wow this made me cry. So powerful. And this is the truth of it all. This is what eating disorders are. They are sheer and total hell. Theres no fun and games. Its not pretty. Its not glamourous. Its ugly. Eating disorders don't create beauty and perfection. They create war with yourself and destruction beyond what the mind can even begin to imagine. There is so much pain that goes along with eating disorders that no one will ever know about because they don't know the truth.
This is really the best video about ED I have ever seen. I can't stop crying because it's so tragic, and it's so horrible and awful. I hope that all off you who struggle get out of it. It's not a way of life. Stay strong and never give up.
please people, you can recover from this, you are brilliant, unique, special human beings who deserve so much more. Brilliant video, thank you so much.
this video is like a mirror reflecting myself, i used to cut myself all the time, i liked leaving scars on my skin, so people would notice me, i was depressed and total fucked up, i thought i was ugly...im 18 now, i'm better now but i still have that feeling to turning back...
im bulimic,anorexic&i also cut.I cut alot.I didn start cuting until i started with A&M.I been like this for9 months.ive gone down40lbs.I STILL SEE MYSELF FAT.FATTER THAN WHEN I STARTED.i have more than 150cuts in my left arm.5 onmy right arm.30 in my left leg,and 65on the other.I got 2cut on each ankle&a shape of a heart.I also cut d name of d boy i love on my hip.i have burns&bruises al over my body.i attempted suicide 3times.this in only 9months.i don want to know what is coming.
this made me sick to my stomach. i can't believe i actually used to be like this. you don't realize how bad it looks until you see the exact same thing on someone else.
Never got a chance to say thank you on the first half of the video. Thank you for creating this video. It's scary because that use to be me. I never want to be that person ever again.
This is very well done and there were many parts that you could have made it really corny and lame but you did a nice job with the camera angles and the acting. Alsso the music selection was a pro choice so nice job.
Everything in this movie is perfect. It is soo amazing and it shows my feelings und my fears. I hope that more people watch this movie and realize theier illness. (sry for bad english)
Your video made me cry. This is what we need to see to truly understand. Not jokes about eating disorders being for the ungrateful and spoiled. We need to understand that there's a lot of pain involved.
You're a genious, an artist, an all. I love this video. Every line is so inspiring and true. I mean... you have the right vision of what is happening in our society. Keep it up, boy, you're fucking awesome. Greetings from Argentina and sorry for my bad english. :D
yes it is a shame, only the girls 110 pounds and under would catch all the attention from guys, media is making men to be unrealistically big, and women unrealistically small. Why are women taking up less and less space and men taking up more and more?
Unfortunately I am a statistic. I am in the 33% of 11-15 year olds :'( Luckily I am so much better now. It's so important for other girls to not become a statistic, Ana is the worst and most evil person in the world.
This is the most powerful video I have ever seen, thank you so much for making it.
And to the girls/guys with EDs out there, you are important. You are loved. Never give up hope <3333
I have a friend who has all of these problems. Bulimia, cutting, depression, you name it, she has it. She has been sent to a mental hospital four diffrent times and nothing has helped. She is my best friend, like a sister. I love her so much, but i want her to get better. I feel like she needs to watch this. I feel like this could change her life. I want her to get better. I really Do.
@WaccamawSingers well guess what love... i did :) when i read your comment i was like, omg... then i looked at the youtuber, and realized. ohmygod, it;s YOU. i cried, ;")
I tell my little boy and little girl that I love them every day, many times a day, and that i will always love them and that they are strong and beautiful I will never let anyone make them feel any less than that. This is a beatifully shot and thoughtful short film. I hope you continue to make them, you have a talent for film making and a gift of insight good luck with future projects :)
This short movie hit straight home with me.. I am sitting here, crying my eyes out.. it is so beautiful and true, I cannot describe how well it portrays my life, I have struggled with at least 4 kinds of eating disorders for the past 12 years now and still have problems and suicidal thoughts, and no one around me sees it or cares enough to talk to me properly about it.. we need action, we don't need long tideous chats, we need action 'cos we might not be here tomorrow
@zejzild I know how it feels everyone will look down on you because they think its a choice that you make when really its not. I think you are brave to say this here and many people will admire you for doing so.
Today is my birthday. I'm turning 11. Today I had a slice of cake. I couldn't stop myself from having a small second peice. Then I stopped and thought "Why am I thinking of this situation as me having to 'stop myself'?" What do I do? I almost cried watching this. I cry when family, friends, or loved ones have a suffer. But why do I hold myself back? I'm not worth feeling sorry for.
REALLY NICE VID MAN, CAN YOU DO ONE FOR ME PLEASE ABOUT HERION ADDICTION AND HOW I BREAK MY OWN BONES AND BURN MYSELF WHEN IM DRY SO THAT THE HOSPTAL WILL GIVE SOMETHING. IVE CAUSED INFECTIONS THAT HAVE GIVEN ME HEART ATTACKS AND MY GIRLFRIEND JUST THINKS ITS AWESOME! SHES IMPRESSED BY WHAT I DO, SHE SAYS ITS HARDCORE AND MAKES HER CARE AND LOVE ME MORE AND MORE BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH DANGER IS ENVOLVED AND HOW SHE COULD LOSE ME. SHE SAYS THAT ASIDE, IM JUST SUCH A COOL GUY. AINT MY MIND FUCKED?
this vid must get thousands of awards , its so touching , and well done, perfection is achieved by any minimum detail ... ''perfection'', heah , that old bitch friend of mine..
@TheThuqq123 you seem like the type who give other self-injurers a bad name. You seem like the type who blurts something that personal to people just so you can get attention. Not because you are truly suffering.
Cause i would never believe anyone, in this whole wide world.
I suffer from everything. Im an asshole, and a stupid little thing that does not even exist.
Im stupid, ugly, worthless. And fat. Why wud i live? To hurt more? They r hurting others telling them not to die not to do things that make them feel better. Its ones choice their life. Fukin pple judge on everything,"oh thats not healthy ur gunna diee!!! Bones r ugly!!!"
Extremly touching documentary, there is only one thing you forgot, men have eating disorders as well... but anyways.. good job! This documentary is among the best documentaries I've ever seen
these videos should be a party of each school lesson who handles with this theme! these videos should be shown in each country and wake up all the people who don't believe that this is true!
these videos are a well opportunity to help these children!
Thank you for making it!
I'll show this to my classmates, greets from germany!
0:43 - 1:21 is so true for how I feel that...it's scary. I wish I could just show this to my family, show them how I feel instead of trying to explain it, but I can't. I just can't. I'm not thin enough to have a problem, and I'm certainly not going to tell my family.
@holyhollyhoe i can relate to you, expect from all of this video explains my life atm. & im skinny enough to tell anyone even though i know i have a ed.
this should be shown at schools around the world, something needs to change, society needs a wake up call. Where did we go so wrong that we have wound up with the warped values we have in todays society. I feel like a lone wolf stuck in an undergrad degree with no voice, i feel powerless to change!
That was such a powerful and emotional video. EXCELLENT JOB!!xo
jackdrwpc 8 hours ago
wow this made me cry. So powerful. And this is the truth of it all. This is what eating disorders are. They are sheer and total hell. Theres no fun and games. Its not pretty. Its not glamourous. Its ugly. Eating disorders don't create beauty and perfection. They create war with yourself and destruction beyond what the mind can even begin to imagine. There is so much pain that goes along with eating disorders that no one will ever know about because they don't know the truth.
KaylenAnn 4 days ago
This is really the best video about ED I have ever seen. I can't stop crying because it's so tragic, and it's so horrible and awful. I hope that all off you who struggle get out of it. It's not a way of life. Stay strong and never give up.
MissKittyLilly 4 days ago
This is IT exactly. The best video about EDs, I´ve ever seen!
I hope, many People see it, and understand a little...
that it is no matter of free Will
no Game
no Lifestyle
- it´s a deadly Desease.
Like a Daemon - obsessing you - and killing you with a Smile.
BW
LtD
Dancegirl144 6 days ago
Well done with the movie. We need more things like this out there. I wish during ED Awareness Week I had seen this.
egarvin22 1 week ago
please people, you can recover from this, you are brilliant, unique, special human beings who deserve so much more. Brilliant video, thank you so much.
TheTurquoiseme 1 week ago
This video is awesome It should get more and mor and more views its one of the best ana mia videos ive seen. really powerful.. and emotional
AthensBlackDiamond 2 weeks ago
This was a really, really amazing video. Thank you for sharing with us.
lydiabones 2 weeks ago
this made me bawl my eyes out it is beautiful. but it just makes me relate with every problem I have and just.....very emotional
MsSchuk 2 weeks ago
this video is like a mirror reflecting myself, i used to cut myself all the time, i liked leaving scars on my skin, so people would notice me, i was depressed and total fucked up, i thought i was ugly...im 18 now, i'm better now but i still have that feeling to turning back...
manoemily 2 weeks ago
Amazing
mimmi80009 2 weeks ago
This is fantastic. I know the shit so well. This really tells...
shoemyday 2 weeks ago 4
This video is amazing, such a powerful message. Awesome job with everything.
sweetie1289 3 weeks ago
I want to show this to my class when I become a teacher. Fantastic work!
qwertykira 3 weeks ago
im bulimic,anorexic&i also cut.I cut alot.I didn start cuting until i started with A&M.I been like this for9 months.ive gone down40lbs.I STILL SEE MYSELF FAT.FATTER THAN WHEN I STARTED.i have more than 150cuts in my left arm.5 onmy right arm.30 in my left leg,and 65on the other.I got 2cut on each ankle&a shape of a heart.I also cut d name of d boy i love on my hip.i have burns&bruises al over my body.i attempted suicide 3times.this in only 9months.i don want to know what is coming.
I AM 14.
elilovesbieber 3 weeks ago
this made me sick to my stomach. i can't believe i actually used to be like this. you don't realize how bad it looks until you see the exact same thing on someone else.
FlurpzZ 3 weeks ago in playlist More videos from rovaun 12
This is so beautiful and perfect in every way. I love it.
pigluver486 4 weeks ago
amazing i never want to be that person again
cuttergirl100 1 month ago
Never got a chance to say thank you on the first half of the video. Thank you for creating this video. It's scary because that use to be me. I never want to be that person ever again.
Formidablefoe 1 month ago
This is very well done and there were many parts that you could have made it really corny and lame but you did a nice job with the camera angles and the acting. Alsso the music selection was a pro choice so nice job.
sarah1oszter 1 month ago 3
All schools worldwide from elementary , middle school to High school should watch this ! I love this so much <3
xxSaveMeFromMyself 1 month ago
Everything in this movie is perfect. It is soo amazing and it shows my feelings und my fears. I hope that more people watch this movie and realize theier illness. (sry for bad english)
merryberryize 1 month ago
that was intense:'(
MsTinkerbelle87 1 month ago
This made me cry, i can't believe i've been like that for somany years....
ITooWantToGoToTokyo 1 month ago
Your video made me cry. This is what we need to see to truly understand. Not jokes about eating disorders being for the ungrateful and spoiled. We need to understand that there's a lot of pain involved.
selenite1 1 month ago 26
seeing that little girl made me cry........ she is so beautifull and innocent <3
nightdreamer50 1 month ago 4
I cried....I'm going through some hard times right now and have been for years....
Lexandreax 1 month ago
Males get eating disorders to but it's ussually not to be skinny it's to "buff" up.
ImStupidInTheLove 1 month ago
I cried
madisynk 1 month ago
You're a genious, an artist, an all. I love this video. Every line is so inspiring and true. I mean... you have the right vision of what is happening in our society. Keep it up, boy, you're fucking awesome. Greetings from Argentina and sorry for my bad english. :D
bombonzrocks 1 month ago
I use smoking to control my eating. I didn't anyone else did...
Michiro667 1 month ago
This video was fantastic!
MyBarbaricYAWP22 1 month ago
WHAT IS THE SONG TO THISSSS. PLEASE TELL ME.
Hayleysaur42 1 month ago
You are not alone. Simple to say. But when everyone at school call you "Ugly" Don't think "i'm really ugly,i hate myself"
mafobiebs 2 months ago
You are not alone. Simple to say. But when everyone at school call you "Ugly" it's difficult q
mafobiebs 2 months ago
i cried
Glubani 2 months ago
this is very compassionate
karmamaster7 2 months ago
yes it is a shame, only the girls 110 pounds and under would catch all the attention from guys, media is making men to be unrealistically big, and women unrealistically small. Why are women taking up less and less space and men taking up more and more?
karmamaster7 2 months ago
so bad but so beautiful, you did an amazing job
martinab50 2 months ago
Unfortunately I am a statistic. I am in the 33% of 11-15 year olds :'( Luckily I am so much better now. It's so important for other girls to not become a statistic, Ana is the worst and most evil person in the world.
This is the most powerful video I have ever seen, thank you so much for making it.
And to the girls/guys with EDs out there, you are important. You are loved. Never give up hope <3333
BillieJeanArmstrong 2 months ago
this is amazing
myprettybones 2 months ago
oh wow i never thought anyone else did that in the shower. :/
CourtneyJadeex 2 months ago
wow this was... just amazing great job! you should present it somewhere!
tortoisesofpeace 2 months ago
this so sad but at the same time.. so beautiful.
xCowsCanFly 2 months ago
made me cry...
this video deserves to be more popular. ans it HAS to be it
sharylynn 2 months ago
@sk8rgurl425 i miss you. come home.
WaccamawSingers 2 months ago
@WaccamawSingers awhh, booo. If i could i would ;'( i miss you too!
sk8rgurll425 2 months ago
I have a friend who has all of these problems. Bulimia, cutting, depression, you name it, she has it. She has been sent to a mental hospital four diffrent times and nothing has helped. She is my best friend, like a sister. I love her so much, but i want her to get better. I feel like she needs to watch this. I feel like this could change her life. I want her to get better. I really Do.
WaccamawSingers 2 months ago
@WaccamawSingers well guess what love... i did :) when i read your comment i was like, omg... then i looked at the youtuber, and realized. ohmygod, it;s YOU. i cried, ;")
sk8rgurll425 2 months ago
@WaccamawSingers
You just explained me </3
candyapplecarnage 1 month ago
I tell my little boy and little girl that I love them every day, many times a day, and that i will always love them and that they are strong and beautiful I will never let anyone make them feel any less than that. This is a beatifully shot and thoughtful short film. I hope you continue to make them, you have a talent for film making and a gift of insight good luck with future projects :)
amayaws 2 months ago
PLEASE make more awareness videos...they're awesome!
itRainsOwls 2 months ago
Did the girl really throw up in the shower? it looked so real...
123GoAskAlice 2 months ago
This was wonderful. I still have tears in my eyes.
EffyKitty 3 months ago
that was one of the best videos I've ever seen!
I cried while I saw it!
Pralinchenable 4 months ago
lost for words... this is amazing...
megzybabe15 4 months ago
it hurts to see that.. because its true...
Mondschmetterling 4 months ago 4
what is the name of the song? its beautiful, fits the video perfectly...
JJ1133 4 months ago
@JJ1133 do you think you could send it to me? i can't seem to find it anywhere...
JJ1133 4 months ago
Lost for words. You capture everything so perfectly! Amazing, such talent, you could change the world with your work and skills x
lollyandnelly 5 months ago
The feeling of having anorexia, and not being able to put words on it...
It is horrible. Thank you so much for this video. It has helped me to understand what I am putting myself, my friends and my family through.
You are really an true artist.
And our, scream for help.
Mettebabyl 5 months ago 3
best video i've ever seen. I'm crying now. most of all, because this tells MY story as well. so sad.
DreamingAngel94 5 months ago 2
This short movie hit straight home with me.. I am sitting here, crying my eyes out.. it is so beautiful and true, I cannot describe how well it portrays my life, I have struggled with at least 4 kinds of eating disorders for the past 12 years now and still have problems and suicidal thoughts, and no one around me sees it or cares enough to talk to me properly about it.. we need action, we don't need long tideous chats, we need action 'cos we might not be here tomorrow
zejzild 6 months ago
@zejzild I know how it feels everyone will look down on you because they think its a choice that you make when really its not. I think you are brave to say this here and many people will admire you for doing so.
smile000011111 5 months ago
I'm an arabian kuwaiti girl and I have struggled with anorexia & bulimia.
I don't like the way I look, and this video made me tearup :(
It's like my life I swear. I used to be 70 kg now I weigh 43 due to bulimia.
I destoryed myself I have scars on my wrists. people think I'm sick
when they see me. I don't like my apperance, no matter how much I lose.
It's an obsession :( and I have been abused LIKE really hard before.
ninicouturee 6 months ago
Today is my birthday. I'm turning 11. Today I had a slice of cake. I couldn't stop myself from having a small second peice. Then I stopped and thought "Why am I thinking of this situation as me having to 'stop myself'?" What do I do? I almost cried watching this. I cry when family, friends, or loved ones have a suffer. But why do I hold myself back? I'm not worth feeling sorry for.
BubbleGumBubbleGirl 7 months ago
@BubbleGumBubbleGirl Yes you are worth it.
Beauty4Aspies 4 days ago
REALLY NICE VID MAN, CAN YOU DO ONE FOR ME PLEASE ABOUT HERION ADDICTION AND HOW I BREAK MY OWN BONES AND BURN MYSELF WHEN IM DRY SO THAT THE HOSPTAL WILL GIVE SOMETHING. IVE CAUSED INFECTIONS THAT HAVE GIVEN ME HEART ATTACKS AND MY GIRLFRIEND JUST THINKS ITS AWESOME! SHES IMPRESSED BY WHAT I DO, SHE SAYS ITS HARDCORE AND MAKES HER CARE AND LOVE ME MORE AND MORE BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH DANGER IS ENVOLVED AND HOW SHE COULD LOSE ME. SHE SAYS THAT ASIDE, IM JUST SUCH A COOL GUY. AINT MY MIND FUCKED?
BeeRocket2010 7 months ago
Made me cry. If I'm not alone... where are you all? Like this if you feel directly addressed to by this video.
melissakrall1993 8 months ago
this vid must get thousands of awards , its so touching , and well done, perfection is achieved by any minimum detail ... ''perfection'', heah , that old bitch friend of mine..
dementia18 8 months ago
this is an amazing video, well done
22skinnygirl 9 months ago
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TheThuqq123 9 months ago
@TheThuqq123 you seem like the type who give other self-injurers a bad name. You seem like the type who blurts something that personal to people just so you can get attention. Not because you are truly suffering.
SpeltThisrong 6 months ago
thank you.
god bless you
TheWindowClosers 9 months ago
best work I EVER saw,just excellent
2010natel 10 months ago 2
so sad but so true. Fuck the elite. We need to bring down the NWO.
tropical481 10 months ago
I am alone...
Its the truth
U dont need to lie,
Cause i would never believe anyone, in this whole wide world.
I suffer from everything. Im an asshole, and a stupid little thing that does not even exist.
Im stupid, ugly, worthless. And fat. Why wud i live? To hurt more? They r hurting others telling them not to die not to do things that make them feel better. Its ones choice their life. Fukin pple judge on everything,"oh thats not healthy ur gunna diee!!! Bones r ugly!!!"
Well no one asked ur op
OxtototxO 10 months ago
Extremly touching documentary, there is only one thing you forgot, men have eating disorders as well... but anyways.. good job! This documentary is among the best documentaries I've ever seen
SuperLars92 11 months ago
Beautiful.
blackeyedbutterfly 1 year ago
♥Ridiculously Phenomenal Video!!
Fashionshoper 1 year ago
these videos should be a party of each school lesson who handles with this theme! these videos should be shown in each country and wake up all the people who don't believe that this is true!
these videos are a well opportunity to help these children!
Thank you for making it!
I'll show this to my classmates, greets from germany!
terrorkarpfen239 1 year ago
beautifull
kusmarjo 1 year ago
0:43 - 1:21 is so true for how I feel that...it's scary. I wish I could just show this to my family, show them how I feel instead of trying to explain it, but I can't. I just can't. I'm not thin enough to have a problem, and I'm certainly not going to tell my family.
Anyway, thank you for this incredible video...<3
holyhollyhoe 1 year ago
@holyhollyhoe i can relate to you, expect from all of this video explains my life atm. & im skinny enough to tell anyone even though i know i have a ed.
lovingandysix 11 months ago
I Cryed. Its Very Heart Felting. :( <3
erin18able 1 year ago
this needs to be a worldwide video.
apsurfa02 1 year ago 130
This is just absolutely amazing!
clothingrecons101 1 year ago
way to go, touched the core of my heart.
ThinkingOnlyOfYou 1 year ago 4
this is so amazing. i love it.
tarabrady91 1 year ago 48
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I don't like the stupid "ana mia" pet names you have in it, but the rest of it is wonderful!v
bnkessler 1 year ago
I don't like the stupid "ana mia" pet names you have in it, but the rest of it is wonderful!
bnkessler 1 year ago
i cried so hard,its very sad,very welldone
carly11000 1 year ago
So amazing!!! Good job
psicogirl84 1 year ago
this should be shown at schools around the world, something needs to change, society needs a wake up call. Where did we go so wrong that we have wound up with the warped values we have in todays society. I feel like a lone wolf stuck in an undergrad degree with no voice, i feel powerless to change!
This video speaks volumes for change!
wrigka08 1 year ago
This video is so amazing. It not only captures the reality of eating disorders, but all that goes with it. You are an inspiration!
slothsh 1 year ago
"An eating disorder isn't a choice. It's not something you can "snap out" of". - Very true statement! ///Pepi
Pepitepi 1 year ago