Well, this is my vent about the incident I told you guys about on the Forum. I've been working on this little by little. Every time I thought about it and it got to much, I vidded it out.
This is the result.
I was actually a little scared by what I've created here...It seems a little dark for my usual ethereal self, you know? But I am proud of it all the same. Speed bumps and all.
@FantasiesGhost - without me life would be very boring indeed D: *snug snug snug snug* loooove yooooooou. Hope everything is better, especially now it's vidded out. Best way to do it too :) Turn it positive! <3
In fact, the same night I posted this, he talked to me.
I saw him at the Pub and he pulled me to one side and laid on the apologies. In other words, I can finally let it go. Completely.
I was also able to say to him I forgive him. I know what he did was very VERY wrong, and neither of us are denying that, but I also know he's been a better friend over the years than he has ever hurt me. That means more to me than this.
He hurts me again though, and my Ifrit comes out to play.. XD
See, I get audio with 380p but not 480p like I did earlier. Stupid Screwtube.
Anyway, basically, without going into detail; someone hurt me. Physically hurt me. But he's been ignoring me since the incident, and he won't give me a chance to forgive him. It's almost like I have hurt him...and that upset me.
Since he won't let me forgive him, this video is my way of saying I'll move on without you.
If you really want to know more, PM me. But I warn you... it's not nice.
I don't really understand what happened, but.... I feel so sorry for you..... really, I don't like this thing ._. maybe no one can understand you, here, but, even if it is the worst thing to say now.... I really, really love the video..... so full of emotion..... forgive me, my dear
This is just simple... OMG! The sound didn't work, but I opened up another tab and turned the song on and it was good! I really like this video and the emotion portrayed. :DD
The sound *should* be back. I had to dispute it to get the audio back. Youtube was obviously being all crappy and slow... as usual. Yay. *Unimpressed face*
Wanna make me cry? You did it! But in a good way, great work! Love it q.q
KayaXNinashi 1 year ago
Whats the story? D=
AngelaCheerOfGaia 1 year ago
I love the song, and the video fit perfectly!! And it did finally work at a lower resolution :)
benejeserit 1 year ago
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i hope you feel better soon..but this is truly beautiful video.
-huggles-
paranoiamoon13 1 year ago
I can relate your situation to the video, its really pretty and I 100% understood it *huggles you better*
xSeeraAi 1 year ago
Well, this is my vent about the incident I told you guys about on the Forum. I've been working on this little by little. Every time I thought about it and it got to much, I vidded it out.
This is the result.
I was actually a little scared by what I've created here...It seems a little dark for my usual ethereal self, you know? But I am proud of it all the same. Speed bumps and all.
*Huggles you back* What would I do without you?
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
@FantasiesGhost - without me life would be very boring indeed D: *snug snug snug snug* loooove yooooooou. Hope everything is better, especially now it's vidded out. Best way to do it too :) Turn it positive! <3
xSeeraAi 1 year ago
Absolutely.
In fact, the same night I posted this, he talked to me.
I saw him at the Pub and he pulled me to one side and laid on the apologies. In other words, I can finally let it go. Completely.
I was also able to say to him I forgive him. I know what he did was very VERY wrong, and neither of us are denying that, but I also know he's been a better friend over the years than he has ever hurt me. That means more to me than this.
He hurts me again though, and my Ifrit comes out to play.. XD
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
Do you feel like you wronged someone? The video is so emotional T_T
btw. weird, no sound at 360p, but there is sound at 480p.
duVillage 1 year ago
See, I get audio with 380p but not 480p like I did earlier. Stupid Screwtube.
Anyway, basically, without going into detail; someone hurt me. Physically hurt me. But he's been ignoring me since the incident, and he won't give me a chance to forgive him. It's almost like I have hurt him...and that upset me.
Since he won't let me forgive him, this video is my way of saying I'll move on without you.
If you really want to know more, PM me. But I warn you... it's not nice.
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
I don't really understand what happened, but.... I feel so sorry for you..... really, I don't like this thing ._. maybe no one can understand you, here, but, even if it is the worst thing to say now.... I really, really love the video..... so full of emotion..... forgive me, my dear
littlerinoayumei 1 year ago
It is the right thing to say, as by venting I always hope to make something beautiful out of something, usually, not so beautiful.
They say: "The most beautiful things come out of the coldest minds". I hope my venting lives up to that...and it seems it has. ^_^
Thank You for commenting lovie. It means the world to me, it really does. *Hugs*
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
Fantastic work. I like the song. Really pretty
TifaLockhart64 1 year ago
Thank You lovie. It's a gorgeous song, and very fitting for this vent. ^_^
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)
rimakusukusu1995 1 year ago
Thank You. ^_^
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
This is just simple... OMG! The sound didn't work, but I opened up another tab and turned the song on and it was good! I really like this video and the emotion portrayed. :DD
PippaCullen 1 year ago
The sound should be working for this one now. I had to dispute it to get the audio back and sometimes it takes a while. -_-'
I'm glad you enjoyed it though. It means a lot to me that you do.
*Hugs*
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
NO SOUNDS =[
whoops caps
PrincessGarnetXVI 1 year ago
Everyone seems to have no sound, but I do. T_T
The sound *should* be back now though, if you watch it now. I had to dispute it to get the audio back and sometimes it takes a while. -_-'
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
*hopes you will re-upload it*
duVillage 1 year ago
No sound?
Try watching it now lovie. The sound *should* be back. I had to dispute it to get the audio back and sometimes it takes a while. -_-'
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
Where's the SOUND! ;w; This is madness! ;m; It seems extremely sad though. (.___. )
BabyFantasiaxx 1 year ago
Try watching it now lovie. The sound *should* be back. I had to dispute it to get the audio back and sometimes it takes a while. -_-'
And yeah. It makes more sense with the audio.
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
This is a truly beautiful video. The text and coloring is fabulous.
VivaEve 1 year ago
Thank You lovie. I'm glad I was able to make something positive out of something negative. ^_^
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
I need sound D:
xSeeraAi 1 year ago
Try watching it now lovie.
The sound *should* be back. I had to dispute it to get the audio back and you know how sometimes Youtube can be slow... RAWR.
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
I hear no sound... D:
SacridiaDarque 1 year ago
Try it now lovie.
The sound *should* be back. I had to dispute it to get the audio back. Youtube was obviously being all crappy and slow... as usual. Yay. *Unimpressed face*
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago
Wow. That was honestly beautiful. I love how alot of emotion can be seen that's also been put into it ^^
I also love the song. One of absoloute favourite bands :)
*likes + faves*
CrimsonSquadRecorder 1 year ago
Sound is gone >_> But it is still a very beautiful video. I hope whatever it is gets better.
xDemonicxNightmarex 1 year ago
If you try to watch it not it *should* be back.
I had to dispute it to get the audio back and sometimes it takes a while. -_-'
Anyways, I'm glad you like the video. And so do I. This is my first step towards overcoming it. ^_^
Thank You for commenting.
FantasiesGhost 1 year ago