She realised in the end that she couldn't kill her self. Cuz if she did it would be offending to those who had no chance to live. (The cat for example)
This song is very sad, but it makes me remember how much better I have it than some people. Someone I love has tried on numerous occasions to commit suicide, and I'm grateful that he's still alive. It makes me sad for all those people who have committed suicide because they feel there is no hope and no light left in the world. It's quite tragic, really. If you feel hopeless, don't give up on yourself, everything will be OK. There is someone who will always be there for you... He's Jesus. =)
@44Anifreak44 *high five* That's a good way to look at it! If you ever are thinking about committing suicide, think twice because while your life might suck at the moment, there's always many good things in life too c:.
All everyone needs to no is that living ur own life the vest way u can is all u need to do do stuff that makes ur self happy not other people dont try to blend in with the crowd be yourself i myself all the time and people love my personality ..... -sigh-
This is a bout depressed students...and how pressurized she is with school and the society i think. Tired of living wanting to suicide but is too afraid of the pain. The blond rin and the black haired rin is actually the same person i believe. Like at 00:35 the dark her listens to ppl talk about her (blond) xD
I used to think like Rin too. I didn't know what was the purpose of living. I thought if i did kill my self would people care but i didn't have the courge to do it. I knew there were people out there that had a worse life then me but then i changed myself. I found people who really did care for me so who ever is reading this your not alone. There is people who will expect you for who you are.
I understand the song and agree with is, but what's up with all these really depressing comments D; I used to feel like this, but then I realized I focused on all of the negative things in the world. I changed my OWN THINKING and now I'm happy :) You can't expect everyone else to change to make your life better. Don't live your life wanting to die, it's such a waste. Be a good person, find some good friends, and do what you love!
@JustSketchdA well then with you it wasn't such a big issue, if your full on suffering with depression, certain reactions in you body stop meaning that you almost CAN'T be happy. I can see everyone thinks your all right but trust someone whose suffering from it. the most change in thinking people suffering need to make is to seek help, tell friends, family and teachers how you feel and see a doctor. it helps. ^^ @everyone I'm here if you need me, send me a message and we can chat! ^^
@MetalSoulReaper Don't say that. life does suck but it doesnt people don't like u! people may love u and u may not even know it! yeah people do like u on the internet but don't go saying that no onelikes u outside of the web.
@MetalSoulReaper I'm sure that if you spent some time off of it, though, you could meet someone who could appreciate you. Don't give up so easily, stay strong :)!
this is how i feel. if there were a completely painless way to kill myself, i wouldn't be posting this comment. i'm bullied, my family hates me, and i'm tired of everything. and if you dare respond to this saying i'm an emo and to get some help, FUCK OFF!!!
@shisumi1 I know your pain bro, but trust me. If you just keep moving along your situation will get better. Someday you'll be out of your school situation and you'll hardly see your family when you move out and get a good job.
@shisumi1 You're not an emo, you're a human being with troubles. If you're bullied, why don't you try telling someone to help you? Or maybe, bullying those who bully you xD
(I was agreeing with you, and expecting other people who enjoy taking the Emo way out instead of actually finding a solution to their problems to get mad.)
@avc1234 lolemo. no. emo is such a stereotype. maybe it seems emo to you but to people like us who have things eating us up inside it takes away our pain.
Black Rin and normal Rin are the same person... in the song, Rin is ashamed of herself. Don't you have a inner voice?? Black Rin is Rin's inner voice.
@zombieslayer1321 if im not mistaken, black rin is not only jealous of regular rin, but also suicidal. but is also scared of dying and wants to someone to be there for her and comfort her...thats what i think it is anyway.....
I feel as if I can put myself in her place. Im used by my 'friends' at school. They use me and endlessly make my time wasted on NOTHING. I am bullied to the light degree. And I attempted the same Rin has. And I have no courage to die.
This song… Explains exactly how I feel. I wanna commit suicide. BUT. Just like in this song I don’t want to go through the pain…. whats the point of life if your just gonna go through pain, and cry, no. Im not bullied or abused but I dont get the point of life and is just tired of watching all these people go through pain why has the world changed like this? Id rather be dead and stay somewhere no one feels pain then be in this world where people actually can feel so much pain... .___.
@pandazlova my dad always told me whats the use crying if the deeds done (no use crying over spilled milk) and that i should be ashamed of myself when theres people out there with real problems....im dont get him.....but you know humans live are not forever.....wheter you want to die sooner or later.......dose it matter?.....but you know there are so many beautiful things in this world...its amazing...almost worth going througth the pain...thats just me...
Wow, that is one seriously self loathing song. At least we learned that following the crowd and giving in to peer pressure and doing things that aren't what you would do at all leads to eventual self-destruction
@levonneandjen thanks =) he doesnt like her and she is really overprotective so he is trying to protect me cuz she hates me and would try to kill me if she ever found out that hed dumped her for me
this is me im scared to commit suicide but i want to and i only have like 10 real friends and im in 6th grade. the guy i like is dating someone and he likes me back but wont break up with her =(
@ShadowGirl19295 There's not need to commit suicide!! You have friends, and whats more is that you sya that they're reals. Talk to them! They'll support you. And if a guy you like is dating someone that they like/love then be happy for him and wish him the best. If anything I wish I could have your situation. To have so many friends behind... Never forget that.
@ShadowGirl19295 really… your lucky to have friends.. You shouldn’t commit suicide..I mean, really. I do hide my depression, no one really knows. But probably the same as with your friends as mine, they would run 1,000 miles just to stop you from even thinking about suicide... and if that guy was really your true love, eventually he’ll come through. Cause your true love will do anything to save you and protect you from whatever comes your way ^^ Hope I helped?
@pandazlova Thanks I know I have depression too, but no one gets it my best friend died a couple of weeks ago and he lived in Russia and now we're learning about Russia in school it's hell, trust me. I probably won't kill myself because I'm scared to and all 10 of my friends have told me that if I kill myself they would kill themselves too. I don't want that to happen... You did help thanks.
to explain to people who are confused: the blonde and the black haired Rin are the same Rin. the blonde is what she shows people, but her inner self is suffering because of some personal turmoil and she doesn't feel life is worth living. She wants to die, but she can't go through with suicide because she doesn't want to feel pain. Story of my life. Story of many peoples' lives.
@MuleGirlRocks nooo haha the part where she says that shes killed, it means how many times shes tryed to kill herself but it never works cause shes too scared. Shes just saying how many of herself she has tryed to kill (why the forks are going into herself)
@darksaint619 Because apparently if you write a song with lyrics like this, you're mentally disturbed. Because America's gone soft musically. Name one song on American radio centered around suicide.
@darksaint619 «Oh my gawd, EVERYONE in America is SO uncreative!!!!111!!desu»Fucking weaboos. 90% of recent metal bands only sing about depression. Black Veil Brides, Alexis On Fire, Avenged SevenFold, Senses Fail...do I really have to name the entire list for you?
@darksaint619 there is, if you'd only look. a song that this reminds me of is a new band, Dexter's Kin, with a song called spill out the lies. there IS good music from america, its just harder to find then ke$ha ;)
@darksaint619 Listen up. We do, thank England though, please, please, PLEASE, just look up "The Wall" by the band Pink Floyd, for the sake of the sacred thing called music!
@darksaint619 Because no American music producer would let a suicide-attempt-ridden song like this out no matter how deep it is because rabid parents and schools would be at their throats.
Is blonde rin and brunette rin supposed to be the same person or are they supposed to be 2 different people?
HighTechGirl5 8 hours ago
I'm confused. Someone please explain to me. :'(
CARLEYA1228 13 hours ago
2:08 "Kids, We're having cooked Rin for Dinner~!! :D"
FUZZInekoMIMI 15 hours ago
wait this is Rin? 0-0 hm I didn't notice that X3
randomfunest 17 hours ago
Story of my life
HUHgrapes 18 hours ago
This is how I feel when my stupid classmates tease me. I know I'm not a star, but those 'popular' bitches aren't exactly Einstein!
HighTechGirl5 1 day ago
I just sent this to the girl that always tells me to just shut the fuck up for no reason and makes fun of me for my grades.
But of course, that was only an allusion...
SadisticOranges 1 day ago
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KittyKitten3467 2 days ago
this is perfect for my cousin coz she loves japanese anime she even draws them
missflowerchannel 4 days ago
Poor kitty? Poor Rinny D:
NodoSetsufanAR 4 days ago
Cool song bro
jensenfu 4 days ago
They should play something like this at a bully assembly or something....
Twillbunny 4 days ago 3
She realised in the end that she couldn't kill her self. Cuz if she did it would be offending to those who had no chance to live. (The cat for example)
MikanxSakura 5 days ago in playlist vocaloid 24
this song reminds me of myself..ive tried killing myself those ways too..
crona951 5 days ago 2
@crona951 You tried to kill yourself by eating cake too? Woah.. that'd be a pretty cool way to go down.
"Calmthemtits, 1875-1934 cause of death: ate too much cake."
Calmthemtits 14 hours ago
This song is very sad, but it makes me remember how much better I have it than some people. Someone I love has tried on numerous occasions to commit suicide, and I'm grateful that he's still alive. It makes me sad for all those people who have committed suicide because they feel there is no hope and no light left in the world. It's quite tragic, really. If you feel hopeless, don't give up on yourself, everything will be OK. There is someone who will always be there for you... He's Jesus. =)
UtauloidSephini 5 days ago 3
I'm 12 and I find this really sad...my mom is really getting on my nerves but I wont die...I'm just in a bad place right now.
44Anifreak44 5 days ago
@44Anifreak44 *high five* That's a good way to look at it! If you ever are thinking about committing suicide, think twice because while your life might suck at the moment, there's always many good things in life too c:.
Calmthemtits 14 hours ago
Awww...the poor kitty.
anime4everpink 6 days ago
Wow... This girl (Rin, like this) really looks like me in the outside AND inside.
PiriDundeey 6 days ago 8
This song still makes me cry, everytime.
Fudgetumor 6 days ago
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AdamChan318 1 week ago
3:19 poor cat..
thecinnamonify 1 week ago
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AdamChan318 1 week ago
i was freaked out for a second cause it had been raining today but then i realized im in washington, its always fucking raining here
frappicinopop41 1 week ago
O_O I listened to this song yesterday and today it IS raining. Aizu.
I like this side of rin, not the prissy side. Same for Miku~
GoGfananimal 1 week ago
All everyone needs to no is that living ur own life the vest way u can is all u need to do do stuff that makes ur self happy not other people dont try to blend in with the crowd be yourself i myself all the time and people love my personality ..... -sigh-
bb90s4 1 week ago
thumbs up if u wish u were a cat.
trinitymacc 1 week ago 50
the cake is a lie.
anakie543 1 week ago
after watching the sped up ver. you think this is slowed down O_0 weird
3vocalpokemonluvrz 1 week ago
@3vocalpokemonluvrz Wow, thats really interesting.
olekirkrock 1 week ago
...this is me, nuff said.
walkthroughgirl 1 week ago
I love love love this song
maximumride2561 1 week ago
...What i see is the old me...I found someone on facebook who loves me...I mean really loves me...Kept me from killing myself...
Inoyamanakaa15 1 week ago
I agree with this song. I think life sucks but I'm happy anyways xD
elfen4 1 week ago
@elfen4 yeeeeaaaahhhhhh! me too!
trinitymacc 1 week ago
@trinitymacc Good for you! :D
elfen4 1 week ago
@elfen4 wait....what?
trinitymacc 1 week ago
@trinitymacc Didn't mean to offend you D:
elfen4 1 week ago
@elfen4 No,no i was just cofused at the comment u sent me opps!
trinitymacc 1 week ago
@trinitymacc Oh, ok
elfen4 1 week ago
@elfe hey do vids.??
trinitymacc 1 week ago
@trinitymacc Not for now, maybe in a couple years I'll... be... famous! xD haha ok, just a little famous .-.
elfen4 1 week ago
@elfen4 lolz! i want to make some vids. to but i lost my vidoe cam. and i don't know how to lad them up. hey, do u watch any animes?
trinitymacc 1 week ago
@trinitymacc Duh, of course! Naruto Shippuden, Mirai Nikki, Another, etc. And you?
elfen4 5 days ago
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@trinitymacc Duh, of course! Naruto Shippuden, Mirai Nikki, Another, etc. And you?
elfen4 5 days ago
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@trinitymacc Duh, of course! Naruto Shippuden, Mirai Nikki, Another, etc. And you?
elfen4 5 days ago
This is a bout depressed students...and how pressurized she is with school and the society i think. Tired of living wanting to suicide but is too afraid of the pain. The blond rin and the black haired rin is actually the same person i believe. Like at 00:35 the dark her listens to ppl talk about her (blond) xD
XxALicexSeRixX 2 weeks ago in playlist Rin。Len。鏡音リン 。レン
just like me... i can't belive how great the internet is when your sad in life but aprieciated on the internet...
maskedcat12345 2 weeks ago
I died inside at 3:15...;A;...The poor kitty..
ChocolateyEevee 2 weeks ago 2
@ChocolateyEevee me too...Q~Q
XxALicexSeRixX 2 weeks ago in playlist Rin。Len。鏡音リン 。レン
I think this song is about how she's tired of living, but she's too afraid to commit suicide.
LighttheHedgehogable 2 weeks ago
.....The only thing i found "odd" about this song was the part with cake.
And BTW, i did cry a bit.
thepivotmaster130 2 weeks ago
@Evadubya2 Thanks for the explanation. I wasn't sure if it was that our something else. Thanks for clearing it up
Luvrainluv 2 weeks ago
Oh wait never mind I think I get it.. Note the fact that I didn't listen to the whole song before I posted that
Luvrainluv 2 weeks ago
Why is her hair black?? Is it because she as a split personality?
Luvrainluv 2 weeks ago
@Luvrainluv Yes. The black Rin is feeling miserable everywhere, So the inside of Rin.
The normal Rin is trying to hide her misery
Evadubya2 2 weeks ago in playlist My favorite Songs
rin looks amazing in black imo
Namigumere 2 weeks ago
omfg, I heard this song for the first time two days ago... It actually DID rain yesterday! O.O
Actually, I think exactly the same like Rin here....
Should I be scared? O.O''
MissManimok 2 weeks ago
@MissManimok You think exaclty like Rin in this video?
Meaning your a dangerous suicidal/homocidal sociopath?
Yeah, i'd be worried.
RPGSoundtrack 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
I hate it when people uses car and sees a animal in there front and just ignore it and dead >.<
kiyushi29 2 weeks ago in playlist Liked videos
LOL Youtube made me type "suretroll" for the confirmation thing
YuTe3712 2 weeks ago
Stringe...
Knife... (uh oh)
Gun... (Uh Oh)
>evil smile< (crap, Rin is about to kill me.)
YuTe3712 2 weeks ago
*bakes a cake*
*carries it to the window*
*sticks head out of window while eating cake*
Evadubya2 2 weeks ago in playlist My favorite Songs
8 people are like those pink and blue haired girls.
1sthi1357 2 weeks ago in playlist Liked videos 2
Pfft. story of my life. Awesome song.
otakufanatic98 2 weeks ago
@pandazlova you said pain so much, it sounds all weird now. paaaaiin.......
omgcmd101 2 weeks ago
even though they make creepy songs like this it actually helps... i wish i found this song earlier.... but im ok!! O.o
fankyfashionmonkey 2 weeks ago
@fankyfashionmonkey creepy?
3vocalpokemonluvrz 2 weeks ago
@3vocalpokemonluvrz if u want creepy here r some suggestions:
1dark woods circus
2.alice human sacrifice
3.circus moster (not creepy. the only thing that came to my head. its sad tho)
3vocalpokemonluvrz 2 weeks ago
Hm, I am feeling like her right now. I don't think I can handle such pressure and pain!
MissManimok 2 weeks ago
This song is way too relate-able...
AvatarObsession 2 weeks ago
I used to think like Rin too. I didn't know what was the purpose of living. I thought if i did kill my self would people care but i didn't have the courge to do it. I knew there were people out there that had a worse life then me but then i changed myself. I found people who really did care for me so who ever is reading this your not alone. There is people who will expect you for who you are.
xxPurpleLadybugxx 2 weeks ago
whenever i show this video to someone and they dont like it, sh*t happens. c:
AnaSprinkles13 2 weeks ago
I discovered this song yesterday.
Today it's raining.
o_o
Diamonandia 2 weeks ago 15
@Diamonandia Omg me too! i found it yesterday and today they said it wasn't going to rain but it did!
QuEeNyB222ny 2 weeks ago in playlist Kagamine Rin&Len
@QuEeNyB222ny SAME WITH ME!!!
MissManimok 2 weeks ago
@MissManimok Chain letter video pass it on!!!! XD
QuEeNyB222ny 2 weeks ago in playlist Kagamine Rin&Len
The song have a litte lagg at 0:39 - 0:40 Fixx that please. :o(
or so.. english grammar :s(
Teyloune 2 weeks ago
I understand the song and agree with is, but what's up with all these really depressing comments D; I used to feel like this, but then I realized I focused on all of the negative things in the world. I changed my OWN THINKING and now I'm happy :) You can't expect everyone else to change to make your life better. Don't live your life wanting to die, it's such a waste. Be a good person, find some good friends, and do what you love!
JustSketchdA 3 weeks ago 72
@JustSketchdA I completely agree. I would thumbs this comment but I can figure out how to thumbs comments with the new layout.
mentosKS 3 weeks ago
@JustSketchdA true words of wisdom
3vocalpokemonluvrz 1 week ago
@JustSketchdA I love this comment :'D.
Calmthemtits 1 week ago
@JustSketchdA well then with you it wasn't such a big issue, if your full on suffering with depression, certain reactions in you body stop meaning that you almost CAN'T be happy. I can see everyone thinks your all right but trust someone whose suffering from it. the most change in thinking people suffering need to make is to seek help, tell friends, family and teachers how you feel and see a doctor. it helps. ^^ @everyone I'm here if you need me, send me a message and we can chat! ^^
CutiePieCanada 5 days ago in playlist Favorite videos
i really love her voice in this 1 and the song itself is like recreation of my life ~_~
giedrius233 3 weeks ago
I really feel like this right now.... :'(
mypetzarecool2 3 weeks ago
Wait... this "black rin"... the return of "liar betty"?
MetalSoulReaper 3 weeks ago
Life sucks. The internet is my escape. At least people aprieciate me here.
MetalSoulReaper 3 weeks ago 85
@MetalSoulReaper true. very true.
shisumi1 3 weeks ago
@MetalSoulReaper Don't say that. life does suck but it doesnt people don't like u! people may love u and u may not even know it! yeah people do like u on the internet but don't go saying that no onelikes u outside of the web.
trinitymacc 1 week ago
@MetalSoulReaper thats why i live in the internet.....
animeMikuHatsune01 1 week ago
@MetalSoulReaper I'm sure that if you spent some time off of it, though, you could meet someone who could appreciate you. Don't give up so easily, stay strong :)!
Calmthemtits 1 week ago
... this is depressing... the song i was listening before this was pantsu nugeru mon....
randomdancing123456 3 weeks ago
Love this ._.....
redrox222 3 weeks ago
how i feel alot of the time
catz537 3 weeks ago
this is how i feel. if there were a completely painless way to kill myself, i wouldn't be posting this comment. i'm bullied, my family hates me, and i'm tired of everything. and if you dare respond to this saying i'm an emo and to get some help, FUCK OFF!!!
shisumi1 3 weeks ago
@shisumi1 i feel for you same with me and your not emo u are simply stating the truth
zeroink6 3 weeks ago
@zeroink6 thank you! finally someone that sees common sense!
shisumi1 3 weeks ago
@shisumi1 im just glad to know someone else out there is brave enough to actaully tell people instead of hiding it and actually knows how it feels
zeroink6 3 weeks ago
@shisumi1 I know your pain bro, but trust me. If you just keep moving along your situation will get better. Someday you'll be out of your school situation and you'll hardly see your family when you move out and get a good job.
MrGoLuckyFish 3 weeks ago
@shisumi1 You're not an emo, you're a human being with troubles. If you're bullied, why don't you try telling someone to help you? Or maybe, bullying those who bully you xD
elfen4 1 week ago
@elfen4 What are you saying, we don't kindly to your logical, and reasonable answers.
Pfft who ever heard of not killing your self every time you get a paper cut.
(Now waiting for EMO-RAGE...)
avc1234 1 week ago
@avc1234 Uuh... okey? Just was trying to help...
elfen4 1 week ago
@elfen4 You don't get sarcasm do you. -_-
(I was agreeing with you, and expecting other people who enjoy taking the Emo way out instead of actually finding a solution to their problems to get mad.)
avc1234 1 week ago
@avc1234 Oh, sorry, I'm used to people that misunderstand my words.
elfen4 1 week ago
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@avc1234 lolemo. no. emo is such a stereotype. maybe it seems emo to you but to people like us who have things eating us up inside it takes away our pain.
ChaoFunable 1 week ago
If someone was to say that this is the story of their life, chances are it isn't and they're just pretending to be someone they're not.
Noswad0 3 weeks ago
Black Rin and normal Rin are the same person... in the song, Rin is ashamed of herself. Don't you have a inner voice?? Black Rin is Rin's inner voice.
TehSecretAgent 3 weeks ago
If the Black Rin kills herself, I swear that I'm going to suicide me just to meet her again!!!
WilsonCool1 3 weeks ago
why is there two rins?O.o
meepmoopop 3 weeks ago
Oww... Headphones too loud...
RinKagamineHikari 3 weeks ago
3:22 I though she was going to summon her Persona
PipiruPiruPi53 3 weeks ago
someone explain wat the lyrics mean?!?!? XD
zombieslayer1321 3 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
@zombieslayer1321 if im not mistaken, black rin is not only jealous of regular rin, but also suicidal. but is also scared of dying and wants to someone to be there for her and comfort her...thats what i think it is anyway.....
blackrosedeath1 3 weeks ago
story of my life . . .
shisumi1 3 weeks ago
It's ok rin! We love you! Please don't kill yourself! :o
RinKagamineHikari 4 weeks ago
Someone needs to make an English cover now..
GoofyPinkFlamingo 4 weeks ago
just found this song and i am in love!
SailorUnicornMoon 4 weeks ago
I went 7 seconds into the song and saw knives, guns and syringes...
And I was all HELL YEAH I LIKE THIS SONG ALREADY :D
Destinychibi101 1 month ago
Rin commits suicide AGAIN ;_;
Casccx3 1 month ago in playlist Teto
@Casccx3 :D
neo131x 1 month ago
@Casccx3 she doesnt every time she tries to she cant muster up enough courage and instead stabs something else, like the stuffed bunny.
istupifypeeple 1 month ago
@istupifypeeple uhh doesn't she kill herself at the end o-o
Casccx3 4 weeks ago
@Casccx3 uhh no.
istupifypeeple 4 weeks ago
gotta love 1:20 - 1:30
rorot1210 1 month ago
song lifesync: 70%
MrDone4 1 month ago
i wish people subtitled the non-popular songs too
istupifypeeple 1 month ago 19
@istupifypeeple
I know right? If only there were a subtitler out there who took requests.
Kisekikui 1 month ago 33
@Kisekikui lol ok can you do A Beautiful Petal, Len sings it.
istupifypeeple 1 month ago 4
@istupifypeeple
I'll add it to my list : )
Kisekikui 1 month ago 2
im p sure that if you go to one of the rock music stations they have suicide related music but ok
MetaPhail 1 month ago in playlist vocaloid
I feel as if I can put myself in her place. Im used by my 'friends' at school. They use me and endlessly make my time wasted on NOTHING. I am bullied to the light degree. And I attempted the same Rin has. And I have no courage to die.
LovelyFoxyKun 1 month ago 3
this explains me but i have some friends and most ppl sorta bully me and think im ugly
2TalentedTwinsTV 1 month ago
This made me realize that a cartoon and a computer program really can make you feel depressed.
LT1ninjamonkey 1 month ago 5
@neo131x scary isn't it? lol
hyperpokefan34 1 month ago
my life in one song
henrysink 1 month ago
I'm not sure why, but this has become one of my favorite PVs.
UTAUxyz 1 month ago
I've tried jumping out the window once, but i wasnt ready to suffer nor i had the courage to do it XD
IReallyCantPickAName 1 month ago
This song… Explains exactly how I feel. I wanna commit suicide. BUT. Just like in this song I don’t want to go through the pain…. whats the point of life if your just gonna go through pain, and cry, no. Im not bullied or abused but I dont get the point of life and is just tired of watching all these people go through pain why has the world changed like this? Id rather be dead and stay somewhere no one feels pain then be in this world where people actually can feel so much pain... .___.
pandazlova 1 month ago 55
@pandazlova my dad always told me whats the use crying if the deeds done (no use crying over spilled milk) and that i should be ashamed of myself when theres people out there with real problems....im dont get him.....but you know humans live are not forever.....wheter you want to die sooner or later.......dose it matter?.....but you know there are so many beautiful things in this world...its amazing...almost worth going througth the pain...thats just me...
animelover3083 3 weeks ago
@pandazlova O_O .....exactly.
Awsome3709 3 weeks ago
@pandazlova i think that if you eat enough of headache pills or another shit you wont feel any pain and just die.
MrSuvvri 2 weeks ago
I love this song, but it makes me sad. Because I know that it has truth. They give in to peer pressure and it keeps on going.
I think most vocaloid songs have an actual meaning and represent something real.
Dawnsong522 1 month ago 7
Wow, that is one seriously self loathing song. At least we learned that following the crowd and giving in to peer pressure and doing things that aren't what you would do at all leads to eventual self-destruction
SerialExperiment 1 month ago
@levonneandjen thanks =) he doesnt like her and she is really overprotective so he is trying to protect me cuz she hates me and would try to kill me if she ever found out that hed dumped her for me
ShadowGirl19295 1 month ago
this is me im scared to commit suicide but i want to and i only have like 10 real friends and im in 6th grade. the guy i like is dating someone and he likes me back but wont break up with her =(
ShadowGirl19295 1 month ago 2
@ShadowGirl19295 There's not need to commit suicide!! You have friends, and whats more is that you sya that they're reals. Talk to them! They'll support you. And if a guy you like is dating someone that they like/love then be happy for him and wish him the best. If anything I wish I could have your situation. To have so many friends behind... Never forget that.
levonneandjen 1 month ago
@ShadowGirl19295 really… your lucky to have friends.. You shouldn’t commit suicide..I mean, really. I do hide my depression, no one really knows. But probably the same as with your friends as mine, they would run 1,000 miles just to stop you from even thinking about suicide... and if that guy was really your true love, eventually he’ll come through. Cause your true love will do anything to save you and protect you from whatever comes your way ^^ Hope I helped?
pandazlova 1 month ago
@pandazlova Thanks I know I have depression too, but no one gets it my best friend died a couple of weeks ago and he lived in Russia and now we're learning about Russia in school it's hell, trust me. I probably won't kill myself because I'm scared to and all 10 of my friends have told me that if I kill myself they would kill themselves too. I don't want that to happen... You did help thanks.
ShadowGirl19295 1 month ago
@ShadowGirl19295 Welcome(: and thats really sad...
pandazlova 1 month ago
to explain to people who are confused: the blonde and the black haired Rin are the same Rin. the blonde is what she shows people, but her inner self is suffering because of some personal turmoil and she doesn't feel life is worth living. She wants to die, but she can't go through with suicide because she doesn't want to feel pain. Story of my life. Story of many peoples' lives.
InvaderZazin 1 month ago 7
Abstract nonsense= Me
Abbychacha5 1 month ago
Did Rin like,put poison in the cake or something?
webkinzgirl9261 1 month ago in playlist Vocaloid Songs
most of the time i feel like this but then i just listen to this song and i somewhat feel better.
BleachPoizend 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
Love the song, but a little confused... She has no friends because she killed them?
MuleGirlRocks 1 month ago
@MuleGirlRocks nooo haha the part where she says that shes killed, it means how many times shes tryed to kill herself but it never works cause shes too scared. Shes just saying how many of herself she has tryed to kill (why the forks are going into herself)
CharmIsHere 1 month ago
@CharmIsHere Pffft~ Ok that makes more sense~! Thank you!
MuleGirlRocks 1 month ago
I was waiting for the happy ending. D:
EzloMinish 1 month ago
why cant we have creative music like this over here in america
darksaint619 1 month ago 127
@darksaint619 the reason why is no one can come up with a good song that is not about sex or is non rap.
GrIm1901 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos
@darksaint619 Because they all get buried under the petty music that becomes popular and dominates the radio.
StarlightTheAmpharos 1 month ago
@darksaint619 i kno right all the songs here are beating eachother and using drugs and stealing and doing stuff that is just plain stupid
o0BakaNeko0o 1 month ago in playlist songs to listen to when bored
@darksaint619 Because apparently if you write a song with lyrics like this, you're mentally disturbed. Because America's gone soft musically. Name one song on American radio centered around suicide.
maruxshadow02 1 month ago
@darksaint619 «Oh my gawd, EVERYONE in America is SO uncreative!!!!111!!desu»Fucking weaboos. 90% of recent metal bands only sing about depression. Black Veil Brides, Alexis On Fire, Avenged SevenFold, Senses Fail...do I really have to name the entire list for you?
LeikRawr 1 month ago
@LeikRawr This is not metal... ._.
neo131x 1 month ago
@darksaint619 American songs had themes like this before vocaloid was even created so stfu.
LeikRawr 1 month ago
@LeikRawr ty
MetaPhail 1 month ago
@darksaint619 there is, if you'd only look. a song that this reminds me of is a new band, Dexter's Kin, with a song called spill out the lies. there IS good music from america, its just harder to find then ke$ha ;)
punchkinmunchkin 1 month ago
@darksaint619 Listen up. We do, thank England though, please, please, PLEASE, just look up "The Wall" by the band Pink Floyd, for the sake of the sacred thing called music!
LT1ninjamonkey 1 month ago
@darksaint619 Because no American music producer would let a suicide-attempt-ridden song like this out no matter how deep it is because rabid parents and schools would be at their throats.
TheMusicalPsycho 1 month ago 4
@TheMusicalPsycho That's why vocaloid was created. Vocaloid rocks! XD
Kaoriocha 1 month ago