Alone in the Darkness - Evanescence - Hello

[Memories2Dreams]

So sad I could hear and feel the pain in your words. It made me cry :'(

[TheSeThCo]

And wow kira that's some bad advice...

[TheSeThCo]

Omg, ever considered making friends with anybody else? Maybe a guy? You say you cant make friends, but to me it sounds more like you're afraidof making friends, so you dont even try. If you are letting this one girl get you down then that's just plain stupid. Put yourself out there and stop hiding.

[DarknessOfTheStorm]

@Anime2NIght to answer your question in the video (i wonder if the light is a wonderful place) yes, it is. it is an amazing glorious place. if only i could stay there. the darkness always comes back, it always does. it searches for you, and consumes the light. when someone finds out how to stay in the light, please let me know, for the light does not last long.

[kiraheart4000]

whenever im at school i always see neon colors on the girls who are taking away my friends.so i like being a lone. i always run away from my friends at school cuz i wanna be alone for once. dang. i hate myself

[Anime2NIght]

@kiraheart4000 I hate being feeling different. I look like everyone else but feel so different inside. I wish I has friends I wouldn't run from them.

[Anime2NIght]

@kiraheart4000 @kiraheart4000 @kiraheart4000 @kiraheart4000 I don't have any girls who take away my friends. I can't seem to make or keep friends. Been like that since 6th grade. Girls just started all ignoring me. Now thyi ignore and avoid me. I hate when I see one of them.Tthey says we need to get together and do something. But they never say or anything. Why l do firl lie and say things they don't mean. Next year I will be a senior. I will go to college online.

[Anime2NIght]

@kiraheart4000 @kiraheart4000 @kiraheart4000 @kiraheart4000 I don't have any girls who take away my friends. I can't seem to make or keep friends. Been like that since 6th grade. Girls just started all ignoring me. Now thyi ignore and avoid me. I hate when I see one of them.Tthey says we need to get together and do something. But they never say or anything. Why l do firl lie and say things they don't mean. Next year I will be a senior.

[Anime2NIght]

@kiraheart4000 @kiraheart4000 @kiraheart4000 @kiraheart4000 I don't have any girls who take away my friends. I can't seem to make or keep friends. Been like that since 6th grade. Girls just started all ignoring me. Now thyi ignore and avoid me. I hate when I see one of them.Tthey says we need to get together and do something. But they never say or anything. Why l do firl lie and say things they don't mean. Next year I will be a senior.

[Anime2NIght]

@kiraheart4000 @Anime2NIght dont be emo or sad all the time. i only said i hated myself but that was just a very bad day for me. i always pray to never be a lone if you dont wanna be alone , just stand up and make friends if the girls are to mean slap them (or even better punch them).

[Anime2NIght]

@kiraheart4000 I have tried many times to make friends. I always end up getting hurt. I am not an agressive person I would never lash out or hit at anypne. I have had girl do some pretty cruel thing to me. I just cry wishing it would stop. In my High school it doesn't matter who started it. You both get punished the same punishment which is supension. .

[Anime2NIght]

If your asking if I am Gothic? Not I am not. If you look at my profile icon pics you will see I look pretty much like any other girl. But that is on the outside.. My big sis says I am emo cuz I am very sad and lonely. But I don't dwell on dying like most emo people do.

I just hate not having friends and feeling different on the inside. All I want is what everyone has or wants - friends. Not the fake ones but the real ones.

[kiraheart4000]

@Anime2NIght dont be emo or sad all the time. i only said i hated myself but that was just a very bad day for me. i always pray to never be a lone if you dont wanna be alone , just stand up and make friends if the girls are to mean slap them (or even better punch them).

[Anime2NIght]

@SpiritualPagan Sadlly I know how you feel. All I ever wanted was 1 true friend.  I spend alot of time alone wondering why me. Why can't i make friends like others can :'(

[KiwiJeevas]

@Anime2NIght i no how u feel :( all m friends have just back stabbed me in the back and now they are saying there my friends but i d feel like they are, its because we are the true friend and the ain't , so it ain't u , ur most likely the perfect friend that they take for grantage ( sorry i'm a bad speller)

[jorgearevalo4080]

this is the most beautiful poem I'v ever read so beautiful thanks for sharing

[Anime2NIght]

@jorgearevalo4080 Thanks I put my heart and soul into this poem. In hoped of someone would reach out and save me from all my loneliness and pain.

[jorgearevalo4080]

@Anime2NIght you are gothic girl do i'm right ??? i like your profile adn the music you got in it ;) A+

[Xxarwenundomiel13xX]

omg! this i show i felt in junior high... i feel i need love in my life... i am an invisible shadow :( no guy has ever liked me (lil differneth that u.) and i hav had break downs.... all my crushes dont even notice me, I wonder if that will ever happen, i hav never had any guy break their butt to sit with me... :( i felt alone and unwanted... i want to let u know that i am at a turning point and it will al turn out fine :D be urself.

[Anime2NIght]

@Xxarwenundomiel13xX This was wrote when I was in Jr High too. When I also had my break down. Jr High was the worst time for me. Everyone ignored my pain and tears. No one seem to care. Now in High School it is still the same. I tried many time to reach out and make a friend but end up getting hurt over and over :(

[coffeeforcreature]

First of all let me say that this is a beautiful video, powerful in its emotional impact and a work of art on several levels. I believe that people like you have a divine purpose. Some of the loneliness you feel comes from having some extreme form of empathy or depth of sensitivity like a third eye, meaning you really are picking up on stuff that other people don't see or feel. Yearning for kindred spirits or just some basic understanding is justified. The song is like a window. *hugs!*

[Anime2NIght]

It is the cruel way girls have treated me for years. They either ignore me or say mean cruel things to hurt me. Some treat me like I am deaf and can't hear their cruel comments about me. Other girls laugh and make fun of me. It got so bad in jr high I had 2 break downs.

[Anime2NIght]

@Anime2NIght tyvm. I wrote this poem durning a very sad lonely time in my life. My life is a little better. Even now I am still very sad with only a few friends sort of friends.

[Anime2NIght]

I have held my pain in for so long I am now sick. I can't even go to class anymore without becoming very sick. I have seen several doctors and had many test. I now stay in a safe room at school. I feel very lonely but there is nothing I can do. I look forward to the day I am out of school and away from these evil girls.

[Anime2NIght]

@coffeeforcreature I wrote this at a very low point in my life. I was in jr highthen I ended up in metal hospital on watch. The only thing kept me going was my Mom. I am a jr in now in high school. I am doing better. But i still have a lot of low days. I still cry alot and fell alone. I have a few people I talk to now. But still get hurt a lot. I feel like I will never find a guy who will love me for me :'(

[Anime2NIght]

@coffeeforcreature Thanks you I am so glad at least some people understand. I can always sense when people are fake or put on an act. I like people who are real and honest about how they feel. Not pretend to be your friend then laugh and make fun behind your back.  I have reached out and tried to make friends only to get hurt again :'(

[healthmusic]

I appreciated a comment given to one of my comments. I may send another pm in next few days. I have recently wrote my 3rd autism awareness song. Just like memories of my high school days I have contacted many other teens with ASD, like I also have, mentioned being bullied, teased, social outcasted, & etc. I know things are hard, I have been through many of the same things you were. Please try to keep the faith.

[PawelSko18]

I saw your other videos and you are very pretty. you seem like an awesome person :)

[Anime2NIght]

Thanks wish I felt pretty or awesome. But sadly I don't.. I feel like I have no face and wear a mask.

[healthmusic]

Found from a friend, from a network, there were times I too felt that way. Also, being the kind of musician I am the piano part interests me. I did notice one of the tags is autism; I have Aspergers Syndrome, a mild form of autism.

High school days and young adulthood were very hard for me. Social outcast. Today, I too am a singer/songwriter, just finished my second song for autism awareness.

[iiicharliii]

Just ignore wannatalk2god religion ironically is the cause of so many wars.

Your amv was very moving kimmy keep it up

xx

[Anime2NIght]

Thanks that means a lot to me coming from you.

I am so glad you liked my amv. I am working on a new one call "Lost in the Desert".

[thereds66]

hey Kimmy, dont be worried about going back. Im sure everything will be fine. You can always rant to me about how its going :). BTW don't get roped into the lies of wannatalk2God2, hes an asshole, he may sound nice but hes a cult supremist liar.

[Anime2NIght]

I am not sure what either of you mean. But I do miss talking to you.

[thereds66]

U went back to school didn't you? thats what I meant.

wannatalk2god2 is an old pervert, whos idea of divine intervention or "chi" energy is him shaking about a bit.

[Anime2NIght]

Yeah I went back to school. The school forced me to. I hate it can't wait for this year to get over. I just hope and pray I can survive this year.

Oh my Gosh you should read his emails. I don't know what to make of them. He seem more interested in impressing my mom. Than helping me.

[WannaTalk2GOD2]

Kimmy, There ARE UFO's, Atlantis did exist, Please watch my vids @ wannatalk2god2 Ever try Meditation? It is Easy and Free.....And it does change the Lithium, Seratonin, And Dopamine levels in the BRAIN, With NO Drugs

[WannaTalk2GOD2]

Dear Kimmy, You are One very Talented and Smart young Lady, And Yes The Light is Wonderful, Do not go there in any rush!, Yes It Life will get Better in HS, And Let a Special Boy stroke your hair....ONLY YOUR HAIR!! You are Needed in 'our' World, And YOu KIMMY ARE VERY IMPORTANT!, from old man

[PurpleMusic23]

Aww sweety, I'm so sorry. This is very sad.

[Dejo510]

i see you poured your heart in this vid.

i don't really know what to say because i've never been all that good at trying to console anyone...

i just hope you feel better soon kimmy...

There WILL be brighter days and it's in those days where you'll undoubtedly find your "light" =)

[Anime2NIght]

Thanks. I won't find the light till I am out of that school. I just hope and pray High School is better.

[FlamyShadow]

i understand u so mauch to hurts like hell...

[smurphkin]

very beautifully made kimmy. i'm actually feeling like that myself. i'm always here if you need me though. you'll always have a friend in me =]

[PandaPaPa1]

aww poor kimmy good vid though

remeber! you can message me anytime you need to or want

[Movieshowcraze]

Well dine Kimmy! Theres just one thing i have to ask.... Do you belive in the Paranormal??

[Anime2NIght]

Thank you. Why do you ask if I believe in the Paranormal? The answer is yes I do.

[xXxRyuxXxx]

You're not alone....

[MissNovember119]

BEAUTIFUL!! don't feel bad. i feel the exact same thing. feel better soon! (i don't know if this will help or wether or not u believe in God but try reading the Bible, it helps to ease the pain.)

[justincredible2006]

To be honest with you, I know what you're feeling. You probably don't believe me, but it's true. I had this same feeling too. But deep inside, you have to realize that we're all alone in this world. Don't be envious about everyone else, just take care of yourself and what you have to do, okay? I have to do the same. We must not rely on the help of others, especially when there is almost no one in this world you could rely on. You don't have to take my word, I'm just trying to help.

[infernodragon02]

I love that song. It's just so... perfect. In so many ways I can't quite describe. You always read my mind. Well made :p We'll find it someday, we just have to...

[Anime2NIght]

Thanks I knew of all people you would understand what I was saying. Glad you like it.

[WAGTHC]

Kimmy olhe para o céu quando se sentir sozinha Deus estara olhando por voce e olhe quem realmente é seu amigo nessas horas porque amigo tem que estar juntos na tristeza e na felicidade.Mesmo sem te conhecer estarei sempre aqui do outro lado do mundo pra te ouvir abraços.Wagner.

[PyroflyPhoenix]

the place of light where everyone will love is called heaven. =] kimmy, do you believe in Jesus? He Loves You.

im sry i dont know you, but i would be glad to be your friend if i ever meet you. maybe in heaven?

[Anime2NIght]

That may be the only place where I will find people who will love and accept me :(

[PyroflyPhoenix]

it looks like you got alot of friends here that you didnt meet yet. =] ill look foward to seeing you in heaven =D

[yugi1129]

sadnes darknes but in ewery place in the world ther is a light but somtimes it hard to find belive me i have find it did you find it?

[Anime2NIght]

No but I hope some day I will find that light :(

[DARKkyrac]

wow

[Anime2NIght]

Thanks I am glad you liked it.

[liur1992]

beatiful,cool...fantastic amv and music 5/5

[Anime2NIght]

Thanks so much. I put a lot of time and thought into making this.

[Girladhas]

hmm som1 needs to cheer u up ^^ som1 how love you your family friend of your love :O

i makes my life better and saw some nice light ^^ it feels great if you are loved by somone

[Anime2NIght]

I have the love of my family. But sadly no one at school cares or would even miss me If I was gone:(

[Girladhas]

i will miss you! :O