Paranoia-Delusion Experience

[ImNotStalkingYou]

OCD



[Danaylesworth]

There are signs and messages which is called serendipity.....I know we're talking about two different things, but there is a fine line and there is a relationship. In our Universe it's easy to see that there are many things of which we are unaware. For example, was the speaker aware that a black cat was prowling behind her while she was speaking. We're not aware of everything, we can take the raising the sun in the morning and taking it down every evening off the to do list!

[adrynochrome]

@Danaylesworth

I'm bipolar and I think you're crazy.

[Danaylesworth]

@adrynochrome what to do?

[jnmklo9]

Everyone gets weird thoughts - everyone! But 97 out of a hundred of us shake out head go arrggh a cupola of tomes and it's gone but when your I'll with bipolar you believe the weird thoughts are scare yourself half to death triggering the flight or fight cycle and then your really in trouble because the brain loves that fix from the endocrinal system.

[jnmklo9]

As a parent of a bipolar 1 son I can categorically say what she says is true and it is very helpful to hear her say it, and as for the anti pharmacology conspiracy theorists you must be joking right?

In England pills are free but we be screwed without them - therapy goes a long way way but if you get past the point of no return - psychotic -, meds are the only humane way out.

[Llanfairny]

kitty cat was on a mission for a snack

[khaloyi]

this is a beer commercial!

[winstono75]

I wonder how much the pharmaceutical industry pays her for being a professional patient.

[herphilosophy1]

has becoming a Christian helped your paranoia to any extent?

[dpmne1]

shes not paranoid shes a woman

[icanttwo]

or another example. your in a car thinking about your mom while looking out the window. a sign with a sexy lady catches your eye and all the sudden it melds with your mom. you get the picture an inpulse of the sexy women while your thinking about your mom. could be very uncomfortable. now you here something about a murder on the radio. and now your thinking shit is my mom dead. then it goes to shit did i just kill my mom by thinking about her sexualy. haha but yeah that shit happens

[icanttwo]

lets put it in more of a dream state while your awake and your thinking about something your in a blank feild you think of using your imagination and all the suden the typical unicorn pops up then without your consent a wizard pops up from the wizard your all sorts of magical shit happening now and he's just creating your whole universe. now is this wizard doing this to me is the unicorn i created doing this... but now thats turning into paranoia

[icanttwo]

ive now worked my way out of this kind of thing. mine was brought on from drugs and once3 it starts. its very dificult to turn off. and it can turn into some really rediculous things. especially if you feed it and at first you want to. its interesting and new. these are alien thought that you yourself as in your soul are not having. like she says its your physical body or brain. or lack of brain usage. or shortage of endorphines in the brain that arnt alllowing your mind to follow one thing.

[maui919]

Why are so many women over 30 crazy? She says every month - OK? One thing or the other. She says at the end that her brain is screwed up but that She is not and nervouslty laughs -- What? if she is coming out about being delusional and then ending by saying that it reminds me of way too many women, Any wonder why men date and marry younger women. My older sister (lawyer) is now paranoid and delusional I feel bad for her - but guys get screwd over by women like this all the time.

[AnotherCompartment]

Anyone experiencing delusions, your sodium is out of balance. You need water and salt. That will heal the myelin sheath that is probably damaged from dehydration and assault from neurotoxins. Half your weight in ounces of water. 1 teaspoon sea salt per gallon. Do not consume table salt.

[AnotherCompartment]

She's in a car, she gets paranoid.  She gets to her friends house she's fine. Paranoia in a large crowd. It's anxiety. Paranoia is just heightened awareness meant for survival gone into overdrive. Like white blood cell counts rising with an allergy. Schizophrenics are not fine when they get somewhere. That is psychosis. She is describing extreme anxiety and calling it psychosis.

[KirbyPwnz13]

I used to think I was Jesus reincarnated to suffer for the current sins in this world. It sucked! :{

[XolisykeswifeX]

i hate delusions..

[mayjawad]

Is there a cat lounging in the back or am I just delusional?

[BreakTheSilenceBand]

Pause this video, and hold the left key on your keyboard for 3 seconds. You can play the game Snake on the YouTube video player thing. :DDDDDD

[Nancy280589]

@curtmorehouse about her saying 'my brain is screwed up, im not', i agree that without a brain you are nothing, but what she meant is that random unwanted thoughts run through her mind, and she aint in control of them, so in that sense her brain is fucked but she can tell herself to snap out like you did with turning the lights on and off, which is your own action resulting from actually thinking.

[crammiddleschool]

@LaBellaa1984 Yup. Alot of the time the two can be confused and misdiagnosed.. Im a "delusional schizophrenic" but i also have a very mild of other schizophrenia. I always think im being poisened or drugged "which is common for delusional schizo's" I also feel as if my life is just a movie and everyone else are actors, like the truman show. I also have a huge fear of death and always think that im about to die. Other than that, i sometimes hear voices not out loud but in my head..

[lalitta85]

@crammiddleschool so did people around u push u to seek help? if they did, did u think that they were just out to get u? do you sometimes think that you're okay, and go off the medications? do you keep remembering every single thing that happened in your childhood that makes u angry (especially with regards to your parents)?

last ques: how would u have liked ur loved ones to deal with u in a way where u wouldn't feel threatened?

we r suffering with my brother because of this so I want to kno

[WOTGSmash]

@lalitta85 Can you PM me, tell me more about this? This is exactly what I went through. Some of it I still do... I was diagnosed a paranoid schizophrenic and I still can't tell if I'm really schizo or not. Sometimes I do believe it, sometimes I don't like now... I'm like, am I really? I do know one thing, that I am always paranoid about random shit. I don't totally freak out, but I do shit others don't understand a lot.

[1990banks]

found out a day ago my paps has this he thinks the're cameras in the tv so he pulls me into the bathroom to talk to me everytime, he thinks my mom poisns his food, he thinks my moms cheating but then he says i know she can never do something like that?? wtf so contradictory it's dreadfull because at the end of the day its not his fault

[LaBellaa1984]

omg i have this stuff too and it's called schizotypal but sometimes it really is close to mild schizophrenia man.

[herphilosophy1]

i know someone who suffers from delusions everday ...

this helped... but id like to help him more..

i hate that this exists

[MrMuzikmaka]

Let me tell you something, peeps.... I am a Born again, Holy Spirit filled Christian. Through persisent drug misuse, I got exceptionally paranoid an delusional.

I thought that radio and t.v. were against me, and the telly had mics and cameras in it. I thought I was the antichrist or babylon the great from the book of Revelation in the Bible. Now let me tell you, that is a scary thought for anyone, let alone a Christian. believe me....

[curtmorehouse]

"My brain is screwed up, I'm not." - You are your brain. All thoughts, emotions, beliefs, etc, psychotic or not, come from your brain. Without your brain, you are nothing. So that statement makes no sense. It's just another way of not taking responsibility for your actions and thoughts. I believe ALL mental health issues come down to one simple thing.... Personal responsibility. I used to turn on and off light switches 4 times EVERY time i turned one off or on. Then I told myself to stop.

[bignastybreath]

I believe, my girfriend is cheating, cops are watching me, people stalking me to killl me, boss is gona fire me, germaphobic, something wrong with my health, worried somebody stole my identity mess my credit, people staring at me in lines, girl stares and i believe she likes me. School and work stress with isolation trigger this disorder. I guess im the chosen child, or am i delusional on this also?

[bignastybreath]

When you have people telling you dont have anything then you begin to believe your delusions are real. But once you accept that you have this disorder you can simply tell yourself its all in your head and deal with it.

[Urkulai9689]

Okay I hope people know that about 86% or 97% of the human populace suffers from some kind of mental disorder and is homicidal/homicidal ideation.

[sadsongofjoy]

i keep watching this, thinking it might help, but then I get the feeling that there is someone from a shadow organization is watching me......

[nietzscheanx]

"My brain is screwed up, I'm not" Still sounds pretty skitzo like saying your brain is separate from that which produces your thoughts but it also makes a degree of sense in that our brains have a remarkably self conscious feature which allows us to see into and out of it differently than it originally presents itself. In turn we can change our minds. I find that a little fascinating and this is an interesting example.

[RiaTapioca]

Just curious but what was that lady diagnosed with? does anxiety disorder sometimes portray the same delusional paranoid symptoms? .. or is that usually schizophrenia or mania?

[Urkulai9689]

@RiaTapioca

In all retrospect, they all are kind of the same thing, but in different degrees.

[GodlySkunk]

i have delusions, but some are rational which scares me. like i believe i have a brain tumor, and i have a heart murmur. then i have problems realizing life is reality, that this is a dream and theres a bigger reality out there. it sucks:( all brought on by depression

[Urkulai9689]

@GodlySkunk

I think that is Hypochondria.

[GodlySkunk]

@Urkulai9689 ah thanks for the info. it sucks shit like this even exists

[Urkulai9689]

@GodlySkunk

Your not alone there. Even though your delusions might tell you differently. My paranoia keeps me from a lot of things. I finally learn to just my family. The people I love and learned to trust, but my paranoia keeps me from complete contact. However I am willing to give up everything for them. Even though my brain tells me not to.

[GodlySkunk]

@Urkulai9689 yeah i know what you're saying its very hard to deal with. just think positive and things will slowly turn out positive. good luck bro

[Prissie28]

The cat in the background..

[Totothemonkey]

What cat..... :-)

[jaysteinbourg]

@Prissie28 Glad you saw it too, I was wondering if it was REALLY there.

[wafelijzerstekker]

wait... a billbord giving you a message is the most extreme shit ever??

guess I'm f*cked then... last 4 weeks I've been receiving messages from all over the place.

like the whole world revolved around me :p

it was pretty awesome actually. but I'd better not be getting some kind of freaky illness.

[ItsTheWooo]

Yea, wafe... same here. I'm thinking, if having that sort of conversation with yerself is a huge deal, I am a lot crazier than I realize. I often think things are about me that have nothing to do with me, and there have been a few times I had to really talk myself out of some crazy thinking. I didn't think that was so bad. I think if "normal" people were honest, a lot of people would admit to having those kinds of thoughts from time to time. I'm not psychotic or manic, I have a job.

[ItsTheWooo]

Also re: feeling you don't belong. I get thoughts that I don't belong places, and paranoia, and a feeling like I shouldn't be there, but I didn't consider that psychosis/delusional, just general social freakishness, perhaps isolation and low functioning (it tends to happen when I'm feeling depressed anyway). I guess it is considered paranoid, but I don't think paranoid is automatically psychotic.

[burndog65isAlive]

delusions suck x(

[ReiAime]

definitely.

[Biffandango]

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From Mars-maybe in time though-

[tinabong]

Julie. I have a friend that is delusional. Had refused medical attention and the family and his church had given up on him. He lives by himself but his symptoms gets worst. Is there anything I can do as a friend? Is it safe to be around Him? Are children safe around delisional patient? Thanks for the info -Michael

[kaltenbach16]

from what I recall, what's really bad is when the frequencies of referential delusions are so close and mixed up with grandiose ones...then you start to experience what I call the "Matrix" delusion

which makes you feel lost in another dimension, a world coded like a video game matrix generating chance events to destroy you...