I think about commiting suicide everyday. I don't really even try to hide my sorrow at school anymore, no one even notices, no one cares. I cut myself sometimes because the pain is the only thing that is clear to me and it makes me know that I'm alive. I don't want to be, though. I don't know if I want to die, but I do know that I don't want the life I have. The people that I used to talk to about my problems now ignore me. They don't care about me. Cutting helps me,
This did make me think... but i can only think to believe my parents, sister, best friend and friends have amazing lives. They're families are great, and so is mine. Always happy..
I really wanna die. i go to a psykiatrist but i always lie to her that i wont take my life, just that i'm thinking of it but im not so sure anymore! Ive always thought 'i can't destroy my family and i want to se my sibilings kids grow up' but now.. i just can't handle the pain anymore, it's to much! I cut myself just to feel that i'm alive and awake, I can't tell the diference between dreams and reality.
And i really think that If i don't feel any better soon, i won't be alive after the summer
@meandyouistrue1 I know it's scary, but you need to tell your psychiatirist what's going on. They can't help you with something if they don't know about it and they want to help you.
@meandyouistrue1 hey i just wanna ask you do you love yourself, you should cuz its summer already god hasnt take your life,you steel breathing ,your kids still love you and,..........you still alive...
Hey. You are NOT alone. You have a purpose!!! People love you! I know it feels like things arent going good, BUT in the END things will turn out PERFECTLY. I PROMISE. You don't know me one bit, but I care about you. I don't know you one bit but I care about you.. Because I know that someone out there loves you with every bit of their heart. Please don't hurt yourself. You are BEAUTIFUL. ALWAYS remember that.
hey. :D I've had issues in my own life too. I've had TERRIBLE times. I've been through TERRIBLE things. Death, Cheating, Heartbreaks, Neglection, and much more. I've cried for MONTHS. YEARS. But I found a light at the end of my tunnel. I found that I don't need to die. I found that I have a reason. I have no idea who you are but I know that someone does. And I know that someone NEEDS you. Someone LOVES you. Some HAS TO HAVE YOU IN THEIR LIFE BECAUSE YOU INSPIRE the. Plzdnthurturslf
It's so lovely living in Colorado Springs now today. we're the second in the world for the most suicides. Vegas number 1. people should talk to someone and not just go kill themself. i don't care what anyone says. it's selfish. you leave all your loved ones behind to pick up the pieces while they wonder if it was something they did. they question if you even meant when you said i love you or i wont leave. all lies. through my own experiences it's SELFISH. im sorry, thats how i feel
Suicide is a permanant solution to a temperary problem. I've thought about it before. No more pain. No more loss. No school. No tests. No crying. No bleeding. No mean people. No thefts. No more feeling alone. Just pure, blissful emptiness. No conciousness. But everytime I'm reminded of lifes beauty. Be it a parent, A good friend, A girl, or simply a sunrise or a rainy day, when all is peaceful. I'm not telling anybody what to do. Just think before you act.
my mom didnt no i wanted to kill myself until we was at the docters and they ask i have her thought about it. all the signs was there and they still are. I still think it. i was 14 when i wanted to now im 17 and i stll do
Suicide is not always about escaping problums..and its not always about poeple thinking that no one cares about them..its just an end to a lifetime of mental torture
It may solve your problems, but not really. It just turns your missery into grief and transfers it from you to everyone who cares about you. And people do care about you even if you don't think they do.
What if the person in question isn't supposed to exist, wants to stop existing and indeed deserves to cease existence? Should we help the subject live or die? And should we provide any help at all?
Thanks for your opinion. I know that question looked weird, but it's such a complex issue that I really have to analyse all perspectives, even those looking absurd. I was considering the following: What if the subject was born by accident? What if it doesn't (and never will) have a purpose or function? And what if it has committed a terrible crime (think of a mass murderer or a tyrant dictator)? Then how should we deal with this case? Honestly, I don't know if it'd be worth saving such life.
but some of us should have the right for once to decide ourselves.yes there are cases where the suicide is the result of momentary depression but what if you've been dreaming about it for your whole life...when your whole life has been hell don't you have the right to make the desicion to rest?when you've done everything. senn the doctors and everything. and you've done that too for the past 10 years. how 'bout then?
I learned that with depression 50% of people who have it will have one episode in their life and be easy to treat, 30% will have continued episodes and be moderately easy to treat, and 20% will have constant severe depression and be resistant to treatment. If you're in that 20% I feel for you, but if you aren't then you shoud genuinely try everything you can to get better. I don't think suicide involves rights, but I'm not trying to start a debate.
i personally am not resistant to the treatment and i do want to get better but it's starting to get to me. some days are worse than others not but i try to think that maybe if i survive ever...i might be able to help that 20%.
People for some reason resent others who are depressed or for another reason they are as imperfect as them themselves are. Suggest anyone that you are feeling depressed and from now nobody will want to talk to you anymore.
Neosav, I feel for you. A month or so ago I have gotten mostly over suicidal thoughts. My mom told me she wants me more than anything. I almost dove headfirst off of my roof, my mom got me then. I still feel bad sometimes. I just think about all of the people who will be affected by it and how much we love each other, it takes the feelIngs away.
"A permanent solution to a temporary problem - that is what the wise and good people state to help. The way they make suicide look like a decision based on cowardice is remarkable, when in the end it is a clear statement of one's strength. It is not based on weakness but on a free will, the liberty to contemplate the unthinkable. That decision is based on positivity. Lust for life. Not this stale and dull life. A real life with genuine emotions."
I don't think that since I've been there. I was trying to counter some of the most common arguments for people who don't understand it. I'm in your generation by the way.
@NaynayzAccount described perfectly
Blastbrutal 2 months ago
I think about commiting suicide everyday. I don't really even try to hide my sorrow at school anymore, no one even notices, no one cares. I cut myself sometimes because the pain is the only thing that is clear to me and it makes me know that I'm alive. I don't want to be, though. I don't know if I want to die, but I do know that I don't want the life I have. The people that I used to talk to about my problems now ignore me. They don't care about me. Cutting helps me,
NaynayzAccount 3 months ago
What would I do?... become #4...
darkprincess4267 4 months ago
This did make me think... but i can only think to believe my parents, sister, best friend and friends have amazing lives. They're families are great, and so is mine. Always happy..
I'm rather great full for that :')
BluntLoveXx 6 months ago
7 people are heartless.
mynameisbob771 7 months ago
I really wanna die. i go to a psykiatrist but i always lie to her that i wont take my life, just that i'm thinking of it but im not so sure anymore! Ive always thought 'i can't destroy my family and i want to se my sibilings kids grow up' but now.. i just can't handle the pain anymore, it's to much! I cut myself just to feel that i'm alive and awake, I can't tell the diference between dreams and reality.
And i really think that If i don't feel any better soon, i won't be alive after the summer
meandyouistrue1 9 months ago 3
@meandyouistrue1 I know it's scary, but you need to tell your psychiatirist what's going on. They can't help you with something if they don't know about it and they want to help you.
catloverKD 9 months ago
@meandyouistrue1 hey i just wanna ask you do you love yourself, you should cuz its summer already god hasnt take your life,you steel breathing ,your kids still love you and,..........you still alive...
SinfulTheEllusionist 6 months ago
@meandyouistrue
Hey. You are NOT alone. You have a purpose!!! People love you! I know it feels like things arent going good, BUT in the END things will turn out PERFECTLY. I PROMISE. You don't know me one bit, but I care about you. I don't know you one bit but I care about you.. Because I know that someone out there loves you with every bit of their heart. Please don't hurt yourself. You are BEAUTIFUL. ALWAYS remember that.
rdesai739 5 months ago
@meandyouistrue1 i know how u feel cos im the same only im not seeing a pyscaiatist
amb500u8787uu 4 months ago
im going to take drugs and do it
sweatsuger42 11 months ago
@sweatsuger42 I've been there, it's not worth it, talk to someone and if they don't listen keep trying.
catloverKD 11 months ago
I'm 13 o have attempted suicide 8 times in the last 2 years and I still wish I was dead at some times !
lazylol1997 11 months ago
@lazylol1997
hey. :D I've had issues in my own life too. I've had TERRIBLE times. I've been through TERRIBLE things. Death, Cheating, Heartbreaks, Neglection, and much more. I've cried for MONTHS. YEARS. But I found a light at the end of my tunnel. I found that I don't need to die. I found that I have a reason. I have no idea who you are but I know that someone does. And I know that someone NEEDS you. Someone LOVES you. Some HAS TO HAVE YOU IN THEIR LIFE BECAUSE YOU INSPIRE the. Plzdnthurturslf
rdesai739 5 months ago
i hate my life.. cause my friends piss me off cause im poor
pl0xy1 1 year ago
It's so lovely living in Colorado Springs now today. we're the second in the world for the most suicides. Vegas number 1. people should talk to someone and not just go kill themself. i don't care what anyone says. it's selfish. you leave all your loved ones behind to pick up the pieces while they wonder if it was something they did. they question if you even meant when you said i love you or i wont leave. all lies. through my own experiences it's SELFISH. im sorry, thats how i feel
spillerofblood666 1 year ago
Suicide is a permanant solution to a temperary problem. I've thought about it before. No more pain. No more loss. No school. No tests. No crying. No bleeding. No mean people. No thefts. No more feeling alone. Just pure, blissful emptiness. No conciousness. But everytime I'm reminded of lifes beauty. Be it a parent, A good friend, A girl, or simply a sunrise or a rainy day, when all is peaceful. I'm not telling anybody what to do. Just think before you act.
airraidband 1 year ago
my mom didnt no i wanted to kill myself until we was at the docters and they ask i have her thought about it. all the signs was there and they still are. I still think it. i was 14 when i wanted to now im 17 and i stll do
gothicderek 1 year ago
i wanna die
101techkid 1 year ago
@101techkid why? Please talk to someone about it someone will help you.
catloverKD 1 year ago 9
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NeroXIII 1 year ago
@NeroXIII SO Sorry for you...! Wish I could help.. .. Are you sure that it have to end?
KissTheFog 1 year ago
Suicide is not always about escaping problums..and its not always about poeple thinking that no one cares about them..its just an end to a lifetime of mental torture
darrioncarreiro 1 year ago
God bless all those who had the courage to end their missery, I sadly dont have enough courage for this total solution of all problems.
samuraj991 1 year ago 3
It may solve your problems, but not really. It just turns your missery into grief and transfers it from you to everyone who cares about you. And people do care about you even if you don't think they do.
catloverKD 1 year ago 5
What if the person in question isn't supposed to exist, wants to stop existing and indeed deserves to cease existence? Should we help the subject live or die? And should we provide any help at all?
Peace
MdP2 2 years ago
Everyone is supposed to exist and no one deserves not to. No one has to exist in misery
catloverKD 2 years ago 4
Thanks for your opinion. I know that question looked weird, but it's such a complex issue that I really have to analyse all perspectives, even those looking absurd. I was considering the following: What if the subject was born by accident? What if it doesn't (and never will) have a purpose or function? And what if it has committed a terrible crime (think of a mass murderer or a tyrant dictator)? Then how should we deal with this case? Honestly, I don't know if it'd be worth saving such life.
MdP2 2 years ago
but some of us should have the right for once to decide ourselves.yes there are cases where the suicide is the result of momentary depression but what if you've been dreaming about it for your whole life...when your whole life has been hell don't you have the right to make the desicion to rest?when you've done everything. senn the doctors and everything. and you've done that too for the past 10 years. how 'bout then?
Houretila 2 years ago
I learned that with depression 50% of people who have it will have one episode in their life and be easy to treat, 30% will have continued episodes and be moderately easy to treat, and 20% will have constant severe depression and be resistant to treatment. If you're in that 20% I feel for you, but if you aren't then you shoud genuinely try everything you can to get better. I don't think suicide involves rights, but I'm not trying to start a debate.
catloverKD 2 years ago
i personally am not resistant to the treatment and i do want to get better but it's starting to get to me. some days are worse than others not but i try to think that maybe if i survive ever...i might be able to help that 20%.
Houretila 2 years ago
People for some reason resent others who are depressed or for another reason they are as imperfect as them themselves are. Suggest anyone that you are feeling depressed and from now nobody will want to talk to you anymore.
syrop26 2 years ago
Neosav, I feel for you. A month or so ago I have gotten mostly over suicidal thoughts. My mom told me she wants me more than anything. I almost dove headfirst off of my roof, my mom got me then. I still feel bad sometimes. I just think about all of the people who will be affected by it and how much we love each other, it takes the feelIngs away.
Then I go sit with my dog for a while.
scorpion4427 2 years ago
if u commit suicide do u go 2 hell
Apink420 2 years ago
I think it depends on what you believe. I personally don't believe so.
catloverKD 2 years ago
that is between you and your god of choice....but whatever floats you boat......
ColonelFleet 2 years ago
im just out the hospital yesterday after attempting suicide
i just couldnt live ith my mental illness i just wanted the hallucinations and feelings to stop and thats the only way i thought i could find peace
luckily my mum found me just in time, i told her i had wrote a note but she said i dont want a note i want you
now im just scared i'll be put back in hospital T_T i mean the psychiatric one
NeonSav 2 years ago
"A permanent solution to a temporary problem - that is what the wise and good people state to help. The way they make suicide look like a decision based on cowardice is remarkable, when in the end it is a clear statement of one's strength. It is not based on weakness but on a free will, the liberty to contemplate the unthinkable. That decision is based on positivity. Lust for life. Not this stale and dull life. A real life with genuine emotions."
thats probably what they say about it.
SpecialJ177 2 years ago
Telling kids it's a sin isn't going to stop them from their suicidal thoughts. :P Many children my generation (age 20 and under) are atheist.
But great vid! :)
7J2H7 3 years ago
I don't think that since I've been there. I was trying to counter some of the most common arguments for people who don't understand it. I'm in your generation by the way.
catloverKD 3 years ago
I know I was speaking in general. :)
7J2H7 3 years ago
your suicide is killing your mom. Please stay with us. we love you.
lucinda2005 3 years ago
Yeah, as if my mother was my answer to all my problems.
syrop26 2 years ago
very nice and original... good work
myanorexia 4 years ago
i really wish my friends could see this.
bennybucket 4 years ago 15