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  • this pain inside won't even allow me to SPEAK! not even a tear is allowed to BREAK ! Trapped in silence I'm PRAYIN to the Master ABOVE for some peace from the pieces of my life.... i WORDS can't express the CHAOS from within oh my MASTER release me from the demons within whom stare and criticize keepin me up all hours of the night My HEAVENLY Father SAVE me from his spell of despair MY KING Lift me far from here -

  • FREE me from this Cage of RAGE and replace it with you're Holy FIRE raise me from the DEAD bind up all that is EVIL from within SAVE me from the SLAVE I've been RESCUE ME from MY eternal GRAVE! Let me not linger in waste it is you're WILL i chase Let this pain NOT have dominion over me SAVE me from the fear my ELOHIM give me the strength to conquer the ENEMY from within I BEG of you my ETERNAL KING have mercy on this broken soul

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  • Hey I'm about to send u my rap to it :)

    

  • They say friends teach you what u wanna know, Enemys teach u wat u need to know, inject some numbing fluid in to my heart, Cuz these fukers fake man I Knew it from the start, I keep it real like an earthquake tearing earth apart, It hurt my momma when she birthed me, but It didnt hurt my pops when he cursed me, spilling blood on the floor like im thirsty, now these cats scared cuz I did them dirty, He claims to Have 9 lives I shot him with thirty's, killed this shit, sentence me to life BITCH

  • Sitting on the side of my bed, listening as I talk to myself inside of my head, Why cant I find any happiness, the picture is wrong, If I wrote a story of my life it would be fuken wrong, Maybe once I die I can remain a phantom, made my first mistakes like a sucker named Adam, with his bad bitch Eve, the snake had hate the moment they began to breath, I cant believe this shit is real, If I hadn't seen my birth video I would of fuken swear this shits unreal

  • Soldiers marching side by side Through this nation so full of pride Behind the smiles, a story hides A twisted tale built on lies Using our smile we close the blinds Once to war but never back again fighting ourselves to the bitter end It is a sad world for a life that's long Always searching for what went wrong, Our brothers in arms who fell at our side, who fought with us in the story of lies, We've made it home, we've made it home... But never made it back..
  • this canadian is well aware of the aliens, reptilians gunna kill all the middle class civilians, more than what you thought, the devils got a great plot, a conclusion which is started with the illusion of democracy, secret societies watchin me...... dont steal my lyrics just read em

  • @Drugernautt

    lol how many times can you rhyme "me" in your crappy lyrics bro, i mean not bad for a 9 year old but dam man stick to your day job

  • @christopher603 lol that's what I was thinking

  • cant say im walking, This bitter cold is to shocking, so still on deaths door im knocking.

  • Slipping into to depression, Should i keep gripping thats the qustion. On this life i hold on, But this pain feels wrong, I want it gone, Before it grabs ahold, onto my soul i sold, Down that winter cold path, so judge on me demons give me there wrath, as long i get my heart back, before it turn all black, cuz she took it from my chest, now im struggling my best, trying to put this dead love to rest, then i start to stress, drinking man im a mess, Still i keep on,Crawl and creep on,

  • Eversense i left my ex from the past, nothing never last cause love never lasted because it turn to drama but no baby mama drama so i really dodge a bullet cause child support is a pain in the ass. Its hard to find a new one especially coming from a abusive relationship/marraige but a single life was good who knows when that love be found

  • wow ..Da word " instrumental " is famous on youtube :O

  • gazing into the barell of an automatic with a full clip

    the clip is a friend whos relationship has been extended

    i caress the creveses how many bullets will it take to end it?

    depends if ur trynna end it quick or suffer for a minute

    hm the second choice doesnt sound bad but thinkin about death only makes me mad

    how many friends have i lost to a blood bath?

    two too many so my goal is to hold the trigger until the guns empty

    i didnt even get to open the letter that my girlfriends sent me..oh well

  • ima ticking time bomb

    i might explode from the inside out

    looking through all the wrong ive done tryna figure out

    its like im in a parallel universe n i cant open my mouth

    i try to smoke to relinquish my feelings but with every toke

    i dig myself deeper into this trench tht seems to be my reality

    fuck all these damn ppl mad at me just give me the means to end it

    n ill cut all ties that lie between this friendship

    russian rullete is my favorite game to play especially with a full clip

  • yeah this lifes crazy, whats life about, a struggle a doubt? fuck it i live free everyday pack the bong with purple haze up up and away what can i say, i love life no strife, not tonight, guardian angel killed the demons tonight

  • Muy bueno, excelente!

  • to say to me knowing how you did me dirty knowing i couldnt never made it back SHUT UP im not done talking why the fuck did you go and do that you know i lOVED YOU WITH EVER BEAT OF MY HEART and now u just standing there speechless trying to figure out how this came to be. What NOW YOU HAVE TO SPEAK well to bad im not listening to you nor ur lies or excuess GOODBYE.

  • Here i go on this beat after my boy dansonnbeats he's falling behind much respect tho..."If you only knew the pain i felt inside wen i found out that you were with some other guy..knowing i was join in this Nation armed services doing my time longer than any prisoner in prison...i just cant believe you did this to me...HOW THE FUCK you gonna send me a Dear John letter knowing i was only fighting for you and wishing everyday i'll make it back home to you..but now im back and what do you have...

  • Can i get this beat for my song please? Here is my emial martinez_65019@yahoo.com -thanks

  • MY PAIN DOWN DEEP LET ME SHARE IT WITH YOU I WAS CRYIN EVERDAY

    I WAS CRYIN EVERYNIGHT I COULDNT GET MY MIND RIGHT I WAS GOIN THROUGH

    SOMETHINGS AND COULDNT NOBODY UNDERSTAND ME MANE I HAD 2 SMOKE

    GREEN TO BE AT EASE I FELT ALL ALONE TRYING TO THUG IT 2 THE BONE

    ALL MY FRIENDS CHANGED MY WHOLE LIFE CHANGED IT WAS DEMONS CAME

    AND POSSESED ME MANE I WAS THINKIN EVIL MIND OF A MANIAC YAH I

    WAS LIKE THAT SMOKE SACK AFTA SACK TRYING TO BOUNCE BAK I WAS 1DEEP THUGIN IT I KNO PAIN BUT NOW I KNO JESUS..

  • /watch?v=RDOyQbz-3zk&feature

    First video of me rapping, sub if you like it :D

    Tell your friends?

  • Intro: "All The Pain Inside, I look trough ur eyes ur just telling Lie"

  • the best rymes comes from the real stuff

  • dam.... striped till nothin's left jus death my cousin my auntie who's next somtime's i wish it was me wishin i'd d-i-e (thinkin SUICIDE) ta join my family/// in da SKY, but i close my eyes an memorize good time's faith reside's through my hard time's it's love keepin me alive, know yall watchin from above helpin me out when time's are rough so am not gon give up ..... jus let my pain built up keepin it inside I'll leave it ta Jesus Christ he guide's my life he'll re-unite us in god we trust

  • the pain inside iv carried all my life, never care to die nore do i ever think twice, 2 through the dome, ya dam, that be nice, but like pac said, never let ur mama cry, feel closure when i look into my mamas eyes, so i guess ill live with wishes of the end in sight, ill just stress another day and use my tears to get by,

    naaaaaaa fuck dont like it ill come back to this in a min or so.......

  • You cool if i use it for non profit use on my mixtape?

  • This is a clean beat, dont spit on it.

  • @Djtobidj im sorry i just didnt spit on it i covered it so now this is my cover im covering it fake rappers almost as bad as the goverment im troublesent had to double repent im sorry if the letters never got to you devil but now im on a higher level cause kush so strong cant smoke out the bong to long collapse a lung now everytime you flow its like sludge it moves but it wont budge im not the grudge so dont sh*t yourself or else heres a sponge

  • My cheeks never seem to be dry, No I dont cry, Im Just Fucking Sick and tired of all the damn lies, Back stabbing People Always claimed to be around, Left me bleeding in the middle of an alley, destroyed to the gorund, I only put my faith in god, hes the only one i trust, they wana call me for help now and, I yell "Dont Give 2 Fucks!", Do i feel Bad? Hell no i turned heartless the brusies are still there but This Is my Department, I guess I know to trust me and that will start it

  • you dum asses..some of youl have talant and ya fucking aroundspitting on you tube.will never make it on a keyboard..get out and do something with it or see you again same page in 12 months...peace

  • @luca8008 WTF is your problem ... you have nothing better to do them bash on people you dont even noe .? like wtf . you must feel reall happy i mean "your so cool" bitch .

  • you dum asses..some of yall have talant and ya fucking aroung spitting on you tube.will never make it on a keyboard..get out and do sumthing with it or see you again same page in 12 months...peace

  • gotta friend who died/he got hit by a car/suddenly his life wassent here to be/

    he got a lot of love when i died but less when he was alive/funny aint it/ that ppl show up for his funeral when somebody hated him and he hated them/i would chase after them and beat the shit out of them/ i would make them crawl and make them my bitch/ and make them eat my shit like it was there last supper/ i make them suffer/ i would suffercate each and evreryone of them/

  • wow amazing.. I love all of your videos. I find them extremly dope..

    Rate this comment if you agree because i cant fucking stop hearing HIS MASTERPIECES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • WROTE FOR THIS CAN I USE IT?WILL GIVE FULL CREDIT,AND LINK

  • Pain inside is something that won't come out in the open feelings kept in real close to where hope is next to denying instead of crying walk around laughing ready to spazz just cuz day by day I'm still living in my past portray someone I'm not so I wouldn't be an outcast thoughts messed up not knowing my path bad memories just kicking my ass miss myself wonder how the new me il last .......k-nilla vent flow N.W.K 973

  • =(O_O)= HaRd 

  • 300 lightyears away but closer than youll ever know my heart flatlines as the time goes by like a plateau cant get this sick f****** feeling from out of my chest this turbulent flows got me blowin holes through my bulletproof vest no one every cared abut me, no one ever did who gives a F*** about that nerdy F****** asian kid! 14 years of this, how much more ahead? ill find when theres nothing left of my pencil lead
  • The pain migraines in and out, inside of my brain.

    Walking on thin lines, Blood gushing from within his veins.

    I'm sorry about the mess, and yes, of those blood stains.

    I can get carried away, with some of the pain I store away.

    My confessions, as I remain, to lay, wait for another day.

    Rage ticking inside, Where my emotions scatter, run and hide.

    Leaving self destruction, On the road soon to die.

    Where are you god? as he screams up towards the sky

    Don't leave me now! a grown man begins to cry.

  • dis beat makes me wanna write rhymes so i will

  • this has to be one of my favs

  • check out my video to this beat called random bars on a dope beat in the video responses

  • this pain inside got me on the edge, feel like god left my every pledge,no hope in this world for a nigga like me,sittin in darkness so cold and lonely,please i need somebody to help me,thinking of ways i should die isnt very healthy,but its only because i cant cope with this reality,my whole family is gone complete genocide,now every time i look to my side,i see a image of my baby sista,o damn how much i miss her,thats why i feel no strain,to hold back on this gat and put it to my brain

  • in the night time rain pourin down the window/sittin back thinkin/if i ever cried a tear then i never owned a blanket/but the truth is/i never cry in public places/stay awake from the damn anxiety/the only thing im wondering/is how will i ever make it/yeah my mom had a hip surgery/step dads a lazy bastard/helped her all by my lonesome/and when i was young/never really could/tell the difference between/laughter and hostile action/in my own mind i believed i was little bastard in happy hour

  • yo bro chck my beats out dre dree shit bruv

  • I never liked u from the very first day

    All you've brought me was agony and pain

    I take a good look around and what do I see?

    Pathetic fools such as yourself yall think yall are legit? Bitch yall are nothing but shit. Say one more word to my fukin face and I swear to my grave you won't live to see another day cuz I've had it with this I'm not lyin a bit. It's wrong what ya'll do just to make ya'll seem big.

  • Yall talk

  • u wanna talk about the pain inside,

    hows the hole in ya chest feel from the barrel of my nine,

    and u never had time,u was destined to die,

    so take it like a man or ull get it by suprise as i rise from the shallow grave that i was put into, blazin instrumentals i got the fundamentals

    never double check the punctuation cause that shows some hesitation

    hold the hit in my lung i can feel it resinating

    im degrading to alot of dude who think they had flows

    but i get on the mic and true talent shows

  • @Drugernautt wow the kids got rhymes, and a perfect timing flow, but i've seen a side of the world he'll never know ill show you, come in my shoes and try not to leave corrupt, as your fragile mind errupts from insanity profanity slaves in captivity ur jus a normal kid who cant distortion shit, and u dont even know what i mean by that u never will till u read the lines behind the track see that i aint the same person i feel im cursed in this place that they call a sanctuary
  • @Drugernautt whos emotion you claim is erodin? my minds open, not closed in, depression, its an ez lifes lesson, i've had one of the most severe cases, where i cant clear my mind, i just erase it. even tho i try to make things better, it seems i just chase it, run from my problems, cuz my lifes faceless, it tells u one thing, but you have to beleivin another, who r u supposed to go to when your internally upset with your own mother, because wisdom doesnt come in school, it comes from lifes duel

  • ppl cant get any more sour nd greedier/ Buyin shit under control of the power of media/ nd they do it cuz all the long hours they feedin ya/ Bull shit with bigger impact than a shower of meteors/ They plant a seed in ya, since the very day of your birth/ While your incubated they brainwash all that your worth/ To spend your money on shit to increase their financial girth/ its like a curse but its worse cuz it's controlin our earth...

  • you get an idea of who i am but still im out of sight, wishing i had one last high before i call it a night, my death may have already happened up until my last breath ill be gasping i tried my best shit aint nothin more, life is just a bitch so i had to even the score

  • yea im one of thousands but before i can proceed i gotta say a shoutout to all you kids out there chasing you're dreams this world is fucked up and i dont want no sympothy, looking at my verse like shit an apiphony dont no if this is REAL see but aint no one go and stop me comin from nothin so when they hear it try and lock me yea im here right now because i know ive made mistakes but how can i make progress if the days never change think about it just tryina make right, hope my future is bright

  • yo the pain inside i dont mind it lets me know im alive that ive survived my life led by drugs and violenc and when its done theres nothin but silence you realize how alon you are you fel close but still to far get caught in the lights of a car my boy tubz rechin for the glock but it was to far/ late the truck pased got bulets in the chest and his face my eyes teared my heart raced im never gunna se your face/ again this is it godbye friend forever rest in peace love life think of the deceased

  • yo the pain inside i dont mind it lets me know im alive that ive survived my life led by drugs and violenc and when its done theres nothin but silence you realize how alon you are you fel close but still to far get caught in the lights of a car my boy tubz rechin for the glock but it was to far/ late the truck pased got bulets in the chest and his face my eyes teared my heart raced im never gunna see your face/ again this is it godbye friend forever rest in peace love life think of the deceased

  • yo the pain inside i dont mind it lets me know im alive that ive survived my life led by drugs and violenc and when its done theres nothin but silence you realize how alon you are you fel close but still to far get caught in the lights of a car my boy tubz rechin for the glock but it was to far/ late the truck pased got bullets in the chest and his face my eyes teared my heart raced im never gunna see your face/ again this is it godbye friend forever rest in peace love life think of the deceased

  • @Drugernautt DOPE!

  • Im trapped in the DopeGame, I aint gonna lie, Its cost me shit, like pain inside, Im quick ta always ride, I flip this shit wit pride, fiends come around, but cluckaz get denied, ima King in this game, str8 ill in this frame, reppin 406, yall gonna know our name. I never claim ta bang, jus claimin up ta slang, it makes a person hard, n I got a wild brain, exxin out all the lames, listen what the fuck im sayin, Im unloadin pain up in this mahfuckin thang,

  • mate can i use this beat? this is a class beat and meets what im talking about

  • We all get depressed in life, if someone says they haven’t there telling you a lie, I just wanna do right, and get out of a dark life, but the spirits grab me back in when ever they feel like, I wanna do good , but I always question if what im doing is right. I don’t want my flame to die, but theres no air down here, where the dead lie. And the evil fly.

  • He got me, shot me, after a glock spree

    finnally got hunted by a 17

    think it just about everyday

    but i guess god wanted me to stay and mama prayed

    i was close to death, but it was like i had a vest

    stepped towards a different life, even i was impressed.

    its like damn, you got shot, im a fan, dan youre the man, mind if i join youre clan?

    im a top notch whitey, always gettin girls exited

    got em fightin cryin lyin over me like a poin... neer

    now i have no fear, my life be runnin like in third gear

  • @Drugernautt

    SICK ass flow, great vocabulary, and good concepts. You're like 90x better than half the dudes on here

  • checkout my freestyle to this

  • here i spit real verses that will put your raps into caskets, born to be some bastards from the ghetto streets, if you hear my beats and my flows i will let chu know not to fuck with me, im the ultimate O.G. formed through a thousand bloody corpses, ask the 5.0 outside my window lookin for a demon scarin ya'll to death i'll meet ya'll down there where the creatures creep and thats where i come from

  • Yo dude. Could i use this for a song?

  • You run out of things to say so that the others will listen but your plans fall flat on the ground and glisten You search for advice to ease the ache and release the tension but you will get an evil stare from the shepherd if you cough again without permission man now he's watchin up ahead a sheep stands up and unzips his coat A wolf in sheeps clothing jumps straight for the shepherds throat more wolves reveal themselves this must be where the devil dwells

  • can't put my finger on it, but it's missing something, but its great!

  • @PsychoShadowI

    Vocals?

  • @SegaShadowsWrath yeah i think so.. lol

  • Eatin Baby Swiss cheeze itz as I think of shit in the brains pit of sinkin what ifs, bliss, myths, and Dream that drift over cliffs down to sunkin ships, but keepin upchined to primp the pimp of the gift to free think & pitch a no hit and end up with the win...

  • everything i have is this pain inside,this pain cuts my mind,and i scream so wild.i went out i had to run,i sat down in the park,pressed to my head one cold gun.he wasn't even loaded,paper with lyrics was in my bedroom and he was folded.i just had to keep running,i heard deeply in me one voice calling.he was trying to reach me,but i'm though bastard did you see.i stopped that pain,sun spread after the rain.and it'll never come back,i'm a warrior,now i'm happy and before it was all black.Damn!

  • I just try and tell it how it is and nothin more than the truth. I'd let loose but none of ya'll are fireproof. give me loops or give me sixteen bars. I've been through many battles, you can tell just from my scars. not rappin bout the cars, hoes but I got fresh clothes. style unmatchable, my rappin full of timeless fuckin flows

  • yo loc could i use this beat check my rap videos

  • continued..........

    my destiny. like a child blind to the world and worry free neva to see the days of what i used ta be the things i used ta see and what i used to dream and as youll see through the words i speak this cold ass world has filled me with anger and like a sword unsheathed cut me down and made me bleed, but i get back on my feet and the more you speak to makes me see that everyone around me is as fake as they always will be.

  • times are hard, life is rough, passes by, turns to dust. before your eyes, like a dream you just go blind and then it seems that your alone no ones home no one upstairs your just not there you feel relieved, no more cares, no more sorrows, no more tears. lost in the world again a lost and empty soul again, if i had a choice i think id do it all again. i dont, so my new life begins and i hope it neva ends my mofo life and legacy not tryin to die just not affraid you see when i was born it was

  • Yeah.. Life is such a bitch Pass me the razors to slide across my wrist Who'd ever thought my life would end up like this Infinite sorrows, life full of bliss Pain is a burden, get up off my chest Waiting for the day that I will be missed But until that day I live it out with no regrets So pardon me my nigga if think its just a fiss Oops I meant fuss I'm on this lonely road Everyday living is a story untold I wait for the day for the truth to unfold
  • my life is a horror movie, everyone seems to die around me, tell me how can i believe in what i cant see, is he really up there lookin down at me, or is it all fake like tv, everyone says you doubt thee struck down, well let me be the first to challenge the great one, without knife or gun, but if u are really da one, please spear my son, let him live da life that everyone would want,

  • theron fox ft kaylyn bearsears oh yeah..!!lmao

  • long dayz,, long nightz,, my pain inside is so iced,, this cant be life,, itz so wrong,, this cant be right,, the karma,, losin my mama,, baby mama drama,, what tha fucc is goin on,, i gotta stay strong,, nd keep it movin,, therez gotta be more,, i just gotta keep goin wit my journey,, keep my faith in lord,,

  • 4 in the morning life aint so bright, yea couple mistake in life shouldnt be mistaken misplace or distaced. now that the devil in place who knows whos at state i take this at mind time to time when i hit da blunt from nine to nine i hit the block the shop even the devils home spot with dis blunt cunt pussy bitch if it wasnt for this weed and these demons who knew whatd i be doing, killin more then i am.,, toturing whole types of fams. you dont know who i am. look on cnn youl catch me on@10.thend

  • every time i open my eyes, it's just one after another in a body of lies,

    passing by with not a doubt in my mind, this is a crazy game the devil designed,

    plotted against us, to bring us down, you gotta keep up or else ya' drown.

  • yo homie you think i can get the download i feel this beat and not like others on this page this beat really gets to me i think i could make a real deep song to this if so just hit me up...peace...

  • the more i listen to this shit the realer it gets, just wanna splatter all over these fake pussy ass rappers n that bitch ass jibber jabber bout packin gats n straps medical labs aint got no proof for that, the fact is id smack any bitch down faster than a coked up crack head that just filled his head full wit lead, yea im sick in the head think iv stated this once or before but readin all this bull shit just makes me steam up and boil an yea if i had a fuckin mic id fuckin ignite like oil.

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  • the pain inside derives from submiting to my own desires. i cry tears of fire and ive burnt out my light. no might no strength, not on my best. i confess, im in this mess due to failing my own lifes tests. no1 2 hold or caress. i look how my life was blessed. my fam, a roof over my head. food on the table, surrounded by friends. its my own fault i got up and went. ive spent, my life as a hellbent. but im shown a heaven sent.an angel,a truth. i promise this true. my heart given and i say i love u

  • a faceless king sends free beings to the gallows// you wanna speak your mind and let em know its all a ride// fuck you your soul and all of its pride// magnetic interference like the moon and the tides// thoughts have mass its that from which we were derived// but only in a weakened form from which we are comprised// mind body soul the 3 of the is and i's// me is you dont like it but were all one// no matter what you do shoot me you'll get the pun/ bfg big fuckin gun/dont need i use my mind stun

  • & ike? not candy or turner im talking david// look the fucka up truth be told we paved it// paradise is now a parkin lot//my muttered screams make the demons barkin stop// so i sit and darker plot// but then i view my own ignorance product of environment but my enviornment was limitless// still never had cash but fuck it i dont give a shit// money dont make you who you are// but the demons control streches deep and far// that which is negative wants to work from the shadows//

  • the harder we try the less we progress// the more we commit to material the less we invest// soully speakin the one and only jest// justification of a limited nation caught in its reprieve/ so sick go lick a dirty shirt sleeve// kiss ass i kick glass in ya face u bleed// not real violent but fuck you beast!// i kill beats but at the same time i give em life// everything is hypocritical life is nice and trife// silently loud my thunderous whisper on the mic//

  • take a look at my life,time flys the broad skys forcast gray,wat can i say

    only time will reveal the true emblem,my soilders march we all assemble

    to one beat one tone,my life is like 1 mic wit no fone,bet yet I still broadcast through,hear my voice, as it spills over the chatter,catch me in the mist of the scene no fame no glamer, just niggaz on da block black tees,black jeans black boots black mask chrome hammer.this the movement where amazments felt.u cant help no one else to u save ur self

  • ive been passing the roach from day one, day two i was sticken like glue, my holster was hidden from you, inside was a live round, ready to pound into bone and shatter the glow from this dark matter, so i wont splatter, the ghost when he hears my laughter, ghost dont scare me anymore, plus death couldnt hear me so i left him a message saying fuck you clearly, as i hung up, he rung up my bill and he came after me to kill, scythe in hand, bone finger in my eye, i wont die, my family cries.

  • said a part 3 to this shit, not baked at all so dont trip if i slip but i could really use to rip to relieve this pain inside my mind its rottin my brain out like cfc's in the sky, i go bake a cake with your grandma, rape her, throw the cake in her face n spay her wit mace, yea im fucked in the head i dont even gotta lie, and right now im just not high enough to tell yall the true story of these eyes, my two bes friends were murdered so all i do is cry, pray to the skys but i keep it all inside.

  • @Billy14x

    Hahaha that line about the grandma reminded me of Eminem back when he was good. I like it bro

  • WATS UP HOMEBOY TIGHT ASS BEATS GOT SUM INFO ON HOW TO GET EM LET ME KNOW WATS GOOD

  • this beats so fuckin sick im gunna write a part 2 to this shit/ just an ill minded fuck that took the wrong path as a kid/ never slowin down never listenin to pigs/ when i was only 16 i made enough to buy myself a 70 thousand dollar rig/ stuntin in the streets straight skunk leakin from the trunk/ these were high time, but all highs have their low/ best friend died with just one small blow, so i started sniffin snow/ pain was so deep i couldent bring myself to my feet/ looks like ill wait til 3

  • ever since the seventh grade ive been told destin to fail

    destin to b in a cell

    if i could take back all the shit i would if i could swallow a bottle of pills i would

    my life fuck up the age of 10 in out of the pin never smiled never grined

    you can look me in the eyes and then realize all my pain inside

    sitin up at night cryin look straight up in the sky and wish apon a star on dieing

    mama how do u feel all the things u did to me

    leave me at home at night at the age of 9 wishn i die 2nite

  • u wanna hear about pain when i was just a little kid maybe only seven or eight, my friend blew his brains out wit his dads 38, hard times worsened n i start of smokin cigs fuckin aroun in the streets n pissin off the pigs, this had all just started i aint even started to tread in deap wata i lost all my family on the the side of my fatha just because of da bottle, they were al dien an i was only seven, n my best friend died from a dumb drunk driver going the wrong direction on I87

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  • Pain inside how many times do we die before we get to fly/

    Misery blinds the strongest mind/ unwind the tangle with rhyme we've tried/

    Killin the leaders that shifted our lives/

    No surprise/ walkin needles pokin this eye soon to cry/

    no one alive/ everyone dies, this is lie...

  • No love comes with no price, It hurts and iches like lice

    Fuck it our love is as plain as white rice, uglier then bo bice

    as i role the dice, and get stabbed twice

    as i lay on the floor bleeding my hearts screaming out thats not nice

    bleeding from the pain, i got from the game

    I open up with the shame with the intention to break, does that make me fake

    Lookin around as u see me wait, filled up with all that hate

    That was left in my place, rubbing the tears as they fall from my face.

  • check out the track i did to this song and tell me what u think

  • 0.24: Kids now a days have the hardest time gettin rid of pain, so what they do go for a drug an lead their lives with these new dam strains. Pysically or mentally, your world percieved so medically, your pills an potions get u goin, have u supersonically. Imagining reality, through eyes of clear pain torturing, the inside left to rot, so now whos laughin ironically. Your casket lowerd by tightend hands, the floor around you all disbands.

  • /watch?v=N2w13cI8TYs

  • just wondering.

    is there a mp3 of this??

    i love instrumentals XD

  • ma niggez

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  • i dont know what to feel anymore/ buts theres much more to the horror/ everyday and nite im livin like a fuckin apple core/ nobody wants me anymore,they just throw me on the floor/ and close the damn door/ im a dinosaur bitch,listen to this roar/ yeah imma sore with outtya anymore/ i dont care if im torn/ imma put myself together,dont worry, dont mourn/ im still livin, i aint dead/ get that outtya mothafuckin head/ i dont were u stabbed with lead?/ cus u didnt hear a thing i said
  • I used ta miss u,but that pain is gone,im better off now,inspiration for this song.I thought i'd neva heal,when ya blew my heart wit a bomb.but in the end I always been wrong.u had my life n my soul, it was sweet,im ill spittin heat on this mahfuckin beat,its time ta let my damn feet hit the streets,jus ta seek all the freaks,im sick when I speak from my brain on tweek, but im one mahfuck no1 can eva beat,I destroy n defeat,when im at my fuckin peak,its a real damn treat.

  • hey whats up man is it aight if i drop to your beat for a mixtape

    your boi Juicy Jay :P

  • all tha pain inside that u can barely hide just wont seem to go away, but like 007 would say follow his way an u will die but just not today u have to live life an play tha hand u waz dealt regardless of wealth or if ya girlfriend has been creepin in that solid snake stealth just let it all go girls will cum an they will go some r just raw HOES others r like a bro to u,but hey trust know one iz my code ya bestfriend will back stab like a taxi cab pick up ya girl up and pull a 1 boy three holes.

  • I'm going back to those days where your eyes pop so wide. And you never ever lied. I was your favorite kid and you'd always cry. Everytime i got hurt. You'd just go so beserk. Cause you brought me into this earth. Helped me be gaven birth. And now it's like i'm your fucking curse. You're hunting my mind. The mere thought of you all the time. Makes me wanna get back up another line. You're the fuel that i need to survive in this world. And i'll never ever treat a girl. The way you did.

  • short attention spans, u jus follow the crew no independent thought, no valuable point of view u see the hate in the world, n u jus let it be theres only one truth, that love sets you free theres no reason, to live miserable yo gota drop the ego, in the physical disobedience, is true liberty they say follow these rules, they don't apply2me America, the home of the brave to be obedient, means your a fukin slave so nows the time, we creating the buzz lets start this movement, or tomorrow neva was
  • I caused alot of tears everywhere i went,

    it wasn't like i ment to hurt anyone or to cause a dent

    in their lifes but just take a second and o look at my life,

    i been shot, Od'd the same night,

    shit, im not saying its the roll of the dice,

    im just sayin im lucky to be alive.

    its been a hard year, i know that.

    but its time to put the needles in the trash,

    and start to think how i can get my life back on track.

  • (11monthsago)

    I can sit here, and feel sorry for myself or i can put down the drugs, and get some help its been a hard, but im gonna make it my souls so strong, no crack rock can break it i'm sure ill be on my way again, it won't be long before i blow my top, so hard to just stop, this drug war ive fought alot. but trust me, its not easy battle. im sober now, but before this i guess it had been awhile. i hope yall can understand this pain inside of me, it took so much just to push it out of me.

  • first time a saw you smile baby

    i was thinking if you could be

    my babygirl and my lady

  • Hottest beats in the net!

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  • Get it out of me can you hear it, kids losing lives right now i see the spirits we killing ourselves where are the limits, if god is our reality then why we still sinnin. and if we end up in hell I guess we aint winnin, but theres time for us to change while we still livin so why they preachin them other false religionz right now life is lookin like an impossible mission, like we stuck on land and we fishing I catch myself wonderin, only wishin, we could change ourselves before its finished.

  • can i use plssss..

  • dis beats sick. So much shame i aint got much game, i fell like i hold the world on my shoulders but then i see my girl, she makes things better, but it cant last forever, so much pain inside it hurts so bad, i dont remember the last time i had a smile on my face, go ahead talk smack but lets see you bring it back, my rymes might be a little whack but hey, atleast i took a crack at it, thanks for your time its much obliged this helps with my painn deep down inside.

  • Hello, I was planning to use this instrumental for one of my christian songs. Is it okay if I use this? I won't make money/profit/or sell it without your rights :)

  • i cant shake this feeling/ boiling inside me/ toyin' with feelin's/ trippin' over voids in my life that need fillings/ dark days are ahead/ stabbed my heart, ripped out and it bled/ your arms are red/ read the papers and cried yourself to bed/ this rap shits pissin' me off/ since i keep slippin' up/ your sippin' up/ my lines and im stiffin' up/ fuck the green thumbs up/ cause now im standin' up/ imma fuck up/ but imma fuck up your shit bottom to top/ wait for the #s to count down then blow up

  • you got the mp3??

  • controled by opinions an obligations of others,desired entertainment as the truth fade an suffers,no other demands are meet,the pain lies an side an we soon forget, the things we regret, started with your neglect,select wat chu say watch how yu say it,leave the beat for who made it.....

  • lets hold hands hope for a better day_ let the children stand, show them a brighter way_ devising evil plans, to take each other lives away_ joining gangs and clans, now on the ground they lay_ they couldnt meet demands, now in the ground they stay_ do we realise no second chance? what happened to the human race?_ som in the fetal stance, cuz now drugs gettin laced_ no more consideration, only about gettin pay_ rapping lil girls now hopin to get laid_ how can we progress, now we're all afraid

  • man im so confused/ i dnt kno wat 2 do/ i thnk its kinda wrng da way i thnk about u/ i thnk im doin wrng by bein by ur side/ cuz ur always tellin lies/ n i can see it in ur eyes/ u dnt luv me girl hell na not at all/ u dnt answer ur fne wen i give u a call/ n evrytyme i call ur crib girl u aint nva there/ 3 mnths 2getha but now da luv has disappeard/ no it was nva there/ u nva luvd me/ i gave u my heart n soul my trust n my honesty......2 b continued

  • roll'n threw the streets 15 deep everyone holdn heat fuck the police the steel they'll meet ima true g on and off the beat, when the shit goes down everyone of my boyz will throw down so C's up B's down we murder them punk ass clowns, true to blue till the day i die blue flag i'll always fly, run up and try to test ill empty catch my whole clip to your chest lay another slob out to rest..

    Faulk Nation East Side

  • now should i stand this pain, whats in my brain,that all you people want is fame,for other to recinise your names,but your bars are lame, and you cant explain, what your putting into your veins, infectin blood, expecting to take it to a hood, but your like kids stuck ,out of luck even your mother dont give a fuck, that there kid got fucked up,

  • yo hunhun its too complexed for niggas to grsp,

    understand my stress it all happen to fast,

    form bein the best into a closed casket,

    funeral unmanaged,

    face slain by damage,

    a plce where i can stay a state to understan dis no mata wat happens,

  • That bastard. Every night I see him with a beer bottle in hand always getting wasted, but he doesn't give a damn. But you better not try and tell him what's what, because then "Daddy" will get mad. I hate to see him do this to her. She never did anything to you, so why're you doing this? Oh no, he's having a fit again, just like last night. The same shit happens almost everyday, again and again, though he lies through his teeth saying he'll change. God i wish he were dead.

  • I aint a wanna be homie im as real as they come

    career endin defendin my rappa pention begun

    cuz aint nobody even understand the shit that we done

    Vicinity taken no prisoners just kill everyone

    I speak in tongues cuz my rhymes are like a prophecy speech

    and my words are never my own cuz i confide in the deep

    when my eyes whiter then snow aint no li es or deceit

    this is aint a game im on a trip and aint even reachin my peak

  • How could that motherfucker have touched me and stopped abrubtly, just to fuck me and my life, I've been battling strife feeling like I was never enough g. And he got off scott free, I feel ugly, goddamn that motherfucker and his abuse, as I hit the Grey Goose, just to stay loose, kicking back in my suede shoes, screaming "motherfucker I hate you, I wanna break you, send you straight to hell, where you too get raped too". Since that night I have been the same, I've been in pain, Again and Again

  • @TrajicJustin whoa dude u got raped

  • The pain inside drives me wild, I can't smile, I was defiled when I was but a child and now that I'm grown, I feel so alone from the pain inside.

  • imma go getta. fasho i flow quicka like woe and hold squilla in rolls ya dont filla white boy because im illa then most with crome spinnas!!! ya.....lemme break it down tomany clowns in the game. spiiten hella rounds still no ones is feelin what you say out for a million when it rains down hard times and pain clouds muggy me in vain shout mentally im strange now.. BACK TO MY DARK PLACE where make hate into a page of late night ink and LET MY HEART RACE.hahaha get like me
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  • People rap from the soul to release that depression they have

    ya there may be people just like me who try to talk cool

    its our release so we won't be killing people

    people put us down to think

    Oh you don't need to be rapping you are a wannabe

    but maybe we do,maybe we don't

    don't be quick to judge because who knows things may change

    we may be the next eminem or just stay home and cry

    i know people that want things in life so do u and i.

    so for all the haters think twice.

  • MY BAD KINDA ADDED EXTRA LETTERS PUT FEEDBACK AND CHECK OUT MY CHANNEL

  • THAT MAKES YOU WANNA QUIT/ BECAUSE YOU LOST/ THATS THE BENIFIT/ FROM NO CAUSE/ THATS WHY I POINT YOUR FLAWS/ THAT THE JAWS OF REALITY CLOSING/ UNDERSTAND YOUR JUST POSING/ YOU HATER TO ALL/ LIKE YOU THE CREATOR/ THINKIN YOU GOT BALLS/ THATS WHY YOU CANT BRAWL/ SO FRIENDS YOU CALL/ SO I STAND TALL/ IN FRONT OF YOU/ THATS WHY I SPIT SICKNESS/ LIKE IM SLICK WITH THE FLU/ THATS WHY/ I SEE MYSELF THROUGH/ TO THE END/ THATS WHY UNTIL THE DAY I DIE ILL DEFEND/ MY TITLE/ SO FOR YOU QUITTING IS VITAL HAH

  • HAVE YOU EVER HAD A PAIN INSIDE/ THAT MADE YOU FEEL DYING/ CRYING/ AND YOU KEEP TRYING TO MAKE BETTER BUT IT GETS WORSE/ AND YOU GET HURT/ BUT REMEMBER WHAT COMES FIRST FAMILY AND FRIENDS/ THEN YOU CAN WORRY BOUT YOU SELF AGAIN/ MOST PEOPLE CANT RAP FROM THE HEART/ AND THAT HURTS RAP COMMUNITY/ THATS WHY THERES WAR INSTEAD OF UNITY/ BUT MY HEART HAS IMMUNITY TO YOU CHUMPS/ IF YOU WANT SOME COME GET SOME/ MY HEART IS COLD FROM THE BEAT/ BUT ALSO WARM FROM THE HEAT I EMIT/ ITS THE TYPE OF SHIT

  • ma mind i think i started ta loose it / all this pain aint ever gunna take his face away / every night i lay alone thinkin to ma self / maybe i shoulda chilled wit ma lil cousin / maybe i shoulda walked him across the street he would still be home / maybe i should just lay in ma body of lies n soak till ma throat hurts / cuz i lied to him that day / told id be over but i neva showed / 4 hours lata his life was left deseased / all this pain is provokin me ta lay down n go R.I.P / R.I.P codey

  • ma body sweats tears for a simple reason / why do ma nigga gotta die for exactly no reason / he was only bout 8 when the he made ma heart shake / all the pain caused an earthquake causin me ta shake / causen me ta cry wit no tears / inside ma body ma soul just weakened i colaps to ma knees / it was even harda cuz ma cousin had ta see his lil brotha get slaughterd by the car / that hit me even harder when he kept it movin / i cant belive this pain is so bad ima starte ta brew it

  • What is smart? Your trivial pursuit knowledge of facts? Matter of fact I'm on my pursuit of knowledge daily but it ain't trivial/ its mystical- how to harmonically displace and interval at an interval entertaining to an ear/ On an interchange/ dreary evenin' feelin' weary/ little bit of paranoia reactin' on account of the devil of white I'd been doin' prior to this account/ Spaghetti Junction/ Jumpin' to conclusions My fate was already sealed from the jump Gods been after me from the start
  • Right off the jump Let me make it clear Ain't no fiction in my lyrics/ If I wrote it Ive lived it/ If I speak it I feel it/ Ain't no fiction in my lyrics listen close/ make sure that you hear it How many years I spent on the fence Didn't make sense Abandoned my values for something They valued Gave away my beliefs to the thief in the shadows This life is but a vapor whats it matter if you're just about yourself?
  • the pain inside is like a plane at night on flames in flight and its kinda like i wake up and im inside i cant hide, decide to make light of it and fight. homicide on a dyke, doin drive bys on a bike im sorta like the next worse thing im worsening, growin colder n older not a chip on my shoulder its more like a bolder gut punch a bitch n i fold her keep her lips on my dick n i told her scold her with the flames that i spit never sober
  • My Pain Inside, Went Straight to Suicide, Now I Cant Even Get Back Up On My Feet Yeah Im Just Not Down To Ride, Tonight, My Thoughts Went Outta Sight, My Fears They Fight, Me Theres No Light, Only The Darkness Surrounds Me With It Fright, Wheres My Knife Time To Let Go Of The Pain, Nd Start Cryin' In The Rain, Feels Like No One Wants Around Or Is It Just My Brain, Thinkin' If I Im Gone, Then So Long, Cause I Dont Know Where i Went Wrong, My Family Told Me To Be Strong, Most Of Us Cant Get Along,

  • Khaoz

    2010...

    so how do i start when i put myself in this position

    crazy thoughts are always running through my head

    i see a vision so twisted an messed up

    i feel liek giving up but theres so many things that i need to see and do

    living two lifes of my mind one of them reality and the other is a dream

    with the lyrics of my hate that combine with thoughts of a saint

    its impossible for me to live a normal life as i have to provide the music industrie

    with pain inside as it grows

  • huh huh hard times will catch u, body missing pieces, help me find the word help me find the reason, of this niggas life he is barley breathing some one save him, cause his life is leaving how can i live how can i walk i can barely even smoke with out a little cough it just killing season this is how i see it, its pain inside without the bleeding i am steady dreaming of the life of man nitemares are coming closer caskets in the sand i am just a man call me father time this is fathers rhyme

  • is there any way 2 download this beat?

  • thats why im puffin on la hope it gets me high so i can ride on this so called planet earth i swear i feel as if my life were cursed so much hatred i cant stand it trapped in side a sykos body tryna maintain but im goin insane i cant cope but im not feeln to turn to the gauge or the rope hell na thats not how i go......give me sum thumbs up if your feelin it...

  • im that sorcy sorcera that you hear about on the news

    im the night mare from stories told that you fear about with your crew

    following you like a shadow whatching every move

    slaying energy from a ripe sorce

    cos when i spit lines its tighter then your bike shorts shes a nice hore

    untill i slash her n gash her boy freinds pritty boy banter

    have a jolly old larf as i watch em all skamper

  • yo man yo beatz is sick as hell man

  • Sick Yo I Would Write My Rap But I Dont Want Anyone to Steal HAHA