciences Research has found one very interesting facts about those who are diagnosed with MPD/DID.

    They are highly suggestible while under hypnosis, which is frequently used by clinicians who specialize in treating MPD/DID.

    In other words, you are probably correct.

  • she's aware of her alters? I thought with people diagnosed with DID, the host is unaware of the alters but the alters are aware of each other...and her story is very tragic!!

  • @chocomaniac29 She use to not be aware, but she got help.

  • @chocomaniac29 No, many people eventually become aware of the alters, as do the alters become aware of them. This usually happens through therapy, but some manage it on their own.

  • The key feature of MPD/DID is that the alters are supposed to have amnesia for each others existence and amnesia for incidents which occur while another “alter” is active.

    After all, identity is founded in memory. If you remember what an alter did, it was you doing it.

    Of course none of this makes sense at all. The brain is a massively interconnected system so the possibility of one brain, multiple personalities or memory centers, is physically impossible.

  • @chocomaniac29 Yeah, you can be aware some things your alters, did. But not totally aware. Of course to be aware of your altars and she was not for a while, it takes years of therapy communicating with the different alters/personalities. Trust me I know. And still do not know.

  • this is absolutely fascinating. very sad but so interesting. to be inside her head for a second is so fascinating.

  • 2:59.....WTF?

  • PsyB32 sent me here

  • I want her earrings

  • I can relate 100%

  • I can relate to this story.

  • I agree that's reaaaaaaaally Odd that she just KNEW she couldn't get away.. after opening a door.. AT 7 MOS. OLD... really? really.... ?? I don't believe a word she's saying.

  • @ibkristykat she lives to tell about it

  • @Revengeancer

    Everyone with DID isn't the same just as I am assuming that everyone who criticizes it don't have the same reasons. But just because you've seen fakers, or learned in your textbooks that it's controversial, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. Even if you never see a genuine case of DID, that doesn't mean it doesn't exist. I get angry at fakers for illegitimizing DID because this is what it can cause. Please see past the bad apples, because dissociative disorders are real.

  • @Revengeancer

    Many people fake DID. I agree with you that many say they have it for attention. But there are real cases and plenty of people who hide the disorder from everyone including family and friends. We aren't all attention seeking fakers.

    Considering you have a psychology degree and are presumably working in the field, I hope you can see close up what the difference is between DID and fake-DID or DDNOS. Do you believe all dissociative disorders are fake, or just DID?

  • Children, children...

  • 2:57 ?

  • I just love how her cat interrupt her :P

  • she sounds dumb

  • I see your entry has been ''flagged'' and removed... just as well. I don't believe a word you said.. lol...and no, I don't make excuses when I spell something wrong.. I'm allowed to make mistakes.

  • @jewel4america i think what u said to me was removed but im not and idiot i understand those movie like changes dont occur because thats not how it works. Thats what we were talking about, but for some reason your going nuts on me with reading i guess. Your just strait rude annoying and no one wants your crazy ass here.

  • @gearsofwill9 without reading i meant

  • @gearsofwill9 so please do us all a favor and go schitzo troll somewhre else

  • what amazes me most is .. PTSD is accepted for those who have suffered trauma in war... I guess having someone rape you at three is not a trauma to those who are calling us names??? how about being kidnapped and held for 2 weeks by 2 men when your barely 13.. have alcohol poured down your throat, raped and not fed... do you think that is trauma? well, I experienced both.. and lots more than that.. and yes, I do remember very vividly what happened to me at 3.. and at 13. I'm almost 70 now.

  • it's abusers that CAUSE THIS.... ever been raped at 3? your filthy mouth and abusive response to this subject is more than offensive...

    and what is your degree in? slappin kids around or is it women you like to hurt? I have studied Psychology/Sociology and many other subjects, including American Sign Language and Communications.. and your degree?

  • she does... I KNOW BECAUSE I REMEMBER TOO... For those of you who cannot comprehend what she says, you can't because you only think of people as sane and insane... this is not either.. it is how WE COPE with being abused in ways that most could not endure...

    we are misunderstood, and insulted... because of ignorance.. I would love to tell my story.. I've known now for 12 yrs... and have been able to observe myself.. and understand my life now.. ACCEPT THE TRUTH..

  • People who claim to have MPD are some of the worst people the world has to offer. If everybody was allowed to indulge in their delusions, we'd have witch doctors instead of doctors and folks on trials for practicing witchcraft. These are socially parasitic people who exemplify narcissism with such bravado that it boggles my mind.

  • @Revengeancer lol... your so funny... with your kkk outfit... as if anyone would take you serious.. your degree is in what? insulting others so as to lift yourself out of your 3rd class value system.? don't expect another response.. it would be a waste of good time.

  • @jewel4america 1. It's "you're," as in "you are." 2. Thanks for visiting my page, but that's a black dude from Germany in a KKK outfit making fun of the concept of racism. 3. At this point, you have very little credibility. 4. My degrees are in Psychology, Spanish, Creative Writing, and Literature. 5. The fact that you assault me and then say that I shouldn't bother responding only demonstrates that you're angry at me, and you know that you're wrong. 6. Care to embarrass yourself further?

  • @Revengeancer do you think I care what you think.. I know all those games. congrats on having so much education under your belt.. impressive if it's true.. but as far as being embarrassed ..I have no reason to be.

  • @jewel4america The thing is, you have absolutely every reason to be embarrassed. You tried to call me an asshole when you had no proof. Yes, I am proud of my education--I've worked my ass off to earn my degrees, and yes, I know I lot more about this subject than you, so excuse me when I get upset when some amateur tries to tell me how wrong I am. Before you attack another person, reflect upon how much you really know about the subject, which I can bet you isn't much.

  • @jewel4america What you just did is the intellectual equivalent of saying "tag, your it--no tag-back." Bottom line: You're not very good at positing arguments. Arguing with folks like you is unsatisfying. You have no idea how stupid you sound. You dance around the point and just use the forum as an outlet for your own frustration (like assuming that I own a KKK outfit). I feel like Hitler saying this, but I genuinely hate folks as stupid as you.

  • @jewel4america I would actually pay money to talk to you in person, because I know that you're not intelligent enough to read an argument and respond to it logically. I throw your own put-down back at you: Don't even bother responding. Let's throw everything aside; I want to read your interpretation of what a "3rd class value system" is. You're trying so hard to sound intelligent. Not once has any of you DID/MPD supporters attempted to engage in a logical debate, it's all "boohoo."

  • Thank you for your bravery in telling your story.

  • Thank you for your bravery in telling your story.

  • I'm guessing her 'memories' of being a baby were told to her at a later age by her mother.

  • @belleinabox Except she offers the commentary, "That's when I knew I had to stay." She's batshit-crazy.

  • @Revengeancer you are showing your ignorance... she is not crazy.. but you might learn to have some respect for that which you cannot understand.

  • @Revengeancer I am almost certain you are right about MOST people lying about having DID, but do you believe that the disorder doesn't exist? There are obvious cases where people are not lying.

  • @HeavyMetalCanuck I respect that you believe that it might exist, but it remains one of those "on the battlefield" topics in the field. I can definitely say that the majority of psychologists do not believe in the existence/manifestation of exclusive personalities within one shell--it's still a minority opinion. I do not believe in the housing of multiple exclusive personalities within one psyche, mostly 'cause those who purport to be afflicted violate the rules of the disease.

  • @Revengeancer And the question is:

    How can people behave in a totally different way, use other words,even words the person never heared before.How can such an alleged condition cause different patterns to move?

    The answer is:

    There cant be such an illness,because the different parts of the brain would have to be divided and a complete switch over between persons has to happen

    Check out my english film about the Anneliese Michel"Exorcism" ase.And my 3 films about Jan-Carl Raspe and Ulrike Meinhof

  • @gearsofwill9 do you know what ignorance is? well your the best example I've seen to date

  • @jewel4america whered that come from mine ur bizzznasss biatchhhh

  • @jewel4america this comment was for Revengeancer, which if spelled properly would be Revengancer... sorry, I was a straight A English major ... you are one of the rudest and most ill informed people I've seen on the net.. sadly for you, with your KKK hat on, it's you I feel sorry for..you have no compassion.. why is that ? maybe you were abused??

  • @jewel4america Interesting that you're picking on gearsofwill9, calling him ignorant when he's posing an argument backed with substantial evidence. Censor much, Jewel? Tell me, do you label all opinions that are contrary to yours as ignorance and lies? Sounds a lot like the Nazis.

  • @gearsofwill9 thats because those were ''movie like changes'' .. that is not how this works...

  • @gearsofwill9 I'd like to take a moment to point out something heinous: Gearsofwill9's comment, based on his opinion, gets flagged as spam. An honest man expresses his opinion and it gets labeled as pejorative and extraneous--I'd expect a lot less censorship from a group of individuals seeking understanding (the supposed MPD/DID community). That, to me, is despicable. I don't agree with this video, but I don't flag everyone's comments as spam because I respect your right to voice yourself.

  • @belleinabox no.... I also have memories of when I was an infant.. ever hear of PTSD? Well, I say DID is PTSD on steroids... I have told my grandmother things that only I would know as an infant.. and she backs me up... BEING MEAN OR JUDGMENTAL TO US IS ON YOU...

  • Respond to this video... NO... THE MOTHER DID NOT HAVE TO TELL HER.. OUR MINDS ARE QUITE DEVELOPED BECAUSE OF THE CONSTANT ANXIETY AND FEAR WE LIVE IN.

  • @belleinabox NO, they were not told to me. I can see by your rage, and others here who are in rage about that which they could never understand, just want to hurt people like us... I will just accept  your complete inability to understand and see you as the bullies and haters you are.

  • @jewel4america Uh, you already replied to me once. No need to reply again or get in a tizzy about it.

  • @belleinabox .. and I don't need to have someone tell me when I can or cannot do anything.. maybe you need to ''not get in a tizzy'' when someone ''elaborates'' on a statement... and it was not redundant... if you don't know what that means, try looking it up.. funny, most people with DID are pretty intelligent.. have you noticed that?

  • @jewel4america That's nice.

  • that cat is so cute :D

  • very traumatic experiences make really strong impressions and memories. her story isn't impossible.

  • how can a seven month old baby open a door, yet alone walk? (I am a mom of three, but this sounds a bit off-loop) And yes, I agree but how does a 7 month old baby remember anything to the greatest detail? This video is a little strange, to say the least!

  • @espeon7707 I suffer from this same disorder.. I remember things when I was still being ''carried'' in blanket... I have described houses interiors that I was only in before the age of 8 months... I have forgotten very little... just because you cannot relate, do not disregard the truth... you have no idea what a childs mind is capable.. to survive

  • @jewel4america Here's another stupid thing you've said. Infantile Amnesia, bitch: Nobody remembers anything before the age of 3 (roughly). This is exactly what I expected from you; painting yourself to be some psychological oddity, suffering from MPD and also having some science-blowing intellect that allows you to recall being 8 months old. I've tried not to stereotype you, but you're exactly what I thought you would be. I'll bet you also tell people that you can talk to ghosts.

  • 13 cubed

    the Nazi's realized the brain could be divided into 2197 compartments. With each alter (compartment) unaware of the next.

  • 2:59 wha-?

  • Multiple personality? Thank God i dont have that problem!

  • @livkivi Are you sure?

  • @livkivi Oh I get it! Well played!

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  • I'm trying to watch this for research and all I can focus on are the cute little kitty noises her cat is making.

  • This "storyline" could become an awesome cult movie

  • hahah 2:59 what was that about! ?

  • WHY DID THE PERSON WHO MADE THIS PUT ALL THEM FXCKING STUPID AFFECTS IN TO MAKE IT SCARY?? GET A LIFE !

  • /Thumbs up if you bawwwd at the kitty noises :3

  • Memory doesn't start until age 2

  • @808oompaloompa Some people have memories of being in the womb. Science is not set in stone. they only say what they discover based on their statistics.

  • @808oompaloompa i have memory before 1yr old too, but i see where you're coming from. She is talking very in-depth about feelings and thoughts at 7month, strange isn't it? My memories are images i saw lasting a few seconds only. I think what she says just makes it obvious she's quite ill here. x

  • First rule of Fight club...

  • Er, yeah - to the people that made the programme this was taken from: sensitive move there, calling it "Dialogues with Madwomen"!! REALLY helpful to sufferers of this disorder!

  • lmfao @ 2:59 woooo

  • Ok so I take it that I'm gonna skip 2:59

  • I love her earrings so much. And I love how comfortable with all her selves she is. From the personality/ies shown in this video I like her a lot. She is an amazing person.

  • I like the little grey cat too.

  • Neat little cat. I wanna hug it.

  • Bless her!!! 

  • How on earth does she remember being 7 months old !!

  • @nanajosianne she doesn't she is just assuming these memories happened in order to maintain her image.

  • @nanajosianne she doesn't, it's impossible to remember that, in order to remember something you need to have a language, without it its waaaaaay to hard to remember things, also our brain it's not fully developed for that at that age P.D. i'm a psychologist :P

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  • @nanajosianne As the video says she is suffering from Dissociative identity disorder and if she says she was 7 months old, she is her mother. So it's her "mother" talking. Kinda hard to explain. how she knows that she could walk at the age of 7 months is easy. Her mother could have said it.

  • @nanajosianne you basically remember your whole life but not conciously. it can come out under hypnosis

  • @nanajosianne I don't beleive the bull crap they say about children under 3 having no memory. but that's just me. If an event if emotionally strong enough, I think children can remember.

  • I didn't mind this, I don't know if she really has it, my younger sister realized I had it plus the constant blacking out, one thing I'm in the back seat of the car boom next min its night time and im in the middle of a park by myself, or at a grocery store and co existing is pretty weird. It's really real, I used to be ashamed of it but not anymore and I'm thankful and they LITERALLY saved my life.

  • @WolfDeck836 What if u kill someone while u black out without realising it? Are you not afraid of that...? I hope you get better dude

  • @lilmurphy01 Thought of that when I first found out. After my psychiatrist, family, friends etc. witnessed my alters; turns out My alters are harmless, & they aren't a threat at all unless my 5 year old comes out & decides to pick his nose in front of hot girls or eats play dough. Having D.I.D in my experienced helped me The fact other alters want to improve my life & have a positive impact with this. Not all of it is bad. I accepted my trauma and I accept this. It's life :) They saved my life

  • @WolfDeck836 Thats how mine are O.O

  • Okay...I watched this I believe a little over two hours ago and I don't know if you did it on purpose but... 2:59 caused me to transition, xD scared the shit out of me....

  • 2:59 was hilarious HAHHAHAHA

  • WTF 2:59!

    I was all tearing up then all of a sudden i'm falling out of my damned chair

  • Little FYI, not everyone with DID or MPD was traumatized in the past. Just sayin'. People with different persons in their head don't ALWAYS HAVE to have been raped or beaten. That is a stereotype.

  • @RioEllington just because you put yourself on other situations and could react to them, it doesn't mean you have DID. that is just a thing anybody could do.

  • kids got imagination, imaginary friends, acting like someone else, its like playing a cowboy, of freaking batman when u where a child, its NORMAL!

    dont search for a sickness behind everything

  • omg who could possibly believe this crap.. let me get this straight, she has aware ever since she was born, or to with the idea of her being able to do such things because of what she had been told by psycologists and what she has put together she came up with this story... 7 months old and you have ths much capacity to think remember and act on... i think this disorder is called i.l.a.h.m.bs. (i like the attention, hear my bullshit)

  • @ackroh I don't think it's bullshit.. just goes to show the power of the human mind.. people get this disorder from Traumatic experiences , they create these personalities to escape the pain and trauma they only know.. she maybe exaggerating who knows.. but buy saying she is full of crap is plain. Would you allow someone to rape, molest, abuse one of your children?.. Im sure you don't care cos it's all bullshit and doesn't happen right?.. get with it ..

  • @nztpo that's what your buying. Even if a person's trying to scape their pain, there are things that'll remind them of it.. She said she tried to escape when she was not even a year? how on earth would she know she had that option?where was she gonna go?escape from danger?how would she know what danger was? an most importan how to messure it, and come up with a conclusion? -''whoknows that's the power of the mind" if a child that age senses danger it cries, because it only relies on someone else

  • @ackroh well that is the difference between us, you are uneducated and judge with your opinion based on what may I ask?... that is all it is, an opinion something based on neither fact or knowledge.. We both don't know her from a bar of soap, she could be exaggerating, who knows, like I said power of the mind, it allowed her to create this other world..you never answered my question..about allowing someone to rape, molest abuse your child?... it doesn't happen right?..

  • @nztpo raping and abusing does happen, what are you educated on?, the mind creating personalities to create and escape pain it's a theory from psychologist, which it isn't a FACT. There's also the theory of DID being a false sickness.. didn't you know this self proclaimed educated guy? your information is also an opinion.. my opinion is based on logic, seriously how can you buy into what she's saying? when we all know it sounds ridiculous? .. YES she's exaggerating. how can you prove me wrong?

  • @ackroh well according to you it doesn't happen because she is full of shit .. I'm educated in the fact I know a lot of people with the disorder , that is where we differ because you don't give the human brain enough credit, my opinion is gained from knowledge through what research has delved into amongst the brain/mind. I don't need to prove you wrong because your "logic" is fucked. hold on are you really who you are?.. or are you talking in one of your alters?, come to me with facts not logic

  • @ackroh and seriously... if that is you making some absurd video about the need to cure homosexuality in spanish... I have nothing to worry about.... bahahahaha.... hold on that maybe your alter ego I'm referring to.. scary ... stunning logic you have.

  • @nztpo hey you'll be surprised... just keep an eye on me..

  • @ackroh no worries , you keep fighting for the right to cure homosexuality.... good luck with that.

  • @ackroh

    That's what one of the things with D.I.D -- extreme trauma or abuse causes splitting of personalities where people sort of split into personalities to escape the pain, but the memories stay within the certain personalities. During my leadership class in highschool, we had one of our school teachers talk about anorexia...

  • And one of the reasons why was because she said she felt powerless, and unloved. And she told us about how when she was 2 months old, her mom had issues and got really mad at her and threw her against the wall. She was taken away from her mom for a year, and later on when she was older -- she narrated that incident to her mom, and her mom was surprised that she remembered.

  • this woman is full of shit

  • @clairebear That's bollocks - I remember fragments when i was really young. I remember when i was a todler of less than 2 years old. I must have been. I remember getting an injection before i could speak and being in a cot and everything. The fruit and rice etc... not sure if it was when i was 1 year old but still pretty young. I had a mate who said she could remember when she was less than a year old.. pretty believable...

  • How in the hell would a 7 month old baby open the front door ? I'm going to go ahead and call "Bullshit!" on this one. She is clearly delusional, and it doesn't take a psyche student or professor to see it.

  • How in the hell would a 7 month old baby open the front door ? I'm going to go ahead and call "Bullshit!" on this one.

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  • BOLLOCKS 

  • schizophrenia @ 4:31

  • Thank you for your video. Information on dissociative identity disorder is at ritualabuse(dot)us

  • um 2.58 wtf?

  • so she had life altering revelations at 7 months old...? this woman is full of shit.

  • Read "The Troops for Trudy Chase" if you have any doubts. most of us can't remember a consciousness before 5, except in cases of children who experience acute trauma.

  • The point isn't whether or not her memories are true. The point is what can we understand about her decision to either make up or remember these events.

  • @XxGirlTankxX Some people remember past lives, too. People remember all sorts of things that never happened.Seriously, is it simpler to conclude that at 7 months she opened the door and walked out into the street and remembers it, or that her memories are false? Look up the Loftus experiments before you answer.

  • @XxGirlTankxX Some people remember past lives, too. People remember all sorts of things that never happened.Seriously, is it simpler to conclude that at 7 months she opened the door and walked out into the street and remembers it, or that her memories are false? Look up the Loftus experiments before you answer.

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  • @ehipszer Bring it, pussy.

  • My niece, now 12 asked me about a specific boyfriend I had that hadn't been around since she was 10 months old. So it is VERY plausible that some people have very early childhood memories.

  • LLthe 2:59

  • She has a nice cat.

  • @wafflewhorre she probably stroked it to death.

  • I can't believe things like this happen to human beings. It's amazing and tragic to me. It makes me really sad that others have to live like this and that there are people who torture their own children. No one should be humiliated and made to feel inhuman.

  • erm.. where's the rest lol

  • 2:59 What The Shit ?! LoL

  • @XCutePupa probably a piece of an old commercial that didn't get edited out properly.

  • @piper4seeformerly yeah maybe . Or it can be just a random shity picture to make the documentairy more creepy LOL

  • @XCutePupa Actually it's nothing to laugh about. My friend has the same condition and these people have a life of hell! They wake up each am with the thought of "how am I going to survive today" . Everybody is intitled to an opinion but when we have olittle or no knowledge on the subject and the only thing that we can say is negative we aught to keep quiet. Have a nice day

  • @Myfriendismultiple Uhm ... You really didn't understand what I was Laughing about !!! Click on the link ... I laughed about the Random image that appeared at this time !!! >:O

  • that cat is so precious lol

  • lol what a psycho

  • thumbs up if the first thing you noticed were her lesbian earrings

  • dat cat

  • That's such a nice cat... I want that cat.

  • such a cute cat

    

  • WTF!!!!! 2:59 SCARED THE SHIT OUT ME!!!

  • @adolfo21 , LOL! I was expecting something to pop out at me.

  • @adolfo21 , LOL! I was expecting something to pop out at me. I want that cat. i think it's a calico.

  • a 7 month old is not capable of attempting to run away :| like for emotional reasons. WTF.

  • I am taking an abnormal psychology ( with Dr. Billy Rose) class as we speak and I am studying this particular mental illness this is why I watched this clip, and as for memory, it is possible to remember that far back especially if something strong and traumatic happened early in your life BUT it is very rare for a person to have such clear memory of it, usually its very vague.

  • @VanityXisXmyXsin you would def not have a clear perception of it but your emotional memory would absolutely register the experience. However one would not be able to recall the event it would just be through their subconscious. Their habits would reflect the effects of the experience but the event itself could not be recalled.. to my knowledge of course.

  • @RudyGotSUS Exactly, your subconsciousness can be repressed for long periods of time and something traumatic can trigger the subconscious part of the brain into clear memory, this could have been possible for her. The brain is amazing the way it works especially through memory. Her mother could have even told her when she was older about the incident and that could have triggered her memory as well. But as far as I am concerned there is a possibility though the chance is slim.

  • Just asking: schizophrenics have an over-inflated sense of ego and problems with reality distortion. How could she remember walking at 7 months? How could she know she was not loved or fed.

  • @tonadachi She isn't schizophrenic. She has DID.

  • This lady makes me think that DID is not a real disorder. I believe she may have a Dissociative order NOS. There is no doubt she went through trauma but she doesn't seem like she has the true DID.