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  • This is so hard to watch. My fiance of 2 years has CF, and every single time I watch a video like this, I can't help but picture her face on these amazing people. So many tears, and you all deserve every one of them.

  • eva. i miss you.

  • Rest in peace, beautiful. I wish I'd seen your blog sooner. I love you, Eva.

  • this was the hardest thing i have ever watched! but atleast now eva is with god now and not in anymore pain

  • Ahhh wow this is reallllllly really really depressing. Ahhh man I can't imagine something more hard to watch.

  • Our world has lost something irreplaceable 

  • It has been a year today. RIP Eva, you may be gone but you will certainly never be forgotten. xx

  • I haven't known about this girl for more than 45 minutes, and I'm already so in love with the beautiful person that she was. May she be skipping down the roads of heaven <3

  • She was a blessing, she knew what love was and was very loved.. I feel the pain. My sister passed away in 2004 from CF. My sister angie was my best friend, I know she is in a better place looking after me.

  • rest in piece, little girl.

    when you see this, you just don't want to BELIEVE that there is no heaven... even if you know that you are just made out of star dust. and start dust you will be. time will come, and i will know if i was wrong or right. 'till that - keep on going. RIP, little girl.

  • we still remember , and we never forget

  • What a beautiful thing. I think she knew love. What a blessing.

  • God Bless

  • Oh God. This is painful

  • :,(

  • :,(

  • Every once in a while, somebody comes along to make us realize what a true gift our own lives are... the lives we all too often take for granted.

    The knowledge that she has shared her love with so many people will have made her transition to a better place smoother, and the open way she spoke about it gives me hope that I might one day be so brave.

    Death is a part of life, and I love that she has opened the conversation for others in a similar situation.

    May she sleep in heavenly peace.

  • your a saint :) i love you!

  • You are so brave. "This is the end of my life, not the end of my love". I will always remember this, and I will be seeing you soon.

  • "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return" - Nature Boy

    It's a beautiful quote.

    This was very sad to watch. =*******(

  • I didn't "meet" her until about a month after she died. I'm 15 with cystic fibrosis and I hope I can be HALF the fighter she was. You go, Eva. Please tell Emily Haager in heaven that I love and miss her. Also tell her that she's gotten me into blogging and publically speaking about the connections between surfing and CF. I love you Emily and Eva.

  • I still sometimes cry because I miss you so very much.

  • I only hope I can be half the fighter she never should have had to be

  • beautiful girl

  • @torie111 You made me feel better with your reply. Thanks torie111. I just couldn't fathom someone being so cruel to a person who opened herself up at the most intimate of times in life: the dying process. I saw your reply in my email this morning and felt a lot better. Thank you so much, sincerely.

  • There are few that leave this existence understanding the true meaning of life..........she was truly blessed

  • If I could have sent Eva a message before she passed, I would tell her this: Girl, you are pure inspiration. You are a true hero. Your attitude and strength and positive outlook is humbling. I pray you will be happier and breathe FREE soon! The courage you display makes me want to be a better person.

  • ur the most koolest person.. i wish i cud hve meet u :( even though i hve not known u since now.. it feels like i hve been with u for a long time now... we all love u r.i.p

  • god bless you

  • How very very sad. I just watched the CBC documentary and then found this video. My heart goes out to Eva's family and friends. Eva, sending love, love, love and more love to you. You will not be forgotten.

  • wow i cant imagine if it were me sitting there doing this blog, she is such a strong beautiful woman, god bless r.i.p

  • We love you too Eva

  • God, this makes me so mad.

    And I know that she would not have wanted for anyone to be mad over it, but I can't help it

  • I'm crying right now.

    This is the only thing of hers that I've seen, but oh my gosh, it is so touching.

    xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

  • I love you!

  • So, love is the meaning of life?

  • Love! Thank you Eva, I will see you one day in Heaven!

  • wow this is so sad, RIP eva...you are in God's hands now..you are a beautiful angel dear

  • I cried so much..... So much harder than I have in a long, long time..

    I'm glad she's in a better place now.

    She was a great girl..

  • I can't wait to meet you in Heaven someday, Eva. My hero. Live Life then Give Life. <3 Love.

  • i am crying so hard right now

  • This is one of the braves & most beautiful contributions to the human race I have ever seen! In that we all pass at some point this is just a visual testimony to the strength of acceptance we all must come to with our own mortality. I pray that I have an OUNCE of the strength & grace that Eva showed in her final moments. Until then I will live with a purpose and increased strength in part thanks to her.

  • Truly heartbreaking, may Eva rest in peace and God help her family get through this tragic time.

  • I didn't know about Eva until she had already passed away... I still miss her in some way. What an inspiration, rip and breathe easy.

  • @lublyannaline

    how did she past away?

  • @Mystros37 She had an infection and CF and fought for so long.

  • Im the same boat now Eva, just waiting for the last couple of days to pass. I will see you soon dear Angel.

  • @codysheets May the transition be peaceful - a safe journey for you.

  • Eva was a remarkable girl, and what support she had. Her parents and sister are right there with her - every bit as brave as she was. This is the true meaning of family.

  • I wish I knew her.

  • One of my dearest friends is also batteling CF and we prey for a better out come for her, Eva is quite an inspiration. RIP Eva keep smiling from Heaven xoxo

  • her face is like an angel...no wonder God called her home that early...she belonged up with the angels...she broke my heart totally...I wish I knew her to write something to her...she is an amazing person....

  • Heartbreaking. Eva seems like a very strong and sweet girl. Good luck to all her friends and family dealing with this loss.

  • Wow that's tough God Bless your family and friends, my prayers are with you.. <3

  • I dont know what to say but I cried, and my heart goes out to you.

  • We lost someone to CF two years ago. I did not know you but I wish I had. Rest in peace, amazing girl. Breathe Easy Eva. love love love love love love love. Thank you for your story and for your inspiration.

  • I cried watching this. I lost my sister in 2003.

    Eva, you are an inspiration to all who have read your story and seen your videos. THANK YOU for sharing and for reminding us how life is so precious!

    Like someone commented before..... It's impossible not to love you! =)

    Please tell my sister I love her and miss her everyday.

  • .Eva. Your stonger then anyone i have ever new! You are a huge inspiration to me and so, so many other people in this huge world. Eva we will all be joining you one day. I thank you so much for your courage and strength You are a true HERO.!! RIP

  • To the family, I understand the pain you are going threw, my cousin passed Dec. 6th 2000, I wish I would have came accross this earlier because I would have sent a letter or something. My heart and tears go out to you guys and I will be praying for you. May, the love she had make this trying time easier for you! God Bless, feel free to send me a message at any time!

  • i guess they are her parents....omg .. god bless you all

  • you are the most beatiful spirited strong brave incredible people i have ever witnessed meeting .i love you you are an inspiration to people that may be going through something similar ...i cant type from vryin i have too stop now i will ptay every day and think of your strong dspirit and try to instiil that bravery into my son thank you love jimmy

  • I just read about Eva on AOL and I had to see this. It is so heart wrenching but so beautiful to see this. I wish nothing but long happy lives for the rest of her family. What a treat I'm sure it was to have had her while you had her. Loss is so hard to deal with, but how can you not take joy in how she turned out and spread the wonderful message of love to the world. Cheers to you Eva. Tell my dad I miss him :)

  • I never knew this women, but all I can say is that she is amazing.

  • We'll all be joining you, Eva. Leave the light on.

  • It takes one's real courage to come out with something so true and touching.

    You've been a remarkable person, Eva. And I'm sure you still are in the place you are right now. From time to time we need to be reminded of our weaknesses as human beings and our mission in learning how to become closer to God through love.

    You are my best example now.

    love love love, kid. You've been great.

  • Thank You

  • Rest in peace, Eva. May all the blessings of love follow you and your family.

  • this is so heart breaking, RIP I know you're in a better place.condolences to friends and family.

  • You were an incredible person. So brave, with so much more courage than I could ever dream to possess. You are in our hearts and our minds, with love, always.

  • @FunnyJoe100 you need to grow up. and whether you want to admit it or not, you're not funny, as your user name suggests. get a life.

  • The greatest thing you will ever learn is to love and to be loved in return!

  • I wish I had heard about her while she was still alive, I would've loved to be one of the many people who told her how inspiring she and her story are. What's a beautiful soul. I'm glad she can now breathe easy.

  • Strength to your family!

  • this is the most heartbreaking thing i have ever seen.

  • This video was posted on February 11. She says in this video that she only has about 2 days to live. She died on March 27.  So, she lived for another 7 weeks after this video?

  • what a brave person! i cant imagine how she did not get the lungs...

  • @OneManCartoon she got lungs but her body eventually started rejecting them.

  • we do eva, we love you.

  • RIP my condolence to you & your family!

    Why is it the Good people like you / her die frist its never fare :( !!.

  • Hello, I am a recent friend of yours. All I can give is the love I have learned from Jesus because there is nothing much left of whatever there was to me before Him. I will be praying for you and your family in this time. May God be with you.

  • What strength and conviction. We should all be proud to go to the next life with such optimism.

  • i love you

  • wow... shes beautiful R I P eva =/ u will always live on now u can breathe easy

  • Rest well, Eva.

  • This was posted on my birthday :(

    So so so heartbreaking. She was way too young.

    But she changed so many peoples' lives.

    Thank You, Eva. Love you.

  • I'm so sad and lonely cos one of the greatest person I saw here is deceased last week ! And I did see the documentary this week about her life and I have a lot admiration for that special young woman ! R.I.P. dear sweet Eva, which your family and friends a lot of condolence ! I willnever forget you !

  • Rest in peace 65Redroses.

    You will, 'cause you seemed to be a very brave and wonderful woman! Your family and friends may be proud to have had such a beautiful friend, daughter, sister!

    Have a nice journey, Eva!

  • Requiescat en pace...

  • RIP dear

  • rest in peace, eva! :(

  • So brave. She will be able to breathe easier now. She is on the other side as my brother is. I pray for her friends, family and all those who loved her.

  • Breathe easy, Eva <3

  • Rest in peace Eva, love is the only thing that matters, you were soooooo right, you got it right! Lord bless Eva's family what a blessing she was to them and all the friends that had the privilege to know her. Eva you are Love, that is what you left behind and that is what people will miss, until you meet again. xoxox

  • Rest dear Eva. Breathe Easy.

  • rest in peace eva..... you are LOVE.

  • [*]  R.I.P [*]

  • :( Rest In Peace Eva...

  • Eva you have your new lungs now...you can breathe without sufferings now..you dont need to catch your breathes anymore. You will always be remembered. Though I am sad ... On the other hand I am happy for you because I know you are not in pain anymore. I love You!

  • I can belive. She was the most powerful girl I ever saw.

    Thank you Eva for everything that you did.

    We love you, even now, when you there, in heaven.

    Be with us always.

    We won't stop loving you ever!

    Love, from Poland.

  • RIP Eva!

    thx for sharing ur life with us!

    love love love <3

  • She died this morning. She was such an inspirational person. Breath easy, Eva.

  • R.I.P. Eva...

    now you can breath easy.

    Thanks to share you're life with us

    much power and love to the family

    She'll live in our hearts

  • She has moved me so much. Thank you Eva. I will miss you without really knowing you.

  • R.I.P. Eva...

  • Good bye Eva :( sleep peacfully....

  • RIP Eva. <3

  • you're a beautiful person, such an inspiration.

  • Thank you.

  • "Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom." - Proust

    your words are more permanent for me than memory and inspire me to love and be loved.

  • Red Roses Eva, dear bunny:)....

    Mayby You say that it's impossible, but I love you sweaty. Eva be fight I believe that every will be fine....Beautiful girl we don't want to lose you!!!!

    Kisses:* Squeezes and power for U from me...Daria Poland....I think of you

  • My heart is beeting stronger because of U ... Beutiful girl ... I want you to be strong ... dont give up !! I hope that U Eve will be fine ... I pray for that ... best wishes ... from Bartek with love ... from Poland ... keeep doing it U are angel !!!!

  • I apologize for all the mistakes but I do not know English well.

    watched it when I cried. I do not know what to say ... . I will miss you ... You were very strong. Although this is the end, I will support you until the end ... just like the rest of the world ...

    Alex from Poland ...

  • im not religious, but im praying for you eva. i became an organ donor after i watched your documentary. i wish everyone who saw it would do the same.. what a difference we could make.

  • guys, eva's still here. send her LOVE. send her PRAYERS. i have a feeling her work, her love on this planet is not done.

    love you eva!!!

  • member my lov u..EVE

  • Maybe a dumb question, but is Eva gone now ? If so is the case I hope you have it better now. We all can se you hard breathing and trouble to talk. I hate this disease......

    /Villilja adault with cf, transplanted in 1995

  • Hey Eva...

    Thank you for being you

    You are such a blessing and inspiration..

    You will be missed, but you legacy (can you call it that?) will be carried on...

    You will be remembered always.

    My blessings to you and you Family.

    hugs from a friend t:-)

  • Hi, Eva. I have seen you in the paper today...I was wondering how you've been...you are an amazing creation with amazing family and friends that surrounds you! You are blessed in some ways to have these wonderful people around you! I'm going to miss u!!!

    Today is my birthday....and I wish for my birthday for a miracle to happen for you to have a second chance in life!

    Although I can't be there beside you Eva, I want you to know that you are always in my heart and will always will! I LOVE YOU!

  • Eva, you are so strong... Your journey is a love lesson for everybody. I'm gonna miss you...

  • Eva, there is still hope, still a glimmer of light just waiting to shine on you and give you back your life. You have the most beautiful spirit... I'm praying for you everyday. I remember sparkly makeup, the red dress that suits you amazingly, giggling, cuddling, and just being. This isn't the end, keep fighting! There is a huge Legacy of Eva, the fight will never end. I just want you to know we will keep fighting for you and CF. I love you very much. Sending snuggles, kisses, my love. B

  • Goodnight Sweet Princess

  • Eva, you make me so brave.

  • Kina said how wonderful and kind you are. It's sad seeing such an amazing girl go. enjoy the last few days you have on the earth, :)

  • Love you,

    kina was so right about you being amazing, and, there is so much love surronding you, and some of the love surronding you is mine, you are such a insperation and I follow ur live journal to see how ur doing

    I love you, yours forever,

    -Dakota

  • Eva, it's awful to see you go. As Kina told me your a very bright person, with happyness and smartness.

    I want you to know, everyone loves you <33

  • Where are you my dear girl?

    I was very worried about you. Speak up, please...

    My heart breaks with sadness...

    Zbyszek

  • Wow - you are an amazing young and courageous woman! Thank-you for sharing your journey with the world!

  • Goodnight Sweet Princess...

  • You are the most amazing person I've ever seen! You are beautiful and full of great energy woman ! I've posted a love card for you and I hope I'll reach you soon!

    <3

  • Brave girl

  • as messenger iam sending You 42 more roses from other side. i was there, and i got back, but i dont want to talk about it now.

  • Hello! It's not over!!!!!

    You are strong, beauty and god love you !!!!

    I will be hold thumbs ....

    sylwia from Poland

  • Hello! It's not over!!!!!

    You are strong, beauty and god love you !!!!

    I will be hold thumbs ....

    sylwia from Poland

  • rest well eva. Myself and my furry canine children wish you nothing but love love love for your final days. <3

  • My cousin in Poland has been captivated by your story and has obviously spread the word around, based on all these responses!

    I am sending you love and best wishes from Northern Ontario.

    *hugs*

  • Why won't they put you in an oxygen tank ? lung transplant ? provide mucus thinners ? What good is medicine if they can't do anthing to save your life?

  • If it were so simple...

  • They do have her on oxygen. That tube in her nose puts in oxygen. She will go up and down with her health. SHe is a brave young woman holding tight onto life. I hope soon her next video will be of her smiling and speaking of her third chance at life.

  • Hi Eve I'm Polish and I want to tell you that everything will be fine. You are beautiful and strong woman who must live on. I pray to God to give you faith and health.

    I love you

    Tomash

  • All my prayers are with all the friends and family!!!

  • I will pray for you. May God be with you.

  • I love you, too, Eva !

    You are an incredible strog person..

    I wish I could help you somehow, I pray for you, with the strong hope, You will survive.. I wish so much, you could get better.. I am crying watching your vid, i really can't handle this injustice :( you are struggeling while other people are throwing their lives away :(..

    Please, hold on, don't give up !! Try to believe, that you will survive! I am wishing you all the strenght and power and health i am able to !!!

    You are amazing!!!

  • I pray you get better.

  • I hope that a miracle will happen.

    baaartek08 from Poland.

  • So,do I.

  • Greatings from Poland :*:*:*

  • On behalf of the UBC medicine class of 2012, I want to thank-you for this touching video. Thank-you for sharing your courage with us, you are truly an inspiration for us future healthcare professionals. God bless.

  • I love you very, very much Eva, I won't forget you to the end of my life, to the end of my love :*:*

    If somebody ask me about how I think love could look like, I'll imagine you

    Blessing from Polska

    I hope we'll meet someday, love you :*:*

  • The whole world loves you. You are a person who has a lot of changes among patients. We believe in miracles. Do not give up. A lot of heart and love from Poland. We are proud of you

  • Marcin Gliński- Eva... For ever in my heart

  • You are a beautful gift to the world, I will love more and be loved more because of you xxxxxxxxx prayers from New Zealand

  • it's hard to watch you, saying such sad words... i still cannot believe it.

    but the best thing is, you've made something hugely important, something amazing: you've changed people. and you will, endlessly, even after one, two, ten years. you're making the history. you're an inspiration. you're an example. you're a role model.

    we still believe in you.

    lots of love,

    A.

  • We`re with you, don`t give up.

    You are very brave and amazing!

    I believe in God and I will pray for you

    Michael from Poland

  • don't give up, girl!! we're with you!!

    Lukasz and my family from Poland.

  • you are amazing! love from Poland.

  • Evo nie poddawaj się,bądz silna

  • Don't give up Eva ! We believe in You...

    from Poland.

  • be strong, that's all I can say. we're with you.

    Ewa from Poland

  • Eva we love you !

  • Ewa nie poddawaj się.

  • Ewo nie poddawaj się. Wraz z całą moją rodziną modlę się o to by Bóg pozwolił Ci cieszyć się jeszcze ziemskim życiem.

  • ewa trzymaj się wszystko w rękach BOGA pozdrawiam.

  • Ewo bądź silna nie podawaj się walcz jesteśmy z tobą

  • Poland belive in you, don't give up!

  • Eva, we are with you in Poland. You take care and don't give up! We love you! This interview which told about yours disease and yours friends, was very inspiring. You must be strong, you have family near to you, and your frends and us, which wish you return to health!

  • Pozdrawiam!!! Trzymaj się !

  • Trzymaj się.