Hello Paul.... Long time no speak...... I am SO VERY sorry to hear about your news.. If there is anything I can do to help besides sending love and positive energies your way please let me know! Know that her beautiful soul is in a place of peace and she will always be with you and be there for you to guide you when you need it most! Love and Light dear friend. Blessings to you and your beautiful mother! <3
WOW... I am speechless, I am so sorry man. That must be really tough. I keep something like that in the back of my mind, logically, I should outlive my mother so if that time ever comes... I try to the best that I can, family issues are unique, they are not as easy as uploading a video on youtube or maintaing a relationship or starting a business. I hope you find some peace and not dwell on your "mistakes" we all make mistakes!!! If it helps you, I am thinking about you and your mom right now
@7seveng7 actually before you die you don't feel pain you don't know you are going to die because something realses in your brain that makes you feel good kind of like you are high if you took pills that is how it feels just something positive to think about :)
Hi Paul' I have not watched any of your videos for a while and just happened on this one, my condolences to you, sorry to hear about your mum Paul. All the best. John
Man, I'm sorry. I hadn't checked your channel in awhile. I feel ya Bro: Mom, Dad, Grandparents - most of my family is gone. Ex was in the hospital over Christmas, so visiting her. Anyhoo, Blessings Upon you while you deal with your loss.
Paul, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I always enjoyed seeing your mother on your videos. Several years ago, my mother died suddenly. There is nothing that can prepare us for this blow. After time, the raw edges of grief will begin to heal and you will feel better. My prayers are with you.
I'm so very sorry about your Mom. "Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy"
I am so sorry to hear this, Paul. I am glad she is in a better place now and that you have the relationship with Christ that you have. It sounds like she had that relationship also....very important. I liked the photo you showed us from when you were 21 also.
so sorry to hear about your lost, I lost my Mom 3 years ago, I was with her when she died, keep the good memories alive that you have with her, we were close and always did this special thing for christmas I still do it by myself or I take one of my son's with me...big hugs to you...
I am sorry for your Loss. I know you may have your own beliefs, but I will just say in my Spirituality, I believe she is watching you right now, looking down from the Grey Havens. She may have taken her last ship through the Grey rain curtain of this World, but on the other side, it is more beautiful then anything you could ever witness here. I will keep you and her in my heart, forever. <3
The supposed DEATH of your MOTHER is something you post for channel views and likes/dislikes?......YOU SIR, are the worst SHIT on Yewtube, if it's true.
Look everyone has their own way of venting, and grieving. He decided to do it on youtube. He wanted to share with everyone how much he loved her, the good and bad times he had with her and what an amazing woman she was. That's what "Vlogs" are. "Video Blogs". He just wants listening ears, to hear his love for her, and how much he misses her now. There is nothing wrong with that in my opinion.
sorry Paul. i lost my uncle same day. i went to see my mother. we lost our dad a couple years back. a month later i lost a girlfriend. i know how you are feeling. but trust me there is an after life i know it for sure. becasue my father has contacted all of us. shes ok man trust me and you will be ok too. with love..
Sorry for your loss, Paul. Grieve and remember the best from your life together. Saying any more would be more than I have the right to speak. Manly hugs.
I'm sorry, Paul, about your mom. I did view another video you made when you went to visit her. Although I had never met her, I could tell that she was a kind, gentle woman. And what a pretty lady. I also lost my mom 6 years ago, and not a day goes by that I don't think of her. I know you're going through some dark days now, but they will get better. Stay strong. God bless.
I feel bad for you that your so-called "girlfriend" is online flirting with that scumbag Smoly when she should be supporting you. You should kick her back into the gutter.
im sorry for your loss. im sure shes very proud of how ur keeping ur life straight and wow things changed since that time in ur picture what happened? u look like a completley different person/ i hope things heal paul. in time at least the ones we love are never forgotten and thanks to you 301 people wont forget her too =)
I feel for you and wish you the best man. We will all see each other in heaven (if you even believe in it). But if you don't then just appreciate the good times you had together. Its things like this that makes us give a damn for what we had. It lets us appreciate those special moments. Take care buddy <3
dont worry about it man she knows you were just upset and isnt holdin it to you cuz thats the great thing about family so dont worry buddy your in prayers
not a friend nnot a pal, not a girlfriend but a "MOM", and my point bout this is that it dont matter how mad you got or what you said she will and has forgivin you becuase she IS yOUR MOThEr, the thang about family is you can get soooo pissed and badly badly mad at them and they will let it go because their your family, friends dont work that way tho, you act that way to just friends they will hold it agianst you, so member a family member wont hold that twords you cuz its family, and also
paul let me tell you something and LISTEN TO ME!!!! Everybody knows that when you lose someone special their isnt ANYTHING a person can say to help.... but what i will say is this, I lost my dad and i felt the same way you do becuase I let him have it one day and him and I NEVER EVER fought, i mean we never ever even raised voices 2each other.. and then the next two days he shot himself he had mental diesease.. but what i want to tell you is this, your mom was your MOM, not a friend, not a pal
I got off track there; sorry. You're mom knows you are sorry about times like that; she don't want you to feel bad. She is resting in peace now. Sounds like you got wonderful memories to hold on to. You must be very grief stricken; I feel for you.
I can relate Paul. From the bottom of my heart I'm so sorry that you lost your mom. And to lose her right before Christmas makes it even more heartbreaking. I lost my mom back in 2005. I lost my dad over 31 years ago. I still miss them both especially my mom. My mom was the rock of our family. My family has just fallen apart gradually since my moms passing. My sister never even invited me or welcomed me for Christmas and this will be like the 6 year in a row.
I'm very sorry to hear about your mom's passing. I've lost too many people in my life since 2004; my grandma from my dad's side of the family was the closest person to a mother for me and my sister growing up while my dad was almost always at work. I still cry thinking about the days when she was alive and not a day goes by that I don't miss her or shed a few tears. I know she's still here in spirit. Your mother's still with you in spirit. Stay strong and give my condolences to your family.
I am so sorry for your loss. My Dad died 15 years ago, today. My Mom passed 4 years ago. The pain runs deep. May the good memories override the bad. Wishing you peace in your heart.
My mother died in Jan of 06 and I still often think of her, feeling everything that passed between us, the good and bad alike ... I'm very sorry for your loss, Paul.
We are all blessed to have our friends and family for as long as we do.
Life is here today and gone tomorrow so we should never put off what what we can do today tomorrow because God alone knows the day in which he will call us home.
try to celebrate her death, thats what they do in some countries. when i die i want people to celebrate my death not be sad. i guess its easier said than done.
sending some positive vibes from stockholm, sweden.
im really sorry for ur loss man. if u could talk to her about that incident with the insurance right now.im sure she would tell u that its alright and that she understands, not to beat urself up about it. im dreading the day i get that phone call myself. my world will crash, as im sure urs is right now. although i still have my mother, she is very sick with heart disease. along with all kinds of other heart problems. the Lord did bless u with a long life with her. ill be praying for ur family.
Honey my mom died 89 and dad will die soon. Pls have NO NO NO NO regrets.
RiverBirch1967 2 weeks ago
Hello Paul.... Long time no speak...... I am SO VERY sorry to hear about your news.. If there is anything I can do to help besides sending love and positive energies your way please let me know! Know that her beautiful soul is in a place of peace and she will always be with you and be there for you to guide you when you need it most! Love and Light dear friend. Blessings to you and your beautiful mother! <3
TipToeChick 1 month ago
@TipToeChick: Thank you and great to see you again also = )
7seveng7 1 month ago
hey paul i just noticed this video im sorry to hear about your mom i lost my cousin-in law (married to my cousin) to cancer
bowlchamp411 1 month ago
@bowlchamp411: Thank you! I'm sorry for your loss.
7seveng7 1 month ago
WOW... I am speechless, I am so sorry man. That must be really tough. I keep something like that in the back of my mind, logically, I should outlive my mother so if that time ever comes... I try to the best that I can, family issues are unique, they are not as easy as uploading a video on youtube or maintaing a relationship or starting a business. I hope you find some peace and not dwell on your "mistakes" we all make mistakes!!! If it helps you, I am thinking about you and your mom right now
aguynamedoleg 1 month ago
@aguynamedoleg: Thank you.
7seveng7 1 month ago
hey man, i lost my mom in October 2011 to brain/breast cancer, and i feel your pain. i miss my mom terribly :'(
BIGJOEDAPOET 1 month ago
@BIGJOEDAPOET: Very sorry to hear that. I hope your mom didn't suffer too much.
7seveng7 1 month ago
@7seveng7 actually before you die you don't feel pain you don't know you are going to die because something realses in your brain that makes you feel good kind of like you are high if you took pills that is how it feels just something positive to think about :)
TrueSomename 1 month ago
Hi Paul' I have not watched any of your videos for a while and just happened on this one, my condolences to you, sorry to hear about your mum Paul. All the best. John
jfdomega 1 month ago
@jfdomega: Thank you!
7seveng7 1 month ago
How old are you ? 60 ? lmao !
JACOBSlPOD1 1 month ago
Man, I'm sorry. I hadn't checked your channel in awhile. I feel ya Bro: Mom, Dad, Grandparents - most of my family is gone. Ex was in the hospital over Christmas, so visiting her. Anyhoo, Blessings Upon you while you deal with your loss.
kevinwaynesongs 2 months ago
@kevinwaynesongs: Thank you! I hope your ex feels better.
7seveng7 2 months ago
My condolences. That was a beautiful video.
LadyDiWolfe 2 months ago
@LadyDiWolfe: Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
@RedemptionRedeemer: Yes I understand.
7seveng7 2 months ago
@TheEasterBunny187: Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
@7seveng7 im sorry to here about your mom death i dont know what i would do if my mom died im real close to my mom.
all i can say is it dont matter what happens your mom well always be there right by your side couse she is now your guarding angel
kreegan25 2 months ago
@NiteStarGirl: Thank you Джоси.
7seveng7 2 months ago
@xXAllAmericanManxX: Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
@tears4usome1ulov: Thanks.
7seveng7 2 months ago
@RedemptionRedeemer: I'm sorry to hear about your brother.
7seveng7 2 months ago
@thelibliblib: Thank you Libby!
7seveng7 2 months ago
@Darknessinpit57: The sadness will always be with me.
7seveng7 2 months ago
@ElizabethRx: Thank you Elizabeth.
7seveng7 2 months ago
@retardedhampster; You have no choice but to deal with it.
7seveng7 2 months ago
Paul, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I always enjoyed seeing your mother on your videos. Several years ago, my mother died suddenly. There is nothing that can prepare us for this blow. After time, the raw edges of grief will begin to heal and you will feel better. My prayers are with you.
TheMirrorCracked 2 months ago
@TheMirrorCracked: Thank you for watching the videos and the prayers. I'm very sorry to hear about your mom. Nice to see you again = )
7seveng7 2 months ago
May your mum RIP
My thoughts are with you
:)
inevergiveup1402 2 months ago
@inevergiveup1402: Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
good riddance ya fucking slut lmao
StillBornBastard3 2 months ago
Hey, sorry to hear that Paul... it is hard losing loved ones.
cartayene 2 months ago
@cartayene: Yeah! It is as you already know.
7seveng7 2 months ago
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fucks sake, GET OVER IT YOU FUCKING FAG!
TheMasculinistI 2 months ago
im so sorry to hear of your loss. your mum will be watching over you from time to time. stay strong.
fgbr345 2 months ago
@fgbr345: I will thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
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there is no heaven, just admit it.
ytpoliticsnigga 2 months ago
I'm so very sorry about your Mom. "Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy"
samandchloesmommy 2 months ago
@samandchloesmommy: I know that my mom is happy and in a better place. Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
I am so sorry to hear this, Paul. I am glad she is in a better place now and that you have the relationship with Christ that you have. It sounds like she had that relationship also....very important. I liked the photo you showed us from when you were 21 also.
tigerfish03 2 months ago
@tigerfish03: Thanks Courts and thanks also for all your prayers.
7seveng7 2 months ago
so sorry to hear about your lost, I lost my Mom 3 years ago, I was with her when she died, keep the good memories alive that you have with her, we were close and always did this special thing for christmas I still do it by myself or I take one of my son's with me...big hugs to you...
eyesof4 2 months ago
@eyesof4: Thank you! Sorry to hear about your mom.
7seveng7 2 months ago
Sorry about your loss Paul.
RubberWilbur 2 months ago
@RubberWilbur: Thanks Brandon!
7seveng7 2 months ago
Paul... Its Tonya Davis... I wanted to say how sorry I am for the loss of your mom... She will be with u always...
OhioPatientNetwork 2 months ago
@OhioPatientNetwork: Thank you Tonya!
7seveng7 2 months ago
Oh man, I'm sorry :( that must have hurt, having that happen just before Christmas. Best regards to you and your family.
BlackSabbathFan1985 2 months ago
@BlackSabbathFan1985: Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
I am sorry for your Loss. I know you may have your own beliefs, but I will just say in my Spirituality, I believe she is watching you right now, looking down from the Grey Havens. She may have taken her last ship through the Grey rain curtain of this World, but on the other side, it is more beautiful then anything you could ever witness here. I will keep you and her in my heart, forever. <3
Arwen79 2 months ago
@Arwen79: Thank you! Yes I know that she's watching over me.
7seveng7 2 months ago
The supposed DEATH of your MOTHER is something you post for channel views and likes/dislikes?......YOU SIR, are the worst SHIT on Yewtube, if it's true.
lflan1 2 months ago
Look everyone has their own way of venting, and grieving. He decided to do it on youtube. He wanted to share with everyone how much he loved her, the good and bad times he had with her and what an amazing woman she was. That's what "Vlogs" are. "Video Blogs". He just wants listening ears, to hear his love for her, and how much he misses her now. There is nothing wrong with that in my opinion.
Arwen79 2 months ago
@Arwen79ut He put it out for views and opinions and he got mine......IT'S TRULY PATHETIC!
lflan1 2 months ago
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@lflan1 he killed his mom for youtube views? Jesus Christ that is some fucked up shit!
ytpoliticsnigga 2 months ago
sorry Paul. i lost my uncle same day. i went to see my mother. we lost our dad a couple years back. a month later i lost a girlfriend. i know how you are feeling. but trust me there is an after life i know it for sure. becasue my father has contacted all of us. shes ok man trust me and you will be ok too. with love..
mike
nothadnotbad 2 months ago
@nothadnotbad: I'm sorry that you lost so many people in your life.
7seveng7 2 months ago
Sorry for your loss, Paul. Grieve and remember the best from your life together. Saying any more would be more than I have the right to speak. Manly hugs.
maggoli67 2 months ago
@maggoli67: Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
I'm sorry, Paul, about your mom. I did view another video you made when you went to visit her. Although I had never met her, I could tell that she was a kind, gentle woman. And what a pretty lady. I also lost my mom 6 years ago, and not a day goes by that I don't think of her. I know you're going through some dark days now, but they will get better. Stay strong. God bless.
jfsoller 2 months ago
@jfsoller: Thank you and thanks for watching the video of my mom. I'm sorry about your mom's death.
7seveng7 2 months ago
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I feel bad for you that your so-called "girlfriend" is online flirting with that scumbag Smoly when she should be supporting you. You should kick her back into the gutter.
ytpoliticsnigga 2 months ago
im sorry for your loss. im sure shes very proud of how ur keeping ur life straight and wow things changed since that time in ur picture what happened? u look like a completley different person/ i hope things heal paul. in time at least the ones we love are never forgotten and thanks to you 301 people wont forget her too =)
ZacksWhack 2 months ago
@ZacksWhack: Thanks Zack!
7seveng7 2 months ago
@7seveng7 no problem i hope u feel alot better now
ZacksWhack 2 months ago
I feel for you and wish you the best man. We will all see each other in heaven (if you even believe in it). But if you don't then just appreciate the good times you had together. Its things like this that makes us give a damn for what we had. It lets us appreciate those special moments. Take care buddy <3
JackOfAllWays 2 months ago
@JackOfAllWays: I appreciate your kind words. Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
Think of the good times with her.
MizzCreativeDreamer 2 months ago
@MizzCreativeDreamer: Yes I do think about that daily.
7seveng7 2 months ago
dont worry about it man she knows you were just upset and isnt holdin it to you cuz thats the great thing about family so dont worry buddy your in prayers
tyeson85 2 months ago
@tyeson85: Thank you! I'm very sorry about your dad.
7seveng7 2 months ago
not a friend nnot a pal, not a girlfriend but a "MOM", and my point bout this is that it dont matter how mad you got or what you said she will and has forgivin you becuase she IS yOUR MOThEr, the thang about family is you can get soooo pissed and badly badly mad at them and they will let it go because their your family, friends dont work that way tho, you act that way to just friends they will hold it agianst you, so member a family member wont hold that twords you cuz its family, and also
tyeson85 2 months ago
paul let me tell you something and LISTEN TO ME!!!! Everybody knows that when you lose someone special their isnt ANYTHING a person can say to help.... but what i will say is this, I lost my dad and i felt the same way you do becuase I let him have it one day and him and I NEVER EVER fought, i mean we never ever even raised voices 2each other.. and then the next two days he shot himself he had mental diesease.. but what i want to tell you is this, your mom was your MOM, not a friend, not a pal
tyeson85 2 months ago
I got off track there; sorry. You're mom knows you are sorry about times like that; she don't want you to feel bad. She is resting in peace now. Sounds like you got wonderful memories to hold on to. You must be very grief stricken; I feel for you.
TheGoodSharer 2 months ago
@TheGoodSharer: I believe you that you feel for me and I feel for you. Just like your mom, my mom too was the rock of the family.
7seveng7 2 months ago
I can relate Paul. From the bottom of my heart I'm so sorry that you lost your mom. And to lose her right before Christmas makes it even more heartbreaking. I lost my mom back in 2005. I lost my dad over 31 years ago. I still miss them both especially my mom. My mom was the rock of our family. My family has just fallen apart gradually since my moms passing. My sister never even invited me or welcomed me for Christmas and this will be like the 6 year in a row.
TheGoodSharer 2 months ago
So sorry about your mom. I no longer have my parents. They have all passed now. I was close to my mom too. Hugs
charlambe 2 months ago
@charlambe: Sorry about your loss.
7seveng7 2 months ago
I'm very sorry to hear about your mom's passing. I've lost too many people in my life since 2004; my grandma from my dad's side of the family was the closest person to a mother for me and my sister growing up while my dad was almost always at work. I still cry thinking about the days when she was alive and not a day goes by that I don't miss her or shed a few tears. I know she's still here in spirit. Your mother's still with you in spirit. Stay strong and give my condolences to your family.
TheMokubaCosplayer 2 months ago
@TheMokubaCosplayer: Their spirit is always with us, I agree!
7seveng7 2 months ago
Very sorry to here about that dude
wordface 2 months ago
@wordface: Thanks man!
7seveng7 2 months ago
I am so sorry for your loss.
justacure 2 months ago
@justacure: Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
Dude i am so sorry man. I hope you hold up okay.
JohnathenDavis 2 months ago
@JohnathenDavis: I'm trying thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
I am so sorry for your loss. My Dad died 15 years ago, today. My Mom passed 4 years ago. The pain runs deep. May the good memories override the bad. Wishing you peace in your heart.
hippygram 2 months ago
@hippygram: Yes! The pain is very deep. Sorry to hear about your parents.
7seveng7 2 months ago
My mother died in Jan of 06 and I still often think of her, feeling everything that passed between us, the good and bad alike ... I'm very sorry for your loss, Paul.
liz1060 2 months ago
@liz1060: Thank you for the nice thoughts.
7seveng7 2 months ago
So very sorry to hear about your loss, Paul, I can tell you loved her very much. My sincere condolences.
theloathlydaddy 2 months ago
@theloathlydaddy: Thank you Steve! I hope your liver is feeling better.
7seveng7 2 months ago
Thanks for sharing this, Paul, while the pain is so fresh. I completely relate to it. Faved.
videowilliams 2 months ago
@videowilliams: Your mother died too so I know you can relate. Thanks David!
7seveng7 2 months ago
LOLi was watching the cars in the back ground, the car in 1:05 looks like my bros old car! hahaha
ztztztztztztztzt 2 months ago
sorry for your loss paul
20Mar1boro 2 months ago
@20Mar1boro: Thanks!
7seveng7 2 months ago
So sorry to hear of your lost Paul.
We are all blessed to have our friends and family for as long as we do.
Life is here today and gone tomorrow so we should never put off what what we can do today tomorrow because God alone knows the day in which he will call us home.
Love and condolences.
8Anya8 2 months ago
@8Anya8: Yep! God is the only one that knows.
7seveng7 2 months ago
try to celebrate her death, thats what they do in some countries. when i die i want people to celebrate my death not be sad. i guess its easier said than done.
sending some positive vibes from stockholm, sweden.
peace love and science. x
boppzz 2 months ago
@boppzz: Yes! It's easier said than done.
7seveng7 2 months ago
why is Abby cyber-sexing with a known pedophile when you need some support? MAN, FUCK THESE HOES!
ytpoliticsnigga 2 months ago
I'm so sorry. My thoughts and condolesnces are with you. Love and hugs. <3
jennfriedman 2 months ago
@jennfriedman: Thanks for the kind words.
7seveng7 2 months ago
My sons never take me out. Sorry for your loss.
Starlababy 2 months ago
@Starlababy: They should take you out. They will be sorry that they didn't if you pass away.
7seveng7 2 months ago
Sad news at Christmas. Sincere condolences to you and your family.
MrFrothinger 2 months ago
@MrFrothinger: I appreciate it! Thanks!
7seveng7 2 months ago
i am sorry to hear it. i wis you the best.
kimvandijk 2 months ago
@kimvandijk: Thank you!
7seveng7 2 months ago
im really sorry for ur loss man. if u could talk to her about that incident with the insurance right now.im sure she would tell u that its alright and that she understands, not to beat urself up about it. im dreading the day i get that phone call myself. my world will crash, as im sure urs is right now. although i still have my mother, she is very sick with heart disease. along with all kinds of other heart problems. the Lord did bless u with a long life with her. ill be praying for ur family.
kogo71 2 months ago
@kogo71: Sorry to hear about your mom. Losing her won't be easy.
7seveng7 2 months ago
She's not dead, she's just living in your head.
slimthug166 2 months ago
@slimthug166: In my head and in my heart.
7seveng7 2 months ago
sorry to hear that paul,..such an awful time of year too..thoughts with you and family m8
iggy35 2 months ago
@iggy35: Thanks Simon.
7seveng7 2 months ago
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kippetthegreat 2 months ago
@kippetthegreat How dare you. Seveng, you have my sympathies and I'll have you and your mother in my thoughts.
ZEO90 2 months ago
@kippetthegreat Man fuck you, you street trash. You mother properly left you out for the dogs to eat, go kill you self.
JIAK2 2 months ago