A Song For Esther

[mokanger97]

As long as we in nerdfighteria remember, her Star won't go out. RIA Esther

[oziel1534474]

hey i was hearing this and it owl city FAKE he a fony wat a fake

[missteenagedirtbag94]

Wish i had known Esther, she seemed like such a fantastic person. I just ordered my TSWNGO bracelet and i hope it helps to make difference. RIP sweetheart. Potterheads lost someone very special that day.

[LnLmusiclovers4life]

We all miss you Esther <3 watch over us Angel !

[fantasyfanatic777]

Seems fitting I just discovered this video after finishing TFIOS

[werewolfwithwings]

This song always makes me want to cry.

[RaphaelTheVlogLog]

(':

[ravenclawdia]

So, it's Esther Day, and the most words we've ever exchanged were lyrics between you as Remus Lupin and a Miami Yule Ball crowd, and you thanking my friends and I for being at the Ball as you were leaving. And, yep. I'm just a fan. But you're just a person. Your passion for what you love and your unending kindness towards every person you encounter inspires me to be nerdy and passionate and nerdy-passionate and to be a good person. I love you for that. Yeah; I love you. You rock, Alex. DFTBA.

[iluvthevlogbrothers]

the song was stunning alex. but what i really loved was what u said afterwards, she was so insprational, i love her even though i never met her. what u said showed how much u respected her. on behalf of nerdfightereia id like to thank u for such a beautiful video. RIA esther.

[sweetandlovable100]

RIA esther <3

[79Chise]

You are a wonderful person, Alex. I keep crying every time I hear this song. Thanks for sharing that with all of us, those things helps giving comfort to all of us that have lost a loved one. Thanks.

[pineappble]

I honestly hadn't heard of Ester until after she had died. I'm still crying.

[hogwartsismyhoodgurl]

hallownothrcruxs7 is so right Esther thats sad I'm almost crying you were crying slightly Alex <3 u sry

[hogwartsismyhoodgurl]

hallownothrcruxs7 is so right Esther thats sad I'm almost crying

[Chasetherat2000]

This song still makes me teary eyed. :( Keep resting in awesome Esther. I don't think I need to even say dftba, because you won't

[themunchkym]

Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful.

[Caitlinnie1]

I only found out about Esther a couple of months ago and I was distraught over the fact that she had passed away. Only then did I realise that she had done so much in people's lives, even in those who never knew her. R.I.A Esther Earls, your star will never go out -3

And Alex, this song is brilliant. DFTBA x

[TheScreamingReviewer]

this is so beautiful. RIA Esther and Alex, DFTBA

[radioactivecakeX]

This is beautiful. Rest in Awesome Esther.

[weheartcrayons]

RIA Esther. 

[wrockinmaddie]

the best past of the mp3 you sent teryn, though, is the fifteen plus seconds of silence.

i love this song. <3

[AlexanderCarpenter]

@wrockinmaddie that was actually intentional that time.

[PennyLane0123]

this song brought tears pouring down my face. thank you for such a beautiful song. and RIA, Esther- your memory will never be forgotten.

[pickles4muggles]

I can't believe that I just heard this only now. It brought so many tears to my eyes. This song was absolutely beautiful. ria esther <3

[kasooie]

You just made me cry.

Thanks.

[dwarfchic13]

RIA esther... RIA

[Alatarielle]

wow. Thinking about how touched I am by this, without having known Ester, I can't even imagine how much it must have ment to her to hear this song. A wonderful gift!

[FlobotVlogs]

I've listened to this a bunch of times but I don't think I've commented before. It's so hard to know what to say! Gah I miss her so much.

RIA.

Thanks Alex. Seriously. Such a beautiful song. :')

[froregon]

This song is so true. There's just something magical that draws us into the way she lived her life. *wipes tears off face*

[itsRachelsaurus]

RIA Esther

[Obsessionoftheweek]

This made me cry

[thebleachedninja]

This video brought tears to my eyes. RIA, Esther.

[holeysaintgeorge]

Alex, just another comment.... Letting you know how much of a comfort this song has been for me and for all of Esther's friends and family. I wanted you to know that at the funeral this Sunday, they used this song in the slideshow for her. This song is heart-wrenching, yet beautiful and just thank you. <3 Teryn 

[AlexanderCarpenter]

@holeysaintgeorge that is so touching. wow. thank you so much for letting me know that.

[PandoraChun]

This is made me cry :[ xxxxxxxxxx

[emmainthealps]

Rest In Awesome Esther. You were an inspiration to thousands, more than most people can hope to acheive in their lifetimes.

[ronweasleysfan]

Though I didn't know you at all, in fact, I had barely heard of you, Esther, you are in my thoughts and now I smile because you were so awesome, and you were a star shining into the lives of thousands of people. Thank you so, so much Esther. Rest in awesome.

[mandamedieval]

It gave me chills. And I cried. Beautiful song, Alex.

RIA Esther.

[stardust610]

I loved the song.  Rest in awesome, Esther. You will be missed, but never forgotten

[jak1646]

i wish i knew her

[andremadethis]

Bella!

[PlzDontStopDaMuzic]

RIA Esther... You will be sorely missed <3

[TheLizli]

this was a great and beautiful song. although, it hits home as i am going to give birth to my first child, my daughter esther ruth in the next couple of weeks. i couldn't imagine losing her at such a young age.

i have read some of the many comments on the wall and it seems that she was a bright and caring person with a truly blessed but short life. here is to the grace and beauty that she had... and the friends that helped her transition.

[BriIsTheFinestCheese]

@TheLizli You're really going to name your daughter Esther?

[alexisball1]

RIA Easter, YOur star will not go out. Ever.

[ElectricNeonBlue]

i love you all for not disliking this.

[cazandkeiran]

RIA Esther You Will Not Go Unforgotten'.

[hellohannahable]

Beautiful.

[MeganAlesha]

RIA...

[raidonthestadiar]

This was incredibly thoughtful, Alex.

[KeytarChris]

This is soo beautiful. RIA Esther.

[twilightfroggysings]

Awh! This is so sweet!

[valerie2776]

i've listened to this so many times over the past month

thank you so much

[HPPirates]

<3

That is all.

[wrockinmaddie]

This song made me cry the first time I heard it and it will make me cry forever.

[chelseariffic]

I started crying about 3 seconds in. This is beautiful, like Esther.

[Starlysh]

I knew you contributed to the scrapbook, but I didn't know what. Thank you for sharing this song. It's beautiful. <3

[CrayolaaWonderr]

Alex, I've been listening to this song the past week or so and on the 25th it's the first thing I went to in my iTunes library. It's truly beautiful and you're so amazing. Thank you. <3

[ROZZYISGINGER]

this song makes it hard for me to breathe. i just regret so much that i am part of the "those who wish they did" category.

[giri1995]

NO! :'(

[itfeelslikegold]

Just when I thought I couldn't cry anymore today... Thank you so much for this song, and for caring about Esther. It's helped me so much these last couple months, and especially now. You're awesome.

<3 Lindsay

[gdespain]

thank you alex. so much.

[karaluvsketchup]

I've watched this several times and it still makes me a little teary. Please make it available to buy and download?



[captinl]

This is a serious downer. Rest In Peace Esther. May God keep a special spot in heaven for you.

[lambertfan94]

when i listened to this, i KNEW you were from the Remus Lupins. I could tell. This is beautiful. Seriously, SO good. she would love it.

[SamLovesHP]

this is really beautiful.

[ISnoggedHarry]

This is beautiful, Alex.

[desertislanddream]

Seriously beautiful, Alex. <3

[camillebananapeel]

Beautiful song, Alex. It made me cry, which is something that I usually don't do. When I saw this video and Dr. Noises videos in my Subscription box, I knew what must have happened. R.I.A, Esther.

[plainoutofthisworld]

When I came to school crying that morning everyone asked me what was wrong. Through that, I was able to tell so many about Esther and how awesome she was and is. Love this song and love Esther even though we never really met <33

[KTentacles]

I couldn't watch this video at first and I thought I could handle it now but I can't. I love this song, Alex. thank you <3

[Bananagirl6495]

On that day it was grey, cloudy, and rained; as if the world was in mourning for Esther

[TonksftMemories]

I adore the lyrics. Rest in awesome, Esther.

[swimmersgirl]

Alex, this is really heartfelt and beautiful.

Esther, this demonstrates love for you from one person. Now multiply that by a thousand bajillion more people. And enjoy your next great adventure <33.

[soulofpotter]

I understand how this feels. Just today I found out my dog is sick with cancer and has three months to live. He may not be Esther, but he's still part of my soul like I know Esther was to many. Alex, this was so beautiful and thoughtful. <3 =)

[mugglenet27]

This was beautiful. Thank you so much for this. All these tributes to her are just...beautiful. She clearly was a huge inspiration to everyone around her.

Rest in awesome, Esther. We will never forget you. <3

[AwesomeWizards]

Great job, Alex. This is an awesome and powerful song.

<3

[WritingDisaster]

There are no words I can say, no words to change anything.

But despite all of that, I thank you for writing, filming, and showing us this video.

Even those who did not know Esther, you have let them know her spirit and power.

Your song was truly, truly beautiful.

[ArtemisDium]

Alex this is one of the most beautiful songs I have heard in a long time.

[Painfoot]

Alex, even though I heard this already in Boston with Esther, words cannot describe how much this moves me.

Thank you so much,

Arka

[ManEatingPlants]

Esther will be truly missed.

I hope in whatever after life is out there, that she will see this video.

Rest in peace Esther. You were loved, and you will be deepy missed. I never knew you much, but we will all miss you greatly.

Esther. You will forever inspire me to be as coregious as you. You have shown us to love what we have. You will be deeply missed.

The dead never truly leave us. Fly with the phoenix, Esther. xoxo

[ataperjeangirl]

Esther was lucky to have a friend like you... All of her friends were lucky to have a friend like her.. She made difference

[moonshoesemma]

That was so beautiful, Alex.

Rest in Awesome, Esther. <3

[MrFredweasleysgurl]

Alex, this is beautiful :')

[gabbers2532]

This is beautiful.

[mixtapebang]

That was beautiful, Alex. Thank you.

[spiltpotion]

Beautiful tribute for a beautiful girl. Shedding tears presently.

[2teensXwithXcamera]

RIA Esther. <3

[Cypresswhisker2]

Cried.

[TheWhiteFerrets]

Your words at the end broke me down into a sobbing mess, and this song is absolutely beautiful. RIA, Esther.

[HallowsNotHorcruxes7]

"To the well organized mind, death is but the next great adventure."

RIA, Esther.

[blessedbyacurse]

Rest in Awesome, Esther.

In the words of Dr. Seuss, "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." So smile because Esther's life happened.

[WendyWonderland]

@blessedbyacurse For Esther... :)

[PenelopeSr]

Rest in awesome, Esther. I wish I could have met you.

[notyouraveragething]

This was very beautiful Alex.

R.I.A Esther <3

[ItTakesII]

i was very good friends with her and this song touches me so much, especially me being one of the people in the scrapbook. thank you for this song, it helps to cry even if i've been doing it way too much lately. you're a great person, alex.

-Julian

[Hogwarts32]

"I'd like to thank you for the courage you have shown Esther youre not alone"

this line gets me because I only knew her through the HPA and I read her story and she showed great courage in the face of everything. I wish I had the chance to meet her and I know that through all the lives she has touched from either knowing her personally or through her story Esther's memory will live and never die. Her story and Courage will continue to touch so many more lives. She's on her next great adventure!

[sharizzle09]

@Hogwarts32

If you watch some of her vlogs on her youtube cookie4monster4 you will be even more touched and inspired. she was wise and beauitful and joyful beyond her years. What a beauitful beautiful person.

[Hogwarts32]

@sharizzle09 I have seen some. I was at inifnitus and she did a skype call to the HPA pannel and that was only the first time I was touched by the person she was. Her wisdom at her age struck me leaving me in awe. In the little time that I did know her, through video etc, I've been touched that will carry through me entire life. Now I have a mission to make sure that her incredible story is heard by as many people as possible so even though she's gone she countiues to inspire.

[DESTINYbam]

I've never gotten the chance to tell you, but this song is really beautiful. I've basically had it on repeat since we found out. I miss her so much, but things like this help even if they sting a little. She was such an amazing person. just...thank you. <3

[chinareds54]

I only ever knew of Esther through John's video about the HPA, but a person's legacy can be measured in the impact she had on the lives of the people around her, and how many will miss her when she's gone. The outpouring I've seen on the internet the last two days from all over the HP and NF communities truly shows how special and inspirational she was. It makes me wish I could have gotten to know her, too.

Rest in Awesome, Esther.

[AdiarraStormfury]

That was absolutely beautiful. <3 to anyone who was touched by her in even the smallest way. <3

[bridgetotheotherside]

That was beautiful, Alex. <3 I never got to know Esther myself, but just by seeing the impact she had on so many people - all the wonderful things she inspired - it's clear that the world has lost a very special person. Rest in Awesome, Esther.

[GfofSeamus]

I really think this is your best video. I am sad for our fandom. I am sad for Esther's friends and family. I am happy she was able to spread some light into our lives in her short time in our world.

[regularguy5mb]

Amazing, Alex.

Rest in Awesome, Esther.

[CarleeLicksCheese]

She passed away on my birthday. :/

[saidamanda]

There are so many people who didn't know her that are mourning her loss. I am one of them. These videos are essential though. She deserves them. :(

[heynerdhey]

Even though I never met Esther, I still feel like she holds a special place in life. She will forever be missed. This song is truly heart warming. Rest In Awesome.

[holeysaintgeorge]

Alex, I've told you numerous times, but this song is truly amazing and just thank you for it. I can't tell you how many times I've listened to this and cried, but at the same time, it helps me remember. So again, thank you.

[rosepetalears]

Rest in Awesome, Esther.

[emmielovegood]

Thank you for teaching us that there is ALWAYS a reason to smile. Rest In Awesome, Esther.

[mackenzieJP]

This was truly amazing, Alex.

I really wish I could have met Esther, for she seems like a remarkable, brilliant, and down-right awesome girl. Rest in awesome <3

[noorgansjustawesome]

This was beautiful, Alex.

[urie0818]

That was wonderful Alex. I never met Esther, but I heard all about her through Nerdfighters. She's an inspiration to all. Rest in awesome.

[samablue38]

I wish I could have met this amazing girl. rest in awesome Esther :(

[potterfanatic08]

Aw that was a beautiful song, Alex. I didnt know Esther, but from Lauren's video she seemed very sweet. This song will be a great treasure in her memory.

[liamjfloyd]

Rest In Awesome, Esther. I can't think of anything to say. Thanks, Esther.

[sineadsmithh]

This made me cry Esther is amazing no one deserves to die young rip :(

[MJST1482]

Rest In Awesome, Esther...

i can't listen to this without bawling T_T

[frandom16]

Rest in awesome.

[bekabee24]

Lovely <3

[dftba323]

This was beautiful. Rest in awesome, Esther. You will be missed.

[kira902k]

Rest in awesome, Esther.

[siriusismyhero]

Alex, this was so beautiful. RIA Esther.

[speckledfrog505]

I thought I was all cried out from yesterday, but this just brought on more tears. It was beautiful... Esther, you have touched more lives than you will ever know, and we love and miss you.

[MrMusicPaul]

this is my fourth time watching it and still not a single thumbs down. the best song ive ever seen by a youtuber

[ahoypeyton]

This is beautiful. Esther will never be forgotten. May she reside in the great Nerdfighteria Island in the sky.

[spideygirl2794]

So Beautiful! Great job Alex

[sophieeee19]

This was fantastically beautiful.

[VampireGurle]

Really beautiful song.

May Esther rest in awesome and have many Puff Battles in Heaven

[linksavetheday]

beautiful RIP esther

[crazzyladies08]

This was so beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing this.

[hotpinkelephant11]

Thank you for writing this song. <3

[JulieVlogs]

These lyrics are beautiful. Thanks for sharing.

[TheOrangeDream]

Great song, no wonder she loved it. :)

Rest in awesome Esther, and although I didn't know you personally you will be deeply missed.

[mymarblesandme]

This was really beautiful- well done

Rest in peace Esther 

[eques13]

This is beautiful. 

[LunaRain8]

I hope she's still smiling ^_^ Rest in Peace Esther

[StrawberryFields07]

I'm absolutely sobbing. No, I didn't know her. I was a subscriber to her YouTube videos and it's odd, through that, you feel like you know a person. She was so honest and genuine here that, it's hitting me so hard that she's gone. She was SUCH a good person... beautiful song, Alex.

[AllonsyArielle]

This is one of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard! It has been playing on a loop on my phone since yesterday. Thanks for sharing it with the rest of the world!

[RaWrYoChEeZe]

that was amazing, rest in peace Esther x

[Baischogirl]

I wish I knew her. Rest in Awesome Esther.

[stampsme]

I was like crying watching this. It looks like you've been crying too Alex.

RIP Esther!

[queenieamira]

Esther will be missed, Rest in Awesome!

[STHayden]

wonderful

[TheBBCFangirl]

This video made me cry, the song is so beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing it with us, Alex. <3

[moodah]

This was beautiful. The amount of support that the internet and all of Nerdfighteria has shown for Esther shows just how truly beautiful she was. Thank you for sharing, and I can honestly say I've never been more upset over someone I never personally met passing away.

Will you be making this song available for download/purchase?

[emmfan09]

Wonderful song.

[PinkElephantFreak]

I cried so hard.. I didn't know esther in person but she was an amazing girl and she'll be missed..

[IOpenAtTheClosee]

This is wonderful. Rest in peace, Esther. <3

[suchducks]

thank you alex. this song has helped me so much, i'm so glad you chose to share it with the nerdfighters. thank you so much.

[missteenagedirtbag94]

you look upset alex. -hugs- my friend died recently too. amazing song. <3

[oneqwerty]

Next time you tour you should include this song in her honor.

-Franc

[havnegade]

What does exuberance mean?

[sairs1111]

Beautiful

[firnantok]

Thank you for sharing, Alex! It's a beautiful song! <3

[pastronaut]

Thank you for posting this. Everyone's songs keep making me cry.

[XxharcoreamayaxX]

Esther will be so missed.

[MrMusicPaul]

this is incredible

[ilovegrintt]

RIA Esther <33 i love you

[AUJOY]

This was beautiful Alex, it was. I sure she loved it.

She's Nerdfightaria's Angel now.

[officialravenzoe]

Man. I can't even take it.

[Ravenclaw160]

R.I.P Esther.

[TheToastedReview]

Amazing

[cathal99h]

Rest in Awesome, Esther.