hey hun, i must say, you have alot of work ahead of you but ...my original "mentor" who helped get me to where i am at now, she started her transition at your age, and she turned out super pretty in the end. i do suggest chemical peels though to help with ur skin, they're not terribly expensive and they will really make a difference for u!
LOL, thanks? I am ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS DARLINGI hehehee
I know what you mean, yeah I can't afford hair removal right now so all is on hold but the HRT.
My body hair gets me down alot, I try everything but unless I pay over $250 for a full wax (2-4 weeks) or over $10k to laser my face, neck, abdomen and crutch, I am left with this fooking razor that has had the same head for over 1 yr. & no I can't afford that either.
I believe I asked this of another YouTube participant "SethExM," born out of curiosity on my part as to perceived impact, if any, of such regimens, have you noticed any difference in dreams and such? Whether in actual, I don't want to necessarily say familiarity as I've had enough dreams to know how hard that would be to put down in words, but in either feelings or content or direction have you seen any difference on that end?
One other question. Have you had any noticeable changes in taste?
In fact I haven't noticed much of a change in that area. The changes have more been in real time than down time.
I still think the same and react the same. It feels to me to be very much like the less testosorone I have in my system, the clearer my thoughts are or less confusing. It feels to me as if the testostorone provoked feelings that myself (or identity) disagreed with or was not happy about.
I am assessing as I go, my mind is open. I refuse to be one eyed
This Endo on the Nth Shore apparently know's the go (& I hope so) but all the gumpf on the leaflet is straight up front HRT for menopause and it's also only 1mg, much lower dose. Transdermal (even that name makes me giggle) is more effecient blah blah.
We had a Sax player from Thailand teed up one night (didn't happen), he chose Thai Doff.
For some reason, the band evoked a sense of "good vibes" enough on stage that the audience had no choice but to submit. I mean we had 4000 watts baby - don't fuck with us.
By the end of the 1st bracket, people walked around as if they were on opium, big fat smiles and just a big ball of fun. We played jive/swing - hopefully still will.
Hey Sasha, congratulations on the hormones! I am jealous, have a long way to go yet (six months waiting just to start the evaluation because the gender center is understaffed due to long term illness of some of its members etc.).
By the way, does the band or do you in the band get a rename?
Well babe that sucks. My heart really does go out to you there. If times get shit, message me please. My waiting was pretty intense (everybody reading this starts to nod - oi-poke).
Yeah the band hey, I am going to be a male impersonator, now that's a fookin twist...hey.
I could always bring the name down to just "The Doff's" and be Carrie Doff HAHAHAHAHAHAH, hmmmmmmm.
I am waiting until it is impossible to hide, rural Aust. is not very kind or open minded.
Hahaha, Carrie Doff and her brothers! Sounds good!
The wait in itself is not that bad because I need therapy to deal with depression anyway, after a couple of months you can start pester them to reschedule because people always cancel appointments (but we all know that one so we all try to do that....).
The Dutch medical system is a Hydraheaded management nightmare. All kinds of levels that want forms etc. By the time you get to talk to someone it is a relief, for me and for them it seems...
Yay! I'm excited for you Sasha. Big milestone isn't it? I assume you're not on blockers yet? If you love what estrogen does, then you'll be in heaven once the testosterone is no longer in your body.
I want so much for these factories to be shutdown. Sometimes I think about accidentaly wrigling on a razor blade. um well no I wont and don't hahhahhaha ouch.
I just woke up too, I can still remember part of my dream, bloody hell I can too, it was my doc saying we should schedule the orch, that's enough for my brain without a coffee.
Oh shit, what a time to remember that *yawn, scratch what I don't want*.
Its good to see you in such a good mood and to know that rage is at bay. Thanks for sharing that trans-dermal delivery method and for demonstrating the effectiveness in such a short period of time.
Its amazing how much happiness estrogen can bring into ones life. You look and sound absolutely happy and it only keeps getting better. I too had the anger (rage) issue and losing it has been the best thing for me as well.
AND SHIT....It's so cool someone else recognises that.
Oh BTW, I have really shit times too, but just to let you in on a secret that no-one will ever know (HAHA), things like what you just said, snaps me right back.
hey hun, i must say, you have alot of work ahead of you but ...my original "mentor" who helped get me to where i am at now, she started her transition at your age, and she turned out super pretty in the end. i do suggest chemical peels though to help with ur skin, they're not terribly expensive and they will really make a difference for u!
devaloki 3 years ago
LOL, thanks? I am ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS DARLINGI hehehee
I know what you mean, yeah I can't afford hair removal right now so all is on hold but the HRT.
My body hair gets me down alot, I try everything but unless I pay over $250 for a full wax (2-4 weeks) or over $10k to laser my face, neck, abdomen and crutch, I am left with this fooking razor that has had the same head for over 1 yr. & no I can't afford that either.
I exfoliate as often as I can 8)
xoxox
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
I'll get onto that book you suggested as well, I love reading about different points of view of the same object - ie. life.
Awesome ty 8) xo
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
hello and really great video
peaceandparty 3 years ago
Heya Gav [WAVES and HUGS]
Thanks 8D.
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
I believe I asked this of another YouTube participant "SethExM," born out of curiosity on my part as to perceived impact, if any, of such regimens, have you noticed any difference in dreams and such? Whether in actual, I don't want to necessarily say familiarity as I've had enough dreams to know how hard that would be to put down in words, but in either feelings or content or direction have you seen any difference on that end?
One other question. Have you had any noticeable changes in taste?
HiveRadical 3 years ago
Heya. thx for asking 8).
In fact I haven't noticed much of a change in that area. The changes have more been in real time than down time.
I still think the same and react the same. It feels to me to be very much like the less testosorone I have in my system, the clearer my thoughts are or less confusing. It feels to me as if the testostorone provoked feelings that myself (or identity) disagreed with or was not happy about.
I am assessing as I go, my mind is open. I refuse to be one eyed
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
Yay! Congratulations! :-D
Its great to hear the good news. I'm glade your feeling happy. :-D
Have A Great Day! :-D
StealthCloset 3 years ago
YaY TY 8D
I'm learning new things about myself, I've always known, everyday! does that make sense?
hell no! XD XD
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
Ive never heard of the gel but I am sooo happy your feeling better x x x
belindadarlington 3 years ago
Wow hiya 8D.
This Endo on the Nth Shore apparently know's the go (& I hope so) but all the gumpf on the leaflet is straight up front HRT for menopause and it's also only 1mg, much lower dose. Transdermal (even that name makes me giggle) is more effecient blah blah.
TY 8) xo
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
I was pretty sure that drummer's name was going to be Beat, but what do I know?
Speaking of names, I've always kind liked the name Sandrene. That'd be a cool one, don't ya think?
Ooohhh, wowza. One of the major networks is actually putting on a show about UFOs right now.
So I guess it's time I BuggerDoff.
;)
antigeekess 3 years ago
We had a Sax player from Thailand teed up one night (didn't happen), he chose Thai Doff.
For some reason, the band evoked a sense of "good vibes" enough on stage that the audience had no choice but to submit. I mean we had 4000 watts baby - don't fuck with us.
By the end of the 1st bracket, people walked around as if they were on opium, big fat smiles and just a big ball of fun. We played jive/swing - hopefully still will.
Like I said before, fingers crossed.
xo
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
i dont know if you heard but it would be really great if u get a webcam....we ARE ready!for you !
no pressure!!
:)
peaceandparty 3 years ago
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I heard ya.
:)
antigeekess 3 years ago
LOL XD
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
Glad you're feeling better Sasha I hate waiting to but we all do
Take care
michelleleckronechat 3 years ago
Hiya Hun, TY 8D.
Because of all the doubt and the fact you have no idea what to expect, it's just messy...hey.
I really love the way you get your avatar to do your vid's, you have given me idea's for my WoW avatar.
TY again Michelle xoxoxoxox
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
I use Fraps to record I never could get into wow it's just so expensive but I eat too much chocolate so I'd need to keep the habit :p
michelleleckronechat 3 years ago
Hey Sasha, congratulations on the hormones! I am jealous, have a long way to go yet (six months waiting just to start the evaluation because the gender center is understaffed due to long term illness of some of its members etc.).
By the way, does the band or do you in the band get a rename?
NaomiClareNL 3 years ago
Well babe that sucks. My heart really does go out to you there. If times get shit, message me please. My waiting was pretty intense (everybody reading this starts to nod - oi-poke).
Yeah the band hey, I am going to be a male impersonator, now that's a fookin twist...hey.
I could always bring the name down to just "The Doff's" and be Carrie Doff HAHAHAHAHAHAH, hmmmmmmm.
I am waiting until it is impossible to hide, rural Aust. is not very kind or open minded.
Love you and thank you 8D
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
Hahaha, Carrie Doff and her brothers! Sounds good!
The wait in itself is not that bad because I need therapy to deal with depression anyway, after a couple of months you can start pester them to reschedule because people always cancel appointments (but we all know that one so we all try to do that....).
The Dutch medical system is a Hydraheaded management nightmare. All kinds of levels that want forms etc. By the time you get to talk to someone it is a relief, for me and for them it seems...
NaomiClareNL 3 years ago
Yay! I'm excited for you Sasha. Big milestone isn't it? I assume you're not on blockers yet? If you love what estrogen does, then you'll be in heaven once the testosterone is no longer in your body.
Hugs,
~Jayme
ParisMaridian 3 years ago
I want so much for these factories to be shutdown. Sometimes I think about accidentaly wrigling on a razor blade. um well no I wont and don't hahhahhaha ouch.
I just woke up too, I can still remember part of my dream, bloody hell I can too, it was my doc saying we should schedule the orch, that's enough for my brain without a coffee.
Oh shit, what a time to remember that *yawn, scratch what I don't want*.
I'ma Milestone cowgirl HAHAHAHHAHAHA
Thanks Jayme xoxoxoxo
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
Sasha,
Its good to see you in such a good mood and to know that rage is at bay. Thanks for sharing that trans-dermal delivery method and for demonstrating the effectiveness in such a short period of time.
Good luck with your band group. ~Toby
tobyr3 3 years ago
hey thanks 8D.
With the band, we are at the very beginning of patching old wounds, so fingers crossed.
PurplenovaX 3 years ago
Sasha,
Its amazing how much happiness estrogen can bring into ones life. You look and sound absolutely happy and it only keeps getting better. I too had the anger (rage) issue and losing it has been the best thing for me as well.
I wish you all the happiness in the world.
Lots of love.
Theresa
Dreaming2BTerri 3 years ago
TY so very much. I am wrapped, dead set wrapped.
AND SHIT....It's so cool someone else recognises that.
Oh BTW, I have really shit times too, but just to let you in on a secret that no-one will ever know (HAHA), things like what you just said, snaps me right back.
serious.
xo
PurplenovaX 3 years ago