The world is really messed up. I have been bullied a bunch and I beat up a guy once in about 7th grade for insulting my mother and I regret it to this day.
Truly the hardest part of a bully victim is telling someone. Violence is never the answer, no matter how much someone hurts/bullies you. Sometimes people lose control and they resort to violence out of pure anger.
I wish I could do something man. It's absolutely disgusting what people can do to other people.
@younggunsfan I probably have done the same thing, I was a pretty angry and violent kid until about mid-way through high school after I beat the crap out of that punk. After that I started to chill out and grow up, haven't been in a fight since. Only thing that would instantly make me fight me someone would be if my friends/family were in danger or a guy hit my girlfriend. Yes it is, people can be such garbage.
@AlessaGillespie7 Being as strong as I could in my faith is all that's kept me on this world as long as it has. I agree with you. A few of the people who picked on me often, I could already tell weren't going to make much of their lives. Thank you for your kind words.
@pinkfoundations People can be terribly cruel. For me it isn't really about whether I deserved it or not, it's about what I can take away from it and use my experiences for the better. I've become a much stronger person because of it, although damage like this does not fade quickly.
regarding psychopathic tendencies, dont worry you dont appear to have any of the main signs. I have studied psychology and neurology for the last 5 years and you clearly display that your a good person in this video. Your making a video to help others, and you have the ability to cry, a psychopath would/could never do either one of these. Keep your head up man, forgiveness is the key to true happiness
@yamahaing7737 Thank you. This past year has been one of the first that I've really felt like a normal person, after rehabilitating myself for a few years and being spiritually healed by a woman. It was only after being healed by her that I could feel safe to leave my home and was no longer afraid of people who had tormented me, for once I can discuss things like this without becoming upset, but a few years ago I was definitely psychopathic. I can't tell you how hard it is to live through that.
Im glad to hear that things are looking up man. Regarding the anger thats inside, you have to let it out somehow or you really will eventually snap. My oldest brother bullied me for as long as i can remember. when i was 4-6 he used to make me eat magic mushrooms and then laugh at me tripping with his friends. He put me in the dryer several times, which eventually broke one of my ribs and punctured my lung. it goes on and on and to this day i
@yamahaing7737 Thank you. I agree, it has to go somewhere. Most of that anger is gone now. Wow, that's awful. I hope you can get in touch with him soon. Family is family, regardless of how messed up. The three kids that bullied me the most, I think they just didn't really know how badly they were hurting me. We were pretty young. On the other hand, the one that I beat up, he was just a jerk picking on me because I looked weak.
Your right, they probably didnt know how much damage it was doing. At young ages everything registers kinda like a game. At least to boys, girls are just naturally mean from like age 5 and up haha. By the way, by beating that kid up your probably doing him a huge favor in life. I have noticed that most of the biggest bulllies i knew ended up in prison. Prison is a terrible place that no one deserves, maybe one day hel realize this and thank you
@yamahaing7737 Some kids are just mean in general, but I saw them a few years ago at school and they seem like nice people. At the time I was terrified of them but I'm not so sure if I would be now. Well that guy was one of those loudmouths who talk big and intimidate people a lot but can't back up anything they say and are just full of crap, he was a coward when I confronted him and certainly didn't know how to fight. I agree, prison looks horrible.
cant seem to forgive him. He is currently serving 25 - life in a state prison and i want to contact him because i know deep down i love him.... but i also know that he is basically the definition of a psychopath. I cant blame my bullying on him, but understandably i was a really angry/disturbed little kid. Your bullies may have similar stories, you truly must forgive them if you want to get rid of that bottled up rage inside.
@yamahaing7737 Had it not been for growing up with the Lord in my heart, I would have tried to kill the people who had bullied me. It was all I wanted to do for a long time, I was so full of rage and hatred. But things began to change after I forgave them. It took a very long time for the psychopathic thoughts and intentions to go away, but I think that's something that's simply tucked away in my subconscious now. This is the kind of damage bullying can do to a person.
As a former bully, i am deeply sorry for all the things people like me have done to you. I have 5 older brothers, so i had my ass severely kicked at home when i was growing up. I choose to transfer that pain to somebody else and thats one of the worst decisions i ever made. Im glad you were able to control your anger and not give in to the temptation of violence.
@yamahaing7737 I understand why did you what you did, even though I agree it was the wrong decision. For ten years I suppressed all the pain and hurt people had caused me. That may keep me from harming people, but it took a terrible toll on my overall mental state.
@koreanjennygirl Thank you. Yes it does, especially when it's so upsetting to talk about it. It took me about half a year to work up the courage to make this. I'm doing a lot better now but at the time I couldn't talk about this without becoming distraught.
it's so similar... I was always a bully victim, from junior to senior high school, for 6 years, I've always been targeted, beat, almost every time bullies stole my money, people talked about me behind my back, they tried to stress me out, they tried to wear me down... what makes it worse, my mother is bipolar and she mistreated me so badly, so I have no safe haven. whether it's in my house or at school, I was always bullied... only by His grace, I can survive up to this day
@Kaiserzel I'm terribly sorry there is no safe place for you. I at least had a very loving family. But if it hadn't been for God I would have found no reason to not take vengeance on those who had tormented me and then put myself out of my misery.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx I'm glad that you can overcome your past, you inspire me so much, now I learn that I mustn't give up, and I'm gonna seek help, especially to God. thanks you for your inspirational video, God bless you
It is great that you are so corageous to put this out where people can see and try to change the things that are happening to them. I've been bullied and betrayed the majority of my life; I'm working on regaining trust and letting go of the anger. I pray that God blesses you with healing He is giving me.
@bittersweet2311 I'm sorry you've had to endure that. But with God, anything is possible. I certainly would not be here if He had not been in my life.
@loveTTS4ever It's given me a lot of trust and faith in my Lord. The things that have haunted me for years have made me a better person than I would have been without them. Regardless, there is a lot of mental damage that will take a long time to erase, although I have now put most of it aside. Most of the people who abused me were, at the time, too young to realize how much they were hurting me, I don't think they would've treated me the same way had they been older.
@swordseller1 I've believed my entire life. In the past month I met a very spiritual woman who healed me and helped me put aside a lot of my worries about the past.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx There is no fear in love but perfect love cast out fear because fear has to do with punishment the one who fears is not made perfect in love. Dont let the enemy(devil) intimidate you in anyway but use the WORD OF GOD and the authority as a child of GOD. Keep up the good fight as we all have our battles
@runfromdestiny i hav never been bullied so i dont understand as much but i do kno that suicide is a permanant soulution for a temporary problem......if u find the lov and faith of our lord and savior jesus christ u can make it through anything:D suicide is never the best option.....i am very sorry for what has gone on in ur life nobody should hav to go through that
thanks for putting this video up. it makes me feel less alone. i was bullied a lot by my parents and my brother and sister and at school. my mom started strangling me when she got mad when i was 8 years old up until i was 13 (i grew taller than her so she stopped). i was made fun of every day because I was a freak of nature (or so everyone, EVERYONE told me) i was kicked, tripped&pushed and i had 5 suicide attempts but i was scared of what happens after you die....but i'm not bullied at all now
@runfromdestiny Bless your heart. I'm terribly sorry you had to experience that. I'm sure you've hurt deeply during your life. My emotions shown in this video are pretty clear proof of how damaging abuse can be. I've recently found some help though. I'm very glad you aren't bullied anymore.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx i should have killed myself. i'm not important enough to keep alive and now i feel so alone, i barely have friends . next time i'm depressed i'll probably kill myself any way so there was no point in trying to survive all those years.
@StarWarrior008 I would have killed myself if I hadn't grown up with faith to give me a purpose in life, so it almost did kill me. So please don't tell me 'take it like a man'. To me, what doesn't kill you, well it depends on what it is, for it to make you stronger.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Hes fake, God didnt help you at all, The bible just contradicts its self, Your religion is Prejudiced, And Very very inappropriate, The virgin mary was a whore C:
i got bullied too bro, ive been told to kill myself, ive been in like 5 fights in one month, and i hated it. I finally told my folks about it, and i was able to settle things. Dont let anything like bullying get to you. "I Can Do All Things Through Christ Who Strengthens Me"
@clanofhyrule I used to get into fights quite a bit, I finally settled down a bit in high school and put aside some anger issues that kept getting me into confrontations. I haven't been in a fight for at least 5 or 6 years now. Thank you for the scripture, it's very encouraging :)
I would say it's all gonna b ok, but idk that to b true. So instead i say you're not alone. Many of us have struggled with this. I would say no one will hurt you again, but i know that would b a lie so instead i'll tell you that everyone will hurt you somehow but sometimes it's worth it. As far as the telling ppl thing, the adults cannot or will not end this. The only cure to chaos is love. Love your enemies. Isn't that in the bible? Probably the in the Torah too
@Shannon462981 I appreciate your kind words. Yes, love your enemies is in the Bible. This problem has been returning recently. I never feel safe when I leave my home, I'm always afraid I'll see those people. I have nightmares about it and sometimes can't sleep, I just lie there thinking of them. Adults can help but not all of it can be stopped with their assistance. I agree with you.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Yeah. Sounds like u might have ADHD too or some other anxiety disorder. it stinks. u need to find a distraction, something you're good at. Reading is always fun and it gives you a chance to enjoy another life. Bullies do not mess with groups as much so hang out with friends. Just remember that u don't deserve to have their insecurities projected on u. Smile when they insult you and say, "Thanks for your opinion."
@Shannon462981 I do have ADHD. Drumming always helps me feel better, I can't think of anything bad when I'm doing that :) Hmmm that's true. Well nobody has bullied me in at least 4 or 5 years.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx yep. I hit the dude who had been the worst of them in class. Every day when i went 2 that class he would make it hell 4 me. The teacher saw that. When he got up and shouted that i'd hit him, the teacher sent HIM to the office and told me not to hit ppl. He and the others left me alone after that. I made lotsa new friends and discovered that i was good at writing and singing and now the ppl who'd been mean r being called "stupid freshies" and i'm being called "good freshie"
@WhenxChristxReturnsx yeah. it's better than middle school. Now i'm not weird for being more mature than some ppl in my grade lol i'm a nerd. wbu? r u a freshie?
wow this really moved me you have the courage to talk about being bullied. I went through the same msot of my life so far..(I'm 17), and now i have social anxiety disorder and can hardly look at people without feeling nauseated and terrified... as well as I'm home schooled now. anyways im so sorry thsi happened to you no one deserves to feel less than someone else. i hope i can be as strong as you have been.
@WinterCritter Trust me this wasn't easy, as you can tell. I had a migraine for the rest of the day I made this and most of the next day. I'm really sorry bullying has damaged you this much. I've had three main people who bullied me the most on my mind a lot lately. They live maybe 5 minutes away from me. I want to talk to them about it but there's no way I can do that.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Oh, I can see it was not easy, but I am thankful you could share your feelings here, I know it's more than I could do. I think there is a way to talk to them! Do they have facebook? Or another way you could contact them online? You could ask to talk to them in person, but it may be too painful.
@WinterCritter It took me at least half a year to be able to make this. I would prefer to talk to them in person but it's something I can't do, I would be too afraid of them.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx You can do anything if you tell yourself you can. saying you can't is just setting yourself up to fail. maybe every morning in the mirror say you can do this, you can confront the people who hurt you and talk to them, make peace. if you truly want to communicate with them then you just gotta do it, and once its over with i'm sure you'll feel a world of difference and a huge weight off your shoulders. i know what fear is like i feel it every day, but it can be overcome.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx No, I've left the schools where the kids were at and removed all sources they could blackmail me on online, and I don't go to places most teenagers do.. so It's rare I'd encounter them again. The scars still run deep however, I'm working on healing.
@WinterCritter That's good. Clearly this video shows I'm still healing as well. Beating up that guy who bullied me may have gotten rid of everyone else who did the same, but it wasn't the right way to take care of it. I would be a much less damaged person if I had just told someone early on and let adults/authorities handle this.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Yes, but you shouldn't dwell on woulda coulda shouldas! Just work on moving forward and healing, it will get better one day. I'm glad you awknowledge you didn't take care of it really in the right way, I wish more bullied people would seek an adult or authority when it first starts, but sadly many don't.
@MrAnalLeakage Things I would rather not discuss. I've talked to therapists and to me they're a waste of money and time unless your parents need to know something you can't tell them yourself. It helps you feel better to talk about certain things that bother you but some things are best left alone. For me, this is clearly one of them, seeing as this was incredibly difficult and traumatic to make.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx I would stand up for you if i were there those days. sad to hear this :( I have been bullied a loong time and i had some of the probs u have now. but after i made a friend after 9 years on school i havent been that "Easy target" i had friends my 2 first years at school uintill they ditched me. :( but you should try as much as you can to get a friend or something it really helps ALOT!
@blabliblaism Thank you, that means a lot. I've learned to stand up for myself and let someone know right away if they're harassing me that I'm not going to take it. Not anymore. Most people didn't mess with me in high school anyways because they knew I worked out a lot and knew how to box. I have a lot of friends, no one has bullied me in a long time. I forgave the people who have but yes it won't happen again.
@MioKuchiki It doesn't bother me that much unless something directly reminds me of them. But I clearly don't like to talk about this. It helps people to talk about their problems sometimes but some things are best left unspoken about.
that's crazy man yah you know i hate bullies.there just a bunch of wusses that only choose smaller people to pick on or people that have lower grades than them.no has ever bullied me because they know i'll kick their ass.i only result to that sometimes because i feel it's continuing and nothing is being done about it.but yeah alot of times when people try to mess with me i ask god to help me with my rage because i have an anger problem.i began to fight back against bullies since i was 4.
@CGDrummer96 I used to be a very angry and violent person, no doubt because of all the bullying I took, but that's the reason I'm so messed up now is because I LET them bully me. I didn't try to get help and I didn't stand up for myself because I was too gentle. But eh at least after I beat up that guy no one bullied me anymore. I still don't think it was the right way to solve the problem but at least it took care of it.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx yeah dude sometimes it just takes that,sometimes you just have to teach people a lesson, me living in a hispanic home im taught that violence is not always the correct answer to most things but if people are harassing you and they don't stop or if they are physically abusing of you,you have the right away to fight back immediately and put them in their place, i understand you man you a gentle kid and those people turned you into that person,
@WhenxChristxReturnsx these are the main problems of this disgusting pile of dirt this world is, bullying is the reason why theres mafias and gangbangers and militias its because higher people think they can do whatever they want to people with less money,it's really messed up. and im sick of it!e.g. why do you think pablo escobar did all that he did? because he was sick and tired of the government harrasing the poor people.and im not saying what he did was ok im against the way he killed ppl
@CGDrummer96 Well I eventually took matters into my own hands. I completely agree with you. I'm a perfect example, seeing as I would have tried to kill those people who abused me so much if it hadn't been for God giving me a purpose in life. This world has some beauty to it but not much, I hate what society has become.
@WhenxChristxReturnsx tell me about it man,today everything is about sex,dope,drinking and killing.EVERYONE of those things is totally against the heavenly father
@WhenxChristxReturnsx tell me about it man,today everything is about sex,dope,drinking and killing.EVERYONE of those things is totally against the heavenly father
I know how you feel man.
The world is really messed up. I have been bullied a bunch and I beat up a guy once in about 7th grade for insulting my mother and I regret it to this day.
Truly the hardest part of a bully victim is telling someone. Violence is never the answer, no matter how much someone hurts/bullies you. Sometimes people lose control and they resort to violence out of pure anger.
I wish I could do something man. It's absolutely disgusting what people can do to other people.
younggunsfan 2 weeks ago
@younggunsfan I probably have done the same thing, I was a pretty angry and violent kid until about mid-way through high school after I beat the crap out of that punk. After that I started to chill out and grow up, haven't been in a fight since. Only thing that would instantly make me fight me someone would be if my friends/family were in danger or a guy hit my girlfriend. Yes it is, people can be such garbage.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 2 weeks ago
Be strong. It doesn't matter if someone is gay, goth, too fat, too skinny, nerd, or anything, is NEVER ok to bully someone.
When you check on later, these "kings of school" people will be sad, unemployed, alone and miserable adults.
The world keeps spinning. Peace to you, man.
AlessaGillespie7 2 weeks ago
@AlessaGillespie7 Being as strong as I could in my faith is all that's kept me on this world as long as it has. I agree with you. A few of the people who picked on me often, I could already tell weren't going to make much of their lives. Thank you for your kind words.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 2 weeks ago
I wish I could help you man.
I feel your pain. People are so messed up.
You didn't deserve anything like that to happen to you.
I've been bullied a lot too.
pinkfoundations 2 weeks ago
@pinkfoundations People can be terribly cruel. For me it isn't really about whether I deserved it or not, it's about what I can take away from it and use my experiences for the better. I've become a much stronger person because of it, although damage like this does not fade quickly.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 2 weeks ago
regarding psychopathic tendencies, dont worry you dont appear to have any of the main signs. I have studied psychology and neurology for the last 5 years and you clearly display that your a good person in this video. Your making a video to help others, and you have the ability to cry, a psychopath would/could never do either one of these. Keep your head up man, forgiveness is the key to true happiness
yamahaing7737 3 weeks ago
@yamahaing7737 Thank you. This past year has been one of the first that I've really felt like a normal person, after rehabilitating myself for a few years and being spiritually healed by a woman. It was only after being healed by her that I could feel safe to leave my home and was no longer afraid of people who had tormented me, for once I can discuss things like this without becoming upset, but a few years ago I was definitely psychopathic. I can't tell you how hard it is to live through that.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 3 weeks ago
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Im glad to hear that things are looking up man. Regarding the anger thats inside, you have to let it out somehow or you really will eventually snap. My oldest brother bullied me for as long as i can remember. when i was 4-6 he used to make me eat magic mushrooms and then laugh at me tripping with his friends. He put me in the dryer several times, which eventually broke one of my ribs and punctured my lung. it goes on and on and to this day i
yamahaing7737 3 weeks ago
@yamahaing7737 Thank you. I agree, it has to go somewhere. Most of that anger is gone now. Wow, that's awful. I hope you can get in touch with him soon. Family is family, regardless of how messed up. The three kids that bullied me the most, I think they just didn't really know how badly they were hurting me. We were pretty young. On the other hand, the one that I beat up, he was just a jerk picking on me because I looked weak.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 3 weeks ago
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Your right, they probably didnt know how much damage it was doing. At young ages everything registers kinda like a game. At least to boys, girls are just naturally mean from like age 5 and up haha. By the way, by beating that kid up your probably doing him a huge favor in life. I have noticed that most of the biggest bulllies i knew ended up in prison. Prison is a terrible place that no one deserves, maybe one day hel realize this and thank you
yamahaing7737 3 weeks ago
@yamahaing7737 Some kids are just mean in general, but I saw them a few years ago at school and they seem like nice people. At the time I was terrified of them but I'm not so sure if I would be now. Well that guy was one of those loudmouths who talk big and intimidate people a lot but can't back up anything they say and are just full of crap, he was a coward when I confronted him and certainly didn't know how to fight. I agree, prison looks horrible.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 3 weeks ago
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cant seem to forgive him. He is currently serving 25 - life in a state prison and i want to contact him because i know deep down i love him.... but i also know that he is basically the definition of a psychopath. I cant blame my bullying on him, but understandably i was a really angry/disturbed little kid. Your bullies may have similar stories, you truly must forgive them if you want to get rid of that bottled up rage inside.
yamahaing7737 3 weeks ago
@yamahaing7737 Had it not been for growing up with the Lord in my heart, I would have tried to kill the people who had bullied me. It was all I wanted to do for a long time, I was so full of rage and hatred. But things began to change after I forgave them. It took a very long time for the psychopathic thoughts and intentions to go away, but I think that's something that's simply tucked away in my subconscious now. This is the kind of damage bullying can do to a person.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 3 weeks ago
As a former bully, i am deeply sorry for all the things people like me have done to you. I have 5 older brothers, so i had my ass severely kicked at home when i was growing up. I choose to transfer that pain to somebody else and thats one of the worst decisions i ever made. Im glad you were able to control your anger and not give in to the temptation of violence.
yamahaing7737 3 weeks ago
@yamahaing7737 I understand why did you what you did, even though I agree it was the wrong decision. For ten years I suppressed all the pain and hurt people had caused me. That may keep me from harming people, but it took a terrible toll on my overall mental state.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 3 weeks ago
well i really admire your complete honesty. it takes a lot of courage to be so open about the situation.... God bless.
koreanjennygirl 1 month ago
@koreanjennygirl Thank you. Yes it does, especially when it's so upsetting to talk about it. It took me about half a year to work up the courage to make this. I'm doing a lot better now but at the time I couldn't talk about this without becoming distraught.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 1 month ago
it's so similar... I was always a bully victim, from junior to senior high school, for 6 years, I've always been targeted, beat, almost every time bullies stole my money, people talked about me behind my back, they tried to stress me out, they tried to wear me down... what makes it worse, my mother is bipolar and she mistreated me so badly, so I have no safe haven. whether it's in my house or at school, I was always bullied... only by His grace, I can survive up to this day
Kaiserzel 1 month ago
@Kaiserzel I'm terribly sorry there is no safe place for you. I at least had a very loving family. But if it hadn't been for God I would have found no reason to not take vengeance on those who had tormented me and then put myself out of my misery.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 1 month ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx I'm glad that you can overcome your past, you inspire me so much, now I learn that I mustn't give up, and I'm gonna seek help, especially to God. thanks you for your inspirational video, God bless you
Kaiserzel 1 month ago
@Kaiserzel You're more than welcome. I will keep you in my prayers and hope He helps you find peace and happiness.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 1 month ago
It is great that you are so corageous to put this out where people can see and try to change the things that are happening to them. I've been bullied and betrayed the majority of my life; I'm working on regaining trust and letting go of the anger. I pray that God blesses you with healing He is giving me.
bittersweet2311 1 month ago
@bittersweet2311 I'm sorry you've had to endure that. But with God, anything is possible. I certainly would not be here if He had not been in my life.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 1 month ago
Bro trust me things will get better,
never forget that there will always be people that got youre back, you just have to reach out to them.
Keep on fighting youre strong bro!
Fedraz1 1 month ago
@Fedraz1 Things have gotten better for me. I'm no longer afraid and have been able to put this all behind me.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 1 month ago
I agree with you. Bullies make you fell like your only safe haven is your thoughts. When I was bullied I never trusted anyone. Ever. And it sucked.
blastoise114 2 months ago
@blastoise114 For a long time, that was my only safe haven. Now through the power of God I can feel safe wherever I go, for He is always with me.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 1 month ago
I feel so bad for you! I can't believe somebody can be so evil!!! They're all going to burn up in hell!!!!!!!!
loveTTS4ever 2 months ago
@loveTTS4ever It's given me a lot of trust and faith in my Lord. The things that have haunted me for years have made me a better person than I would have been without them. Regardless, there is a lot of mental damage that will take a long time to erase, although I have now put most of it aside. Most of the people who abused me were, at the time, too young to realize how much they were hurting me, I don't think they would've treated me the same way had they been older.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 2 months ago
The Bible says dont trust in men who is mere grass but trust in JESUS CHRIST who is the only healer...... REPENT AND BELIEVE BRO
swordseller1 3 months ago
@swordseller1 I've believed my entire life. In the past month I met a very spiritual woman who healed me and helped me put aside a lot of my worries about the past.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 3 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx There is no fear in love but perfect love cast out fear because fear has to do with punishment the one who fears is not made perfect in love. Dont let the enemy(devil) intimidate you in anyway but use the WORD OF GOD and the authority as a child of GOD. Keep up the good fight as we all have our battles
swordseller1 3 months ago
@swordseller1 As the Bible says, let us put on the full armor of God so we may be ready when trials come our way.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 1 month ago
@runfromdestiny i hav never been bullied so i dont understand as much but i do kno that suicide is a permanant soulution for a temporary problem......if u find the lov and faith of our lord and savior jesus christ u can make it through anything:D suicide is never the best option.....i am very sorry for what has gone on in ur life nobody should hav to go through that
drummer123apple 3 months ago
thanks for putting this video up. it makes me feel less alone. i was bullied a lot by my parents and my brother and sister and at school. my mom started strangling me when she got mad when i was 8 years old up until i was 13 (i grew taller than her so she stopped). i was made fun of every day because I was a freak of nature (or so everyone, EVERYONE told me) i was kicked, tripped&pushed and i had 5 suicide attempts but i was scared of what happens after you die....but i'm not bullied at all now
runfromdestiny 3 months ago
@runfromdestiny Bless your heart. I'm terribly sorry you had to experience that. I'm sure you've hurt deeply during your life. My emotions shown in this video are pretty clear proof of how damaging abuse can be. I've recently found some help though. I'm very glad you aren't bullied anymore.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 3 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx i should have killed myself. i'm not important enough to keep alive and now i feel so alone, i barely have friends . next time i'm depressed i'll probably kill myself any way so there was no point in trying to survive all those years.
runfromdestiny 3 months ago
@runfromdestiny You have so much to live for, things you don't even know about yet, people you haven't met.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 3 months ago
c,mon take it like man.What dosent kill you, makes you stronger!
StarWarrior008 4 months ago
@StarWarrior008 I would have killed myself if I hadn't grown up with faith to give me a purpose in life, so it almost did kill me. So please don't tell me 'take it like a man'. To me, what doesn't kill you, well it depends on what it is, for it to make you stronger.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 4 months ago
Lol.... he cried
Vosscilate 5 months ago
@Vosscilate And that's something to laugh at?
WhenxChristxReturnsx 4 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Yup C:
Vosscilate 4 months ago
@Vosscilate Do you have any idea how disrespectful that is?
WhenxChristxReturnsx 4 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Its funny cause you cried like a little bitch, You bitch C:
Vosscilate 4 months ago
@Vosscilate Uh, sure. Well when something comes your way in life that permanently damages you this way you'll see why I cry.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 4 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx God is fake
Vosscilate 4 months ago
@Vosscilate That's your opinion, and you're entitled to it.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 4 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Hes fake, God didnt help you at all, The bible just contradicts its self, Your religion is Prejudiced, And Very very inappropriate, The virgin mary was a whore C:
Vosscilate 4 months ago
@Vosscilate Whatever helps you sleep at night.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 4 months ago
i got bullied too bro, ive been told to kill myself, ive been in like 5 fights in one month, and i hated it. I finally told my folks about it, and i was able to settle things. Dont let anything like bullying get to you. "I Can Do All Things Through Christ Who Strengthens Me"
Philippians 4:13
clanofhyrule 5 months ago
@clanofhyrule I used to get into fights quite a bit, I finally settled down a bit in high school and put aside some anger issues that kept getting me into confrontations. I haven't been in a fight for at least 5 or 6 years now. Thank you for the scripture, it's very encouraging :)
WhenxChristxReturnsx 5 months ago
I would say it's all gonna b ok, but idk that to b true. So instead i say you're not alone. Many of us have struggled with this. I would say no one will hurt you again, but i know that would b a lie so instead i'll tell you that everyone will hurt you somehow but sometimes it's worth it. As far as the telling ppl thing, the adults cannot or will not end this. The only cure to chaos is love. Love your enemies. Isn't that in the bible? Probably the in the Torah too
Shannon462981 5 months ago
@Shannon462981 I appreciate your kind words. Yes, love your enemies is in the Bible. This problem has been returning recently. I never feel safe when I leave my home, I'm always afraid I'll see those people. I have nightmares about it and sometimes can't sleep, I just lie there thinking of them. Adults can help but not all of it can be stopped with their assistance. I agree with you.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 5 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Yeah. Sounds like u might have ADHD too or some other anxiety disorder. it stinks. u need to find a distraction, something you're good at. Reading is always fun and it gives you a chance to enjoy another life. Bullies do not mess with groups as much so hang out with friends. Just remember that u don't deserve to have their insecurities projected on u. Smile when they insult you and say, "Thanks for your opinion."
Shannon462981 5 months ago
@Shannon462981 I do have ADHD. Drumming always helps me feel better, I can't think of anything bad when I'm doing that :) Hmmm that's true. Well nobody has bullied me in at least 4 or 5 years.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 5 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx yep. I hit the dude who had been the worst of them in class. Every day when i went 2 that class he would make it hell 4 me. The teacher saw that. When he got up and shouted that i'd hit him, the teacher sent HIM to the office and told me not to hit ppl. He and the others left me alone after that. I made lotsa new friends and discovered that i was good at writing and singing and now the ppl who'd been mean r being called "stupid freshies" and i'm being called "good freshie"
Shannon462981 5 months ago
@Shannon462981 Well that's good. You're a freshman?
WhenxChristxReturnsx 5 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx yeah. it's better than middle school. Now i'm not weird for being more mature than some ppl in my grade lol i'm a nerd. wbu? r u a freshie?
Shannon462981 5 months ago
@Shannon462981 I bet. Haha I'm a nerd too. Nope, I'm a junior in college.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 5 months ago
wow this really moved me you have the courage to talk about being bullied. I went through the same msot of my life so far..(I'm 17), and now i have social anxiety disorder and can hardly look at people without feeling nauseated and terrified... as well as I'm home schooled now. anyways im so sorry thsi happened to you no one deserves to feel less than someone else. i hope i can be as strong as you have been.
WinterCritter 9 months ago
@WinterCritter Trust me this wasn't easy, as you can tell. I had a migraine for the rest of the day I made this and most of the next day. I'm really sorry bullying has damaged you this much. I've had three main people who bullied me the most on my mind a lot lately. They live maybe 5 minutes away from me. I want to talk to them about it but there's no way I can do that.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 9 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Oh, I can see it was not easy, but I am thankful you could share your feelings here, I know it's more than I could do. I think there is a way to talk to them! Do they have facebook? Or another way you could contact them online? You could ask to talk to them in person, but it may be too painful.
WinterCritter 9 months ago
@WinterCritter It took me at least half a year to be able to make this. I would prefer to talk to them in person but it's something I can't do, I would be too afraid of them.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 9 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx You can do anything if you tell yourself you can. saying you can't is just setting yourself up to fail. maybe every morning in the mirror say you can do this, you can confront the people who hurt you and talk to them, make peace. if you truly want to communicate with them then you just gotta do it, and once its over with i'm sure you'll feel a world of difference and a huge weight off your shoulders. i know what fear is like i feel it every day, but it can be overcome.
WinterCritter 9 months ago
@WinterCritter I suppose I should rephrase my words. It's something I can't do, not now at least. That seems to be more appropriate.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 9 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Ah, I see. Well I wish you the best of luck and happiness.. :)
WinterCritter 9 months ago
@WinterCritter Thank you. Do people bully you anymore?
WhenxChristxReturnsx 9 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx No, I've left the schools where the kids were at and removed all sources they could blackmail me on online, and I don't go to places most teenagers do.. so It's rare I'd encounter them again. The scars still run deep however, I'm working on healing.
WinterCritter 9 months ago
@WinterCritter That's good. Clearly this video shows I'm still healing as well. Beating up that guy who bullied me may have gotten rid of everyone else who did the same, but it wasn't the right way to take care of it. I would be a much less damaged person if I had just told someone early on and let adults/authorities handle this.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 9 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Yes, but you shouldn't dwell on woulda coulda shouldas! Just work on moving forward and healing, it will get better one day. I'm glad you awknowledge you didn't take care of it really in the right way, I wish more bullied people would seek an adult or authority when it first starts, but sadly many don't.
WinterCritter 9 months ago
@WinterCritter I try to leave regrets in the past. Very true, based on my experience that is the best way to take care of it.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 9 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Truely wise way to go about things. :)
WinterCritter 9 months ago
@WinterCritter I'll be gone for a few days on a short family vacation but as soon as I return I'll contact you :)
WhenxChristxReturnsx 9 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx Ok! Have fun.
WinterCritter 9 months ago
What did they exactly do? If it makes you cry you may need to talk to some one like therapists maybe?
MrAnalLeakage 10 months ago
@MrAnalLeakage Things I would rather not discuss. I've talked to therapists and to me they're a waste of money and time unless your parents need to know something you can't tell them yourself. It helps you feel better to talk about certain things that bother you but some things are best left alone. For me, this is clearly one of them, seeing as this was incredibly difficult and traumatic to make.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 10 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx I would stand up for you if i were there those days. sad to hear this :( I have been bullied a loong time and i had some of the probs u have now. but after i made a friend after 9 years on school i havent been that "Easy target" i had friends my 2 first years at school uintill they ditched me. :( but you should try as much as you can to get a friend or something it really helps ALOT!
blabliblaism 10 months ago
@blabliblaism Thank you, that means a lot. I've learned to stand up for myself and let someone know right away if they're harassing me that I'm not going to take it. Not anymore. Most people didn't mess with me in high school anyways because they knew I worked out a lot and knew how to box. I have a lot of friends, no one has bullied me in a long time. I forgave the people who have but yes it won't happen again.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 10 months ago
oh my gosh hun...... :( i am so so sorry....
MioKuchiki 11 months ago
@MioKuchiki It doesn't bother me that much unless something directly reminds me of them. But I clearly don't like to talk about this. It helps people to talk about their problems sometimes but some things are best left unspoken about.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 11 months ago
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CGDrummer96 11 months ago
that's crazy man yah you know i hate bullies.there just a bunch of wusses that only choose smaller people to pick on or people that have lower grades than them.no has ever bullied me because they know i'll kick their ass.i only result to that sometimes because i feel it's continuing and nothing is being done about it.but yeah alot of times when people try to mess with me i ask god to help me with my rage because i have an anger problem.i began to fight back against bullies since i was 4.
CGDrummer96 11 months ago
@CGDrummer96 I used to be a very angry and violent person, no doubt because of all the bullying I took, but that's the reason I'm so messed up now is because I LET them bully me. I didn't try to get help and I didn't stand up for myself because I was too gentle. But eh at least after I beat up that guy no one bullied me anymore. I still don't think it was the right way to solve the problem but at least it took care of it.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 11 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx yeah dude sometimes it just takes that,sometimes you just have to teach people a lesson, me living in a hispanic home im taught that violence is not always the correct answer to most things but if people are harassing you and they don't stop or if they are physically abusing of you,you have the right away to fight back immediately and put them in their place, i understand you man you a gentle kid and those people turned you into that person,
CGDrummer96 11 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx these are the main problems of this disgusting pile of dirt this world is, bullying is the reason why theres mafias and gangbangers and militias its because higher people think they can do whatever they want to people with less money,it's really messed up. and im sick of it!e.g. why do you think pablo escobar did all that he did? because he was sick and tired of the government harrasing the poor people.and im not saying what he did was ok im against the way he killed ppl
CGDrummer96 11 months ago
@CGDrummer96 Well I eventually took matters into my own hands. I completely agree with you. I'm a perfect example, seeing as I would have tried to kill those people who abused me so much if it hadn't been for God giving me a purpose in life. This world has some beauty to it but not much, I hate what society has become.
WhenxChristxReturnsx 11 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx tell me about it man,today everything is about sex,dope,drinking and killing.EVERYONE of those things is totally against the heavenly father
CGDrummer96 11 months ago
@WhenxChristxReturnsx tell me about it man,today everything is about sex,dope,drinking and killing.EVERYONE of those things is totally against the heavenly father
CGDrummer96 11 months ago
@CGDrummer96 Exactly. So many shallow things are promoted by the media and made into social norms, what a world we live in -.-
WhenxChristxReturnsx 11 months ago