i didn't cut since the beginning of the december... it's getting even harder now than before to control myself...people should understand one doesn't simply stop cutting just because they have been told to stop doing so.... god dammit..
it amazing the way music can make people feel. weather it be anger sadness or sorrow, no matter how bad it all gets theres always light shining through the clouds to make you believe theres hope...and 100% of the time there is hope. you just have to look for it
im john McCarthy i used to cut for two years and couldnt stop at all.been free for 3 years now and it gets easier everyday you can do it trust me you can. i know its hard but think of the people that care. if it helps tell your closest friend about it and they will help you trust me there is people out there that care for you dont give up. im a friendly person. message me on facebook and ill talk to you. ill be there to help. but if u message me to hate or talk shit then dont im trying to help
does it really get better? iv been cutting 4 3yrs an i want to stop but it the only way i feel better. every1 says that it does get better, but does it actual?
this song reminds me of my life at least i kno some people can relate...it really helps to know ur not alone..even though i feel like that every second of my life
Cutting is like an addiction, I would know I've been there, I've done that. I've told others not to start because it only brings more pain and sorrow. Please thumbs up my comment I would liek this to be at the top so people who need someone to talk to can see this and know that someone cares, I care even though I probably don't know you I care. So please message me friend me for any reason! I am here for anyone that needs a friend, a shoulder to cry on, or osmeone to talk to.
i lock away the pain,put away the fears,show you only smiles,not the hidden tears
i watch the days pass by ,just going through the motions, waiting for the time late at night when i can pull out my blade and finally release all this pain, i watch the blood drain down my wrists, just praying the day will come when i no longer want to do this, no longer have this urging need inside me, there's just one problem, thsi will never stop, it cant, its an addiction a hopeless addiction i cant stop
It's not worth cutting.. Cuts only get worse. I'm currently 16 and have been cutting since 5th grade. I last cut a week ago and got sent to the hospital cause I sliced my arm open and barely missed my artery. I almost lost my life and I'm thankful I didn't. Please everybody find alternate coping skills.. A stress ball, ice, a rubber band, excersize, draw, anything.
For all the "cutters'' out there. I've been where your at and it's horrible, But plz know self harm is now the answer. If anything it makes things worse. I will be 14 in March and I started in 3rd grade. I stopped. It is possible, There is a solution, But it's not hurting yourself.
I cut myself for the first time a couple days ago. I don't want to, but I'm scared I'm going to do it again, because nothing's right in my life anymore.
i love this song but it make me wanna cut o_O i srachted me self instead because i ahd nothing to cut with and i didnt have a lock on the door which means my mum would of walked in and saw me ;x when i scratch my self i don't plan to make marks but sometimes i do and when i scratch my self i can do it anywhere in front of my friend and my mum and just lie and say my arm is itching o_O
This song makes me cry so much. Im 16& been cutting for 5 years. i am also bulumic& when i hear this song& read all these comments that every1 has written.. it makes me sad but it reminds me that im not alone. & 2 this second i still cut. & i dont scrach myself cut.. i cut like deep. My cut scares are wide cuz the skin cnt grow back 2gether so it fills up. Do i hate it? Ya ina way..but its like takeing emontinal pain,somthing i cnt control& turnin it into pyhsical pain. somthin i can control.
i started cutting again, not too long ago and cause of my friends who've been through the same...i quit again, well trying to using the butterfly project. it really helps :)
The only thing left are scars, but not b/c somehow life magically got better( it doesn't just being honest) it's b/c I replaced it with crying and listening to songs and singing lyrics that cut to my core.
im justttt 14 monday was my bday and its been a month and a half since i stoped cutting :) sad part is i should be more excited bout hanging with friends... and like normal teen girl stuff... but yay no more new scars :)
I promise you - there's life after self-harm! You can get through this, and you can be happy again. You can laugh and sing again, you won't always have to cut. There's a pain barrier to break through, but DON'T GIVE UP! :) Message me if you need any help - you're going to make it through! :)
All of you, there is always someone to help, it could be a friend a parent or a complete stranger.
Someone will always help you if you simply look for them, and if you need it, I am here for every single one of you, I know how you feel. I can help, or at least try as hard as I can.
@CobraSkittles I don't know you, but i care! I really do! If you need anything just message me. I'm not trying to sound like a creep, it's just that I want to be there for people.
This song is from me to you.your my bestfriend, your always there for me, and always encouraging me to stop cutting.I showed you this song today, and told me it made me think of you.We've been bestfriends for close to 4 years now, and i never thought you would've impacted my life this much.Your the reason i'm still alive&the reason i try to stop this bad habit..I can honestly say i hope i marry you someday.Grant your amazing, & idc if you ever see this or not..but i love you more than anything<3
this song has helped me so much, I used to cut. I started about 3 years ago..ive been clean for a week. I never knew that when I started that it would be this hard to stop. my mom figured out about my cutting about 3 months ago..at first..she cried..then she yelled..but I just wanna tell somebody out there that it gets better. I wrote love on my arms everytime I wanted to cut (notice my page & my name) it helped me It gave me inspiration to move forward. Just remember someone out there loves you
I've only been a cutter for just over a year. Been in the same crappy situation since birth. I don't think I'll ever stop cutting for sure. I was clean for maybe a month. That was after my parents found out I was cutting. But then I started again.
I told my boyfriend a couple days ago and he didn't care. It was like he didn't care in the way that he didn't care that I'm hurting. All my friends that know me are going away too, so I'm extremely lost. I can't really talk to anybody anymore.
I've been a cutter for 3 years now, I stoped then started again,all because of a stupid boy :/
He's really been fucking with me and I guess I wanted to hurt him back so I did it to myself. He Knows I cut and at first tried to help me then went the other way and now he's joking about it and laughing at me :/
I dont knwo what to do.. ebery time i see him I end up hurting myself more and more...
Been a cutter for 2 years . I was clean for a while , but when i lost the love of my life i went back . I never regret a cut , i regret the reason for the cut ,
I needed to hear this song, I've been depressed since I was 12, I'm now 17, it took a while for anyone to notice my scars from my knife. Listening to this song, I broke down in tears, at the ending I thought of my boyfriend, we've been together for almost 6 months, and he's the reason I put down my knife.
It does get better, it's a hard addiction to het over, but I promise it will get better.
I hate those people who say cutters only cut for attention. I don't cut anymore, but thats not the reason. I only told a few close friends and I didn't want ANY attention at ALL. I hate those people..
As much as I tell my friends to quite Cutting; I cut myself Every night and has attepmted suicide 3 times/: I just can't stop. I walk into school full of people who hate me. Who say the meanest things to me. They wonder why Im so quiet. Will this ever get better? </3
@MusiicVideozz I used to be like that I was shy, quiet and was bullied and hated♥ I cut all my hair off at eight and my first suicide attempet was when I was nine♥ I used to cut and no one knew♥ I was in grade 6 when people found out♥ I accepted that not everyone liked me and only focused on the good things♥ Im 14 now and have been cut free for 6 months♥ I promise you it will get better♥ Stay strong because even though I dont know you I care about you♥ Message me If you ever need some help♥♥
I stared cutting when I was 11♥ Im 14 now and have been cut free for 6 months♥ I'm happier with my self and stronger then I've ever been♥ I have found a way out in music and writing♥ Respect and imbrace who you are and it will get better♥
@MrsAnnieJonas16 Me too(: Started when I was 11 and now Im 14. I think Ive been cut free for... 7 months now. I love being happier and I would never take back the decision to stop(:
I'm 17, almost 18. I started cutting when I was 14. I was going through some really tough issues with myself and my family. I started going to therapy in January 2011 because I knew I needed to find a healthier way to deal with my pain. I haven't cut since April. I still have bad days, but now I deal with them better. I finally feel happy :)
There`s those moments where i run to the room grab the scissors and close my eyes waiting for the relief.They ask why do you cut and i answer its the only pain i can control.The sad thing is I`m only 13...i`ve been clean for a 2 months untill a week ago..I`ll just try harder this time
Somedays I wonder if I'll ever stop. I've been clean for a month, but before that I stopped for three months, and before that I'd stopped for two years. But I always keep coming back to it. But for everyone out there trying to stop- it's worth it. I don't know if it'll last, but it's worth it.
Told my parents I cut today. All I saw on their face was disgust. The only thing they said to me was "I'll talk to my doctor next month to find the cure". I was expecting a hug, some kind of emotion. I expected to get told "Its okay baby, we'll get help." Or something like the ending of Thirteen. Guess not.
My best friend used to cut. Now everytime i find out about someone who has i want to give them a hug, and i tell them one thing. "it gets better". Its because of this song that i took a stand for those in need.
I started cutting since I was 7 years old. It helped. It would always help. It was the only way to cope. Don't bitch about me for this but it was My Chemical Romance's "The Black Parade" that helped me stop months later. It was the things they said in that album that made me stop and think. I'm glad I did.
@BlackAzalea119 I've been cutting since i was 13. My Chemical Romance helped me too. "Famous Last Words" is what got me through life. They saved my life <3
@iiDubstepable There's not a specific list of stuff to do but, here's what I recommend to do. Get rid of anything that you can cut with, and anything that provokes you to cut. (of course, you can't just through some person in a trash can cause they're a jerk, but just don't hang out with them). Next find a group of support. That will keep you from cutting almost everytime. Find an healthy outlit to cope, like drawing or writing. Just don't cut. You are loved, know this, and I will pray for you.
I've been cut free for three months, but I was trying to today because of the usual reason. My parents. I always have been listening to this song ever sine I started cutting, and its sad because I'm only thirteen. I should be happy.
@prettylittleliar448 I'm sorry, i know how you feel. I have been doing that since i was 11, its a terrible habit. Don't worry, i'm sure things will get better for you. Love can be your savior, think positive
@prettylittleliar448 Same here. I'm around your age and I had or have the same problem. I've been cut free for about a month now and have been in counseling. I have only gone twice but I am already am feeling better.
@karebear4Christ Talk to them. Try helping them by getting them to open up about it. It may or may not help, but to just know someone cares is sometimes enough.
@heaven1tonight3 Thanks, I'm desperately trying to help her and today... well she told me she's anorexic too. Which I should have noticed a while ago. I'm trying not to let myself go back to the razor, but it's getting harder with the weight of all my friends, especially her.
@TheEmmyv You are strong enough, but it may be that you have convinced yourself that you're not. Take a deep breath, and get rid of anything you use to cut. Make it inaccessible. Then, every time you feel like doing it, talk to someone, or do something you love. Redirect your attention and energy into something constructive. You are strong enough, it just takes you opening your eyes and realizing it. :)
I'm at 150 days... and the only thing keeping me from cutting is the knowledge that someone I cared about didn't think I could give up self harm. I'm doing it all out of spite... and it's getting harder every day. </3
I haven't cut for three months. It's hard, but I'm making it. And since I've stopped, I've helped three other friends not self-harm. You can stop too! Have hope!
I have cut for about a 6yrs and some one did that butterfly thing with me to I thought it wouldnt work when I realized I didnt want to hurt my bf or my friends anymore so I have been clean for 2 months
3 years straight ive been cutting. i stopped when i met my best friend. he did it too but we promised each other tht if one of us did it the other would do it 5 times for every time they did it. so we've been cut free for almost 2 months. #HanginInThere
I cut for almost 4 years. I was clean for 3 months and telling someone about it and the pulled out a razor, handed it to me and said "here, just make it 4 years, nobody cares about you anyways" I did, right there with them watching. I have now been clean of cutting for 3 more months. October would have made it 4 years. I have a new outlook on life now, and it is the best thing that ever happened to me.
i stopped cutting but last night i had a relaps. My boyfriend found out and he told me to listen to this song and it explains how i feel. And this song is gunna help me get through this and him <3
@tigyrocks101 : its hard to put it down it took me a long time to realize i didnt need it as much as i though but it is in possible and you can put it down, just have faith in yourself.
One of my best friends hurts herself . . . i think its partially because of me . . . and i can't help her no matter what. She says she doesn't want to stop. I understand what she means, but i don't like living knowing that i could be the cause of something horrible happening to someone i love :/
im a self harmer, and i finally told my boyfriend about it for the first time, and he didnt say well you only do it for attention, he said "baby, you know i love you, and that i will always be here for you, please, if you feel the need to do it, call me, no matter when. or you can punch me in the face to gt your anger out" he stayed on the phone with me for 2 hours while i cried, and he cried right along with me. the mental pain cause by everything, hurts. thats why im glad i have him. iloveyou.
I am a self harmer and I was always terrified that when I tell my mom she would freak out and start screaming, (she did this before, when I went through this in the past). I finally told her, today. She took it great and now I am going to get the help I need. I'm so happy that I can be normal again. :)
All my used to be friends do it for more attention in school my one friend does it less than she used to thanks to the support of me. though she was the one that tryed to get me to do it. saying that i would be popular if i did , and its the new thing. An i said no and thanks to her whenever any thing bad happens i think of doing it but then i remeber how much i could hurt my family if i did, so i dont do it. An i am glad i dont : )
I heard this song before called To Write Love On her Arms By Hawthorne Heights...
SweetUnwanted 3 days ago
this song makes me cry....
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mickeyjoe333 2 weeks ago
@LolaaaBearr Try Try Again My Dear Friend
mickeyjoe333 2 weeks ago
i haven't cut in about 2 weeks i miss it a little it's my addiction
ILuvEmoGuyzYay 2 weeks ago
i didn't cut since the beginning of the december... it's getting even harder now than before to control myself...people should understand one doesn't simply stop cutting just because they have been told to stop doing so.... god dammit..
SadButterflyInTheSky 3 weeks ago
this is sooo my fawking song lol <333
izlilme123 3 weeks ago
it amazing the way music can make people feel. weather it be anger sadness or sorrow, no matter how bad it all gets theres always light shining through the clouds to make you believe theres hope...and 100% of the time there is hope. you just have to look for it
MrBiocross 3 weeks ago
im john McCarthy i used to cut for two years and couldnt stop at all.been free for 3 years now and it gets easier everyday you can do it trust me you can. i know its hard but think of the people that care. if it helps tell your closest friend about it and they will help you trust me there is people out there that care for you dont give up. im a friendly person. message me on facebook and ill talk to you. ill be there to help. but if u message me to hate or talk shit then dont im trying to help
chris11223345able 3 weeks ago
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does it really get better? iv been cutting 4 3yrs an i want to stop but it the only way i feel better. every1 says that it does get better, but does it actual?
prettyreckless234 1 week ago
@prettyreckless234 it does actually get better.
jadejailbreak 2 days ago
Cutting is my life..... why is it so hard to stop? Why....
walnutgrove221 3 weeks ago
i was cut free for over a month. that's the longest since i stopped. just cut tonight. why is this so hard?
sammieannie247 1 month ago
@sammieannie247 i feel for yuh
metalmaymay 3 weeks ago in playlist emo
@sammieannie247 Same type deal. Mine was three weeks. Cut yesterday. Ah well. I'll be done one day I suppose. /:
ilovetoastymedia 3 weeks ago
this makes me cry
JazzGagaLover 1 month ago
im haveing my gf draw a butterflie on my arm by my shoulder and going to get it tactued there
and i know speeling fail
footballdavy 1 month ago
I don't cut, I just pull and snap multipe rubber bands on my wrist, it leaves the marks, and works fine.
isapris 1 month ago
@hottblossom101 good glad your doin better
mickeyjoe333 1 month ago
@hottblossom101 it means she stopped cutting. 'cause at the end she puts her blade down on her fathers grave.
125mileycyrus 1 month ago
this song reminds me of my life at least i kno some people can relate...it really helps to know ur not alone..even though i feel like that every second of my life
jaygurl827 1 month ago
i have had the urge to cut before but never did.. i just clawed at my hand and it stopped....
lovegosarownd 1 month ago
When it says "She put down her life" Does that mean she committed suicide? Or stopped cutting, and put her life behind her to start a new one?
hottblossom101 1 month ago
@hottblossom101 the second part
metalmaymay 3 weeks ago in playlist emo
Cutting is like an addiction, I would know I've been there, I've done that. I've told others not to start because it only brings more pain and sorrow. Please thumbs up my comment I would liek this to be at the top so people who need someone to talk to can see this and know that someone cares, I care even though I probably don't know you I care. So please message me friend me for any reason! I am here for anyone that needs a friend, a shoulder to cry on, or osmeone to talk to.
xoxoBlueEyedGirlxoxo 1 month ago 8
@emotionalfart yay :D
missym87900 1 month ago
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i lock away the pain,put away the fears,show you only smiles,not the hidden tears
i watch the days pass by ,just going through the motions, waiting for the time late at night when i can pull out my blade and finally release all this pain, i watch the blood drain down my wrists, just praying the day will come when i no longer want to do this, no longer have this urging need inside me, there's just one problem, thsi will never stop, it cant, its an addiction a hopeless addiction i cant stop
PANDAMONKEYLOVE 1 month ago
@567hurricane thank you for your support<3
mickeyjoe333 1 month ago
@XScreamForMeXx If thats a good thank your welcome, It sounds like a good thing...
mickeyjoe333 1 month ago
there are no words to explain how much i love this song, i relate to it so much <3 thank you between the trees
emmadrayton 1 month ago
Thanks Guys I've never had a top comment before:) Made My Day!!
mickeyjoe333 1 month ago
dude on my bus found out that i cut. theis shit is getting old. i have to stop
sammieannie247 1 month ago
If anyone at all needs to talk, message me.
powell0000 2 months ago
It's not worth cutting.. Cuts only get worse. I'm currently 16 and have been cutting since 5th grade. I last cut a week ago and got sent to the hospital cause I sliced my arm open and barely missed my artery. I almost lost my life and I'm thankful I didn't. Please everybody find alternate coping skills.. A stress ball, ice, a rubber band, excersize, draw, anything.
powell0000 2 months ago
For all the "cutters'' out there. I've been where your at and it's horrible, But plz know self harm is now the answer. If anything it makes things worse. I will be 14 in March and I started in 3rd grade. I stopped. It is possible, There is a solution, But it's not hurting yourself.
XxSkaterGurlxX17 2 months ago in playlist Live, Laugh, Get fucking crazy!!
I cut myself for the first time a couple days ago. I don't want to, but I'm scared I'm going to do it again, because nothing's right in my life anymore.
charity7251 2 months ago
i love this song but it make me wanna cut o_O i srachted me self instead because i ahd nothing to cut with and i didnt have a lock on the door which means my mum would of walked in and saw me ;x when i scratch my self i don't plan to make marks but sometimes i do and when i scratch my self i can do it anywhere in front of my friend and my mum and just lie and say my arm is itching o_O
4568goodgirl 2 months ago
This song makes me cry so much. Im 16& been cutting for 5 years. i am also bulumic& when i hear this song& read all these comments that every1 has written.. it makes me sad but it reminds me that im not alone. & 2 this second i still cut. & i dont scrach myself cut.. i cut like deep. My cut scares are wide cuz the skin cnt grow back 2gether so it fills up. Do i hate it? Ya ina way..but its like takeing emontinal pain,somthing i cnt control& turnin it into pyhsical pain. somthin i can control.
mjfanRIP 2 months ago
@prettylittleliar448 It doesnt matter how old you are. A t six year old i was cutting.
iamangelaandfbaby 2 months ago
THE BUTTERFLY PROJECT
The Rules are:
1. When u feel like u want 2 cut, take a marker and draw a butterfly on your arm
2. Nam the butterfly after a loved 1
3. u must let the butterfly fade naturally. NO scrubbing it off.
4. If u cut before the butterfly is gone, you’ve killed it.
5. If u have more than 1butterfly, cutting kills all of them.
6. Another person may draw them on you. they are extra special.
7. Even if u don’t cut,draw a butterfly anyways, to show your support
mickeyjoe333 2 months ago 73
@mickeyjoe333 i'm sorry..i didn't mean to vote it down D: and it won't let me change it! shit....LOVE IT <3 i have 6 right now to show my support,
MrTurtleAssasin 1 month ago
@mickeyjoe333 i dont cut myself, but im friends with ppl who do and the best thing to do is to stand by their side and help them thru the situation
567hurricane 1 month ago
@mickeyjoe333 My Friend told me that before when we were closer you made me think of him♥
XScreamForMeXx 1 month ago
@mickeyjoe333 Yeah.. I may have 3 butterflies... But I can honestly say I haven't let any of them die (:
hottblossom101 1 month ago
@mickeyjoe333 I Tired But I Killed The Butterflies.....
LolaaaBearr 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
The only one who can make life worth something is you.
QuiietLikeSnow 2 months ago
i started cutting again, not too long ago and cause of my friends who've been through the same...i quit again, well trying to using the butterfly project. it really helps :)
lil0teddy0bear 2 months ago
The only thing left are scars, but not b/c somehow life magically got better( it doesn't just being honest) it's b/c I replaced it with crying and listening to songs and singing lyrics that cut to my core.
punkfilipina88 2 months ago in playlist cry
im justttt 14 monday was my bday and its been a month and a half since i stoped cutting :) sad part is i should be more excited bout hanging with friends... and like normal teen girl stuff... but yay no more new scars :)
missym87900 2 months ago
@missym87900 ME TOO! I'm happy i can relate to some people, even the people on youtube~ (^__^)
emotionalfart 2 months ago
I promise you - there's life after self-harm! You can get through this, and you can be happy again. You can laugh and sing again, you won't always have to cut. There's a pain barrier to break through, but DON'T GIVE UP! :) Message me if you need any help - you're going to make it through! :)
Head1stFearless24 2 months ago
<3
KaseySuzanne 2 months ago
Cut free for almost 6 months <3 <3 <3 <3
scenelove06 2 months ago
its not supposed to be like this
ICantBreathe09 2 months ago
All of you, there is always someone to help, it could be a friend a parent or a complete stranger.
Someone will always help you if you simply look for them, and if you need it, I am here for every single one of you, I know how you feel. I can help, or at least try as hard as I can.
<3
ZombehChloe 2 months ago
never gunna stop.. people r to stupid to catch on and its not like anyone really cares</3
CobraSkittles 2 months ago 46
@CobraSkittles I don't know you, but i care! I really do! If you need anything just message me. I'm not trying to sound like a creep, it's just that I want to be there for people.
triforcekitten 2 months ago
Cut free for one week. Hopefully this will last <3
kotetsulover185 2 months ago 2
This song is from me to you.your my bestfriend, your always there for me, and always encouraging me to stop cutting.I showed you this song today, and told me it made me think of you.We've been bestfriends for close to 4 years now, and i never thought you would've impacted my life this much.Your the reason i'm still alive&the reason i try to stop this bad habit..I can honestly say i hope i marry you someday.Grant your amazing, & idc if you ever see this or not..but i love you more than anything<3
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2writeloveonyourarms 2 months ago
this song has helped me so much, I used to cut. I started about 3 years ago..ive been clean for a week. I never knew that when I started that it would be this hard to stop. my mom figured out about my cutting about 3 months ago..at first..she cried..then she yelled..but I just wanna tell somebody out there that it gets better. I wrote love on my arms everytime I wanted to cut (notice my page & my name) it helped me It gave me inspiration to move forward. Just remember someone out there loves you
2writeloveonyourarms 2 months ago
Cut free for...never. I won't stop. Ever. Everything hurts too much.
GagaNumber1Monster 2 months ago 3
Cut free for 8 months now. <3
SarSarWhaleFish 2 months ago
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CobraSkittles 2 months ago
Shes upset, bad day. heads for her ipod just for this song to help all the pain <3
Cut free for 14 days now for my bf and this song reall helps i hope it helps others too!
Heyflyleaf 2 months ago in playlist Without you. this is what i have
I actually Don't cut o:
ZakruthiaZwiebek 2 months ago
I've only been a cutter for just over a year. Been in the same crappy situation since birth. I don't think I'll ever stop cutting for sure. I was clean for maybe a month. That was after my parents found out I was cutting. But then I started again.
I told my boyfriend a couple days ago and he didn't care. It was like he didn't care in the way that he didn't care that I'm hurting. All my friends that know me are going away too, so I'm extremely lost. I can't really talk to anybody anymore.
oneofmynamesisYukari 2 months ago
i'm not cut free anymore...
ApollosGirl1 2 months ago in playlist ApollosGirl1's favorites
@ApollosGirl1 I know you don't know me, but do you mind if I pray for you?
NowSpeakTruth 2 months ago
@NowSpeakTruth sure. it's not like it'll help, but what's the harm in trying?
ApollosGirl1 2 months ago
@ApollosGirl1 Just remember there's someone out there who cares. Even if you don't always know them.
NowSpeakTruth 2 months ago
I've been a cutter for 3 years now, I stoped then started again,all because of a stupid boy :/
He's really been fucking with me and I guess I wanted to hurt him back so I did it to myself. He Knows I cut and at first tried to help me then went the other way and now he's joking about it and laughing at me :/
I dont knwo what to do.. ebery time i see him I end up hurting myself more and more...
randomemolol 2 months ago
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@randomemolol Forget the boy. I know it's hard. But you gotta do it. Inbox me if you wanna talk.
oneofmynamesisYukari 2 months ago
Been a cutter for 2 years . I was clean for a while , but when i lost the love of my life i went back . I never regret a cut , i regret the reason for the cut ,
cherryfizz77 2 months ago
Im healed <3
ZxDUNBOYNERxZ 3 months ago
I needed to hear this song, I've been depressed since I was 12, I'm now 17, it took a while for anyone to notice my scars from my knife. Listening to this song, I broke down in tears, at the ending I thought of my boyfriend, we've been together for almost 6 months, and he's the reason I put down my knife.
It does get better, it's a hard addiction to het over, but I promise it will get better.
Blessed Be<3
warrengirl10 3 months ago 5
I hate those people who say cutters only cut for attention. I don't cut anymore, but thats not the reason. I only told a few close friends and I didn't want ANY attention at ALL. I hate those people..
prettylittleliar448 3 months ago 2
As much as I tell my friends to quite Cutting; I cut myself Every night and has attepmted suicide 3 times/: I just can't stop. I walk into school full of people who hate me. Who say the meanest things to me. They wonder why Im so quiet. Will this ever get better? </3
MusiicVideozz 3 months ago in playlist Shower songs
@MusiicVideozz I used to be like that I was shy, quiet and was bullied and hated♥ I cut all my hair off at eight and my first suicide attempet was when I was nine♥ I used to cut and no one knew♥ I was in grade 6 when people found out♥ I accepted that not everyone liked me and only focused on the good things♥ Im 14 now and have been cut free for 6 months♥ I promise you it will get better♥ Stay strong because even though I dont know you I care about you♥ Message me If you ever need some help♥♥
MrsAnnieJonas16 3 months ago
I stared cutting when I was 11♥ Im 14 now and have been cut free for 6 months♥ I'm happier with my self and stronger then I've ever been♥ I have found a way out in music and writing♥ Respect and imbrace who you are and it will get better♥
MrsAnnieJonas16 3 months ago in playlist songs to down load 3
@MrsAnnieJonas16 Me too(: Started when I was 11 and now Im 14. I think Ive been cut free for... 7 months now. I love being happier and I would never take back the decision to stop(:
Michaela954906 3 months ago
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LaurenJayne3 3 months ago
I'm 17, almost 18. I started cutting when I was 14. I was going through some really tough issues with myself and my family. I started going to therapy in January 2011 because I knew I needed to find a healthier way to deal with my pain. I haven't cut since April. I still have bad days, but now I deal with them better. I finally feel happy :)
MaddyRos3 3 months ago
There`s those moments where i run to the room grab the scissors and close my eyes waiting for the relief.They ask why do you cut and i answer its the only pain i can control.The sad thing is I`m only 13...i`ve been clean for a 2 months untill a week ago..I`ll just try harder this time
Clarissa13ish 3 months ago
fuck the blade, buy some weed :D
iboughtfrance 3 months ago 3
Somedays I wonder if I'll ever stop. I've been clean for a month, but before that I stopped for three months, and before that I'd stopped for two years. But I always keep coming back to it. But for everyone out there trying to stop- it's worth it. I don't know if it'll last, but it's worth it.
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nikkibaby4evax33 3 months ago in playlist Liked
been cutting free for a week, this song helps so much.
DorkyBelle 3 months ago
Told my parents I cut today. All I saw on their face was disgust. The only thing they said to me was "I'll talk to my doctor next month to find the cure". I was expecting a hug, some kind of emotion. I expected to get told "Its okay baby, we'll get help." Or something like the ending of Thirteen. Guess not.
WeTheLow97 3 months ago in playlist Liked 11
@WeTheLow97 i seen tht movie its rly good.........
13StephanieRose 3 months ago in playlist 13StephanieRose's favorites
@13StephanieRose Agreed.
WeTheLow97 3 months ago
@WeTheLow97 All mine said was "ur fucking crazy. We're takeing u to tuckers."
mjfanRIP 2 months ago
My best friend used to cut. Now everytime i find out about someone who has i want to give them a hug, and i tell them one thing. "it gets better". Its because of this song that i took a stand for those in need.
FindingHopeInOthers 3 months ago
I started cutting since I was 7 years old. It helped. It would always help. It was the only way to cope. Don't bitch about me for this but it was My Chemical Romance's "The Black Parade" that helped me stop months later. It was the things they said in that album that made me stop and think. I'm glad I did.
BlackAzalea119 3 months ago 4
@BlackAzalea119 I've been cutting since i was 13. My Chemical Romance helped me too. "Famous Last Words" is what got me through life. They saved my life <3
WeRuleThisTown97 3 months ago 5
Someone help me. I've been cutting since I was 11. Please, how do I stop?
iiDubstepable 3 months ago
@iiDubstepable There's not a specific list of stuff to do but, here's what I recommend to do. Get rid of anything that you can cut with, and anything that provokes you to cut. (of course, you can't just through some person in a trash can cause they're a jerk, but just don't hang out with them). Next find a group of support. That will keep you from cutting almost everytime. Find an healthy outlit to cope, like drawing or writing. Just don't cut. You are loved, know this, and I will pray for you.
UnveilingMyNightmare 3 months ago
@iiDubstepable Find that one person to help you thru. its still a strugle. but i did it.. and i never thoguht i could. ♥ good luck.
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mangofishy 4 months ago
Im reading these comments and i keep thinking maybe one day ill be saying im cut free. you guys give me hope. maybe one day i can put down my knife.
nomnomnom65 4 months ago 6
some how im not guilty to say i still cut myself, but this songs is great.
BestoGirl112 4 months ago
Been about 2 or 3 months clean... it happens alot.. the urge.. but im trying to hard to keep it.. it only started minor.. and soon i was addicted.
JustCuzs 4 months ago
I've been clean for almost a month now ... it has been hell. I don't think I can do it anymore I want to start again so badly
DanishGirl101 4 months ago
@DanishGirl101 Think about who you might be hurting.... Please, think about it! ♥ There IS someone who cares!
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@DanishGirl101 Think about who you might be hurting.... Please, think about it! ♥ There IS someone who cares!
jFohr 4 months ago in playlist jFohr's Favorited Videos
been cutting for 4 years now, almost 2 months without doing it...
smileealliee 4 months ago
i'm still not entirely cut free, but I'm holding on to my life tighter now. That's gotta count for something.
NowSpeakTruth 4 months ago 3
I'm not going to say how I've been "cut free" for however long I have been.
I'm not going to bitch at anybody else for comments they put on this video.
I'm not going to talk about my experiences.
All I'm going to say is - IT GETS BETTER <3
XABIGAILFLYNNX 4 months ago 104
i cut for 4 years, since i was 14.. i got help and stopped 5 months ago... & i want to do it again so badly, its been tearing me apart.
danixobaby 4 months ago 4
I've been cut free for three months, but I was trying to today because of the usual reason. My parents. I always have been listening to this song ever sine I started cutting, and its sad because I'm only thirteen. I should be happy.
prettylittleliar448 4 months ago 50
@prettylittleliar448 trust me your not alone i'm turning 13 in 4 weeks and i've been cutting since a little after my 12th birthday
scarlet1294 3 months ago
@prettylittleliar448 I'm sorry, i know how you feel. I have been doing that since i was 11, its a terrible habit. Don't worry, i'm sure things will get better for you. Love can be your savior, think positive
Ashleyyyyyy559 3 months ago
@prettylittleliar448 im thirteen too and have the same problem-but in not always cute free so i respect you! <3
AshleyPendragon 3 months ago in playlist emotional songs
@prettylittleliar448 I'm chilling in the same boat. But, it get's better, honey, believe me. <3
xJustMeDownHerex 3 months ago
@prettylittleliar448 I've got the exact same story. Same age, same parent dilemma, except I'm still not free, you're a brave person.
idiot320 3 months ago
@idiot320 thank you. I hope you end up okay :)
prettylittleliar448 2 months ago
@prettylittleliar448 Same here. I'm around your age and I had or have the same problem. I've been cut free for about a month now and have been in counseling. I have only gone twice but I am already am feeling better.
VansLove13 2 months ago
Was cut free for a month then people started making fun of me agian at school and i started again >.<
AbbyMac100 4 months ago
@AbbyMac100 fuck them
DavidBowieRocksHard 4 months ago
@DavidBowieRocksHard thanks i am getting help with it but i still do it. i want to stop so bad.
AbbyMac100 2 months ago
ive been cutting for 7 years now
feliciafury21 4 months ago
i cant seem to stop. the harder i try not to...the harder it is not to. and ive been cutting since i was 4 years old.
poppopssambone 4 months ago
....... I just found out another of my close friends cuts.... that's eight. I am on my way to three months free. How can I keep them all safe?
The deeper they cut, the deeper I hurt.....
karebear4Christ 4 months ago
@karebear4Christ Talk to them. Try helping them by getting them to open up about it. It may or may not help, but to just know someone cares is sometimes enough.
heaven1tonight3 4 months ago
@heaven1tonight3 Thanks, I'm desperately trying to help her and today... well she told me she's anorexic too. Which I should have noticed a while ago. I'm trying not to let myself go back to the razor, but it's getting harder with the weight of all my friends, especially her.
karebear4Christ 4 months ago
Im trying to stop but im not strong enough I guess...Because I gave into the blade the other day..My moms eyes looked so disappointed
TheEmmyv 4 months ago
@TheEmmyv You are strong enough, but it may be that you have convinced yourself that you're not. Take a deep breath, and get rid of anything you use to cut. Make it inaccessible. Then, every time you feel like doing it, talk to someone, or do something you love. Redirect your attention and energy into something constructive. You are strong enough, it just takes you opening your eyes and realizing it. :)
heaven1tonight3 4 months ago
@heaven1tonight3 Thanks:)
TheEmmyv 4 months ago
I'm at 150 days... and the only thing keeping me from cutting is the knowledge that someone I cared about didn't think I could give up self harm. I'm doing it all out of spite... and it's getting harder every day. </3
illusions142 4 months ago
208 days. It's been hard, but it is possible <3
TibbsHTv 4 months ago
i dont wanna cut anymore ima try that butterfly thing it sounds like a good idea i wish one of my friends would of shown me that hopefully it works
gummibearlover141 4 months ago
When i first heard this song i tried to stop cutting. about 4 days later i caved in and cut 3 times. I dont think i can quit it.
nomnomnom65 4 months ago
@nomnomnom65 I know you can find the strength! I KNOW you can, there's hope!!! I'll be praying for you.
MrDavasl 4 months ago
@MrDavasl thanks you
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nomnomnom65 4 months ago
I haven't cut for three months. It's hard, but I'm making it. And since I've stopped, I've helped three other friends not self-harm. You can stop too! Have hope!
karebear4Christ 4 months ago
i dont wanna cut anymore.
xxkosiclavignexx 5 months ago
I have cut for about a 6yrs and some one did that butterfly thing with me to I thought it wouldnt work when I realized I didnt want to hurt my bf or my friends anymore so I have been clean for 2 months
terminator101985858 5 months ago
i luv this song it remindes me of so much!!
13StephanieRose 5 months ago in playlist songs!!
2 years cut free :D i'm so much happier now
Amaterasu642 5 months ago 6
i have never cut never will
singerjess11 5 months ago
3 years straight ive been cutting. i stopped when i met my best friend. he did it too but we promised each other tht if one of us did it the other would do it 5 times for every time they did it. so we've been cut free for almost 2 months. #HanginInThere
greendayrocks445 5 months ago 3
Cut free for 9 days. Still depressed, but I'm cut free for now and that's what matters. Love is Louder ♥
BananaBieber21 5 months ago 2
@XChrissyhatesprepsX Thats exactly what my friends do for me. Its called the butterfly project :)
beebeautiful101 5 months ago
I have my crushes name on my arm and my best friends name everywhere else.
Cut free for 5 months.
whatofmyfeelings 5 months ago in playlist thenoms 3
I cut for almost 4 years. I was clean for 3 months and telling someone about it and the pulled out a razor, handed it to me and said "here, just make it 4 years, nobody cares about you anyways" I did, right there with them watching. I have now been clean of cutting for 3 more months. October would have made it 4 years. I have a new outlook on life now, and it is the best thing that ever happened to me.
isssues911 5 months ago
@isssues911 What a bastard! >.<
xXPixieChick105Xx 4 months ago
ive been cutting for about 2 years now its been a struggle but ive been cut free for a month now :) hang in there it eventually will get better
cutiebunnygurI5 5 months ago
@princerainbowunicorn its still good :) cangrats, i hope u can be "cut free" for forever(: keep trying!!
88moshpit 5 months ago
iv been cut free 3 hours :( progress, i guess..
princerainbowunicorn 5 months ago
I feel like cutting but i dont want to!
lovePINK1117 5 months ago
@Shaelafaycee dat song is amazin nd ik wat ur goin thru most pplz do....
13StephanieRose 5 months ago
i luv dis song music lyk dis is an escape from da crazy messed up bullshit of da world :/
13StephanieRose 5 months ago in playlist songs!!
I hate how I want to stop cutting but I just can't, I've gotten proffesional help as weel, but it just doesn't seem to work://
Polyvorefreak101 5 months ago
@Polyvorefreak101 I know huh i've started bck i stopped for like 5 months the started bck..
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BoxOfChocolate28 5 months ago
at the end it is "she put down her knife" not "she put down her life"
jimbob090888 5 months ago
24 hours cut free..</3
SummerAnnette7 5 months ago 3
hey guys sorry for all the cutting problems here :( i know how you feel but i am now cut free but this is a really great song
fightselfharm 5 months ago
3 months cutting free =)
kooliegirllovesya 5 months ago
It's almost been three weeks. I made it over a year before but I relapsed, and when I fell, I fell hard.
animegirl98xxx 5 months ago
TWLOHA slowly helping me. :D
SasukeCaramelldansen 5 months ago
i stopped cutting but last night i had a relaps. My boyfriend found out and he told me to listen to this song and it explains how i feel. And this song is gunna help me get through this and him <3
pkayla21 5 months ago
@tigyrocks101 : its hard to put it down it took me a long time to realize i didnt need it as much as i though but it is in possible and you can put it down, just have faith in yourself.
(:
nikkilee42 5 months ago
my friend cuts. she gets pissed becuase i support TWLOHA becuase of her.
truebridesmaid 5 months ago
i wish i could put down my knife...
tigyrocks101 5 months ago 2
@tigyrocks101 Putting down a knife is like stopping an addiction to drugs. It's hard to, but you eventually get used to it.
SasukeCaramelldansen 5 months ago
@SasukeCaramelldansen ik i will try my best
tigyrocks101 5 months ago
@liviehorselover im sooo sorrry, if you need to talk about anything, just message me.
iloveyouu923 6 months ago
One of my best friends hurts herself . . . i think its partially because of me . . . and i can't help her no matter what. She says she doesn't want to stop. I understand what she means, but i don't like living knowing that i could be the cause of something horrible happening to someone i love :/
IsItDeath 6 months ago
i hate my parents so much
prettylittleliar448 6 months ago
im a self harmer, and i finally told my boyfriend about it for the first time, and he didnt say well you only do it for attention, he said "baby, you know i love you, and that i will always be here for you, please, if you feel the need to do it, call me, no matter when. or you can punch me in the face to gt your anger out" he stayed on the phone with me for 2 hours while i cried, and he cried right along with me. the mental pain cause by everything, hurts. thats why im glad i have him. iloveyou.
iloveyouu923 6 months ago 4
I am a self harmer and I was always terrified that when I tell my mom she would freak out and start screaming, (she did this before, when I went through this in the past). I finally told her, today. She took it great and now I am going to get the help I need. I'm so happy that I can be normal again. :)
Sephylover14 6 months ago
"Scars show where you've been, and where you shouldn't go again."
When I look at my scars, it reminds me that I lived through and that I'm still alive.
animegirl98xxx 6 months ago 4
All my used to be friends do it for more attention in school my one friend does it less than she used to thanks to the support of me. though she was the one that tryed to get me to do it. saying that i would be popular if i did , and its the new thing. An i said no and thanks to her whenever any thing bad happens i think of doing it but then i remeber how much i could hurt my family if i did, so i dont do it. An i am glad i dont : )
GoddessOfDarkness97 6 months ago