I'm so sorry for your loss. It hurts so much. My sister lost her baby at term also, already 10 years ago. Her name was Serena Christina. I cried so much then and I still cry now. I haven't been able to explain to myself how could I love her so much when I didn't even get to really meet her. Sometimes I still wonder the ways that God acts. But like you say, the baby already had a purpose in this life even if they didn't stay.
I know this happened a while ago, but this truly touched my heart, my aunt went through the same experience, but she's with jesus now and so is your son, I am so sorry -/3 id give anything for that not to have happened.
but if you type in "Our Tuddabug" its supposed to be the first one that comes up and its our little girl that we were blessed w/ 10 months later :) it's kinda of a pick-me-up after watching this one on my son, there's actually clips of her playin' and dancing w/ her daddy :)
I cant believe I am even writing this, nor do I know how I got to this video. But why do you put this online? I am SO very sorry for your loss, and I can't imagine your pain. But it is so sad to put the images of your beautiful baby online. It is heart-wrenching. This is the first time I have seen all these videos of people passed. I don't understand it. God Bless You and your child. I'm so sorry.
@MakeupIsAGrlzBstFrnd I cannot speak for the mothers and fathers of the children in these videos, but I know I would want something this beautiful to honor the memory of my lost little one. And I am very grateful that they shared these. Mourning and loss are not something people should have to go through alone, nor be afraid to share. I have found great comfort in these videos, having lost myself.
@MakeupIsAGrlzBstFrnd I can only say that God forbid this should ever happen to you, but if i would you would understand...Sometimes talking about my son isn't enough..God took Him from because his purpose was already done..Sometimes i have to go back and watch this to relive it to feel because im so numb, i've blocked it
@MakeupIsAGrlzBstFrnd ...and sometimes i go back and watch to see his pictures...it gives me another way to cope with my loss..others comment and i have another reason to talk about him...other than that..i can't explain it..
@MakeupIsAGrlzBstFrnd sorry to jump in here i may be able answer that question? as the mummy of a beautiful baby born sleeping18/07/1992 i can say i understand why parents want to share their experiences, mainly it is an outlet of the grief, when someone dies there are usually other people who love that person and understand your grief! with stillbirth you feel very lonely in your grief as noone KNEW your baby like you so they cant feel the same? also it helps others understand theyre not alone!
My nephew was a stillborn as well. The doctor lied to my sister and said she was less along than she was. His due date was June 1, 2009 but my sister gave birth 4 days before that. She got to the hospital and the doctors told her he had passed away. A day later, she found out that he was actually 42 weeks insted of 36. He bled through the placenta, every time they took her blood they got his. Its been almost 3 years but the pain is still there for sure. I think about him everyday.
prachtig baby,s helaas was het niet bestemd voor my ik had geen juiste man waar bleef de kinderwens niet aan toe?????nu wel maar biologisch te oud kan adopty money he
You are a very strong woman. I dont think I could have survived through that. I lost a nephew to sids, I know its not the same. I lost a neice due to being born at 28 weeks. It was still davasting all the same. Many blessings to you and your family.
@KrazieWin ...Stillborn is when you are pregnant and you have to deliver the baby while it has already passed away...i was 37 weeks prego..the baby was full term..i went to the doctor heard his heartbeat and 3 days later he passed away and i had to deliver him passed away
@PumpkinButt87 thats what happened to me i heard his heartbeat and 2 days later he was still born i was farther along then they knew i was 36 weeks.. it killed me
Thank you for posting this very personal video and pictures of Christian's arrival. My nephew was born sleeping on 11/6/11 and we wanted to do something to preserve his memory so we started the DJPJmemorialfund I love the music you used
@natasha8176 i definitely feel your pain...i pray good things over your family....try not to hold it against God... all his angels come back to him in the end...it just sucks that we have to let go of ours before we're ready...you're makin' me tear up..i'm just terribly terribly sorry
im so sorry. he is a beautiful angel :) idk what i would do if i lost my kids. i had my daughter 3 months ago. and my son will be 2 next month. and i thank god my kids came out okay. idk how you managed that. but god bless your family :)
Having gone through this too,I understand the pain and ache in your heart,this is one of the hardest things any woman and her man ,can go through,glad you have the comfort of faith,hugs and prayers xxx
Im sorry sweetie. I know what you are feeling. The pain never goes away. The pain is ripping and terrible. We lost our daughter at 38 weeks. There is redemption in heaven:)
Im a first time aunty,& at nearly 34 wks my sister-inlaw had twin girls that died, now as I type she is trying to give birth naturally (to the deseased girls), I feel all over the place shock, denial, anger, so I try to imagine what they are going through. I have 7yr old twins myself, & I cannot imagine going through something like that. So to all the families that have lost any precious ones, my sincere wishes to u all.
@emscott32 yep that's when i lost mine July 27,2009...it was hard to come to terms w/ his loss at first, took us a while to mourn, but now i just miss him..the pain eases up and gets hard on bad days..its only when i look in the car and turn around and think, "we should have 2 car seats, not just one"... ya know..but thank you..it's always nice to have a reason to talk about him :)
aw im sorry you lost your beauty. He was a beautiful baby and im sure god will bless you again very soon. This brought a tear to my eye but touched my heart and at the same time made me aware that this really can happen so we must take care of our bodys and our babies. Godbless you and your baby's souls and i hope you get to be pregnant again soon. Much love
I m relly sorry for your loss. We are also suffering the same loss and for the same reason. We had a still born baby boy. He died because of cord wapped around his neck after 37 weeks.
i cannot imagine how terrible this must feel....on the brighter side you now have your daughter and she will keep you strong and happy....much love coming your way.
i am soo sorry for what happened. i am scared to death god forbid this will ever happen to me. i am currently 35 weeks pregnant. and i pray this doesnt happen.
i feel your pain i lost my little boy at 39 weeks kayden gage the same way but god blessed me with two more children after that they r very healthy so ur family is in my prayers for i know the pain of losing a child
I don;t understand the cruelty of people. It amazes me of some of the things that are typed on these memorials. People you make such ugly remarks that when it happens to them I wish they had the backbone to come back on your memorial and apologize.
I am so sorry for your loss. An Angel from the book of life, wrote down Christian's name and whispered as she closed the book "to beautiful for earth".
Oh Honey, my heart aches for you. What a beautiful little boy, as they ALL are. Don't worry, one day you will meet him again - in the meantime, just put your faith in The Father that your son is waiting.
A life too short but a life none the less. I will forever remember your Christian and say his name out loud to honor his life. Bless you both and my prayers are with you, it is a pain that never fades.
How utterly, utterly devestating. I am so sorry for the loss of your little man. May you and his Daddy find the strength in one another to push forward.
@Mikaaaa122 i had placenta baruption but had no signs and went into labour and found out our little girl found her wings </3 i have a song on my channel dediacted to her from me and her father of me singing and you will see how beautiful she is <3
hes such a beautiful boy, i delivered my little girl in september 2009, she was stillborn too so i know what your going through...just know that nothing can ever hurt him or take his memory from u xxxx
im so so sorry about your lost he was very handsome
cmorino1988 20 hours ago
I'm so sorry for your loss. It hurts so much. My sister lost her baby at term also, already 10 years ago. Her name was Serena Christina. I cried so much then and I still cry now. I haven't been able to explain to myself how could I love her so much when I didn't even get to really meet her. Sometimes I still wonder the ways that God acts. But like you say, the baby already had a purpose in this life even if they didn't stay.
cvt74 5 days ago
Jude is such a beautiful middle name--praised, Perez--variant of the sephardic hebrew name--breakthrough.
He has a beautiful name.
"A soul's essence is Divine, and a person's name defines this essence."
I wish I could say something to comfort you, or express my sorrow for your loss:( For some reason I was struck by his name. I can't really explain it.
Reviewcam1961 1 week ago
So sorry for your loss. He must have been so special God couldn't wait to be with him...
MissMarciaA 2 weeks ago
sweet baby boy so cute this is sad awww
omeliahjune 3 weeks ago
I know this happened a while ago, but this truly touched my heart, my aunt went through the same experience, but she's with jesus now and so is your son, I am so sorry -/3 id give anything for that not to have happened.
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GavinRR01 4 weeks ago
but if you type in "Our Tuddabug" its supposed to be the first one that comes up and its our little girl that we were blessed w/ 10 months later :) it's kinda of a pick-me-up after watching this one on my son, there's actually clips of her playin' and dancing w/ her daddy :)
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Your angel got his wings. And take comfort in knowing the next time you see him he will be teaching you how to fly. R.I.P.
crash51570 1 month ago
I cant believe I am even writing this, nor do I know how I got to this video. But why do you put this online? I am SO very sorry for your loss, and I can't imagine your pain. But it is so sad to put the images of your beautiful baby online. It is heart-wrenching. This is the first time I have seen all these videos of people passed. I don't understand it. God Bless You and your child. I'm so sorry.
MakeupIsAGrlzBstFrnd 1 month ago
@MakeupIsAGrlzBstFrnd I cannot speak for the mothers and fathers of the children in these videos, but I know I would want something this beautiful to honor the memory of my lost little one. And I am very grateful that they shared these. Mourning and loss are not something people should have to go through alone, nor be afraid to share. I have found great comfort in these videos, having lost myself.
slinkykittyviewer 1 month ago
@MakeupIsAGrlzBstFrnd I can only say that God forbid this should ever happen to you, but if i would you would understand...Sometimes talking about my son isn't enough..God took Him from because his purpose was already done..Sometimes i have to go back and watch this to relive it to feel because im so numb, i've blocked it
PumpkinButt87 4 weeks ago
@MakeupIsAGrlzBstFrnd ...and sometimes i go back and watch to see his pictures...it gives me another way to cope with my loss..others comment and i have another reason to talk about him...other than that..i can't explain it..
PumpkinButt87 4 weeks ago
@MakeupIsAGrlzBstFrnd sorry to jump in here i may be able answer that question? as the mummy of a beautiful baby born sleeping18/07/1992 i can say i understand why parents want to share their experiences, mainly it is an outlet of the grief, when someone dies there are usually other people who love that person and understand your grief! with stillbirth you feel very lonely in your grief as noone KNEW your baby like you so they cant feel the same? also it helps others understand theyre not alone!
jorandle88 1 week ago 2
My nephew was a stillborn as well. The doctor lied to my sister and said she was less along than she was. His due date was June 1, 2009 but my sister gave birth 4 days before that. She got to the hospital and the doctors told her he had passed away. A day later, she found out that he was actually 42 weeks insted of 36. He bled through the placenta, every time they took her blood they got his. Its been almost 3 years but the pain is still there for sure. I think about him everyday.
KaylaLeaLea6127 1 month ago
@KaylaLeaLea6127 That's terrible....You'd think they'd want to save lives..God bless your sister :(
PumpkinButt87 1 month ago in playlist Remix
@KaylaLeaLea6127 thats what happened to me as well today has made it 3 years and i am so sad..
swtsxyme1 1 month ago
prachtig baby,s helaas was het niet bestemd voor my ik had geen juiste man waar bleef de kinderwens niet aan toe?????nu wel maar biologisch te oud kan adopty money he
mollysangelique 1 month ago
I can see the love and anticipation in you both and then to have it ripped away, just broke my heart.... I am so sorry for your loss.
queensflight2 1 month ago 2
God Bless. Very sorry for your loss.
JustBeatIt17 1 month ago
You are a very strong woman. I dont think I could have survived through that. I lost a nephew to sids, I know its not the same. I lost a neice due to being born at 28 weeks. It was still davasting all the same. Many blessings to you and your family.
maryyoung4077 2 months ago
:'(
deadlieastcatch 2 months ago
@ KrazieWin Stillborn is when a baby has already passed before he/she was born.
Vballfolife981 2 months ago
my heart goes out to you i lost my daughter om march 20 2006
pedrosr1 2 months ago
Oh he is beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss. My sons name is Jude. God bless you.
kaceybear69 2 months ago
What is stillborn?
KrazieWin 2 months ago
@KrazieWin ...Stillborn is when you are pregnant and you have to deliver the baby while it has already passed away...i was 37 weeks prego..the baby was full term..i went to the doctor heard his heartbeat and 3 days later he passed away and i had to deliver him passed away
PumpkinButt87 2 months ago
@PumpkinButt87 thats what happened to me i heard his heartbeat and 2 days later he was still born i was farther along then they knew i was 36 weeks.. it killed me
swtsxyme1 1 month ago
@swtsxyme1 its a tragedy..i'm so sorry for your baby and the pain you experience :(
PumpkinButt87 4 weeks ago
Thank you for posting this very personal video and pictures of Christian's arrival. My nephew was born sleeping on 11/6/11 and we wanted to do something to preserve his memory so we started the DJPJmemorialfund I love the music you used
ljohns51 2 months ago
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cs281152 2 months ago
Life just doesn't make sense. :( I am so sorry.
colleb95 2 months ago
:(
amberlbrowning 3 months ago
God Bless You Both...All The Best..xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
kayleigh9020 3 months ago
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine the pain, you both are very strong.
vickyveee 3 months ago
words can't describe...I admire your courage and strength to keep going and try again. You're an inspiration to many and definitely mine! God Bless!
keyannaoltman68 3 months ago
I'm so sorry for your loss. My husband and I lost our Son on August 17 2011 he was born August 23 2011. I was 30 weeks and 6 days pregnant.
natasha8176 3 months ago
@natasha8176 i definitely feel your pain...i pray good things over your family....try not to hold it against God... all his angels come back to him in the end...it just sucks that we have to let go of ours before we're ready...you're makin' me tear up..i'm just terribly terribly sorry
PumpkinButt87 3 months ago
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sylictic 3 months ago
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sylictic 3 months ago
Im very srry for yur loss.he was and is beautiful
lxcc4 3 months ago
i am so sorry , gorgeous baby <3 i send my love for the family
FoxyMilo11 4 months ago
im so sorry. he is a beautiful angel :) idk what i would do if i lost my kids. i had my daughter 3 months ago. and my son will be 2 next month. and i thank god my kids came out okay. idk how you managed that. but god bless your family :)
kimmy5592 4 months ago
Having gone through this too,I understand the pain and ache in your heart,this is one of the hardest things any woman and her man ,can go through,glad you have the comfort of faith,hugs and prayers xxx
chelly63 4 months ago
Strength, prayers and hugs to you.
Domino3869 5 months ago
Im sorry sweetie. I know what you are feeling. The pain never goes away. The pain is ripping and terrible. We lost our daughter at 38 weeks. There is redemption in heaven:)
huntingreviews 5 months ago
i am so sorry for ur lost may god bless u,ur family, n of course ur little angel
FreakShow25100 5 months ago
so so so so sorry!!!!
romoraes2006 5 months ago
omg im soo sorry for your loss., he was such a handsome little man!!
KarleesMommy1022 5 months ago
this is such a beautiful way to remember a little life. strength to you.
MsLuschka 5 months ago
Im a first time aunty,& at nearly 34 wks my sister-inlaw had twin girls that died, now as I type she is trying to give birth naturally (to the deseased girls), I feel all over the place shock, denial, anger, so I try to imagine what they are going through. I have 7yr old twins myself, & I cannot imagine going through something like that. So to all the families that have lost any precious ones, my sincere wishes to u all.
taykyl001 5 months ago
I lost 3sisters and 1brother
shyanne9100 5 months ago
I'm sorry for your lost, I lost my first niece around this time in July, 2009or 10 I don't really remember, so I know how hard it was for you.
emscott32 6 months ago
@emscott32 yep that's when i lost mine July 27,2009...it was hard to come to terms w/ his loss at first, took us a while to mourn, but now i just miss him..the pain eases up and gets hard on bad days..its only when i look in the car and turn around and think, "we should have 2 car seats, not just one"... ya know..but thank you..it's always nice to have a reason to talk about him :)
PumpkinButt87 6 months ago
sorry for youre loss, i have a baby boy which is 8 months now.
his brother was still born. god had mercy on us to let us have
jayden for as long as we have
bless you and your family and off corse your beautifull baby girl
sammmiii1 6 months ago
aw im sorry you lost your beauty. He was a beautiful baby and im sure god will bless you again very soon. This brought a tear to my eye but touched my heart and at the same time made me aware that this really can happen so we must take care of our bodys and our babies. Godbless you and your baby's souls and i hope you get to be pregnant again soon. Much love
-Em
Emilyisstrange1990 6 months ago
why?
Ugandangirl 6 months ago
god bless you all.its not goodbye please remember that xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
juedrop11 6 months ago
rest in peace sweet angel and i hope u are happy and safe in heaven. i hope your playing with my little brother who was also still born xx
scousechick87 6 months ago
sorry to hear about the lost and hope that everything is going well in your life
DCliff2008 6 months ago
I m relly sorry for your loss. We are also suffering the same loss and for the same reason. We had a still born baby boy. He died because of cord wapped around his neck after 37 weeks.
amolsw 7 months ago
@sxmand we don't want you on youtube.
DelIriSentA 7 months ago
i cannot imagine how terrible this must feel....on the brighter side you now have your daughter and she will keep you strong and happy....much love coming your way.
DelIriSentA 7 months ago
i am soo sorry for what happened. i am scared to death god forbid this will ever happen to me. i am currently 35 weeks pregnant. and i pray this doesnt happen.
PrtyHkGrl 7 months ago
im so sorry for your loss </3.. i lost my baby girl at 5 months ad im really young so its hard..
babycakesforever100 7 months ago
Thank you all for the support.. We now have our little girl named Cooper Jade.. check out some of her videos, shes very precious!
PumpkinButt87 8 months ago
2:47 made me cry:(. - /. 3
WhatzUpLilly 8 months ago
i feel your pain i lost my little boy at 39 weeks kayden gage the same way but god blessed me with two more children after that they r very healthy so ur family is in my prayers for i know the pain of losing a child
snowbunny2307 8 months ago
I'm so sorry..
danyellarenae 9 months ago
@sxmand How old are you? Do your parents know that you go on the computer and leave hateful comments about other peoples misery?
To the family, I am so sorry for your loss. He is a beautiful baby.
dolphnsrmyluv 9 months ago
I don;t understand the cruelty of people. It amazes me of some of the things that are typed on these memorials. People you make such ugly remarks that when it happens to them I wish they had the backbone to come back on your memorial and apologize.
I am so sorry for your loss. An Angel from the book of life, wrote down Christian's name and whispered as she closed the book "to beautiful for earth".
spitball09 9 months ago
So sad. This little boy will be in my heart forever. So when a baby is stillborn are their lips redder?
789blackberry 9 months ago
im cryin my eyes out.! he so beautiful so perfect a real angel x maye he rest in peace
Mikaaaa122 9 months ago
when the picture came with him in casket and that cross necklace on made me cry
ronisha151 10 months ago
im sooooooo sorry
MrMybutthole 10 months ago
This broke my heart! I speak on behalf of everyone else who watched this video and cried! xxxx I send my love!
KaitlinIsTeamEdward 10 months ago
Oh Honey, my heart aches for you. What a beautiful little boy, as they ALL are. Don't worry, one day you will meet him again - in the meantime, just put your faith in The Father that your son is waiting.
Tommit9 10 months ago
may god be with your son and in your heart always
OMGJONATHAN 10 months ago
My heart is broken for what you went through. May God bring you peace that passes all understanding!
Jeweldee 10 months ago
Beautiful little baby! So sorry for what you have suffered.
nitasch 11 months ago
A life too short but a life none the less. I will forever remember your Christian and say his name out loud to honor his life. Bless you both and my prayers are with you, it is a pain that never fades.
missykayeallen 11 months ago
How utterly, utterly devestating. I am so sorry for the loss of your little man. May you and his Daddy find the strength in one another to push forward.
kissymywham 11 months ago
I am sorry for ur loss.............GOD Bless
123thebestest 11 months ago
so sorry for your loss, he really was a beautiful baby boy..R.I.P little man.x
lisabirchmore 1 year ago
i am so so sorry for your lost he is beautiful ,i was 7month when i lost my daughter she was still born and one more at 16weeks so i feel your pain ,
tara198011 1 year ago
im so sorry.. my heart melts for you and your parner! may he be playing with the angels and looking down on you and your family..
gashiwooshiwa 1 year ago
im sorry for your loss i lost my niece she was still born today nd she was a twin her cord was wrapped around her body neck and arm
bookie715 1 year ago
I am praying for you to be blessed again, but next time w a living angle! I am so sorry, and I am so fortunate!
DrDizzy1984 1 year ago
So sorry for your loss.
destiny9339001 1 year ago
he is beautiful we lost our little girl at 39 weeks of pregnancy and my heart is broken and i miss her s o much but there angel friends now in heaven
gibbonsa3a 1 year ago
he is beautiful we lost our little girl at 39 weeks of pregnancy
gibbonsa3a 1 year ago
@gibbonsa3a i'm so sorry that happened to you..i pray you find strength
PumpkinButt87 1 year ago 9
@gibbonsa3a im soo sorry to hear that may your baby rip x what went wrong if you dont mind me askin ?
Mikaaaa122 9 months ago
@Mikaaaa122 i had placenta baruption but had no signs and went into labour and found out our little girl found her wings </3 i have a song on my channel dediacted to her from me and her father of me singing and you will see how beautiful she is <3
gibbonsa3a 9 months ago
How sad! Such a precious beautiful baby. Now a loving angel in Heaven. My prayers!
viclynnhollins 1 year ago
What a sweet angel. God bless you!
misslilmama1987 1 year ago
He is gorgeous. Brings me back to my son who was also still born at 40 weeks 2 days. due to a knot in the cord. I'm so sorry for your loss.
crichards4221 1 year ago
i am so sorry he looks a beautiful boy god bless you
gledhill13 1 year ago
i'm in tears , god has ur sweet little man now.
2704heatherwolf 1 year ago
this is so touching
misscoco19881 1 year ago
beautiful boy my heart and love to you all
sexyclaire1969 1 year ago
my heartfelt condolences
silentfades 1 year ago
im so sorry for your loss but he is in a better place now and you guys will see him one day God Bless you guys and continue giving you the strength
marine2985 1 year ago
A little Angel now in the arms of r Lord. Bless Him & May God Bless ur family in the future. Andrea Belfast (I'm also a child of God) xoxo
alexprint6575 1 year ago
It simply is just not fair... sorry for your loss.
Sabbyson 1 year ago
hes such a beautiful boy, i delivered my little girl in september 2009, she was stillborn too so i know what your going through...just know that nothing can ever hurt him or take his memory from u xxxx
mummyEca09 1 year ago
I am terribly sorry for your lost. What a beautiful baby boy. I cannot imagine what you are still going through.
Tiara8129 1 year ago
i just wanted to tell you that your son will always be in my heart because my lil girl was born the same day and the same time. i am so sorry.
monkeymom727 1 year ago
Bless your family.
LauraSelene 1 year ago
R.I.P From Canada
smiles1972 2 years ago