Inside Out by Rainbow Bubbles (on being DID)

[LukeDanielSophie]

Ar computa nly werked for youtube for long tim but we just watshed yor vid and it good. I am finding it very had to werk owt how to be a child in a grown up body bcos le big not arownd mush enymor so it mowstly me bcos le ufers more insiders or to little. I hav to kep pretend to be older but it maks le ufers mad and I hate it. I dont no how to explan it to pepal or where I can get help for it and it wil bcome a bigger problem le oder le body get. I hate be a boy traped in a gerl to. no-name

[Frae66]

I have DID. Diagnosed by three competent professionals, not from the 1990's satanic abuse BS era, but recently. Read up on the condition from valid medical sources. Real DID's cannot bring out personalities on command, DID is a traumatic disorder. Switching is CAUSED by stress, either good or bad. People who sit there and become children, then someone else, etc., etc. ARE NOT DID, they are likely BORDERLINES. This is and was CREATED in many people through counselors who shouldn't have a job.

[iraqidolphin]

I wish I could make as much progress as you have.

[glimmer17]

We in this system, or at lest I, do not like the idea of being created by Glimmer, and both me (Seth and her, get along saying we are both hosts.) Listening to this, Xander, an age slider in the system a 5 year old girl, and a 18 year old boy, cried when you spoke of the age, and people not understanding because of the bodies age...

We have that in common with you because of Xander....it is very sad...we cry because of it, sometimes Xander feels he needs a family.

--Seth Dark

[SeverinaQFormina]

Wonderful and beautiful persons are all of you! You are so courageous. An inspiration to us. We are also many. We have such rigid rules about who is out and when. That is almost impossible to overcome. Too worried about feeling or seeming crazy. But you do not seem crazy and so you are giving us hope and courage.

Thanks

[RainbowsBubble]

thank you. ur not crazy either. its nice to meet u and u all. feel free to message us if thats easyer, prefured of feels safer. we r honnered this gives u some hope.

luv us..

[bjscrowd]

but why does she always decide things? why we gots to listen to someone just cause they be here befor us? we not being mean just asking cause we not understand that

[RainbowsBubble]

hi all. im not sure what ur asking. but wanted to acknowledge ur reply. and thank you.

why does who decide things?

just cos some one else has done a vid like this u can still do one, every system has some thing unique to offer, and we would be intrested in hereing what u have to say.

asking is good and we dont think ur being mean. if u dont ask u dont learn or find out the ansers u need.

gem an all

[bjscrowd]

no we not mean makin video we willd be too scard we be meanin like who ever be first person insid why we gots to do wat she sayz jus coz she be in bodee befor we wer der? that wat wee mean she have rights but we gots rights too yes? we just tird bee lik tis all time it be so hard thak u 4 B so nice wees not brav to mak pictr of us on u tubes

[secretoompaa]

this video is amazing. thank you for sharing. awesome video to help explain.

[RainbowsBubble]

thanks. good to see u about. take care..

[jdpasino]

i really appreciate this video it has helped me to understand better...

[RainbowsBubble]

glad it helped,

[manyofus]

excellent video

thanks for sharing

carol anne

[RainbowsBubble]

ur welcome.

we hoped it would be of help to ppl or just worth watching instead of r usual woffle lol

[smilesalot31]

Thank you so much for sharing, I learned a lot. I like how your parts of self have respect. I want to say hello to everyone and tell them each one is special and unique.

[RainbowsBubble]

it took a long time, we have r probs as u will no doubt know but we try r best. thanks for watching.

[jesmalu]

good video to help others understand =) wish i could talk more about it on ours.

[RainbowsBubble]

may be in time, u have come a long way since we first watched u last year, hayleigh sang wich was a big step for u..

[2trumpetfish]

Thanks for sharing, it's most heartwarming and inspires goodwill for many underestimated insiders, much to think about - this also means so much to us, thank you.

[RainbowsBubble]

ur welcome, we r happy if this vid helps even just one person or insider..

we r happy this vid has been so well excepted.

[infinitycastle]

this means so much to us, thanks for sharing it with us and with everyone

[RainbowsBubble]

your welcome

[ManyMults]

Hi. That's a intresting vidio. We were supprised at some stuff. Thanks for sharing more about you guys on the topic of DI"D" rules inside ,and how you guys see singulets and stuff. (Thanks for sending this to Us.) D and another person

[RainbowsBubble]

ur welcome.

oh jo did do her vids but yt were having a senior moment and didnt record the sound right.

[pixl8edkat]

I like Barbies still even at 26, and don't make excuses when I buy them. I say just straight faced, buy the toy. usually the worker says nothing and you can easily get out with the purchase without explaing yourself. don't act like it's a weird thing to be doing, and it won't look weird. for all they know you *are* buying it for a cousin/sibling! :)

[RainbowsBubble]

we r much better at just doing things now like shopping and stuff, we all wrote that with loran about 4 years ago.

at the time we had been asked to write about what its like to be DID for a helpline but we want to share with others not just them. specially since they wont talk to personalities any more... go figure lol

[Hummingbird1298]

That was very well very written I thought.

[TUTUFAT]

Lauren, that was so poignant, and we love you for posting such a beautifully written and then read piece, thank you!

Bizarre after a wierd dream about you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish we would connect again soon, as we need to tell you about it????????????

Love and hugs and teddy bear kisses to the lil ones

Amanda and me's

[RainbowsBubble]

thanks, this is what we were going to send u before but couldnt, we can still send u the text if u want it..

u have r gmail addy u can get us there, im going to download msn again cos its not working on here either.

[castorgirl]

Brilliant piece of writing! Thanks for sharing so much...

We gave up on explaining our toys long ago :) Not sure if you have them but the latest craze here is Mush-A-Bellies - a soft toy in the shape of a ball that make different noises. One store had them loose in a big bin and Katie (whose nearly 4) kept on running up to the bin and squishing all the toys to make them go off at once :) For us it was great - she was daring to be a kid! But we got some wierd looks!!

Take care :)

[RainbowsBubble]

nope never head of them but they sould really cool r lot would love them..