I remember the Table for Six videos. I've been a subscriber for a few years. Since before the Table for Six started. I just saw a video and decided to subscribe.
Hi, just letting you know who I am and where I came from. :) I found your youtube channel through your tumblr, I'm an academic and a little bit artsy queer person and I'm always interested in hearing how other people feel about their gender, that's why I subscribed.
Hey PaperStory. I'm FtM and I found your video on Susan's site and from there I looked up more of your videos. I find your voice very calming and I love your look!
Thanks for your vids ! I'm a trans mtf who has decided to adapt into light androgyny ,after decades of inner alchemy and I found out our brains remain the same,we just get more flexible, we grow ability of going from our more male pysche to our more feminine one and even mingle each a bit more each day, but the brain keeps being what it is ,a trans brain.
I am an artist! Would you like to challenge each other on projects each week....like next week everyday we have to do a small painting or something like that? Let me know... we can show our work on our channels too!! <3
I am glad you asked. I am a GG. Never felt good to me. I lived in an androgenous thing most of my life. Married to a GM who loves me the way I am. I am glad to see folks able to live their lives on their terms. I never got to. I was always different from everyone else. There is no transitioning for me, I am too old (IMO) and although I am not pleased with my gender I am happy with my life. Still fascinates me watching others overcome the gender maze.
@Elmentalwiz I thought I could never adapt,as even when I was forty I still felt a woman but then,the many years of lucid dreaming techniques and passive meditation had started to show its effects on me : I started feeling more and more androgenous than just female and even when I felt most feminine at times,it didn't last long.It seems the brain keeps being what it is but our psyches learn to swim between the masculine and feminine aspects of the self and starts to mingle the two slowly !
@Gwynsek I feel a lot of that. I was always the different one. I decided one day I was just going to be me and if that meant I was not a fairy princess bride and no one was ever going to love me like this then that was the way it was going to be. That was pretty centering, acceptance. I told my own mother if she did not like who I was that was going to be her pain and not mine. Life is about living not hiding.
I'm an old subscriber -- well, I'm not really that old myself x)
Saw you on TSG and wanted to see more, so I subscribed to your main channel.
About me, hmm, I am a pre-t, pre-op very queer (let's leave it at that x]) transguy.
However, -the following should be said with the fierceness of a drag queen!- girl, even though everything is queer about me, but trust me, my gender -- is male. Maybe not a traditional male, but still ;D
I don't know where I found you-I am just really interested in people of all kinds-their stories and being able to see people I have never met. And you are really adorable
Think I subscribed to you around the time you joined TSG as well :) I'm a gay guy, wondered for a while if I might be transgender, but think I'm just kind of genderqueer, I don't know!
I subscribed to you around the time you joined TSG. I'm a high school t-girl who hasn't begun transition and won't for a while but seeing other transpeople being able to makes me happy.
@AmishMachinery We trans folks belong together and I can tell,as I myself managed to adpat to light androgyny after decades ,I feel many soft gays and butches are actually trans who don't have the more radical form of sexual disphoria and could thus adapt more easily to their bodies but don't have the guts to admit it to themselves (or even to shun prejudice from the gay/lesbian community or they would't find partners,it happened to me,but now I confidently learned to enjoy my organs /looks )
I'm a new subscriber, i think i subscribed yesterday or the day before ... BUT! I'm not new to you. I watch you on trannystar! and decided i'd like to see more of you.
I remember the Table for Six videos. I've been a subscriber for a few years. Since before the Table for Six started. I just saw a video and decided to subscribe.
KFFrock 2 weeks ago in playlist More videos from PaperStory
@KFFrock i remember you! the table for six...oh my goodness... thanks for sticking around i lost alot of followers when i decided to transition.
PaperStory 2 weeks ago
Hi, just letting you know who I am and where I came from. :) I found your youtube channel through your tumblr, I'm an academic and a little bit artsy queer person and I'm always interested in hearing how other people feel about their gender, that's why I subscribed.
selittamaton 3 weeks ago
@selittamaton that sounds lovely! thank you for watching/sharing
PaperStory 3 weeks ago
Hey PaperStory. I'm FtM and I found your video on Susan's site and from there I looked up more of your videos. I find your voice very calming and I love your look!
RevolverLochness 4 weeks ago
Thanks for your vids ! I'm a trans mtf who has decided to adapt into light androgyny ,after decades of inner alchemy and I found out our brains remain the same,we just get more flexible, we grow ability of going from our more male pysche to our more feminine one and even mingle each a bit more each day, but the brain keeps being what it is ,a trans brain.
Gwynsek 4 weeks ago
I am an artist! Would you like to challenge each other on projects each week....like next week everyday we have to do a small painting or something like that? Let me know... we can show our work on our channels too!! <3
Lucky13Forever7 1 month ago 2
@Lucky13Forever7 I would love to!
PaperStory 1 month ago
I am glad you asked. I am a GG. Never felt good to me. I lived in an androgenous thing most of my life. Married to a GM who loves me the way I am. I am glad to see folks able to live their lives on their terms. I never got to. I was always different from everyone else. There is no transitioning for me, I am too old (IMO) and although I am not pleased with my gender I am happy with my life. Still fascinates me watching others overcome the gender maze.
Elmentalwiz 1 month ago
@Elmentalwiz I thought I could never adapt,as even when I was forty I still felt a woman but then,the many years of lucid dreaming techniques and passive meditation had started to show its effects on me : I started feeling more and more androgenous than just female and even when I felt most feminine at times,it didn't last long.It seems the brain keeps being what it is but our psyches learn to swim between the masculine and feminine aspects of the self and starts to mingle the two slowly !
Gwynsek 4 weeks ago
@Gwynsek Oh I'll be 52 on Feb by the way !
Gwynsek 4 weeks ago
@Gwynsek I feel a lot of that. I was always the different one. I decided one day I was just going to be me and if that meant I was not a fairy princess bride and no one was ever going to love me like this then that was the way it was going to be. That was pretty centering, acceptance. I told my own mother if she did not like who I was that was going to be her pain and not mine. Life is about living not hiding.
Elmentalwiz 3 weeks ago
I subscribed way back when I had my old channel because I saw the tableforsix videos... I feel ancient.
0WorldThatNeverWas0 1 month ago
@0WorldThatNeverWas0 table for six?!?! oMFG AHAHAHAAHAHA. Thanks for bringing that up oh gooodddness that was great. :D
PaperStory 1 month ago
I subscribed 4evz ago when you made kind of ambient videos. You've always been interesting and I like that.
Darsoid 1 month ago
@Darsoid I remember you : ) Thanks.
PaperStory 1 month ago
I'm an old subscriber -- well, I'm not really that old myself x)
Saw you on TSG and wanted to see more, so I subscribed to your main channel.
About me, hmm, I am a pre-t, pre-op very queer (let's leave it at that x]) transguy.
However, -the following should be said with the fierceness of a drag queen!- girl, even though everything is queer about me, but trust me, my gender -- is male. Maybe not a traditional male, but still ;D
DFTBA ;) <-- nerd pride~
AngelAboveSin 1 month ago
@AngelAboveSin thank you for watching : ) you sound awesome.
PaperStory 1 month ago
Hi! I love your shirt :)
I don't know where I found you-I am just really interested in people of all kinds-their stories and being able to see people I have never met. And you are really adorable
theRoseofmyheart 1 month ago
@theRoseofmyheart Thank you so much, me to actually.
PaperStory 1 month ago
Think I subscribed to you around the time you joined TSG as well :) I'm a gay guy, wondered for a while if I might be transgender, but think I'm just kind of genderqueer, I don't know!
seankisaragi 1 month ago
@seankisaragi that's beautiful!!
PaperStory 1 month ago
I subscribed to you around the time you joined TSG. I'm a high school t-girl who hasn't begun transition and won't for a while but seeing other transpeople being able to makes me happy.
AmishMachinery 1 month ago
@AmishMachinery : ) Thank you for watching. Enjoy the journey.
PaperStory 1 month ago
@AmishMachinery We trans folks belong together and I can tell,as I myself managed to adpat to light androgyny after decades ,I feel many soft gays and butches are actually trans who don't have the more radical form of sexual disphoria and could thus adapt more easily to their bodies but don't have the guts to admit it to themselves (or even to shun prejudice from the gay/lesbian community or they would't find partners,it happened to me,but now I confidently learned to enjoy my organs /looks )
Gwynsek 4 weeks ago
I'm a new subscriber, i think i subscribed yesterday or the day before ... BUT! I'm not new to you. I watch you on trannystar! and decided i'd like to see more of you.
Iiquor 1 month ago