I just want to say - I know how you are feeling and that I am so sorry for your loss. My son was born 4/2/2011 and he died 4/22/2011.. its been 9 months and I dont see this getting any easier. It's so very devastating when our children go before us. You are truly amazing to be so open about your loss.
@mellybs88 I agree, it doesn't get any easier but you do learn to cope, it's been 18months since we lost Kaiden, a day doesn't go by that the whole Family doesn't talk about him. for us the one thing that has helped us is having an older child and thinking about Kaiden in the same way as he does, as a star looking out for his big brother and new little brother.
I understand your sadness and all your words. We just passed 2 years in March for our 1st born who passed away. It changes you for life. I'm sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your video.
i know this is super late but it literally took me about 4 tries to watch this. i've had the window open & the vid on pause for days now but couldn't bring myself to push play. just watching the first few seconds had me in tears. today, i was able to watch the whole thing & i just have to say how much i admire u for putting yourself out there for all to see. that takes courage & strength, something u obviously have a lot of. both kaiden & jake are very fortunate to have a dad as loving as u <3
I've so much respect for you for being such a fantastic father to Jake after all you've been through, and I really admire your ability to be so open. This was a beautiful tribute to Kaiden <3
Can't imagine what it must be like ... I mean, i lost my father when i was very young, but losing your own child must be the worst thing that can ever happen to a person, a pain noone should ever suffer ...
This is amazing, it's insperational that you are able to talk about this and help others.
I know it means nothing to you, but I am sorry for your loss. Both your children will always be lucky to have a daddy like you...happy birthday Kaiden Xx
I think that sometimes people expect us to just get over horrific life experiences way too quickly,thanks for showing us that it is alright to not be okay. Thinking of you and yours Kris. Happy Birthday Kaiden x
Hey hun, sorry you're going through this, but I want to say that Kaiden wouldn't have wanted you to let go of the silliness you used to have. And do you really want Jake to miss out on that part of you? I can't imagine the pain you're going through but just remember, you have a beautiful child who lights up when you're around him. Don't let that go. <3
Prayers for you and yours, I'm glad you're learning to live with it, but I'm sure you know how to treasure the moments you have with the rest of your family even more :) <3
One of the worst things to have to happen to anyone is to lose their child. My heart will continue to go out to you and people with similar situations. God bless
You make youtube so much more real. The Kaiden video was one of the first I saw of yours ( even tho several months later) and I was incredibly moved, not just by the content, but by your open and honest vulnerability.
Happiness is good, but the opposite also shapes us, makes us human. Even if you don't do the same type of rants as you used to, you do something else. hit record... and let's see what happens.
You said sth in the lines of "You'll never get over it. You'll just learn how to cope/live with it." This is so true. Anyone who's lost a dear person in their life would agree with that. I hope the very best for you in your life.
Dude, this made me cry. You're such an inspiration for anyone who's lost a child, Kris. Your strength and honesty help people through what you're both experiences and Kaiden is so lucky to have you as a Dad. Kaiden is an awesome name and when I see his star tonight I'll think of him. Keep going Kris, all your subscribers, followers and friends are here to support you at this difficult time. Kaiden will always be with you. Stay strong x
I'm sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and seeing this video brought me close to crying. He will be the brightest star in the sky I'm sure <3
I just want to say - I know how you are feeling and that I am so sorry for your loss. My son was born 4/2/2011 and he died 4/22/2011.. its been 9 months and I dont see this getting any easier. It's so very devastating when our children go before us. You are truly amazing to be so open about your loss.
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@mellybs88 I agree, it doesn't get any easier but you do learn to cope, it's been 18months since we lost Kaiden, a day doesn't go by that the whole Family doesn't talk about him. for us the one thing that has helped us is having an older child and thinking about Kaiden in the same way as he does, as a star looking out for his big brother and new little brother.
mrbuchanantoyou 2 months ago
I understand your sadness and all your words. We just passed 2 years in March for our 1st born who passed away. It changes you for life. I'm sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your video.
crichards4221 7 months ago
i know this is super late but it literally took me about 4 tries to watch this. i've had the window open & the vid on pause for days now but couldn't bring myself to push play. just watching the first few seconds had me in tears. today, i was able to watch the whole thing & i just have to say how much i admire u for putting yourself out there for all to see. that takes courage & strength, something u obviously have a lot of. both kaiden & jake are very fortunate to have a dad as loving as u <3
psushgirl 9 months ago
respect laddie. you made me cry :/ <3
Macmillanslostwife 10 months ago
cry
4everjbshawty 10 months ago
You are too cute buddy! I just want to hug you! :( <3
RazzoClimhazzard 10 months ago
I've so much respect for you for being such a fantastic father to Jake after all you've been through, and I really admire your ability to be so open. This was a beautiful tribute to Kaiden <3
therealCiCa 10 months ago
(((Bro hugs)))
JnAStudios 10 months ago
you're the best mr b :)
Youmard 10 months ago
<3
animeroxmysox625 10 months ago
<3
epodcentral 10 months ago
This is very brave. I'm sure you are making many people proud with this.
DeadEndDoll94 10 months ago
Can't imagine what it must be like ... I mean, i lost my father when i was very young, but losing your own child must be the worst thing that can ever happen to a person, a pain noone should ever suffer ...
I hope you're okay man ... :/
Dollerey 10 months ago
:( It takes a real man to do what you did.
for what it's worth, I'm sorry for your loss, and I will pray for you.
Dwahyt 10 months ago
:-( So sorry for your loss!
sauceykat 10 months ago
Happy Birthday Kaiden <3 kris you are amazing !! <3<3<3<3<3
crazylolipop2012 10 months ago
i dont know what to say i guess there isnt much someone over the internet can say about something so powerful, stay strong dude :)
TmakesV 10 months ago
Kris, you're amazing!
JaackMaate 10 months ago
This is amazing, it's insperational that you are able to talk about this and help others.
I know it means nothing to you, but I am sorry for your loss. Both your children will always be lucky to have a daddy like you...happy birthday Kaiden Xx
rachellovesmoosic 10 months ago
This was beautiful it seems like only yesterday it happened, im always here when ya need someone buddy
simplynickk 10 months ago
<3
candysomething 10 months ago
Damn you and your ability to make me cry. Come to Glasgow so I can give you a hug.
Happy Birthday Kaiden <333
rantsbyrichard 10 months ago
Your a good guy kris, Keep your chin up.
gibbo1988 10 months ago
I think that sometimes people expect us to just get over horrific life experiences way too quickly,thanks for showing us that it is alright to not be okay. Thinking of you and yours Kris. Happy Birthday Kaiden x
merelysaying 10 months ago
Hey hun, sorry you're going through this, but I want to say that Kaiden wouldn't have wanted you to let go of the silliness you used to have. And do you really want Jake to miss out on that part of you? I can't imagine the pain you're going through but just remember, you have a beautiful child who lights up when you're around him. Don't let that go. <3
whatkaylasays 10 months ago
Happy Birthday, Kaiden! You're AWESOME!!!
bigloner 10 months ago
:( i almost lost both of my boys , im so sorry for your loss i dont think anyone will ever get over a child leaving us :(
DaCrazyOne25 10 months ago
Prayers for you and yours, I'm glad you're learning to live with it, but I'm sure you know how to treasure the moments you have with the rest of your family even more :) <3
missseg21991 10 months ago
Happy Birthday Kaiden. Im Touched By this vid man, you are one fantastic dad.
MattColemanReviews 10 months ago
Prayers being lifted up for you and your family...
DarkShadows791 10 months ago
Happy birthday, Kaiden
JnAStudios 10 months ago
How could a person ever get over a loss like that... I'm so sorry. Your videos help make my life brighter if that helps at all.
johnetie 10 months ago
sorry im a day late but happy birthday kaiden
imsurehes looking down at you and hes still proud of you being his dad xx
xsadandalonex 10 months ago
One of the worst things to have to happen to anyone is to lose their child. My heart will continue to go out to you and people with similar situations. God bless
panther0567 10 months ago
I am with you man - I also lost my son and know your pain
your not alone
wish I could hug you
silentfades 10 months ago
Kris. You are one amazing person! You inspire me to be a better person, thankyou!
Happy Birthday Kaiden!
CharlieMcGoldrick 10 months ago
<33
CheekTV 10 months ago
You make youtube so much more real. The Kaiden video was one of the first I saw of yours ( even tho several months later) and I was incredibly moved, not just by the content, but by your open and honest vulnerability.
Happiness is good, but the opposite also shapes us, makes us human. Even if you don't do the same type of rants as you used to, you do something else. hit record... and let's see what happens.
Happy birthday Kaiden!
princeword 10 months ago 19
Hugs.
JonathanRobinson 10 months ago
this is beautiful <3
obviouslyaimee 10 months ago
It's funny you should post this today as i just found out my friend from school died today
i was in so much schock you can hardly beilve i just dont feel like anything can just go on or feel better
I love the idea that she is star, i think she is
thank you, you are a wonderful person x
JoySticks123 10 months ago
This was so heartbreaking. I have nothing but respect and empathy for you.
To live in the hearts of those we leave behind is not to die. xx
charlieracz 10 months ago
happy birthday Kaiden x
djlowcock 10 months ago
Im so sorry about your son. :(
Best wishes mate.
CyberAceTV 10 months ago
Happy Birthday Kaiden ... xxx
CursedeeMaree 10 months ago
Stunning video.
x
MissRosieHart 10 months ago
Bless you, Kris
You're amazing and I know everyone has so much respect and appreciation for you.
I wish you and your family the best for the future
Much Love
BexSherwood1992 10 months ago
You said sth in the lines of "You'll never get over it. You'll just learn how to cope/live with it." This is so true. Anyone who's lost a dear person in their life would agree with that. I hope the very best for you in your life.
sepidehtje 10 months ago
You once said you were a nobody trying to be a somebody. You are a somebody.
tristopiaTV 10 months ago
Dude, this made me cry. You're such an inspiration for anyone who's lost a child, Kris. Your strength and honesty help people through what you're both experiences and Kaiden is so lucky to have you as a Dad. Kaiden is an awesome name and when I see his star tonight I'll think of him. Keep going Kris, all your subscribers, followers and friends are here to support you at this difficult time. Kaiden will always be with you. Stay strong x
Happy birthday Kaiden xxxx
PurpleFunnyChocolate 10 months ago
he's always going to be a part of your heart.
I'm glad you're growing in your personal trials.
Much Love,
xxSarah
songpidgeon 10 months ago
I'm sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you and seeing this video brought me close to crying. He will be the brightest star in the sky I'm sure <3
hazzard123ish 10 months ago
im so sorry and your videos always touch me! happy birthday to kaiden xxx
haideeandkatie 10 months ago
This was so sad. Happy Birthday Kaiden!
ThatBeatonBoy 10 months ago
Kris everyone is here to support you and this tough time.
You are one of the nicest, kindest people I know and my thoughts go out to you and your family.
Happy Birthday Kaiden
LetsGoMatty 10 months ago
Kaiden is such a beautiful name, I've never heard it before.
And I'm sure he is a star.
And you, Kris, are an amazing person.
Hellen813 10 months ago
I'm so sorry for you loss, Chris. I can't even begin to imagine the grief you must feel :( Happy Birthday Kaiden
eenish 10 months ago
Thiss made me cry :(
Obviously I could never understand what you're going through, but I was always told that losing a child is the worst pain in the world.
My thoughts and prayers are with you <33
CassG08 10 months ago
I'm so sorry.
I've never lost anyone, so I can't comment very much on this, but I'm sorry.
Happy birthday Kaiden.
Jessmo198 10 months ago