Hadn't I wanted this? I had actively participated in every moment of the creation of this life. So why didn't I see myself in any of it? The only thing more impossible than staying was leaving. I didn't wanna hurt anybody, I wanted to slip quietly out the back door and not stop running until I reached Greenland. Instead I made a decision: to pray.. you know...like... to God. And it was such a foreign concept to me that I swear I almost began with: "I'm a big fan of your work."
Hadn't I wanted this? I had actively participated in every moment of the creation of this life. So why didn't I see myself in any of it? The only thing more impossible than staying was leaving. I didn't wanna hurt anybody, I wanted to slip quietly out the back door and not stop running until I reached Greenland. Instead I made a decision: to pray.. you know...like... to God. And it was such a foreign concept to me that I swear I almost began with: "I'm a big fan of your work."
karolpachecoo 2 months ago
To pray, like.... To god. XD
chewy4821 4 months ago
it's better in the book
lizardandcats 8 months ago
i think every woman who has ever been through an experience that demanded complete loss and growth has done this...
xvsoothsayer 8 months ago 2
I've done that before haha ya not a good time in my life
AmberMAK18 9 months ago