Anxiety, Panic attacks, Schizophrenia & Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

[LeahMBarnes]

And babygirl, i feel you.

[LeahMBarnes]

That comment below me is retarded.

[Hoobifta]

People talk about their disability, but what about being a human? What about what makes us human? Humanness is a funny thing, it's not like any other animal in the world. Humanness is the centre of positive thinking, the centre of human good, working together, next time you be schizo, ask yourself, are you human?

[Hoobifta]

Not all the qualities are the way I would like them to be but all humans have enjoyable qualities, the more evil they are the more attractive they look.

[Hoobifta]

I wasn't talking about schizos I was talking about humans in general, humans all spawn from my five senses, and they all look the way I would like them to look and have certain qualities I would like them to have.

[Hoobifta]

When i generalise about human beings, i'm talking about the reality that this is a dream and my mind made you feel, smell, and sound individually the way you are, what you all do (interact) is a result of the pseudoreality of humans, I created it all with the 5 senses, everything I see is not agreed by you, because it's not your creation. I'm not a slave of some giant with one eye looking over every human, you're all people I suspected was perceptible even if I never saw you or heard of you b4.

[Hoobifta]

I never hear voices, I don't even know what a voice is. I never hallucinate. But people don't exist because if 10 people see and touch each other one person might not percieve it, however it's not crazy, we all interact with things that seem to exist.

[Hoobifta]

Ignore the voices, ignore the destruction and the scary thoughts all go away. I will always have schizophrenia, I use this power privately when no one exists in a place, it only shows in my pseudoscience written on paper. I hide the trait in public, and do it damn well, but what am I going to do? Things seem to exist. The glass is half full to an extent, the joy of fruit and stuff, I don't like sharing it with people I know, they don't understand what joy is. I take joy alone with total solace.

[pandadust1]

try eating a balanced diet for your anxiety attacks. u may be caffiene sensetive as well, dont eat solid meat as a source of protien combine it with bread, pizzas a good source of protien. also it sounds like u hear subconciouse voices.

[Hoobifta]

@pandadust1 Life is unsatisfactory, deal with it. Take away all the lonliness and you have noise, what do you expect even in Australia when the country has so many people? Even 17 million people is noisy, in America or Australia I suggest you walk in a forest and sit on a bench, publicly meditate like a Buddhist there, nobody minds. Why hide thoughts? Suppressing them won't help, but you should hide your thoughts in front of people who interact with you, unless it's said in confidence.

[pandadust1]

the voices u hear r different than mine. I hear voices all the time murmuring sentances and words i can barely understand i hear them literally not subconciously. how i hear u on this video i hear the voices, hard to believe but its true. thats why i attribute my voice hearing to mind invasive technologies and not neccesarily a mental illness. somehow only i hear them more easily through anything with a consistancy of sound although noise isnt required to hear them.

[britneyzblackout]

you're a very strong person. whenever I have anxiety attacks i honestly feel like my whole world is crashing down on me and i think im going to die sometimes and its really tough. I really hope you know how strong you are with dealing with schizophrenia and all that stuff.

[rtdouglas77]

I Googled it. It's hypnagogic hallucinations.

[rtdouglas77]

There's a specific word for the audible hallucinations you get just before falling asleep. I get them too. It's common.

[immo121]

Whats wrong with looking a mess, there are many many people on this planet that can't afford make up and have no choice but to eat other peoples crumbs off the floor!

[laciki]

Hey, thanks for posting this. I also have PSTD and problems with anxiety. I have wondered about whether I also have schizophrenic tendencies due to seeing things and hearing things a lot. I really wish I could find people who understand me, and have a support group. Unfortunately I live alone and don't have people I hang out with. It makes me too anxious to try.

[lovehatemegan]

WickedCityKitty Thank you! PTSD is a hard subject to go into. Just making this video all my thoughts and everything I said was out of order so I had to edit a bunch of things out. I plan on talking about the causes of my PTSD once I get the nerves to do it :)

[lovehatemegan]

Digitaldigi YES! My face and cheeks tend to go numb.

[WickedCityKitty]

PTSD is not fun very good of you to talk about it i always enjoy it to i just don't know what people will say but i like this video!

[digitaldigi]

I feel your pain. In my panic attacks my legs start going completely numb.. its embarrassing because I feel like I'm going to fall in public and EVERY SINGLE PERSON is looking at me.