This Is Beautiful, Being 15 i get influenced by anything... I just want to feel and be PERFECT. This Song Gives me power to get where i need to be:) Thanks <3
im 14 and i have had and eating disorter since i was 11 i would over eat to stuff down all of feels and when i was 12 i saw the fat cow i was and ppl would beat me up and call me names bc of i was fat so i started eating less and less and now im 5'4 and i weigh 106 but when i was 11 i was 4'11 and i weighed 156 i cut myself every day and i cant find the heart to tell my mom but this is the song i play when im feeling low
@dyingtobehappy hey/: you must hurt alot inside...i hurt alot too inside...sometimes i feel alone. if you ever need someone to talk to, or just a friend...dont hesitate to msg me!
@OboroxZuki me too/: i dont know you...but i have mia/: if you ever need a friend to talk about your problems, or just someone to talk to...msg me...im here for you.
This song is about Anorexia. People call Anorexia 'Ana' sometimes, as slang, like street term, or like most, to give it personification. Anorexia is like an evil best friend, she is a monster, she is a demon within that manifests itself. She's alive and we talk about her like she is.
She stole my diary again...I couldn't control my parents' divorce. I couldn't control my best friend's death. I want to stop but it lets my control at least SOMETHING in my life. I hate myself for everything I've done and it's just another way of torturing myself. </3
Ana, Mia, Ana, Mia, Never GOOD ENOUGH!
Libbymariehaw 1 day ago
I love this song so much. </3
MrPod8 2 days ago
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SupBroseph1 3 days ago 2
This Is Beautiful, Being 15 i get influenced by anything... I just want to feel and be PERFECT. This Song Gives me power to get where i need to be:) Thanks <3
TheBabyboy101 5 days ago
Thank You:) Music is your only true friend-3
TheBabyboy101 5 days ago
this keeps me motivated. :') haven't eatin anything in 2 days , Im trying so hard to not give up. my longest fast is 6 days.
JessisAhhmazing1031 1 week ago
@JessisAhhmazing1031 Your SO lucky I CAN never do a day </3 I end up throwing up...
Libbymariehaw 1 day ago
I hate how much I can relate to this song.
jess64ish 3 weeks ago 3
Wow. I'm absolutely in LOVE with this song.
"I swear it's not by choice, but ana has this voice and calms me down, it gives me purpose."
Perfect♥
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hunteraceved49 1 month ago
I want to be ok.. Loving this song¡¡¡^^ good luck my dears¡¡¡ its all worth it¡¡¡ ^^
PriiNceSsDiiaBla 1 month ago
I love maria mena <3
xkissitallbetterx 1 month ago
im 14 and i have had and eating disorter since i was 11 i would over eat to stuff down all of feels and when i was 12 i saw the fat cow i was and ppl would beat me up and call me names bc of i was fat so i started eating less and less and now im 5'4 and i weigh 106 but when i was 11 i was 4'11 and i weighed 156 i cut myself every day and i cant find the heart to tell my mom but this is the song i play when im feeling low
dyingtobehappy 2 months ago
@dyingtobehappy hey/: you must hurt alot inside...i hurt alot too inside...sometimes i feel alone. if you ever need someone to talk to, or just a friend...dont hesitate to msg me!
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
Lovely <3
TheParamorefan1234 2 months ago
I wouldn't If I could.
But Since I can't, I guess I should.
MrSpecialwun 2 months ago
I want to be pretty PERFECT
Prettyperfect14 2 months ago
@Prettyperfect14 sweetheart...im sure you are!</3
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
I swear is not by choice, it's stronger than me..
eakpala18 2 months ago
@eakpala18 i know how you feel...mia is my best friend/: if you ever need someone to talk to; msg me.
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
I wish I couldn't relate to this...
OboroxZuki 2 months ago
@OboroxZuki me too/: i dont know you...but i have mia/: if you ever need a friend to talk about your problems, or just someone to talk to...msg me...im here for you.
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
I want to be okay ;-;
OboroxZuki 2 months ago
This song describes my life flawlessly. Word. For. Word. =(
HauntedMusicBox2 2 months ago
@HauntedMusicBox2 hey..i dont know you, but if you ever need a friend...msg me(:
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
I'm so obsessed with this song. Becoming my life though ....
peacelovenihon 3 months ago
@peacelovenihon i know how you feel...if you ever need a friend...msg me!
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
I wish this wasn't what I strive to be.
jadetheslytherclaw 4 months ago 2
@jadetheslytherclaw i know what you mean/: i have anm ed...if you ever need someone to talk to; msg me<3
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
"I am heavy, I feel frail."
<3
KKatastrophii 4 months ago 11
I love her music and I've never heard this song, but I just fell in love, I think I may have a new favorite song by her.=]
hd31091 5 months ago
I love Maria Mena <3
i wish i didn't relate to this...
EssenceEvans 5 months ago 5
@EssenceEvans i know...i relate to her as well/: if you ever need a friend, inbox me:D
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
@XblackXroseX100 thank you :) i might take you up on that <3
EssenceEvans 1 month ago
@EssenceEvans i have mia...so i know exactly how it is/:
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
"I swear it's not my choice...but Ana has this voice , it calms me down. "
I started to bawl. :'(
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Like if a stranger on Omegle sent you here.
theizzytastic 6 months ago 7
@theizzytastic hahaha wtf
alykb97 5 months ago
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xxIamMexx13 6 months ago
I love this song.
cAyLa2196ROXurSOX 6 months ago
i don't get it. call me stupid. i liked it until she said "ana has this voice that calms me dow" i don't get it.
xxtaylorcheerjbhsxx 7 months ago
@xxtaylorcheerjbhsxx I think she means that anorexia is something she can control, something that she can always turn to no matter what
KyleA558 7 months ago
@xxtaylorcheerjbhsxx
This song is about Anorexia. People call Anorexia 'Ana' sometimes, as slang, like street term, or like most, to give it personification. Anorexia is like an evil best friend, she is a monster, she is a demon within that manifests itself. She's alive and we talk about her like she is.
cocoacandi 7 months ago 4
@cocoacandi ohhh alright. thank you. i like the song a lot. it's beautiful. i just didn't understand it at first.
xxtaylorcheerjbhsxx 7 months ago
I swear it's not by choice, but ana has this voice, and it calms me down....
bluelipsredhands 7 months ago 2
god her voice is absolutely stunning.
TheManicpanicattack 8 months ago 2
She stole my diary again...I couldn't control my parents' divorce. I couldn't control my best friend's death. I want to stop but it lets my control at least SOMETHING in my life. I hate myself for everything I've done and it's just another way of torturing myself. </3
NoEscapeFromDarkness 8 months ago 7
@NoEscapeFromDarkness hey...if you ever need someone to confide into, msg me. im here to help!!
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
I'm an eyesore )':
SuperKendralicious 8 months ago
@SuperKendralicious if you ever need a friend, msg me..</3
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
i swear its not by choice but ana has this voice
z4r1tha 9 months ago 5
gosh, this voice.. <3
RecklessZOMBIE16 9 months ago 2
I can't stop listening to this song. The replay button has become my new best friend <3
fudgiewoogle 10 months ago 3
more please!!!???
14lovelife 1 year ago 21
i wish this song was on iTunes.. <3
newX3moon 1 year ago
@newX3moon it is on itunes i download it from itunes
z4r1tha 9 months ago
this song is amazing,, please add more songs!
deemarieemar 1 year ago
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deemarieemar 1 year ago
Sweet this is pretty amazing :) please put more up !
Jessalyn7ate9 1 year ago
I love this song! <33 it's been on my iPod for so long and I've been waiting for you to do this song!!(:
CittyKat44 1 year ago
Love it!
lovefornina 1 year ago
My favorite song!
"Cause and Effect"
"Internal Dialogue"
"Power Trip Ballad"
"Self-Fulfilling Prophecy"
These are also very inspiring songs by Maria mena
Innergoth333 1 year ago 43
This song is so lovely <3
fkbtj8 1 year ago