Post Secret

[StickingMyNeckOut]

I'm scared that I'll just fade away. I have no ambitions, no goals except writing. And that in itself is ridiculous. I'm a failure and I'm scared I'll disappear without feeling love.

[bleachbleachbleachgo]

My Secret: I dont tell people why im sad cuz im scared theyll think its not a big deal, and think im stupid for being sad. so i keep it all inside, i have no one to talk to .

[bleachbleachbleachgo]

My Secret: I dont tell people why im sad cuz im scared theyll think its not a big deal, and think im stupid for being sad. so i keep it all inside, i have no one to talk to .

[casinocolours]

My Secret: I want to die, every day of my life's a struggle, but one thing carries me forward and it's her, she doesn't even feel the same but even knowing she's just my friend pulls me through

[GuitarMotorRipper100]

I just think id'e be better off dead. I have no real friends. And every person that's ever loved me iv'e ignored. No one really ever gives me a chance. I'm a huge failier and i've always been that way. From the start of Kindergarten to where i am today (2nd year of high school) it's just sucked and I wonder when it's gonna get better. I don't think it ever is.

[jocebrooke2]

i am so sick of crying that when i do cry i cry harder at the fact that im crying. its a vicious cycle that seems to last forever, and it happens every night.

[MichaelJGirl1]

I fake every smile and laugh in school I fake every laugh because I'm afraid people will make fun of my real one I fake every smile because I don't know how to unless I'm smiling and don't know it because of what I'm staring at

[EclairLovesSelGomez]

my secret: everytime i watch one of these, i post a secret that isn't mine. except this time.

[Kairi100TheReal]

3:46 .. I cried

[CloverUnderfield]

I understand that i have to share you with alcohol but please stop getting mad when i get jealous.

[huggableCUPCAKE]

There's so many other people who have heart break other than me, I'm so sorry :(

[Kaz2y5showersnaked]

4:05 I'm convinced there will be a day I speak to you again. I hope I'm wrong because you're no longer the goofy kid who was my best friend. Not even close...

[EclairLovesSelGomez]

my secret: the day m favorite person hugged me was the happiest day of my life. i miss them.

[deyoyo15]

00:45 at least he hides the bottles for his kids not to see. Some Dad's really don't care. :/...........

[The23rdBest]

I have way too many secrets to fit on a single post card, so instead I read post secrets to see how many would be like mine.

[StumpingGrounds]

Nice picks, I cried when I read the one that said "This is the guitar pick I broke playing the love song I wrote for you at the gig you were too busy to come to" ... post secret and five secrets help so many people.

[StumpingGrounds]

Nice picks, I loved the one about the poem on the dollar bill... post secret and five secrets help so many people.

[eleventhousandfour]

I absolutely love 3:52

[JOEbro001]

My secret: I'm in love with my first love. We broke up a year ago. I was teasing him and he said " I still love you as a sister" that was the only time he said I love you to my face, I hope he'll look at me like I do him.

[twiggy120]

My secret: I turn everything bad in my life into jokes. People think I am really funny.

[1andonlyalice]

@twiggy120 same :/ 

[Summerlvr19]

My secret: I wish to runaway as far away as possible from here!!!

[faulkersonhunter]

my secret i think that my girlfriend is going to break up with me for her best friend or mine cause she loves them more then me and it been a year and i really do love her is this stupid to think or not

[xamenities]

Sometimes, I envision myself as her.

Even though your relationship with her ruined our friendship, I love you so much that I'd be willing to sacrifice everything I am to be with you.

I hate myself for it.

[chucknorrisrox126]

I'm in love with my best friend, he's a guy BTW.

[loudpurplehair]

everytime I hear a key in the communal front door I wish it was you coming to tell me you love me and want to be with me.

[abcdefgy0]

my secret: I have sex with my boyfriend so he'll stay with me. I'm only 15

[iloveelf349]

Everyone, even people who don't know me will look at me and see me as an innocent, smart girl who would do nothing wrong. But I cheat, steal, and lie. Excessively. I lie to myself and I'm scared of judgement. I had to create an account just to say this so that no one will know it's me. I can't stop. I can't admit it. I want help.

[Canadianbookworm]

My secret: I can't wait for the day that I finally

find the courage to kill myself.

~ happy owner of anorexia, depression and self harm.

[BlinkiLightBoys]

I share so many of these secrets or ones that are similar; I just wish someone would know or care to ask.

[chillikid93]

3:00 ... Nuff said

[Buddies4ever1027]

I hold the title of "the most positive, happy person I know" by *hundreds* of people.

They don't know I cut myself

Cry myself to sleep every night

or attempted suicide several times.

I fake every smile and every laugh because i don't want anyone to know how much i hate myself.

[madasrabbits06]

god every time i watch one of these videos i end up bawling. no matter how hard i try not to i just cant help it.

so here is my secret for the world to read...

It took my dad's stroke on thursday to show me how much i love him and how much i would miss him if her were gone. I dont want to have to live through that moment of terror where we didnt know if he was okay ever again.

[jessikagurl101]

Lately, my mom has been giving me half-hearted one-handed hugs. I don't think she knows how much it hurts me.

[xEzraxEnvyx]

My secret:

Every time you don't say "I love you, too," I want to colapse to the ground in tears. I smile and pretend like nothing happened. Just like nothing ever will.

[ThePsychoDetective]

I don't know who I am.

[Bifyful]

0:31 is my favorite:)

[haja808]

secret: I'm so scared of getting old that I would want to die before I turn 30 if I wasn't so terrified that I would go to hell

[KaitSays]

My secret: I gave up on myself when he gave up on me, and I wish he would just leave so I don't have to hate him for it.

[alwaysandforever0418]

my secret : i often wonder why we stopped talking, and id give anything to be able to call you my best friend again.

[H0RSECRAZYx32]

@alwaysandforever0418

we have the same exact secret.

[alwaysandforever0418]

my secret : i often wonder why we stopped talking, and how id give anything to be able to call you my best friend again.

[tatulover2120]

my secret:its almost like god doesnt want me to have friends....they all end up moving away or forget me....J.B,C.B,R.M,J.H,S.D,J.D,­B.T,S.H,G.L (Innitials of friends that i never see anymore that i wish i did)

[Marvelousmads]

reading secrets about love makes me feel blessed for the strong love i have, yet i cant help but think "did he send that card?"

[prettyawesomegymnast]

1:03 , yes

my secret: I NEED him in my life.

[Mooseyxoxo]

My secret: I love him so much. The fact that he's cheating breaks my heart. I dont say anything because i know if i do, i'll loose him.

[raylovers7]

My secret: im in love with him. but he thinks im over it. he already moved on. i tried.

[needlesXandXangels]

@raylovers7 You aren't alone, trust me, you aren't alone

[ShadowDaPk]

My Secret: I act like I'm ready to move past childhood and my teenage years, but I'd really want for nothing more than to redo my entire life.

[KatoCain]

My Secret:

I don't really love her. I just like her as a freind.

[PowleyProductions]

my secret:

i'm scared someday the real me will find it's way out, and i wont be able to stop it, and it will show the world me...

[jessikagurl101]

I feel broken beyond repair.

[chmbtchnawt]

2:43

[xxdanceitout]

Secret:

I'm afraid to go to school because i'm afraid that everyone will hate me (even my friends) and no one will talk to me. I act like im happy...but im really not.

i know it seems silly but its true i dont like to wake up in the mornings.

[frostks]

i feel the same way sometimes.

[flip4life42]

My Secret:

I chose the wrong person. I left the right one and chose the runner up. And I know i can never fix it

[raylovers7]

my secret:

I'm in love with my best friend, Ray. He told me we would never happen, and now im dating someone else, and i love him too. But I'm scared that I will never get over my best friend. No matter how much I lie to myself.

[StephTwitsandTubes]

My Secret:

I miss you when you don't chat me online. I love it when you do. I hate you because you hug others and not me. If that is so, don't even talk to me...it hurts too much. I dunno if you are a lie or not. I like you as a friend, I also hate you because you are my friend.

[EternalMagg0t]

My secret: I hate that when I tell my mom I'm upset, she usually responds with "Let me get your pills". I didn't say I have a headache, mom. It's comments like this that motivate me to prove that I don't need drugs to be happy.

[jessikagurl101]

I don't hate you. I believe that I could never hate anyone as much as I hate myself.

[CaughtintheSnowstorm]

My secret:

For a really long time I loved someone I can't have. I've let him go, but there will always be a small part of me that wonders "What if".

I like someone I could have, but I know I'm not good enough for him.

I've never told either of them how I feel and I dont plan to, because I'm afraid they will just confirm what I already know to be true.

[monkeey3]

Secret:

I know its not her fault but because my mom is in the militay she has missed out on so much of my life. and i Hate her for it.

[freethepeople100]

I'm screaming inside more than not.

[n0time2spare]

3:46

That's the most heartbreaking thing I've ever read.

[minxb89]

my secret:

I love life.. though mine is far from perfect.

I have the same fears most people do. like everyone- I can relate easily to most post secrets I've read. I know life is not easy, and it takes alot to come out with both fists swinging.. but despite all the problems and turmoil in the world, I am happy to just be ALIVE. The prospect of living, makes me happy.

but I can never talk about this, or even act optimistic. Because everyone I know is miserable and will get pissed off.

[lucainana1994]

im terrified to die before i can accomplish something in life that can make a difference. im also terrfied to die because it is now that i have two plp to live for, before i could careless but now they show me that life is worth living its worth trying to make a difference and not to give up

[nopshere]

0:42- my problem :(

[xenopheno19]

to the writer of 1:16 , or to whom it may concern:

yes, of course.

[jessikagurl101]

I'm not really scared of dying. But I am scared of dying before I've actually had a chance to live my life.

[itslongforgotten]

My secret:

I gave up the chance when my ex wanted to reconcile.

Now I'm afraid I'd live every single moment of my life regretting.

[donnasdirtydancer3]

my secret.

I hate and love my mother.

Im terrified of becoming just like her.

[ThatHippyKid123]

@donnasdirtydancer3  completely understand

[migget159]

I wish the post secret guy would come speak at my school.

[thebeaversinthebag]

my secret- I only remained friends with you because your mom made me feel like i had a purpose.

basically

i was only friends with you bc i liked your mom

[EhEhEleanor]

my secret

i had my chance to tell you how i felt, i let it slide because i realised, noone could ever love someone like me, the pretty girl always get the guy, not the one who sits alone.

[chikritolni]

thank you...really, thank you!

[moviesontherun]

my secret*

im afraid im going to turn into my uncle, the bum of the family

[neverequalled]

i can relate to no end- you ever want to talk, you let me know. i know exactly what your feeling at this point in my life.

[ShuguProductions]

Most of these are really sad.

[idonotsuckeggs]

One secret: I always feel like Mr. Wickham from Pride and Prejudice. Vain, Pretentious, Cowardly, Weak.

[PeacepeoplesXD]

0:28, 1:01 such as my aunt and uncle, 1:12, 1:48, 1:56, 2:16, 3:31, 4:32 story of my life, 4:47 not for who i am truly at least.

[TheGiggles014]

1:17- I'll be your friend!

[PiNkLoLiPoPs]

My secret- I'm tired of feeling like I have to hide my emotions for fear of looking weak. I haven't cried since my grandmother died 8 years ago. I cried every single day for 8 months afterward, and I think I cried myself out.

[jessikagurl101]

i am curious to find out how often my phone will ring, once i move out.

[NL1zarazo]

everyday i wait for a phone call or text from him. i wish he thought about me as much as i thought about him...or even at all

[lovepatd]

my secret:

my dad told me that he loves my sisters more than me. now i'm afraid that that's how it will always be with the rest of the world

[chelseaburge]

do you still need a stranger?

[8Uberz8]

tell me... :)

[madasrabbits06]

@Buddies4ever1027 you should read the perks of being a wall flower. the protagonist sends letters to a person he has never met under the impression that he is a good listener. It's a fantastic book and it has helped me in many ways the past year.

[taluzar]

i cry when i watch post secret.. because im sad that people go through this stuff and have to keep it secret.. but im so happy that im not alone..

[Dessi66]

3:35 Whoever that post secret belongs to, i wish i could meet.

My gawd, i watch that show Every single day of my life and it Never gets old.

i own all ten seasons =)

[gottasnowboard06]

haha me too! :D

[beatnik8983]

@Dessi66 me2...love to be one of them..anyday..

[l0renaaa]

my secret: everytime i go to a store i steal something. i don't fear getting caught, i fear getting away with it. i feel invisible.

[singernpink2010]

my secret:

I try to do things like eat right and exercise and take care of myself. because i want to live a long happy healthy life. honestly, i have no idea how im going to do this for the rest of my life...

[kentuckykentucky22]

my secret;

everytime i feel genuinely happy,

i find myself wanting to do something that i know would pull me apart again.

[acuteanglesx3]

my secret-

my mom thinks im still in this serious relationship, so when she asks me about him i simply smile and say everythings fine,

then run to my room and cry.

[lilly1372]

my secret- sometimes I have secret fantasy of getting pregnant with my ex boyfriend and leaving him without telling him. so I could steal a piece of him like he stole a piece of me

[randomtwinkie94]

My Secret: I walk a lot and sometimes I walk out into the middle of a busy street.. wishing someone wasn't paying attention.

[7emple7on]

secret:

i cant remember how to laugh.

and looking back. i miss being alive

[stupidfuckvideos]

my secret; i was raped back in febuary, i didnt say anything because i thought i loved him. i know now that i don't & hes just an asshole. but i cant do anything now. i regret everyday not saying anything.

[Spazaroonee]

I completely understand.

I feel the same way.

[jessikagurl101]

exact same here

[rrjdrg]

Regret would only cause you pain, Moving on in life is the better thing to do...

[BrinaIsForReal]

i love him and now i dont no if i love the other guy i miss you baby and love you more than life i will always love MALCOLM DROSSE!!

[crazyliv92]

My secret-

I love you. Even though you probably would never reciprocate, I won't force you to because you are the first person in a long time that made me feel special :)

[tatulover2120]

I wish my life was like an anime show.

[BrinaIsForReal]

i love post secrets cuz it lets people no a secret that only a couple people no

p.s- my secret i love 2 people and want both of them one wants more than the other and i dont want more than our realashonship has please just come back and love me.....

[nettastar]

thats so sad :(

[TheRedHand7]

I want to believe in God so so much but I know that if he exists he is one sick bastard for putting her through the life that she has had.

[LandenPatrick08]

MY SECRET: I want my great grandmother to pass B4 I start my female to male transition this fall b/c I know this news alone could kill her that her grandaughter is a transman. and i'm her favorite great grand "daughter" Iv'e slowly distanted myself from her and it breaks my heart

[insainebeauty]

My secrets

-I hate my best friends

I- was a prostitute for 3 days.

[haylierae09]

I hate mine too.

[Mooseyxoxo]

I hate mine too. They dont get me.

[kzcvxjhcxb]

my secret?

i hate the military more than anyone or anything because of the lives taken,

and i've fallen in love with a soldier.

he has 15 confirmed kills.

we're getting married next month, and i couldn't be happier with him.

[DearLexie]

My secret:

Things my dad has done wrong:

-Missed my "Turkey Trot" race in 1st grade(which I won)

-Making me a strawberry birthday cake on my birthday (He forgot I'm illergic to strawberries)

What I will never forgive him for:

-Not inviting me to his wedding.

[sarahjf2007]

secret: as a personal trainer my job every day is to act happy, energetic, & positive which brings so much joy to my clients lives. nobody knows that I go home, crawl into my bed & cry because I think about ending my life every day.

[93logan]

secret-everytime i see two people of the same sex together,i automatically think they're gay..

[GretaJetta]

My secret-

i wish i could hug you once for every butterfly you gave me,

and i wish i had the courage to tell you that.

[CabbRiceGrain]

my secret-  i still cry.

[JustALilHoneyBee62]

3:47 gets me, everytime. .i wish there was something i could do

[bschalyss]

My Secret is thatI think of ways to kill myself, then I go to school and see those very few friends I have and forget all about it. And all I can say to them is thank you. I may act like a bitch, but you've save my life everyday without knowing it and I am forever grateful.

[CabbRiceGrain]

i saw your page..

you don't seem sad.

but it's crazy you are.

i know how you feel.

trust me.

[bschalyss]

yeah i dont seem sad, i dont like people knowing that i am. Im good at hiding it.

[ctftf2freak]

i totally know how you feel at night when i can't fall asleep i think of what a failer i am and then i think of ways to kill my self then i think of who would come to my funeral and all i can think of is my bro mom and dad no one else

[laurenbaybzz]

secret: i pretend so hard to be happy and im always smiling...because i dnt wanna be diffrent...

just 2bad evry1 beleves me.....

any advice?.. coment bac 2 my page if so

[DanceLoveBelieve]

1:19_ yes, ill be yours.

[thekilleramanda]

0:59 got me

[francess85]

I have a constant headache that just won't go away. It took this postcard to show me that it is quite literally all the feelings i hold in.

I told my mom i had bipolar disorder (and left out the minor clinical depression part) and she just waved it away saying that is something Americans made up to have more medicine for.

[ProblemsInNumbers]

this one has so many one that describe how i feel...especially right now the grandpa one, my grandma just died, she had a stoke and i only visited her once and she was asleep...i was too scared to go visit her again and see her like that and ive regretted it every second in the past month.

it just hurts so fucking bad

[jesslove13]

3:36 - i would too. <3. i love that show. (:

[papiiuenvy186]

my secret -

im scared that i'll die at a young age.

[slingo16]

my mom just told mark she doesn't love him. he doesn't know she's been seeing other people behind his back. im really going to miss him.

[ShanShanShanXO]

3:36 - I would too.

[sondraxcore]

1:54

[gabyluvscheese90]

3:02 made me well up.

even the most simplest things hit you the most.

[girliestgirl93]

.. me too.

[MonkeyMiniMe]

My secret?

I say horrible things about myself so other people can compliment me.

[UncleAndy814]

is there a reason that people never do anything about the problems in their life besides sending a post card to some guy who posts them on the internet?

[weirdo589]

Because they are afraid. And sometimes there is nothing to do. If you don't like it...then don't read the postsecrets.

[haylierae09]

Sometimes the secrets within us that need to be told can't be said because there is no one left to say them too.

[GoatCarte]

1:09

If you need to be thin for him to love you

then he'll never be worth it.

[EarthToTwilight]

my secret is...i think everyone who sends in a postsecret, and all the ppl who read them... we are all connected in a way. I feel close to you all. and i love it

[QnBCrtr09]

I might destroy my secret literally, but now I'm starting to think that what people would say is crazy at this moment is the BEST thing I could ever do for myslef.

[DevilsloverX]

Honestly,the only thing that keeps me from that gun in my fathers chest is knwing what eople would say afterwards about me.

[gottasnowboard06]

If you ever feel like going for that gun, please don't. A close friend of mine recently committed suicide, and the sadness and suffering left behind just isn't worth it. It's not fair for the countless people who care about you (more people care than you'll ever know). Never do something like that. It's the easy way out and it's unfair to those you leave behind. Trust me.

[GoatCarte]

You need to know and be sure of what you are doing.

Know how it will affect you and others.

Then decide.

[smileitssunday89]

0.37 is my favourite PostSecret of all time.

[kmac5846]

I love postsecret

[KGIRLLOL]

3:48 is awful.

[EarthToTwilight]

omg i know! i cried when i read that

[kyliebebe165]

oh aha thanks!!

[kyliebebe165]

Whats this song??

[gottasnowboard06]

In the description, but it's Hands on Deck by Waking Ashland :)

[CinderellaBella222]

4:12

[ToffeeBear15]

3:48 is so so sad...

[2008karenzoie]

3:48 made me cry..a LOT =(

[camperck828]

3:07 is from a dave matthews band song!!! Lie in our graves. amazing song! has anyone else found secrets that are song lyrics?

[steamyv]

1:52

[jolley89]

4:31

[JellyJerks]

Most of these i relate to, i seem like the life of the party, but certain days I want to die.

[BingoProductions]

The last one made me want to cry. It's so beautiful. I wish I felt that way.

[paigeboivin]

you used one twice

[Lia324]

I see me in some of these secrets.

[weirdo589]

We all do.

[xolivia18x]

i dont really understand the one at :50 because the picture looks like its of a pregnant woman, not an overweight person. am i missing something?

[whynotsosweet]

I have an eating disorder. sometimes I eat myself into oblivion, and look distended(?).

I don't know if you do, but for me, when holidays come around, I eat until I feel like I can't swallow another bite. My pants start to feel a little tight, I feel like I want to purge to make that go away. That is what that secret meant. To eat until you are over-full.

I hope that cleared it up, if not, message me.

[chocoholic169]

That happens to me, too, on :54.

But I don't throw up.

[GymChickXXX]

thank you

[tinaytinay]

2:36-2:39. i feel that too.

[ChenIsMe]

I cry myself, first time watching this video. The only one i've ever loved truly pretty much sent me this video. All i want is to just finally hold her and tell her how i feel.

Guess i'm still writin'

[BlinkPatrol]

I hope you told her.

[roxychalupa]

I cry at all of these Post Secret videos. I am such a baby.

[damlamelodi]

3:38, its all i ever think.

[GurnhillS]

03:36

i wish that too

i feel alone