Similarities between the this game an the first: chap 1 u fight a cold-blooded creature(s) that are causing people misery. Chap 2 u need to find and talk to someone to get into the dungeon. Chap 3 u fight a Clubba boss and you get a party member thats attack that doesn't use fp causes 1 damage multiple times. Chap 4 ton of bactrackin, defense penetrating party member, and a cool boss. Chap 5 on a tropical island, u fight fire enemies in the dungeon, and a multiple phase boss fight. Chap 6 fight
if you do what you said, Chugga, the fight ends in technically 2 rounds (round 1 being with audience, round 2 being without), right?
question: If you say yes to any of those questions, like the 1000 coins, is it an instant KO or not? If not, would you have to fight him a 3rd round, or will the fight after the attack be the final round? 3rd round being (round 1 with audience, answer yes to one of hooktail's "offers;" round 2 with audience say no, round 3 no audience)
you know what the strange thing is? Even though there are girl dragons, I imagine that all dragons have deep voices, its just that the male's voices are even deeper than the females, so I don't know what your talking about
imagin if toby was playing this game he would be all like " Audience, what are you doin being eaten by a dragon good lord, wait WHAT O NO AUDIENCE, wait thats bad right" lol that would be hilarious :)
Oh, so after ten long years you see your only son who just defeated the dragon that ate you whole, don't even bother to give him a hug or acknowledge that you love him, but give a rare and priceless gem to his friend? Does anyone else see something wrong with this?
"BLECK??" What is it with getting a reference to Count Bleck all with just a simple taste?! Now it's time for Hooktail to face the Dark Prognosticus and say "All Hail Bleck!" I think he should fly to the land of Blumiere and Timpani...
It is mario logic if you think about it. Koopas can eat stuff the dragon eats before digested and go to the bathroom there which will be gross. And if koopas can walk on choppers and sometimes lava in some cases in super mario world they can walk on stomach acid! >=D Just wanted to say that =3
@TrueLooneyman I was thinking the same thing. About the death part, anyway. Besides, he pesically said he never left his shell, so he couldn't of eaten anything in there...-barfs-
i didint read the jernel so i didint get the badge so i spent 36 hrs trying to make it so i can BUT YOUR TELLING ME I WHOD OF KILLED HIM SIMPALY I GOT SCRUED
i also like how hooktail's bottom leg is twitching.................. what the if you highlight the # before 'characters remaining' and press back space it deletes it
i just gotta point this out this video made me want to cry why (hey that rhymed hehe) because because i just found out this chick sounds more of man than i do dear god why im going in hole to rethink my life what went wrong ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I can't believe no one replied on that...
gamefly10 23 hours ago
Paper Mario had a murder but they can't say dead wow
jerchair 3 days ago
That dragon looks like Frackel tail in SPM
Tippigami 1 week ago
I love food too!
LunarLilyful 1 week ago
c-c-c-c combobreaker! Ha TF2 reference
TheDragontamer12 1 week ago
@TheDragontamer12 Ummmmmm... How is that a TF2 reference?
lazysnipeify 2 days ago
@TheDragontamer12 that's a killer instinct reference
73zachman 21 hours ago
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TheAdorableRose 1 week ago
imagine YOU GOT A CRYSTAL STAAAAAAAAAR at 1080p.
nuff said
randomderpguy 2 weeks ago
@randomderpguy Even if the video quality was 1080 the GameCube itself couldn't render HD so it'd be a moot point.
TheNorseCrow 3 days ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
My hand is always on the volume knob of my speakers, ready to avoid earrape.
CRYSTAL STAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!
...And I love it.
TheSuperMegaUltraMan 2 weeks ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
C'mon! You're Koops' friend. Please take it.
If that's legal, then l can steal all of my friend's stuff! No prob! HOORAY!
reshiram32 2 weeks ago
God i can't belive this is my 11 time watching this lp and am STILL NOT TRIED OF IT HOLY CARP
storm5621 2 weeks ago
OH MY GOD!!!! Hooktail eats like, eight Toads!! The poor little guys!
KitsunenoHibi 3 weeks ago in playlist More videos from chuggaaconroy
I know where IM NOT SPOILNG IT! :) i love u chugga
gr8one2 3 weeks ago
uhhh i'm i the only one who thought hooktail was a girl at first. i mean she has pig tails
JearyBeansMan 3 weeks ago
@legobuilderrrrrr this is my 6th time HA!
ZT511 1 month ago in playlist Chuggaaconroy - Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door
This boss is epic as hell without that badge! I just did it!
DrkHrt1010 1 month ago
it doesn't show you chuggaa conroy
nicholasdperrine 1 month ago
as soon as I heard c-c-c-combo breaker,my childhood flashed!! XD
ItachiChan123 1 month ago in playlist More videos from chuggaaconroy
C-C-C COMBO BREAKER!!!!!! XD
Luima10 1 month ago
Power of the epic NOOOO!!!
DJW771 1 month ago 12
Yep definitely nothing in that room
DJW771 1 month ago
lol why is it that all dragons in nintendo are HUGE but there wings are so small...whats up with that?
ShiningSkull24 1 month ago
Obviously his dad cannibalized anyone who hooktail swallowed.
Gorillaz0101 1 month ago
7:28 Who else thought of pokemon the musical?
mrpickles619 1 month ago
Fourth time watching this LP XD
snakeboy2009 1 month ago
who says golly and gosh anymore D:
NarutovsLuBu781 2 months ago in playlist More videos from chuggaaconroy
@NarutovsLuBu781 me
Mastermindgallade 1 month ago
Does chuggaaconroy know that hooktail is a girl?
TheDBZfan5000 2 months ago
@TheDBZfan5000 yes he does
Mastermindgallade 1 month ago
Epic NO to Hooktail
2019724 2 months ago
what stomach acids? the dragon is made of paper it has no things that'll eat away at the paper or just melt it instantly?
GamerLink5 2 months ago
you have a PS3?! this is madness!!! ( i think you know where i'm going with this)
frostypeace 2 months ago
Similarities between the this game an the first: chap 1 u fight a cold-blooded creature(s) that are causing people misery. Chap 2 u need to find and talk to someone to get into the dungeon. Chap 3 u fight a Clubba boss and you get a party member thats attack that doesn't use fp causes 1 damage multiple times. Chap 4 ton of bactrackin, defense penetrating party member, and a cool boss. Chap 5 on a tropical island, u fight fire enemies in the dungeon, and a multiple phase boss fight. Chap 6 fight
TheGreatTb81 2 months ago
saintsrow2abplane sorta
TheGreatTb81 2 months ago
I wonder if multiple bounce could hit Hootail's head and claw? :/
TheGreatTb81 2 months ago
wow, the quality in your videos has improved a lot since this
TheIlikevideogames 2 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
Hey, it's Kooper!
9supersonic9 2 months ago
1:50 That's what she said.
DarkCloud166 2 months ago
@DarkCloud166 1:37 - 1:41 is better
ShufflinDave 2 months ago
dose anybody notice that the blue koopa after you beat hook tail kind of look like Cooper from paper mario 1
saintsrow2abplane 2 months ago
@saintsrow2abplane Y'know, maybe he is.
ShadooTheHedgehog 2 months ago
basically a death is ''your game is over'' in paper mario 2, like a game over , just never mind.
Titilela 2 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
i said urp at the same time cuz i burbed and went urp 5:24
yourdemiseishere 2 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
XD Chuggaaconroy: I guess i would hate it to if i died prematurely I like eating 30 STAR POINTS
MagicPaper1337 3 months ago
what PS3 game? can anybody answer me?
blackbombbolt 3 months ago
I love watching playthrough(since I'm such a video game need :P) and I hate commentaries but you make an exception to that! :)
XxTotalDramaCrossing 3 months ago
hey, wheres bowser? i thought he would appear already.
thederekiscool20 3 months ago
your my favorite chuggaaconroy
pxochitl100 3 months ago
i love food too
HappyShaneLegos 3 months ago
DEAD? IN A MARIO GAME? POPOSTEROUS!
speedddogg 3 months ago
6:23 Wussamatta? Gotta Barf?
gamefly10 3 months ago
1:09 this was an empty room! you cant use the whole "im flat" escuse your 3-D!
XD i love that line XD
terryandcarol1 3 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
if you do what you said, Chugga, the fight ends in technically 2 rounds (round 1 being with audience, round 2 being without), right?
question: If you say yes to any of those questions, like the 1000 coins, is it an instant KO or not? If not, would you have to fight him a 3rd round, or will the fight after the attack be the final round? 3rd round being (round 1 with audience, answer yes to one of hooktail's "offers;" round 2 with audience say no, round 3 no audience)
BenMan8881 3 months ago
you know what the strange thing is? Even though there are girl dragons, I imagine that all dragons have deep voices, its just that the male's voices are even deeper than the females, so I don't know what your talking about
BenMan8881 4 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
on my first try at this game i didnt know i was suppose to get that badge
i beat hooktail without it after 30 tries
thumbs up for me FTW!
okezie89 4 months ago in playlist More videos from chuggaaconroy
Well, we've beaten the Chapter one boss fight and everyone's acting like Bowser doesn't exist yet.
Jailbird408 4 months ago
imagin if toby was playing this game he would be all like " Audience, what are you doin being eaten by a dragon good lord, wait WHAT O NO AUDIENCE, wait thats bad right" lol that would be hilarious :)
dragonxxman 4 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
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Dude, hooktail is a monster if you don't use the badge. It makes the fight waaaay too easy. I've never used it.
popledude 4 months ago
Dude, hooktail is a monster if you don't use the badge. It makes the fight waaaay too easy. I've never used it.
popledude 4 months ago
Dude nice reference to KILLER INSTINCT, CCCCCCOMBO BREAKERRR!!!!!!!!
MarioCrashDK 5 months ago
.......HOOKTAIL'S A GIRL?!?!
vyetka035 5 months ago
@vyetka035
Yep :3
dragonome 5 months ago
@vyetka035 Yup .
alexneushoorn 4 months ago
@CanadianCloyster Jeez am i the only one that this is my Fifth time ah Chuggaa you have completly killed my life :P but You still are awesome. :)
legobuilderrrrrrr 5 months ago in playlist More videos from chuggaaconroy 23
@legobuilderrrrrrr 5th time? is that it? XD
darkregin2 1 month ago
@darkregin2 XD
legobuilderrrrrrr 1 month ago
this this took me a while to figure out what to do
chugaaconaroy1 5 months ago
Thumbs up if you noticed that Koops' dad called Hooktail "He"
ScatLuigi 5 months ago
shiney is good SHINEY STAR!!! *faceplants computer moniter*
123myst 5 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
i wonder what happens to the toad hooktail ate
MegaSlickdude 5 months ago
@CanadianCloyster i kinda hate when he gets excited though cause he yells lol
rambo7149 5 months ago
Hooktail just has a manly voice! She uses it to scare people!
LadyJuse 5 months ago
(Mario voice)That's disgusting! LOL XD
alexekid1999 5 months ago in playlist More videos from chuggaaconroy
eating ftw bro XD
fitamaajig 5 months ago
guys one time i beat hooktail without the badge (barely) but i did
lukesk11135 5 months ago
@4:40 Hey Hooktail! DON'T EAT THE MUSHROOM
SuperSpheal 5 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
Koops' Dad must be a parasite to be able to live n Hooktail's stomach for so long.
AloofBox 5 months ago in playlist More videos from chuggaaconroy
yo wat up chugga wanna now something??? well when i was about 6 i HATED ur videos and when i was 8 i luved ur vids like CRAZZZZZY
AwesomeThingsILike 5 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
no second comment? this is my chance.... Hi!
HayzyKids 5 months ago
does anyone else think that looks like Valoo from Zelda? I mean, hooktail. Valoo did have a hook for his tail
pupkk2102 5 months ago
HOW COULD PAPER HAVE STOMACH ACID?????
SDMARIO99 5 months ago
oye chuggaaconroy sabias que si encontras y activas la medalla ataque FX A la defensa de hooktail baja a 0 y el ataque a 3
superinti500 5 months ago
@superinti500
sin ataque FX A, no puedo derrotaro hooktail. es MAS difficil.
Lo ciento, soy de los estados unidos.
MatterSplatterMan 5 months ago
i almost got broken ears when Emile(chugga):
WE GOT A CRYSTAL STAR!/END OF CHAPTER!
NoobBeast456Inc 5 months ago
Mario rpg logic in any other paper Mario game or Mario rpg ds games there isALWAYS a save blocks
Debplayer4 6 months ago
H O O K T A I L IS A GIRL!o.O
TransLuigi1 6 months ago
You know it is possible to beat Hooktail without the attack sound thingy.
ultraisaac2 6 months ago
@ultraisaac2 Really, now I know why Chugga wears the Sound Effect badge when he battles ooktail.
thaianh12345 5 months ago
@thaianh12345 i know he does but you have to have a lot of FP and HP.
ultraisaac2 5 months ago
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thumbs up if your watching this in 2011
Theseanannersfan12 6 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
@Theseanannersfan12 That comment is driving me crazy.
glitchman161 6 months ago 35
@glitchman161 what comment
nintendomasters10 5 months ago
Respond to this video... i thought he said upgraiding boobs
nintendomasters10 5 months ago
@Theseanannersfan12 It's a shame you can only Thumbs Down once.
Mkbw50 3 months ago
Not battle time, chuggaa, SNACK TIME!
Channl0fstuff87 6 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
on my first play of this game i didnt know about the badge i was suppose to get and i battled hooktail and won... lucky me =)
okezie89 6 months ago
2:25
COUNT BLECK
OH CHEESE.
WafflzDude 6 months ago
ITS KOOPER
Superlilskittle 6 months ago
OH MY GOD!!!!! It's Valoo's wife in 3-D!!
Sparan178 6 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
xD Battle time! Boss time! C-c-c-COMBO Brrreaker!
TheHeroOfTomorrow 6 months ago
Dude... this is a GAME LOL
destinyswift1 6 months ago
Hooktail dose this room make me look fat
TheToytoy101 6 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
it's paper
Pokethon1 6 months ago
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Oh, so after ten long years you see your only son who just defeated the dragon that ate you whole, don't even bother to give him a hug or acknowledge that you love him, but give a rare and priceless gem to his friend? Does anyone else see something wrong with this?
SkittleE275 6 months ago
OMG KOOPER IS KOOP'S DAD!!!!!
keefegirls22 6 months ago
Chugga, never doubt the epicness of a koopa shell =P
JPandaGamer 6 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
i luv eating too if i died now there would be so many meals i never ate
glendacash25 6 months ago
I remember the first time I fought Hooktail, I forgot to equip the badge. Totally just raped me over and over again ;(
xhunter143 6 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
some materials dont disintegrate in the stomach acid chuggaa
dreborn53 6 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
u didnt save the audience from hooktail by hitting his head! now thier all gonna melt in his stomach acid!
Mrcapitalspike 6 months ago
You wasted 21 seconds on an intro.
john55441 7 months ago
earth treamer earth....treamer? ZOMG POKEMON!!!!!!!
csrcsrcsrcsrcsrcsr 7 months ago
Before i fought hooktail i forgot to equip the sound badge and i still beat him
ryan123451235 7 months ago
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YOU GOT THE THING!
TheChimera70 7 months ago
4:28 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MiddleTRE 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
Chugga how many games will u LP in the future with the runaway guys
oldmanwhining 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
you love eating,30 star points...do they taste good?
constachugga 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
if she eats 10 aduince jump o his nose to free em ._.
ThomasCreel 7 months ago
the personal title for this episode should be "playing hooky"
OurStrangeWorldCCox 7 months ago
Koops' dad has 10 defense points acid does'nt effect him!
aslimshadywannabe 7 months ago
how koops' dad survived in hooktail's stomach: Nintendo Logic.
DumDum5551 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
"BLECK??" What is it with getting a reference to Count Bleck all with just a simple taste?! Now it's time for Hooktail to face the Dark Prognosticus and say "All Hail Bleck!" I think he should fly to the land of Blumiere and Timpani...
Bammer2001 7 months ago
Earth Tremor, ey? Totally not a rip-off of Earth Power...
sahilletsplay 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
when you jump on her head toads that she ate come out. not that it helps you though just mentioning.
TigerShark365 7 months ago
7:32 lol a song in my lower school musical is called game over
SuperDarkwolf9 7 months ago
Hooktail reminds me of Fracktail... or is it the other way around?
Knyckoh 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
you can only have 999 coins thats how i knew to say no to that lier.
minicritman999 7 months ago
the song that is in the battle with hooktail is AWESOME
mallowdude 7 months ago
dont meen to bug you but like what chugga said its really impossible to see hooktail is a girl until you fight gloomtail who reveals this to you
swizzermon 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
7:09 He says "he played a trick on me" yet Hooktail is a girl.
IslandBros15 7 months ago
y i kooper the dad ? y is not evry fing in "Paper Mario" not "Paper" *coth yellow bloks*
origami41o 7 months ago
so it was the SFX badge that you needed?
VintageTopHat 7 months ago
wait, hooktail is a girl right? Then why does koopers dad say that HE played a trick on me!?!?!?!?!
0512allison 7 months ago
I think the annotations and subtitles are smarter than chugga himself. Chugga always makes mistakes, and the subtitle corrects the,.
Quackoid 7 months ago
It is mario logic if you think about it. Koopas can eat stuff the dragon eats before digested and go to the bathroom there which will be gross. And if koopas can walk on choppers and sometimes lava in some cases in super mario world they can walk on stomach acid! >=D Just wanted to say that =3
CutieToy123 7 months ago
@CanadianCloyster So am I! Chugga's LPs are the only ones i re-watch!
LightStarNexus 7 months ago
why do u ppl say zomg it means zombies oh my god dey wernt zombies dey are dry bones
TheIguanaboy101 7 months ago
i bet koops dad lived by eating thins in hooktails belly
supersonic20008 7 months ago
well koops has a gf so hes not that lonly
434444334 7 months ago
why are you using a a deep voice for hooktail chuggaaconroy??? (ZOMG SPOILERS) dont you know hooktail is a girl???
supercupcakecutieful 7 months ago
no...no i dont remember that letter chuggaaconroy.you skipped that part by accident.....i think...i cant really find the video anywhere...
Icefoxization 7 months ago
SPOILERS!: i didnt realize hooltail was a girl till i fought her brother inside the thousand year door
slinkytoonz 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
Koops: I'll beat you!
Hooktail: Do you really think you can beat me?
JayMonoto 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
6:45
NINTENDO LOGIC
Digifreak9 7 months ago
1:36 to 1:42 Thats what she said
Thegearsdude1235 7 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
@gmandevelopment other way around paper mario ttyd came first
Goclonefilms 8 months ago
At 7:26 koops quoted from super paper mario, merlon said to mario " i thought your game was over" when dimentio sent him to the underthere.
GmanDevelopment 8 months ago
4:47 "That's just not right" lol Hooktail eating the audience was pretty freaky.
AnimeOtakuStar 8 months ago
when Hooktail eats the audience, jump on her head and she'll regurgitate them :)
jagmantistribe 8 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
Respond to this video... when i watched this, there was a real krickit churping outside, and at first i could not tell the difference.
link9326 8 months ago
Wait, c-c-c-combo breaker? Chugga watches the lazer collection? :D
Boywhoflies 8 months ago
@Boywhoflies Or anything. It's everywhere. It's a meme-monster... though, you can try Killer Instinct.
TheShotgunDoctors 8 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
@TheShotgunDoctors Oh. :P
Boywhoflies 8 months ago
How did Koops' dad survive for 10 years in a dragon's belly?
My guess is that the crystal star protected him.
TrueLooneyman 8 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
@TrueLooneyman I was thinking the same thing. About the death part, anyway. Besides, he pesically said he never left his shell, so he couldn't of eaten anything in there...-barfs-
Boywhoflies 8 months ago
END OF CHEAPTOR!
pipepanic 8 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
i didint read the jernel so i didint get the badge so i spent 36 hrs trying to make it so i can BUT YOUR TELLING ME I WHOD OF KILLED HIM SIMPALY I GOT SCRUED
momanmo1996 8 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
kooper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NintendoToTheMAX2001 8 months ago
fun fact: If you use a fire flower on hooktale when she eats the audience they come out of her mouth its hilarious!
SuperMario1029 8 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
C-C-C-O-OOOOMBOO BREAKKKERRRR!
linky317 8 months ago
join my minecraft server ask 4 ip through pm
rickythegreaetist 8 months ago
@rickythegreaetist why would you ask that here?
Leonfuck31 8 months ago
@Leonfuck31 .....i dont know realy...guess i was happy for waching this video
rickythegreaetist 8 months ago
i also like how hooktail's bottom leg is twitching.................. what the if you highlight the # before 'characters remaining' and press back space it deletes it
aahint1234 8 months ago
haha "i love eating... 30 STAR POINTS!"
aahint1234 8 months ago
im playing this game right now lol
1822reda 8 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
wait blue shell.....its kooper!!! kooper is koops dad who would've known xDD
iarerandomxD 8 months ago
do you have to be so loud
ruxn1 8 months ago
6:40 Because he did it all.... IN HIS SHELL
noodleguy100 8 months ago
Could some people go to my channel and watch my voting video for my first walktrough watch it for info also some info is in the description
usayadams60 8 months ago
can u answer this question? ___terday
galladegirl1 8 months ago in playlist Let's Play #06: Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door (GCN)
i just gotta point this out this video made me want to cry why (hey that rhymed hehe) because because i just found out this chick sounds more of man than i do dear god why im going in hole to rethink my life what went wrong ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh