A Sad Girl
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  • This is like a real movie. I can guess how Kerri's feel like. And i sure Kerri should feel good now.

    She is very very brave girl. If I were Kerri, i couldn't post, no even couldn't make video. I think this is way to out of sad to her. LOVE Kerri!

  • great work on this video... very artistic.

  • Woman

  • Maybe you should go back to Canada? Another sea change to Europe perhaps?

    I'm an Australian born Korean and truthfully Korea is a very hard place to live in terms of relaxation and freedom (of mind and soul). Not once eventhough I was on holiday did I feel as relaxed and at peace as I was in Australia with its wide streets, green trees and spread out population.

    It's highly urbanised and the people seem to be always in a a rush. The city that never sleeps.

  • Actually, i think your video is put together well. I like the visuals, they capture the eye. The emotions also capture the attention. Korean dramas are full of crying, but, your's are deeper. Make a longer arty video, please. It doesn't have to be sadness or joy.

  • Dw sweet heart, you always have your Mr Palmer right next to you don't ya?

  • Get a man. It is the men's task to make women happy.

  • kerri i just happened to stumble across your video and I watched a few just now. You seem like like such a sweet and good hearted person. I just wanted to say that to you. And don't give up whatever you are doing because of discouragement. I also moved to a far away place to pursue my own goals and am alone with nobody near and there are times when I feel overwhelmed and sad and unsure of what to do...your footage is so honest. You are not alone. I hope you are coping successfully. SuKyung

  • Hey Kerri, I do something like what you do as well. Conceal my sadness with a smile.

    I also get really sad sometimes, but I think its normal and nothing dumb. Crying helps sometimes. Nowadays, I kind of try working out. At first, it was kind of hard, but I'm getting addicted to it. It makes me distracted enough to not think about complicated stuff! You should give it a try too! Hope you feel better soon! I don't want my favorite youtube foreigner to be sad!(Since I'm Korean XD)

  • Kerri: I know what you went through. Love hurts both ways. You will be fine. The tears wash away the pain. I often think about those that I had known and wish them well.. You are a lovely lady and should know that. Peace be with you.

  • Bummer Kerri. Definitely has those moments in Korea myself.

  • cheer up!!

  • Yeah I feel like that a lot, but lately it's been easier to deal alone with my problems. What I do to make me feel better: A: I try to racionalize the situation, B: watch lots and lots (when I can) Korean dramas that helps me to forget my problems and try to do C: the next day is a new day so I will try to live the present. I'm not sucessful all the time, but over the years it just gets a little easier then it was the year before! Chin up! =D

  • You got problems

  • you should smoke weed

  • ohhhhh so you have a Korean boyfriend? haha

  • @Chrispisz12 yes, i did have a boyfriend, but we're not seeing each other anymore.

  • @expatkerri I'm sorry. You will find one! it takes a few trys to find the one =)

  • little adivce to you!

    foreign women in korea are not "normal(not like weird but not familiar with)" yet as you know except specific place such as "E tae won".

    so pretend to be looks like you are teacher! u know with that dress, you can hold

    your english "text book"

    or walk strongly even though people look at you and stair them with "what r u looking at?" face

    im korean student in U.S, i can understand u.. i dress up what i was used to in korea

    but first time they thought im gay LOLOLOOLOLOLL

  • This reminds me so much of myself. I just moved to a foreign country and I have been living here for 7 months. It feel incredibly lonely most of the time because my significant other works 6 days a week all day and through most of the night. People keep so much to themselves that it is really hard to make friends. I feel completely isolated especially when I walk the streets of a bustling city full of people and not one of them realizes I exist. I am a social person, it can be excruciating.

  • Heh, I just went through a private cry session last night, and here I come across your videos, and this one in particular. I was listening to some of my favorite soothing Korean music while studying, when all of a sudden I missed Korea so badly, even though I've never been there. I've never experienced homesickness before, even when being away from my actual home for a while, but this was definitely homesickness. I love your videos, btw, esp. since I'm learning Korean. They are very informative.

  • Please don't be sad, I become sad. If you're sick, every big korean hospitals have english translators, If you have problem in your livelihood, all of Korean city halls have English help service call-center and also those English websites for foreigners. Where are you living in? I will introduce it.

  • I had no idea someone as cheerful as you could ever be sad. People are so surprising. You live an awesome life kerri, and we all love you ^^!!

  • Your videos are so inspiring. I am so pumped to travel overseas someday. South Korea will be my first destination. Thanks for the great videos, and stay positive!

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  • whats she sad about?

  • @supermixgirl i think home sickness

  • @missnoodlechan ~ hi there ! this video was actually not related to homesickness, as many people have speculated. i rarely feel a sense of homesickness here, since i talk to my family regularly on skype and email them daily. the sadness in this video was related to my boyfriend at the time, an argument that we had, feelings of guilt that i had, and worry that i'd ruined something great. it's resolved now, of course. thank you to each of my subscribes for all the good vibes :)

  • @expatkerri oh, well im sorry and glad you fell better now

  • I love you <3

  • 케리씨! 충분히 공감이 갑니다.

    저는 16년 키운 강아지를 마지막 보내는 날, 수술로 고통을 준

    죄책감으로 우는 것이 습관이 되었어요.

    사람들이 우는 경우는 대개는 자기자신과 가족이나 친한 사람에게

    잘못한 것이 떠오를 때 많이 웁니다. ^^

    우는 것이 습관이 되면, 조금만 느낌이 와도 멈출 수가 없게 되요.

  • I cried with you.. Thankyou for being so brave and putting this on here..

  • Read these words carefully, you may remove some of the grieving

    In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful

    Have We not caused thy bosom to dilate, (1) And eased thee of the burden (2) Which weighed down thy back; (3) And exalted thy fame? (4) But lo! with hardship goeth ease, (5) Lo! with hardship goeth ease; (6) So when thou art relieved, still toil (7) And strive to please thy Lord. (8)

  • Dear Kerri,

    I came to the States many years ago when I was in my early 20's. What I had missed the most when I had been so sad was a place to cry out loud alone or one single person to deeply trust or rely on. But I didn't have any.

    No matter what happened, I am with you and your sad feeling. This rain storm will soon pass by and come again, too.

    Go, Kerri.

  • what happened? who/what made you sad?

  • Don't be sad, Kerri. You're the most beautiful and open-minded person. You've got lots of things to be proud of yourself. I want the world to have many more people like you. Cheers!

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  • This is just to say that it takes humongous balls to post this on youtube. I admire you for it.

  • Whenever I'm sad or depressed I know it'll only be for a short time. So what I do to get over it is that I know that I will get over it the next day so I grab my runners and go outside and run/walk. I look at the sky, I look at the sunshine, I distract myself. I see how beautiful life is (yup super corny). I do NOT listen to "emo" music or watch a sad film! I get out and DO something. Hope that helps :)

  • Kerri you are beautiful, thank you so so much for your videos. I hope that whatever was or has been affecting you gets resolved soon. I also want you to know that one of my goals is to visit Korea someday and get to chat with you in person! You're fearless! Big hugs!

  • I listen to happy music when I am sad to feel better. Sad music makes things worse. Hope you feel better ny now. You got me on skype, we can always chat if you feel like talking to someone. :)

  • Pretentiousest. Video. Ever.

  • aw, hope things get better for you soon. *~smile~*

  • So heart breaking. Kerri, remember you're beautiful. One of the most beautiful people I've seen, I love your smile so please smile big soon. Much love, a loyal subscriber :D

  • When I'm really sad ... I watch Sailor Moon ... and somehow I feel better ... this is just me but you could try it ...

    HUG ^ o ^

    P.S. I love your videos <3

  • I know how you feel. I hope things get better soon ;)

  • we love you kerri ~ *hugest biggest hung in all the creation of the world*

    things will get better i am sure of it ~ wounds heal in time and i look forward to

    the day i see you smile ^ ^ ~ xxx

  • Really moving. ♥

  • I havent subscribed, but after seeing this, I am now one! I love that people like you are not afraid to show emotions. Makes me feel less alone :p

  • This video is amazing Kerri! I love you no matter what and I can't wait to see you again VERY soon! ^-----^ Fighting!

  • What's up?

    It's not u, if u ask me, How do I look u?

    Hum,, just really happy thinking.. 롸잇나우^^

  • 힘내세요~~ <3 <3 <3 <3 잘될거예요^^

  • Wow, this video is really touching in such a creative way. When I was watching this video I was feeling kind of down so in a way it was reassuring to know that I wasn't the only one feeling not so chipper. amazing video and I hope you feel better!

  • Being depressed is truly the un-coolest thing to go through and I have struggled with it for years, maybe my entire life. Chin up good times always come again.

  • time heals what reason cannot.

    feel better missy. our thoughts and prayers are with you.

  • 케리 힘내세요

    인생은 가까이서 보면 희극 멀리서 보면 비극이래요..

    당신 기분이 나아지길 바래요

    Your better is better than my better

    PLZ CHEER UP!

  • I hope you'll be ok Kerri :) Cheer up♥

  • I actually felt this way my entire life. I started dating this guy and something just fits. He loves and wants the same things out of life, and he wants to travel just like me. He came into my life and the comfort and love I feel when he's around makes the sadness go away. I'm saying this because I got me happiness back by just living life the best I could. All the sad days and happy days would lead me to an amazing person. It was that thought that kept me going.

  • @rizzo62989 And I'm not saying this out of me bragging but that I can understand your pain Kerri. I hope that you find the someone or something that takes that sadness away. I was really touched by what you said.

  • Cheer up Kerri :) All your subscribers got your back!! Hwaiting ;)

  • I'm really sorry to see that you are going through a hard time. I truly hope that you will feel better soon. We are here for you Kerri. I know you don't know me personally but if we as your subscribers can help you in anyway, let us know. You take care of yourself. Your in my prayers.

  • I can relate Kerri...

  • HI Kerri, First time i leave a comment but love your videos. Used to live in Korea for 3 years and miss it tons. I am sorry to see you are sad. it is hard being away from home when something happened. Dont stay alone, surround yourself with some good friends.

  • Oh my darling I love you.

  • Kerri, I don't know what is going on, but I hope you feel better. I have moments when life is just a little too overbearing. Just remember it's a moment, and it will pass, whatever it is. You don't know me, but I watch all your videos. :) Wish you well. :)

  • Getting out of korea would help. That place is depressing.

  • I hope and pray for a solution to your problem or a new path, for you to walk, be revealed to you. It always gets better, or so I keep reminding myself. lol

  • *hugs computer* It's okay. Don't be sad! Your subscribers are here for you!

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  • thanks for sharing. i was upset earlier too. cried a bit. i'm working on some things so hopefully i won't have to be sad for long. hope u don't have to be sad for long either. so, to a happier future, cheers!

  • Keep your chin up.

  • Kerri, I hope you are feeling better already. *givesyouavirtualhug*

  • Gosh, Kerri, I understand you so well... I'm going through one of the worst personal moments in my life and I don't know what to do because I feel alone and I have no one to turn to. Not even my friends.

    I hope you feel better soon.

  • Kerri, I love your videos, including this one. You have such a bright and positive personality. I hope your tears helped you getting over the sad mood and made space to move on. Fighting!

  • i came to see why you were so sad. but now i am confused.

  • I am watching this at 3 something in the morning and understand how you feel. You are so brave for putting something like this up. I pray to God that you feel better, girl. I know you might forget, but you have a large group of people who care for you!

  • Wow, it's stupid how seeing a girl cry can turn some of the hardest hearts to mush... =(

  • When I watched this video, I feel an emptiness in my heart. I feel as though I am putting a mask on everyday to hide what I'm truly feeling inside. To be someone I'm not. To smile when I feel sadness. Through all of this, I have the most comfort at home where I can be myself with my family and close friends. I hope you'll find your happiness somewhere. Cheer up, Kerri! :)

  • I hope everything works out for you. :(

  • I do wonder what made you so sad but then again I also know it's not good to dwell on those things. I hope you are feeling better.

  • Kerri! You're a beautiful person inside and out. Please allow yourself to feel the good vibrations. Please allow yourself to feel better soon!!!! Let any and every little bit of goodness you can find lead you back to a happier place. Many blessings! Muah! <3

  • <3<3<3

  • Hope we can have dinner sometime! Cheer up!

  • <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 

  • ;_____; this made me so sad! I hope things get better for you soon! ;~; <3 Lots of love!

  • Aww I know how you feel. Sad is like my default emotion -_-.

    Hope you feel better soon! *HUGS*

  • We love you Kerri!! Don't worry things will work out!!

  • Another internet stranger wishing you well. At some point or another, for some reason or another, most of us have felt as you feel, and our hearts go out to you.

    Be well, Kerri; you're stronger than you might think.

  • Everyone is here for you. Please don't forget that :)

  • Hope you feel better now....

  • I'm so sorry, Kerri. Things get better, just keep remembering that.

  • When I'm sad, I cry, eat something fattening and delicious and then go sleep. Don't worry you will find a remedy that works for you. It is okay to feel sad, we can't be happy and chipper all the time. Sadness is an emotion that needs to be expressed. Best of luck!

  • Things work out in theend, hon.....i'm praying for you

  • Oh, don't cry little girl, because when I see women crying, I want to I cry too.

    I don't know what is your problem and I know that it might be very difficult, but it's easier to face problems if you know that you have been useful to someone. You have been useful for me, because I started watching your videos to practise my English listening (cuz you got such a nice accent!) and then I ended up enjoying the content. I can't c ur whole personality, but I can c your face, and your very pretty!

  • Hi Kerri, thanks for sharing this with us. You aren't alone, and we can all relate sometime or another. We hope things get better soon! <3

  • 그 슬픔 잘 보담아서 아름다음으로 승화 시키세요. 잘 극복 하실 겁니다.

    2011년 9월 17일 구독자

  • My heart is with you Kerri!!!!

  • 캐리 힘내세요. 우리가 있잖아요.

  • Heart goes out to you love. hugs and kisses.

  • im crying

  • 힘내여<3

  • chin up, Kerri! You're a beautiful girl and I know you can go thru this. I wish you all the best.xo

  • If anyone dislikes this video, they have no soul.

    Hope you feel better, hun. =(

    We're all here to support you.

  • I hope whatever's going on with you turns out alright.

    *HugeCyber Hugs*

  • Would we be prying if we asked what it is that's ailing you Sweetie?

  • Gives shoulder freely to wonderful girl.There is special medicine for that here in BC.

  • aww cheer up kerri... thanks for sharing. I hope you feel better soon!

  • awwwwwwwwwwww big hug

  • Kerri .. I know exactly what you mean. I love this video .. you made it feel like a poem and the lighting was spot on to give it an ethereal quality. Whether they realize it or not, everyone has rituals to deal with sadness, women especially since sometimes its not born of a logical place, but of a biological one :) My ritual includes a tissue box and the saddest movie I can find at the moment .. AND .. chocolate :D *hugs from Texas*

  • Heart. Melted.

    I was feeling torn up and alone in my situation too, just two days ago. (Not to compare and contrast pain, just a fact.) I thought about putting up a vid expressing some of it, but it couldn't have touched the art and truth you offer, here, Kerri. You're a wonderful spark of the divine and I completely believe you that you'll be fine. It's the way these things work...

    Take care.

    (%)

  • Kari, you are beautiful to me and I love you!

  • it takes time sometimes kerri ~ be kind to yourself

  • I am sorry to hear that you're struggling. Are you missing home or is it something you've dealt with before? I went through years of depression and I know how hard it is to pick yourself up. I hope you will remember to take care of yourself.

  • No woman, no cry....

  • 왜  우세요 무슨일 있나요 ? 한국에서 그리고 지방도시 살고 있으니 불편한개 많을거같네요

  • Why? Are you sad situation?

     You look like your mind is going in Canada?

  • I've followed this channel for a very long time and I love every video that has been put up here. You inspire me and so many people to learn Korean and I am forever thankful. You truly don't know how much of an impact you have on your viewers, and particularly your subscribers. we all love you.

  • Aww...don't be sad :(

  • I cut myself

  • everyone gets depressed now and then , i hope you are okay physically and mentally!

  • kerry, everything's going to be fine.

  • I feel so touched right now. Thank you for being so sincere with us *also tears up*. I was yesterday sooooo sad too i even cried, but thank god i'm not the only one who is feeling so unhappy T_T

  • Hi kerry,

    Im foreign student in Korea as you.

    I feel want to cry as I watched your video,

    I'm not sure whether this happens for everybody, but personally it happens to me..

    Kerry, do you think your sad feeling is related to your social life with Koreans.. ?

  • Hi Kerri~

    Your channel is one of my favorite subscriptions..& whoever or whatever is breaking your heart right now, I am so sorry you're feeling such suffering. I've been there myself as many others have, too. With so many different people in the world, our reasons may not be the same - but the heart knows.

    HuGs & SWeeT wiShEs,

    R..•´¯`•×Oº°'

  • Wow, must have took some gall to get that on camera.

    I, myself got trapped in 30 minutes of staring in the sky, followed by about 10 minutes of crying in Busan.. probably the most emotional i've been in enough years for me to forget specifics.

  • wth?

  • I from jin nu

    nice to meet you

  • Hey Kerri, it takes courage sharing something so personal and emotional like this with us. But like you said sharing what you're going through with your friends and youtube friends/subscribers does help feel less alone.

    I hope you feel better and that you get through what ever you're dealing with now in the best way possible and come out even better and stronger on the other side!

    lots of love!! :)

  • well that was depressing :(

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