...all my life i was afraid of this feeling that "I" do not exist...trying so hard to be "someone"...just like everybody else seemed to be...and in my dreams...the nightmares of dissolving, disappearing, vanishing, melting, sliding down mountains and cliffs and "things"...nothing to hold on to and nothing to be...thank you jeff for putting into words...what words can not say ...
I seem to want others to experience everything I experience but if I think that would be ideal then I would all the sudden feel the same as everyone else.
Im sitting, and then the pain feeling of how boring it must be to be happy with just sitting comes.
Now if u manage to let the painful feeling be without attachment, you might actually feel free.
Some parts of me are still seeking something out of this which just is. I want to be free and be happy. It is really hard to drop such thoughts, cos you are afraid if you do so, you will never be free and happy. Namaste
again I try to react, it does not seem to work so well, I wish you well and thank you for your courage to try and express something so simple and intimate that it is almost unspeakable,hugs and freedom
Best teacher I've come across in 20+ years. I'm still a "me" but I get the feeling he has saved me many, many more years of useless frustration!
8Ho03EdONl1liL 10 months ago
...all my life i was afraid of this feeling that "I" do not exist...trying so hard to be "someone"...just like everybody else seemed to be...and in my dreams...the nightmares of dissolving, disappearing, vanishing, melting, sliding down mountains and cliffs and "things"...nothing to hold on to and nothing to be...thank you jeff for putting into words...what words can not say ...
fromnowheretonowhere 11 months ago
for the seeker, just more words.
what he means is, that you can only realy get what he means, by standing next to him.
only someone who is "there" can understand this state.
it cannot be transmitted by words.
just stopt seeing things that are not realy there. starting with religion.
kaifinn 1 year ago
I don't get it, I suppose that's a good thing.
THEGR8BIGM0UTH 1 year ago
I seem to want others to experience everything I experience but if I think that would be ideal then I would all the sudden feel the same as everyone else.
Karrie1981 1 year ago
@Karrie1981 True! So we need every1 feeling a sence of worth! Enjoy life,you know why? because we should !
TheLetsbegin 1 year ago
Beautiful and Lovely! Thank you Jeff!
celestialpoet2003 2 years ago
thank you
BboyWayu 2 years ago
You dont need to go to India, but it can be fun!
nocosa 2 years ago
Im sitting, and then the pain feeling of how boring it must be to be happy with just sitting comes.
Now if u manage to let the painful feeling be without attachment, you might actually feel free.
Some parts of me are still seeking something out of this which just is. I want to be free and be happy. It is really hard to drop such thoughts, cos you are afraid if you do so, you will never be free and happy. Namaste
M0rrigan1 2 years ago
again I try to react, it does not seem to work so well, I wish you well and thank you for your courage to try and express something so simple and intimate that it is almost unspeakable,hugs and freedom
zennovice 2 years ago
I don't think "he" needs courage because there is no longer a "he" involved. :-)
philipinwdc 2 years ago
Camera making funny sounds is what's happening. Ha Ha Ha... Thank you Jeff.
291006058 2 years ago