I want to Reconnect

[MrSokitumi0007]

Were you one of the tree girls in the movie...WITHOUT A PADDLE muahahahaha it just came to me lol no diss meant though ya might chuckle..

[BRTL1]

u got problems wit ur neck like i do?

[BRTL1]

ur beautiful, i love u. ur getting more and more beaitiful every time i watch u. wit love from russia

[MrSokitumi0007]

@BRTL1 After that id say she needs to keep a gun around for creepy sounding people. ie. Eventual stalkers )o =p

[spgstr]

you have a new subscriber:)

[tomat0smith]

im going in a similar direction. might i sugjest massage therapy as a more grounded start and move on from there to the more spiritual stuff. it would give you a good client base to start and some room to feel your way around for what you think works on the more spiritual aspects. if you want to run that coffee place, be sure your target demographic has some money and there are enough of them in the area.

[tubexfiler]

You have any abilities! Limitations are false, mostly implants or hypnotic tricks

Neck click may probably be an interdimensional implant (Helatrobus, or some other, or Annu-Elohim implants of mind-consciousness structural re-sonanse system)

More on implants h/t/t/p/://jewel.moy.su

Beware of new age - they often teach miasms and Metatron death-star stuff

You have all the knowledge you require by yourself, girl

[roamerroams]

I find myself saying many of the same things that you are saying in this video. Wanting to build a cob house, start a little vegetarian something, wanting to learn more about healing. I'm working towards these goals and trying to save up for it, but its near impossible to do on my own and I'm trying to get friends to join the effort- which is difficult and is quite a process. East Coast makes it difficult too. Too bad we don't know each other. I hope you are breaking through!

[SpicyHam]

u r so hot

[Noisiiv]

So...

Have you become a buddhist yet?

[Noisiiv]

wtf you want to be on social well-fare but have a little bit too much money to do it?

Being a bum is not easy. Stop trying!

[1GOD1JESUS]

i love your decor

[Cojpe]

Buisness is all abot how much money you are ready to invest.

[dedred5]

You could do a video explaining this cob thing,since I've just subscribed I'll wait for your vid before I search about it for myself ,so you now have a purpose for a vid,if you've already made one you could direct me to it since I haven't seen all your videos yet.

[ImmortalUniverse]

i sense a lot of doubts in you ,

to show others the path ,you must first know it yourself.

if you want to help people with healing .

you must be able to do so.

or you give false hope to people

and i dont think your that kind of person.

i think you need a job ,

you would be happier if you had interaction with people ,otherwise you get depressed.

[03151]

Do some research on Earthships, you might find it an interesting idea..

peace.

[Leucodendron]

Hey Al, great to see your making video's again. I find myself in a similar situation wear the money generating activity has to be sustainable and ethical and at the same time be able to make enough money to buy a piece of land sooner not later. Ill let you know when I find the solution.

[Jayaresein]

The most important thing I can say is HAVE FAITH in YOURSELF. You CAN do it. Whatever you want, it can happen. Pursue it, there's always a way as long as you want it! Follow your heart. IMO When your heart speaks, that's your soul speaking! Peace.

[Jayaresein]

Through healing yourself, with help from someone with experience, it helps develop intuition to work on other people. If it's really what you want to do, persue it,, you can do anything you put your mind to and it's best to do what really makes YOU happy. That's when you can help others the most.

[Attitude187]

true

[Jayaresein]

Don't doubt in yourself, you can develop the intuition in time. Search for some Reiki classes.

I took some classes called energy work for bodyworkers ( Im a massage therapist)

And we worked a lot with energy healing on ourselves. It's similar to reiki, what was really cool was one of the teachers could actually see energy. Anyway, there are classes out there that teach self healing and with a good teacher you can delve in deep and clear a lot of emotional issues.

[TigerKerouac]

I think you have some great ideas and values. I agree that you probably can't be am effective spiritual healer which you are still just working out your own issues, but you can be open and honest and share with others the process you are going thru.

I have a friend who is making alot of money on Second Life designing and selling things. While that isn't likely YOUR path, to me it says that yeah a person can make a living doing what they love on the Internet still.

[TigerKerouac]

I think that finding your passion and making it a career is the quest most people with options have. My experience is: do what you have to for a job, but passionately pursue what you value. You will build skills and knowledge and experience to allow you to do what you want over time.

[DaneVincentVid]

Sounds like you have some great ideas, a lot of them I would like to do but don't know when because i want to concentrate on my ethical film making. Maybe when I settle down I could have a eco house and have a eco cafe... I'd love to visit and make a promo for it if it ever happens! : )

[Awehness]

Goodluck on your journey! Nice to see people just expressing there thoughts and dreams. peace!.

[MsAIRBORNTOXICEVENT]

It is not possible to listen to you since every statement sounds like a question. Is there anything you are sure of? Also, who cares about your stupid little life?

[TheMorbidAtheist]

spiritual healing? energy work?

huh

fake atheist

[yanikv]

Damn, this is one tragic though horny lot you got here Decky11. Pervy wankers, all of them. Wow, that sucks. Perhaps you can take advantage of their patheticness. Maybe you could put up like your own adult video website and begin charging actual cash. Whereas no one will pay to listen to your inane diatribes, they just pay to see your boobs. Heck, this might be your one and only ticket to that chunk of land and cob house (BONUS!) you seek.  Be creative and good luck.

[Apologeomasis]

Someone who looks as good as you will be able to do anything they want in life.

[yanikv]

not really

[zzz33333]

... and someone who looks like me should just be cemented over.

[johnniechains]

Stand up so that I can see your body. :D

[waIIflower]

Hi Al. I'm 15 & I've been watching your videos for a while... I really, really like them! Your ideas are wonderful & I'd love to see them materialise into something that educates us, inspires us & provides us with coffee! (Loved the café idea. You could have Fairtrade coffee beans & a non-electrical hot water system.) I'm really interested in sustainable living, vegetarianism, atheism, spirituality & reducing our 'carbon footprints' & would love for you to make videos about these topics.

[pberberich]

D, here's my idea and suggestion to help you, me, and the world in general: marry me! <3 =) I can get you a great job at my company (the #1 place to work), and we can pick out some fenced land and build a cob together. One of my best friends is into Ortho-bionomy (energy healing) and he could teach you. I also have family in Ontario, in fact, my second cousin there is getting married next year. We can go to the wedding and visit my family and yours.

[kakos67]

New Mother Theressa.

[emailseth]

welcome back! i've missed you. looking forward to seeing some new video's of yours <3

[amfanman]

Have you been to college? Maybe UC Berkley(I hope I got that right) would be a good college for you, or something like that.

[benmacabre]

What possible contribution to the world can an atheist give? None, what-so-ever. The falling away from God and his laws is why the world is falling apart and heading for Judgement.

[mikejohncooper]

That's funny, Atheists contribute far more to the world and our quality of life than the deeply religious do.

But you are right, we should go back to burning witches (that don't exist) at the stake, imprisoning and executing heretics (go capital punishment go), and stoning fornicators to death.

All of this reminds me, isn't all that judgment stuff suppose to be left up to your god? What the hell do you think you're doing passing a judgment on atheism as if it were inadequate?

[dare2begreat]

Guess who :) nice vid good to see you entertaining new ideas and trying to create something wonderful, sharing your experience through difficult travels could be very helpful. i always remember how strange things used to be, and its nice @ any stage of our journey to see someone who has asked the same questions of them selves.

P.S. got a Tofu roast stuffing and all it was fantastic kik

[EricJaffa]

The idea of selling coffee seems reasonable.

Apply for a small business loan.

[myloflex]

Al! holy moly it's been forever! I'm glad to see you are well and still doing what you're passionate about :) I've missed you around here. :)

[gygess]

Good to see you back.  Your videos make my days a little bit nicer.

[jergsden]

OMG Decky I forgot how ridiculously beautiful you are! Nice to see you back on YT, even if I'm way too establishment to understand what you're saying half the time lol. Sorry to hear you're unemployed, but just remember you're young, healthy and have your whole life in front of you! Peace and long life to you.

[sweetypie000]

hey babe, be mindful of geeting too depressed, it's a long way to claw your way back from.

You come across instantly as a really nice girl, only blonde, pretty and female

:)

take care now and things should start looking up soon

[user50]

<3 <3

[frontside5]

earth 2.0, the venus project, experience love(not relationship wise but earth, nature and sprit wise), check out zeitgeist vancouver we are growing extremly large

[coolstream1]

I swear I commented on this video earlier and said some nice things... it seems youtube is deleting my comments!

either way, glad you're back.... I always liked your videos

[giftraum]

hi there

[EricJaffa]

There is an article at wikipedia on Emily Rosa.

For a Fourth Grade Science Fair she tested whether Therapeutic Touch practitioners could feel a "Human Energy Field."

She held her hand over one of their hands, with their view blocked by a screen.

They correctly said which hand she was holding her hand over slightly less than 50 percent of the time.

[coolstream1]

slightly less than 50% of the time rofl

[justwatching1980]

great to see you back decky. i've enjoyed seeing your transformation from someone unhappy at life in the city/suburbs to someone who is very happy living a sustainable life. i hope you can find something to do-- maybe you can make videos of sustainability. i know one couple who has done that-- they went from living in ny & sf to a country house in virginia. check out ryanne is hungry. you could probably eventually get paid for it too. gl!

[Decky11]

thanks gl!!

wow i looked at their site and this is exactly what i want to do with my video making

thank you

[VonHelton]

WB!

[solojam]

can u dance? its a service

[solojam]

also its creative

[Decky11]

no, i can't dance

[solojam]

u should try it, it can be very spiritual and creative

[Rafid]

Oh no! The neck clicking at 0:50

:S

[Decky11]

yea, sorry about that

[TheAlishahsyed]

@Rafid freakin scary :P

[TheAlishahsyed]

 decky11 wat u think is the right path?? and wat was it that made u think that this world is going in the wrong direction???

[mistaspot1]

We need a syndicalist revolution. I believe this is what Michael Moore's movie hints at, though I haven't seen it. One can effect this change from near or afar. It doesn't matter.

[pewploid]

Energy?  lets talk about Tesla Experience No9. One of the most powerful free energy patent ever invented!!!!

[masterdurchgriff]

trying to link a website about cobbuilding but youtube keeps blocking it :(.. Anyway google this Belgian company called bouwenmetaarde they are specialits in modern techniques for this.. As for comercial ideas; try producing some quality product and sell it localy.. fe vegetarian snacks based on seaweed and tofu... Good luck and Carpe Diem

[EricJaffa]

WRNI on "Healing without Touch"

"Reiki- a healing treatment developed in Japan over a hundred years ago. The technique claims to move energy in the universe and inside a patient to help them heal themselves."

"...Bonnie O'Connor is an associate professor at Brown's medical school...says one study found no difference between treatments by Reiki experts and treatments by actors. But both groups did experience pain relief after the treatment."

Sugar pills & aspirins both cure headaches.

[isforbliss]

so it looks like energy moves in the universe to heal people regardless of whether the people are trained in healing or not. sounds like people simply have innate healing abilities.

[EricJaffa]

If these gesture command energy through the universe, then why can't they accomplish something more dramatic than what an aspirin can accomplish?

Like making lightning strike a lightning rod at a specific time announced in advance?

[isforbliss]

They can...

But so can the body on its own...

the body heals all the time

it is common however, for people to resist healing and resist allowing themselves to heal from a whole host of largely fictitious illness psychologies

[ozjthomas]

Good to see you again, Al. =)

[cloud1232006]

Wow eric jaffa, you talk as if you actually understand what "reality" is... you have a very limited viewpoint on life and you follow a religion called science... once you get into the quantum mechanics of things you start seeing that spiritual bs actually has more effect on particles.

But hey what do I know, I'm just a highschool dropout living in a third world country...

There are many things we have yet to understand about our "reality" which is not just what our senses perceive... ^^

[Decky11]

Exactly!

[EricJaffa]

AP article today:

"Kirby Brown of Westtown, N.Y., was one of two people who died Thursday evening after being overcome in the crudely built hut during a spiritual cleansing ceremony."

"...Ray and his staff constructed the temporary sweat lodge with a wood frame and covered it with layers of tarps and blankets..."

"If you put people in a restrictive, airtight structure, you are going to use up all oxygen...And if you're doing a sweat, you're going to use it up that much faster."

[SOCRATES012]

Good to see you here again :D

[EricJaffa]

If you think faith healers who use the word "Jesus" a lot are fakes, then you should realize that faith healers who use the word "chakra" a lot are fakes, too.

[amfanman]

EricJaffa: It's called Spirituality, and that much is real.

[EricJaffa]

"Energy healing clears the aura; unblocks the energy meridians and heals and balances the chakras. The seven chakra system (root, sacrum, solar plexus, heart, throat, third eye, and crown) contains the major energy centers for the human body."

These statements are pseudo-science.

One could say the seven chakras are left foot, right foot, left shoulder, right shoulder, left nostril, right nostril, and right elbow.

The statements can't be disproven, and therefore can't be proven, either.

[Immuuni]

When did you fall on these new age scams?

[zxerokool]

Hey Decky :) glad you are back. Don't think the organic food cafe idea is doable, coz you can't project the cost of your supplies over time (that varies according to external factors and changes constantly) and that is probably the most impt aspect in seeing whether a biz will break even. I might be wrong but that's my take on it.

and of course I can't resist ending off with a superficial comment regarding just how attractive you have gotten over time. :P

Cheers.

[tankmdg]

ha wb i would say if your looking for a purpose just learn about what you are passionate about and do videos of your ups and downs.its good inspiration

other then that i hate hummans

[bigsbyfreak]

Sorry to point out but vegan and "back to earth" spirit is at the opposite: Vegans propose to replace all the animal natural materials by plastic so I don't see the connection with a natural habitat way of living...

[MartyMcFly2107]

I missed you and your cob house stories, :-p

[MaleAdaptor]

It is nice to see you back. I recommend you read about Permaculture.

[tovasdad]

good to have you back ,your one of the most interesting people on here

[EmergingEmergency]

hey welcome back, I subscribed while you were absent I think, so: Hi =)

we're interested in the same topic of sustainability, so maybe we'll bump heads in some discussion somewhere.

[Decky11]

I felt it growing in me before I moved out here.... it did grow and I'm so glad it did.

I love that movie... so inspirational.

[TheRubberDuck77]

I've missed you Decky!!!

[Decky11]

Thank you!

[Erbstank]

Decky11

Get licensed and provide online spiritual healing and energy, it is more viable and affordable for 2 reasons:

your channel has clocked 100,000 visitors in addition you still retain 2,000 subscribers even after taking a long break.

you obviously have a following and a pool of viewers to tap into, you don't have to be a flawless omniscient guru to heal others, people connect with sincerity and simplicity and your appealing nature

2nd reason, you can't afford to set up a cafe at present

[Decky11]

Thank you for your support.

I don't know how to get licensed but i will look into it.

[EricJaffa]

You could get a therapy license to talk to people about reality instead of a spiritual-healing license to talk to people about the pseudo-scientific "seven chakra system."

[RosieDesire]

Good to see ya back

[HaleyMary]

Hey, it's good to see you back! :)

The organic food sounds interesting. especially making the education cafe building out of cob or earth. Sounds very environmentally friendly. :)

Happy Thanksgiving!

[PaulLayton1102]

I couldn't invent a more perfec girl for me.:)

[kurtilein3]

O_o online spiritual healing is pure bullshit, i mean, its all about ripping people off. you either need to be a little bit shizophrenic, or you need to lie constantly. its like selling phony insurances to friends. not illegal, but also not really ethical.

oh, and, how do they explain their healing abilities? some fancy pseudoscience worthy of debunking and ridicule, or do they immediately retreat to "magic" or "god did it" when you ask?

[EricJaffa]

kurtilein3 -

I have similar concerns about "spiritual healing."

If decky11 wants to get a therapy license and get paid to talk to people about reality, that's one thing.

But I wouldn't want her promoting supernatural or pseudo-scientific ideas.

[Decky11]

i don't believe in god.... but i do believe in positive thought and sharing with other people in an intimate safe way

i believe in energy and intuition

i don't claim to be psychic or in tune with spirits.... it's not like that

[EricJaffa]

What do you think of these statements?

"...the healer will attune with the healing energy. Then he may scan your body, with his hands hovering just above you. This scanning is to take a reading of your body's energy levels and to locate areas of low or blocked energy where healing is needed...some employ additional healing tools such as visualization, past lives therapy, aura healing or they may concentrate on using the 'chakras' the seven main energy centers of the body."

[kurtilein3]

decky11:

you yourself need to think positively.

but if you believe that you can heal others with energy, then you are delusional or dishonest. but you can make money with it by giving false hope to the sick, claiming to be able to heal their most deadly diseases. it works because those people are desperate, and not very much attached to their worldly posessions. they dont care about 1000 dollar phone bills, not until you disappoint them, and you will.

[EricJaffa]

You could apply for a job as video-blogger for the "Treehugger" website.

[AdamHintz]

I feel the same way about video making. I've got some ideas. I'll send you a PM.

[AdamHintz]

I'll do whatever you need to make the cafe' project a reality. Glad to see you again. You've been missed.

[Decky11]

Thank you Adam! You have really inspired me.

[svtcontour]

Decky is very cute...cool personality. Anyway I hope you get to build your cob house and hope everything works out great for the future :)

[EricJaffa]

Regarding the "spiritual healing" thing, would you be talking about the supernatural?

[Decky11]

Supernatural?

No, just the natural.

[jdouglasfisher]

Welcome back girlie, you haven't missed much...

J.

[Dpesh7]

thanksgiving. i thought you were an atheist, you dont thank anyone!!! lol kidding

[Decky11]

I don't think Thanksgiving is religious....?

I think it's more about how we corrupted the Natives and took their culture, land, food and lives. I am thankful that the Native people are still here to teach us and pass on their knowledge of how we should treat the Earth.

[Dpesh7]

i've always wanted to become a vegetarian or a vegan but meat looks and tastes so good. Hopefully I can reach a point in my life to say no to meat.

[EricJaffa]

I'd recommend starting with vegetarian and just trying it for a week.

Eat meat-alternatives like veggie-burgers during that week.

[svtcontour]

Just be careful with meat alternatives because sometimes they have processed ingredients. I've cut my meat intake down by quite a bit. Sometimes I will make an avocado sandwich if I'm craving something that has meat and it works out well. Tastes really good too.

[Decky11]

I think it's easier when you have a reason or a belief system that supports the vegan lifestyle.

It helps to research and figure out why you eat meat and why you should stop.

[Steve2323ZX]

I don't even start thinking about Thanksgiving until after Halloween.

[Arikiel]

Canadian Thanksgiving is in October before Halloween.

[Steve2323ZX]

do they watch football during Canadian Thanksgiving and go shopping the day after like in America?

[Decky11]

no...

[jailarson]

If you are short of cash, keep your eye on craigslist for your area. Look for stuff labeled as 'free' or for trade. Stuff that you can turn around and sell. There is also day labor that always pops up.  People who need a yard cleaned up and whatnot. Make friends with the retirees in your neighborhood. They always need stuff done, and love to talk to the 'young folk'. If you can make $5 for 15 minutes of grocery shopping, thats not a bad wage.

[jailarson]

The free stuff you need to look for is stuff like fresnel lenses from old rear projection TVs and any scrap metals, especially aluminum, copper and iron. The fresnel lenses will fetch $40-100 depending on the size. I am sure there is a recycler in your area that buys metals. As a last resort, collect pre-1982 american pennies. The value of the copper is greater than the value of the coin.

[coolstream1]

There are superior eco-friendly building materials than cob, but if you like the aesthetic of cob all the power too yah!

As for online jobs, there are transcription jobs that you can easily do from home, as long as you can type pretty well you can get payed pretty good doing that (especially if you have preexisting technical knowledge)

Good to see you back on youtube :)

[vention4wh]

2.

Ideas for online work? Off the top of my head you could possibly do some kind of herbalist thing, like assembling herbs for certain ailments in 1 dose bags, with directions on their use. A lot of people want to get away from the stranglehold that big pharma has on medicine but they don't know enough to do anything about it. There might be enough of a market to make that work.

[vention4wh]

3.

How am I doing? I'm still making great money in a job that I actually enjoy (fixing public transit buses). I'm still expecting to see the US economy collapse (just as I was for the last two years) only now it's actually starting to happen. It's weird to see what I've been expecting to see, actually playing on the news. Scary too because I know where this is headed. I'm about as prepared as I can get without moving to an isolated farmstead somewhere. Scary times headed our way.

[vention4wh]

Welcome back Decky!

I'm in agreement with the composting toilette system although I can't do it where I live. I own a condo. I often feel a little regretful when I flush the toilette and realize several gallons of potable water has just been wasted. Wish we could do rain water catchment here but the condo association would never agree because of the cost. Water would have to get expensive first.

There's nothing wrong with using the compost in a garden as long as it's fully broken down.

[thinkofwhy]

1) Get a student loan for tuition and living expenses and go to college or university.

2) Get a loan for a few thousand and get a class 1 driver's license and get a job driving a truck doing pickup & delivery in a major city (I've seen many young women do this), it's easy and good pay.

By the way, how do you earn your living if you're unemployed?

And, all of the power and control hierarchies of society recursively short-circuit our greater purpose, so serving it will be a wee bit challenging.

[eightwillwontcannot]

your awkwardness is super-cute :P

[Decky11]

Haha... thanks...

[runtillyoupuke]

Are you familiar with Lloyd Kahn's books on natural buildings? Shelter, Home Work, Builders of the Pacific Coast, etc.

You would enjoy! I'm glad to see a video from you again. Always enjoy what you have to say.

[Decky11]

I think I have seen one of his books in a small bookstore on an Island I visited this summer. I will check him out.

Thanks for the idea.

[REXMARX003]

Great to see you back. You have a good heart.

[glebasidial]

well Hello!!!! Your Back Most Welcome

[StrangeGlobal]

So glad you're jumping back in too. Welcome back!

[AnonymousView]

Welcome back!