I went into labor on nov 5th at 2 am, arrive dto the hosital at 4 am, doctore boke my water and she saw there was meconium, i waited and waited... at 9:15 pm the took me to get a c section, Alex was born at 9:45 pm and was in NICU for 10 days in treatments. 1 month after he was out we moved to a different country to start all over again, today he is 1 year old healty little boy
I have a feeling that it was the same situation as Layla :'( . Currently we are expecting our first baby sense the loss of our daughter, and I am terrified. I want to be excited, but I know what can happen. I am so happy that you had a healthy son after. Love to all of you.
She is completely perfect and absolutely beautiful in every way. I am so terribly sorry for your loss. My husband and I lost our daughter January 4 2011. The doctors couldn't find anything wrong with her, but that was just a visual inspection. I couldn't stand the thought of having an autopsy done on her, but I regret that we didn't have one done.
@angienobel1 Oh I went through that battle inside my mind as well. There's nothing wrong in not getting the autopsy done as you want your daughter to rest in peace. The painful thing is when there is no visible evidence to why something so perfect has passed and having to move on with that knowledge. I hope you found some peace too. My thoughts are with you.
the death of your dearest, sweetest little daughter is, well, as I believe, a bridge to something else. I dont know what that will be for you, but this death shall reveal its intent some where in your future as a family. rest in peace and take care of each other every day.
so sorry for your loss, i love my princess at 27 days after birth most painful feeling in the world. this is a beautiful video. God bless her and all the little angels that come for a short visit!
I am so sorry for your loss and I hope you will have a happy life with your new baby, and I will prey that anymore babys you have will be healthy. You did a wonderful job with this video. xxx <3
I am so very sorry for your loss of your beautiful little baby girl. My granddaughter miscarried my first great grandchild 2 years ago. It was so heartbreaking. She has since had a little girl who is the apple of my eye. I love her more than words can say but I will never forget my little great grandson. I know the time will come when we'll all be with him again. In the meanwhile I know he is safe with God. God Bless you and yours.
My heart goes out to you, my baby girl did'nt die the same as your little angel, but i know the pain of losing a child al too well, i hope shes waiting for her mama in heaven.
I am so sorry for your loss. Such a precious Angel. Sometimes it's hard to ask questions you will never know the answers too. Brought tears to my eyes.
So sorry for your loss. I had to have a C-section as soon as the Dr. found out that she had the maconium in her lungs and tummy. She spent seven days in the NICU. But we just celebrated her second birthday on Feb. 28th. So glad you have a heathy baby boy now. :)
I was 24 weeks and I went into the hospital and their was a heart beat and then one week after I went into labour and then we found out our little girl was coming into the world but when she was born she was a still born :(...I want to give you a virtual hug and tell you that you are not alone. I decided to name her Avery Elizabeth Au-brae and that helped me. She is my daughter and I will always be her mother :(......
I lost my baby five days back doctor asked me it did not grew after seven weeks m holding tears in my eyes and writing this, can somebody help me out and tell why this happens???????? this happened to me twice and doctor could not gave satisfactory reason of these abortions..
im so sorry for your family. this brought tears to my eyes so i can only imagine the pain you suffered. stay strong and realize that maybe baby layla was too good for this horrible world. may your future pregnancies be blessed.
so sorry for your loss, this broke my heart! i lost my 2nd baby at 18 weeks and that was hard, i couldnt imagine what you went through that day! beautiful video.
Honey, I didn't lose my daughter at birth but she passed at 7 years of age. I'm so sorry for your loss, she was beautiful and I can tell by this memorandum that she was loved. She knows she was loved, that's all that matters. You are amazing parents.
2/2 he was placed in an oxygen chamber, given IV antibiotics, suspected pneumonia as well. i cant help thinking that if my midwife hadnt just assumed and had checked properly then perhaps we may have picked up on the signal that he wasnt quite right & again the meconium in the amniotic fluid suggested that something was wrong. when babies are distressed they should act very quickly but in my case and those of others they choose to wait. why gamble with an unborn babies life. thats my story.
1/2 i was very lucky, the same happened with my son. the day before his heartbeat was erratic, my midwife put it down to "hiccups"!!!! i had a long painful labour, my waters broken at 3cm dilation with meconium in it yet no hurry to deliver this posterior baby, they were prepared to wait FIVE hours before he was born. 5 mins prior to birth his heart rate dropped considerably. after birth he was rushed to the neonatal care unit and placed in an oxygen chamber, his lungs had been burned.....
Deus tem planos em sua vida por isso permitiu que vcs tivessem um anjo particular para quando vcs estiverem pelo mundo pregando a palavra dele o anjo guardar por vcs. tenham forças e compreendam os propositos de Deus pois vcs tem quem os aguarde la no céu...
In the song you chose for this video it says that "there is a hole in my soul that can never be filled",that is exactly how I feel about my miscarriage that happened on January 9th,2011.Even though its been a long time ago,I still long to have my child,even if it was only 2-3 months along.Right now I am 35wks and can't wait to meet my baby soon :)
i am sorry for you loss i couldnt imagine how hard it must be to ose a child but i know how it feels to have the taken away..i pray u getb through this n may god bless u with other children!!!!..she with god n jesus n plyn with all the other lil bby angels right in gods heaven love u god bless u
I lost had two consecutive miscarriages, the second was at 6 months.. I know how you feel, it hurts so much and you think you will never get through. It does get easier, and I now have a beautiful and thriving 7 month old. I pray for you and your family! God bless
So, so sorry ... Heart a little ... I want you to give you pain for the loss of irreplaceable potane a little more bearable ... I have no words of comfort ... Let the angels guard.
she looks so peaceful, may God watch ova her until ya meet again. i recently had a baby and couldnt watch videos like this cause i fear for her life. but whether that child is here on earth with you or away at heaven dey still need you to be strong and take care
I am so dearly sorry for your loss but i guess your beautiful baby was chosen by heavenly father to be by his side......I hope since then you have had another baby.....ALL MY LOVE FROM NZ
What a beautiful baby, I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you will have many healthy and happy children in the future!! All the best to you and your family!!!
I am the mother of four, 23 weeks into my fifteenth pregnancy. I came across your video and the tears just poured like a waterfall. I'm truly terrified of Virgil being still born, as it runs in my family. My mother lost her youngest sister, Sara Lynette Starke, to a still birth. My heart just goes out to you, but I'm also happy that you somehow came through it enough to try again. Layla and my youngest, Jeffrey, have something in common. Both were born 7lbs, 14oz <3
my aunt had a still born daughter 50 years ago. she loves her still, and smiles when she talks about her. you never forget the baby that was part of you
I am so very sorry. I can't even imagine how it must feel to celebrate your new baby and her impending birth, only to leave the hospital without your baby girl. I'll light a candle for your little one. People don't "die", they only move on. So someday you two will find your way to her again.
i am sorry for your loss, your daughter was perfect in every way possible. your are a strong woman to put this video up. just remember you arent alone in this. i miscarried on 09/09/09 and the worst part about it all i didnt even know i was pregnent. i went a whole week of horible pain before i finally miscarried. but my angel that i lost on that day sent me another gift on 07/22/10 to help me heal. but i will never for get the pain.
I came across your video, and want to say I am sorry for your loss! I lost my daughter's identical twin at 21 weeks, and my daughter was born at 25 weks (exactly 1 month from the death of her twin). My daughter is a mircale and survived all the odds against her. I was never given an explanation as to why her twin passed away, and even had a placenta study performed. Everyday I regret not holding her after giving birth, but I thought it would be easier if I didn't. I'm happy you did that!
She has a heart on her forehead in several of the photos. I'm sure you've noticed, but I just feel like it's a sign. God bless and I'm happy for your son!
I am a little comforted to know that I was not the only and unfortunately will not be the last person to go through this loss, is now 6 months my son died inside me, still hurts a lot, and also has comforted me to see these videos, and accompany the pain of others. Hope you are better since we already have passed some years.
What an adorable, just perfect, wonderful baby, as a mom, and a doctor I am absolutely horrified, how something as precious as a newborn child can already leave us again so quickly, I am so heartbroken for you and will send you lots of prayers and wishing you lots of baby dust, praying that you will have a happy healthy baby soon, may you carry your precious baby in your hearts forever and know that one day you will be reunited, May GOD bless you and your family
@Sternlein4USA Thank you for your kind words. I did go on to have another baby. He is now 13 months old. I hope to reunite with Layla when my time comes.
Hi dear, my most sincere condolences on your tragic loss, may God bless your little one and also you and your family, I can tell you that if you care to share your story or read up on someone who suffered a likewise loss you might want to go to wwwdotuntanglingknotsdotcom, in the Archives you will find the story of AVA the firstborn child of that couple and Carla writes very beautifully also her experiences on the day Ava was born, God bless you I am so sorry for your loss
This just breaks my heart! I just gave birth about 3 months ago now. I'm very sorry for your loss! I can only imagine the pain you feel. I know this is not the same but I'm an Air force veteran. Its been since October of 09' since I was able to see my mother, father, and sister. You live day by day. Soon I will see then as you will Layla. Stay strong and God bless!
I am so sorry for your loss. My daughter was also born with the same thing however she puled threw and i thank god for this every day. This is a horriable thing and i cant express how sorry i feel for you and the family. god bless
She was a beautiful baby girl. I'm so sorry, I always feel so much sympathy for any mom with a stillbirth, but when the baby is full term, with something like meconium aspiration happening, it's even more sad.. I hope you are doing okay now.
I lost my son in the same way, although they didnt realise it was maconium in his lungs and were treating him for a lung infection he only lasted 1 day. That was 23 years ago and the pain is still there but you manage..My heartfelt feelings go out to you and your family as i know what you are going through. Julie (United Kingdon)
She's beautiful. I'm sorry for your loss and I understand how you feel. When I was 16 I went into premature labor at 5 months and my son was still born when I delivered him.
i am so sorry! she was beautiful. god be with you in the days ahead! one day you will be re-united with layla, she is waiting for you in jesus's arms.
came across this video tonight. so very sorry for your loss--a grief I can't imagine. Best wishes to you & your family, my prayers for your happiness, even while bearing this loss.
I'm so sorry for your loss of you'r beautiful baby girl I came upon this video by doing research on becoming a Neonatal Nurse & I couldn't help but watch this.. Just know that she is in a better place & she knows that you guys love her. May god be with you all.
I'm so sorry for your loss-you have a beautiful daughter. It was wonderful that your family members were able to hold her. I'm sure she felt the love from heaven while the angels held her.
Your daughter was such a beautiful little baby. I am sorry for your loss, may god bless you and your family with the strength to recover from this devastating loss. Rest in peace precious
Todo ser humano que ha sido engendrado, tiene un incuestionable derecho a desarrollarse en el seno materno, nacer, crecer y vivir su vida con todas las cosas malas y buenas que nos tiene deparadas.
Cuando suceden estas desgracias, no puedo evitar pensar en si Dios existe realmente.
I lost my son to the same thing this year he would have been 10 years old watching your video brought my son up It's was so hard for me to get over him .I imagine him now what he would be doing who he looks like, until this day its still hard for me
I pray for your strength, I just lost my child a few days ago and at this moment sitting waiting on my wife to have a dnc. . . . . Pray you keep you hands in Gods hand
I am terribly sorry for your loss, I am pregnant with my first and stillbirth is a big fear of mine. I dont know what I would do if I lost my baby, this could be the only chance I ever have to be a mother. I will keep your family and your sweet little angel in my prayers. God bless.
@MyLittleMiracle89 My prayers are with you. I wish you a very healthy delivery. Please try not to think of the worst, positive thoughts go a long way. I know how difficult it is but you are already blessed with this pregnancy, cherish this feeling. That will start your positive thinking and only good things can happen.
@dianewongintoronto Thank you so much, I was so touched by your video and I will try my best to stay positive for my child, myself, and for the rest of the families who are assuming the worst with pregnancy.
@dianewongintoronto Thank you so much, I was so touched by your video and I will try my best to stay positive for my child, myself, and for the rest of the families who are assuming the worst with pregnancy.
I had seen this video before my daughter went into labor 5 days ago ..She was 5-6 CM dialated she was admitted to a birthing room and stayed 6 all night and they were going to send her home because she didnt make any progress ...Thanks to a awesome midwife said we'll strip your membrains and broke her water to find a good amount of meconium in her water..What if they sent her home for another 5 days it scares the hell out of me...There has to be a test they can do to check the fluid for this.
Sorry for your loss, my partner had a cot death after 3 months and now years later her poor son has just lost his 2 year old from luekimia, it's so dreadful when a baby dies, god bless you and your family I can't imagine your pain, from England
the look in your eyes holding your precious little girl is what made me cry!! she was so beautiful and may her little brother know his sister sent him to amazing parents
@dianewongintoronto WOW!!! touchiing. What a beautiful little angel you had. God will bless you bless you with another child. In His time, It does get easier. You may Never forget, but It will be more bearable, and when God gives you another it will help to occupy your time. You are truly blessed to have had her, even if for just a moment. She is safe in the arms of our Heavenly Father now and you will reunite again one day. God bless you and yours.
@MissGinaGambino God has blessed me with another. Layla has a baby brother now! He just turned a year old and when he's old enough, he'll know he has a sister in heaven.
@dianewongintoronto It takes a brave person to not be angry at god. But your faithfulness will one day be the link that joins your family back together.God Bless...<3
so have you had any other child since then? i am just wondering. I am so sorry for your loss. Layla is resting in peace. And will nver know how cruel the world can be. She is in great hands.
@dianewongintoronto Amen. And remember, your little lamb is in the sweetest most loving arms she could ever be in, Jesus Christ.... She will Never know pain, hurt, disease, and last and not least, death.. She is with Our loving Father God, and our Messiah, Jesus Christ.
You are a true ensperation to me and many others. To see how strong you were in the hospital. I can't even imagen the loss you have in you heart. The saying goes' "God doesn't make a mistake and it's not even a punishment from him, God gives us only what we can handle." You're the strongest person I know. If it was me in those photos, I wouldn't beable to compose myself. People say they no your pain and time heals all hearts, but it doesn't. You are my hero.
This happened to me my baby aspirating his meconium he was very sick but he survived.he had alot of breathing problems for the first 4 years of his life.He is now 12 very small at 60 pounds but healthy.To us he is a miracle and we are thankful for him.Im am sorry for your loss.I know your baby is in heaven smiling down at you.
My firstborn daughter was also in fetal distress from ingesting her meconium. I almost lost her. I did not lose her, but during my fourth pregnancy I'd lost my son, Evan in-utero. Many didn't understand - some told me to "just get over it", I wasn't allowed to grieve. The process is something to work through, not simply get over. Last week he would've celebrated his 12th birthday. Our "forever angels" are not alone, nor are they forgotten. Layla is beautiful... thank you for sharing your story.x
This is a beautiful video and i'm sorry for your loss. I commend and support your strength, bravery, and decision to post this video has part of your recovery.
You're a strong woman. I am so sorry for the loss of your baby. I'm 17 weeks pregnant with my first child and I worry so much for the health of my baby. May Layla rest in peace
@Min2073 You will be fine! I know it's hard not to worry but try not to. I know...easier said than done. My thoughts are with you and I wish you a successful delivery.
I am so sorry. The sadness in your eyes at 3 minutes was just gut wrenching to watch. As a mother who luckily has never suffered something so horrible, I can't begin to fathom something like this. I am praying for you and I hope you will find some happiness again. God Bless you and your family. Layla was absolutely gorgeous. An little angel...
im so sorry for your los she is beautiful girl im very proud of you it took a huge amount of courage to share your loss with the would its not a easy thing but its a nice to remember your baby laya was truly amazing little girl i hope you and your husband and your family are well god bless you diane my prayers and faults are with you hugs for you take carexxxx
@MrsJadehall Thank you so much for your kind words. I wanted to share this video as I know that I am not the only one whom has experienced this, yet so many mothers are discouraged from expressing their sorrow about this. I hope that other mothers whom experienced a loss get to grieve freely and reach out for help if they need it like I did.
im so sorry for your los she is beautiful girl im very proud of you it took a huge amount of courage to share your loss with the would its not a easy thing but its a nice to remember your baby laya was truly amazing little girl i hope you and your husband and your family are well god bless you diane my prayers and faults are with you hugs for you take carexxxx
*tears*....
Rudewomantt 1 day ago
ow u made me cry...
agna031511 1 day ago
Im so sorry
babysyiriah 1 day ago
I went into labor on nov 5th at 2 am, arrive dto the hosital at 4 am, doctore boke my water and she saw there was meconium, i waited and waited... at 9:15 pm the took me to get a c section, Alex was born at 9:45 pm and was in NICU for 10 days in treatments. 1 month after he was out we moved to a different country to start all over again, today he is 1 year old healty little boy
Nakushimashadow 1 day ago
She was born a day before my birthday im crying im sorry for your loss :'(
3fuzzybunny 2 days ago
<3
kerrymiller27 2 days ago
I have a feeling that it was the same situation as Layla :'( . Currently we are expecting our first baby sense the loss of our daughter, and I am terrified. I want to be excited, but I know what can happen. I am so happy that you had a healthy son after. Love to all of you.
angienobel1 2 days ago
She is completely perfect and absolutely beautiful in every way. I am so terribly sorry for your loss. My husband and I lost our daughter January 4 2011. The doctors couldn't find anything wrong with her, but that was just a visual inspection. I couldn't stand the thought of having an autopsy done on her, but I regret that we didn't have one done.
angienobel1 2 days ago
@angienobel1 Oh I went through that battle inside my mind as well. There's nothing wrong in not getting the autopsy done as you want your daughter to rest in peace. The painful thing is when there is no visible evidence to why something so perfect has passed and having to move on with that knowledge. I hope you found some peace too. My thoughts are with you.
dianewongintoronto 1 day ago
:'( :'( :'(
lorierrr 2 days ago
the death of your dearest, sweetest little daughter is, well, as I believe, a bridge to something else. I dont know what that will be for you, but this death shall reveal its intent some where in your future as a family. rest in peace and take care of each other every day.
jackerbeans1 2 days ago
@jackerbeans1 I believe that as well. Thank you for commenting.
dianewongintoronto 1 day ago
so sorry for your loss, i love my princess at 27 days after birth most painful feeling in the world. this is a beautiful video. God bless her and all the little angels that come for a short visit!
yanrod82 2 days ago
IM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSE. I TO LOST MY LITTLE GIRL EMILY. SO I FEEL YOUR PAIN.
namasu101 2 days ago
I am so sorry for your loss and I hope you will have a happy life with your new baby, and I will prey that anymore babys you have will be healthy. You did a wonderful job with this video. xxx <3
RandomStuff535 3 days ago
@RandomStuff535 Thank you for watching the video.
dianewongintoronto 1 day ago
sorry bad things some times happen, i pray for both of you, she is an angel
gumecanape 3 days ago
I am so very sorry for your loss of your beautiful little baby girl. My granddaughter miscarried my first great grandchild 2 years ago. It was so heartbreaking. She has since had a little girl who is the apple of my eye. I love her more than words can say but I will never forget my little great grandson. I know the time will come when we'll all be with him again. In the meanwhile I know he is safe with God. God Bless you and yours.
tenyb58ohmy 4 days ago
@tenyb58ohmy Layla's grandmothers will never forget her either. God bless you.
dianewongintoronto 1 day ago
My heart goes out to you, my baby girl did'nt die the same as your little angel, but i know the pain of losing a child al too well, i hope shes waiting for her mama in heaven.
LaPetiteDeath 4 days ago
oh shes is so beautiful- im blessed to have two wonderful children, i wish your family all the best xx
moomoosnmummy 4 days ago
I am so sorry for your loss. Such a precious Angel. Sometimes it's hard to ask questions you will never know the answers too. Brought tears to my eyes.
tiefire 4 days ago
So sorry!!!! Good luck for the next i am sure it is to be a wonderful baby too.
TeuAnjo4everSLPT 4 days ago
I am so sorry for your loss. May God and the Angels hold your precious baby girl. What a moving video.
amgirl1956 4 days ago
So sorry for your loss... I have joined you in tears and pray for your strength.
Dinelie 4 days ago
so sorry for your loss, she is now a diamond in the sky looking over you all . . god bless your baby girl. x x
blueberryjo1971 5 days ago
So sorry for your loss. I had to have a C-section as soon as the Dr. found out that she had the maconium in her lungs and tummy. She spent seven days in the NICU. But we just celebrated her second birthday on Feb. 28th. So glad you have a heathy baby boy now. :)
BlackHillsBrat 5 days ago
i'm so sorry to see this. my mom miscarried when i was 2. i can't imagine what a mother must feel like.
steff2001 5 days ago
Thats sooo sweet
ChelseaCourt123 5 days ago
im sorry i couldnt watch the whole video due to i had the same thing happen to me. im sorry. god bless you.
UnkleAce 5 days ago
@UnkleAce My thoughts and prayers are with you.
dianewongintoronto 1 day ago
I am soo very sorry for your lose): my prayers are with you
xoxcarolinexox72 5 days ago
I was 24 weeks and I went into the hospital and their was a heart beat and then one week after I went into labour and then we found out our little girl was coming into the world but when she was born she was a still born :(...I want to give you a virtual hug and tell you that you are not alone. I decided to name her Avery Elizabeth Au-brae and that helped me. She is my daughter and I will always be her mother :(......
saraclarke20 5 days ago
@saraclarke20 That is so true. You will always be a mother to her. No one can take that away from you. Hugs back to you!
dianewongintoronto 1 day ago
Wow so sorry i could not hold my tears in she was just so adarable
MegaAngellove29 6 days ago
I am so sorry for your loss xxx rest in peace Layla :**(**
a050671 6 days ago
I lost my baby five days back doctor asked me it did not grew after seven weeks m holding tears in my eyes and writing this, can somebody help me out and tell why this happens???????? this happened to me twice and doctor could not gave satisfactory reason of these abortions..
hozanfatima 6 days ago
I'm very sorry for the loss of your daughter.
SepherStar 6 days ago
sorry to hear the news. I should have died, but I managed to survive being the wrong blood type or something.
returnoftheramble 6 days ago
im so sorry for your family. this brought tears to my eyes so i can only imagine the pain you suffered. stay strong and realize that maybe baby layla was too good for this horrible world. may your future pregnancies be blessed.
KaleidoscopeEyes321 6 days ago
Beautiful memorial....YOU were blessed AND you WILL reunite again!
Mc04261938 6 days ago
so sorry for your loss, this broke my heart! i lost my 2nd baby at 18 weeks and that was hard, i couldnt imagine what you went through that day! beautiful video.
sixflings 1 week ago
Honey, I didn't lose my daughter at birth but she passed at 7 years of age. I'm so sorry for your loss, she was beautiful and I can tell by this memorandum that she was loved. She knows she was loved, that's all that matters. You are amazing parents.
POLLYtheParrot 1 week ago
2/2 he was placed in an oxygen chamber, given IV antibiotics, suspected pneumonia as well. i cant help thinking that if my midwife hadnt just assumed and had checked properly then perhaps we may have picked up on the signal that he wasnt quite right & again the meconium in the amniotic fluid suggested that something was wrong. when babies are distressed they should act very quickly but in my case and those of others they choose to wait. why gamble with an unborn babies life. thats my story.
brownbro1000 1 week ago
1/2 i was very lucky, the same happened with my son. the day before his heartbeat was erratic, my midwife put it down to "hiccups"!!!! i had a long painful labour, my waters broken at 3cm dilation with meconium in it yet no hurry to deliver this posterior baby, they were prepared to wait FIVE hours before he was born. 5 mins prior to birth his heart rate dropped considerably. after birth he was rushed to the neonatal care unit and placed in an oxygen chamber, his lungs had been burned.....
brownbro1000 1 week ago
Deus tem planos em sua vida por isso permitiu que vcs tivessem um anjo particular para quando vcs estiverem pelo mundo pregando a palavra dele o anjo guardar por vcs. tenham forças e compreendam os propositos de Deus pois vcs tem quem os aguarde la no céu...
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TheAmtheodoro 1 week ago
This made me cry :'(
gocharlie2011 1 week ago
What is the name of the song ???
luckyvan2 1 week ago
@luckyvan2 Precious Child by Karen Taylor
dianewongintoronto 1 day ago
In the song you chose for this video it says that "there is a hole in my soul that can never be filled",that is exactly how I feel about my miscarriage that happened on January 9th,2011.Even though its been a long time ago,I still long to have my child,even if it was only 2-3 months along.Right now I am 35wks and can't wait to meet my baby soon :)
luckyvan2 1 week ago
So sorry for your loss, bless you and your family and your precious daughter. <3
TheAirlineChick 1 week ago
I had to hold back the tears watching this video.
Purple558 1 week ago
i am sorry for you loss i couldnt imagine how hard it must be to ose a child but i know how it feels to have the taken away..i pray u getb through this n may god bless u with other children!!!!..she with god n jesus n plyn with all the other lil bby angels right in gods heaven love u god bless u
jaajjaajajaajjajaja 1 week ago
This is really sad!! I am soo so sorry for your loss!!
ChatterBox1231000 1 week ago
I lost had two consecutive miscarriages, the second was at 6 months.. I know how you feel, it hurts so much and you think you will never get through. It does get easier, and I now have a beautiful and thriving 7 month old. I pray for you and your family! God bless
dwest2281 1 week ago
So, so sorry ... Heart a little ... I want you to give you pain for the loss of irreplaceable potane a little more bearable ... I have no words of comfort ... Let the angels guard.
jelisavetapancevo 1 week ago
she looks so peaceful, may God watch ova her until ya meet again. i recently had a baby and couldnt watch videos like this cause i fear for her life. but whether that child is here on earth with you or away at heaven dey still need you to be strong and take care
gigglez450 1 week ago
i am so sorry for your loss i hope you feel better when you read these messages and be strong for her while she is in heaven
Spldrtn9007 1 week ago
Sometimes angels are born unto us so perfect...so very perfect that their time here is short..I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter.
darlinggirl2 1 week ago
I hope you both find peace , such a beautiful daughter im sure god intended a grand plan for her ill prey for you both.
emzrocks18 1 week ago
I am so dearly sorry for your loss but i guess your beautiful baby was chosen by heavenly father to be by his side......I hope since then you have had another baby.....ALL MY LOVE FROM NZ
TheCongenital 1 week ago
What a beautiful baby, I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you will have many healthy and happy children in the future!! All the best to you and your family!!!
felicity12100 1 week ago
Dearest @dianewongintoronto :
I am the mother of four, 23 weeks into my fifteenth pregnancy. I came across your video and the tears just poured like a waterfall. I'm truly terrified of Virgil being still born, as it runs in my family. My mother lost her youngest sister, Sara Lynette Starke, to a still birth. My heart just goes out to you, but I'm also happy that you somehow came through it enough to try again. Layla and my youngest, Jeffrey, have something in common. Both were born 7lbs, 14oz <3
MrSrOwE1987 1 week ago
What a beautiful name <3 God Bless you and im so very sorry for your loss.
DetectiveBens0n 1 week ago
my aunt had a still born daughter 50 years ago. she loves her still, and smiles when she talks about her. you never forget the baby that was part of you
hplexmark1 1 week ago
I am so very sorry. I can't even imagine how it must feel to celebrate your new baby and her impending birth, only to leave the hospital without your baby girl. I'll light a candle for your little one. People don't "die", they only move on. So someday you two will find your way to her again.
AnimalGuardian71 1 week ago
i am sorry for your loss, your daughter was perfect in every way possible. your are a strong woman to put this video up. just remember you arent alone in this. i miscarried on 09/09/09 and the worst part about it all i didnt even know i was pregnent. i went a whole week of horible pain before i finally miscarried. but my angel that i lost on that day sent me another gift on 07/22/10 to help me heal. but i will never for get the pain.
rgarcia070910 1 week ago
I am so sorry for your loss, my heart goes out to you... she was beautiful and looked very healthy. God Bless you with all x
heLuvsMyBooty 1 week ago
i am so sorry! I wish that these kinds of things never happened, she was beautiful! I hope that you stay strong, and may God bless you!
IluvmipuppyRascal 1 week ago
I came across your video, and want to say I am sorry for your loss! I lost my daughter's identical twin at 21 weeks, and my daughter was born at 25 weks (exactly 1 month from the death of her twin). My daughter is a mircale and survived all the odds against her. I was never given an explanation as to why her twin passed away, and even had a placenta study performed. Everyday I regret not holding her after giving birth, but I thought it would be easier if I didn't. I'm happy you did that!
xtinalea83 1 week ago
@xtinalea83 Thank you! I knew that I needed to hold her. I just had to.
dianewongintoronto 1 week ago
Oh honey... I just wanna hug you both.
Inletwatcher1965 1 week ago
So sad,much love to ur baby and family.xx
cassiesmum 1 week ago
She has a heart on her forehead in several of the photos. I'm sure you've noticed, but I just feel like it's a sign. God bless and I'm happy for your son!
kansas66701 1 week ago
I'm 37 and haven't cried in years... Until I seen this... I'm sorry.
818ification 1 week ago
I am a little comforted to know that I was not the only and unfortunately will not be the last person to go through this loss, is now 6 months my son died inside me, still hurts a lot, and also has comforted me to see these videos, and accompany the pain of others. Hope you are better since we already have passed some years.
kalinkafmr 1 week ago
@kalinkafmr I am glad you feel comforte cause you are not alone. Thank you for sharing.
dianewongintoronto 1 week ago
Sorry about your loss. I was never able to even conceive a child. Why didnt they do a C section when you went into labor? I was just wondering?
wellingtonbrooke1 1 week ago
@wellingtonbrooke1 She passed away on my way to the hospital. So there was no chance for survival for her even if I got the c section done.
dianewongintoronto 1 week ago
What an adorable, just perfect, wonderful baby, as a mom, and a doctor I am absolutely horrified, how something as precious as a newborn child can already leave us again so quickly, I am so heartbroken for you and will send you lots of prayers and wishing you lots of baby dust, praying that you will have a happy healthy baby soon, may you carry your precious baby in your hearts forever and know that one day you will be reunited, May GOD bless you and your family
Sternlein4USA 1 week ago
@Sternlein4USA Thank you for your kind words. I did go on to have another baby. He is now 13 months old. I hope to reunite with Layla when my time comes.
dianewongintoronto 1 week ago
Hi dear, my most sincere condolences on your tragic loss, may God bless your little one and also you and your family, I can tell you that if you care to share your story or read up on someone who suffered a likewise loss you might want to go to wwwdotuntanglingknotsdotcom, in the Archives you will find the story of AVA the firstborn child of that couple and Carla writes very beautifully also her experiences on the day Ava was born, God bless you I am so sorry for your loss
Sternlein4USA 1 week ago
This just breaks my heart! I just gave birth about 3 months ago now. I'm very sorry for your loss! I can only imagine the pain you feel. I know this is not the same but I'm an Air force veteran. Its been since October of 09' since I was able to see my mother, father, and sister. You live day by day. Soon I will see then as you will Layla. Stay strong and God bless!
WifeOfRazama 1 week ago
beautiful! she would have lived to be gorgouse! R.I.P baby layla!
LABBC7 1 week ago
I am so sorry for your loss. My daughter was also born with the same thing however she puled threw and i thank god for this every day. This is a horriable thing and i cant express how sorry i feel for you and the family. god bless
gaither123456 1 week ago
She was a beautiful baby girl. I'm so sorry, I always feel so much sympathy for any mom with a stillbirth, but when the baby is full term, with something like meconium aspiration happening, it's even more sad.. I hope you are doing okay now.
grac27 1 week ago
I lost my son in the same way, although they didnt realise it was maconium in his lungs and were treating him for a lung infection he only lasted 1 day. That was 23 years ago and the pain is still there but you manage..My heartfelt feelings go out to you and your family as i know what you are going through. Julie (United Kingdon)
babs49wigan 1 week ago
@babs49wigan Oh my goodness! Were you able to hold your son though?
dianewongintoronto 1 week ago
what a wonderful tribute xxx so sorry for your loss x
TheDotty40 1 week ago
She's beautiful. I'm sorry for your loss and I understand how you feel. When I was 16 I went into premature labor at 5 months and my son was still born when I delivered him.
Mamacita0924 1 week ago
i am so sorry! she was beautiful. god be with you in the days ahead! one day you will be re-united with layla, she is waiting for you in jesus's arms.
knightmax75 1 week ago
So Heart Breaking I am so deeply sorry for your loss. You did a Beautiful Job on the Video.
CocoPink44 1 week ago
@CocoPink44 Thank you for watching!
dianewongintoronto 1 week ago
came across this video tonight. so very sorry for your loss--a grief I can't imagine. Best wishes to you & your family, my prayers for your happiness, even while bearing this loss.
angieslindmusic 1 week ago
soo beautiful,this darling little angel..god bless you..
pattinsonsfan 2 weeks ago
A beautiful baby with a beautiful name--Night, I think of sadness and darkness and also of a beautiful, starlit night.
I am so sorry for your loss:(
Reviewcam1961 2 weeks ago
I am so sorry for your loss. She is just beautiful. Now you have a perfect little guardian angel looking out for you and your husband.
cerena 2 weeks ago
I'm so sorry for your loss of you'r beautiful baby girl I came upon this video by doing research on becoming a Neonatal Nurse & I couldn't help but watch this.. Just know that she is in a better place & she knows that you guys love her. May god be with you all.
ILoveRyan012011 2 weeks ago
I'm so sorry for your loss-you have a beautiful daughter. It was wonderful that your family members were able to hold her. I'm sure she felt the love from heaven while the angels held her.
patricia2249 2 weeks ago
@patricia2249 That's a beautiful thing to say. Thank you!
dianewongintoronto 2 weeks ago
Your daughter was such a beautiful little baby. I am sorry for your loss, may god bless you and your family with the strength to recover from this devastating loss. Rest in peace precious
LadieeVictoria 2 weeks ago
godbless you both. you had a beautifull baby
TheHolbyfan 2 weeks ago
Todo ser humano que ha sido engendrado, tiene un incuestionable derecho a desarrollarse en el seno materno, nacer, crecer y vivir su vida con todas las cosas malas y buenas que nos tiene deparadas.
Cuando suceden estas desgracias, no puedo evitar pensar en si Dios existe realmente.
miperrodrago1 2 weeks ago
@uniqueshajeeah Insha allah, insha allah! Thank you! As-Salamu Alaykum
dianewongintoronto 2 weeks ago
@dianewongintoronto np np :) wayalaykum musalaam :)
uniqueshajeeah 2 weeks ago
I lost my son to the same thing this year he would have been 10 years old watching your video brought my son up It's was so hard for me to get over him .I imagine him now what he would be doing who he looks like, until this day its still hard for me
Sw33thunii 2 weeks ago
@Sw33thunii I would be like you...imagining myself in 8 more years wondering what she would look like and how much fun I would have had with her.
dianewongintoronto 2 weeks ago
Layla eres un Bello Angelito que cuida de tus queridos papas
saltarin75 2 weeks ago
I am so sorry for your loss...she was beautiful in every way...
dreameyes74 2 weeks ago
@dreameyes74 Thank you!
dianewongintoronto 2 weeks ago
I am very sorry for your lost. I hope something really good happens for you. God bless you and your family.
deepredhart 2 weeks ago
I pray for your strength, I just lost my child a few days ago and at this moment sitting waiting on my wife to have a dnc. . . . . Pray you keep you hands in Gods hand
my88keyz 2 weeks ago
@my88keyz Oh I pray for you too! I hope you and your wife are okay.
dianewongintoronto 2 weeks ago
@my88keyz may God bless you and give you a living baby.
Purple558 1 week ago
This made me cry :( your little angel is safe in the arms of god ..
shaauna3 2 weeks ago
I am terribly sorry for your loss, I am pregnant with my first and stillbirth is a big fear of mine. I dont know what I would do if I lost my baby, this could be the only chance I ever have to be a mother. I will keep your family and your sweet little angel in my prayers. God bless.
MyLittleMiracle89 2 weeks ago
@MyLittleMiracle89 My prayers are with you. I wish you a very healthy delivery. Please try not to think of the worst, positive thoughts go a long way. I know how difficult it is but you are already blessed with this pregnancy, cherish this feeling. That will start your positive thinking and only good things can happen.
dianewongintoronto 2 weeks ago
@dianewongintoronto Thank you so much, I was so touched by your video and I will try my best to stay positive for my child, myself, and for the rest of the families who are assuming the worst with pregnancy.
MyLittleMiracle89 2 weeks ago
@dianewongintoronto Thank you so much, I was so touched by your video and I will try my best to stay positive for my child, myself, and for the rest of the families who are assuming the worst with pregnancy.
MyLittleMiracle89 2 weeks ago
I had seen this video before my daughter went into labor 5 days ago ..She was 5-6 CM dialated she was admitted to a birthing room and stayed 6 all night and they were going to send her home because she didnt make any progress ...Thanks to a awesome midwife said we'll strip your membrains and broke her water to find a good amount of meconium in her water..What if they sent her home for another 5 days it scares the hell out of me...There has to be a test they can do to check the fluid for this.
giantsfan562001 2 weeks ago
@giantsfan562001 Thank goodness you had a really good midwife! Thank goodness!
dianewongintoronto 2 weeks ago
She was so beautiful.And I am so sorry for your loss.<3
hotjosh54 2 weeks ago
Sorry for your loss, my partner had a cot death after 3 months and now years later her poor son has just lost his 2 year old from luekimia, it's so dreadful when a baby dies, god bless you and your family I can't imagine your pain, from England
Moggydrippin 2 weeks ago
I am sorry for your loss!
Angelgurl2203 2 weeks ago
Such a precious little angel...my heart goes out to you. May God Bless you and give you peace. *hugs*
LuvvyDuck 2 weeks ago
Poor angel<3 At Least shes in a better place<3
I hope your okay now:)
thecoolchloe121 2 weeks ago
We are very sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story, you are very brave. God bless.
MarvinandLisa 2 weeks ago
I'm sorry for your angel, it's fuckin sad.
55mrfuckhead 2 weeks ago
@ dianewongintoronto your precious little angle will always be remembered god bless you and your family
ohhCoOlStOrYbRoO 2 weeks ago
She was SO beautiful. I hope you are doing a little better these days. The song you picked was very touching. (((hugs)))
extremesoutherngal 2 weeks ago
what a nice way to honor Layla
oxXxJMExXxo 2 weeks ago
That's so sad... I'm sorry that happened... she was beautiful!
misskat525 2 weeks ago
very sad... sorry for ur families lose :(
lavlavongyuhico 2 weeks ago
What a beautiful baby girl! God bless you!
msLyly148 2 weeks ago
God bless you and your husband for what you've been through.
krjraider 2 weeks ago
Absolutely beautiful :)
dmonreal8 3 weeks ago
the look in your eyes holding your precious little girl is what made me cry!! she was so beautiful and may her little brother know his sister sent him to amazing parents
mummzymiaful 3 weeks ago
@mummzymiaful Thank you!
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
she has the same birthday as me... it sooooo sad :(
holiviaroxursoxoff 3 weeks ago
Did you ever find out what went wrong?
I'm very sorry for your loss.
triciaFturner 3 weeks ago
@triciaFturner Yes. We had an autopsy done. She went into fetal distress. She panicked on her way and ingested a lot of meconium.
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
@dianewongintoronto WOW!!! touchiing. What a beautiful little angel you had. God will bless you bless you with another child. In His time, It does get easier. You may Never forget, but It will be more bearable, and when God gives you another it will help to occupy your time. You are truly blessed to have had her, even if for just a moment. She is safe in the arms of our Heavenly Father now and you will reunite again one day. God bless you and yours.
MissGinaGambino 2 weeks ago
@MissGinaGambino God has blessed me with another. Layla has a baby brother now! He just turned a year old and when he's old enough, he'll know he has a sister in heaven.
dianewongintoronto 2 weeks ago
@dianewongintoronto It takes a brave person to not be angry at god. But your faithfulness will one day be the link that joins your family back together.God Bless...<3
MissGinaGambino 2 weeks ago
this video made me really sad. i hope ure doing ok now.
maunyc79 3 weeks ago
@maunyc79 I am doing a lot better now. Thanks to the support of friends and family. Without them, I don't know where I would be.
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
wait what happened she looked healthy to me except the red marks
felicity091 3 weeks ago
@felicity091 She did look very healthy didn't she!
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss...
midwife2thesoul 3 weeks ago
so have you had any other child since then? i am just wondering. I am so sorry for your loss. Layla is resting in peace. And will nver know how cruel the world can be. She is in great hands.
glatinfield 3 weeks ago
@glatinfield Yes, we tried again and now we have a beautiful baby boy who just turned a year old. We are so fortunate to have him in our lives.
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
@dianewongintoronto Amen. And remember, your little lamb is in the sweetest most loving arms she could ever be in, Jesus Christ.... She will Never know pain, hurt, disease, and last and not least, death.. She is with Our loving Father God, and our Messiah, Jesus Christ.
DENVERColoradoD61 3 weeks ago
You are a true ensperation to me and many others. To see how strong you were in the hospital. I can't even imagen the loss you have in you heart. The saying goes' "God doesn't make a mistake and it's not even a punishment from him, God gives us only what we can handle." You're the strongest person I know. If it was me in those photos, I wouldn't beable to compose myself. People say they no your pain and time heals all hearts, but it doesn't. You are my hero.
CurtisClanof06 3 weeks ago
This happened to me my baby aspirating his meconium he was very sick but he survived.he had alot of breathing problems for the first 4 years of his life.He is now 12 very small at 60 pounds but healthy.To us he is a miracle and we are thankful for him.Im am sorry for your loss.I know your baby is in heaven smiling down at you.
wifeywench 3 weeks ago
@wifeywench Thank you for sharing your story. Glad to hear you had a happy ending.
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
Child will never die, they have very special place with Jesus in the everlasting City, Holy Jerusalem.
Raed8044 3 weeks ago
My firstborn daughter was also in fetal distress from ingesting her meconium. I almost lost her. I did not lose her, but during my fourth pregnancy I'd lost my son, Evan in-utero. Many didn't understand - some told me to "just get over it", I wasn't allowed to grieve. The process is something to work through, not simply get over. Last week he would've celebrated his 12th birthday. Our "forever angels" are not alone, nor are they forgotten. Layla is beautiful... thank you for sharing your story.x
Janice687 3 weeks ago
@Janice687 Thank you for sharing your story. I hate it when people tell you to "just get over it"!! I hope you are coping well.
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
This is a beautiful video and i'm sorry for your loss. I commend and support your strength, bravery, and decision to post this video has part of your recovery.
laurab0427 3 weeks ago
You're a strong woman. I am so sorry for the loss of your baby. I'm 17 weeks pregnant with my first child and I worry so much for the health of my baby. May Layla rest in peace
Min2073 3 weeks ago
@Min2073 You will be fine! I know it's hard not to worry but try not to. I know...easier said than done. My thoughts are with you and I wish you a successful delivery.
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
she is beautiful!
SammyReid23 3 weeks ago
She is one of the most beautiful babies I've ever seen.
annacoop0427 3 weeks ago
@annacoop0427 Oh thank you so much! I don't know why but it feels good to hear that.
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
.. im so sad about that baby .. shes so cute .. huhuhuhu ;((((
nora59784 3 weeks ago
I am so sorry. The sadness in your eyes at 3 minutes was just gut wrenching to watch. As a mother who luckily has never suffered something so horrible, I can't begin to fathom something like this. I am praying for you and I hope you will find some happiness again. God Bless you and your family. Layla was absolutely gorgeous. An little angel...
shawnielee1976 3 weeks ago
@shawnielee1976 Thank you so much for your kind words.
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
im so sorry for your los she is beautiful girl im very proud of you it took a huge amount of courage to share your loss with the would its not a easy thing but its a nice to remember your baby laya was truly amazing little girl i hope you and your husband and your family are well god bless you diane my prayers and faults are with you hugs for you take carexxxx
MrsJadehall 3 weeks ago
@MrsJadehall Thank you so much for your kind words. I wanted to share this video as I know that I am not the only one whom has experienced this, yet so many mothers are discouraged from expressing their sorrow about this. I hope that other mothers whom experienced a loss get to grieve freely and reach out for help if they need it like I did.
dianewongintoronto 3 weeks ago
im so sorry for your los she is beautiful girl im very proud of you it took a huge amount of courage to share your loss with the would its not a easy thing but its a nice to remember your baby laya was truly amazing little girl i hope you and your husband and your family are well god bless you diane my prayers and faults are with you hugs for you take carexxxx
MrsJadehall 3 weeks ago
I am sorry for your.... :(
07moninha 3 weeks ago