This is the first I've seen you because I'm the oppositte(addicted to food) and trying to really conquer that and have a healthy relationship with food. You have poured out your heart and have been so raw and honest and it's refreshing to take this journey with you in your life. Your definitely on the right track babe, God is Awesome and will take care of you as long as you (we) let Him, AMEN!!
This life is meant to be lived happily and with joy not with hurt and pain.
Hi I've seen quite a few of your vids and have been truly touched by a lot of them. I feel your pain but your vids are an inspiration for me dealing with body dysmorphic disorder. I think ur very brave and hope you find peace. Have faith that things will get better, as despite things being difficult so far, it doesn't mean that you won't recover and be happy in the future. Take care.
i agree faith in god is the best thing . your a real caring , sensitive human being , without any judgement on others. i care about you , all the way from australia . things can only get better. positive energy is very important .
Yes I have!!! 3 years ago I was going to church pretty regularly and was doing "ok" with my anorexia but then I stoped going to church and 2 months later I had a heart attack. I started going back to church soon after and found the peace and comfort that I had lost...though life can plain out suck sometimes I always find that when I turn to Jesus he is always there for me!
I used to follow Jesus but then lately iv been having a lot of problems with my eating disorder, but I still do find that those times that I ask god for help, he always comes through for me
Have you ever noticed that when we aren't walking full on strong with God then we are unstable and unhealthy? This happens when I am not in church, not in church group and not as active in faith as I could be. Right now I am changing my menality and seeking God more and things are changing in a positive direction for me, thought I'd share since you are having eating problems too right now - more than usual. I encourage your faith my friend, God helps. God heals.
in years. After the service ended I called the hospital and they told me that she was going to be okay and that they moved her from critical care to the regular floor. Coincidence? I think not!
Another blessing has to do with an in heritance that I'm entitled to. That surprise came after my ex boyfriend stole a lot of money from me/pretty much drained my bank account. Keep praying :) and have positive thoughts Johnny.
Yes dear, YES! I believe. I have seen many miracles in my own life and others. Thank you for sharing and believing too. Walk by faith. Thank you for your prayers and faith in my healing. I thank God in advance for a full healing!
Hear you go Johnny :) I have lived with my grandmother and grandfather since I was about 4. In 2005 my grandfather passed away. After that, my grandmother didn't take such good care of herself anymore. Well in 2006 she had a heart attack while she was at the hospital. She flatlined. The doctors were able to bring her back. The doctors and my family told me that since she was in her late 70's that she didn't have such a good chance to survive. The next morning I went to church for the first time
Hi honey, Remember Mamabird...the older tattood lady you met at the raw food store in Burlingame with Matt and Angela? Sorry I haven'y posted. I've been going thru stuff too. I lost my job and now we are living on my mans dissability check. So...I'm making lots of soap to sell. I want to let you know that I am sending you lots of love and positive energy. Something wonderful is comming your way. You are a good person and you deserve it. And so it is! Love, Mamabird
I just watched your "Complete Crisis" video and even though I know you are going through so much right now and it's got to be even harder than what we see in these videos, I love that you are still so optimistic. When you said "just keep surviving" I thought of all the times I thought I wouldn't make it and did. You are awesome. *hugs*
Hey Johnny! I would give you the world if I could! You deserve everything great in life! You are such an inspiration and such a beautiful person! =) Please read John 14;27 when you get the chance! ! and never ever forget that you are fearfully and wonderfully made! (((hugs))) and love! -Robin
howdy! last month i had to return my laptop due to it was not all that great. so i was NOT online for 5 weeks! believe me, it was the Best 5 wks i had. to get away from the computer life. just sit back & have peace in Your life. w/o the pressures of 'how many emails/reply do i have to do today.' just step back away from the computer & take a break! Enjoy & Love & Miss You Johnny!
Hey I'm AndyFreakinrulz but you you freakin rule my friend I've been keeping up with you vids I hope you feel better dude, you remind me of a buddy i had in college
Hugs, thank you for all the support my friends. It's so wonderful to come here and read all these beautiful comments from such beautiful people! Here is to a new weekend ahead! I will be having FUN with my Mom on Saturday and looking forward to it after a month of bustin' a move and really out of the fun groove, not cool. Time to chill and have fun!!!
You are so inspiring. Thank you for being so open to give people a glimpse into your life! I absoloutly love how your so open about your faith! I'll pray for you daily for the well being of you and your mom, and hoping the appt situation works out well!
you're so beautiful! i've been watching your videos since before i got pregnant over a year ago, and was lucky to have received an reply from you way back then, and what you said to me turned my life around. not just for me, but my child too. i love you so much!! thank you for being who you are! <333
you are such a fighter. i just found ur videos today and genuinely want to send you hugs and kisses. i know you will make it through this and one day you'll be looking back and be so proud of yourself for all that you've accomplished
So glad that your safe honey, i'm still praying for you. Mally sends his love he is spended day and ight at Peppers hospital bed. She was due to get out of hospital but she went into a comma again.
No worries, I get leary when I give out my address and then people who said they were going to mail next do... people that I don't know personally. I trust that you are serious though but right now I don't have a solid address so please check in again in about 2 weeks to 1 month as I can't keep track of you tube user names here, so many and I get lost in letters. Thank you so much dear. xo
hi, I just wanted to ask, you posted on your data page that you are a transgender male, does that mean MTF? I guess I am used to that description more then transgender male. I hope that everything will work out for you. You seem very determaned to get better.
It's so good to see you johnny. you've been in my thoughts frequently, and i hope things keep getting better. life is change, nothing ever stays the same... it's how we respond to those changes and obsticles that defines us. You're a fighter with God by your side.
I'm SO glad I checked out this new video.I was worried about you since I don't know the "details" exactly.Sending us,your friends,a big hug and peace has made me feel at GREAT now.I'm actually going to sleep stress free tonight thanks to you! Right now I have a burst of energy,but when I wind down,I'll be thinking about this video and praying things get better for you.God bless you and much love!
Hi sweetie-I was just thinking about you today and planning on leaving a comment. God must've been giving me a nudge to pray for you. I haven't read any recent comments so I will go do that now and leave mine. :-)
I was outside relaxing and decided to play with the memo function (I've never used it) on my cell. Didn't have any memos so I started typing in little recovery reminders and Bible verses (well one so far, from Psalm 104) and inspirational book quotes. :-)
Hugs from Hawaii!!! Im so glad you updated. And im so sorry to hear that things are still tuff. I am praying oodles for you and Dante and your mom too. I know things will turn out better. Sometimes when things don't turn out our way, it is still God's way, and we have to keep trusting in Him. I love you. You are the Hawaiian Hibiscus of my heart.
Hey sweetie, just wanted to add my tuppence worth and say hang in there, things will get better! Remember you have zillions of people out here thinking of you and sending lots of love. You will always be an inspiration to us all. xxxxx
it's great to hear that your doing so well and that your using it to grow. i'm keeping you in my thoughts as hoping that you continue to do well even with these challenges that your going through lately. keep going and this will take care of itself with time.
I have not been checking your comments...So thanks for the update. Do not worry about those issues with the current place. Everyone has a crappy apartment at some point and time in life. It makes you love the GOOD one. You do have rights as a tenant so make a problem journal and send a certified letter to the Landlord about the issues. If you have any Q's about dealing with this message me. I have been through it. ♥
Hi Johnny! So good to see your friendly self on You Tube again! I'm sorry you've been having to deal with such stressand challenging time, but I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers that you land in a better place, one that can take both you and Dante, and you feel at peace in. Love and Hugs. I'll be thinking of you.
Thank you all for the support and blessings, especially love all the faith and scriptures!!! and look at the beautiful singing video Dom made me - he is so adorable, perfect song, perfect timing. I think I will keep it low key today, need some rest and relaxation. Happy Saturday my friends! Thank you bundles!
Thinking of you! I truly hope that apartment works out for you. You definitely deserve a break! Glad you're trying to hang in there. Keep being strong. :)
That which doesn't kill us only makes us stronger- so by the time all of this is done you're gonna need kryptonite to bring you down! :) You're tough, so I know you are holding up, but that doesn't mean you don't need a little pick me up every now and then. Remember the power of Kenny Loggin's "Footloose" and use it as needed. *hugs*
Things will get better. property can be a nightmare.I should know I chose a converted place and it turned out that the landlord had painted over mould and it had lots of issues. Now we are moving soon to go to a wonderful place. So it will happen. :)
Nice to see you smiling. Hang in there. I know you aren't happy where you are currently living but on a happy note,your bed looks beautiful in the background. Try to enjoy the little things and comforts like that while you have to still be there.You'll find somewhere perfect soon. Luv you. Luv Morgan xoxo
you are a wonderful, beautiful, inteligent person. I know in my heart that no matter the situation you are strong and will make it through one way or another. I pray that you can find a reliable place of peace soon that will allow you can continue on your road to healing. All of my spirit, love, hugs, and prayers are with you always.
I've missed you, friend. I indeed need to embrace peace and joy right now... in the midst of pain, I will embrace peace, positivity, with you, together. xoxo
I'm so pleased that you're OK... I know things aren't as good as they could be right now, but you have shown enormous strength by getting through all of this.
I hope you find an apartment that is just right for you to heal. A positive environment is so important in the healing process, as are friends....
In these times everybody can use some help and support I guess, but I want you to have some more and find peace. You're such a good person, I hope you'll get what you deserve! :D
i am so happy to see you, my dear! i have just finished getting the list of people's permission to mention them in a video, so i apologize for not doing it right away but it shouldn't be too long now. good luck in finding your peaceful living arrangement, i know God will light your path <3
Your in my thoughts & prayers. You're so inspiring - I don't even know how to articulate it! I hope everything works out for your new apartment! hugs, peace, love & hello kitty :)
i wish you all the best! i enjoy your videos and while you are going through a hard time, i appreciate them even more because you are sharing everything with us. good luck!
♥ youre SO ispiring. thank you so much. Ive been watching your videos allday. I cant get enough of your words. You've even made me realize how far Ive gotten from God. Im going now to pray. xxoo ♥
Much love to you my sweet darling. I am happy to see you are well and staying strong, no small feat, i'm sure. i am praying for you and rooting for you. and i am so proud of u for setting boundries and sticking to them! good for u! that's a huge step. :) much love to u and ur mom and dante too. God bless <3 Felicia
^_^ Yay update! Dont worry things will get better. Good things happen to good people and i believe that you are a very good person. Hang in there. I am so happy you posted this. I was wondering what was going on with you. I'm a happy camper now XD. Good luck love.
Sending you love honey - life is about change and it never stays still but sometimes these changes - even if they seem difficult at the time - are supposed to happen. these new moves and changes may bring you many new friends and experiences that will shape your life's purpose - it's jsut hard to understand that when you are in the midst of the re adjustment and turmoil. Once the dust settles, I'm sure that you will find new inspiration and beauty in these new surroundings. . XX
<3 BIG Hug <3...................very nice to see/hear from you again. Missed ya, my youtube subs have felt very lonely without your updates!!! Glad you can VENT. God has all power and protection for you.
I admire you for styaing so strong throughout this whole process and I just know things will brighten and you will be back to your happy self In no time <3
hey johnny- you are lookin great, man. very calm and clear, actually, even though you may not feel like it. we will talk to you when you are up to it. thanks for posting a quick video! lots of love, surrender, and time in nature to you!!! xoxoxoxox jules n sarah
I am keeping my peace my friend, you know - I know you understand, the energy we let in is what will remain with us. If I focus and identify as what's going on as bad or negative, I will allow that energy in. I noticed this on depressed days right, laying in bed self soathing serves no productive purpose. If I don't have the physical energy it's one thing but if I do and I'm denying myself of my own healing powers, that's crap. Prayer, faith and God are holding me up. God as my backbone! Luv u 2
omg i´m so happy to see u ...i´ll send u much much power and blessings...and kisses and hugs...and so much more...i´m thinking of u every day ur in my prayers cute....xoxo
Honey, He held me yesterday after all my hopeless attitudes after calling many apartments, viewings, etc and not finding the right fit. Then yesterday I made major progress and then went to go see this place and loved it as a healthy balance for my current lifestyle. After I left I felt the peace of God, literally and He said... take a break now, it will happen... so here I am now enjoying some things I deserve to enjoy like online time that isn't apartment searching...and dinner/movie tonight!
If you need/want to talk ever, PM me with a # and some times I can call and I'll call you. Again, if you still have my # somewhere you can call me anytime. Probably the easiest is calling me late at night your time, because then it's midnight or so my time. I doubt you'd wake me ... night owl that I am.
Thanks for keeping us in the loop. I was so excited to see your cute face at the top of your channel page. I have so missed your voice even though I have been too busy to be on YT very much. Whenever I pop on, I try and stop by your page to see if you've updated with a new comment. I can't wait for the day I'll read the one that's you saying "Oh my glitter... I have found my new home..." :)
Choco, thank yo for all the extended phone offers, email offers, etc. I am very focused on not focusing on communications so I can ground myself, if that makes sense but I truly appreciate u and know that even if we aren't on the phone right now/present time that you are still here for me. Ps my hairdresser LOVES joyce meyers!!! like loves x infinity. It made me so happy!!!
This is the first I've seen you because I'm the oppositte(addicted to food) and trying to really conquer that and have a healthy relationship with food. You have poured out your heart and have been so raw and honest and it's refreshing to take this journey with you in your life. Your definitely on the right track babe, God is Awesome and will take care of you as long as you (we) let Him, AMEN!!
This life is meant to be lived happily and with joy not with hurt and pain.
God Bless you dear :)
atlasshrugged2u 9 months ago
Hi I've seen quite a few of your vids and have been truly touched by a lot of them. I feel your pain but your vids are an inspiration for me dealing with body dysmorphic disorder. I think ur very brave and hope you find peace. Have faith that things will get better, as despite things being difficult so far, it doesn't mean that you won't recover and be happy in the future. Take care.
richbdd01 1 year ago
Johnny I just found your blog and I adore it. I have battled all types of ED's for more than 20 yrs. You have a very positive out look.
malkylamm 1 year ago
i agree faith in god is the best thing . your a real caring , sensitive human being , without any judgement on others. i care about you , all the way from australia . things can only get better. positive energy is very important .
planes100 2 years ago
I think you are great! I really admire you! You are my inspiration! Carry on! I love you!
missdrada 2 years ago
hey johnny, i've been following your livejournal for a while and then you moved onto here and i check your videos every now and then....
I'm glad to see you are still smiling even through your troubles
gigglebaskets 2 years ago
Yes I have!!! 3 years ago I was going to church pretty regularly and was doing "ok" with my anorexia but then I stoped going to church and 2 months later I had a heart attack. I started going back to church soon after and found the peace and comfort that I had lost...though life can plain out suck sometimes I always find that when I turn to Jesus he is always there for me!
Bless you johny, you are such an amazing person
AnasPerfectHell 2 years ago
I used to follow Jesus but then lately iv been having a lot of problems with my eating disorder, but I still do find that those times that I ask god for help, he always comes through for me
AnasPerfectHell 2 years ago
Have you ever noticed that when we aren't walking full on strong with God then we are unstable and unhealthy? This happens when I am not in church, not in church group and not as active in faith as I could be. Right now I am changing my menality and seeking God more and things are changing in a positive direction for me, thought I'd share since you are having eating problems too right now - more than usual. I encourage your faith my friend, God helps. God heals.
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
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I luv ur vids
AnasPerfectHell 2 years ago
in years. After the service ended I called the hospital and they told me that she was going to be okay and that they moved her from critical care to the regular floor. Coincidence? I think not!
Another blessing has to do with an in heritance that I'm entitled to. That surprise came after my ex boyfriend stole a lot of money from me/pretty much drained my bank account. Keep praying :) and have positive thoughts Johnny.
MACingyouup 2 years ago
Yes dear, YES! I believe. I have seen many miracles in my own life and others. Thank you for sharing and believing too. Walk by faith. Thank you for your prayers and faith in my healing. I thank God in advance for a full healing!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
Hear you go Johnny :) I have lived with my grandmother and grandfather since I was about 4. In 2005 my grandfather passed away. After that, my grandmother didn't take such good care of herself anymore. Well in 2006 she had a heart attack while she was at the hospital. She flatlined. The doctors were able to bring her back. The doctors and my family told me that since she was in her late 70's that she didn't have such a good chance to survive. The next morning I went to church for the first time
MACingyouup 2 years ago
Johnny, you are so right; things do change when you put your faith in God.
I have many examples of how He has helped me. They are by no means a coincidence! Sending prayers your way.
MACingyouup 2 years ago
Please share those examples here, I would love to come to a comment like that, AMEN!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
everything is gonna be okay =) ur such a sweetheart sugar cupcake!!! im praying for u darling =)
MissxKittyx420 2 years ago
LOVE LOVE LOVE
wobbly331 2 years ago
Hi honey, Remember Mamabird...the older tattood lady you met at the raw food store in Burlingame with Matt and Angela? Sorry I haven'y posted. I've been going thru stuff too. I lost my job and now we are living on my mans dissability check. So...I'm making lots of soap to sell. I want to let you know that I am sending you lots of love and positive energy. Something wonderful is comming your way. You are a good person and you deserve it. And so it is! Love, Mamabird
mamabird1253 2 years ago
I just watched your "Complete Crisis" video and even though I know you are going through so much right now and it's got to be even harder than what we see in these videos, I love that you are still so optimistic. When you said "just keep surviving" I thought of all the times I thought I wouldn't make it and did. You are awesome. *hugs*
elizawhat 2 years ago
Keep on keeping the faith! I know your situation will improve. Thanks for the update and please know that so many people are praying for you.
monilark 2 years ago
Hey Johnny! I would give you the world if I could! You deserve everything great in life! You are such an inspiration and such a beautiful person! =) Please read John 14;27 when you get the chance! ! and never ever forget that you are fearfully and wonderfully made! (((hugs))) and love! -Robin
Robine1987 2 years ago
howdy! last month i had to return my laptop due to it was not all that great. so i was NOT online for 5 weeks! believe me, it was the Best 5 wks i had. to get away from the computer life. just sit back & have peace in Your life. w/o the pressures of 'how many emails/reply do i have to do today.' just step back away from the computer & take a break! Enjoy & Love & Miss You Johnny!
p0uts 2 years ago
I watched two of your videos, and the crisis one pretty much made me cry. I hope your doing ok, your an inspiration to all.
*hugz*
OrangesAreGood 2 years ago
Hey I'm AndyFreakinrulz but you you freakin rule my friend I've been keeping up with you vids I hope you feel better dude, you remind me of a buddy i had in college
Keep making your vids I love them ^.^
AndyFreakinRulez 2 years ago
im praying for you .. We're routing for you!! :)
hope797 2 years ago
Hi Johnny!
I've been watching your videos, and i like you a lot. (I'am writing from Hungary. Sorry if my english is not so good)
I'am glad, that you posted an update. Was a bit worried! Please keep your head over water, and take care of yourself as much as possible!
In one video you said:
"...life is about learning how to dance in the rain"
I loved this quote a lot, and when i watched your video before, it jumped into my mind again.
Take care!
Hug
Kinga
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Kinga30 2 years ago
Hugs, thank you for all the support my friends. It's so wonderful to come here and read all these beautiful comments from such beautiful people! Here is to a new weekend ahead! I will be having FUN with my Mom on Saturday and looking forward to it after a month of bustin' a move and really out of the fun groove, not cool. Time to chill and have fun!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
You are so inspiring. Thank you for being so open to give people a glimpse into your life! I absoloutly love how your so open about your faith! I'll pray for you daily for the well being of you and your mom, and hoping the appt situation works out well!
CAoStOkSiK 2 years ago
you're so beautiful! i've been watching your videos since before i got pregnant over a year ago, and was lucky to have received an reply from you way back then, and what you said to me turned my life around. not just for me, but my child too. i love you so much!! thank you for being who you are! <333
pigwidgeonxx 2 years ago
you are such a fighter. i just found ur videos today and genuinely want to send you hugs and kisses. i know you will make it through this and one day you'll be looking back and be so proud of yourself for all that you've accomplished
luvthestrudle 2 years ago
Good Luck with everything! i really admire your perseverance and your positive attitude in these hard times.
i wish you nothing but the best and i send you a gigantic virtual hug *HUUUUUG!!!*
StichedDoll 2 years ago
So glad that your safe honey, i'm still praying for you. Mally sends his love he is spended day and ight at Peppers hospital bed. She was due to get out of hospital but she went into a comma again.
I've missed you Johnny and love you dearly.
Much love from Megan x
mizzdoglegs 2 years ago
you are very sweet. : ) xo
timebombburger 2 years ago
Thank you so much for being there for us too Johnny. Hugs for you xxx
xWillowTheBlueFairyx 2 years ago
oh i'm glad i saw this before i mailed the picture!
wow, i'm so, so late. i was supposed to mail it last week but my mom misplaced the envelope.
send me a message with your new address and i hope you're doin' good~~
good luck with the apartment
abcdefghigkimacat 2 years ago
No worries, I get leary when I give out my address and then people who said they were going to mail next do... people that I don't know personally. I trust that you are serious though but right now I don't have a solid address so please check in again in about 2 weeks to 1 month as I can't keep track of you tube user names here, so many and I get lost in letters. Thank you so much dear. xo
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
you would (will?) make an excellent pastor. the best in fact. x
fruitycrumble 2 years ago
your piercings are looking hot. can you get me into san fran sweety? i wanna live there, or in NY. likes the hello kitty cushion. x bi bi x
fruitycrumble 2 years ago
hi, I just wanted to ask, you posted on your data page that you are a transgender male, does that mean MTF? I guess I am used to that description more then transgender male. I hope that everything will work out for you. You seem very determaned to get better.
blessed be,
raichan86
raiChan86 2 years ago
You look so dreamy when you glanced into the distance and described the bamboo tree. Beautiful. xoxo
peppernme 2 years ago
Aw hope things get better locaion-wise. Im glad you updated too because i've missed your vids!
climbempty 2 years ago
YAY. I've missed your videos ;-) I'm praying you get that apartment. God bless
Lovesenduringpromise 2 years ago
Much <3 and strength your way!
wrongdom 2 years ago
good luck Johnny! It's so nice to see you
:-D I'll be praying for you, your mom and Dante!
xo
amazingrace89 2 years ago
Ahh! Johnny! xD
Missed you!
Hope you get the apartment!
<3
eifosnosslo 2 years ago
We are all so happy to hear from you. You will perservere no matter what.
veritas8463 2 years ago
Good luck, my friend! Know how much love you have within you and around you. Love you lots! <3 Tori
ToriiLeesXe 2 years ago
Hugs and love back! Good luck, Johnny <3
dyingdianthus 2 years ago
It's so good to see you johnny. you've been in my thoughts frequently, and i hope things keep getting better. life is change, nothing ever stays the same... it's how we respond to those changes and obsticles that defines us. You're a fighter with God by your side.
Clumsythumbs 2 years ago
I'm SO glad I checked out this new video.I was worried about you since I don't know the "details" exactly.Sending us,your friends,a big hug and peace has made me feel at GREAT now.I'm actually going to sleep stress free tonight thanks to you! Right now I have a burst of energy,but when I wind down,I'll be thinking about this video and praying things get better for you.God bless you and much love!
XOXO Chihiro~chan
BodhisattvaxChihiro 2 years ago
love and light to you always Johnny!!!! I'll be happy when you're outta that place!
theskinnypig 2 years ago
It's good to see your beautiful face again, Johnny. My thoughts are with you.
narcissiste84 2 years ago
Hi sweetie-I was just thinking about you today and planning on leaving a comment. God must've been giving me a nudge to pray for you. I haven't read any recent comments so I will go do that now and leave mine. :-)
I was outside relaxing and decided to play with the memo function (I've never used it) on my cell. Didn't have any memos so I started typing in little recovery reminders and Bible verses (well one so far, from Psalm 104) and inspirational book quotes. :-)
*comforting hugs* <3
thesoothingsurf 2 years ago
Hugs from Hawaii!!! Im so glad you updated. And im so sorry to hear that things are still tuff. I am praying oodles for you and Dante and your mom too. I know things will turn out better. Sometimes when things don't turn out our way, it is still God's way, and we have to keep trusting in Him. I love you. You are the Hawaiian Hibiscus of my heart.
Loves and hugs and kisses!
-Bekah
silver18tiara 2 years ago
Hey sweetie, just wanted to add my tuppence worth and say hang in there, things will get better! Remember you have zillions of people out here thinking of you and sending lots of love. You will always be an inspiration to us all. xxxxx
wishtheimpossible 2 years ago
it's great to hear that your doing so well and that your using it to grow. i'm keeping you in my thoughts as hoping that you continue to do well even with these challenges that your going through lately. keep going and this will take care of itself with time.
yamiblue990 2 years ago
I was so excited to see you had made a video Johnny. Iv missed you, God bless you x
lydiamusic1992 2 years ago
Johnny I am so proud of you! Seems like you are really using this as a growing process, and it shows. Much love, prayers, and blessings to you!
Genevra83 2 years ago
I have not been checking your comments...So thanks for the update. Do not worry about those issues with the current place. Everyone has a crappy apartment at some point and time in life. It makes you love the GOOD one. You do have rights as a tenant so make a problem journal and send a certified letter to the Landlord about the issues. If you have any Q's about dealing with this message me. I have been through it. ♥
You will get through it too.
TheBeautyofVanity 2 years ago
Hi Johnny! So good to see your friendly self on You Tube again! I'm sorry you've been having to deal with such stressand challenging time, but I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers that you land in a better place, one that can take both you and Dante, and you feel at peace in. Love and Hugs. I'll be thinking of you.
LHStostardome 2 years ago
Thank you all for the support and blessings, especially love all the faith and scriptures!!! and look at the beautiful singing video Dom made me - he is so adorable, perfect song, perfect timing. I think I will keep it low key today, need some rest and relaxation. Happy Saturday my friends! Thank you bundles!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
Thinking of you! I truly hope that apartment works out for you. You definitely deserve a break! Glad you're trying to hang in there. Keep being strong. :)
knicknatpattywack 2 years ago
That which doesn't kill us only makes us stronger- so by the time all of this is done you're gonna need kryptonite to bring you down! :) You're tough, so I know you are holding up, but that doesn't mean you don't need a little pick me up every now and then. Remember the power of Kenny Loggin's "Footloose" and use it as needed. *hugs*
choirgrrl 2 years ago
Things will get better. property can be a nightmare.I should know I chose a converted place and it turned out that the landlord had painted over mould and it had lots of issues. Now we are moving soon to go to a wonderful place. So it will happen. :)
AngelEyesSmile 2 years ago
Nice to see you smiling. Hang in there. I know you aren't happy where you are currently living but on a happy note,your bed looks beautiful in the background. Try to enjoy the little things and comforts like that while you have to still be there.You'll find somewhere perfect soon. Luv you. Luv Morgan xoxo
PringlesMinis 2 years ago
johnny,
you are a wonderful, beautiful, inteligent person. I know in my heart that no matter the situation you are strong and will make it through one way or another. I pray that you can find a reliable place of peace soon that will allow you can continue on your road to healing. All of my spirit, love, hugs, and prayers are with you always.
Lindi
betteroffdead123 2 years ago
LOVE.
brightsleep 2 years ago
I hope things turn out for the best! May God watch over you and give you peace.
TheColaGoodfellow 2 years ago
We feel your love, and I hope you feel all of ours! Be strong and remain mindful and beautiful! <3
heloise9 2 years ago
I've missed you, friend. I indeed need to embrace peace and joy right now... in the midst of pain, I will embrace peace, positivity, with you, together. xoxo
miniaturepanda 2 years ago
I'm so pleased that you're OK... I know things aren't as good as they could be right now, but you have shown enormous strength by getting through all of this.
I hope you find an apartment that is just right for you to heal. A positive environment is so important in the healing process, as are friends....
xoxo
misstiggykins 2 years ago
In these times everybody can use some help and support I guess, but I want you to have some more and find peace. You're such a good person, I hope you'll get what you deserve! :D
Sjappelientje 2 years ago
I love you :')
avadakedavra62442 2 years ago
Its good to hear from you again, you're a great person hun.
Keep your chin up, everything will work out =]
FrossetBlod 2 years ago
Im so glad your ok!!! You will get through this!! sending you good vibes. =] take care
fuckyousuckalot 2 years ago
i am so happy to see you, my dear! i have just finished getting the list of people's permission to mention them in a video, so i apologize for not doing it right away but it shouldn't be too long now. good luck in finding your peaceful living arrangement, i know God will light your path <3
eluvzmokie 2 years ago
Your in my thoughts & prayers. You're so inspiring - I don't even know how to articulate it! I hope everything works out for your new apartment! hugs, peace, love & hello kitty :)
breakinggfree93 2 years ago
i wish you all the best! i enjoy your videos and while you are going through a hard time, i appreciate them even more because you are sharing everything with us. good luck!
neraknerak1 2 years ago
Johnny it is so nice to see you!
We have missed you. I am so pleased you are putting yourself and your mum as your top priority. Much respect, hope, prayers and love.
Chelsea xxxxxx
anawings 2 years ago
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! i hope things get better! let us know anything we can do!!
mylabyrinth6 2 years ago
I'm glad you are doing well in God. I know he has a plan for you and that you are doing His work in this move and you will pull through it.
I hope your situation gets better for you, and that you will keep drawing close to Christ through all this!
I've missed you!! SO glad to see you back and improving your situation by moving out of an unhealthy apartment arrangement. Keep fighting!
Isabet 2 years ago
I'm so glad you updated! :D I'm sorry your new place isn't working for you, but good luck with the apartment! I hope you get it! :) ~~Peace&Love~~~
ayameev 2 years ago
Welcome back! I HAVE MISSED YOU. Lots of Love too you and mom. xoxox Take Care.
jenytech45 2 years ago
♥ youre SO ispiring. thank you so much. Ive been watching your videos allday. I cant get enough of your words. You've even made me realize how far Ive gotten from God. Im going now to pray. xxoo ♥
ImNotStupidImBlonde 2 years ago
hey guy...kiss/kiss.
wolffenhaus 2 years ago
Much love to you my sweet darling. I am happy to see you are well and staying strong, no small feat, i'm sure. i am praying for you and rooting for you. and i am so proud of u for setting boundries and sticking to them! good for u! that's a huge step. :) much love to u and ur mom and dante too. God bless <3 Felicia
Limabean120 2 years ago
Hi beautiful!
LOVE YOU!!!
sweetsmile1 2 years ago
^_^ Yay update! Dont worry things will get better. Good things happen to good people and i believe that you are a very good person. Hang in there. I am so happy you posted this. I was wondering what was going on with you. I'm a happy camper now XD. Good luck love.
SetteSuicide 2 years ago
Sending you love honey - life is about change and it never stays still but sometimes these changes - even if they seem difficult at the time - are supposed to happen. these new moves and changes may bring you many new friends and experiences that will shape your life's purpose - it's jsut hard to understand that when you are in the midst of the re adjustment and turmoil. Once the dust settles, I'm sure that you will find new inspiration and beauty in these new surroundings. . XX
georginaheffernan 2 years ago
<3 BIG Hug <3...................very nice to see/hear from you again. Missed ya, my youtube subs have felt very lonely without your updates!!! Glad you can VENT. God has all power and protection for you.
YIPPPYSKIPPY 2 years ago
Hey sweetheart! You are in my prayers!
Stay strong & god bless you
FuckingFatAssBitch 2 years ago
There you are! :)
coconutboi11 2 years ago
I admire you for styaing so strong throughout this whole process and I just know things will brighten and you will be back to your happy self In no time <3
ximstraighttoxicx 2 years ago
I was thinking about you yesterday..Havent seen a video and was hoping you are ok : )
Thanks for the update~~
I really hope you get the new apt. : )
Think positive thoughts
Hugs to you
fairy20tails 2 years ago
Hey hey, It's so good to see you man. god bless you my friend.
"...and let your light so shine before this people, that they may see your good works and glorify you father you is in heaven...."
TruthJunkieMikael 2 years ago
I love how you ended this comment, so beautiful. What verse is that? I would like to go read more from that chapter. God bless you.
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
hey johnny- you are lookin great, man. very calm and clear, actually, even though you may not feel like it. we will talk to you when you are up to it. thanks for posting a quick video! lots of love, surrender, and time in nature to you!!! xoxoxoxox jules n sarah
RawHealingPatch 2 years ago
I am keeping my peace my friend, you know - I know you understand, the energy we let in is what will remain with us. If I focus and identify as what's going on as bad or negative, I will allow that energy in. I noticed this on depressed days right, laying in bed self soathing serves no productive purpose. If I don't have the physical energy it's one thing but if I do and I'm denying myself of my own healing powers, that's crap. Prayer, faith and God are holding me up. God as my backbone! Luv u 2
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
OMG YOUR ALIVE!!!! ='D -super hug- me and gonzo missed you-
XxbabytiffxX 2 years ago
It takes a while to adjust... you might feel better about the place you're in soon... but if not... I hope you find somewhere brilliant x
DeccaQuinne 2 years ago
omg i´m so happy to see u ...i´ll send u much much power and blessings...and kisses and hugs...and so much more...i´m thinking of u every day ur in my prayers cute....xoxo
GiaStruggles 2 years ago
Did I mention I can see Jesus' peace on your face?
I pray that you would continue to be flooded with a sense of His presence.
mathgeek77 2 years ago
Honey, He held me yesterday after all my hopeless attitudes after calling many apartments, viewings, etc and not finding the right fit. Then yesterday I made major progress and then went to go see this place and loved it as a healthy balance for my current lifestyle. After I left I felt the peace of God, literally and He said... take a break now, it will happen... so here I am now enjoying some things I deserve to enjoy like online time that isn't apartment searching...and dinner/movie tonight!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
come and live with meeeee!!!!! its a very good environment and ud looooove it!!! lol hope u get better!!
miya76 2 years ago
I hope things get easier for you Johnny. My thoughts and prayers are with you. (((HUGS)))
BreakingDawn1980 2 years ago
you'll make it! Hope you are doing better which you are I hope.
Paigehope 2 years ago
If you need/want to talk ever, PM me with a # and some times I can call and I'll call you. Again, if you still have my # somewhere you can call me anytime. Probably the easiest is calling me late at night your time, because then it's midnight or so my time. I doubt you'd wake me ... night owl that I am.
Love you Kitty,
Choco
mathgeek77 2 years ago
Thanks for keeping us in the loop. I was so excited to see your cute face at the top of your channel page. I have so missed your voice even though I have been too busy to be on YT very much. Whenever I pop on, I try and stop by your page to see if you've updated with a new comment. I can't wait for the day I'll read the one that's you saying "Oh my glitter... I have found my new home..." :)
Thanking God in advance for that day and for you,
Sandy
mathgeek77 2 years ago
Choco, thank yo for all the extended phone offers, email offers, etc. I am very focused on not focusing on communications so I can ground myself, if that makes sense but I truly appreciate u and know that even if we aren't on the phone right now/present time that you are still here for me. Ps my hairdresser LOVES joyce meyers!!! like loves x infinity. It made me so happy!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
You will make it through. You are strong and full of hope, even if you don't feel it all the time.
It might be time for a bubble bath and some avocado power!
JamieSnyderTV 2 years ago
i love you!!im the first to watch and comment! yay !stay strong
xoxo
StevenJackson 2 years ago