At 15 I became pregnant by an older boy (19) who left me 2 months later. I had an abortion. I had lost my friends from hanging with my boyfriend, I stopped going to school because I was too depressed.I would lay in bed for days listening to this song on repeat. I'm 29 now and I think God I was so young. I love you Fiona.
I am sitting her singing and crying. Omg Fiona, I love you. I owe all of my musical talent to you. I remember being a little girl trying to sing just like her. Nothing has changed hahaa
Tori Amos also sings about her Rape in an honest and straight forward way that seems liberating to her when you see the emotions expressed through her eyes and actions during performance of said song:
I've been brutally raped. This song is tattooed onto me; she took the words right from my mouth. well, mind. I don't speak of it very often though I went through a drug addiction as a result and am now fighting with an eating disorder.
she's the only one who gets me, it seems. we're like soul sisters
@carlandsallll You me and all the other victims of Rape out there. We aren't alone and we can get through it! You can! I am at the very best point of my life where I can finally actually say out loud that I was raped. The more I say it the more I feel like I'm breaking myself free of that curse. Stay strong. Please feel free to message me if ever you need to. ^_^
It identifies with so many people. How many people have had the same experience? A sullen girl? Who did it to her? Please have her vengeance for mutual gratification.
In 1996 just before "Tidal" officially came out, I went to this record store that I used to go to and they were playing the promo album in the store and the first song I heard was this one, this song stopped me in my tracks and asked the guy behind the counter who this was, and he show me the album and I was instantly drawn to her, because I knew what she was singing about. Weeks later I purchased the album and fell in love with it. I used to make my dad play the album anywhere we went, memories
this is the most amazing song. i was abandoned by my father n it reminds me how much it has affected my life..but its a beautiful..i really GET this song and i love it
This is songwriting on par with George Gershwin, Billie Holiday, Leonard Cohen etc. etc. She's massively gifted. Also the production on this and album is particularly good.
I wish I wrote this song, because after I was raped I felt the same exact way. I wanted to just go under the waves and feel free... To all out there that experienced what I did, I'm here for you...everyone is here for you. <3
@xSplooge ....ohhh girl.....no...I can never know what you went through. I am.... a man. ...and I can never really fully understand...nor will I ever pretend to ...but I can tell you this.....you have brothers who would give anything for you...I am one of them.....most men would and could never do such a horrible thing but there are those who would and I hope they burn in hell. Knowing that Fiona was assaulted like that drives me crazy and i wish you the best of whatever life has to offer...
@whathoney73 I will admit its hard but it's something that I REFUSE to let take over my life. And although I have to live with knowing he got away as I suffer with the emotional pain, I do believe in Karma, and it does bite back (:
Quando tinha 12 anos, Fiona foi estuprada por um desconhecido no prédio de sua mãe, fato que deixou marcas profundas na artista, como transtornos obsessivos compulsivos e transtornos alimentares, que evoluiram para anorexia nervosa. A canção Sullen Girl, do seu disco de estréia Tidal fala dessa experiência traumática.A cantora afirmou que não tinha problemas para tratar do assunto pois, segundo ela, "se não se fala de um assunto como esse, ele acaba nos controlando."
Don't Let the troubles of the past destroy the future. This was her way of getting past the things she could not change. You should try to do that as well. DON'T allow the foolish actions of one person to destroy who you are or what you know you should become!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blah ...yup I listened to this endlessly when I was cowering in my room everyday and failing all my classes because I was too afraid to run into him at school
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At 15 I became pregnant by an older boy (19) who left me 2 months later. I had an abortion. I had lost my friends from hanging with my boyfriend, I stopped going to school because I was too depressed.I would lay in bed for days listening to this song on repeat. I'm 29 now and I think God I was so young. I love you Fiona.
geechizz 6 days ago
I am sitting her singing and crying. Omg Fiona, I love you. I owe all of my musical talent to you. I remember being a little girl trying to sing just like her. Nothing has changed hahaa
CassiRaye1 1 month ago
I haven't been raped ever, but this still describes how I seem to feel alot...
miyalana 2 months ago 4
Tori Amos also sings about her Rape in an honest and straight forward way that seems liberating to her when you see the emotions expressed through her eyes and actions during performance of said song:
knightnoctum 2 months ago
@knightnoctum Sorry, it's called "Me and a gun"
knightnoctum 2 months ago
I've been brutally raped. This song is tattooed onto me; she took the words right from my mouth. well, mind. I don't speak of it very often though I went through a drug addiction as a result and am now fighting with an eating disorder.
she's the only one who gets me, it seems. we're like soul sisters
carlandsallll 2 months ago 2
@carlandsallll You me and all the other victims of Rape out there. We aren't alone and we can get through it! You can! I am at the very best point of my life where I can finally actually say out loud that I was raped. The more I say it the more I feel like I'm breaking myself free of that curse. Stay strong. Please feel free to message me if ever you need to. ^_^
Lanivity 2 months ago
I was raped by my cousin when I was 10. He got crying when my dad told him off later on. I'm 28 now.
HaohmaruOfTheWind 2 months ago
Used to love this album when i was in middle school, i feel like her music really awakened my artistic creativity- thanks for the inspiration Fiona
marquesn77 3 months ago 6
i love you fiona!!
biancainthecity 4 months ago
Tidal is truly one of the best albums ever.
chatnoir77777777777 4 months ago 3
Happy Birthday Fiona
Appleholic1 5 months ago 4
It identifies with so many people. How many people have had the same experience? A sullen girl? Who did it to her? Please have her vengeance for mutual gratification.
TheSalingb 5 months ago
first song i heard of hers
cdm0014 6 months ago
In my opinion, Tidal was the best album she ever produced.
TheAdonis67 6 months ago 6
In 1996 just before "Tidal" officially came out, I went to this record store that I used to go to and they were playing the promo album in the store and the first song I heard was this one, this song stopped me in my tracks and asked the guy behind the counter who this was, and he show me the album and I was instantly drawn to her, because I knew what she was singing about. Weeks later I purchased the album and fell in love with it. I used to make my dad play the album anywhere we went, memories
jovanna242 10 months ago 3
even in low moods, her voice is so amazing...
moonebeame 10 months ago 5
My favourite song by her... I used to play this on the piano back when the album came out... I love her....
ButterflyRoseX 11 months ago
Is that why they call me a sullen girl -- sullen girl
They don't know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea
But he washed my shore and he took my perl
And left and empty shell of me
And there's too much going on
But it's clam under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
It's calm under the waves in the blur of my oblivion
guiguilerennais 11 months ago
this is the most amazing song. i was abandoned by my father n it reminds me how much it has affected my life..but its a beautiful..i really GET this song and i love it
pepperjack85 1 year ago
loves the picture of her playing with all the little animals!!
josiedakota 1 year ago
And theres too much going on...
but its calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
samiiyourscars 1 year ago
This is songwriting on par with George Gershwin, Billie Holiday, Leonard Cohen etc. etc. She's massively gifted. Also the production on this and album is particularly good.
peachmelba1000 1 year ago 4
Is that why they call me a sullen girl? ~A sullen girl..
Hell yes it is!
xo to Fiona
Islingtonians 1 year ago
this is my favorite song by her. wish she wrote more along these lines.
jeffwongdesign 1 year ago
me too, i lost my virginity to a date rape :(
AliKatt28 1 year ago
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the guy who raped her is a bast*rd
AliKatt28 1 year ago
zero dislikes. there's a reason for that. fiona is incredible.
Kris10nHaley 1 year ago 2
I wish I wrote this song, because after I was raped I felt the same exact way. I wanted to just go under the waves and feel free... To all out there that experienced what I did, I'm here for you...everyone is here for you. <3
xSplooge 1 year ago 5
@xSplooge ....ohhh girl.....no...I can never know what you went through. I am.... a man. ...and I can never really fully understand...nor will I ever pretend to ...but I can tell you this.....you have brothers who would give anything for you...I am one of them.....most men would and could never do such a horrible thing but there are those who would and I hope they burn in hell. Knowing that Fiona was assaulted like that drives me crazy and i wish you the best of whatever life has to offer...
whathoney73 1 year ago 20
@whathoney73 I will admit its hard but it's something that I REFUSE to let take over my life. And although I have to live with knowing he got away as I suffer with the emotional pain, I do believe in Karma, and it does bite back (:
xSplooge 1 year ago 11
love u fiona
jes1able 1 year ago
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Estupro e Anorexia
Quando tinha 12 anos, Fiona foi estuprada por um desconhecido no prédio de sua mãe, fato que deixou marcas profundas na artista, como transtornos obsessivos compulsivos e transtornos alimentares, que evoluiram para anorexia nervosa. A canção Sullen Girl, do seu disco de estréia Tidal fala dessa experiência traumática.A cantora afirmou que não tinha problemas para tratar do assunto pois, segundo ela, "se não se fala de um assunto como esse, ele acaba nos controlando."
funkprodigio 1 year ago
Don't Let the troubles of the past destroy the future. This was her way of getting past the things she could not change. You should try to do that as well. DON'T allow the foolish actions of one person to destroy who you are or what you know you should become!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
licksification 1 year ago 5
was this really about being raped thats so crazy i never ever knew that at all. o my gosh....
and studentcorpse i am sorry that happened to you my love goes out to you.
flowerchildatpeace11 1 year ago 3
when i heard this song
i said..
my god..
she describes...
the same than i felt when i was raped :(
(sigh)
fiona i love you
thanks for the video
StudentCorpse 1 year ago 67
@StudentCorpse
Blah ...yup I listened to this endlessly when I was cowering in my room everyday and failing all my classes because I was too afraid to run into him at school
xAshleetax 1 year ago
@StudentCorpse
Same for me. This song is amazing
DarkPoet3390 3 months ago
Its true. She was raped when she was 12 and this is a song that alludes to it. why is everybody taking marks off this comment?
jessicamshannon 2 years ago 78
@jessicamshannon Ohhh my God!!! It's true.
pentadaktylo 1 year ago
Ohhh my God!!! It's true.
pentadaktylo 1 year ago
@jessicamshannon by who? poor Fiona
EMABand1 3 months ago
@jessicamshannon because they dont know it
StudentCorpse 2 weeks ago
@jessicamshannon I so hope this isnt true.
kopytek36 5 days ago
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AOCRkid 2 years ago