My story on borderline personality disorder.

[spiritwoman45]

Wonderful. Just take one day at a time. I am so grateful for my husband who has stayed with me thru some very difficult times. I am both bipolar and bpd. I wish this on no one as too often I wish to end my life as it can be unbearable thank God for YouTube Talk therapy is ultimately essential. some days I talk to a mirror which is so helpful to force me to See me from outside myself ( hopefully that makes sense) say all that shit out loud eventually you may find yourself laughing at the craz

[46656100]

I'm about to start a relationship a BPD. It's not been long but so far she has been pretty consistent. She has by far the most disturbing life story of anyone I have met. I mean this chick has had some wild stuff done to her and has done crazy shit herself. I am just bracing myself for the symptoms. So please, someone tell me, how absolutely fucked am I about to be?

[lovetodrinkink]

i have BPD. its a living hell but i'm trying to get through each day slowly. i've had this disorder for a while but was recently diagnosed. i know how u feel. i feel like giving up some of the time. but i keep going because i don't want to hurt the ppl i love. their is hope. please keep going because you will get better. my case is severe but im still here because i feel like i need to help ppl in need. but you will fight this just like i am.

[iFightTillDeath]

if anyone needs someone to talk to, i'm here. i will listen. i know how you feel. you can trust me with anything. i promise. you can message me, or just comment on my comment, and i will message you my number.

[martymagee1]

It was panic disorder, clinical depression, PTSD, physical ailments without end! I was the life of life's party; now I isolate. Yesterday I was diagnosed with BPD. I cry with you and like you I feel that I've been here long enough. Therapy does not sound promising but I WILL try for the sake of my Grandson!

[solreymusic]

I'm am so proud of you. I love this video.

You are healing. You are finding your tremendous self worth.

And one day you will humbly own the fact that you are a diamond.

And you need no-one to remind you. You'll know it. Own it.

"Shine on you crazy diamond....." Pink Floyd.

xox

Sha-Ron

[prettyprep3]

thank you for sharing, I have been trying to understand why my friend is happy one minute and so angry the next, I have been observing him for sometime now and he shows almost 100% symptoms of bpd, I pray for him always I was about to give up the friendship but now I have decided to be there for him. I really care about him and I weep for him. God Bless you all.

[shelllj68]

thankyou for sharing. we are not alone, there are many of us living the nightmare that is BPD. I am on my journey to recovery after being wrongly diagnosed with clinical depression over 26 yrs ago, i can finally see a glimpse of light, that i may one day know what HAPPY is, and find out WHO I AM. peace to you <3

[adtown2]

Thank you for this well done video. It is re-assuring that you are not alone and there is a light at the end of the tunnel. So hard to believe you can come out the otherside. Just waiting for that day to come.

[ashley143559]

:(

[thisaccursedman]

There seems to be a highly unfortunate trend of people with mental health problems setting tear jerking videos about their disorder to the music of Evanescence. They should use Mike and the Mechanics or the Divine Comedy, just to add an ironic twist.

[hairyfatslobpig]

I have a good girlfriend who has been suffering for years. We are so close than in the middle of a nice evening she looks at me and says i hate you! That im 2 faced, etc etc...I have some social anxiety issues and when we drink or i go away she often does this to me. I or in face we always knew we were both out of the norm and somehow got comfort in each other. Just hurts when she goes from nice to so mean in a split second. I think i know now what she is going through. Nice video, thanks.

[Wotcher08]

Watch my video about dealing with Borderline. Good Video Though! :)

[MsAgnosticatheist]

No one is willing to stand by people like us. And what happens when you don't get better? I don't want to feel this pain anymore it hurts too much but I'm too afraid to kill myself. I want someone to save me because I can't save myself.

[calamityjenn1]

DBT Dialectical Behavior Therapy is what they tell me is very successful in treatmeant of this "disorder"...I start next week, I'll keep you up to date on how it works.....

[help4bpd]

for love and support for bpd, check out my channel<3

[pengpac]

there's just too much that time cannot erase!

[73kdt]

I've done it all the therapy, pills, drinking and sex and being totally out of control, being sectioned cause I tried to kill myself several times, the one thing I found, that has helped is exercise!! It helps me to control my moods a lot better and gives me a focus... I do understand your pain I feel it too at extremes!! And believe me I have lost everything in the past... Partners!, Housing, Money, Jobs, Family the lot!

[anziilizii]

Hii.. I know how you feel.. i was just like you but some one helped me out of it..Your missing Jezus Christ .. God.. in your life. God helped me out of it.. You have to believe and have faith.. (:

xx Ana

[shadowless1974]

You need Jesus in your heart to fill the emptiness and sadness that lies within your broken soul. Only He has the power to restore and resurrect all things that are dead! come on, He is waiting for you to reach out to Him.

[meric2]

EMOTIONFAGS, LEARN TO NOT EMOTION.

[c99fornia]

@meric2 lol... then we become antisocial and slowly torture you and any other innocent bystanders

[pvadertube]

This song and video from now on will help me find the words I need to understand myself.

To all of us: when we are feeling a 'mood', maybe we can all think of each other and gather our energies all over the world to help us overcome it and hum this song to ourselves so it serves as the link the binds us to help each other. Cause in all honesty, we truly know amongst all others what we feel.

Thank you and all be strong!

[mencot89]

Thank you for making this video.I understand now.Though maybe just a lil bit.But it opens my eyes..I never knew and understand a person can feel like that,so alone and abandoned.I would use this knowledge to identify people around me that may/may not have this disorder.After all,what everyone needs is for someone to reach out to them. =)

[sincity1961]

thnx this is excactly ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[lesleycchao]

i had a boyfriend once...hes a sociopath and borderline i told him i was worthless and he said i was priceless.....fall in love....it helps with borderline......alot....just pick the right guy and dont fall out. of love. thats happened. i was not a pretty sight when he dumped me.

[Zubiee19]

if anyone could see inside a person with bpd...i guess he would never eat again.

[ambullito]

I feel the same. Thanks for the amazing video. Hope, pray and dont worry.

[backfromthedarkalive]

This is an amazing and beautiful video. It moved me and all the images of the crying child, the pain goes deep but there is healing. I had the condition for a long time and it took recovery from addiction, therapy, lots of struggle and reading to heal and understand. To all who suffer, dont give up hope. There is help. Thanks for your courage in takng the risk to express how it feels. I pray you learn to love that child, she lives in you and is very beautiful.

[imnotlikeyou87]

@backfromthedarkalive Thanku for your encouraging words it gives me more hope. thankyou

[liliumnoir]

@backfromthedarkalive Can you really recover from it?

[backfromthedarkalive]

This is an amazing and beautiful video. It moved me and all the images of the crying child, the pain goes deep but there is healing. I had the condition for a long time and it took recovery from addiction, therapy, lots of struggle and reading to heal and understand. To all who suffer, dont give up hope. There is help. Thanks for your courage in takng the risk to express how it feels. I pray you learn to love and hold that child and dry her tears. She is beautiful and she lives in you,

[micckkyyyy]

how do you get help?

[imnotlikeyou87]

@micckkyyyy Through therapy. Do you live in australia?

[adurfa]

I was diagnosed wiht BPD 3 yrs ago, and immediately I quit going to counseling... But Im always mad. I am always angry an half the time never know why... I hate it

[imnotlikeyou87]

@adurfa I also have issues with anger like somedays Iam so angry and get scared because I have no idea why Iam. I show alot of anger to cover other emotions.I have been taught through therapy to get out of the situation thats making me angry even if its just for 10mins just to give yourself a break. Like I will put my ipod on high to block the world out so I can reset my mind. I really recommend therapy because I have come a very long way with it but I also understand its not for every1 goodluck

[SovereignBeing]

aedurfa - read vernon howards "The mystic path"

[DraculaCronqvist]

I know how you feel. I can relate to nearly anything you said, especially these feelings of being alone/abandoned, feeling intense hatred and fear. although I don't believe in god(s) or some other higher power or entity, sometimes I feel like being cursed.

[MyCrimsonTearsFall]

thank you..thank you...thank you...for uploading this. i have bpd too.... and ur video ive posted on my page, in hopes that someone will understand me....through your words...

thank..you....

[mzsexyclassy4lyfe]

thank you sooo much for posting this. i was diagnosed borderlin personality disorder and borderline OCD along with PTSD and i didn't know what bpd really was nor did i take the time to look it up. three years later here i am just decided to see what would possess someone to claim such a thing about me then i saw this posting and its 1000% true all i can do is cry i feel soo alone and i cant tell anyone the truth because they will think im just another psycho now i know the diagnosis is real

[imnotlikeyou87]

@mzsexyclassy4lyfe It is a very lonley and hurtful disease. Iam wary of who I tell the people in my family who I have told are supportive but that about all I have told. I wouldn't of come as far as I have if it wasnt for my therapists I highly recommend therapy I have been in it for just over 4yrs now and its really showing its pro's now, I do things now I would of ddo anything to avoid doing 2yrs ago. Good luck in the future

[TinkerBelle246]

@imnotlikeyou87 -its a DISORDER- diseases you catch from others you dont catch PBD just like you dont catch OCD or PTSD

[imnotlikeyou87]

@TinkerBelle246 I realise this. SORRY for using the wrong word

[TinkerBelle246]

@imnotlikeyou87 -sigh- im sorry =(  Ive just discovered that i might have BPD, my therapist even told me i have it, so ive been a little un-easy. Once again, sorry

[imnotlikeyou87]

@TinkerBelle246 Its all good. If you stick with therapy you will see good results

[froglovesnoone]

Thankyou for posting this video. I have a very close friend who is living with Borderline Personality Disorder. I see everything you describe in my friend, and your video has helped me to understand. I have cried a lot. I feel the pain my friend feels and I understand the pain you feel.

[imnotlikeyou87]

@froglovesnoone its great you are supporting her, having a someone there 4 you always helps alot.

[belleanna26]

Hey I no longer fit the critera after three years off therapy, it's so nice to hear of others who have come through the tunnel and are out the otherside like me. I was beginning to feel lonely lol lol!!! Keep up the good work, xxx

[imnotlikeyou87]

@belleanna26 Im trying 2 find the light again struggling but ive done it once so i guess ill do it again. I think your the only one ive come across that no longer fits the critera 2.

[Sexiicapricorn88]

I 2 suffer from this,

[ny92nd]

Thank you so much for sharing this, Yes I will be better too. the end of this rough road, I believe that these is freedom. I will get out from this broken my world someday .... just take time.... little by little I will be better..... I believe that way. Thanks a lot. xox

[imnotlikeyou87]

@ny92nd Having hope is the road 2 recovery. Good Luck in the furture you will beat it

[ny92nd]

@imnotlikeyou87 yes I wanna beat this. Thank you.

[dejiakuransama]

this said everything i couldn't. i showed your video my mom. she had begun to think i got rid of my BPD but all i did was learn to act normal. my mom wants me on anti-depressants until i start therapy this summer. thank you.

[imnotlikeyou87]

Not using your mask (pretending to be fine) becomes hard when thats what you are use to. Therapy is a great idea you just gotta learn to take your mask of in therapy. Glad to hear it helped you BPD is hell and people who dont have it have no idea what its like. Good luck

[Fredos386]

wow it is such a good feeling to see im not alone in this darkness..

[filzafaruk]

Gosh, you said everything I feel inside... today is a no day for me, i'm just in bed crying and I just wanted to explay what I feel, and you said it all in the video... thank you for that... be strong, never quit terapy, it's the best think we do and if you can try to be around the ones you love and love you back.

[imnotlikeyou87]

Thankyou for your comment. BPD is a really exhausting and painful disease.But there is hope i have just found out i no longer fit the criteria for BPD after just over 3yrs of therapy i still have some traits but iam getting better even though i dont think i have changed. I still have alot of therapy to go but im not in a hurry to stop going as my 2 therapists are the only ones that understand me.Anyway i was trying to say there is hope it does slowly get better good luck

[FlippoMind]

This video made me cry so hard... I know exactly how you feel, and I'm hesitant to say this but in a way it made me feel better to know that someone understands....

[0000Harmer]

You will get better :) You wouldnt have made this video If you werent already half way there in understanding the problems... Very good video, thanks for posting x